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l=url= f,i f.jQ wjfha fkdfhl=;a hqoafOdaml%u m%.=K
l< kuq;a tajdhska ienE m%fhdackhla w;a fkdjk nj k.;a
fial' tfia u f,dalfha mj;sk igka yd wdl%uKhka fuu
f,dalhg muKla iSud jk nj k.;a fial'
tu ksid f,dalh w;ayer uQjka f,i isk wm" ka f
lrka isk mqyqKqj ;=<ska ish wdldrfha mdm ls%hdjka
w;ayer ug;a" ffjrhg fya;= jk ish wdldrfha foaj,a
w;ayer ug;a bf.k .; hq;=h' wm lrkafka wm u hg;a
lr .ekSu i wkqka hg;a lr .ekSug W;aidy lsu fkd
f' wms igka lruq' kuq;a ta wfma flf,iqka iu. muKs'
f,daNh we;s jqj fyd;a wms ta yd igka lruq' oafYh we;s
jqj fyd;a ta iu.;a igka lruq' fudayh we;ak th ;=rka
lr ug W;aidy lruq'
wfma fuu ls%hdj Ou_ hqoaOh kka yekafjhs' yoj;g
yd is;g wh;a fuu igk ieneka u Ialr tlls' we;a;
jYfhka lsj fyd;a th wka yeu fohlg;a jvd Ialrh' wm
NslaIqNdjhg m;a jkafka f .ek fufkys lr ne,Sug;a tfia
u f,daNh" oafYh yd fudayh iu. igka jef l%uh
bf.kSug;ah' wfma m%Odk;u j.lSu fuhhs'
fuu igk wfma we;=<;ska flfrk igkls' flf,iqka
iu. flfrk igkls' tfia jqj;a" f wdldrhg igka lrk
wh b;du;a u iq msils' je msila igka lrkafka

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fjk;a foaj,a iuh' Tjqka flf,iqka iu igka lrkafka

tfyu;a l,d;=rlsks' tajd olskafka mjd l,d;=rlsks'
nqkajykafia wmg W.kajd jodf<a ish wdldrfha mdm
ls%hdjka w;a yer oud ye nj je hqKq lr .kakd
f,ih' wm hd hq;= kshu ud.h fuhhs' f wdldrfhka
lrk ,o b.ekau fldhs wdldrfha tlla o lsj fyd;a th
nqkajykafia wm le|jdf.k f.dia ud.h wdrN jk
;ekg yer,Su nh' ud.h fj; <x jQ miq ta ;=< .uka
lsu fyda fkdlsu fy` wmg wh;a ldhH_hls'
nqkajykafiaf.ka bgqh hq;= foh bgq we;' Wkajykafia
lrkafka y foh l=ula o" jer foh l=ula o" hkqfjka
ud._h fmkajd u muKh' wmg th ta ;rka m%udKj;a
fjhs' b;sh Ndr jkafka wmg uh'
oeka b;ska" ud.h fj; <xjQ miq wms ta .ek lsisjla
;ju;a fkd oksuq' lsisjla lf.k o fkd isuq' tu ksid
wm ta .ek bf.k .; hq;=h' th bf.kSu i|yd wm f
f,dalfha isk YsIHhka fuka Ialr;djhka | ord .ekSug
iQk h hq;=h' tu YsIHhkag /lshdjkaj, ksr; u
i|yd wjYH kqu fuka u bf.kqu ,nd .ekSu iEfyk
;r Ialr ldhH_hls' ta i|yd | ord .ekSula is l<
hq;=h' Wmdhla fyda /lshdjla fy` ,nd .ekSug u;af;ka
Tjqka ;=< jer wdldrfha is;s,s we;s jqj fyd;a tfia u
tmd ula fyda lue,slula fy` we;s jqjfyd;a tajd u.
yrjd .ekSug Tjqka W;aidyjka; h hq;=h' NslaIqjlf.a
mqyqKqj;a tnh' mqyqKqf fhug yd fufkys lr ne,Sug
;rfha u wgka lr .; fyd;a wms hdhq;= ud._h ksiel
jYfhka u oel .ksuq'
udkh wk:ldh' hkq lSu fyj;a
u;hhs' fyd| foh krl fohla jYfhka oelSu" krl foh
fyd| fohla jYfhka lSu jeks ish wdldrfha lSula u
hkqfjka yekafjhs' th l=uk wdldrfha tlla jqj;a
wm lrkafka foaj,a oelSuhs' m%Yakh th fkd f' m%Yakh
mj;skafka udkh hkqfjka yekafjk tu lS i;H f,i

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Ndr .kska tajd ;ka w,a,d .ekSu ;=<h' fuh ksudjla

ke;s bmu yd urKh jgd lrlefjka isu i|yd wm
/f.k hhs' thg fya;= jkafka tu w,a,d f.k isuhs' tu
ksid nqkajykafia fuu Iaka fyj;a lS w;ayer ouk
fuka wmg W.kajd is fial'
oeka fuys isk f wm f wdldrhg Yd, msila jYfhka
tlg j;a jq j ;a wfma lS j, tluq ; = l ula we;a k wmg
lrorhlska f;dr j mqyqKqf fhug yelsfjhs' ;ukaf.a lS
whym;a k tajd ;=< tluq;= njla fkd;sf k NslI
a k
Q a fo;=ka
kula w;r jqj;a h Ialr;djhka we;s ug ms<j
s k' ksy;udkS
nj we;s lr .kska wm;=< we;s Iaka w; yer uqj fyd;a
Yd, msila f,i ish;a wmg nqoO
a " Ou yd ix> hk r;ak;%h
iu. tlaug ms<sjk'
Yd, msila jYfhka isk ksid u wm ;=< tl uq;= njla
fkd;sf hhs lSu i;Hfhka f;dr lshukls' yqfola iyY%mdhl=
^yel/,a,l=& foi n,kak' iyY%mdhl=g mdo Yd, m%udKhla
we;' th tfyu fkao@ Tn W! foi yqfola kslug fuka n,d
ish fyd;a W!g wef wmyiqjla ;sh yelshs hkqfjka
l,amkd lsug ms<sjk' kuq;a W!g tjeks wmyiq;djhla we;a;
jYfhka u ke;' W!g u wdfksl jQ l%uhla yd oauhla we;'
wfma mqyqKqj ;=<;a mj;skafka tjekakls' wm;a nqkajykafiaf.a
wdhH_ ix> r;akh mqyqKqf fh is wdldrhg u mqyqKq jqj
fyd;a th myiq ldhH_la jkq we;' iqmmkafkda hkq thhs'
tk hym;a wdldrfhka mqyK
q j
q kakjqka hkakhs' Wcqmmkafkda
lshkafka Rcq f,i mqyqKqjk whghs' [dhmmkafkda k
l ch .ekSu i|yd mqyqKqjkakjqkah' id mmkafkda hkq
ksjer wdldrfhka mqyK
q q jk whhs' f i;r wdldrfha .=Khka
wm ;=< msysgqjd .kq ,enqj fyd;a ta ;=<ska wms ix> iudcfha
ienE idudlhka njg m;a fjuq' wfma ixLHdj ish .Kkla
jqj;a oyia .Kkla jqj;a wm ish fokd u .uka lrkafka tl
u ud.hla Tiafiah' O mirj, isg fuys meKsh;a wm
ish,a, tl iudkh' lS ;=< h fjkial ;snK
q ;a wm ksjer
wdldrhg mqyqKq jqjfyd;a wm w;r u; .egqula fkd;sfnkq

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we;' th;a yhg wr id.rh lrd .,k .x.djkag;a we<

fod,j,g;a iudkh' id.rh yd tlajQ miq tajdfha mdg yd ri
tlla njg m;af' ksik
q a f.k nej;a th tfiah' Ou_ m%jdyh
yd tla jQ miq Tjqka tla iskafka tl u Ou_hla iu.h' O
fmfoiaj, isg meKsh;a Tjqyq tl uq;= Ndjhg m;a tlg Y%
fj;s'
tfia jqj;a ish u;fNao we;s ug;a .egq we;s ug;a"
fya;= jk m l,amkd lsu udkhhs' nqka jykafia
wmg ish u Iaka w;ayer ouk fuka W.kajd jodf<aa ta
ksidh' Iakag w, foh f;are .ekSu i tajdfha t,a,S
.ekSu i|yd udkhg bv fkd fokak'
wm ;=< ksr;=re j meje;sh hq;= i;sfha w.h .ek nqka
jykafia foaYkd lr we;' wm isg.kska isk" weka
isk" jdfjka fyda .d fjka isk fld;ekl jqj;a
fuu i;sfha n,h wm ;=< meje;sh hq;=h' i;sh mj;sk g
wms wm .ek olsuq' wfma is;a .ek o olsuq' isrer ;=< isrer
olsuq" uki ;=< uki olsuq' i;sh fkd meje;shfyd;a wms
ta lsis fohla fkd olsuq' isfjka mj;skafka l=ula o lshd
fkd oksuq'
tu ksid fuu i;sh b;du;a jeo.;a fohls' wms ksr;=re
j u mj;akd i;sfhka hq;= j isuq k" nqka jykafiaf.a
Ou_hg ksr;=re j ijka foka isuq' tfia jkafka wefika
rEmhla oelSu ;=< Ou_h we;s fyhsks' lKg Yohla weiSu
;=< Ou_h we;s fyhsks" jg ri oekSu ;=< Ou_h we;s fyhsks'
isrerg iamY_h oekSu ;=< Ou_h we;s fyhsks' tu ksid ksr;=re
j u ;uka ;=< i;sh mj;sk whl=g ksr;=re j u wefikafka
nqkajykafiaf.a Ou_hhs' Ouh ksr;=re j mj;akd fohls' ta
flfiao@ wm ;=< i;sh mj;akd fyhska ta .ek oekSug
,efnk ksidh'
i;s h hkq isyshhs' imc[a [ hkq isys kqjKhs' f isys
kqjK hkq kshu nqka jykafia fyj;a nqoaO iajNdjhhs'
i;simc[a[h mj;sk g wjfndaOh ta miq mi ths' is
jkafka l=ula o lshd wms oekSfuka hq;= j isuq' wei rEm

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iu .efgk g th is jkafka iqiq wdldrhg o@ kqiqiq

wdldrhg o@ lK Yo iu. .efgk g th is jkafka
fhda.H f,igo@ wfhda.H f,igo@ th wk:ldo@ yo@
jero@ wms f wdldrhg yeu fohla .ek u kSfuka hq;= j
isuq' jegySu we;s jk g nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h wmg
ks;r u wefihs'
tu ksid oeka f mj;akd fudfyd; ;=<;a wm bf.k
.kska iskafka Ou_h ;=< nj jgyd .; hq;=h' wm bhg
.uka l<;a" wdmiaig .uka l<;a wmg yuq jkafka nqka
jykafiaf.a Ou_hhs' wm ;=< i;sh mj;sk g ta ish,a, Ou_h
njg m;afjhs' le,Ej ;=< tydg fuydg jk i;=ka olsk g
mjd ta yeu i;l= u wm yd iudk nj olska wmg fufkys
lsf ldhH_fhys fhug ms<sjk' ksiqka lrk wdldrhg u
ta i;=ka lrkafka;a flka mek hka i;=g fidhd hEuhs' ;uka
wleue;s l=ulg o Tjqyq thska f is;s' ksiqka fuka Wka
jqj o iskafka urKhg fhkah' f .ek fufkys lr n,k
g f,dalfha isk ish u ksiqka ;=<;a i;=ka ;=<;a we;af;a
tl u wdldrhl <ehdjka nj oel .; yelsfjhs' Ndjkdj
hkq f wdldrfhka fufkys lr ne,S u hs ' tk" is h u
i;a;ajhka W;am;a;sfha;a" uy nf;a" frda.S nf;a" urKfha;a
i.hska nj i;Hhg wkqrEmj oelSuhs' ;sika i;=kq;a ksiqka
jf.auh" tfia u ksiqkq;a ;sika i;=ka jf.auh lshd oelSuhs'
wm iska foaj,aj, mj;akd h:d iajNdjh jgyd .kq ,enqj
fyd;a wfma uki tajd flfrys we;s jk we,Su w;ayer ouhs'
wm ;=< i;sh meje;sh hq;=hs lshkafka fukak f ksidh'
th mj;S k wfma ukfiys iajNdjh" wmg u oel .ekSug
yelsfjhs' wm l,amkd lrka iskafka l=ula o" wm ;=<
mj;skafka l=uk iajNdjfha yeSula o hkak .ek wm oek
ish hq;=h' nqoafOda ke; fyd;a nqoaO" tk okakdjQ ;eke;a;d"
b;du;a uekka okakd mqoa.,hd" meye,sj yd uqukska u
okakd mqo.
a ,hd jYfhka yekajkqfha fuu oekSuhs' wmg ksjer
mqyqKqj yuq jkafka uki imQK_ jYfhka u okska isk
gh'

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tu ksid i;sfhka hq;= j isu mqyqKqjg wh;a Rcq

ud._hhs' i;sfhka f;dr j isk kd myl ld, isudjla
;=< jqj;a" Tn iskafka Wu;=fjks" tfia u wkjOdkfhks'
i;sh wvqj mj;sk fldhs fudfyd;l jqj o Tn iskafka
Wu;=fjks' i;sh wjYH u fohls' i;sfhka hq;= j isu hkq
Tn Tn .ek u oekqfuka isk njhs' tk" Tf ukfia
iajNdjh;a" ;fha iajNdjh;a okska isk njhs' fuhska
woyia jkafka ksr;=re j Ou_hg ijkau i|yd Tn ;=<
jgyd .ekSu yd ishq kqjK mj;sk njhs' .=rejrhdf.a
foaYkhg ijka wdmiq .sh g;a Tng wefikafka Ou_hhs"
tfia jkafka Ou_h yeu;ekl u we;s ksidh'
tu ksid" Tn yeu fofkla u Tf mqyqKqj km;d is
lsug wu;l fkd lrkak' w,ilula oekqk;a" wk,ia njla
kqk;a" ta lsisjla .ek fkd;ld mqyqKqf fhfokak' Ou_
mqyqKqj Tf yeSj,g wkqj hka l< hq;a;la fkd f'
Tf yeSj,g wkqj hka mqyqKq jk foh Ou_h fkd f'
uki iduldj meje;sh;a ke;;a ta .ek fjkila fkd;ld
yqfola mqyqKqf fhfokak'
th;a yhg wr wl=re ,sug bf.k .kakd <uhl=f.a
ls%shdjg iudkh' Tyq uq, ,shkafka ,iaikg fkd f'
,shk wl=re f,dl=jg;a tfia u weog;a" j< yd oje,a
wdldrhg;a ,shhs' Tyq ,shkafka <uhl= idudkHfhka ,shk
wdldrhghs' l l,la mqyqKq jQ miq Tyqf.a ,su hqKq fjhs'
Ou_h mqyqKqu;a fu jeksh' uq,ska ta i|yd olaIlula
mj;S'''iuyr f,djl iudh mj;sk w;r th iuyr
f,djl fkd mj;shs' isjkafka l=ula o lshd Tn we;a;
jYfhka u fkd okafkysh' iuyreka wffOhH_hg m;ajkafka
f ksidh' miqng fkdjkak" Tf mqyqKqj fkdkj;ajd lr
f.k hkak' wr mdi,a orejd fuka jEh lrka iskak'
tu orejd jhfika jefvk g je jefhka ,iaikg
,shhs' Tyq ,iaikg ,su bf.k .;af;a le;g ,su ;=<sks'
tfia jkafka Tyq l=vd l, isg ,sug mqyqKq jQ ksidh'

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wfma mqyqKqj o t jeksh' Tn isgf.k isk g;a"

wek g;a" jd isk g;a tfia u ydkais isk g;a
isysfhka isug jEh lrkak' l< hq;= fkdfhl=;a lghq;=
l,n,hlska f;dr j fydka l< miq wfma is; ;=< iekiSu
my< fjhs' iekis,s nj mj;sk g Ndjkdj iduldj
mj;ajd .ekSug yelsfjhs' ta fol mj;skafka tlg w;aje,a
ne| f.kh' tu ksid jEh lrkak' mqyqKqj .ska .g lr
f.k hEu i|yd yeu wfhla u hH_h l< hq;=h' mqyqKqj
hkqfjka yka jkq ,nkafka fuhhs'

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kh f;are .ekSu'
wfma fuu mqyqKqj wmyiq ldhH_hls' wm ta .ek h
foaj,a k ish;a" wm ;ju;a fkdokakd foaj,a tug ;sf'
isrer .ek oek .kak" kej;;a isrer ;=<ska isrer oek.kak"
fkdtfiak" uki .ek k .kak" kej;;a uki ;=<ska
uki oek.kak jeks b.eka wikakg ,eu fuhg
WodyrKhla f,i .kak' wm ;ju;a fuu b.ekaj,g wkq
j mqyqKqf fh fkdue;s k tajd wfma ijkg jefgk g
wms wkaka-l=kaka njg m;afjuq' wfma kh inkaOfhka
mj;skafka;a t jeks ;;a;ajhls' ud g l,skq;a .=rejrhl=
f,i lghq;= lr ;sf" kuq;a ta mqx .=rejrhl= f,i i
f,dl= .=rejrhl= f,iska fkd f' ta mqx .=rejrhl=
f,iskah lshd ud lshkafka ulaksido@ tfia lshkafka ud
mqyqKqf fkdfhk flkl= jQ ksidh' uu kh b.ekajQ
kuq;a th mqyqKq fkd flf<' ud mqx .=rejrhd ke;ak
my;a ugf .=rejrhd lshd ykajkqfha fu jeks whhs'
my;a ugf .=rejrhl= lshd ykajd .kq ,enQfha mqyqKqj
w;ska i,ld n,k g ud ;ju;a wimQK_j is ksidh'
uf.a mqyqKqf je fldgila kHdhfhka fndfyda rg wE;a
jQfha mqyqKqj inkaO j lsisu bf.kSula fkdl< flkl=f.a
wdldrfhks'
ta flfia jqj o" m%dfhda.sl jYfhka .kakd g kh
.ek imQK_ kSula ,eu wiSreh lshd uu mji' ulaki
s do"
iuyr foaj,a .ek k ish;a" fkdk ish;a tajd jroj,a
jk fyhsks' fuh wmeye,s ;ekls' tfia jqj;a h kS;shla
fyda b.ekaula fy` ;ju;a wmeye,s k th Wkkafjka
yd f.!rj Nla;sfhka hq;= j bf.k .; hq;= nj wjOdrK
f,i mjid ;sf' wms ta .ek fkdoksuq k th bf.kSu
i|yd W;aidyj;a h hq;=h" tfia fkdlr ish fyd;a th
jrols'
ksoiqkla jYfhka Tn ksiel jYfhka u fkdokakd
wjia:djla .kak'''h ia;%shla ishs lshd is;kak" iskafka

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ia;s%hla o mqreIfhla o lshd fkdk Tn tu wh iamY_

lrkafkysh''''tfia jqj;a th jrols' th jrola jkafka flfiao
lshd uu l,amkd lf<' kuq;a mqyqKqj w;ska i,ld ne
g Ndjkd fhda.h
s l= i;sfhka ish hq;= nj;a" isys mlaIdfjka
lghq;= lsf .=Kfhka hq;= j ish hq;= nj;a ug wjfndaO
h' l:d lsf jqj o" iamY_ lsf fyda foaj,a we,a,Sf
jqj o" Tyq uq,ska u l< hq;= jkafka ta .ek fydka is;d
ne,Suh' fuys jro isjQfha i;sh fkd;su;a" fkdtfia k
i;sh W!K jYfhka mej;Su;a" tfia;a fkdue;s k ie,ls,u
s ;a
Ndjfha wvqu;a ksidh'
;j;a ksoiqkla .kak ( f,dj fmrjre tfld<yg
muK we;' kuq;a wyi ;ju;a j<dl=,ska nrj we;s ksid
wmg iQhH_hd fkdfmfkhs' f,dj l n,d .ekSu i|yd
Tf,daiqjla o ke;' wms ka tu f,dj miajrej f,i
.Kka .;suqhs is;kak''''wmg we;a; jYfhka u oefkkafka
th miajrej njhs''''tfy;a wms h fohla wkqNj lsug
mgka .ksuq' oeka wyfia ;=nQ j<dl=,a my f.dia iQhH_hd
oY_kh fjhs' wmg iQhH_hdf.a msysug wkq j fmfkkafka
f,dj ta jk g fmrjre tfld<y miq kd ;syla
muK jk njh' tfia kuq;a fuys jrola is we;' ug
f .ek u;hla we;s h' yd! uOHdyakh ;ju;a miq
ke;s k fuh jrola jkafka flfiao hkakhs'
fuys jrola is we;a f ;a meyer yeula yd
fkdie,ls,su;a njla ;s we;s ksidh' fydka i,ld ne,Sula
o is ke;" ixjr Ndjfha wvqjla o ;s we;s ksidh" iel
iys; njla ;sfnk kuq;a ta u; ys| f.k lghq;= lsu ksid
la l g
la
g k wej; isfjhs" tfia jkafka ielhla ;sh
ta u; ys| ls%hd lrk ksidh' th miajrejh lshd wm
l,amkd lrk kuq;a we;a; jYfhka miajrej fkd f' fuys
wkqNj lsu jrola fkdjqj;a" jrola isjQfha .Kka
fkd.ekSu;a m%fild fkdu;a ksidh' th ienka u
miajrej th tfia fkd f lshd is;=f k jvd;a n,j;a
md;H
jQ md;H
md;H jrog yiqfjhs' lrk lsh
% dj jer jqj;a fkdjQj;a"

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ielhlska hq;= j lrkq ,enqj fyd;a th jrols' ls%hdj jer

fkdjqj fyd;a jro n,.;= fkd f' ls%hdj jer k jvd;a
n,.;= jrolg yiqfjhs' tu ksid fuu kh ;rula wjq,a
iy.; tlla ug ms<sjk'
uu tla j;djl mQcH wpdka uka ys neyelSug .sfh'
ta uf.a mqyqKqj wdrN l< w; u h' mqfisL .%ka:h
mjd lshjd ;=nQ ug th ;rula fydka f;are .ekSug;a
yels ;snqKs' bkamiq uu YS, ksoafoaYh" iud ksoafoaYh"
m%{d ksoafoaYh we;=<;a j ,she we;s iqoa u.a. fmd; o
lsh''''ug oekS .sfha uf.a ysi mef,kakg hk njh. tu
fmd; lshfuka miq fuu mqyqKqj ksil=f.a yelshdjkg
tydhska mj;skakla fia ksKs' kuq;a l,amkd lr ne g
ug yeS .sfha ksiqkag l< fkdyels fohla nqka jykafia
foaYkd fkdlrk njh' th lrkakg wmyiq ldhH_hla jQfha
k Wkajykafia th W.kajd fkdfokq muKla fkd j m%ldY
fkdlr iskq o we;" l=ula ksid o@ tfia lf<a k th
Wkajykafiag muKla fkd j wkHhkag;a m%fhdackj;a fkdjk
ksidh' YS, ksoafoaYh w;sYhska m%fild ksjer Ndjfhka
hqla;h" iud ksoafoaYh Bg;a jvd m%fild ksjer
Ndjfhka hqla;h" m%{d ksoafoaYh ta folgu;a jvd w;sYhska
m%fild ksjer Ndjfhka hqla;h' uu mfilg l,amkd
flf<' oeka b;ska ug ;j;a r hEug fkdyel" hEug
ud._hla ke;' ud meK isfha m%md;hlska wjika jq ud._hl
fl<jrgh'
f wjia:df ud isfha uf.a mqyqKqj iu fmdr
noks' - uu w;rux isfh' ug f wjia:df mQcH
wpdka uka ys fj; f.dia Wkajykafia neyeoelSug yels
jQfha wyfnka fuks' Wkajykafia weu;+ uu fufia weiqfj
mQcH wdpdhH_ yshks" ud l< hq;= foh l=ula o@ ud uf.a
mqyqKqj b;d uE;l wdrN l< wfhls' kuq;a th ksis
whqka l< hq;= wdldrh .ek uu ;ju;a fkd oks' ielhg
;=vfq ok lreKq fndfyduhla we;s ksid ug mqyK
q fq w;d,u
lsisfia;a u fidhd .; fkd yelsh'

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tg Wkajykafia fudllao Tf m%Yakh@ hkqfjka

uf.ka uiQy'
ud thg ms<s;=re kafka iajdks" uu uf.a mqyqKqf
iqoa ud._h fmd; f.k lshjQfj' Bg wh;a YS, ksoafoaYh"
iud ksoafoaYh yd m%{d ksoafoaYh hk fldgiaj, wka;.;
lreKq uqukska u jdf.a m%dfhda.sl fkdjk nj fmfkhs'
tajd ls%hdjg kexh yels flfkla f f,dalfha fld;ekl
fyda is;s lshd uu k l,amkd fkd lr' tajd t;r u
ixlSK nka hql;
a h" w;sYh jYfhka m%fild yd ksjer
nka hqla;h" ta yefulla u;l ;nd .ekSu lsisfia;a l<
fkd yelsh" th uf.a yelshdjg tydhska mj;skk
a ls' hkqfjks'
fuhg ijka foka is Wkajykafia ug fufia mejiQy(
weje;aks" ta ;=< t;r ia;r m%udKhla ;su we;a;ls"
kuq;a we;a; jYfhka k ta ;=< we;af;a iq m%udKhla
muKs' YS, ksoafoaYh ;=< olakg ,efnk yeu kh kS;shla
u ie<ls,a,g .ekSug .sh fyd;a th Ialr ldhH_hls''''th
we;a;ls''''kuq;a we;a; jYfhka lsj fyd;a YS, ksoafoaYh
hkqfjka ykajd fokq ,nk foh ldYkh we;af;a ksia
uki ;=<sks' tneka jer jev lsug ,ecdjla yd hla
;su i|yd fuu uki mqyqKq lrKq ,enqj fyd;a ta ;=<ska
wmg ixjr nka yd ie<ls,su;a nka isug yelsfjhs'
f ;=<k
s a wm wvq n,dfmdfrd;a;j
= ,ska hq;= j" iaj,amhlska
iEySug m;au i|yd yev .iajkq ,nhs' ula ksido" tajd
Yd, m%udKhla .ek ie<ls,su;a u wmyiq u ksidh'
tfia jQ g wfma i;sh m%n, fjhs' th ks;r mj;ajd .ekSug
o yels fjhs' wms fldfya h;;a i;sh imQK_ f,iska mj;ajd
.ekSug W;aidy lruq' m%fild u jO_kh lr .ksuq"
iel iys; l=ula fyda fkd lshuq' t jeks foaj,a lsfuka o
j<lsuq' Tng fkdjegfyk hula ;sf k Tf .=rejrhd
uish hq;=h' yeu kh kS;shlg u wkqj lghq;= lsu
bis,u
S g ;r fkdyels nrls' kuq;a wm wmf.a jer ms<.
s ekSug
iQodk o keoao hkak .ek mlaId lr ne,sh hq;=h' wms tajd
jer nj ms<s.ksuqo@

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fuu b.ekau fndfyda fihska jeo.;ah' wms fuu uki

mqyqKq lrkafka flfia o lshd k isuq k" yeu kh
kS;shla .ek u oek ish hq;=h hkak t;r fohla fkd f'
Tn ta lshjka is ,gmg ish,a, u u;= jkafka uki
;=<sks' Tn Tf ukig ishq f,i yefk f,i;a" meye,sj
fmfkk f,i;a th mqyqKq lr fkdue;s k Tn ks;r u
iel lrka iskafkysh' Tn nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h Tf
uki ;=<g we;=,;a lsug W;aidy l< hq;h
= ' ixisk ukilska
hq;= j iskak' ielhlg ;=vq fok hula my< jqjfyd;a th
yqfola w;ayer oukak' ielhlska f;dr j ienka u fkdokakd
fohla we;ak th lSfuka fuka u lsfuka o j<lskak'
ksoiqkla f,i fuh yo@ jero@ hkqfjka u;shla we;sjqj
fyd;a tk" i;Hh brdu fkdokafkys k" ta .ek l:d
fkd lrkak' ta wkqj lghq;= fkd lrkak' ixjrNdjh ke;s
fkdlr .kak'
ud idjOdkfhka jd is g ug l,amkd jQfha
fuu b.ekau" nqka jykafiaf.a ienE Ou_h .ek uek
ne,Su i|yd we;s l%u wgg wkql+, jk njh' flka w;a
fok laf,aY m%ydKh .ek;a" mial iem; w;ayefrk
ffkIal%uHh .ek;a" iaj,am fohlska iEySug m;au .ek;a"
ksy;udkS;ajh .ek yd ;rd;sr fkd;elSu .ek;a" iudch
yd fkdwe,S yqfol,df iSu .ek;a" wk,ia hH_h yd
myiqfjka meje;au f.k hEu .ek;a h b.ekaula
we;ak th f wgdldr .=Khka u mj;akd nqka jykafiaf.a
Ou_ kh foaYkhhs'
wm we;a; jYfhka u wjxl k" jer lsu i|yd wm
;=< ,cdjla yd hla we;sfjhs' wm ;=< ielhla mj;sk g
ta nj oek .kska wms ta wkqj l:d lsfuka fyda ls%hd
lsfuka j<lsuq' YS, ksoafoaY hkq jpk iuQyhls' ksoiqkla
jYfhka fmd;aj, lafjk ys T;a;mamh tla fohls" kuq;a
th wfma uki ;=< ;j;a fohls'

