June 10.

It was nice to see my parents again. They were so happy to see

me. When we got home, I unpacked, and told them that I wanted
to see Jake. They asked me to wait for a little while. They wanted
to know what had happened in South-America between Nahuel
and me. I told them that I wanted to be with Jake, and that he was
my future. They said that they were happy for me, and told me to
go to see Jake.
I tried to call him first, but no one picked up. I decided to go to La
Push to find him.
As I ran, I thought of how happy he would be when I told him, and
how happy I would be with his reaction. I couldn’t wait, and ran
faster. When I arrived at his house, I could see that there was no
one there. I tried to find Billy, but he was away to. I ran in to Quil.
He was going to see Claire, but stopped to talk to me. Quil, have
you seen Jake? He told me that I should talk to Seth. He was
already late.
I phoned Seth, and asked him to meet me at the beach. He came
as fast as he could. When I asked him about Jake, he looked
strange. Seth, what is wrong? Is Jake okay? I was really worried
now. Well Nessie, Jake was really hurt when you left to go to
South-America with Nahuel, so hi is out running. He has “gone
wolf”. Where is he Seth? I want to know.
Ohm. He has gone to Canada, but I don’t know where. I can’t see
where he is. Oh Seth, I have really hurt him haven’t I? I’ll have to
find him.
Bella and Edward were at the house when I got home. So I packed
my bag, and went to tell them that I had to go to Canada to look
for Jake. They thought it was a good idea. I had made a mistake,
and it was up to me to fix it.
As soon as I had told them goodbye, I ran as fast as I could. I had
decided to go to see Tanya’s family first. Maybe they knew
something about Jake.
It was only Tanya and Kate at home. The others was away to visit
friends. They were really happy to see me. They offered me a
place to stay while I looked for Jake. They even helped me to look
for him. We started to search for his scent. After the fourth day,
we found it in the forest a few miles from the border. We followed
it as far as we could, but he was gone…

June 15.

I was sitting in the living room with Kate, when we heard a knock
at the door. Kate went to open, and when she came back, there
was a man with her. I could have recognized that face anywhere.
Demetri. I didn’t like him. He was a cruel and sadistic man.
He greeted me. Renesmee, it is so nice to see you again. I hope
you are well? You smell….hmmmm…… I like it. I did NOT like it. I
didn’t like the way he looked at me. He didn’t look thirsty, but
more like hungry. What was this? Kate looked worried. Something
was wrong.
Over the next few days, Demetri tried to get me alone with him
several times, but Kate and Tanya tried to help me as much as
they could. Every time I went to look for Jake, one of them came
with me. They never left my side.
 June 20.