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wpdka uka ys iu kh wOHhkh l< g uu

fndfyda foaj,a .ek bf.k .;s' ud jd Wkajykafiag
ijka foka is g tu jegySu we;s h'
oeka kh .ek l:d lrk g ud th ie<lsh hq;=
m%udKhlska bf.k f.k ;sf' jia ld,fha iuyr kj,
uu miajre yfha isg miq j myka jk f;la kh bf.kSu
lf<' ta ksid ug ka ta .ek iEfyk ;rul wjfndaOhla
;sf' uu mqfiSL .%ka:fha wdjrKh jk wdm;a;s ms<sn|
ish u lreKq fmd;l igyka lr .kska th uf.a
Tf,d.=fjys ,d .;af;' ta .ek ienE mY%uhla fhojQ
kuq;a miq l,l th w;ayer uqfj' th ta ;rug u
Yd, tlla h' tys yrh l=ula o" tfia u ta jgd j ;snQ
ieris,s fudkjdo hkak .ek ug jegySula fkd ;snqKs'
lreKq fydka wjfndaO jQjdg miq ud th we;ayer uqfha th
iEfyk ;rf nrla jQ ksidh' uu uf.a uki .ek u yqfola
idjOdkd;aul j iska .%ka: mYS,kh flka l w;a
yer oeuQfh'
flfia jqj;a" fuys isk NslI
a k
Q a jykafia,dg b.ekafuys
fhfok g m%;sh i|yd w;afmd;la jYfhka ud ;ju;a
fhd .kafka fuu mqfisL .%ka:hhs' fmdah lsf kj,
tu .%ka:h fuu j nd fmdx wdY%ufhys jev isk
NslaIQka jykafia,dg kg jir .Kkdjla ;siafia lshjd
fokq ,enQfha;a ud iska uh' Ou_dikhg kef.k tu kj,
uu wvq ;rka rd;%s tfld<y fyda ueh /h fjk f;la"
tfia u iuyr kj, mdkaor tl fyda fol jk f;la tu
ldhH_fhys fh isfh' wms ta .ek Wkkajla lajQfhuq'
thska bf.kSula ,enQ fjuq' tu m%d;sfudalaI foaYkhg ijka
fuka miq t;ekska msg hk wfma ijkg jegqk foaj,a
.ek fufkys lsf fhfkuq' kh inkaO foaYkhg
yqfola ijka u ;=<ska muKla jegySula we;s lr .; fkd
yel' ijka fuka miq ta .ek mlaId lr n,d ta ;=<g ;j
rg;a ls ne,sh hq;=h'

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ud jir .Kkdjla ;siafia fuu foaj,a .ek bf.kSf

fh is kuq;"a tajd inkaOfhka uf.a kqu ;ju;a wimQK_
h' thg fya;=j wjfndaOhg wmyiq ;eka .%ka: ;=< tug
fh ;=nQ ksidh' fuu fmd;a lshjd kg iEfyk ;r
ld,hla f. we;s ksid tajdfha we;s O kS;s uf.a u;lfhka
mjd wE;a ;sf' kuq;a uf.a uki ;=< tajd inkaOfhka
lsisu wvqmdvqjla olakg ke;' ta ;=< tajdg w, ksYa;
ugu mj;S' uki ;=< tajd .ek lsisu ielhla fkdmj;sk
w;r wjfndaOhla mj;S' uu fmd;a bj; oud uf.a u uki
hqKq lsug is; fhduq flf<' ka fudkh fyda kh
kS;shla .ek ug lsisu ielhla ke;' uki ;=< YS,h .ek
w.h lsula mj;S' fudk u wdldrhl fyda jer fohla
m%isoafha fyda fydr ryfia fyda lsug ta ;=<ska fm<Uula
we;s fkd f' uu l=vd i;l= muKla fkd j lsisu i;l=
fkd ur' hul= nd;a oyila fok nj fmdfrdka" l=yqhl=
fyda fhl= is;d u;du urK f,i fyda w; ;nd fmd
lrk f,i lsj fyd;a ug th l< fkd yelsh' l=yqUqjdf.a
;h jqj;a ug uy;a jkdlula we;s fohls'
ta flfia fj;;a uf.a w;ska t jeks i;l= h hEug
mqjk' tfia jkafka h fohla uf.a ll=, f.a by<g
wefok g th msi oeug hEu ksidh' tfia lsf
Wkaf.ka tfll= h hEug ms<sjk' kuq;a uf.a uki ;=<g
t ne g ta ;=< ud jrola l< njg yeSula olakg ke;'
ta .ek lsisu fo.shdjla fyda ielhla o ke;' ulaksid o
ud ;=< ta .ek f;kdjla ;s fkdue;s ksidh' iS,x jod
NslaLfj f;kdyx YS,fha yrh f;kdjhs' th f wdldrhg
wkq j l .;a g ud ;=< uef f;kdjla fkd;snQ nj
olakg yels h' ud weka is iuyr wjia:dj, l=vd
m%dKshl=f.a we u; md ;eu ksid Wf.a urKh mjd is
h' ienE f,iska f;are fkdf.k is miq.sh ld,fha k
t jeks foaj,a ksid uf.a is;g h fokdjla we;s h' ta ud
jrola lr we;s nj ug is;=k ksihs'

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Th we;a ; uo@ f;kdjla ;s n q f Ka u keoa o @ T"

f;kdjla k ;snqfKu keye' tfy;a ud m%fi jQjd k
uhs' uu Bg fmr k f wdldrfha foaj,a .ek fkdiaiq
Ndjfhka yd lKiai,af,ka ld,h .; flf<'
tneka fuu kh" Ou_h mqyqKq jkakjqkaf.a is;a ii,
lrug fya;= h yels fohls" kuq;a wdpdhH_jrekaf.a lSug
wkqj tys h jkdlula o ;sf' tu wdpdhH_jreka lshd
iskafka Tn ;ju;a fkdokakd h kh kS;shla we;ak
th bf.k .kak" oekSula kef;d;a ta .ek okakd whl=f.ka
wid oek .kak hkqfjks' Tjqyq fuh wjOdrKfhka u
mjid is;s'
b;ska fuu kh kS;s .ek kqj;a j fkdisuq k
tajdfha lvula is jk g wms ta nj fkd oksuq' f i|yd
WyrKhla jYfhka w;S;fha f,dmanq m%dka;fha" fkda fjdx
f.d wdrdufha jeviQ wdpdhH_ fmda ys f.k n,kak' tla
kla Wkajykafia iu. Wkajykafiaf.a u jeuy,a YsIH
f;r kula tlg jd is g t;ekg meKs ldka;d
msila tu fmda ysf.ka fufia uiQy(
ysmdKka jykai" Tn jykafiag pdldjla hEu i|yd
wdrdOkhla lsug wjYHhhs' Tn jykafia jevu lrkafkyso@
fmda ys thg ms<s;=re fkd ishy' ;uka jykafia
imfha jd is f;r ku is;=fha wdpdhH_ fmda ysg th
kEiqk njh' tu ksid Wkajykafia fufia mejiQy(
wdpdhH_ yshks" wdpdhH_ yshks" Tn jykafiag th
weiqfkao@ fuu ldka;djka Tn jykafiaf.ka b,a,d iskafka
Tjqka iu pdldjla hEug tk f,ihs'
fmda ys thg ms<s;=re kafka T tal ug weiqkd
hkqfjks'
ldka;d msi kej; j;djla wdpdhH_ fmda yshks" Tn
jykafia jkafkyso@ fkdjkafkys o@ lshd weiQ g
Wkajykafia thg ms<s;=re fkd Tfya ksl jd yqkay'

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tu ksid tu wdrdOkfhka m,la fkd jqks' ldka;d msi

msg .sh miq ta f;r ku wdpdhH_ fmda yshkaf.ka fufia
uiQy(
wdpdhH_ ys;=uks" Tn jykafia ta ldka;d msig ms<;
s r
= la
kqkafka ulaksido@
tg fmda ys thg fufia ms<s;=re kay( f;rKqjks"
Tn ta kh kS;sh .ek lsisjla fkdokafkyso@ ka fuys is
ta msfia ish,a, u ldka;djkah' ldka;djka yd tlg tla
.ukla hEu i|yd Tjqkaf.ka u wdrdOkhla ,enqK fyd;a
Tn thg tl fkdh hq;=h' tu .uk i|yd Tjqka iska u
lghq;= ixOdkh lrkq ,enqj fyd;a th fyd|h' tajdg
yjq,a fkdjQ ksid hEug leue;s k hd yelshs'
f;rku jd is .uka u wfka wfmdhs" ud fudavhl=
njg m;ajQfha ud iska u hs hkqfjka l,amkd flf<ah'
.ukla hEu i|yd lghq;= iQk lr .kska fcdavqjla
jYfhka kqjQj;a ia;S%ka iu tlg tla .uka hEu md;H
lu_hg yiq jk jrola nj kfhys i|yka fjhs' ka
WyrKhla f,i g fjkia wdldrfha wjia:djla f.k
n,uq' .sys wh wdpdhH_ fmda ysg mQcd lsu i|yd nkafoaishla
u; ;nd uqo,a /f.k t;s' wdpdhH_ fmda ysfhda mQcd ms<.
s ekSug
fhd .kakd fr lv tla fldKlska w,a,d .kakd w;r
wksla fldK .syshka fj; la lr;s' kuq;a Tjqka tu fr
lv u; ;uka f.k wd nkafoaish ;eug iQk jkjd;a
iu u wdpdhH_ fmda ys ;ukaf.a w; bj;g .kS' Bg miq
Wkajykafia tu uqo,a ;snQ ;ek u ;sug bv yer is;s' tu
uqo,a tys we;s nj okakd kuq;a Wkajykafia tajd flfrys
we,Sula we;s lr fkdf.k t;kska bj;a h;s' tfia lrkafka
;uka ;=< uqo,a flfrys wdYdjla fkdue;s k tajd mQcd
lsu .ek .sys whg ;yx mekula wjYH fkdjk nj
kfhys lafjk ksidh' Wkajykafia ;=< tajd .ek leue;a;la
;snQfha k" .Dyia:h" fuh NslaIqjlg wlemh hs lshd
lSug isfjhs' Tjqkg th lsj hq;= fjhs' wlem fohla .ek
Tjqkg ;yx mekh hq;af;a ta .ek Tn ;=< wdYdjla

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;snqjfyd;a muKs' flfia jqj;a Tn ;=< we;a; jYfhka u

wdYdjla fkd;snqjfyd;a tfia lsu wjYH ke;' Tn lrkafka
tajd tfia ;sug bv yer t;ekska bj;a hEuhs' wdpdhH_
fmda ysf.a YsIHfhda Wkajykafia iu. jir .Kkdjla tlg
j;a jqj;a Wkajykafiaf.a mqyqKqj .ek fkdk ishy'
fuu ;;a;ajh wi;=gqhlh' ud k lf<a Wkajykafiaf.a
mqyqKqf ishq ;eka fndfyduhla ;=<g x.d .kska tajd
.ek fufkys lr ne,Suhs'
fuu kh iuyr mqoa.,hskag isjqre yer hEug mjd
fya;=jla h yelsh' ta .ek bf.k .kakd g Tjqka ;=<
iel we;s fjhs' t jeks iel fl<ska u w;S;h lrd j hhs'
ud me nj ,nk g th y ye is jqkso@ uf.a
WmdOHdhka jykafia is,aj;a wfhlao@ uf.a m%j%cHd lu_h
islrk g t;ek is NslaIQka jykafia,d kh .ek lsisjla
k ishdyq o@ Wkajykafia,d jd isfha ksis r m%udKhg
wkq j o@ .d:d iCOdhkh lf<a ksis wdldrhg o@ fu
jeks iel tl msg tl u;= ths' ud me lsu i|yd
fhd.kq ,enQ Yd,dj Bg iqiq tllao@ th t;r l=vd tlla
h' Tyq f yefulla .ek u iel lrka wmd .; fjhs'
tu ksid Tn Tf uki mqyqKq lr .kakd f;la fuu
kh we;a; jYfhka u Ialr ldhH_hls' Tn Tf uki
;ka u ksYap,j ;nd .; hq;=h' foaj,a .ek ks.ukhkag
neiSu tlajr u is fkdl< hq;=h' tajd .ek uis,su;a
fkd isug ;r ksYap,j isu;a jerh' th t;r wjq,a
iy.; fohla jQ fyhska ud isjqre yer hk ;;a;ajhlg mjd
weo jegqK's ulaki
s d o" uf.a mqyK
q j
q ;=<;a" iuyr .=rejrekaf.a
mqyqKqj ;=<;a" fndfyda jer ;=nQ nj ud olakg jQ fyhsks'
uu .sks .kska oefjk flkl= fuka isfh' ud ;=< ;snQ
tu iel ksid ug uf.a kskao mjd wys h'
ug iel je jQ ;rug uu je jefhka Ndjkd flf<'
je jefhka mqyK
q fq fhfk' ielhla u;= jQfha h ;eklska
o uu uf.a mqyqKqj t;ekg fhduq lf<' m%{dj Wjkakg

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jQfha tgh' foaj,a fjkia jkakg h' isjQ fjki ia;r

lsug mjd fkd yelsh' uki ;=< ;j rg;a ielhla fkdmj;akd
;ekg <x jk f;la th fjkia h' th fjkiajQ wdldrh .ek
uu fkd oks' f .ek hul=g lsj fyd;a Tjqyq fkdwkqudk j
u th f;are fkd.kq we;'
tu ksid uu mp
mp;a
;a ; x f;fnda [q [ Q y S ; s
mp
m%{djka;hska iska u wjfndaOlr .; hq;=h hk tu foaYkd
mdGh .ek fufkys flf<' tu wjfndaOh fl<ska u w;alSu
;=<ska we;s jQ tlla h hq;=h' Ou kh .ek bf.kSu
we;a; jYfhka u ksjerh' kuq;a bf.kSug muKla iSud
l< fyd;a th ;ju;a wimQK_h' Tn Tf mqyqKqj ienE
wdldrfhka is lsug hk g iEu fohla .ek u iel
lrkakg mgka .kafkysh' uu uf.a mqyqKqj mgka .ekSug
fmr iq jroj,a .ek ;elSula fkd lf<' kuq;a th mgka
.ekSu;a iu. u ug lalg jroj,a jqj o mdrdld jroj,a
;rug jeo.;a h' lalg jer ug l,ska k fmkqfka
jeo.ulg ke;s iq foaj,a jYfhks' tajd .ek ud oek.;af;a
ta wdldrhghs' ijia ld,fha mdfmdpdrKhla l< miq tajd
t;ekska wfydais fjhs' bka miq tajd kej;;a ta wdldrfhka u
lvlsug yels fjhs' f wdldrfha mdfjdpdrK ;=< lsis
msis njla ke;' ulaksid o Tn tu jroj,ska fkdje<lS
isk ksidh' fjkiaula we;s lr .ekSug wIaGdkhla
fkdlr isk ksidh' Tn YS,fhys fkdmsysgd tu jro kej;
kej;;a lrka iskafkysh' Tn ;=< i;Hfha oelSula fyda
fkla L u .=Khla fyda ke;'
mrud: i;Hhg wkq j jroj,a mdfmdpdrKh lsfuys
idudkH ls%hd ms<sfj; wkq.ukh lsu we;a; jYfhka u
wjYH ke;' wfma uki msis njg m;a ta ;=< ielfha
fiahd ud;%hla fyda fkdue;s nj olsuq k ta ;=<ska jroj,a
bj;a fjhs' wm fuf;la msis nka fkdiskafka ;ju;a
iel lrk ksid;a" wksYa;j isk ksid;ah' uki ;ju;a
we;a; jYfhka u msis ke;s ksid wmg foaj,a w;yer
oeug fkdyels we;' tfia ug fya;=j wm wm foi u

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fkdn,k ksidh' fuu kh wm jroj,ska wdrlaId lr

.ekSu i|yd wm jgd b lrk ,o jegla nh' tu ksid ta
.ek idjOdkd;aul j isu wjYH u fohls'
Tn kfhys we;s ienE jkdlu fkdolskafkys k
Tng th ms<smeug o fkd yel' ud fuu j nd fmdx wru
fj; meug jir .Kkdjlg m<uq uqo,a Nd;h w;ayer
u i|yd ;SrKhla f.k ;snqKs' tla jia ld,hla ;=< ud
uf.a ld,h je jYfhka u .; lf<a f .ek l,amkd
lsugh' wjidkfha uu uf.a uqo,a miqh;a /f.k wm
iu. u j;a jQ tla f;r kula fj; .sfh' tfia .sh uu
uf.a uqo,a miqh tu f;r ku bfha ;nka fufia
mejiqfj' f;rKqjks" fukak f uqo,a Tn Ndr .kak"
NslaIqjla jYfhka j;aj isk ;dla l,a uu wo mgka uqo,a
Ndr .ekSula fyda ;nd .ekSula fy` fkd lr' f i|yd
idlaIl
s re jkqfha Tn jykafiah' tg tu f;r ku( iajdka
jykai" fuh Tn jykafia u ;nd .kak' fuh Tn jykafiaf.a
bf.kS lghq;= i|yd wjYH jkq we;' hkqfjka mejiQy'
uqo,a Ndr .ekSug leue;a;la fkd;snQ ksid tu f;r kug
h wiSre;djhla we;sh' tu ksid Wkajykafia kej;;a Tn
jykafia fu;r uqo,la islr oukafka ula ksido@ hkqfjka
weiQy' Tn ud .ek lror fkd jkak' ud tu ;SrKh f.k
wjika' th .kq ,enqf Bfha rd;%sfha uhs' hkqfjka uu
mejiqfj'
ud ka tu uqo,a Wkajykafia Ndr .;a k isg wm
fofokd w;r h mr;rhla we;sjQjdla fuka h' wmg ;j
rg;a tlsfkld f;are .ekSug wmyiq h' f wo kg;a
uf.a idlaIslre Wkajykafiahs' uu t isg wo olajd uqo,a
Nd;hla is fkdl< w;r , .ekSfuys fyda lsfuys
fyda fkd fhfk' uu uqo,a inkaOfhka iEu w;ska u
m%fi jQfh' jrola isjk lsisjla fkdl<;a" jer isu
.ek ksr;=re fi,af,ka isfh' uf.a Ndjkd mqyqKqj uf.a
wNHka;rh ;=<ska mj;ajd .kska isfh' Okh ug ;j
rg;a wjYH fkd Ks' ud iska th oel .kq ,enQfha jila

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ila jYfhks' ksil=g iqkLhl=g fyda fjk;a whl=g fyda

jila ila k fyd;a th fkdwkqudk j u ta yeu flkl=f.a
u urKhg fyda lg fya;= fjhs' f wdldrhg meye,s
f,i jgyd .kq ,enqj fyd;a wms ksr;=re j u tu ji i
.ekSfuka je<lS isug miai fjuq' ta ;=< we;s wka;rdh
meye,s f,i l .kq ,enqj fyd;a thska je<lS isf
wmyiqjla ke;'
ms < s . eka u i|yd f.k tkq ,nk k udkdh
inkaOfhka jqj;a h ielhla we;sjqfkd;a uu tajd
ms<s.ekSfuka je<lS is' tu k udk fl;r m%KS; jqj;a"
msis f,i ilia lr ;snQK;a uu tajd m%;slafIam lr' iq
WyrKhla jYfhka fkdmsiQ ud wpdre .kak' le,Ef
jdih lrka" msKavmd; pdldf fhfoka isk g Tf
kh i|yd Tng n;a iu. fld<j, t;+ ud wpdre
muKla ,enqfKah lshd is;kak' Tn wdmiq Tf jdiia:dkhg
meK fld<j, t;+ foh mlaId lr n,k g ta ;=<
we;af;a fkdmsiQ ud wpdre nj gq iekska th bj;g is
lrkafkysh' is,a mo lv lsug jvd ;kslr n;a je<u
iqiqh' kh .ek ksis wkaof jegySula ;sfh lshd lSug
m<uqj Tn ;=< fu jeks wjfndaOhla ;sh hq;=h' kh /l
.ekSu myiq ldhH_hla jkqfha tgh'
ug md;a;rhla" oe<s msyshla fyda fjk;a wdldrhl
mslrla ms<.
s ekaug wfkl=;a NslI
a k
Q g
a wjYH jqjfyd;a Tjqk;
q a
ud yd iudk j u kh /l .kska" mqyqKqf fhfoka
isk nj k .kakd f;la Tjqkaf.a tu mslr uu m%;slafIam
lr' ud tajd tfia m%;slafIam lrkafka ulaksido@ ixjr
Ndjfhys fkdmsys wh Yajdi lrkafka flfiao@ Tjqka
fkdfhl=;a wdldrfha wlghq;=l islr ;sug ms<sjk' tu
foaj,a ,nd .ekSu i|yd fkdfhl=;a wlghq;=l lr ;sug
ms<sjk' uu fjd .ek f ;rug m%fi jQfh'
fuys m%;sM,h jQfha ud yd tlg iQ iuyr NslaIQka ud
foi jmr weilska ne,Suhs' Tjqyq Tyq iudc wdY%hla fkd
lrhs' wksla wh yd tla fkd fjhs' hkqfjka mejiQy' f

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.ek l,n, jQfha ud k fkd f' yd tal k yhg y"

urKska miq j k wm ieug tlg tla h yelshs' wms yeu
flkl= u urKfha tl iudk fjuq' ud is;+fha ta
wdldrfhks' uu bjiSfuka hq;= j j;a jQfh' iaj,amhla
l:d lrk flkl= ' wkHhka uf.a mqyqKqj .ek fpkh
l< fyd;a uu thska l,n, fkd jQfh' ula ksid o lreKq
jgyd fokq ,enQj;a Tjqka tajd f;are fkd.kakd ksidh'
Tjqyq mqyqKqj .ek lsisjla fkdk ishy' thg WyrKhla
jYfhka ta ld,fha wdyk W;aijj, mej;s ;;a;ajh iudk
l< yel' ud t jeks W;aijhla i|yd wdrdOkhla ,en tys
.sh g h whl= mjid isfha Wkajykafiag weyqlka
fokag tmd! Th uqo,a Wkajykafiaf.a miqh ;=<g oud ta
.ek lsisjla l:d fkdlr iskak' ta njla Wkajykafiag
fkd yjkak' hkqfjks' ud tg Tjqkg mejiqf Tn,d
is;kafka ud ue,d ke;ak ug fjk fohla fj,d lsh,o@
flkl= uoHidrh iqj|hs lshd lsjQ muKska th iqj| fkdjk
nj Tn okakj fkao@ Tn jeks wh bm;a jkafka uoHidrh
iqj|h lshd th mdkh lsugh' Tn,d k iskqfha Wu;=fjka
u h hq;=h hkqfjks'
tfyu k oeka fuu kh wmyiq fohla ug ms<sjk'
Tng iaj,amhlska iEySulg m;aj isug;a" ;ks mx.,f
isug;a isfjhs' Tn ;=< oelSu mej;sh hq;=hs' th ksjer o
h hq;=h' jrla irdnq kqjr miqlrka .uka l< wfma
lKavdhug kej;S isu i|yd wi, .ul msys mkai,lg
hEug ish' tu mkaif,a m%Odk ysku uf.a jeyslug
u iudk jeys lula ;=nQ yskula jQy' wms iefjdu
mdkaor u wjj msKavmd;fha jefhuq' kej; wdmiq meK
wfma md;a;rd mfilska ;nuq' ;j l f,djlg miq .sys
msi wdydr nka /f.k ;a tajd;a Yd,dj ;=< ;n;s'
bkamiq NslaIq msi meK .syshka f.k;a ;=nQ tu wdydr
nka jD; lr n,d tajd pd;%dkql+,j ms<s.ekau i|yd
fm<g ;n;s' tla NslaIqjla muKla tu nka fma<sfha wjika
nk u; ;u wes,a, ;nk w;r fma<sfhys wksla fl<jfrys
we;s nk u; .sysfhla ;u wes,a, ;nhs' oeka ta ish,a,

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thska u wjika! ta iu. u NslaIq msi meK nka ;=< jQ

foaj,a je,u i|yd tajd ;u ;uka w;r fnod .ks;s' ta
wjia:df ud iu. meK is msi mia kula muK jQy'
kuq;a thska tla kula fyda jqj o tu odkh we,afha j;a
ke;' wfma msKavmd; pdldf wmg ,e ;snqfKa n;a
muKla jqj;a wksla wh yd tlg jd wms tajd je<fjuq'
wr hglS nkaj, ;=nQ odkh je<ug ;r t;rlula wmg
k fkd ;snqKs'
wfma fuu ls%hdj ksid tu mkaif,a m%Odk ysmdKka
l,n,hg m;ajQ nj ud bfjka fuka oek .kakd f;la th
k lsysmhla ;siafia tl .g u isKs' tl;a-tlg u tu
m%Odk ysmdKkaf.a f.da,hkaf.ka flkl= Wkajykafia fj;
f.dia fufia mjikakg we;' tk" ta wd.ka;=l iajdka
jykafia,d fuys we;s odk lsisjla fkd j<|;s' Wkajykafia,d
f lrkakg yokafka l=ula o lshd wmg k fkd jegfyhs'
hkqfjka mjikakg we;'
ug ;j k lsym
s hla tu ia:dkfha u / isug wjYH
;snqKs' tu ksid tu m%Odk iajdka jykafiag lreKq meye,s
lr u i|yd uu Wkajykafia fj; .sfh' tys .sh uu
Wkajykafiag fufia mejiqfj' .re iajdka jykai"
lreKdlr .re Tn jykafia ug fudfyd;lg wjir
fokafkyso@ f kj, hlsis lghq;a;l fhug is we;s
fyhska ug k lsysmhla Tn jykafiaf.a wd.ka;=l i;aldr
,nd .ekSug is we;' tfia lsf .re Tn jykafiag
yd wfkl=;a NslaIQka jykafia,dg .egjla h yels lreKla
fyda folla ;sug ms<sjk lshd ud ;=< ielhla mj;S' thska
ud woyia lrkafka .sys msi iska mskukq ,nk kh wm
fkdj<|d isu .ekh' uu f .ek .re Tn jykafia iu.
lreKq meye,s lr .ekSug leu;s fj' we;a; jYfhka lsj
fyd;a th t;r fohla fkd fjhs' th mQcdjka ms<s.ekSu
.ek uf.a mqyqKqj ;=<ska yqfola ud bf.k.;a wdldrh
inkaO fohls' .re iajdkajykai" .sys msi odkh f.k
wd miq NslaIQka jykafia,d tu odk nka jD; lr n,d
tajd f;dard fjka lr u;a f,i mskeu fuh jer

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l%uhls" thska lalg k weje; isfjhs' kshudldrfhka u

mejiqj fyd;a NslaIqka jykafia flkl= w;g pd;%dkql+,j
fkdms<s.ekajQ odkh we,a,Su ;=<ska fyda w; .eiSu ;=<ska fyda
mjd tu odkh wlem njg m;afjhs' khg wkq j tu odkh
j<|k l=uk NslaIqjla fyda jqj o weje;la is lr .kshs'
iajdka jykai" ug lSug we;af;a yqfola f tl u
tla ldrKh .ek muKhs - ud f lrkafka h lsisjl=
fpkh lsu fkd f' th Tn jykafiaf.a NslaIQka
jykafia,d m%;sm;a;s mqrk wdldrh keje;au i|yd flfrk
n, lsula o fkd f' th lsisfia;a t jekakla fkd f' ug
yqfola u wjYH jQfha ud ;=< mj;sk hym;a f;kdjka
fmkajd u muKh' ;j;a k lsysmhla fuys / isug
isjk ksid ug fufia lsug ish'
tu ydrdm;s ysmdKka jykafia ;ukaf.a oE;a we,s
ne| idOqldrhla kay' ud lsis kl fuu irdnQ m%foaYh
;=< l=vd is,a mo rlsk NslaIqjla ;du;a oel ke;' f
ld,fha tjeks NslaIqjla fidhd .ekSug mjd wmyiqhs' tjeks
lsisfjla is;ak ta fuu irdnQ fmfoig fndfyda ka u
h yelshs' Tn jykafiag m%Yxid fjd! Tn jykafia lf<a
b;du;a u fyd| fohls' ta .ek ud ;=< lsis u wdldrhl
reoaO;ajhla ke; hkqfjka mejiQy'
miq kfha WoEik msKavmd; pdldf f.dia wdmiq
meKs g tu NslaIQka jykafia,df.ka tla kula fyda .sys
msi f.k wd odk nka imhgj;a fkd .shy' tajd tu
.sys msi iska u f;dard frd ms<s.kajk ,' Tjqka tfia
lf<a NslaIQka jykafia,d ;uka f.k wd odkh fkdj<od
is;shs lshd hla we;sjQ ksidh' tk isg tys is tu
idufKarhka jykafia,d we;= NslaIq msi fkdbjis,su;a
nka isk wdldrhla olakg ,enqKs' uu Wkajykafia,d
iekiSu i|yd lreKq meye,s lsug W;aidy lf<'
Wkajykafia,d yqfola ;u ;ukaf.a ldurj,g u f.dia tajdfha
fodr cfk,a jid oud ;=IaKsN+; j Wkay'

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tu NslaIQka jykafia,d t;r ,cdjlg m;a j is

ksid uu k fol ;=kla Wkajykafia,d wia jeiSug jEh
lf<' Wkajykafia,dg ud iu ;ryug ;r fohla ud
we;a; jYfhka u lr fkd ;snqKs' odkh m%udKj;a ke;'
fkd tfia k wrl f.akak" ke;ak fl f.akak jeks
lsisjla ud lshd fkd ;snqKs' fuys jqj;a ;kslr n;a
muKla je< kuq;a ud thska fkduefrk nj uu oek
isfh' ug fufia lsug Yla;shla ,enqfKa uf.a mqyqKqj
;=<sks' tfia u bf.kSf fhfuka miq ta wkq j mqyqKq u
;=<sks'
ud uf.a wdoYh jYfhka f.k ;snQfha nqka jykafiah'
uu fld;eklg .sh;a wksla whf.a lghq;= iu. meg,Sug
fkd .sfh' ud uf.a ld,h uqukskau jdf.a .; lf<a
mqyqKqj fjkqfjks' ulaksido" uf.a mqyqKqj .ek;a ud .ek;a
ud ie<ls,su;a jQ ksidh'
kh fkd ms<smk" tfia u Ndjkd fkdlrk whg"
m%;smodjka rlsk wh iu. tlg j;a ug fkd yelsh'
tfia jkqfha Tjqka tlsfklg fjkia jQ ud._j, hd hq;= jk
fyhsks' miq.sh ld,fha ud jqj o f .ek f;are f.k
fkd ;snqKs' uu .=rejrhl= jYfhka wkHhkag b.ekaf
fhkq kuq;a mqyqKqf fkd fhfk' f .ek i,ld ne
g th we;a; jYfhka u whym;a jQ ;;a;ajhls' f .ek
.eUqka is;d n,k g uf.a oekqu yd mqyqKqj wyi yd
fmdf<dj fuka ria: j ;snqKs'
tu ks i d le,E ;= < Ndjkd mq y q K q uOHia : dk
mgka.ekSug hk wh thska je<lS iskak' ta .ek ksis
kqula fkdue;s k thska j<lskak' tfia fkdl< fyd;a ta
;=<k
s a Tn wjq,a cd,hlg jefgkq we;' iuyr NslI
a k
Q a l,amkd
lrkafka le,Ejla ;=< j;a u ;=<ska iekis,s iqjh ,nd
.; yels njh' tfia jqj o Tjqyq mqyqKqjg wod< uQ,sl
lreKq ;ju;a fkd oks;s' Tjqka ;K fld< lemSu mjd
islrkq ,nkafka ;uka iska uh' yeu fohla lrkq ,nkafka
;uka iska uh' mqyqKqj .ek kshu wjfndaOhla we;s wh t