Demetri had gone to hunt, so I told Kate and Tanya that I would
just go to the nearby woods to look for Jake. I was in no
immediate danger. They offered to come with me, but I said that I
was okay.
I walked outside, and as soon as I was out of sight, I started to
run. I was deep in the woods when I heard a noise. I turned
around and called out for Jake. Jake is that you? Please answer
me.
I saw him then. Demetri.
I have been waiting for you, for this opportunity. Why have you
been avoiding me Renesmee? I only want to talk to you.
I didn’t know what to say. I knew that I was in mortal danger. One
wrong move and he would kill me. I had to talk to him, to make
him feel comfortable. Well Demetri, I said. I am looking for Jake,
and I need to find him. I have something important to tell him. If
you want to, I can meet up with you when I get back. I will be
happy to talk with you then.
He looked at me. Renesmee. I’m sure that you can find the time
to talk to me now. Just for a little while.
I had to talk to him. Okay Demetri, what do you want to talk to me
about? I want you to come to Volterra with me. I think that you
would be a fine mate for me. You are beautiful, and you have a
great talent. I think that we would make a wonderful couple, and
if I’m not wrong, we will be able to have children as well. We will
have the most beautiful children.
I felt my stomach turn. I felt sick. Was he really serious? Did he
think that I wanted to be with him after all the things he had tried
to do to my parents? My heart beat frantically. I knew that he
could hear my heart. What was I going to say? I wanted to scream
out an answer. No way in hell, but that would be a mistake. How
could I turn him down without making him mad or hurting his
ego?
Demetri, I tried to smile, I am really flattered that you are asking
me to do this, but I am already engaged to be married. I have
already promised my self to another man.
He looked at me intensely now, his eyes narrowing. Are you
telling me that you are marrying that dog? Do you prefer him over
me? His voice was hard.
Holy cow, what was I going to say now? No matter what I said, he
would be mad. I am engaged to Jake, yes. We are already
committed to each other. I don’t mean to disrespect you or
anything, but I have loved him all my life, and he is the one I want
to be with. He means everything to me. I love him.
But I love you, and I want you. You will be mine. He started to
walk towards me. I backed up. No matter what, I knew that I
wouldn’t be able to outrun him.
I am sorry, but I don’t love you. I will be with Jake. You can’t
change that. I am really flattered of your offer, but I’ll have to say
no.
If you won’t be with me, no one can have you. I’ll rather kill you,
than see you with someone else. Especially a dog.
He started to come at me. I turned around and ran as fast as I
could. He just laughed at my attempt to flee. He ran after me. He
really psyched me out. I could feel him breathing down my neck,
and then pull back a bit. Breathe down my neck again, and then
pull back. I knew that he was playing with me. He could kill me
when ever he wanted. I couldn’t stop. My survival instinct was
strong.
Suddenly I felt his hand on my shoulder. I had to stop. I’ll ask you
again. Will you be MY wife, or will I have to kill you? He could see
the answer on my face. I shook my head. I would rather die than
be with him. I’m sorry I said. He came at me again.
There was no playing around this time. Just as he was going to kill
me, he was ripped of my body. At first I couldn’t understand how
that could be. Then I saw why.
Jake and Demetri were rolling around on the ground. Fighting for
their lives.
I was so scared. If Demetri won, he would kill Jake, and then he
would kill me.
I wanted to help Jake, but I was afraid that if Jake saw me going at
Demetri, he could be so distracted that he would be killed.
They fought for a long time, but suddenly they were both lying
there, completely still. I walked closer. Demetri had lost a big part
of his neck. He was dead. I ran over to Jake. Why was he so still?
Why didn’t he move? Why didn’t he phase back to his human
form?
I started to examine him. I could smell blood, but from where was
he bleeding? I suddenly saw it. It was from a little mark on his
neck. Demetri had bitten him. I called his name. Jake, sweetheart,
talk to me please. Love, I need you to wake up for me.
Suddenly I could hear his low growl. I knew that he was alive, but
that would not be for much longer if he didn’t get help soon. What
could I do? I knew that a werewolf could die if it was bitten by a
vampire. I didn’t have my phone with me, so I couldn’t call for
help.
At that moment an old memory came back to me. Carlisle had
told me that James had bitten Bella when she was still human,
and that Edward had to suck out the venom in her blood to
prevent her from becoming a vampire. That had saved her. Could
I do the same with Jake? Could I suck out the venom from his
blood? I was afraid. Jakes blood was both animal and human.
Would I be able to stop my self?
Carlisle had told me that he could smell it when Bella’s blood had
been clean. Could I do that? I had to save Jake. He was my only
love. I would never find a man like him again. I sat down, sniffed
at his neck, and then I saw the bite mark. I took a deep breath.
Jake moved again. Hush baby, you have to keep still. I am going
to fix this, but it is going to hurt. Try to stay as still as you can.
I leaned over him again, counted to three, and put my lips against
his wound. As soon as I could taste his blood, I started to suck.
I could taste that there was something strange with it, but I had to
continue. As soon as I could feel the taste of the blood changing, I
had to stop my self. This was Jake. If I continued, I would kill him.
He started to move again, and I had to calm him down. Jake my
love, it is all over. I think I got all the venom out.
There was also something else I had to do, and I had to hurry. I
ripped Demetri’s body apart. I put all his limbs in to a big pile, and
set fire to it. That was one problem solved. Now to solve my next
problem. I needed Carlisle to take a look at Jake. I needed him to
cure him. Had I done the right thing? I thought so, but he was in
great need of a blood transfusion.
I thought of taking Jake back to Kate and Tanya’s house, but then I
would have to carry him through a crowded area, and people
would definitely react to a young woman carrying a gigantic wolf.
So the only solution I could think of was to carry him straight back
to the Cullen house.
I had shelter almost all the way. I just had to cross the motorway a
couple of places. I could do this. I had to. I picked him up. He was
a bit heavy, but not that much that I couldn’t carry him.
I carried him all the way home. I was so tired. I almost fainted on
the doorstep. Dad, help, please, I thought. I need you now. Hurry.
He was there in a flash. He asked me what had happened. Then
he saw Jake. He picked him up, and carried him inside. He called
for Carlisle. He was there instantly.
They both asked me what had happened at the same time. I
looked at them, put my hands on their faces, and showed them
everything. They looked at me. Staring now. Then Carlisle picked
Jake up, and took him up to the second floor. He took all kinds of
tests. He tested his blood for venom, and checked his heart. Then
he gave him a blood transfusion.
Edward told me to come downstairs with him. We had to call
Tanya and Kate to tell them what had happened. Then we had to
figure out what to do. I asked him to call Kate. I had to call Billy
and Sam to tell them what had happened. Sam and Seth came
over as soon as they could. I had to “show” them everything.
I was so worried about Jake. Would he live? Had I done the right
thing?
When Carlisle came down, we all looked at him. He looked very
serious, but then he smiled. I think he is going to be okay. He is
still in his wolf form, and won’t be able to phase back before he
gets some strength back, but that will happen in a day or two.
Nessie, your quick thinking saved his life.
I could finally relax. At the very moment I did so, everything went
black. I fainted for the first time in my life…..