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jeks ;ekaj,g wleue;a;la olaj;s' t jeks ;ekaj, iSfuka

hqKqjla ,nd .; fkd yelsh'
le,Ef j;ajk Oq;dx. NslaIQka l wr hg lS wh;a ta
wdldrhg j;a ug h;s' kuq;a Tjqkaf.a l%uh ta Oq;dx.
NslaIQkaf.a l%uhg fjkiah' Tjqkaf.a jr fjkiah' je<f
pd;% jd;% fjkiah' yeu fohla u mdfya fjkiah' k
jYfhka lsj fyd;a Tjqyq yslafuys fkd fhfo;s' mqyqKqf o
fkd fhfo;s' Tjqka ksis wdldrhg lghq;= fkdlrk fyhska
tu ia:dk mdjg hhs' ta ;ekaj, lghq;= is jqj o tajd is
jkafka ffjoH m%oYk fyda m%pdrl uOHia:dkhka f,isks'
th Bg;a jvd tydg jqj o hhs' iaj,amhla mqyqKq wkqkg
b.ekaug hk wh mK; Ndjhg m;a jQ wh fkd fj;s'
Tjqka ;=< ienE jegeySula ke;' tu ksid Tjqyq l l,lska
th w;ayer ou;s' tg ta ish,a, lvd yef,hs' ta ;=<ska
yqfola lror we;sfjhs'
tu ksid wm l< hq;= j we;af;a hlsis m%udKhlg
bf.k .ekSuhs' kjfldajdoh f.k th lshjkak' ta ;=<ska
mejfikafka l=ula o lshd jegfyk f;la th bf.k .kak'
th u;lfha o ;nd .kak' Tng fkdjegfyk ishq ;eka
.ek Tf .=rejrhdf.ka uikak' Tyq iska tajd meye,s
lr fokq ,nkq we;' kh .ek ienE wjfndaOhla ,efnk
f;la Tn f wdldrfhka bf.k .kak'

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ksh; ugu mj;ajd .ekSu'

jdIslj meje;afjk oy mlaIK wjidk jQ miq yeu
jirl u lrk wdldrhg wms wo k;a f wkaoug tla/
ia isuq' ka f ld,iSudj ;=< Tn l< hq;= j ;sfnkafka
fuu wdrduh fjkq f jkq ; a " Tf wdpdhH_ h ka jyka f ia
fjkqfjkq;a" wksl=;a .=rejreka fjkqfjkq;a" Tn w;ska bgqh
hq;= fkdfhla hq;=l .ek kej; is;d ne,Suhs' tluq;=lka
yd iu.sfhka j;aug yelsjk m wm tl u msila f,i
tlg ne| ;nkafka fu jeks ls%hdldrl usks' wfma fuu
ix> iudchg hym;la w;a h yels m wm tlsfkld
flfrys .re ie,ls,s oelaug u fmkajd fokq ,nkafka;a
fjdhsks'
nqka jykafiaf.a ld,fha isg fuu j;_udkh olajd
mej;=k fyda mj;sk l=uk wdldrfha ck iudchla ;=< jqj
o" tys idudlhka w;r tlsfkld flfrys .reie,ls,s
oelaula fkd ;snj
q fyd;a Tjqyq msySug m;afj;s' .sys iudchka
;=< fyda fjd ix> iudchka ;=< fyda fjd tajdfha
idudlhka w;r tlsfkld flfrys .re ie,ls,s oelaula
fkd ;snqj fyd;a tu iudchka ;=< talu;sl Ndjhla fkd
mj;shs' tlsfkld flfrys .re ie,ls,s fkdoelau ksid
ix> iudch ;=<g fkdie,ls,a, x.d .ekSf fya;=fjka
m%;smod mqyqKqj msySug m;afjhs'
Ou_h mqyqKqjkakjqkaf.ka ie ,;a fuys we;s wfma
fuu iudch Yla;su;a f,i jO_kh th kg jir is
myl muK wdhq ld,hla f.jd we;s kuq;a tys msySula
we;sug bv ;sf' fuu ldrKh wm f;are .; hq;= j we;'
f nj ie,ls,a,g .kska wm ish fokd tlsfkld flfrys
.re ie,ls,s olajka fuu m%;smod mqyqKqjg ksh; ug
/l.;fyd;a wfma tl uq;=lu Yla;su;a jk njg ud ;=<
yeSula mj;S' wm msila f,i iska is flfrk fuu
mqyqKqj b wkd.;h ;=< t<ug we;s >_ ld,hla uq,af,a
nq oyu jO_khu i|yd fya;= jkq we;'

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oeka wfma fuu bf.kSu;a" mqyqKqj;a .ek i<ld n,k

g ta fol u tla hq.,hla f,i ie<lsh yelsfjhs' f
j;_udkh f;la nq oyfuys jO_kh yd me;su is we;af;a
bf.kSu yd mqyqKqj hk fol u tlg we;aje,a ne| f.k .sh
ksidh' msgl fmd;a ksl u ksl wm%fi wdldrhg
bf.kSug .sh fyd;a ta ;=<ska msySula we;sfjhs' ta i|yd
fuu WodyrKh f.k n,uq' fuu wdrduh ysjQ m<uq jir
;=< u t< jia ld,h i|yd NslaIQyq i;a kula fuys jia
iQy'
ta ld,fha ud isfha fu jeks is;s,a,lska hq;= jh' tk"
NslaIQka oy Nd. i|yd ;u bf.kSu wdrN lrkafka h
kl o Tjqkaf.a mqyqKqj tk isg msfyhs hkqfjks' uu f
.ek uf.a ie,ls,a, fhduq lrka thg fya;=j fidhd .ekSug
W;aidy flf<' uu ta wkq j tu jia ld,h ;=< fuys kej;S
is NslaIQka i;a kug u b.ekau wdrN flf<' odkh
je<fuka miq" k 40l muK ld,hla km;d iji yh muK
jk f;la uu b.ekafuys fhfk' bkamiq tu NslaIQka Nd.
i|yd fmkS is miq uf.a b.ekau ;=<ska id:l m%;sM, w;ajQ
nj olakg ,enqfKa ta NslaIQka i;a ku u iu;a is ksidh'
th ta ;r u fyd| fohls" kuq;a isys mlaIdld nj
wvqjQ wh inkaOfhka h .egqld ;;a;ajhla Wh'
bf.kSu i|yd lshu fuka u lg mdv lsu fndfyda
m%udKhlska wjYH fjhs' ixjr nj yd ;ekam;a nj u;
fkdmsysgd is wh Ndjkd mqyqKqj ,siaid yef keUqrejla
jOkh lr.;a w;r Tjqkaf.a ld,h uqukska u jdf.a .;
jQfha bf.kSug;a" lgmdv lsug yd u;lfha ;nd
.ekSug;ah' fuh Tjqka Ndjkdj inkaOfhka l,ska we;slr
f.k ;snQ hqKqj yd Ndjkdjg w< ksh; ug islr
oeug fya;=jla h' fuh fndfyda g isjkakls'
NslaIQkaf.a yeis ;=< h fjkila we;s ;sfnk ne
olakg ,enqfKa ;ukaf.a bf.kSu wjika lr Tjqka Nd.j,g
fmkS is miqh' Tjqka ilauka Ndjkdf fhfok njla
olakg fkd ,enqKs' jd lrk Ndjkdj jqj o lf<a iqtZ

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jYfhka nj olakg ,enqKs' ta w;r iudc wdY%fha jeula

;snQ njla o olakg ,enqKs' ixjr Ndjfha yd ;ekam;a Ndjfha
wvqjla o we;s nj fmfkkakg ;snqKs'
we;a;jYfhka k wfma fuu mqyqKqf ilauka
Ndjkdf fhfok g th ienE jYfhka is lsug wm
wgka lr .; hq;=h' jd Ndjkd lrk g;a yqfola th
u muKla lsug is; fhduq l< hq;=h' isg.kska ish;a"
weka ish;a" jdfjka fyda ydkaisfjka fyda ish;a
Tn jEh l< hq;= jkafka Ydka; Ndjfhka yd ;ekam;a
nka hq;= j isugh" kuq;a nyq, f,i bf.kSfuys fhfok
mqoa.,hskaf.a uki jpkj,ska nr fjhs' Tjqyq fmd;aj,g
jy,a ;ud ljfrla o hk nj mjd wu;l lr;s' Tjqkaf.a
is;a we hkafka ndysr foaj,aj,gh' fufia jkafka ixjr
Ndjhg fkdmeKs" i;sh m%n, fkdjQ" m%{dfjka wvq
mqoa.,hskagh' fu jeks mqoa.,hskag bf.kSfuys ksr; isu
msySu i|yd fya;=jla ug mqjk' t jeks wh jd lrk
Ndjkdj fyda ilauka lrka lrk Ndjkdj jeks lsis u
Ndjkdjla fkdlrk w;r ;ukaf.a ixjr Ndjh jqj o
flka l wvqlr .ks;'s Tjqkfa .a is;a je jefhka laIm
s ;
a
Ndjhg m;afjhs' Tjqkaf.a ffoksl phH_djg wruqKla ke;s
j,am,a l:d" ixjr nf wvqlu yd iudc wdY%h jeks foaj,a
we;=<;a fjhs' mqyqKqf msySu i|yd fya;= jkafka fuhhs' th
is jkafka bf.kSf fh u ksid u fkd f' iuyr wh
mqyqKqj .ek jEhula fkdlr ;uka .ek wu;l lr ouk
ksidh'
ienE jYfhka lsj fyd;a msgl .%ka: hkq ud._h f.a
ilr we;s Yd oY_lhkah' mqyqKqj l=ula o lshd ieneka
u jgyd .; fyd;a lshu yd bf.kqu Ndjkdjg u wh;a
me;slv folla njg m;afjhs' kuq;a wm bf.kSfuys fhfok
w;r wm .ek wu;l lr uqj fyd;a ta ;=<ska fndfyda
jYfhka l;dnfya fhul=;a" ksIaM, ldhH_hkays fhul=;a
isfjhs' fu jeks whg Ndjkdj w;yer oud blaukska isjqre
yer hEug wjYHfjhs' bf.kSfuys fh isg thska idud:Hhla

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fkd,enQ fndfyda wh blaukska isjqre yer h;s' tfia jkafka

bf.kSu fyd| fkdjk ksidj;a" mqyqKqj y fkdjk ksidj;a
fkd f' tfia jkafka ;uka .ek u mlaId lr ne,Sug
Tjqka wiu;a jk ksidh'
fuu lreK jgyd .;a uu fojk jia wjqreoafoa isg
msgl fmd;a b.ekau kj;ajd ' fuhg wjqre fndfyda
.Kklg miq me nj ,eu i|yd je jefhka ;reK
msia fuys tkakg jQy' Tjqkaf.ka iuyfrla Ou kh
.ek lsisjla fkdo;a w;r Tjqkg fmd;aj, kSula o fkd
;snqKs' tu ksid thg ms<shula jYfhka ta jk g bf.kSula
,nd is jeys NslaIQka iuyrl= ,jd Tjqkg b.ekaug
;SrKh lf<' ta wkq j tu NslaIQyq f wo jk f;la u tu
ldhH_fhys fh is;s' f wdrdufha b.eka wdrN jQfha ta
wdldrfhks'
ta flfia fj;;a Nd. wjika lrk yeu wjqreoaola
mdid u ud yeu NslaIqjlg u lshkafka Ndjkd mqyqKqj
kej;;a wdrN lrk f,ih' ud Tjqkg ;jrg;a lshkafka
Ndjkd mqyqKqjg Rcqj u inkaO fkd mj;sk ta yeu
msgl fmd;la u w,audh ;=< ;nkak" kej;;a mqyqKqfjys
msysgka iqmqre m we;s lr .kakd ,o ksh; ug
;=<g kej;;a msfikak hkqfjks' tfia u km;d is flfrk
iCOdhkd lsu jeks NslaIq ms<sfj;a u; kej;;a msysgkak
hkqfjks' wmg ksh; j we;s ugu fuhhs' Tn Tf
lue<slu relr .ekSu i|ydj;a th lrkak' th Tf
W;aidyh jeu i|yd fya;=jkq we;'
iaj,amhla je<u" iaj,amhla l:d lsu" iaj,amhla ks
.ekSu" ixjr nka yd ;ekam;a nka hq;= j isu" yqfol,df
isu" ilauka lrka yd jd lrk Ndjkdjka fkdjrojd
lsu" ksh; f,djkays fkdjrojd tlg /ia isu jeks
uQ,sl mqyqKq ms<sfj;a w;a fkd ykak' tla whl= fyda w;a
fkdyer Tn yeu flfkla u fjd .ek Wkkajla olajkak'
Tng ,e we;s fuu udyes wjia:dj wmf;a hEug bv fkd
ykak' Tf fuu mqyqKqj lr f.k hkak' mqyqKqu i|yd

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Tng fu jeks jdikdjla Wod we;af;a Tnf.a .=rejrhdKka

hgf;a Tn j;ajk ksidh' h ugul isk Wkajykafia
Tn wdrlaId lr .kshs' tu ksid Tn ieuf.a uq ld,h
mqyqKqj fjkqfjka vx.= lrkak' Tn g l,skq;a ilauka
Ndjkdj lr we;' th kq;a lrkak' Tn g l,skq;a jd
Ndjkd lr we;' th kq;a lrkak' Tn g l,ska tlg tla
iCOdhkd flf<ysh" tfia lsug kq;a Wkka jkak' isjqrg
uqjd ld,h kslu ksl ld ouk wm ;=< lsis Yla;shla
fkdue;s nj jgyd .; hq;=h'
jefkk iq" ks;r u f.or .ek is;k" wjq,a is;a we;s
wh;a fuys isk nj Tn olskafkys o@ mqyqKqj .ek ;ukaf.a
is;a fhduq fkdlrkafka fujeks whhs' Tyqg lrkakg jevla
ke;' wmg fuys Tfya ksl isug mqjkalula ke;' fn!oaO
NslaIqjla fyda idufKar kula fyda jYfhka isk Tn ld
fydka j;a jkafkysh' kuq;a th i;H fohla f,i Ndr
.ekSug fkd hkak' lduiqL,a,sldkq fhda.h Nhdkl fohls'
;ukaf.a mqyqKqj .ek fidhd ne,Sug jEh lrkak' mqyqKqj
je lrkak' wl f,i jEh lrkak' jer hhs fmfkk
hula gq g th ksje/ lr .ekSu i|yd lghq;= lrkak'
ndysr foaj,aj,g uey;a fjka uq,df fkd jefgkak'
;uka ;=< WfoHda.h we;s flfkla ilauka Ndjkdj fyda
jd lrk Ndjkdj lsis kl w;miq fkd lr;s' ixjr
nj yd ;ekam;a nj wvq lr fkd .ks;s' f inkaOfhka
fuys isk NslaIQka .ek yqfola is;d n,kak' odkh je<fuka
miq" lrkakg ;sfnk fjk;a ldhH_hka o ksu lr" ;u isjqr
mfil t,a,d ;nd ilaufka fhfok h NslaIqjla fjf;d;a
Tyqf.a l=h miqlrka hk wmg fyd|ska f. .sh Tyqf.a
ilauka uj olakg ,efnhs' fuh ks;r u mdfya olakg
,efnk fohls' Ndjkdj tmd fkdjQ NslaIqjla fjf;d;a Tyq
fu jeks NslaIqjls' fuu NslaIqj ;=< Wfa.s njl=;a hH_hl=;a
mj;S'
Tn yeuflkl= u Ndjkd mqyqKqj f wdldrhg is
l< fyd;a wmg t;r m%Yak we;s fkdjkq we;' ilauka

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Ndjkdj yd jd lrk Ndjkdjka ;=< ksr; fkd ish

fyd;a yqfola tfya fufya ixpdrfha fhfokq kd Bg jvd l<
hq;= fjk hula ke;' fuu ia:dkhg wleue;s Tn fjk;a
;eklg hkafkysh' t;ek;a tmd kej;;a fuys tkafkysh'
Tn lrk ish,a, tmuKls' tk" yeu;ekl u ;ukaf.a
leue;a;g bv yer isuhs' fu jeks mqoa.,hka ;=< fkdmiqng
W;aidyh olakg ke;" th iEfyk ;rulska fyda hym;a
;;a;ajhla fkd f' Tn fndfyda jYfhka tfya fufya ixpdrh
l< hq;= fkd f' yqfola fuys u kej;S mqyqKqf fhfokak"
ta .ek ia;rd;aul j bf.k .kak' tydg fuydg ixpdrh
lsu t;r wmyiq fohla fkd f" th miqjg lrk f;la
kj;ajd ug yelsfjhs' yeuflkl= u l< hq;= jkafka
jEh lsuhs'
hqKqj yd msySu r|d mj;skafka f u;h' foaj,a
ksishdldr j bgqlsu i|yd Tn ;=< leue;a;la mj;S k
bf.kSu yd mqyqKqj iunr j lrkak' ta fol tlg u
lrkak' ta ;=< ;sh hq;af;a Yrh yd uki jeks wdldrhls'
uki iqjmyiqfjka yd Yrh f,v frda.j,ska fi!LH
imkakj ;enqjfyd;a uki mj;skafka ;ekam;a nks' Yrh
in,fhka hq;= uki wiykld nka hq;= k ta ;=<ska
Yrh w;a olsk wmyiq;djh mfil ;sh " Ialr;d u;=fjhs'
Ndjkdj .ek bf.kSu hkq uki hqKq lsu yd w;ayer
u .ek bf.kSuhs' ud fuys bf.kSu hkafkka woyia
lrkafka fukak fu jeks fohls' tk" uki is;s,a,la
w;aolsk g wm ;ju;a lrkafka tys t,a,S .ekSuo@ th
uq,alr .kska wm ;ju;a lrkafka m%Yak y .ekSuo@ wm
;ju;a lrkafka ta ;=<ska i;=gla fyda oafYhla id .ekSuo@
;j;a ir, wdldrhlska lsj fyd;a wm ;ju;a lrkafka
is;s,s ;=< uxuq<d isuo@ T! wm lrkafka thhs' hulg
wleue;a;la we;s jqj fyd;a wm thg m%;spdr ola jkafka
oafYh ;=<k
s 's leue;a;la we;s jqj fyd;a thg m%;p
s dr olajkafka
i;=g ;=<sks' tfia jQ g wfma uki flf,iaj,ska nr
wmsis njg m;afjhs' tys iajNdjh th k" wm ;=< ;ju;a

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jer mj;akd nj l .; hq;=h' wm ;ju;a wimQK_h' wm

l< hq;= oe ;j;a ;sf' wm kg jvd w;ayer oefuys fhh
hq;=h' uki hqKq lsu oekg jvd fkd lvjd is l<
hq;=h' ud bf.kSu hkafkka woyia lrkafka wkak thhs'
hula ;=< ysr isk nj oel .; fyd;a wms tfia isr
isk nj ykd .ksuq' wm ta iskafka l=uk ;;a;ajhla
hgf;a o lshd k .kska" th ksjer lr .ekSu i|yd
lghq;= lruq'
.=rejrhdf.ka fjka j fyda .=rejrhd iu tlg fyda
iSf ;a th ta wdldrfhka u ish hq;=h' iuyreka ;=<
mj;skafka tla;rd wdldrfha hls' ;uka ilauka Ndjkdj
fkdlrkafka k .=rejrhd ;ukag wj,do lSug fyda neK
jeug fyda mqjk lshd Tjqka ;=< hla mj;S' fuh tla
wdldrhlska fyd| fohla jk kuq;a mqyqKqj ienE wdldrfhka
mj;sk g Tn ;j;a flkl=g h h hq;= fkd f' Tn
yqfola Tf u ls%hdjka ;=<ska fuka u l:dj fyda is;s,s
;=<ska fyda isjk jer .ek mlaIdld jkak' Tf ls%hdjka
;=<" l:dj fyda is;s,s ;=< jer we;s nj gqj fyd;a tu
w;a ; kd
foaj,aj,ska m%fi u i|yd j. n,d .; hq;=h' w;a
fpdaoh;a;dkx
dkx fuhska woyia jkafka Tn Tng u wjjdo
lr.; hq;= njh' th wkqka iska lrkq ,eug bv fkd
ykak' wm blaukska wm iska u hqKq wm iska u
k.; hq;=h' bf.kSu hkqfjka woyia lrkq ,nkafka mqyqKqj
hqKq lsu;a" w;ayer oeu;a hk folh' fuh meye,sj u
olskf;la uYkfha fhfokak'
wms f wdldrhg j;a f jka | ord .ekS u flfrys
Yajdih ;nuq' ish u flf,iqka bfha fkdmiqng hH_fhka
hq;= j lghq;= lruq' fuh fyd| fohla jk kuq;a wm ;ju;a
iskafka Ou_h fkdl th mqyqKq jk ugfh' Ou_h m%.=K
lsu ;=<ska u Ou_h l ;sf k wm f jk g;a jerh hs
lshk l=ula fyda jqj o w;ayer oud ;sfnkq we;' m%fhdackj;a jk
l=ula jqj;a hqKq lr ;sfnkq we;' fuu ;;a;j
a h wm ;=< mj;shs
hk kSu ksid wfma ;;a;ajh oeka hym;ah hk yeSu we;sfjhs'

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wkqka ta .ek l=ula mejiqj;a wms wfma uki .ek okakd ksid
thska ii, fkd fjuq' tg wm fld;ekl ish;a wmg iekis,s
iqjfhka iSug yels fjhs'
mqyqKq u uE;l mgka .;a iuyr NslaIQka yd
idufKarjreka f jeys wdpdhH_ yshka k t;r ilauka
lsula fyda jd Ndjkd lsula fyda lrk njla olakg
fkd ,efnhs" hkqfjka l,amkd lsug ms<sjk' Tn f
ldrKfha Tf wdpdhH_ yshka wkqlrKh fkdl< hq;=h'
Tn jvd fydka lrkq kd wkqlrKh lsug fkd hkak'
jvd fydka lsu tla fohla jk w;r wkqlrKh lsu
;j;a fohls' f inkaOfhka mj;sk kshu ;;a;ajh k"
jeys wdpdhH_ yshka ;ukag u fYaIs; tla;rd wdldrhl
Ydka; iqjhl udkisl ;,hl miqjk njh' mqyqKqj msg;ska
olakg fkd,enqK o Wkajykafia iska th we;=<;ska is
lrkq ,nhs' Wkajykafiaf.a uki ;=< mj;sk ;;a;ajh l=ula
o lshd weiska lsh fkd yelsh' Ou_h mqyqKqu ukiska
islrkq ,nkakls' Wkajykafiaf.a mqyqKqj ls%hdjka ;=<ska
fyda l:dj ;=<ska YHudk h yels fkdjqj;a Wkajykafiaf.a
ukfia wdldrh Bg jvd fjkiah'
f wkqj >_ ld,hla mqyqKqf fhfoka ta ;=<ska
m%k;ajhg m;a h wdpdhH_jrhl= jqjfyd;a Tyq Tyqf.a
ls%hdjka yd l:dj w;ayer oud we;s njla fmfk;;a ;ukaf.a
uki /l.kska ishs' Tyqf.a uki ixis|S we;' msg;ska
lrkq ,nk ls%hdjka foi n,ka Tn Tyq wkqlrKh lsu
i|yd W;aidy lsug ms<sjk' Tn w;ayer fuys fhfoka"
lshkakg we;s l=ula fyda mjika Tyq wkqlrKh lsu
i|yd W;aidy lsug ms<sjk' kuq;a Tn ta lrkafka tu
wdpdhH_jrhd lrk fohu fkd f' Tn iskafka .=rejrhd
isk ;;a;ajhg iudk ;;a;ajhlska o fkd f' f .ek
is;d n,kak'
oeka fuys we;s ienE fjki fuhhs' Tn lghq;= lrkafka
fjk;a wdldrhl ugj, /f|ks' wdpdhH_jrhd Tfya ksl
u ksl jd isk njla olakg ,enqK;a" Tyq iskafka

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wkjOdkfhka fkd f' Ou_;djhka w;r j;ajqj;a Tyq

Tyqf.a uki wjq,a lr fkd .kshs' Tng th fkdfmkSug
fya;=j Tyqf.a uki ;=< mj;skafka l=ula o lshd fkdfmfkk
ksidh' yqfola ndyska muKla olsk foaj,a u; /f|ka
ksYaph lsug fkd hkak' jeo.;a jkafka ukihs' wm l:d
lrk g th wfma uki wkq.ukh lrhs' wm l=uk ls%hdjla
l<;a th wkq.ukh lrkafka wfma ukihs' kuq;a oekgu;a
;u mqyqKqj wjika lr we;s whl= k ;u uki wkq.ukh
fkdlrk foaj,a u lSug;a" lsug;a ms<sjk" tfia jkafka
Tyqf.a uki Ou_ kh hk fol ;=< msysgd we;s fyhsks'
WodyrKhla jYfhka .; fyd;a iuyr wjia:dj, Tf
wdpdhH_ yshka Wkajykafiaf.a YsIHhkag ;ka isug ms<j
s k'
Tyqf.a l:dj ;o mreI yd wm%fild tlla nj o olakg
ms<sjk' Tyqf.a ls%hdjka o iev mreI nj olakg ms<sjk'
fuh olsk wmg ta olskakg ,efnk ish,a, Tyqf.a ldhsl yd
jdpisl ls%hdjka muKls' kuq;a Ou_ kh ;=< msysgd we;s
Tyqf.a uki oelSug fkd yelsh' f i|yd nqka jykafia
iska ,nd fok ,o tu Wmfoi u; ;ka msysgkak'
wkjOdkfhka fkd iskak' wurh;ajfha u idjOdkfhka
isuhs" wkjOdkh hkq urKh hs fukak fuh ie<ls,a,g
.kak' wkqka lrk foh Tng jeo.;a ke;" Tn .ek Tn
wkjOdkfhka fkdish hq;=h" jeo.;a jkafka thhs'
f jk g Nd. wjika lr isk Tng ka tfya
fufya hEug;a" fndfyda foaj,a lsug;a wjia:djla we;' tu
ksid Tng fok wjjdohla jYfhka uu f yeu fohla u
mejiqfh'
Tn yeu flkl= u Ou_h m%.=K lrk nj wu;l fkd
lrkak' Ou_h m%.=K lrkakl= k" Tn ixiqka nka o"
ixjr nka yd isysmlaIdfjka o ls%hd lrk whl= h hq;=h'
NslaIqj hkq ms~q isd hk flfkls hk b.ekau .ek
is;d n,kak' f wdldrhg .%y l< fyd;a wfma mqyqKqj
tla;rd wdldrhl f.dfrdaiq iajrEmhla .kS' kuq;a fuu
jpkh nqka jykafia iska u .%y lrkq ,enQ meye,s

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wdldrhg ixidrfha Nh olskakd hkqfjka f;are .;

fyd;a th jvd;a .eUqka w:dka; jkq we;'
ixidrfha Nh olskakd k f f,dalh ;=<ska wmg Wreu
we;s foaj,aj, jroj,a olskakd hkakhs' f f,dalh ;=<
mj;skafka Yd, wka;rdhls" kuq;a fndfyda wh th fkd
ols;s' Tjqka olskafka ta ;=< we;s mS%;sh yd i;=ghs' tu ksid
nqka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka NslaIqj hkq ixidrfha Nh
olskakd hkqfjks' f ixidrh hkq l=ula o@ th uqukska u
flka ms mj;skakls' th bjiSug fkdyels ;rf lls'
i;=g we;af;a o ixidrh ;=< uh' nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a
ta foflys u fkdt,af,k f,ih' ixidrh ;=< mj;sk l
kqgqjfyd;a wm lrkafka i;=gla we;sjQ ieKska l wu;l
lr tu i;=fgys t,a,Suhs' .skaor hkq l=ula o lshd fkdokakd
orefjl= fuka wms tys iajNdjh fkd okska isuq'
Ou_ mqyK
q j
q hkq l=ula o lshk f wdldrhg wkq j tk"
NslaIqj hkq ixidr Nh olskafkls hkqfjka jgyd f.k" tu
jegySu wm ;=< mej;sh fyd;a tfia u wm ;=<g th ld jek
fyd;a" weka" isg.kska" ydkaisfjka isu jeks l=uk
bhjlska ish;a" wm ;=< wdYd rys; Ndjh we;sfjhs' wm
;=< wjOdkh we;s fyhska wms wm .ek u fufkys lrka isuq'
wm iqj myiqjg jd ish;a wm iskafka ta wdldrhghs' wms
l=ula l<;a fuys we;s Nhdkllu .ek oksuq' tu ksid wfma
ukfia iajNdjh fjkia wdldrhlg mj;S' f wdldrhg lrkq
,nk mqyqKqj ixidr h olska iskakl=f.a mqyqKqj hhs lsj
yelsh'
ixidr h olsk ;eke;a;d ixidrh ;=< u j;a jqj;a
Tyq ta ;=< j;a fkdjkakl= jYfhka ishs' thska woyia
jkafka Tyq ixl,am f;are .kska tajd wNsnjd hEu .ek
f;are .kakd njh' t jeks mqoa.,hl= l:d lrk l=ula fyda
jqj;a th idudkH mqoa.,hl= lrk wdldrfha l:djla fkd
f' Tyq lrk foh;a t jekakls' l,amkd lrk foh;a t
jekakls' Tyq j;ajk wdldrh fndfyda fihska m%{djka;h'

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jvd fydka lrkq il wkq l rKh fkd lrka k '

hkqfjka lshd ;sfnkafka ta ksidh' jvd fydka lsu yd
wkqlrKh lsu hkq l%u folls' w{dk mqo.
a ,hd lrkafka yeu
fohla u ;ka w,a,d .ekSuh' Tn th k fkdl< hq;=h! Tn"
Tn .ek wu;l fkd lrkak'
ud .ek i,ld n,k g f jI_fha uf.a fi!LH ;;a;j
a h
t;r hym;a ke;' iuyr foaj,a .ek j.lSu" ug lrk
Wmldrhla jYfhka Ndrf.k ta wkq j lghq;= lsu uu
wksla NslaIQkag;a" idufKar ysjrekag;a mjr' iuyrg
ud flhla .ekSug bv we;' t jeks ;;a;ajhka wkdu;a
ld,hkays mjd ;s we;' wo;a th ta wdldrfhka mj;S' mshd
iy uj fydka j;aj isk f;la orefjda w.yslj,ska
f;dr j fydka j;afj;s' foudmshka h .sh g Tjqyq
tlsfkldf.ka fjkafj;s' Okj;a j is Tjqyq lam;a fj;s'
fuu ;;a;ajh idudkH jYfhka .sys ;h ;=< olakg we;s
kuq;a flkl=g th fuys jqj;a l .; yelsh' WodyrKhla
jYfhka .; fyd;a Tf wdpdhH_ yshka ;ju;a j;aj
isk g Tn yeu fofkla hy;ska fuka u w.yslj,ska
f;dr j j;a fj;s' wdpdhH_ yshka wmj;ajQ jydu msySf
wdrNh t<fUhs' th tfia jkafka ula ksido@ tfia jkafka
wdpdhH_ yshka ;ju;a j;afjka isk g yeuflkl=
;Dma;su;aj iska ;u ;uka .ek wu;l lr ouk fyhsks'
Tjqyq ;ukaf.a bf.kSu .ekj;a mqyqKqj .ekj;a ienE
Wkkajla fkd olaj;s' .sys ;fha isjk wdldrhg k
uj iy mshd j;=ka w;r ;ju;a is;a k orejka lrkafka
yeu fohla Tjqkg Ndr lsuhs' Tjqyq ;u foudmshkag fya;a;=
is ksid ;uka /flk wdldrh fkdk is;s' foudmshka
h .sh miq Tjqyq hdpl njg m;afj;s' f me ;h ;=<
jqj;a th tfia fjhs' wdpdhH_ yshka fuu ia:dkfhka msg
.sh g fyda h .sh g NslaIQyq yeu fgl u ms%h ix.
meje;aug;a" lKavdhj,g fn fjka isug;a ta ;=<ska
msySu lrd .uka lsug;a keUqre fj;s'
th tfia jkafka ulaksid o@ tfia jkafka" Tjqka ;uka
.ek wu;l lrk ksidh' .=rejrhdf.a msfkka j;a jk g

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yeu fohla u fydka isfjhs' .=rejrhd h.sh fyd;a YsIHfhda

fldgiaj,g fn hdf keUqrejlg Ndckh fj;s' tg Tjqka
;=< u; .egq yg .kshs' jer wdldrhg l,amkd lrk
msi tla;ekl cSj;ajk w;r yhdldr f,i l,amkd lrk
msi ;j;a ;ekl j;afj;s' wmyiq;djhkag uqyqK mEug
isjk wh ;u merKs i.hka w;yer oud w;a ;eka msysgqjd
.kska yd ;ukaf.a u YsIH lKavdh f;dard .kska w;a
mrmrdj,a ys lsug mgka .ks;s' th g by; ld,j,;a
is we;af;a ta wdldrhghs' fufia f jro mj;skafka wm
wf;auh' wdpdhH_ yshka ;ju;a j;aj ish;a wms jer
lrka issuq' wkjOdkfhka cSj;afjuq' wms .=rejrhd iska
fmkajd fokq ,nk mqyqKqf ugu ms<sf.k tajd wfma yoj;a
;=< msysgqjd fkd .ksuq' wms wfma wdpdhH_ yshkaf.a md
i<l=Kq Tiafia ienka u fkd huq'
th nqka jykafiaf.a ld,fha;a fufia h' nK fmd;
u;lo@ ta uy NslaIqj" fudlla o Wkajykafiaf.a ku''''@ wd
iqNoao NslaIqj" ldYHm uyry;ka jykafia mdjd kqjka
wdmiq jka is g w;ru. uqK .eiqk tla meoaol=f.ka
Wkajykafia fufia weiQy' tk" nqka jykafiaf.a iqj la
flfiao hkqfjka weiQy' Bg tu meoaod ka ms<s;=r nqka
jykafia msksjka md wog ojia myla .; we; hkakh'
wjfndaO;ajhg m;a fkd is NslaIQyq f mqj; ksid
y~d je<mS fYdalhg m;ajQy' wjfndaO;ajhg m;aj is NslaIQka
;u ;uka ;=<k
s a fufkys lf<a yd! tfyu k" nqka jykafia;a
msksjka md jod< fial' Wkajykafiaf.a .uk Wkajykafia
iska ksulrkq ,en we; hkqfjks' kuq;a iqNoao jeks flf<ia
iys; wh mejiqf Tn,d f je<fmkafka l=ulgo@ nqka
jykafia ka msksjka md ;sf' th fl;r fyd| fohla o@
wmg oeka lrorhlska f;dr j j;a h yelshs' nqka jykafia
j;aj is g wmg fudlla fyda kS;shla mkjka ks;r u
mdfya lror l< fial' wm tal fyda fl lrk g Wkajykafia
th j<lajd fial' taksid Wkajykafia msksjka mE tl
fyd|h' oeka wmg jqjukd fohla lSug;a" Wjukd fohla

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lsug;a ms<sjks'''taksid f Tn yeu y~d je<fmkafka l=ulg

o hkqfjks'
th ta ld,fha isg f olajd u tfia mej;S we;' ta
flfiajj
q ;a hula imQK_ jYfhka wdrlaId lr .ekSug fkdyels
jqj;a ta .ek fukak f wdldrhg is;d n,kak''''wm i;=j
we;s" j;=r fndk rej m%fi lr .ekSug wms j. n,d
.;af;uqhs is;kak' mdhg .;a yeu wjia:djl u th
fydka msis lr wdrlaId iys; ;ekl ;enqfj hhs is;kak'
m%fi l< ksid wmg th fndfyda ld,hla md l<
yelsfjhs' wfma mdfhka miq ;j;a whg;a md l<
yels fjhs' ka b;ska" m%fiulska f;dr j re yeu klu
lvd | oeu fyda tla rejla muKla f.k th f|kakg
u;af;ka wjqre oyhla md lsu hk f foflka jvd
fyd| fldhs tlo@
wfma mqyqKqj;a fu jeks wdldrfha fohls' WodyrKhla
jYfhka fuys isk f ish fokd w;=ka oy fokl=
muKlaj;a ia:djr mqyqKqjla ,nd .; fyd;a f p nd
fmdx wru hqKj
q g hkq we;' .j,g wod, ;;a;j
a h;a funh'
f.j,a ishhla ;ss fnk .ul fyd| ksiqka mkyla muK
ish;a tu .u hqKqjg m;afjhs' t jeks wh oyhla jqj;a
fidhd .ekSu we;a; jYfhka u wmyiqh' tfia fkdue;sj
wfma fuu wdrduh jeks wdrduhla f.k n,kak' ienE
lemulska hq;= j lghq;= lrk" ;ukaf.a m%;smodj ienka
u rlsk NslaIQka myla yhla j;a fidhd .ekSu myiq ke;'
ta flfia jqj;a" wmg ka ;sfnkafka fydka mqyqKqf
ldhH_Ndrh yer Bg je hula fkd f' f .ek l,amkd
lr n,kak' wmg fuu ia:dkfha wfmah lshd ;sfnkafka
l=ula o@ wmg Okh ke;" foam, jia;=j ke;" mjq,a hhs
lshkq ,nk lsisjla ;jrg;a ke;' wm wdydr jqj;a .kafka
ojilg tla j;djla muKs' iuyrg wm f oekq;a fjdg;a
jvd fyd| foaj,a fndfyduhla w;ayer oud ;sf' wms NslaIQka
yd idufKarjreka jYfhka yeu fohla u w;ayer oud isuq'

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wm i;=j wmg lshd lsisjla ke;' mS%;su i|yd ksiqka ienE

f,iska N=la;s k ta yeu fohla wm w;ayerod ;sf' wm
fn!oaO NslI
a k
Q a f,i me ug we;=,a jQfha m%;m
s od mqyK
q j
q
i|ydh' tfia k f,daNfha" oafYfha yd fudayfha .e,S wm
fjk;a foaj,aj,g wdYd lrkafka ulaki
s do@ fjk;a foaj,a .ek
wfma is;a fhduql
s u ;jrg;a fhda.H jk fohla fkd f'
wm mejQfha l=ula i|yd o@ wm fuu Ndjkdj;a"
m%;smodj;a mqyqKqfjka iskafka l=ula i|yd o@ f .ek
i,ld n,kak' wm me jQfha Ndjkd yd m%;smjka mqyqKqu
i|ydh' th fkdlrkafka k thska flfrkafka yqfola ld,h
ld oeuls' wms mqyqKqf fkdfhfokafka k lrkakg fjk
lsisjla ke;s ksid wms .sys ksiqka isk ;;a;ajhg;a jvd
krl ;;a;ajhlg weo jefguq' wmg whs;s j.lS Ndrh .ek
fkdi,ld yeh fyd;a thska lrkafka wfma me h
wmf;a heuls' tfia lsu me hla ;=< mej;sh hq;=
mrud:j,g mgyeksj lghq;= lsuls'
;;a;ajh fufia jqjfyd;a wms wjOdkfhka f;dr j isk
mqoa.,hka njg m;afjuq' wjOdkhlska f;dr j isu hkq
urKhg m;a isu yd iudkh' f wkaoka urKhg
m;ajqjfyd;a Ndjkd lsu i|yd ld,hla ;sfo lshd Tn
Tfnka u uikak' Tn ks;r u Tfnka weish hq;af;a ud
urKhg m;a jkafka fldhs fudfydf;ao@ hkakhs' f wdldrhg
fufkys l< fyd;a wfma uki yeu ;;amrhla ;=< u wjfhka
mj;S" ta ;=< ks;r u wjOdkh mj;S' wkjOdkh fkdmj;sk
g isfjka mj;skafka l=ula o hk oekSu fyj;a i;sh
ks;e;ska u jdf.a .,d f.k ths' tg foaj,a ;=< mj;akd
h:diajNdjh meye,sj u oel .kska m%{dj meye,s
wdldrfhka mj;S' bkah
S ka ;=<k
s a ? oyj,a cks; jk yeS
f;dard f.k i;sh iska uki /l .kq ,nhs' i;sh mej;Su
hkq fuhhs' i;sh mej;Su hkq ixisk iajNdjfhka isuhs'
ixisk iajNdjfhka isu hkq wjOdkfhka isuhs' h lsifs jla
wjOdkfhka hq;= j ish fyd;a Tyq ksjer wdldrhg mqyK
q q
jk whl= fjhs' wmg wh;a ksh; j.lSu jkqfha o fuhhs'

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b;ska uu f wo k Tn ieu fj; fuu lreKq bm;a

lsug leue;af;' Tn kqre wkd.;fha fuu wdY%ufhka
msg; we;s fjk;a wdY%uhlg fyda wka;eklg fyda .sh;a Tn
Tn .ek wu;l fkdl< hq;=h' thg fya;=j Tn ;ju;a
wvqmdvql ke;s ;;a;ajhlg fyda mQK_;ajhg fyda m;a ke;s
ksidh' l<hq;= jev rdYshla yd ord.; hq;= j.lS rdYshla
Tng ;ju;a b;s ;sf' tajd k Ndjkd mqyqKqj hqKqlr
.ekSu yd w;ayer fuys fhuhs' Tn yeu fokd ie<ls,su;a
h hq;af;a fukak fjd .ekh' Tn fuys iQj;a" YdLd
wdY%uhl iQj;a mqyqKqjg wod< ksh; ug /l.kak'
f ld,fha k wms fndfyda .Kkla fuys fjfiuq' YdLd
wdY%uhkq;a jefhka ;sf' ish u YdLd wdY%uhkaf.a
wdrNhg uq, fuu jnd fmdx wdY%uhhs' tu ksid tajd
wh;a jkafka fuu wdY%uhghs' tu YdLd wdY%uhka ish,a,gu
wdoYh jkqfha j nd fmdx wdY%uhhs' tu ksid th foudmshd"
tfia u .=rejrhd hkqfjka yekah yelsh' tneka mqyK
q
q
yd Y%uK ;fha j.lS .ska .g mj;ajd f.k hEug
olaI;djhla we;slr .kska" ta ;=<k
s a wksl;
= a YdLd wdY%uhkaf.a
kshuqjd njg m;a" tajdg wdoYhla ug fuys isk
wdpdhH_jreka" NslaIQka yd idufKarjreka fYaI W;aidyhla
h hq;= nj i|yka lr'

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ksjer mqyqKqj ia:djr mqyqKqjhs

fuu jk fmd;shdk wdrduh we;a; jYfhka u ksYl
a ,xl
;ekls' kuq;a wfma uki ixiqka njg m;a fkdjqkfyd;a tu
ksYal,xl nj f;areulg ke;s fohls' yeu ;ekla u mdfya
ksYal,xl .;sfhka hqla;h" tajd l,n, iys; ;eka njg
m;ajkafka wfma fuu uki ksidh' tfia jqj o h ksYal,xl
;ekla jqjfyd;a th wfma uki ixiqkalr .ekSug Wmldrhla
jkq we;' th tys we;s ixiqka nj iu wkql+,;ajhg m;au
i|yd uki mqyqKq lsug wjia:djla ,nd fokq we;'
fuu mqyqKqj Ialr tlla nj Tn ieuf.a is;a ;=<
OdrKh lr .; hq;=h' fjk;a foaj,a mqyqKq lsu Ialr
ke;' th myiqh' kuq;a ksia uki mqyqKq lsu Ialrh'
f,d;=rd nqka jykafia k ;uka jykafiaf.a uki mqyK
q l
q r
.;a fial' jeo.;a u foh jkqfha fuu ukihs' fuu ldhsl
yd udkisl moaO;sh ;=< we;s yeu fohla u fhduq jkafka f
uki fj;h' wei" lk" kdih" j yd Yrh hk f
ish,a, ixfok ,nka tajd wksla yeu bkashl u md,lhd
jk uki fj;g fhduq lrhs' tu ksid fuu uki mqyqKq
lsu jeo.;ah' th uekka mqyqKq lrkq ,enqj fyd;a yeu
m%Yakhla u wjika fjhs' m%Yak ;ju;a wef;d;a thg fya;=j
uki ;ju;a ielfhka hq;j
= mj;sk ksid th i;Hhg wkqrEmj
oek fkd.kakd fyhsks' m%Yak mj;skafka ta ksidh'
tu ksid oeka f yeu flkl= u fydka iQodk fuys
meK iskafka Ou_hg wkq j mqyqKq ugh' lshd u;l ;nd
.kak' Tn fld;ekl fldfydu ish;a - isg .kska"
weka" jdfjka fyda .dfjka ish;a - Tf mqyqKqj
i|yd wjYH fuj, Tng fydka ,e ;sf' yqfola Ou_h
mj;sk wdldrhg u tajd;a mj;S' Ou_h hkq yeu ;ekl u
nyq, jYfhka olakg we;s fohls' fl<ska u fu;ek;a" f.dvf
fuka u c,fha;a''''ta fldfya kuq;a'''Ou_h ks;r u mj;S' th
ksfodaIh" tfia u mmQK_h' tfia jqj;a ;ju;a mmQK_ fkd
we;af;a wfma mqyqKqjhs'

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Ou_h wjfndaOlr .ekSu i|yd mqyqKq h yels l%uhla

mQK_ wjfndaO;ajh ,nd is wmf.a nqka jykafia wmg W.kajd
jod< fial' th t;r f,dl= fohla fkd j iq fohls' kuq;a
th ksjerh' WodyrKhla jYfhka ysiflia foi n,kak'
tajdhska tla .ila .ek fyda oek.; fyd;a wms wksla yeu
flia .ila .ek u oek .ksuq'
tfia;a fkdue;s k ksiqka .ek i,ld n,kak' wfma
u wNHka;rh ;=< we;s ixialdrhkaf.a ienE iajNdjh oek.;
fyd;a f,dalfha isk wksla ish u ksiqka .ek;a wms oek
.ksuq' tfia jkafka ksiqka ish,a,ka u tldldr jk ksidh'
Ou_fha iajNdjh fu jeksh' th iq fohla jqj o Yd,h' tys
woyi" tla ixialdr iajNdjhl we;s i;Hh oelSu tajd ish,af,ys
u we;s i;Hh oelSug iudkh' i;Hh mj;sk wdldrfhka u
ta .ek oek .;a g ish m%Yak wjika fjhs'
tfy;a mqyK
q j
q wmyiq ldhH_hls' th wmyiq l=ula ksido@
wdYdj fyj;a ;DIaKdj ksid th wmyiq fjhs' mqyqKqj .ek
wdYdjla fkd;sfnk g" Tn mqyqKq fkd jkafkysh' tfy;a
wdYdj ;=<ska mqyqKq jqjfyd;a Ou_h oel .ekSug fkd ,efnhs'
Tn yeu flfkla u f .ek l,amkd lr n,kak' mqyqKqu
i|yd wdYdjla fkdue;s k Tn mqyqKq fkd jkafkysh'
mqyqKqj we;a;g u is lsug k uq,ska u ta .ek wdYdjla
;sh hq;=h' Tn bhg .sh;a" wdmiaig .sh;a Tng yuq
jkafka u wdYdjhs' w;S;fha iQ Ou_h mqyqKqjkakka fuu
mqyqKqj b;du;a wiSre ldhH_hla nj mjid we;af;a ta ksidh'
Tn Ou_h fkd olskafka ta .ek Tn ;=< we;s wdYdj
ksidh' wdYdj ;ka u mj;sk iuyr wjia:dj, Tng Ou_h
jyd u lSug wjYH fjhs' kuq;a uki ;ju;a Ou_h ;=<j;a"
Ou_h ;ju;a uki ;=<j;a msysgd ke;' uki tla fohla
jYfhkq;a Ou_h ;j;a fohla jYfhkq;a mj;S' Ou_fhys iajNdjh
jkqfha Tn leue;s foh Ou_h u fyda wleue;s foh Ou_h
fkdu fyda fkd f'

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we;a; jYfhka k fuu uki le,fha we;s .ila fuka

iajNdj Ouhdf.a u ieliquls' Tng ,E,a,la fyda mrd,hla
fyda wjYH k tajd ,nd .; hq;= jkafka .ilska uh' kuq;a
.i ;ju;a mj;skafka .ila jYfhka u muKs' th ;ju;a
,E,a,la fyda mrd,hla njg m;a ke;' h .ila ienka u
m%fhdackj;a ug k uq,ska u th brd ,E,s yd mrd, njg
m;a lr .; hq;=h' .i tu l,ska mej;s .i u jqj;a ka th
fjk;a fohlg mj;kh fjhs' we;a;jYfhka k" iajNdj
Ouhdf.a u ieliqula jk th ffki.sl jYfhka yqfola
u .ils' kuq;a th ilialr fkdf.k uq,k
s a mej;s ;;a;j
a fhka
u mej;=K fyd;a thska t;r m%fhdackhla fkd,efnkq we;'
wfma f uki o t jeks tlls' th;a iajNdj Ouhdf.a u
ieliquls" tfiajk th is;
s ,s oek .ksh"s ,laIK yd wj,laIK
wd jYfhka fjkial we;slr .kshs'
fuu uki ;j rg;a mqyK
q q l< hq;= fjhs' th yqfola
ksl u ksl ;sug bv ish fkd yelsh' th iajNdj
Ouhdf.a u ieliquls" ta nj thg u jegySu i|yd th mqyK
q q
lrkak' iajNdj Ouhd wfma wjYH;djh jk Ouhg i,k
m jvd;a hym;a njg m;a lrkak' Ou_h hkq mqyK
q j
q la
,nka wfma wNHka;rh ;=<g le|jd f.k wdhq;= fohls'
Tn mqyqKqf fkd fhk fyd;a Ou_h .ek k fkd
.kafkysh' fkdj,yd lsj fyd;a yqfola lshu ;=<ska j;a
bf.kSu ;=<ska j;a Ou_h l .; fkd yelsh' wm ta .ek k
ish o tu kSu ;ju;a idjoHh' WyrKhla f,i fuys
we;s f mlalu .ek n,kak' th mlalula nj yeu
flfkla u oks;s" kuq;a Tjqyq mlalu l=ula o hkak
imQK_fhka fkd oks;s' ud fuu mlalug idiamdkhhs lsj
fyd;a Tn ta .ek lshkafka l=ula o@ th b,a,d isk iEu
wjia:djl u lreKdlr Th idiamdk fuydg f.fkkak
lshd lsj fyd;a Tng thska meg,s,a,la we;sfjhs' tfia jkafka
ulaksido@ th tfia jkafka mlalu l=ula o hkak Tn
imQK_fhka u fkdokakd ksidh' Tn ta wdldrhg oek
f.k isfhys k m%Yakhla we;s fkdjkq we;' th tfia jQfha

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k Tn ksl u ksl th f.kjq;a ug fokafkysh' ulaki

s do"
mlalu lshd fohla we;a;g u fkdmj;sk ksidh' oekaj;a
jegyqkdo@ th mlalula njg m;ajQfha iuq;sh ksidh' uq
rg mqrdu tu iuq;sh ms<sf.k ;sfnk neka th mlaluls"
kuq;a ienE jYfhka k mlalula lshd fohla ke;' hul=g
th idiamdklah lshd lSug wjYH k th idiamdkla fjhs'
th l=uk kulska yekajkq ,enqjo thg ta kka fmkS
isug yels fjhs' fuh yekafjkqfha iuq;sh hk kks'
mlalu l=ula o hkak .ek imQK_fhka oek f.k iskafka
k hful= thg idiamdk lshd lSjo thska m%Yakhla we;s
fkd f' wkHhka th l=uk kulska yekajqj o wm ta .ek
l,n, fkd iskafka tys we;s i;H;djh fkdoelSug ;r
wm wkaO fkdjk ksidh' Ou_h okakd mqoa.,hd k fudyqh'
oeka b;ska wms kej;;a wm .ek u l,amkdjg nisuq'
fuys WodyrKhla f,i h wfhla Tng msiaiq ke;ak
Tn wukhs hkqfjka mejiQyhs is;kak' th we;a;la h
fkdyels kuq;a Tng ta .ek t;r i;=gla we;s fkd fjhs'
yefulla Ialr fohla njg m;a jkafka ,eu .ek;a" w;alr
.ekSu .ek;a wm ;=< we;s wdYdj ksidh' wm ;=< ;Dma;su;a
Ndjhla fkdmj;skafka ,nd .ekSug;a" w;alr .ekSug;a we;s
wdYdj ksid yd i;Hhg wkq j fkdokakd ksid;ah' wms
i;Hh .ek oksuq k tfia u Oudf,dalh ,nd f.k isuq
k" f,daNh" oafYh yd fudayh w;=reoyka hkq we;'
foaj,aj, mj;akd h:d iajNdjh .ek oek f.k isuq k"
tajdg / isu i|yd ;ekla fkd ;sfnhs'
fuu mqyqKqj t;r wmyiq tfia u fjfyi f.k fok
tlla jkafka ulaksido@ tfia jkafka wm ;=< we;s wdYdjka
ksidh' Ndjkdjg jd jQ ieKska wmg wjYH jkafka wfma
is; iduld njg m;a uhs' iduld nj oelSug wjYH;djla
fkd;snQfha k ta i|yd wm jd fkdjkq we;" mqyqKqf o
fkdfhfokq we;' Ndjkdjg jdjQ ieKska u wmg iduld
nj ;su wjYHfjhs' kuq;a uki ksYap, lsug wdYdjla
we;sg th l,n,hg m;afjhs' ta ;=< wiykld njla we;s

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nj o oefkhs' th is jkafka ta wdldrfhks' ;DIaKdfjka

hq;= j l:d fkdlrkak" ;DIaKdfjka hq;= j jd fkdjkak"
;DIaKdfjka hq;= j ilauka fkdlrkak" Tn l=ula l< o th
;dIaKdfjka hq;= j fkdlrkak hkqfjka nqka jykafia
foaYkd lf<a ta ksidh' ;DIaKdj hkq wdYdjhs' hula lsug
wdYdjla ke;ak Tn th fkd lrkafkysh' wfma mqyqKqj fu
jeks ;;a;ajhlg m;ajk g wms ;rula uqL fjuq' th
tfia jQ g wmg fuu mqyqKqj is lsug yels jkafka
flfiao@ mqyK
q j
q g jdjQ ieKska uki ;=< olskk
a g ,efnkafka
;DIaKdjhs'
fuu Yrh yd uki kslaIKh lsug wmyiq jkafka
ta ksidh' fuu Yrh yd uki ;=< ud hkakl= kekak
ud hkakl=g tajdfha whs;shl=;a fyda ke;ak tajd whs;s
jkafka ldygo@ tu lreK i|d .ekSu wmyiqh' tu ksid
th i|d .ekSu msKsi wm wfma m%{dj flfrys Yajdih
;eh hq;=h' nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a wm w;ayer oefuka
hq;= j Ndjkd l< hq;= njh' fuu w;ayer oefuka hq;= j
lrkq ,nk Ndjkdj l=ula o lshd jgyd .ekSu ienka u
wiSreh' th tfia fkdfo@ wms w;ayer oeula isl< fyd;a
yqfola fuu mqyqKqjo fkd lrkafkuq' th yo@ ud tfia
lshkafka ulaksido@ tfia lshkafka wm th o w;ayer ouk
ksidh'
wm fj<| m,g f.dia fmd,a f. lsysmhla f.k tajd
f.or f.k tka isk g" u iuqjQ flkl= wfmka
weiqf fukak fufiah lshd is;kak" tk(
m%( Th fmd,a Tn , .;af;a l=ulgo@
ms( tajd ,g .;af;a lEu i|ydh'
m%( Tn fmd,a lgq;a lkafkyso@
ms( ke;
ug Tn Yajdi l< fkd yelshs' fmd,a lk kuq;a lgq
fkd lkafkys k tajdfha lgq;a tlalu tu fmd,a ,
.;af;a wehs@

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fyd|hs" oeka f .ek Tn lshkafka l=ula o@ fuu

m%Yakhg Tn ms<s;=re fokafka flfiao@ wm mqyqKq jkafka
wdYdjla we;sjh' wdYdjla fkd;snfq Ka k tfia mqyK
q q fkdjkq
we;' wdYdfjka hq;= j mqyqKqu ;DIaKdjls' f wdldrhg
fufkys lsu ;=<ska m%{dj my< h yels nj k .kak'
thg WodyrKhla jYfhka wr fmd,algq f.k n,uq' Tn
fmd,a fuka u fmd,a lgq;a lkafkyso@ we;af;ka u ke;'
tfiak tajd f.or f.k hkafka ulaksido@ tajd f.k hkafka
tajd islr oeug ld,h ;ju;a t< ke;s ksidh' fmd,a
lgqjl we;s m%fhdackh f.h ;=< we;s uohg wdjrKhla
,nd uhs' wms uoh lEug .;a miq lgqj islr ouuq' tys
we;s lsis m%Yakhla ke;'
wfma mqyqKqj;a ta wdldrfha fohls' nqka jykafia foaYkd
lf<a ;DIaKdfjka hq;= j lghq;= fkdlrkak" ;DIaKdfjka
hq;= j l:d fkdlrkak" fudkh fohla fyda lrka ish;a
th ;DIaKdfjka hq;= j fkd j uOHia: Ndjfhka hq;= j
lrkak hkqfjks' th;a yhg wr fj<| fmdf,a ;sfnk
fmd,a lgq ,g .ekSu fuks' wms fmd,a lgq fkd luq' kuq;a
tajd islr oeug iqiq ld,h ;ju;a t< ke;' wms uq,
tajd ;nd .ksuq' wfma mqyqKqj is flfrkafka f wdldrhgh'
iuq;sh yd uqla;sh wr fmd,a f.h fuka tlg u mj;S'
fmd,a uoh" fmd,a f,,a, fyda fmd,a lgqj mj;skafka;a tlg
uh' fmd,a f.hla ,g .kakd g wm lrkafka ta ish,a,la
u , .ekSuhs' hul= wm fmd,algq lk njg fpdaokd l<
fyd;a th Tjqkaf.a jevls' wm lrkafka l=ula o lshd wms
oksuq'
m%{dj hkq wm tlsfkld iska u oel .;hq;= jQjls' th
oelSu i|yd wm f.fhka fyda ysysg fyda fkdhd hq;=h'
f.fhka fyda ysysg fyda hEu kshu l%uh fkd f' tfiak"
wm l<hq;= jkafka l=ula o@ wm f.fhka hEul=;a" ysysg
hEul=;a fkdmj;sk ;;a;ajhlg m;a h hq;=h' f.fhka
hEu;a" ysysg hEu;a hk folu kshu l%uh fkd f'

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kuq;a wm ;=< bjiSula ke;" we;af;a yishls' mqyqKqj

wdrN lrk ieKska u jdf.a wmg wjYH jkafka tys
wjidkh f;la f.fhka hEuh' wksla whg jvd miafika
isug wm ;=< leue;a;la ke;' wmg wjYH ch.%yKhhs'
Ndjkd wruqKla u; is; msysgqjd .ekSug hk g iuyr
wh ta .ek jqjukdjg jvd is;g .ks;s' Tjqyq ykal+re
o,ajka" u .dfjka m%;s{djka fo;s' fuu ykal+r
imQK_fhka oe bjr jk f;la uu uf.a Ndjkdj w;ayer
oud fu;ekska fkd ke.s" la,dka;j u weo f.k jegqk;a
lula ke;' h hkafka k uu jd iska u h h'
fu jeks m%;s{djla fok Tjqyq jd Ndjkd lsug mgka
.ks;'s thg jd jQ f,df isg u udr fik oi w; isg
Tjqka lrd mefK;s' ;uka jd isfha iq fudfyd;la
muKla jqj;a" Tjqka l,amkd lrkafka ykalr
+ ta jk g;a
oe wjika njh' ta foi iq ne,aula fy<Su i|yd Tjqyq
;ukaf.a oEia uola jD; lr;s' tfia lrka wfka wfmdhs"
th wjika ug ;j;a fndfyda ld,hla ;sf hkqfjka mji;s'
Tjqka yska iSref fo;=ka j;djla u tl lr n,k
kuq;a th ;ju;a oe bjr ke;' tu ksid Tjqka lrkafka
Ndjkd lsu kj;ajd oud ;uka .ek u wm%idoh m<lr
.kska Tfya ksl jd isuhs' Tjqyq ud ta ;rug wukhs"
ug lsis fohla l< fkd yelshs hkqfjka is;d .ks;s' ;uka
.eku wm%idohla m< lr .kska Tjqka fufia jd iskafka
;ukag lsis fohla lsug fkdyelsh hk yeSfuka hq;= jh'
f ;=<ska n,dfmdfrd;a;= lvula fuka u kSjrKhkaf.a
my<ula o is fjhs' fuh ykajkq ,nkafka jHdmdoh
hkqfjks' wkqkag fodia mejug fkdyels ksid Tjqyq ;ukag
u fodia mjrd .ks;s' tfia jkafka ulaksido@ tfia jkafka
;uka ;=< mj;sk wdYdj ksidh'
we;a; jYfhka k t jeks lsisjla lsu wjYH ke;'
is; tl lsu we,Sulska f;dr j is lrkq ,nkakla h
hq;=h" tfia fkdue;sj th ;ukag u .eg we;s jk wdldrhg
flfrkakla fkdh hq;=h'

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iuyr g Tn nqka jykafiaf.a ;h .ek nK

fmd;aj,ska lshjd ;sug mqjk' fnda jDlaIh hg jd
yska Wkajykafia iska lrk ,o wIaGdkh .ek;a lshjd
;sug ms<sjk'
uf.a wefys f,a Od;=j is .sh;a nq nj ,nd .kakd
f;la uu fu;ekska fkd ke.s
fmd;aj,ska lshjd oek .;a wdldrhg Tn iskq;a th
w;ayod ne,Sug l,amkd lrkjd h yelsh' nqka jykafia
l< wdldrhg Tn o th lrkq we;' kuq;a Tf fudag r:h
l=vd tlla nj Tn l,amkd lr n,d ke;' nqka jykafiaf.a
fudag r:h ienE jYfhka u f,dl= tlls" tu ksid
Wkajykafiag ta ish,a, tl .uklska u f.k f.dia wjika
lsug yels h" fi,a, ldrhla jeks Tf Th l=vd r:fhka
th tlajrg u lrkafka flfiao@ th uqukska u fjk;a
wdldrfha l:djls'
wm ta wdldrfhka l,amkd lrkafka ulaksido@ th
tfiajkqfha wm ;ju;a wka;jd jk ksidh' wfma f.h
iuyr fgl b;du;a nd,h iuyr fgl b;du;a by<h
iu ugula mj;ajd .ekSu b;du;a wiSreh'
ud oeka f l:d lrkafka w;aoelS ;=<ska u muKs'
miq.sh ld,fha uf.a mqyqKqj;a f wdldrfha tlla h" tk(
wdYdjka fkdue;s j isug mqyqKquhs'''''kuq;a wdYdjla
fkdue;sj mqyqKqh yelso@ tu wdYdfjka hq;= j uu uf.a
mqyK
q
q u ;=< isr isfh' kuq;a tfia lsu lg fya;j
= kakls'
l< hq;af;a l=ula o hkak .ek ug oekSula fkd ;snqKs' th
m%fya<sldjla h' ug bkamiq wjfndaO jQfha mqyqKqj ia:djr
tlla u jeo.;a jk njh' flkl= ta i|yd l< hq;= jkafka
iunr f,i mqyqKq uhs' fuh ykajd fokq ,en we;af;a
ish bh iunr f,i mj;ajd .ekSf mqyqKqj jYfhks'
Tf mqyqKqj jvd;a hym;a ;;a;ajfha tlla njg m;a lr
.kska iskak" th kdYld tlla njg m;alr fkd
.kak' mqyqKqj tla fohls" kdYh fjk;a fohls' idudkH
jYfhka k fndfyda wh lrkafka kdYh hqKq lsuhs'

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Tjqyq lue<s .;shla fkk g mqyqKq fkd fj;s' m%fndaOu;a

.;shla oekqk fyd;a muKla mqyqKq fj;s' ud;a keUqre
isfha th ta wdldrfhka lsugh'
oeka Tn ish fokd fuh yo@ lshd Tfnka u wikak'
mqyqKqj .ek leue;a;la we;sjk g th lsu" leue;a;la
ke;s g th fkdlsu - fuh Ou_hg tl fohla o@ tfia u
ksjer fohla o@ fuh nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_hg wkql+,
fohla o@ th tfia fkd jkafka k" Tf mqyqKqj iunr
tlla fkdjkq we;'
mqyqKqug leue;a;la we;sjqj;a ke;;a yqfola tys u
fhfokak' nqka jykafia foaYkdlr ;sfnkafka ta wdldrhgh'
iuyr wh mqyqKqf fhug fmr ta i|yd is;la my<jk
f;la n,d is;s' leue;a;la we;s fkdjqk fyd;a mqyqKqj .ek
lror fkd fj;s' Tjqka hk r fuf;ls' ta .ek lsj hq;= j
;sfnkafka th kdYh i mqyqKqj fkdjk njh' ienE
wdldrfhka lrkq ,nk mqyqKqf Tn i;=ka ish;a"
fodkiska ish;a mqyqKqf fhfokafkysh" myiqjqj;a" Ialr
jqj;a Tn th lrkafkysh" .%SIau .;shla" Ys; .;shla meje;sh
o Tn th lrkafkysh' th f wdldrfha Rcq tlls' ienE
jYfhka flfrk mq y q K q j ;= < " Tn is g f.k is h;a "
ydkaisfjka ish;a" weka ish;a" jd ish;a ta yeu
bhjla ;=< u i;sh iunrj mj;ajd .kska" mqyqKqf
ia:djrNdjh .ska .g mj;ajd .ekSu i|yd Tn ;=<
f;kdjla ;sh hq;=h'
ne ne,aug wkq j k fuh fmfkkafka Tn wek
;rug u isgf.k ish hq;= nj;a" jd isk ;rug u
weka ish hq;= nj;a" ydkais isk ;rug u jd
ish hq;= nj;ah' tfia lsug ud o W;aidy l< kuq;a ug
th l< fkdyels h' Ndjkd fhda.shl= ;ukaf.a isgf.k
isu" weu" jd isu yd ydkais isu hk fjd
iunrj is lsug .sh fyd;a Tyqg fl;r ojila th l<
yelso@ kd myla isgf.k isu" kd myla jd
isu" kd myla ydkais isu''''ug k th t;r .=

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ld,hla lsug fkdyels h' tneka uu jd isk .uka

ta .ek ;j rg;a l,amkd lr nefj' fuhska woyia jk
ta ish,a, l=ula o@ f f,dalfha isk ksiqkag k f
wdldrfha mqyqKqjla is l< fkd yelsh'
ug bkamiq ta .ek tla;rd wdldrhl wjfndaOhla my<
h' th fufiah" tal k lrkakg ne fohla" isgf.k
isu" weu" jd isu" ydkais isu hk ish,a,
iunrj lsu-fuh lrkafka flfiao@ fmd;aj, olajd we;s
wdldrhg wkq j k bh iunr j mj;ajd .ekSu lsisfia;a
u l< fkdyels fohls
kuq;a th lrkakg ;r wmyiq fohla o fkd f( Tf
uki''''yqfola ta uki .ek i,ld n,kak' ta ;=< i;sh"
i;simc[a[h yd m%{dj mj;ajd .ekSu-Tng th l< yelsh'
fjd fjkqfjka flfrk mqyqKqu ;=< ienE jkdlula
we;' fuhska woyia jkafka wm isgf.k isk g th i;sfhka
hq;= j l< hq;= njh" wek g" i;sfhka hq;= j weh hq;=
njh" jd isk g i;sfhka hq;= j jd ish hq;= njh
- th iunr f,i l< hq;= njh' wmg fuh k l< yelsh'
isgf.k isu" weu" jd isu yd ydkais isu hk
f yeu bhjla fj; u wms wfma wjOdkh fhduq lruq'
uki f wdldrhg mqyqKq l< miq thg ks;r u u;la
jkafka nqoO
a " nqoO
a " nqoO
a ''''tk" wjfndaO;ajh hkakhs' wjfndaO
jQfha l=ula o@" wjfndaO jQfha y foh l=ula o@" jer foh
l=ula o@ hkak .ek yeu f,djla ;=< u wjfndaOfhka
isuhs' T" fukak fuh k l< yels fohls' ienE wdldrfhka
mqyqKqu hkq fuhhs' fuh Tn isgf.k ish;a" weka
ish;a" jd fyda ydkais ish;a i;sh iunrj mj;ajd
.kska isk njhs'
tg Tn w;ayer oeh hq;= jkafka;a" hqKqlr .; hq;=
jkafka;a l=uk foaj,a o lshd oek .kq we;' Tn i;=g yd
wi;=g .ek oek .;a g Tf uki mj;skafka ta foflka u
ksoyia jQ ;,hla ;=<h' i;=g hkq lduiqL,a,sldkqfhda.h k
myiq ud._hhs' wi;=g hkq w;a;ls,u:dkqfhda.h k ll_I

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ud._hhs' wms fuu wka; fol .ek oekf.k isuq k uki

fjdhska tllg fyda wkslg keUqrejk g th wdmiaig
weo .ksuq' uki h i;=gla fj; fyda wi;=gla fj; fyda
keUqrejk g ta nj oek .kakd wms th wdmiaig weo
.ksuq' tajd fj; fya;a;=u i|yd wms wfma ukig bv fkd
fouq' wm ;=< mj;skafka fu jeks wdldrhl wjOdkhls' wm
wj;SK_ jkafka tl u ud._hlgh" tl u Ou_;djhlgh' wms
wfma ukfia leue;a;g wkq j ls%hd lsug bv fkd
i;sfhka hq;= j isuq'
kuq;a Tf mqyqKqj ;=< ta wdldrfha kehdjla ke;" ta
;=< tjekakla ;sfo@ Tn lrkafka Tf u is;eshdjka miqmi
hEuhs' th tfyu fkao@ jevl fkdfhfok fya;j
= ksid lrorhla
ke;s flkl= fuka isk Tng Tf tu iqjmyiqj" l i|yd
fya;=fjhs' jevl fhug jqjukdjla ke;s flkl= n,kafka
iqjmyiqfjka isugh" kuq;a nv.sks oekS lEu wjYHjQ g Tyqg
ta i|yd lsisu fohla ke;' th is jkafka ta wdldrhghs'
b;ska uu f wdldrhg nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h yd inkaO
fkdfhl=;a me;s .ek ;l_ lrka isfh' kuq;a Wkajykafia
meroug ug we;a; jYfhka u fkdyels h' uu ka k
Wkajykafia mjid we;s foaj,a ms<s.ks' uu nqka jykafia iska
W.kajd fok ,o tu b.eka ish,a,la u Wkajykafia ;=<ska
Rcqj u .,df.k wd tajd nj ms<.
s ks' tu ksid uu ta b.eka
f.k tajd uf.a mqyqKqj i|yd fuka u wksla whf.a mqyqKqj
i|yd;a fhdod .;s'
mqyqKqj inkaO j jvd;a u jeo.;a wxYh jkqfha
mmodjhs' mmodj hkq l=ula o@ thg yqfola u wh;a jkafka
wmf.a fkdfhl=;a ls%hdjka jk isgf.k isu" weu" jd
isu" ydkais isu jeks ish u foaj,ah' wfma lhg wod<
jk mmodj fuh fjhs' <g we;af;a ukig wod< mmodjhs'
wo kh ;=< Tf is; lauqiq njg m;a jdr .Kk lSho@
Wfa.su;aNdjh oekqfka lS j;djlao@ Tn ;=< ie<ls,a,g
.;hq;= ;rf yeS lsisjla ;snqfKao@ wm wm .ek u
oekSfuka ish hq;= jkafka f wdldrfhks' my<jQ yeS

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oel .ekSfuka miq tajd w;ayer oeh fkdyelso@ w;ayer

oeug fkdyels hula ;=nqj fyd;a wm ls%hd;aul h hq;af;a
wkak tajd .ekh' w;ayer oeh fkdyels h yeSula jqjfyd;a
th fjkalr f.k m%{dj fhdod .kska th mlaIdjg
Ndckh l< hq;=h' ta .ek lreKq fih hq;=h' ta i|yd
wjYH lghq;= is l< hq;=h'
WodyrKhla jYfhka WfoHda.su;a Ndjhla fkk g
jqj o mqyqKqf fhfokak' bkamiq lue<slula oefkk g
jqj o mqyqKqj .g u lr f.k hEug W;aidy lrkak'
yels ;r f.fhka fkdyelsk wvq;rka th wvla
muKlska j;a lrkak' yqfola lue<slu ksid mqyqKqf
fkdfhfoka ld,h f.jd oeug fkd hkak' tfia l<
fyd;a Tn ta hka iskafka kdYh lrdh' njqka jvkakl=f.a
l%uh th fkd f'
b;sk"a ug u wefikakg jQ wdldrhg iuyreka mjikafka
fufiah(
wfka" f wjqreoafoa k uf.a ;;a;ajh ta ;r u
krlhs
ta ulaksido@
uq wjqreoao ;=< u ud isfha wikSfmka" ta ksid ug
fldfydug j;a Ndjkd lrkag neWkd'
wfka wfmdhs" ;ukaf.a urKh w; <g u wjq;a ;sh;a
Tjqka Ndjkd fkdlrkafka k Tjqka th lrkafka ljodo@
Tjqyq ikSfmka isk g mjd th lr;shs lshd Tn
is;kafkyso@ ke;' Tjqka tg iskq we;af;a i;=g yd mS%;sh
;=< uxuq<d f.kh' Tjqyq flka isk g;a Ndjkd fkd
lr;s' ta ;=<;a w;rux is;s' Tjqka Ndjkd lsug hkafka
ljod o lshd uu k fkd oks' ;uka wikSfmka isk nj
tfia u WK ksid h hEug mjd wdikak ;;a;ajhlg m;a
we;s nj Tjqyq ols;s'''wdkak'''y" t;r wmyiq ;;a;ajhlg
m;aj isu Ndjkdj mj;skafka t;ekh' Wkkaj we;slr

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.kak' i;=ka isk ksiqkaf.a ysia f. ;=<g tu i;=g

x.d .kshs' tg Tjqyq mqyq wdvnrhla wdrEV lr .ks;s'
wm wfma Ndjkdj hqKq lr.; hq;=h' tys woyi Tng
i;=gla we;s jqj;a" wi;=gla we;s jqj;a mqyqKqj tl iudkj u
is l<hq;= njh' Tn iqfjka isk nj oefkk g o Ndjkd l<
hq;h
= ' wikSm .;shlska isk nj oefkk g;a Ndjkd l<hq;h
= '
Ndjkd lsu f wjqreoafoa k fldfydugj;a lf<a kE' uq
wjqreoao u isfha wikSfmka hkqfjka l,amkd lrk wh fyd|
ikSfmka isk g lrkafka isx lshka yqfola tydg fuydg
hEuhs' Tjqkfa .a tu l,amkdj jer wdldrfha tlls' th ksjer
l,amkdjla k fkd f' biair ld,j, is fhda.djprhska
;ukaf.a is; mqyqKq lsu ia:djr f,ig mj;ajd .kska isfha
ta ksidh' Yrh inkaO h wdndOhla we;sjqj fyd;a th
Yrhg muKla iSud lr .kak" th uki ;=<g jeoao fkd
.kak'
ud uf.a mqyqKqj mgka f.k mia wjqreoaola .; jQ miq
ug wkqka yd tlg iSu lrorhla nj yeS .sh tla wjia:djla
h' l=h ;=<g Ndjkd lsug W;aidy lrk g fjk;a
wh meK ud l:djlg mg,jd .kska ug lror lrkakg
jQy' tg ud t;ekska mek .sfha uf.a mdvqf j;augh'
ud ;=< jQ woyi ug Ndjkd lsug fkdyels jQfha wr
msif.a lrorh ksidh hkakh' t;ek iSu tmdjQ uu wi<
.ul msy
s w;ayer oud ;snQ l=hl mxhg .sfh' l:dlsug
mjd fjk;a flkl= fkdis fyhska uu lsisu l:djla fkdlr
yqol,df u isfh'
k myf<djla muK tys is miq ug fu jeks is;
s ,a,la
my< h' ya" idufKar kula fyda Wmia:dhlhl=j;a ud
iu ish fyd;a fyd|hs" t jeks whg uf.a iq jevj,g
fyda Wmld ug yels fjhs hk is;s,a, my< h' fu
jeks is;s,a,la my< ug bv ;=nQ nj" uu l,ska u k
isfh' th ta wdldrfhka u ish! tu is;s,a, ;jrg;a
fufia o mejiSh f n,kak Tn k kshu cd;sfha flfkla!
Tn lshka isfha Tf ;%fhda;a" wksl=;a NslaIQka jykafia,d

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iy idufKar ysjrekq;a tmd jQ njh' Tn Th oeka lshkafka

l=ula o@
thg uf.a is;s,a, fufia ms<s;=re ks' th t jeks
fohla fkd fjhs' ug wjYH fyd| idufKar kula tu
is;s,a, ug kej;;a mejiqf( b;ska Tn Th fyd|hs lshk
wh iskafka fldfyao@ tjekakl= Tng fidhd .; yelso@
Tn g l,ska kej;S is tu wdrdufha Tng isfha fyd|
ke;s wh muKhs' Tn fuys mek taug fya;=j tys is tl u
fyd| mqoa.,hd Tn muKla u ksid h hq;=hs hkqfjks'
fu jeks is;s,s my<jk g Tn tajd Tiafia hdhq;=
jkafka wkak ta wdldrhgh' oelSu we;sjk f;la tajd Tiafia
wkak ta wdldrhg hd hq;=h'
ya" jeo.;a u lreK k fuhhs' tk fidhd .ekSu
i|yd fyd| whl= iskafka fldfyao@ hkakhs' fyd|hs lsj
yels ksiqka lsisfjla ke;' fyd| mqoa.,hd fidhd.; hq;af;a
Tn ;=<ska uh'
f kj, ud uf.a YsIHhkag jqj o ;ju;a W.kajd
fokafka ta wdldrhghs' fyd| nj fld;eklskaj;a fidhd .;
fkd yelsh' ta i|yd Tn Tf we;=<; u ne,sh hq;=hs hkqfjka
uu Tjqkg W.kajd fo' Tn Tf we;=<;ska fyd| k Tn
fld;eklg .sh;a t;ek hym;a fjhs' wkqka Tn .ek fpkh
l<;a fyda fkdl<;a fyda Tn iskafka fyd| nka hq;= jh'
Tn ;=< tu fyd| nj fkdue;s k wkqka Tn .ek fpkh
lrk g Tn lsfmkafkysh' m%Yxid lrk g i;=gq jkafkysh'
ud ta ld,fha fufkyslr ne th f wo olajd u
we;a;la njg m;a we;s nj olskakg ms<sjk' hym;a nj
fyj;a fyd| nj fidhd .;hq;= jkafka ;uka ;=<ska uh' fuu
;;a;ajh jgyd .;a ieKska mekhEu i|yd ud ;=< we;sjk
tu yeS ;=rkah' thg miq ld,j, tjeks wdYdjla we;sjQ
yeu wjia:djl u uu th w;a yer oe' tu woyi my< jQ
yeu wjia:df u ta nj oek.kska uu uf.a wjOdkh ta
fj; fhduqlrka isfh' ud ;=< f wdldrfha Yla;su;a

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w;d,ula f.dvkeS ;snK

q 's ud fld;ekl j;ajj
q ;a" ksik
q a
ud fy<d olska l:dl<;a" ud .ek l=ula mejiqj;a" m%Odk
ldrKh h hq;af;a tu foh fyd| o ke;ak krl o hkak
fkdjk nj ug l,amkd h' fyd| fyda krl fyda oel.;
hq;af;a wm ;=< uh' wkqka fldfydu ish;a th Tjqkaf.a
jevls'
wfmdhs" wo yu YS;,hs ke;ak wo yu riafkhs
tfia;a ke;ak wo f jf.hs" ke;ak ta jf.hs hkqfjka
l,amkd lrka fkd iskak' oji fldhsjf.a tlla jqj;a
yqfola tys iajNdjh thhs' we;a; jYfhka Tn lrkafka Tn
;=< mj;sk lue<slu ksid ld,.=Kh fj; fodia mjrka
isuhs' wm Ou_h oelsh hq;fa ;a wm ;=< uh' jvd;a Yajdiodhl
iekis,s iqjhla oel .ekSug ,efnkafka tgh'
tu ksid Ndjkdj i|yd l klg jqj;a fuys meK
isk Tn yeu fokd ;=< u my<ug bv we;s fndfyda
foaj,a ;ju;a ;sug ms<sjk' Tn fkdokakd fndfyda foaj,a
jqj o my<ug mqjk' f mqyqKqj Ialr tlla nj ud
mjikafka ta ksidh'
jd Ndjkd lrka isk w;r jdrfha is; ;=<ska
iduh w;aolsk g Tn Tng u m%Yxid lr .ekSug blauka
fkd jkak' tfia u le<,s iajNdjh w;aolsk g jqj;a Tn
Tng u fodia mjrd fkd .kak' ukfiys my< jk is;s,s
fyd| tajd nj olakg wef;d;a tajd ;=<ska i;=gla ,eug;a
fkd hkak' tfia u fyd| fkdjk tajd nj olakg wef;d;a
tajd flfrys fodkia njla oelaug;a fkdhkak' tajd ish,a,la
foi yqfola n,kak' oekg t< we;af;a l=ula o lshd;a olskk
a '
yqfola th olskq kd ta .ek ksYp
a h lsug fkd hkak'
fyd| fohla jqj o th ;ka w,a,d fkd .kak' krl fohla
jqj o tys t,a,S fkd .kak' fyd| yd krl hk folu Tng
oIag lsug ms<j
s k' tu ksid tajd ;ka w,a,d fkd .kak'
mqyqKqj ;=<ska flfrkafka yqfola jd isu;a" jd
yeu fohla foi u n,d isu;ah' fyd| ufkdaNdjhka fuka
u krl ufkdaNdjhkq;a tajdg u wh;a iajNdjhg wkq j

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t<fUka w;=reoka hhs' Tn tg ukig m%Yxid lsu

muKla fyda th fy<d oelSu muKla fyda fkd lrkak' ta
i|yd iqiq f,dj l=ula o lshd k f.k iskak' m%Yxid
lsug f,dj wd g tfia lrkak' kuq;a iaj,amhlska i
m%udKhg jefhka fkd f' th;a yhg wr <uhl=g
b.ekau lrk wdldrh fuks' iuyr g fldagqjla f.k
Tyqg lla ;e,Sug isfjhs' iuyr g wfma mqyqKqf;a
wmg u o~qj lr .ekSug isfjhs' kuq;a ta ks;r u fkd
f' ks;r u o~qj lr .ekSug .sh fyd;a mqyqKqj l
l,lska u tmd Tn th w;ayer oukafkysh' tfia jqjfyd;a
Tng fyd| ld,hla ,nd ug fyda th myiqfjka .;lsug
fyda Tng fkdyels jkq we;' wm wfma mqyqKqj isl< hq;=
l%uh th fkd f' wm mqyqKq h hq;af;a uOHu m%;smodjg
wkqjh' tu uOHu m%;smodj hkq l=ula o@ th wkq.ukh
lsu wmyiq fohls" tfia jkafka wfma ufkdaNdjhka yd
wdYdjka flfrys Yajdihla ;eh fkdyels ksidh'
mqyqKqj hkafkka woyia jkafka weia fol Tfya ksl
mshjd .kska jd isu muKls lshd fkd is;kak' Tn
l,amkd lrkafka ta wdldrhg k Tf tu woyi jyd u
fjkia lr.kak! ia:djr mqyK
q j
q jYfhka ie<flkafka wek
g;a" jd isk g;a" isgf.k isk g;a" ydkais isk
g;a" mqyqKqjg wod< wdl,amfhka hq;= j isuhs' jd
lrk Ndjkdj wjika jQ miq Tf Ndjkdj wjika jq nj
fkd is;kak' Tn lf<a yqfola Tf bh udrelsu muKls
lshd is;kak' iekis,s iqjh ,efnkafka f wdldrfhka l,amkd
lsu ;=<sks' tg Tn fld;ekl ish;a mqyqKqjg wod<
wdl,amh Tn ;=< ksrka;rfhka mj;S' Tf wNHka;rh ;=<
fkdfi,ajk wdldrfhka i;sh mj;S'
iekaoE cduh ;=< jd lrkq ,nk Ndjkdj wjika
lr" ukig wjYH ;eklg hEug bv yka" yqfola ;ukaf.a
ufkdaNdjhka is;a fia mskjka isk Tfnka iuyr flfkla
wruqKla fkdue;sj oji uq,af,a we;slr .;a l,amkdjka
ksid miq k iekaoE cdufha Ndjkdj i|yd jdjQ ieKska
;ukag ,e we;af;a krl wdkjhka muKla nj l .ks;s'

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Tjqka ;=< iu:fha w;d,u muKla j;a fkd;sfnkafka uq

oji u ;ukaf.a msySu i|yd bvyer isksidh' f wdldrhg
is flfrk mqyqKqj ksid Tf uki l%ufhka mqyqKqfjka
;j ;j;a wE;a fjhs' uf.a iuyr YsIHhkaf.ka" Tf mqyK
q fq
;;a;ajh flfiao lshd ud m%Yak lrk g Tjqka ms<s;=re
fokafka wd" oeka ta ish,a, wjika hkqfjks' oeka fmakjd
fkao@ Tjqkg th mj;ajd .ekSug yels jkafka udihla fyda
folla muKh" bkamiq ish,a, wjika fjhs'
th tfia jkafka ulaksido@ tfia jkafka Ndjkdjg
wjYH lrk foh Tjqka fkdlrk ksidh' Tjqyq Ndjkdj
wjika l< ieKska ;ukaf.a iudh w;ayer ou;s' Tjqyq
Ndjkdj i|yd fl tfia u Bg;a jvd fl ld,hla jd
fj;s' wjidkfha is jkafka jdjQ ieKska th wjika lsug
Tjqkag wjYH uhs' tys m%;sM,hla jYfhka wjidkfha
Tjqyq jd ug mjd fkd h;s' Tjqka nq ms<suhg jeu
islrkafka;a f wdldrhgh' Tjqyq yeu rd;%shl u kskaog
hEug fmr nq ms<suh bfha u .dfjka thg je|
kuialdr lsug jEh lr;s' kuq;a l f,djlg miq
Tjqkaf.a is;a bnd.df;a hEug mgka .kshs' Tjqyq je l,la
hEug u;af;ka u .d u i|yd fldfy;a u lror fkd
yqfola ;ukaf.a ysi muKla i,ka wdpdr lr;s' wjidkfha
ta ish,a, w;ayer ou;s' Tjqyq ;ukaf.a mqyqKqj uqukska u
w;ayer ou;s'
tu ksid Tn i;sfha we;s jkdlu .ek jgyd .;
hq;=h' ksr;=re mqyqKqf fhfokak' ksjer mqyqKqj hkq ia:djr
mqyqKqjhs' Tn isg f.k ish;a" weka ish;a" jdfjka
fyda ydkaisfjka fyda ish;a mqyqKqj .ska .g u mej;sh
hq;=h' fuhska woyia jkafka mqyqKqj is l< hq;af;a uki
;=<ska i isrer ;=<ska fkdjk njh' uki ;=< WfoHda.h
mj;sk g y oelSu we;s th m%n, njg m;afjhs' tg ta
;=< i;sh we;s fjhs' jeo.;a u foh fuu ukihs' wm lrk
yeu fohla u mlaId lrkq ,nkafka th isks'

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wms ksjer wdldrhg jgyd .kq ,enqjfyd;a ksjer

wdldrhg mqyqKqfjuq' ksjer wdldrhg mqyqKq jqj fyd;a
jer u.la Tiafia fkd huq' wm iaj,amhla muKla mqyqKq
jqj;a th jqj o iEfyhs' WodyrKhla jYfhka .; fyd;a
jd lrk Ndjkdj wjika jQ miq Ndjkdj we;a; jYfhka
wjika fkdl< nj;a" wm yqfola u lf<a bh fjkia lsu
muKla nj;a isyslr .kak' Tf uki ;ju;a mj;skafka
Ydka; iajNdjfhks' isgf.k ish;a" weka ish;a"
jdfjka fyda .d f.k ish;a Tn ;=< i;sh mj;S' f
wdldrfha oekSula mj;sk g Tf mqyqKqj Tf wNHka;rh
;=<ska mj;ajdf.k hEug Tng yelsfjhs' kej; j;djla
iekaoE cdufha Ndjkdj i|yd jdjQ g mqyqKqj ndOdjlska
f;dr j .g u ls%hd;aul fjhs' uki ksYap, Ndjhg
m;alsug Tn lrk jEhu fkdle mj;shs'
ia:djr mqyqKqj f,i ykajkq ,nkafka fuu mqyqKqjhs'
weka fyda fjk;a fohla lrka fyda ish;a mqyqKqj
fkdle mj;ajd .ekSu i|yd wm jEh l< hq;=h' wfma
uki ;=< i;sh yd i;simc[a[h .ska .g u meje;sh
fyd;a wfma mqyqKqj bfg u jdf.a hqKqjg m;afjhs' ta
ish,a, l%ufhka tlg tlafjhs' ukig iekis,s iqjh yuqfjhs'
ulaksido y foh l=ula o" jer foh l=ula o lshd th
okakd ksidh' wm ;=< isfjka mj;skafka l=ula o hkak
.ek oek.kska th iekis,s iqjh wjfndaO lr .kshs'
YS,h fyda iudh fyda jeu i|yd wm ;=< uq,ska u
mej;sh hq;af;a m%{djhs' iuyre tla wjqreoaola YS,h jeug;a"
B< wjqreoafoa iudh jeug;a" bka miqjg t<fUk wjqreoafoa
m%{dj jeug;a l,amkd lr;s' Tjqka l,amkd lrkafka f
;=k tlsfklska fjka jQ foaj,a f,ih' Tjqyq f wjqreoafoa
YS,h jeug l,amkd lr;s' kuq;a uki ;=< tl nj
^iudh& ke;ak Tjqka th lrkafka flfiao@ iudh fyda
m%{dj fkdue;s g YS,h wms<sfj<ska hqla; mqiaila njg
m;afjhs'

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we;a; jYfhka lsj fyd;a f ;=k u tlg tla tl u

;ekl mj;S' wm ;=< YS,h mj;sk g iudh;a mj;S'
iudh mj;sk g m%{dj;a mj;S' wUf.hl iajNdjh
fuka ta ish,a, u tlls' wUf.h l=vdjg ;=nQj;a" f,dl=jg
;=nqj;a th tl u f.hls' bK;a bfokafka ta tl u
f.hhs' f wkaoka ir, wdldrhlg wkq j l,amkd l<
fyd;a th jvd;a myiqfjka f;are .ekSug yelsfjhs' wmg
lreKq fndfyduhla bf.kSug ke;' wm l< hq;= jkafka
yqfola fuu foaj,a .ek k .ekSu;a" mqyqKqj .ek k
.ekSu;ah'
Ndjkdj .ek n,k g ;ukag wjYH jk hqKqj
fndfyda whg fkd ,efnhs' tneka ;ukag ta i|yd ;ju;a
l=i,a ke;s nj mjika Tjqyq th w;ayer ou;s' Tjqkg jer
foaj,a lsug k mqjk' Tjqka ;=< t jeks l=Y,;djhla
k ;sf' kuq;a fyd| foaj,a lsu i|yd l=Y,;djhla ke;'
Tjqyq Ndjkdj i|yd ;uka ;=< fyd| w;d,ula fkdue;s
nj mjika th w;ayer ou;s' ksiqkaf.a ye fufyuh'
Tjqka nr jkafka flf,ia me;a;g uh'
oeka Ndjkd mqyqKqj i|yd fu jeks wjia:djla ,e
we;s Tn jgyd .; hq;af;a iudh jeu myiq fyda wmyiq
ldhH_hla fyda jqj;a th uqukska u Tng whs;s ldhH_hla i
iudhg wh;a ldhH_hla fkdjk njh' th wmyiq ldhH_hla
k th tfia jkafka Tn jer wdldrhg mqyqKq jk ksidh'
wfma fuu mqyqKqj ;=< ksjer oelSu fyj;a iud h
mej;sh hq;=h' wfma oelSu ksjer tlla k wksla yeu fohla
u ksjer fjhs' iud " iud ixlmam" iud jdpd"
iud luka;" iud wdj" iud jdhdu" iud i;s"
iud iud hk fjd wdhH_ ud._hg whs;sh' iud h
mj;sk g wksla Ou_ ta wkq j my< fjhs'
l=ula isjqj;a Tf ukig ud._fhka msg mekSug bv
fkd fokak' Tf we;=<;ska u oel .; fyd;a Tn meye,sj
olskafkysh' ud olsk wdldrhg wm lrk mqyqKqj fyd| u
mqyqKqj njg m;au i|yd fmd;a rdYshla lshu wjYH

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ke;' yeu fmd;la u f.k tajd h;=re ,d ;nkak' yqfola

Tf uki u lshjkak' Tf bf.kSu i|yd Tn yeu flfkla
u mdi,lg we;=<;ajQ k isg fmd;aj,g u hg ishy'
oeka Tng fu jeks ld,hla yd wjia:djla Wod we;s ksid
ug isf;kafka Tf fmd;a l=vd w,audhla ;=< ;ekam;a lr"
tajd fodr w.= ,d jeish hq;= njh' yqfola Tf uki u
lshjkak'
Tf uki ;=<g h lsisjla t<fUk g ta .ek
leue;a;la we;sjqj;a fkdjqj;a" th y fohla fyda jer
fohla fyda nj olakg yels fj;;a" fuh wks;Hhs hkqfjka
is;d .kska th yqfola u lmd ykak' l=ula my<jQj;a
wks;Hhs" wks;Hhs hkqfjka i,ld th yqfola lmd ykak'
f tl u fmdfrdfjka Tng ta ish,a, lmd oeh yels fjhs'
ta ish,a, u wks;Hhs'
Tn fuu fhda.dY%ufha kej;S isk < uq udih ;=<
Yd, hqKqjla ,nd .; hq;=h' tg i;Hh oel .ekSug
yelsfjhs' f wks;Hhs lshkq ,nk foh ienE jYfhka u
jeo.;ah' m%{dj jefvkafka f ;=<sks' Tn jefhka olsk
;rug fuu wks;H;djh;a jefhka olskafkysh'
fuu wks;H;djh Wmfhda.S lr .kska h lsisjla lmd
oeuQ g th rjqula .id kej; jrla ysi Tijhs' tfy;a th
we;a; jYfhka u wks;Hhs' l=ula my< jQj;a fuu wks;Hhs
hk f,an,h ta yefulla u; u w,jkak' tu f,an,h we,jQj;a"
fudfyd;l wjldYhla ,;a ieKska th kej;;a ysi Tijhs'
yd" wks;Hhs fukak fu;ek u wjqiaikak! Tn Wmka od
isg u udifhka udihg" wjqreoafoka wjqreoaog Tn /jegq ta
merKs flkd fuhd u h lshd olakg ,efnhs' fu;=jla l,a
Tn .ska .gu rjgkq ,enqf f tlu ydohd iska nj
olakg ,efnhs' f nj l .kska fuu foaj,a ;=< mj;akd
iajNdjh jgyd .kak'
Tf mqyqKqj ;=<ska f wdldrfha ;;a;ajhlg m;ajk
g Tn Tf is;s,sj, fyda yeSj, ;ka t,a,S fkd.kq
we;' ta ulaksido@ ta ish,a,la wks;H jk fyhsks' Tn fukak

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f .ek;a i,ld n,d ;sfo@ tk" iuyr g Trf,daiqjla

olsk g Tn is;kafka yd fl k y fyd|hs hkqfjks'
bkamiq th ,g f.k n,kak''''je ojila hkag u;af;ka
Tng th tmdfjhs' yd f mEk! talk we;a;g u ,iaiKhs
Tn oeka f jEh lrkafka fojekakl=;a ,g .ekSughs'
udi lsysmhla .;ug fmr th;a tmd fjhs' fuys mj;akd
iajNdjh fuhhs' tu ksid ks;H hhs lshkq ,nk fohla
mj;skafka fld;ekl o@
yeu fohla u wks;H hhs hkqfjka jgyd .kq ,enqj
fyd;a foaj,aj, w.h wvqfjhs' tajd jeo.eulg ke;s foaj,a
njg m;afjhs' ta ksid w.hla ke;s foaj,a w,a,df.k iskafka
l=ulgo@ wm tajd .ek i<lkafka ll=,a msi oeug .kakd
lvud jYfhks' wm ishu is;s,s yd yeS olskafka tl
iudk jkdlula we;s foaj,a jYfhks' ulaki
s d o" ta ish,af,ys
u iajNdjh tl iudk jk neks'
is;s,s yd yeS .ek jgyd .kakd g f,dalh .ek
o jegySula we;sfjhs' is;s,s yd yeS f,dalh jk w;r
f,dalh is;s,s yd yeS fjhs' is;s,s yd yeSj,ska uq<d
fkd jqjfyd;a wms f,dalfhka o uq<d fkd fjuq'
m%{df Yla;su;a moku mj;skafka olsk ukila ;=<h'
t jeks ukila ;=< m%Yak fkd mj;shs' mek k.sk kE u
m%Yakhla thg ksrdlrKh lr .; yels fjhs' m%Yak ;j
rg;a fkdmj;sk g iel o ;j rg;a fkd mj;shs' ta
fjkqjg iekis,s iqjh yd iduh my< fjhs' mqyK
q j
q hkafkka
ykajkq ,nkafka fuhhs' ienE wdldrfhka mqyqKq ug k
th f wdldrfhka u h hq;=hs'

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iud iudh - udkisl

ls%hdld;ajh ;=< fkd we,S isu'
nqka jykafia wdoYu;a jQ wdldrh foi n,kak'
Wkajykafiaf.a wdoYh ;uka jykafiaf.a u mqyqKqj;a"
Y%djlhska jykafia,dg lshd ka mqyqKq l%u;a hk f foflka
u fmkajd ka fial' udkh relsf m%n, Wmdh ud._hka
jYfhka mqyqKqj ;=< / ish hq;= ugu .ek Wkajykafia
W.kajd ka fial' tfia lf<a wm fjkqfjka tu mqyqKqj
Wkajykafiag l< fkdyelsjQ ksidh' Wkajykafiaf.a tu
b.ekaug ijka fuka miq wm ;jrg;a wmg u b.ekaf
fhh hq;=h' ta wkqj mqyqKq h hq;=h' m%;sM, Wod jkafka f
;=<ska i" tu b.ekau ;=<ska muKla k fkd f'
nqka jykafiaf.a b.eka ;=<ska wmg yels jkafka
Ou_h inkaO j uQ,sl oekqula ,nd .ekSu muKh' kuq;a
th wfma yoj;a ;=< ;ju;a ;ekam;a ke;' th tfia jkafka
ulaksido@ ta wm ;ju;a mqyqKq ke;s ksid yd wmg u
b.ekaf fh ke;s ksidh' Ou_h my< jkafka mqyqKqj
;=<sks' Tn iska Ou_h l .kq ,enqj fyd;a th tfia jkafka
mqyqKqj ;=<ska uh' ta .ek ielhla we;sjqj fyd;a th we;s
jkafka;a mqyK
q fq fh isk gh' wdpdhH_jrekaf.a b.eka
i;H ug ms<sjk' kuq;a th wjfndaO lr .ekSug yelsu
i|yd thg ksl u ksl ijka f.k isu m%udKj;a
ke;' b.ekafuka flfrkafka wjfndaOh we;slr .ekSug
ud._h fmkajd u muKh' Ou_h wjfndaOlr .ekSug k ta
.ek flfrk b.ekau wfma is;a ;=< OdrKh h hq;=h'
bkamiq wms Yrhg wh;a fldgi Yrhg;a" l:djg whs;s
fldgi l:djg;a" ukig wh;a fldgi ukig;a" fhduq lr
n,uq' thska woyia jkafka b.ekaug ijka ka miq Ou_h
.ek oek .ekSu i|yd fuka u Ou_h yd tlau i|yd wm
wmg u b.ekaf fhh hq;= njh'

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nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a wkqka ksl u ksl Yajdi

lrk wh" ienE m%{djka;hka fkdjk njh' m%{djka;
mqoa.,hd Ou_h;a" ;ukq;a tlla njg m;a jk f;la mqyqKqf
fhfohs' Tyq wkqka flfrys / fkdisg ;uka ;=<k
s a u Yajdih
we;slr .ekSug yels jk f;la mqyqKqf fhfohs'
nqka jykafia oy foika is tla wjia:djl f.!rj
Nla;sfhka hq;= j Wkajykafiaf.a fomd uq, u jd " thg
ijka foka is iehq;a yshka foig yereKq nqka jykafia
tu yshkaf.ka fufia weiQ fial'
idmq;a;" Tn fuu b.ekau Yajdi lrkafkyso@
thg iehq;a yshka ms<s;=re kafka ke;" iajdks" uu
;ju;a Yajdi fkd lr hkqfjks'
oeka fukak fuh fyd| WodyrKhla' iehq;a yshka
fuys lf<a b.ekaug ijka u;a" th ie<ls,a,g Ndckh
lsu;ah' Wkajykafia ;ju;a Yajdi fkdlrk nj mejiqf
ta .ek ie,ls,,
a la fkdolajka is ksid fkd f' Wkajykafia
lf<a i;Hh m%ldY lsuhs' tu b.ekau ;uka jykafiaf.a
ie,ls,a,g Ndckh lrka is njhs' ulaksid o ta .ek
jegySula Wkajykafia ;=< ;ju;a jO_kh fkd ;snQ ksidh'
;uka jykafia ;ju;a Yajdi fkdlrk nj mejiqf ta
ksidh' fuu jpk ;=<ska iehq;a yshkaf.a yeisu .reire
njla fkdfmka jQ tlla f,i yeS h;;a we;a; jYfhka k
Wkajykafiaf.a yeisu tjekakla fkd jqks' Wkajykafia l:d
lf<a i;Hhhs' tu ksid Wkajykafiag ta .ek nqka jykafia
m%Yxid lf<a fufiah(
idmq;a; b;du;a wf.hs" b;du;a wf.hs" m%{djka;hd
hula tlajrg u Yajdi fkd lrhs' Tyq ta .ek uq,ska u
is;d n,hs'
Yajdihka ;yjqre lr .ekSu fkdfhl=;a wdldrfhka
isfjhs' Ou_hg wkq j uid ne,Sfuka miq tfia lsu tla
l%uhls' Ou_hg mgyeksj uid ne,Sfuka miq tfia lsu
fojk l%uhhs' fuu fojk l%uh fkdie,ls,su;a j isu

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ksid we;sjkakls' tu.ska ,efnk wjfndaOh o wuklu ;=<ska

we;s jkakls' th :Hd Yajdihhs' jer oelSfuka hq;=
mqoa.,hd fjk lsisjl=g fyda lka fkd fohs'
fuhg WodyrKhla jYfhka >kL k n%dyauKhd
f.k n,kak' fuu n%dyauKhd ;ud u yer fjk;a lsisjl=
Yajdi fkd lf<ah' nqka jykafia rc.y kqjrg jevu
fldg fl iqjfhka jevyqka tla wjia:djl fuu nuqKd;a
tys .sfha nqka jykafiaf.a foaYkhlg ijkau i|ydh'
fjk;a wdldrhlg lsj fyd;a Tyq tys .sfha nqka jykafiag;a
Ou_h lshdugh" lshd lsj yelsh' ulaksido Tyq ;rfha u
wgka lr f.k .sfha ;ukaf.a u woyia m%ldY lsugh'
uf.a u u;h yer fjk;a lsis u flkl=f.a u;hla ug
fkd .e,fmhs'
Tyq ;=<jQ oelSu fu jekakla h' Tyqf.a tu u;hg
ijka foka is nqka jykafia thg ms<s;=re kafka Tnf.a
Th u;h Tng jqj o fkd .e,fmhs hkqfjks' fuh weiQ
>kL .,a .eiS n,d isfhah' fuhg l=ula lsj hq;= o lshd
Tyqg fkd jegysK's tu ldrKh jegfyk f;la nqka jykafia
Tyqg fkdfhl=;a wdldrfhka lreKq meye,s lr ka fial'
iaj,am f,djla ksYaYo j is Tyqg ya" uf.a u;h
jer hkqfjka l,amkd h'
nqka jykafiaf.a ms<s;=rg ijka ka tu nuqKd ;ukaf.a
Wv= woyia jyd u w;ayer oud i;Hh l.;af;ah' flkl=
;u w; f.k me;a; yrjd n,kakdla fuka Tyq o m%;.
s ukhl
fhfoka ys yefha u fjkia h' nqka jykafiaf.a b.ekau
.ek Tyq Wkajykafiag m%Yxid flf<a f wdldrfhks(
;:d.;hka jykafiaf.a foaYkhg ijkau ;=<k
s a wkaOldrfha
is flkl= wdf,dalh oel .kakdla fuka uf.a uki
wdf,dalu;a h' ;j o" mdr jer .;a whl= kshu mdr
fidhd .;a;dla jeks h' hl=rej ;=nQ nkla Wvql=re
l<dla fuka h'

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oeka ta jk g Rcq njg m;a ;snQ Tyqf.a uki ;=<

h wdldrhl {dkhla my< h' jer oelSu myj f.dia
ksjer oelSu my< h' wkaOldrh re f.dia wdf,dalh
my< h'
>kL k nuqKd ;u oy wei mdod .;a;l= nj nqka
jykafia iska m%ldY lr isk ,oafoa f wjia:df h' Bg
fmr ;ukaf.a u u;fhys t,a,S f.k is >kLg th fjkia
lsu i|yd lsis u f;kdjla fkd ;snqKs' tfia jqj o" nqka
jykafiaf.a foaYkhg ijka fuka miq Tyq i;Hh oel
.kska ;uka t,a,S f.k is u;h jer nj jgyd .;af;ah'
Tyqg ksjer wjfndaOh my<jQ g ;ud ;=< l,ska mej;s
wjfndaOh jer tlla nj l .ekSug yels h' tu ksid
Tyq ;ukaf.a tu we;aoelSu wkaOldrfhys ishl= wdf,dalh
oel.;a;dla fuks hkakg iudk lf<a ta ksidh' >kL ta
jk g isfha jer oelSu wNsnjd f.disks'
oeka f wm jqj o fjkia h hq;af;a fukak f
wdldrfhks' flf,iqka w;ayer oeug m<uq wms wfma oelSu
ksjer lr .; hq;=h' wms g fmr ksjer wdldrfhka fyda
fydka mqyK
q q fkdjqj;a wm is;d f.k isfha th ta wdldrfhka
is flfrk njh' f ldrKh .ek ieneka is;d n,k g
;u w; f.k me;a; fmr,d olskakdla fuka wms Rcq njg
m;afjuq' fuhska woyia jkafka foaj,a foi kj oelSulska hq;=
j ne,Su i|yd wfma uki ;=< nqoaO iajNdjh fyj;a
{dkh my< we;s njh' th w;a wdldrfha oelSuls'
tu ksid fhda.djpr mqoa.,hka ;ukaf.a mqyqKqj is l<
hq;= jkafka wm iska nqoaO fyj;a nqoaO iajNdjh hkqfjka
yka jkq ,nk {dkh ;ukaf.a is;a ;=< jO_kh u i|ydh'
fuu nqoaO iajNdjh g fmr wfma is;a ;=< fkdmej;s ksid
wfma oekqu meye,s" tfuka u i;H fyda mmQK_ tlla fyda
fkd jqKs' tu ksid mqyqKqf fhu msKsi tu oekqu b;d
n, ;;a;ajfha tlla h' kuq;a fmr mej;s oekqu wNsnjd
hk m%{dj fyj;a oYkd {dkh hkqfjka ykajd fokq
,nk oelSu my< f m%;sM,hla jYfhka uki ;=< fjkila

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we;sfjhs' th mj;_khlg Ndckh fjhs' l,ska mej;s oelSu

mmQK_ tlla fkdjQ fyhska thg wfma mrud:h lrd wm /
f.k hEug fkdyels h'
tu ksid mkhsflda hkafkka nqka jykafia wmg
W.kajd jodf<a wfma we;=<; l .kakd f,ih' msg; fkd j
we;=<; u oel .kakd f,ih' tfia fkdue;sj msg; gqj
fyd;a tys fya;=j yd M,h oel .ekSu i|yd we;=<; olsk
f,ih' iEu fohlu i;Hh fidhkak' ulaksido ndysr foaj,a
yd wNHka;r foaj,a tlsfkl flfrys ks;r u n,mEulska
hq;= j we;s ksidh' wfma mqyqKqj we;af;a wm ;=< fmr mej;s
oekqug jvd tla;rd wdldrhl oekSula jvd;a Yla;su;a
njg m;ajk f;la th jO_kh lsu i|ydh' fuh ukfiys
lsh
% dld;ajh" tys NdIdj yd flf,iqkfa .a Wmdh ud._ meye,s
j oel .ekSu i|yd uki ;=< m%{dj yd oYkd {dkh
my<u i|yd fya;=fjhs'
nqka jykafia .sys f.h w;yer ouka uqla;sh fidhd
.sh ta uq,a wjfha f wm jeks wh fuka l< hq;af;a l=ula
o hkak .ek ia:Sr f,iska u fkd oek is nj fkd
wkqudkh' Wkajykafia ;uka jykafiaf.a m%{dj hqKq lr
.ekSu i|yd fkdfhl=;a l%u w;ayod ne fial' Ndjkd
mqyqKqjla ,eu i|yd Woaolrdumq;% jeks .=rejreka fidhd
f.dia" j ll=, u; ol=Kq ll=, ;nd .kska" j w; u;
ol=Kq w; ;nd .kska" yeu fohlska u ksoyia fjka"
OHdkhg wh;a by< ugf iudhla ,efnk f;la mqyqKqf
fh is fial' kuq;a tu iudfhka keS is g l,ska
mej;s l,amkdj h<s;a biau;= fmr m u ta yd inkaO
jQ fial' f nj gq Wkajykafia m%{dj ;ju;a my< fkd
we;s nj k.;a fial' ;uka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh i;Hh
;=<g ;ju;a kso f.dia fkd ;snqKs' th wimQK_ tlla jQ
w;r tys h wvqmdvqjla o meje;=K's fuh oel .;a Wkajykafia
h wjfndaOhla fkd,enqfha o fkd f' ;uka jykafiaf.a
mqyqKqf fl<jr th fkdjk nj k.;a fial' tu ksid tu
ia:dkh w;ayer oud Wkajykafia fjk;a .=rejrhl= fidhd
.sh fial'

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;uka jykafiaf.a merKs .=rejrhd w;ayer ouk g

Wkajykafia iska th lrk ,oafoa ta mereKs .=rejrhdg
wj,do k.ka fkd f' th lrk ,oafoa fm;s fkd;,d u,l
frdka Wrd .kakd nUrl= moafoks'
bkamiq ;jrg;a bf.kSu i|yd wd,drld,du fj; .sh
Wkajykafiag fmrg;a jvd by< ugf iudhla ,nd
.ekSug yels h' kuq;a thska keS is g jqj o kej;
j;djla nd foah .ek;a" rdyq, mq;= .ek;a is;s,s my<
jkakg h' merKs u;lhka yd is;s,s h<s;a W;aikak
jkakg h' lduh yd rd.h Wkajykafia ;=< ;ju;a mej;=Ks'
;uka jykafiaf.a we;=<; .ek fufkys lr ne Wkajykafiag
oel .; yels jQfha ;uka jykafiaf.a mrud:_h lrd ;ju;a
<x ke;snjh' tu ksid Wkajykafia tu .=rejrhdo w;ayer
oeuQ fial' Wkajykafia ;u .=rejrekag ijka foka ta wkq j
lghq;= lsu i|yd Wmu Yla;sfhka l%shd l< fial' ;uka
jykafiaf.a mqyqKqj .ek ksr;=re fi,af,ka is w;r th
fjk;a .=rejrhl= fidhd hEu i|yd kslu ksl w;ayer
fkdoeuQfial'
W.% ;jqia o /lSf ms<fs j;a mjd w;ayod ne Wkajykafia
flkl= ;u Yrh wegiels,a,la njg m;a jk f;la th
ksrdydrj ;nd .ekSu yqfola Yrhg u inkaO fohla nj
wjfndaO lr.;a fial' Yrhg lsisjla .ek jegySula we;s
fkd fjhs' f wdldrhg mqyqKqu yhg wr kshu fydrd
w;ayer ouka wysxilhdf.a ysi .id u jeksh'
fuu ldrKh ;=<g ienE f,i t ne nqka jykafiag
oel .; yels jQfha mqyqKqj hkq Yrhg wod< fohla fkd j
ukig wod< fohla njh'
w;a;ls,u:dkqfhda.h fyj;a ;ukaf.a Yrhg jo ysxid
muqKqjd .ekSu - fuu ls%hdj w;ayod ne Wkajykafia iska
fidhd .kq ,enqfha th Yrhg iSud jQ tlla njh' we;a;
jYfhka k yeu nq flkl=ka u nq jQfha uki ;=<sks'

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Yrhg wod< foaj,a jqj;a" ukig wod< foaj,a jqj;a"

tajd ish,a, wks;H" laL" yd wkd;au jYfhka i,ld tl u
f.dvlg oukak' tajd ish,a, yqfola iajNdj Ouhdg wkq j
mj;akd foaj,ah' tajdfha my<ug Wmldrl jk fya;+kag
wkq j tajd my< fjhs' iaj,am f,djla mej;S ;s w;=reoka
fjhs' fhda.H fya;= ldrlhka we;s jQ g tajd kej;;a my<
fjhs' iaj,am f,djla mej;S ;s kej; j;djla w;=reoka
fjhs' f ish,a, ud hk flkl=j;a" i;a;ajhl= j;a wm
hkakl= j;a fkd f' t jeks lsisjl= ke;s w;r tajd yqfola
yeS iNdrhla muKs' i;=g ;=< ud lshd lsj yels
fohla ffki.sl jYfhka ke;' ffki.sl jYfhka mj;akd
t jekakla l ;=< o ke;'
ud hk lsisjla oelsh fkdyels" tfia u my< fjka"
meje;S ;sfnka" ksreoaO fjka hk tajd yqfola iajNdj
Ouhdg u wh;a uQ, Od;+kah' tajd pl%dldrfhka isjk
fuu fjkiaug Ndckh fjhs'
ksiqka we;= ish u i;a;ajhka keUqre iskafka
fuu my<u" meje;S ;su yd ksreoaO u ;uka hkqfjka
oelSugh' f wdldrhg wkq j Tjqyq yeu fohl u t,a,S
f.k is;s' Tjqkg foaj,a mj;akd wdldrfhka ;su wjYH
ke;' wjYH jkafka fjk;a wdldrhlska ;sugh' WodyrKhla
jYfhka Tjqkg my< jQ foaj,a ksreoaOu wjYH ke;' i;=g
w;aoel .;a miq l wjYH ke;' l my<jQ g th yels
;r blaukska bj;a hEu wjYHfjhs' l fldfy;a u my<
fkdjQfha k th Bg;a jvd fyd|h' tfia jkafka Tjqka fuu
isrer yd uki ;uka jYfhkq;"a ;ukag whs;s foaj,a jYfhkq;a
olsk ksidh' Tjqyq tu ksid tajd ;ukaf.a leue;a;g wkq j
mj;sk f,ig tajdg n,lr is;s'
f wdldrhg l,amkd lsu j;=r msgug bv fkd
f,a,la fyda neula neu jeksh' thska is jkafka f,a,
fyda neu mqmqrd hEuhs' fu jeks l,amkdjka ksid is
jkafka;a f yd iudkjQ fohls' lg fya;= mj;skafka f
wdldrfhka l,amkd lsu ksid nj nqka jykafia iska

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oek .kakd ,' fuu fya;=j gq Wkajykafia ta wdldrfhka

l,amkd lsu kj;ajd oeuQ fial'
lg fya;=j jYfhka k lrkq ,en we;s wdhH_ i;Hh
fuhhs' l" lg fya;=j" tys ixisu yd ixisu i|yd we;s
ud.h hk p;=rdhH_ i;Hh f;are .ekSug fkdyelsj ksik
q a
ysr isk ;ek mj;skafka yhg u fu;ekh' Tjqka Tjqkaf.a
iel relr .; hq;af;a;a fu;ekska uh' mj;akd ish,a, kdu
yd rEm jYfhka olsk g tajd i;a;ajhl=" mqoa.,hl=" wm
fyda Tjqka jekakl= fkdjk nj meye,s fjhs' fuu kdu
rEm wkq.ukh lrkafka yqfola iajNdj Ouhdg u wh;a
kshuhkah'
wm mqyqKq jkafka mj;akd foaj,a .ek f wdldrfhka
oek .ekSu i|ydh' fuu foaj,a md,kh lsug n,hla ke;s
ksid wmg tajdfha iajdjreka ug fkd yel' tajd md,kh
lsug hEu ;=<ska l yg .kshs' ta ulaksido@ tajd md,kh
lsu i|yd we;a; jYfhka u tajd wfma fkdjk ksidh' fuu
Yrh;a" uki;a" ud fyda fjk;a flkl= fyda fkd f'
tajdfha mj;akd iajNdjh we;s iefhka oel .kq ,enqjfyd;a
th meye,s oelSuls' wms ta ;=<ska i;Hh oel .ksuq' tajd yd
tlafjuq' fuu oelSu Wkl ,d r;ameye jk f;la r;a l<
h.=,shla oelSug iudkh' ta h.=,sh yeu me;a;lau r;a we;'
Wka w,a,d nej;a" hka w,a,d nej;a" ta yeu me;a;la u
r;a we;' fld;ekl fyda w,a,d nej;a t;ek r;a we;'
fuu foaj,a .ek oel .; hq;af;a f wdldrfhks'
wfma mqyqKqj mgka .kakd g wmg h ;;a;ajhlg
m;aug" hula ,nd .ekSug" oek .ekSug fyda oel .ekSug
fndfydag wjYH fjhs' kuq;a ta ,nd .ekSug hkafka fyda
oel .ekSug hkafka l=ula o lshd wms fkd oksuq' tla l,l
uf.a tla YsIHkula ;ukaf.a mqyqKqj ;=< meje;s wmeye,s
nj yd wksYa; iajNdjh ksid fjfyig m;a isfhah'
tfia jqj;a Tyq .g u ;u mqyqKqf fh is w;r uu o
Tyqg Wmfoia foka isfh' wjidkfha Tyqg h m%udKhl
iekis,s iqjhla ,nd .; yels h' kuq;a Tyqf.a uki l%u

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l%ufhka ksYap, njg m;ajk g ud B<g lrkafka l=ula

o hkqfjka mjika Tyq" ;uka ;=< mej;s tu wksYa;
iajNdjfha f.drla njg m;ah' ka b;ska! h<s;a wjq,a nj'
Tyq mjikafka Tyqg iekis,s iqjh wjYH njhs' kuq;a th
,efnka mj;sk g Tyqg th wjYH ke;' Tyq mjikafka
B<g l<hq;= jkafka l=ula o hkqfjks'
tu ksid wm fuu mqyqKqj ;=< is lrk yeu fohla
u we,Sfuka f;dr j isl< hq;=h' wm we,Sfuka f;dr h
hq;fa ;a flfiao@ foaj,a meye,s f,i oel .ekSu ;=<k
s a we,Sfuka
f;dr fjuq' Yrfha yd ukfia .;s iajNdjhka mj;akd h:d
;;a;ajhg u wkq j tajd oel .kak' wm Ndjkd lrkafka ta
;=<ska iekis,s iqjh ,eu i|ydh' kuq;a tfia lsu ;=< wm
olskafka iekis,s iqjhla fkdjk fohhs' thg fya;=j ukfia
iajNdjh pxp,;ajh jk ksidh'
iud Ndjkdj lrk g wms wfma kdifha w. fl<jr
u; fyda Wvqf;d, u; tk wdYajdi m%Yajdi jd;h .efgk
;ek u; wjOdkh r|jd .kska isuq' uki tu wruqK
fj;g fhduq lsu ;lalh hkqfjka ykajkq ,ef' fufia
fhduq lrjkq ,enq uki tu wruqK u;u r|jd ;nd .ekSu
pdrh k fjhs' th kdifha w. flf<jr u; .efgk
yqiau .ek fufkys lrka isk njh' pdrfha we;s fuu
iajNdjh fjk;a udkisl ixfokhka iu. l<j fjhs'
tu wjia:df wm is;kafka wfma uki ksYap, ke;s nj;a"
ksYap, njg m;a fkdjk nj;ah' kuq;a fuh wr hglS
ixfokhka iu. pdrh l<j f ta ;=< we;sjk
ls%hdld;ajhhs' oeka fuu iajNdjh jemqr jer wdldrfhka
ls%hd;aul jqjfyd;a uki tys tald.%;djh ke;s lr .kshs'
tg ;lalh fhdod .kska uki Ndjkd wruqKg u fhduq
lr ta ;=< w;a njla we;s lr .; hq;=h' wfma wjOdkh f
whqka msysgqjd .;a ieKska wksl=;a ixfokhka iu l<j
fjka pdrfha ls%hd;aul u isfjhs'
oeka fuh f wdldrfhka is jk g wm ;=< we;s
jegySf wvqlu ksid uf.a uki bnd.df;a .sfha ulaksido@

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th ksYp
a , f,i mej;sh hq;= kuq;a tfia fkdjkafka ulaki
s do@
lshd oek .ekSug wm ;=< leue;a;la my< fjhs' f wdldrhg
lrkq ,nk mqyqKqj we,Sulska hq;= j lrkq ,nk mqyqKqjls'
we;a; jYfhka k uki lrkafka yqfola tys iajNdjhg
wkq j ls%hd lsuhs' kuq;a wms uki ;ju;a ksYap, ke;af;a
ula k s i do@ hkq f jka l,a m kd lrka tys we;s tu
ls%hdld;ajhg uki ksYap, lsf wdYdj;a tl;= lruq' f
;=<ska oafYhla yg .kakd neka wms wfma iel" l yd
wjq,a nj ;j;a jelr .kska tu oafYh wksla yeu
fohlgu;a tl;= lruq' tneka uki ;=< isfjka mj;akd
fkdfhl=;a wdldrfha is .ek fufkys lrka mj;sk
pdrh wm ;=< we;ak wm m%{dfjka hq;= j is;d .; hq;af;a
yd! ukfiys iajNdjh yqfola u f wdldrh hkqfjks'
foaj,a ;=< mj;akd h:diajNdjh l .kakd fuka Tng ta
wdldrfhka l:d lrkafka ta nqoaO iajNdjh fyj;a m%{djhs'
ukfia iajNdjh yqfola u f wdldr hs hkqfjka is;ka th
t;ek u w;ayer oeuQ g uki iduld njg m;afjhs' th
;ju;a tl njg m;a fkd we;s g wms kej; j;djla
;lalh fhdod .kska th ixiqka njg m;a lruq' ;lalh
yd pdrh tlg tla ls%hd;aul jkafka f wdldrhgh' wms
wfma uki ;=< my< jk Odldrfha ixfokhka .ek
fufkys lr ne,Su i|yd pdrh fhdod .ksuq' pdrh l%u
l%ufhka is hk g wms kej; j;djla ;lalh ;=<ska
wfma wjOdkh wruqK fj; fhduq lruq'
fuu wjia:df wfma mqyqKqj we,Sfuka f;dr j is
l< hq;= nj jeo.;a fjhs' fjk;a udkisl ixfokhka iu
wfkHdakH jYfhka n, mj;ajka ls%hd;aul jk pdrfha
ls%hdld;ajh olsk wm wfma uki le<,s iajNdjhg m;a
we;s nj l,amkd lsug ms<sjk' tfia l,amkd lrk wms tu
ls%hdld;ajh .ek fkdi;=gg m;afjuq' thg fya;=j ta ;=< u
mj;S' wm fkdi;=gg m;ajQfha wfma uki yqfola ksYap,
wdldrfhka mej;Sug wmg wjYH jQ ksidh' Bg fya;=j thhs'
tk" jer oelSuhs' fuu lsh
% dld;ajh yqfola ukfiys mj;akd

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.;s iajNdjhhs" hkqfjka oel .kska wfma oelSu iaj,amhla

ksjer lr .kq ,enqj fyd;a le<,s iajNdjh uev meje;au
i|yd yqfola th u m%udKj;ah' w;ayer oeu jYfhka ykajkq
,nkafka fuhhs'
oeka wms we,Sfuka f;dr fjuq k" w;ayer oefuka hq;=
j mqyqKqfjuq k" tk" udkisl ls%hdld;ajh ;=< fkdwe,S
isu yd fkdwe,S isu ;=< udkisl ls%hdld;ajh we;sj
mqyqKqug bf.k .ksuq k pdrh iajNdl jYfhka h
wvq m%udKhl jev fldgila lsug keUqre fjhs' uki
l,n,ld iajNdjfhka ksoyia jk g pdrh keUqre jkafka
Ou_h .ek fufkys lsugh' th tfia jkafka Ou_h fufkys
fkdlsu ;=<ska th kej; j;djla l,n,ld ;;a;ajhg m;a
jk ksidh'
f wkaoka pdrh l%ufhka jvd;a ishq njg m;ajk
f;la ;lalh-pdrh" kej;;a ;lalh-pdrh" kej;
kej;;a ;lalh-pdrh wd jYfhka ;lal pdr fol
ls%hd;aul mj;S' pdrh uq, iEu w;l u hefjhs'
ukfiys iajdNdl lsh
% dld;ajh yqfola f wdldrh hkqfjka
jgyd .kakd g tu l%shdld;ajh flfrys we,Sula we;s
fkdlr .;fyd;a i thska lrorhla we;s fkd f' ta ;=<
mj;skafka .,k j;=frys we;s iajNdjhhs' th .,kafka
l=ulgo@ hkqfjka wika ta .ek lror jqjfyd;a Tn
iajdNdl jYfhka u lg m;ajkafkysh' j;=r .,kafka tys
iajNdjh yqfola th jk ksidh' ta nj jegyS .sh g lla
fkdyg .kshs' pdrh fu jeks fohls' ;lalh mj;S' bkamiq
udkisl ixfokhka iu. wfkHdakH jYfhka n, mj;ajka
pdrh mj;S' tu ixfokhka ykd .ekSu ;=<ska tajd wfma
uki ksYap, lsu i|yd wruqKq njg m;alr .; yelsfjhs'
ukfia iajNdjh f wdldrfhka jgyd .;a g" j;=r
.,df.k hEu i|yd bv isk wdldrfhka wms w;ayer
oefuys fhfouq' tg pdrh je jefhka ishq njg
m;afjhs' uki iuyr fgl keUqre jkafka Yrh .ek
tfia fkdue;s k urKh jeks fohla fyda h Ou_ ldrKhla

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.ek fufkys lsugh' fufkys lrk wruqK y .sh g

iqjodhl yeSula my<fjhs' tfia my<jk ta iqjh l=ula o@
th mS;s iqjhhs' wkak ta iqjh my<fjhs' ta ;=<ska ksii,
nf tfia fkdue;s k ieye,a nf m%lg ula isf'
uki m%uq;j mj;S' m%S;sh hkqfjka yekafjkqfha fuhhs' ;j
o" ta ;=< iqLh fyj;a i;=g" tfia u tald.%;djh o mj;S'
oeka <.g iudNdjfha m%:u mshjr .ek l:d l<
fyd;a th fufia h hq;=h(
thg ;lal" pdr" mS%;s" iqL" tal.a.;d wh;a fjhs'
tfia k" fojk mshjr l=ula o@ uki kej;Sulska f;dr j
jvd;a ishq njg m;ajk g ta yd ixikaokd;aul j .;a
g ;lalh yd pdrh f.dfrdaiq nka jeh' tu ksid
mS;sh" iqjh yd tal.a.;djh muKla ;sug bv yka
uki iska ;lalh yd pdrh neyer lrkq ,nhs' fuh
uki iska u is lrkq ,nkakls' ta ksid ta .ek wkqudk
jYfhka is;d .ekSula wjYH ke;' wm l< hq;= jkafka tu
foaj,a yqfola ta mj;akd wdldrfhka u l .ekSuh'
uki ;j;j;a ishq njg m;ajk g" tys m%;sM,hla
jYfhka ta ;=< iqLh yd tal.a.;djh muKla ;sug bvyer
mS%;sh o neyer fjhs' wms tg ta nj iksgqyka lr.uq' oeka
tu m%;
S h
s hkakg .sfha fldydgo@ th fld;eklg j;a fkd.sh
w;r fuys is we;af;a w;sYh f,iska ishq njg m;a
uki" ta ;=< mej;Sug ;r f.dfrdaiqlka wl .=K
iajNdjhka neyer lr oeu muKh' uki ;=< mej;Sug
;r ishq fkdjk l=ula fyda jqj;a th iska tajd neyer
lrkq ,nhs' fmd;a ;=< i;rjk OHdkh hkqfjka yekafjk
by<u iud ;,h tk" ishq nf Wmu ugug <x jk
f;la uki thg f.dfrdaiq hehs yefk l=ula fyda jqj;a
.ska .g neyer lrhs' oeka fuys uki iska lrkq
,nkafka ta ;=< tal.a.;djh yd WfmalaLdj muKla ;sug
bvyer f.dfrdaiqlka je l=ula fyda jqj o kej;Sulska
f;dr j neyer lrkq ,euhs' fu;ekska tydg l<hq;= lsisjla
ke;' wjika iSudj fuhhs'

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uki ;=< Odldr iud wjia:djka my< jk g

th ish hq;af;a f wdldrhgh' kuq;a Tn mqyqKqjg wod<
uQ,sl lreKq jgyd .; hq;= nj lreKdfjka i,lkak' wmg
wjYH jkqfha uki ksYap, lsugh' kuq;a th tu ;;a;ajhg
m;a fkd mj;shs' f wdldrfhka flfrk mqyqKqj wdYdfjka
hq;= j isflfrk mqyqKqjls' kuq;a wm iskafka ta njla fkd
oekh' wfma wdYdj th ksYap, lsuhs' tu wdYdj ;=<ska wm
th ;j ;j;a le<,s njg m;alruq' ta i|yd fya;= jkafka
f tl u wdYdjhs' uki ksYap, lsug wmg we;s wdYdj
;DIaKdj nj wms fkd oksuq' th yhg wr mj;sk nr
;j;j;a jelr .ekSug iudkh' uki ksYap, lsu i|yd
wm ;=< we;sjk tu wdYdj w;a fkdyf<d;a ukfia le<,s
iajNdjh jefjhs' tfia jQ g wm ksr;=re j lrk fuu
igk" fuu wr.,h w;ayer ouuq'
th tfia jkafka ulaksido@ tfia jkafka wfma uki
ilia ;sfnk wdldrh foi wm fkdn,k ksidh' uki ;=<
mj;akd tu ;;a;j
a hka tfia mj;skfa ka yqfola tajdfha iajNdjhg
wkq j uh" lshd oek .kak' uki ;=< l=ula my< jqj;a ta
.ek yqfola kslaIKh lr n,kak' ukfia iajNdjh yqfola
th uh' ta nj yek fkd.;fyd;a i th wk:ld fkd
f' ta ;=< mj;akd ls%hdld;ajh h:d:hg wkqrEm j
jgyd .kq ,enqjfyd;a th wk:ld fkdjkq we;' tu
ksid wm lrkafka ta ;=< mj;akd m%n,ld iajNdjh wvq
th ;ekam;a njg m;ajk f;la ;lalh yd pdrh fhdod
.kska mqyqKqf fhuhs' is;s,s yd yeS my< jk g
wms tajd .ek fufkys lr n,uq' tajd yd tla tajd .ek
oek .ksuq'
flfia fj;;a" wm idudkH jYfhka keUqre jkafka tajd
yd igka jeu wdrN lsugh' ta ulaksido" wm uq, isg u
;SrKh lr.kq ,enqf uki ksYap, lsugh' wm Ndjkdjg
jdjQ ieKska wfma tu ;SrKhg tfrys j wmg ysyer
meK u i|yd is;s,s mefKhs' is; wruqK fj; msysgqjd
.;a ieKska wfma wjOdkh fjk;lg fhduq fjhs' uki ta

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;=<g t<fUk iEu is;s,a,la miqmi hefjhs' tfia jkafka

tajd t< we;af;a wmg ndOd lsugh lshd th is;k ksidh'
kuq;a we;a; jYfhka k .egj u;= jkafka fu;ekska uh'
th tfia jkafka wm ;=< we;s tu wdYdj ksidh'
uki yeisfrkafka Bg u wh;a iajNdjhg wkq j nj;a"
tu iajNdjhg wkq j th f wdldrhg hk tk nj;a
oel.kq ,enqjfyd;a tfia u ta .ek jqjukdjg jvd je
Wkkajla fkdolajd ishfyd;a" tys .;s ,laIK fndfyda
rg <uhl=f.a .;s ,laIKj,g iudk ne jgyd .; yelsh'
<uhskg
a jeuk;a fohla fkd f;afrhs' taki
s d Tjqka fkdfhl=;a
wdldrfha foaj,a mejiSug mqtjk' Tjqkf.a fuu iajNdjh
f;are .; fyd;a wm lrkafka l:d lsu i|yd Tjqkg
bvyer isuhs' ulaki
s d o <uhska iajNdjfhka u l:dlrkafka
ta wdldrfhka ksidh' wm f wkaof w;ayer oeul fhfok
g <uhd wfma u;lfhka wE;a fjhs' Tyq l;d nfya fhfoka
t;ek fu;ek fi,a, lrhs' tg lrorhlska f;dr j wfma
wd.ka;=lhka iu. l:d lsug wmg yelsjkq we;' wfma
uki;a f wdldrfha u fohls' ;ka w,a,d .ekSu ;=<ska
mSvdjla we;slr .; fyd;a i th mSvdld tlla fkdjkq
we;' .egj,g fya;=j tfia w,a,d .ekSuhs'
flkl= ;=< m%S;sh my< jk g Tyqg oefkkafka lsj
fkdyels ;rf i;=gls' ta ;=< we;s iqjh yhg u f;are
.; yels jkafka th w;a gq whg muKh' iqLh my< jk
w;r tald.%;djh;a mj;S' oeka uki ;=< ;lal" pdr" mS%;s"
iqL yd tal.a.;d hk f my u mj;S' f my u talrdYS
jkafka tl u ;ekh' Odldr .;s ,laIKhka jqj o tajd
tlg tla mj;skafka tl u ;eklh' O j._fha m<;=re
yqfola tl u nkla ;=< olskakdla fuka tajd tl u ukila
;=< olakg yelsh' ;lal" pdr" mS;s" iqL yd tal.a.;d hk
,laIK my u mj;skafka tl u ukila ;=< nj oelsh
yelsh' h flkl= ta ;=< ;lalhl=;a pdrhl=;a mj;skafka
flfiao@ mS;shl=;a iqLhl=;a mj;skafka flfiao@ lshd weiqj
fyd;a thg ms<s;=re u wmyiqh' tfia jqj;a tajd tl u

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ukila ;=< talrdYSj mj;sk g tys iajNdjh wmg u oel

.; yels fjhs' f wjia:df wfma mqyqKqj ;rula fYaI
;;a;ajhlg m;afjhs'
wm ;=< i;sh yd i;s imc[a[h mej;sh hq;=h' wm
.ek wmg u wu;l fkdfuka ish hq;=h' foaj,a .ek k
.; hq;= jkafka tajdfha h:d iajNdjhg wkq jh' ukfiys
YlH;djhg inka O we;s fjd Ndjkdjg w<
wjia:djkah' fuu Ndjkdjg wh;a jk lsisjla .ek iel
fkd lrkak' uyfmdf<dj ;=<g .s,S .sh;a" .=jk ;=<g md
.sh;a" fkd tfia k Ndjkd lrka isk g urKhg fyda
m;a jqj;a Ndjkdj .ek iel fkd lrkak' uki ;=< mj;sk
.;s ,laIK l=uk wdldrfha tajd jqj;a tajd .ek yqfola
oekSfuka hq;= j iskak' wfma moku jkafka isgf.k ish;a
jdfjka ish;a" weka ish;a" tfia u .df.k ish;a
wm ;=< i;sh yd i;s imc[a[h mj;ajd .kska isuh'
uki ;=< l=ula my< jqj;a th yqfola w;ayer oukak' ta
flfrys we,Sula we;s lr fkd .kak' leue;a;la fyda
wleue;a;la jqj;a" i;=gla fyda lla jqj;a ielhla fyda
ksYa; Ndjhla jqj;a" pdrh ;=<ska fufkys lr n,ka
tajdhska yg.kakd m%;sM, .ek is;kak' is; ;=< my< jk
ta yefulla k lsug fkd hkak' ta .ek oekSfuka hq;= j
muKla iskak' uki ;=< my< jk yefulla u yqfola
ixfokhla muKla u nj oek .kak' tajd wks;H iajNdjfhka
hql;
a h' my< fl ld,hla ;s w;=reoyka fjhs' tajd ;=<
we;a; jYfhka u we;af;a tmuKla uh' ta yer tajd ;=<
wd;auh lshd fohla fyda i;ajhl= lshd fohla fyda ke;'
tfia u wm fyda Tjqka lshd fohla jqj o ke;' tajd lsij
s la
w,a,df.k isug ;r jkdlula we;s foaj,a fkd f'
wms kdu rEm .ek m%{dfjka hq;= j f wdldrfhka
olsk g wkaOldrh ;=< ie ;=nQ h:diajNdjh oel .ksuq'
uki yd Yrh ;=<" i;=g yd l ;=<" wdorh yd oafYh
;=< mj;akd wks;H iajNdjh oel .ksuq' ta ish,a, wia:Srh'
f wdldrhg wkq j oel .kakd ukig Yrh yd uki

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.ek;a" my<fjka ksreoaO jk wks;H foaj,a .ek;a" l<lsula

fkdtfiak tmd ula we;sfjhs' f wdldrfhka l<lsug
m;ajk uki fjdhska bj;a f u.la fidhhs' th f,dalh
inkaOfhkq;a" W;am;a;sh inkaOfhkq;a mj;akd w;Dma;slr
iajNdjh oel .kshs' thg foaj,a flfrys ;jrg;a we,Sf.k
isu tmd fjhs'
uki f wdldrhg wkqj olsk g wms fld;eklg
.sh;a wks;H" laL yd wkd;au iajNdjh olsuq' w,a,df.k
isug ;r lsisu fohla fkdue;s nj olsuq' jd isu
i|yd .ila uq,g .sh;a" l uqklg fyda je,s ;,djlg
fy` .sh;a" wmg ta ;ekaj, ;a wefikafka nqkajykafiaf.a
Ou_hhs' ish u .iaj,;a" i;=ka ;=<;a taldld njla olakg
,efnk w;r ta lsisjl fYaI;ajhla fkd olsuq' lsisjla fyda
w;a fkdyer ta ish,af,ys u we;af;a my<ula" ksreoaOula"
fl ld,hla mej;Sula" rdm;aula yd kdY hEula muKh'
wms f wdldrhg wfma Yrh yd uki jvd;a meye,s
f,i oelSu ksid f,dalh jvd;a meye,s wdldrfhka oel
.ksuq' wks;H" laL yd wkd;au w;ska i,ld n,k g tajd
;j rg;a meye,s fjhs' foaj,a ;ka .%yKh l< g ksiaiq
lg m;afj;s' l my< jkafka f wdldrfhks' isrer yd
uki mj;skafka yqfola tajdfha iajNdjhg wkqj uh lshd
oel.;fyd;a flys my< ula we;s fkd f' ulaksido wm
;=< tajd flfrys ;ka w,a,d .ekSula ke;s ksidh' wm
fld;eklg .sh;a wm ;=< we;af;a m%{djhs' .ila gqg mjd
wmg m%{dfjka hq;= j tu .i .ek i<ld ne,Sug yelsfjhs'
;Kfld< fuka u fkdfhl=;a lDka oelSu mjd jqj o"
fufkys lsu i|yd wdydrhla njg m;afjhs'
ish,a, lelr .kska tlg .;a g f yeu fohla u
jefgkafka tl u .Khlgh' tk Ou_ iajNdjh keu;s
.Khg jefgk w;r ta ish,a, ks;H jYfhka u wks;Hhh'
tajd ;=< we;s i;Hh thhs' ienE Ou_h thhs' tajd ta w;ska
ia:Srh' th ta wdldrhg ia:Sr jkafka flfiao@ tfia jkafka
f,dalfha iajNdjh th u jk ksid;a" fjk;a wdldrhlska

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fkdjk ksid;ah' Bg jvd je hula tajd ;=< ke;' wmg f

wdldrfhka oelsh yels jqjfyd;a wfma .uk ksu jQjd fjhs'
yeS we;slr .ekSu .ek nq oyfuys i|yka jkafka
fufiah( wm wkqkg jvd w{dkhhs is;Su" wkqkag iudkhhs
is;Su yd wkqkg jvd Wiia hhs is;Su jer nj i|yka fjhs'
tfia jkafka wm lshd lsisjl= ke;s ksidh' ta ;=< mj;akd
;;a;ajh t jekakla k wm ;=< mj;sk udkh uq,skqmqgd
h hq;= fjhs'
f,dal hkqfjka ykajkq ,nkafka fuhhs' tk
f,dalfha iajNdjh we;s iefhka meye,s wdldrhg oelSuhs'
uki f wdldrhg i;Hh oek .kakdg thg ta .ek u
wjfndaOhla we;su ksid th iska lg fya;=j ke;s lr
oukq ,nhs' fya;=jla lsisfia;a u ke;s g M,hkaf.a yg
.ekSula o we;s fkdjkq we;' wm wfma mqyqKqj ;=<ska bhg
hd hq;af;a ta wdldrfhks'
wm f i|yd hqKq lr .; hq;= uQ,sl .=Kdx. k(
m<uqfjka u Rcq Ndjh yd wjxlNdjh" fojkq j jer foaj,a
fkdlsug m%fY u" f;jkq j is; ;=< ksy;udkS .=Kh
mj;ajd .ekSu" wdYdjka w;ayer iaj,amhlska iEySug m;au"
fuys l:dj fuka u wfkl=;a foaj,a inkaOfhka
iaj,amhlska iEySug m;a jqjfyd;a" is; fjk;a foaj,a flfrys
we fkdhEf fya;=j ksid wmg wm .ek u oel .ekSug
yels fjhs' is;g YS,fha yd m%{df moku jefghs'
tu ksid Ou_ ud._fhys .uka lrkakjqka jk wm wisyfs hka
fkdish hq;=h' ;uka ksjer jqj;a isysfhka f;dr j fkd
iskak' yeu fohla u hym;a wdldrhg isjk g fyda Tn
i;=ka isk g jqj o isysfhka f;dr j fkd iskak' ud
iska isysfhka f;dr j fkd iskak' hkqfjka mjikq
,nkafka ulaksido@ ud tfia lshkafka f lsisjla flfrys
Yajdihla ;eh fkd yels ksidh' tajdfha tu iajNdjh
ie<ls,a,g .kak' uki iudhg m;a jqj fyd;a th ta
wdldrfhka ;sug bv ykak' Tn k leu;s jkafka ta ;=<
u ksu.ak isugh' kuq;a msh
% ukdm fkdjk .;s iajNdjhka

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inkaO i;Hh oek iskakdla fuka fuu .;s iajNdjfha

i;Hh .ek o oekSfuka hq;= j iskak'
uki inkaOfhka flfrk mqyqKqj tla tla mqoa.,hdg
u wh;a ldhH_hls' .=rejrhd iska lrkq ,nkafka uki
mqyqKq lsf l%uh ia;r lr u muKh' ulaksid o uki
msysgd ;sfnkafka ta tla tla mqoa.,hd ;=< u ksidh' fjk;a
wh ta ;=< mj;skafka l=ula o lshd wm ;r fydka fkd
oks;s' ta nj okafka wm muKh' wfma mqyqKqj i|yd wjYH
jkafka" fukak f wdldrfha wjxlluls' th WodiSklka
f;dr j ksis m lrkak' ksism lrkak lshd lshk g
thska woyia jkafka Yrhg wl f,i jo fuka th is
l< hq;= nj o@ ke;' ta i|yd thg wl f,iska jo h hq;=
ke;' ulaksido mqyqKqj islrkq ,nkafka uki ;=<ska jk
ksidh' yqfola i;sh yd imc[a[h mj;S k Tng ta yryd
jer foh Tn ;=<ska u oelsh yels fjhs' mqyqKqj .ek oek
.;a;d jkqfha fuu oelSu we;s jQ gh' f i|yd t;r
Yd, m%udKfha oekqula wjYH ke;' m%;s; wdldrfhka
Tf we;=<; oelSu i|yd mqyqKqjg wod< ug fhdod .kak'
oeka f jk g jiaidk ld,h wvlska muK f.
f.dia we;' f ld,h ;=< fndfyda wh idudkH jYfhka
lrkafka ;ukaf.a mqyqKqj l l,lg ,siaid yeuhs' Tjqyq
mqyqKqf uq, isg w. olajd tl u ia:djrhl / fkd is;s'
f ;=<ska fmkakq lrkafka Tjqka mqyqKqj w;ska ;ju;a
hqKq ke;s njh' jia ld,fha wdrNh;a iu. h mqyK
q j
q l
fhu i|yd wIaGdk lr .;a g ;uka mqyqKq jkafka
l=ula fyda jqj;a ta i|yd we;s lr.;a wIaGdkh uqkam;a
lr.; hq;= nj WyrKhla f,i fmkajd h yel' tu ksid
Tn Tf mqyqKqf ia:djrNdjh fuu uq f;ui ;=< u /l
.; hq;=h' yeufokd u ta .ek W;aidyj;a jkak' mqyqKqu
i|yd bgd.kq ,enQfha l=ula o ta .ek ie<ls,su;a jkak' Tn
w;ska th .s,syS f.dia ;sfo lshd;a n,kak' th tfia
we;ak ta ;=< kej; j;djla msysug W;aidy lrkak'
mqyqKqj" wdkdmdk i;s Ndjkdj lrk wdldrhg u yev.iajd

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.kak' yqiau by< my< hk g is; fjk;lg fhduq fjhs'

tg Tn kej;;a Tf wjOdkh yqiu
a fj; fhduq lrkafkysh'
tu wjOdkh kej;;a fjk;lg fhduq jk g Tn iska
th kej; jrla yqiau u; msysgqjkq ,nhs' f wjia:djka
foflys u is jkafka tl u ls%hdjls' Yrh yd uki hk
f fol u inkaOfhka Tf mqyqKqj ls%hd;aul h hq;af;a
f wdldrfhks' tu ksid lreKdlr ta i|yd ffOhH_hla
we;s lr .kak'

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ldu m%jdyh
rEm" Yo" ri" .kaO yd iamY_ hk fjd ;=< .s,S isu
ldfuda>fha fyj;a ldu m%jdyfha .s,Suhs' tfia .sf,kafka wm
ndysr foaj,a foi n,k kuq;a wfma wNHka;rh foi fkd
n,k ksihs' ksiqka yqfola u lrkqfha wkqka foi ne,Su i
;uka foi ne,Su fkd f' Tjqkg wksla yeu flkl=ka u
oelSug yels jqj;a ;uka oelSug fkd yelsh' tfia jkafka
th t;r wmyiq fohla ksid fkd j Tjqka yqfola ta .ek
ienE jYfhka u W;aidy fkd lrk ksidh'
fuhg WodyrKhla f,i rEu;a ldka;djla f.k n,kak'
weh oelSf fya;=fjka Tng is jkafka l=ula o@ Tn wef.a
uqyqK gq ieKska wksla yeu fohla u oel .kafkysh'
fuhska woyia jk foh Tng meye,so@ ldka;djla gq g
isjk foh l=ula o lshd l .ekSug k Tf uki ;=<g
yqfola t n,kak' weiaj,ska olskafka iaj,am m%udKhla
jqj;a b;s ish,a, oel .kafka uki isks' th t;r
f.j;a j ls%hd;aul jkafka ulaksido@
th tfia jkafka Tn ldfuda>h ;=< .sf,k ksidh' ta
;=< .sf,k Tn ta gq foh .ek l,amkd lrkafkysh' ta .ek
isysk ujka tys u t,a,S .kafkysh' Tn f wdldrfhka
m;a iskqfha jy,l=f.a ;;a;ajhgh' Tf md,kh mj;skafka
;j;a flkl= wf;ah' tu wh Tng jdjkakg lshQ g Tn
jd h hq;=h' wekakg lshQ g weh hq;=h' Tn Tjqkaf.a
jy,d njg m;aj we;s ksid Tjqkaf.a wKg wlSlre h fkd
yel' bkah
s hkag jy,a u f wdldrfha fohls' thska .e,u
i|yd fl;r m%n, W;aidyhl fhk;a th l< fkd yelsh'
.e,u wkqka w;ska isjk f;la n,d ish fyd;a Tn ienE
f,iska u lrorfha jefgkafkysh' tu ksid thska .e,u
isl< hq;af;a Tn iska uh'
nqka jykafia fuu Ou_h mqyqKqu;a" l ch .ekSu;a
wmg u Ndr lf<a ta ksidh' f i|yd WodyrKhla jYfhka

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ks j _ d Kh f.k n,ka k ' nq ka jyka f ia ,nd is tu

wjfndaO;ajh mQK_ tlls' tfia k Wkajykafia ksj_dKh
.ek ia;rd;aul f,i jKkd fkd lf<a ulaksido@ tfia
lsug fya;=j l=ula o@ ksj_dKh wm iska u fidhd .;
hq;h
= hkak muKla foaYkd lrk ,oafoa ulaki
s do@ Wkajykafia
ksj_dKh fln tlla o lshd ta .ek ia;r l< hq;= j
;snqKd fkd fo@
nqka jykafia idrdixLH l,am ,laIhla uq,af,a fmre
o mssref f,dal i;a;ajhkaf.a hym; Wfoidh' tfia k
ksjd_ Kh oel .kska t;ekg hEu i|yd th fmkajd kqkafka
ulaksido@ iuyr mqoa.,fhda fukak f wdldrfhkq;a l,amkd
lr;s - tk" Wkajykafia ta .ek we;a; jYfhka u oek
isfiala k ta inkaO j mjid iskq we;' lsisjla ryila
f,i ;nd .kafka l=ulgo@ hkqfjks'
fuu woyi we;a; jYfhka u jerh' i;Hh ta wdldrfhka
oel .; fkd yelsh' th oelSu i|yd mqyqKqf fhh hq;=h'
.=K o jeh hq;=h' nqka jykafia iska lrk ,oafoa m%{dj
hqKq lr.ekSu i|yd ud._h fmkajd u muKh' Wkajykafia
iska foaYkd lrk ,oafoa mqyqKqj wm iska is l<hq;= njh'
ch lKqj fj; t<fUkafka mqyqKqf fhfok wh muKh'
kuq;a" Wkajykafia iska W.kajd fok ,o tu ud._h
wfma mqrej,g mgyeks fjhs' w,afmaP;djh" ixjrYS,S Ndjh
- fu jeks foaj,aj,g wms we;a; jYfhka u wleu;s fjuq'
tfia jqj;a wm mjikafka iemhg leu;s wm jeks whg;a
hEug yelsjk m ksjkg hk ud._h fmkajd fokak' thg
hd yels l%uh fmkajd fokak hkqfjks' Tjqka m%{dj .ek
jqj o mjikafka th uh' yqfola w;ska w;g heh yels fohla
fkdjk m%{dj nqkajykafiag jqj o ,ndh fkd yel'
Wkajykafiag jqj o l< yels jQfha th hqKq lr .kakd
ud._h fmkajd u muKh' th wvqfjka fyda jefhka hqKq
lsf yelshdj r|d mj;skafka tla tla mqoa.,hd u;h'
l=i,h yd msk w;r iajdNdl fjkila mj;shs'

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oeka fuu Yd,dj bmi isgqjd we;s ,Sfhka ksulrk

,o isxy rEm jeks fN!;sl jia;+ka foi n,kak' fuys tk
ksiqka tajd foi n,k kuq;a Tjqkaf.a woyiaj, tl;djhla
ke;' fjd fudk;r ,iaiko@ hkqfjka h whl= mjik
w;r fjd fld;r le;o@ hkqfjka ;jflfkla mji;s'
ta ,iaikg fmfkkafka;"a le;g fmfkkafka;a tl u isxyhduh'
wm h h foaj,a .ek we;s lr .kakd wdl,amhka .ek
oek .ekSu i|yd yqfola fuh jqj o iEfyhs'
tu ksid fuu Ou_h wjfndaO u iuyrg ysysg;a"
iuyrg blaukg;a isfjhs' ;u ;ukaf.a mqyqKqj w;ska
nqka jykafia;a" Wkajykafiaf.a Y%djlhska jykafia,d;a tl
iudk jQy' tfia jqj;a wjfndaO;ajh ,eug fmr Wmfoia yd
mqyqKq l%u bf.kSu i|yd Wkajykafia,dg ;u .=rejreka
flfrys Yajdih ;eug ish'
tu ksid Ou_hg ijka fok g wm wfma yeu ielhla
u rejkf;la thg ijkah hq;=fjhs' tfia jqj;a ksl u
ksl ijka u ;=<ska muKla tajd re fkd f' tu iel
ksl u ksl ijkau ;=<skaj;a" l,amkd lsu ;=<skaj;a
refkdjk w;r ta i|yd uq,ska u wfma uki msis lr.;
hq;=h' uki msis lsu hkqfjka woyia jkafka wfma mqyqKqj
.ek kej; kej; fufkys lr ne,Suhs' i;Hh l=ula o lshd
foaYkd lrk .=rejrhdg ijka fok ld,h fl;r >_
tlla jqj;a yqfola thg ijka u ;=<ska muKla tu i;Hh
oek .ekSugj;a" oel .ekSugj;a fkd yelsh' t jeks fohla
isjqj;a th mok rys; ks.ukhla ke;sk wkqudk
jYfhka is;d .kq ,nkakla fjhs'
ta flfia jqj;a Ou_hg kslu ksl ijkau wjfndaOh
lrd f.khkq fkd,enqj;a ta ;=<ska m%fhdackhla w;afjhs'
nqka jykafia judkj jevis ld,fha Ou_hg ijkau
;=<ska ry;aNdjh mjd ,enQ wh jQy' kuq;a ta jk g Tjqkaf.a
is;a ;=< h m%udKhl jegySula ;=nQ ksid Tjqyq hqKqf
by< ugula ,nd ishy' tys jQ ;;a;ajh mdmkajlg
iudk l< yelsh' mdmkaj" iq<x fmdm l< g uy;a

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fjhs' tg ta ;=< we;s iq<x W;aidy lrkafka thska msgugh'

kuq;a ta i|yd wjYH isrla fkdue;s fyhska th l< fkd
yelsh' tu mdmkafjys blgqjla jeks fohla wekqK ieKska
iq< fydaia .d msgfjhs'
Ou_hg ijka foka ish is jkafka;a fu jeks u
fohls' Ou_hg ijka foka isk g ta ;=<ska wjfndaO;ajhg
m;a tu Y%djlhkaf.a is;a o mej;sfha ta wdldrfhks' mdmkafjys
f;rmSu fuka Tjqkaf.a is;a ;=<;a f;rmSula ;=nqKs' is;a ;=<
mj;_khla we;sug wjYH l=vd fya;= ldrlhla fkdmej;s
fyhska tu f;rmSu mej;=Ks'
Tjqkaf.a is;a tf;la ksoyia fkd ;snqfKa i;Hh jid.;a
fuu l=vd foh ksidh' Ou_h weiqk ieKska th ksje/
;ekg t,a, m%{dj my< h' Tjqka tlajrg u jgyd
.kska" tlajrg u w;yer oefuys fhfoka Ou_djfndaOh
,enQy' th isjQfha ta wdldrfhks' th myiq tlla h' th
iska u RcqNdjhg m;ajQ uki ;=< mj;_khla we;s h'
fjk;a wdldrhg lsj fyd;a tla oelSula fjk;a oelSula njg
fmr,sks' th wE;ska ;=nQ fohla ke; fyd;a <ska Zu ;=nQ
fohla lshd lSug o ms<sjk'
fuh wm iska wmg u islr .; hq;= jQ fohls' nqka
jykafiag yels jQfha m%{dj hqKq lr.kakd l%u fmkajd u
muKh' f ld,fha isk .=rejrekayg jqj o l<yels jkafka
thhs' Tjqyq Ou_h .ek foaYkd mj;ajka i;Hh .ek l:dlrk
kuq;a wmg ;ju;a tu i;Hh wfma njg m;alr .; fkd
yelsh' ta ulaksido@ wfma wNHka;rh jid.;a lv;=rdjla
we;s fyhsks' f .ek lsj hq;= j ;sfnkafka wm m%jdyh ;=<
tk ldfuda>h ;=< .s,S isk njh' tfia u Njh fyj;a
Nfjda>h ;=< .s,S isk njh'
Nj hkq W;am;a;s ;,hhs' rEm" Yo" >kaO" ri yd
iamY_ my<jk g tajd ;uka yd inkaO lr i,lk ksid
ldu ;DIaKdj yg.kshs' th oe f,i w,a,d .kakd uki
ldfuda>hg yiqfjhs'

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mqyqKqf fhfok iuyr whg ta .ek tmdula we;sfjhs'

ta .ek l,lsula o" fjfyig m;aula yd lue<slula o
we;sfjhs' f fjkqfjka ta ;r wE; r ne,Sula wjYH ke;'
fuys isk whg jqj;a Ou_h u;l ;nd .ekSug fkdyels
jk wdldrh foi n,kak' th tfia jqj;a Tjqkg h
fodaIdfrdamKhla l< fyd;a Tjqyq wjqre .Kkdjla ;siafia
th w,a,df.k is;s' tu fodia meju is lf<a jia jeiSu
is l< uq, u jqj;a tu ld,h wjikajQ g mjd Tjqyq th
wu;l fkd lr;s' ;ukaf.a is; ;=<g ;ka u ldje ;snqK
fyd;a Tjqyq th uq ; ld,hgu wu;l fkd lr;s' kuq;a
nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h yd .efkk g uey;a nka isug;a"
ixjrYS,S ug;a" isys l,amkdfjka hq;= j mqyK
q
q ug;a fmkajd
fok g Tjqka th u;lfha ;nd .kska ta wkqj lghq;=
lsug fkdhkafka ulaksido@ f .ek;a yqfola t;r wE;
ne,Sula wjYH ke;' fuys wm lrk fuu mqyqKqj .ek u
n,kak' WodyrKhla jYfhka odkh j<od md;a;rd msis
lsfuka miq ms<si|rfha fkdfhfokak" jeks phH_d" ug
/l.ekSu .ek n,kak' iuyr whg fuh jqj o wiSre
ldhH_hls' mqo.
a ,hka ms<i
s |rfha fhu ;=< fYaI m%fhdackhla
fkdue;s nj;a" thska lduhka flfrys nef|k nj;a okakd
kuq;a Tjqka ;ju;a leue;s jkafka ms<si|rfha fhughs' je
l,la hEug u;af;ka Tjqka w;r h u;fNao yg .kakd
fyhska ta ;=<ska Tjqyq jdo" jdo yd iKavq onr mjd we;s
lr .ks;s' ta ;=<ska Bg jvd je hula is fkd f'
oeka fuh f;aare fkd.ekSug ;r wmyiq ishq fohla
fkd f' th fndfyda fihska uQ,sl lreKls' kuq;a iuyr
wh ta .ek ienE Wkkajla olajk njla fkd fmfka' Tjqka
mjid iskafka ;ukag Ou_h oel .ekSug wjYH njhs'
tfy;a Tjqkg wjYH jkafka th Tjqkaf.a u woyiaj,g
wkqj oelSuhs' ta yer Tjqyq mqyqKqjg wh;a ud._h wkq.ukh
fkd lr;s' fu jeks wh .ek lSug we;af;a fumuKls'
mqyqKqjg wod< ish u ug" Ou_h kso oelSu i|yd we;s
olaI;u Wmdh ud._hkah' kuq;a iuyr wh tajdg wkql+, jk
wkaoka mqyqKq fkd fj;s'

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kshu mqyqKqj ke;ak m%n, mqyqKqj jeks jpkj,ska

Tf Y%uh wjYH jYfhka u Yd, m%udKhlska jeh l< hq;=
njla woyia fkd flf' ukig yqfola h m%udKhl Y%uhla
fhdokak' ta ;=< my< jk yeS fYaIfhka u lduhg nr
jQ tajd .ek h jEhula lrkak' wfma i;=rka we;af;a
fjdh'
kuq;a tfia lsu i|yd mqoa.,hka ;=< yelshdjla we;s
nj olakg ke;' yeu jI_hl u jia ld,h wjika jkjd;a
iu u tu ;;a;ajh tkag tkag u krl w;g yefrhs'
iuyr NslaIQyq ta ld,h jk g ;ukaf.a bjiS iSudj
blaujd f.dia is;s' ;jrg;a lsisjla lr lshd .; fkdyels
;;a;ajhg m;a is;s' jia wjik jvd;a <x jk g Tjqkaf.a
;;a;ajh jvd;a krl w;g yefrhs' mqyqKqf ia:djr Ndjhla
fkd mj;shs' ud yeu wjqreoaola mdid u f .ek l:d l<;a
Tjqka th u;lfha ;nd .ekSula lrk nj olakg ke;' wm
mqyK
q j
q g wod<jk h ugula msyg
s j
q kq ,nk kuq;a wjqreoaola
.;ug;a m<uq th lvd jefghs' jia ld,h wjika jkafka
h kl o th mgka.kq ,nkafka;a tgh' ms<si|rfha fhu"
;% ix. meje;au jeks foaj,a jyd u mgka .efkhs' iEu
fohla u iqKq iqKq hhs' ta ld,h jk g mj;akd idudkH
m%jK;djh fuhhs'
mqyqKqj .ek ienE Wkkajla we;s wh fuh fufia
jkafka ulaksid o lshd is;d ne,sh hq;=hs' fufia jkafka
ksiqkag fjd ;=<ska we;s jk wksgq mdl .ek oekSula
ke;s ksidh'
wm fuu Ydikfha me Ndjh ,enQ miq j;ajkafka
ieye,a nks' tfy;a iuyr flfkla ;ud <ska km;d
fj WKav mshdUd hk hqo mshg hEu i|yd isjqre yer h;s'
Tjqka ;=< je leue;a;la we;af;a ta wdldrfhka j;a ughs'
tys hEu i|yd Tjqkg we;a; jYfhka u wjYH fjhs' wka;rdh
yeu me;af;ka u jg ;snqK;a Tjqka iQodk jkafka tys
hEughs' Tjqkg tys we;s wka;rdh fkdfmfkkafka ulaksido@
;=jlal=fjka uere lEug iQodk jqj;a Tjqka lsisjl=g fyda

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is,aj;alu yd .=K Ou_ hqKqlr .kska h hEug wjYH

ke;' f .ek f ;rka fyda oek.; fyd;a th fyd|g u
iEfyhs' fufia ug fya;=j wka lsis u fohla ksid fkd j
Tjqka jy,a Ndjhg m;a we;s ksidh' fumuKla oek.;
fyd;a f ish,af,ka u lshfjkafka l=ula .ek o lshd Tn
oek .kafkysh' ksiaiq f ;=< mj;akd wka;rdh fkdols;s'
fuh k we;a; jYfhka u mquhg lreKls' th tfia
fkd fo@ Tjqka tu wka;rdh olskq we; lshd Tn l,amkd
lsug mqjk' kuq;a Tjqyq th fkd ols;s' th f ;=<ska j;a
l .; fkdyels k Tjqkg .e,f ula ke;' Tjqka
wIaGdk lr iskafka ixidrh jf lerlSugh' f,dalfha
mj;akd iajNdjh fuhhs' yqfola fu jeks iq foaj,a .ek
l:dlsfuka jqj;a wfma jegySf wdrNh isug ms<sjk'
Tn Wmkafka l=ulgo@ lshd Tjqkaf.ka weiqjfyd;a
thg ms<;
s r
= la u Tjqkg fkd wkqudkj u uy;a wlr;enhla
jkq we;' tfia jkafka Tjqkg ta .ek meye,s kSula ke;s
ksidh' Tjqyq bkash f,dalh ;=<;a" Njh ;=<;a .s,S is;s'
Njh hkq W;am;a;s lafIa;%h fyj;a W;am;a;s N+hhs' fuh
jvd;a ir, j lau i|yd i;a;ajhkaf.a W;am;a;sh we;s
jkafka fldfyka o hk ldrKh .ek is;d n,kak' thg
uQ,sl fya;=ldrlh jkafka Njhhs' W;am;a;sh we;s jkafka
fld;ekl o t;ek Njh we;'
WodyrKhla f,i wm fYaI jYfhka we lrk wem,a
j;a;la ;snqKdh lshd is;kak' m%{dj fkdhq;= j ta .ek is;
fhojqjfyd;a th Njh njg m;afjhs' th tfia jkafka
fldfyduo@ fyd|hs" tfyu k tu j;a; ;=< .ia ishhla
fyda odyla ;snqKdh lshd is;kak''''tu .ia l=uk j._hl
.ia o hkak we;a; jYfhka u ldrKhla fkdjqj;a tajd
whs;s wmgh lshd i,lk ;dla l,a wm ta yeu .il u
mKqjl= bmug bv ;sf' fuu ksia isrer wfma u ksji
;=< mej;sh;a wm ta yeu .ila isrelr tajd ;=< bm wfma
;=vq tys we;s yeu .ila fj; u lalruq' oeka b;ska th
Njhla nj wm oek .kafka flfiao@

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th Njh jkafka wm tu .ia wfmah" tu j;a; wfmah

hk is;s,a, ;=< ;ka u t,a,Sf.k isk ksidh' h whl=
fmdrjla f.k;a tu .iaj,ska tlla fyda lmd u oeuqjfyd;a
ksji ;=< / isk .iaj, whs;slre" lmd u fy,kq ,enQ
tu .i;a iu urKhg m;afjhs' fldamfhka oefjk Tyqg
lreKq ksjer lrug;a" ta .ek igka lsug fyda ta u;af;a
hhEug fyda tys hEug isfjhs' Tyq lrk tu wr.,h
bmu k fjhs' wfmah lshd ;ka u w,a,d f.k isk tu
wem,a j;a; W;am;a;s N+hhs' th wfmah lshd i,ld.;a
fudfydf;a u yhg u tu fudfydf;a wms Wmuq' ta Njh ;=<
bmfouq' wfmah lshd wem,a .ia odyla ;snqK;a hful= tajdhska
tlla fyda lmd u oeuqj fyd;a th tu .fia whs;slre lmd
u fyjdg iudkh'
wm w,a,df.k iskafka l=ula o" wfma bmu is jkafka;a
yhg u t;eksks' oekSu we;sjQ ieKska wms Wmuq' fuu
oekSu fkdoekSu ;=<ska we;s jkakls' wmg whs;s .iaj,ska
tlla h lsisjl= lmd oud we;s nj wm oek.kafka ta ;=<sks'
kuq;a tu .ia we;a; jYfhka u wmg whs;s fkdjk nj wms
fkd oksuq' fkdoekSu ;=<ska oekSu hkq fuhhs' wm tu Njh
;=< bmug ksh;h'
ixialdrhkaf.ka ie,;a fuu Nj pl%h lerflkafka
ta wdldrfhks' ksii
a q Njh w,a,d .kska ta flfrys Yajdih
;nd .kska is;s' W;am;a;sh hkq tu Njh ;u is; ;=<
fmdaIKh lsuhs' ta ;=<ska lg m;a u;a W;am;a;shls' wms
w;ayer oefuys fkdfhfok ;dla l,a ixidr w.dOh ;=<
isr isuq' pl%hla fuka lerlfjka isu-fukak f .ek
iqmlaIdld j n,ka fufkys lsf fhfokak' wm fyda
wfmah lshd w,a,d.kq ,nk l=ula jqj;a th W;am;a;s N+hls'
W;am;a;h
s la isug fmr ta i|yd Njhla fyj;a W;am;a;s
lafIa;h
% la mej;sh hq;h
= ' Tng l=ula ;=nK
q ;a th ;nd fkd.kakd
f,i nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a ta ksidh' ;sug bv
yeh;a th Tf njg m;alr fkd .kak' Tn f ;nd.ekSu

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.ek;a" ;nd fkd.ekSu .ek;a" tajdfha i;Hh .ek;a

oek.kska flys fkd jefgkak'
Tng wjYH jkafka Tn Wmka ;ekg u wdmiq f.dia
kej; j;djla bmugh' th tfia fkdf o@ NslaIQka yd
idufKarjreka jk Tn ish fokd Tn Wmka ;ek .ek
okakdyqo@ Tng wjYH jkafka wdmiq t;ekg u hEughs' th
tfyu fkao@ f .ek fl<ska u is;d n,kak' Tn oeka Th
iskafka Bg iQodk fjks' f jia ld,fha wjidkh jvd;a
<xjk g wdmiq tys f.dia bmu i|yd Tn lrk jEhu o
jefjhs'
we;a; jYfhka lsj fyd;a flkl=f.a l=i ;=< j;au
fln tlla fo lshd Tjqkg oek.; yelsh lshd Tn
l,amkd lrkafkyso@ tfia j;au fl;r wmyiqjlao@
Tf l=h ;=< tla kla fyda Tfya ksl / isu .ek
kslug fuka ne,Su f i|yd fyd|g u iEfyhs' l=fha fodr
cfka, jid oeuqj fyd;a Tf yqiau mjd ysr fjhs' tfia k
udi kjhla fyda oyhla ;siafia flkl=f.a l=i ;=< j;a
isu fudk jf.a fohla fjhso@ Tn is;d ne,sh hq;af;a ta
.ekh'
foaj,a is jkafka flfia o lshd ksiaiq fkd oks;s'
j;a jkafka l=ulgo@ fkdtfia k bmfka l=ulgo lshd
Tjqkaf.ka wikak' Tjqkag ta .ek fudk u yeSula fyda
ke;' Tng ;ju;a wjYH ta l,ska is ;;a;ajh fj; kej;;a
hEugo@ ta ulaksido@ meye,sj fmksh hq;= kuq;a th
fkdfmfkk ksidh' th tfia jkafka ula ksido@ Tn Th
we,S iskafka l=ulgo@ Th w,a,df.k iskafka l=ula o@
wkak ta .ek Tn u l,amkdlr n,kak'
th tfia jkafka Njh yd W;am;a;sh we;sug fya;=jla
mj;sk ksidh' krla fkdjk m fnfy;a ;=< nyd we;s ta
<mhd foi yqfola n,kak' thg hjk lsifs jla fyda is;ao@
ke;' thg lsisu flfkla h fkd fj;s' ujlf.a l=i ;=<
isk orejd;a wr fnfy;a ;=< nyd we;s orejdg u iudkh'
tfy;a Tng wjYH t jeks foaj,a ;j ;j;a ksu_dKh lsugh'

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tmuKla o fkd j wdmiq f.dia ta ;=< Tng u fm f.k

isug;a wjYH fjhs' ta ;=< we;s wka;rdh .ek;a" fuu
mqyqKqfjka w;ajk hym;a m%;sM, .ek;a Tng fkdfmfkkafka
ulaksido@
Tn th oekaj;a gqfjyso@ ta ;ud Njh' uQ,h mj;skafka
t;ekhs' th ta jgd lerflhs' nqka jykafia W.kajd jodf<a
fuu ldrKh .ek fufkyslr n,k f,ih' ksiqka f
.ek is;k kuq;a Tjqkg th fkd fmfkhs' Tjqka iQodk
jkafka kej; j;djla tysu hEughs' ta ;=< t;r iqjmyiqjla
ke;s ne okakd kuq;a Tjqkg ;ju;a wjYH ta ;=<g ysi
x.jd .ekSughs' tfia u fn,a, jgd kej; j;djla f;dKavqj
oud .ekSughs' Tjqka fuu ldrKh f;are fkd.kafka
ulaksido@ m%{dj we;sjk ;ek fu;ek jk w;r fufkys
lr ne,sh hq;= ;ek;a fu;ekh'
ud fuf,i l:dlrk g ksiaiq mjikafka th tfia
k" yeu flkl=u uyK h hq;=h" tg f,dalh mj;skafka
flfiao@ hkqfjks' lsis kl yeu flkl= u uyK lsug
kqmqjka jk ksid Tn ta .ek lror fkdh hq;=h' fu jeks
f,dalhla mj;skafka uq,djQ i;a;ajhka ksidh' tu ksid tu
ldrKh iq fldg ;elsh hq;= fkd f'
uf.a jhi wjqre kjhla jQ g ud uq,ska u lf<a
idufKar NslaIqjla njg m;auh' ud udf.a mqyqKqj wdrN
lf<a tjla mgkah' kuq;a tys iajNdjh flfia o lshd uu ta
ld,fha fkdoek isfh' ta .ek fidhd.kq ,enQfha mQK_
NslaIqjla njg m;ajQ miqh' NslaIqjla njg m;afuka miq uu
fndfyda fihska m%fi jQfh' ksiqka k l iqjh
t;r fkdaod;aul fohla f,i ug k fkd fmkqKs' ud
gqf ta ;=< we;s lh' th yhg wr b;d rij;a lshd ud
oek is flfi,a f.hla I fh tlla fia oelSug iudkh'
tys fl;r ys rihla ;snqK;a" th lEug wdYdjla we;s
jqj;a th lEu ksid urKhg m;ajkq we;' ud ks;r u mdfya
l,amkd lf<a ta wdldrhgh'''flfi,a f.hla lEug is;la
my< jQ ieKska uu ta ;=< ie .;a I gqfj' tu ksid

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ug t jeks foaj,a .ek we;s jQ wdYdj bj;alr oeug yels

h' oeka f jhfia k tjeks foaj,a fldfydugj;a uf.a
is;a .kafka ke;'
iuyfrla k fuu I fkd ols;'s tfia ols;;a iuyrekag
;ukafka jdikdj Wr.d ne,Sug wjYHfjhs' Tf w; ;=jd,
we;ak I fkd w,a,kak' tfia we,aj fyd;a tu I
;=jd,h ;=<g x.kq we;'
f .ek W;aidylr ne,Sug uf.a ie<ls,a, o fhduq
;snqKs' NslaIqjla jYfhka wjqre my yhla j;afuka miq
uu nqka jykafia .ek l,amkd flf<' Wkajykafia k
wjqre my yhl mqyqKqfjka miq ish,a, wjika l< fial'
kuq;a ud k ;ju;a iskafka f,!lsl ;h flfrys we,Sula
we;sjh' ud .sysf.h fj; hEug l,amkd lf<a ta ksidh' ud
tys f.dia iaj,am ld,hla f,dalh f.dvke.sh hq;=h' thska
ud h oekSula yd bf.kqula ,nkq we;' nqka jykafiag;a
Wkajykafiaf.a u mq;a jQ rdyq, l=ure isfhah' ud f lrkafka
kEjg jvd ;ka isula fkdh yelso@
uu jd f .ek iEfyk ld,hla l,amkd flf<'
yd! ta yefulla u fyd|h" kuq;a f nqka jykafia wr fmr
is nqka jykafia jeks flkl= fo hkakhs ud ;=< jQ h'
ud ;=<ska ke.S wd y~lska ug mejiqf ta nqka jykafia
fuka fkd j f nqka jykafia k uf~ys tfrkq we;
hkqfjks' tu ksid uu uf.a f,!lsl is;s,sj,g wjk;u
i|yd bvla kqks'
ud jia iQ ih jeks fyda i;ajeks wjqreoafoa mgka
isfjks jia wjqreoao olajd ug we;a; jYfhka u uyd f,dl=
igkla lsug ish' ug oeka k fmfkkafka uf.a uQksiai
wjika we;s njh' tfia we;af;a ud .=l,la ;siafia
fj;efuys ksr; is ksihs' wvq jhfia miqjk NslaIQka
yd idufKarjreka jk Tng k uQksiai fndfyda m%udKhla
we;s ksid" Tn tajd fhdod .kska Tf ;=jlal= w;ayod
ne,Sug ms<sjk hk h ud ;=< mj;S' Tn tfia lsug m<uq
ta .ek b;d fydka i,ld ne,sh hq;=h'

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ldudYdj .ek l:d l< fyd;a th w;ayer oeug

wmyiqh' th mj;skfa ka l=uk wdldrfhka o lshd l .ekSugj;a
fkd yel' ta i|yd wm l<hq;= jkafka olaI Wmdh ud._hka
fhdod.ekSuhs' lEfuka miq o;a w;r len,s isrjk uia lEu
jeks ldu iem;la .ek is;kak' Tn lka isk tu uia ld
bjrug;a m<uq o;a w;r isrjQ uia len,s bj;alr oeu
i|yd o;a lgqjla fidhd .ekSug wjYH fjhs' oeka tu len,s
t<shg .;ag Tng l f,djl iqjhla oefkhs' tg ;jrg;a
tu uia fkdld isug mjd Tn l,amkd lsug ms<sjk'
kuq;a tajd olsk g fkdld ish fkd yel' tu ksid
tajdhska lla kej;;a lkafkysh' th o o;a w;r isr fjhs'
th tfia jQ g kej; j;djla tajd bj;a lsug isfjhs' ta
;=<ska kej; j;djla iykhla ,efnhs' tu iykh mj;skafka
kej; j;djla fkdlk f;la muKs' ta ;=<ska isjk ish,a,
tmuKls' ldu iem; fu jeks fohls' ta ;=< g jvd je
hula ke;' f;rmSfuka lla msg lr yk f;la th flka
l by< k.S' T" wfka we;af;ka u ta ;=< we;s ish,a,
Tkak tmuKhs' oeka b;ska f .ek fu;r l=,mamq jkafka
l=ulg o lshd ug fkd jegfyhs'
ud fuu foaj,a .ek lsisjl=f.ka bf.k fkd.;a w;r
tajd uf.a is; ;=<g wdf Ndjkd mqyqKqf fhfok gh'
jd Ndjkd mqyqKqf fh is g uu f l iqjh .ek
fufkys lr nefh' th f.dfydghlg iudk lrka
ta .ek fufkys lr nefh' h flkl= fldagqjla f.k ;a
f.dfydghlg wksk g tu f.dfydgfhka t<shg;a"
fldagqj f.a my<g;a j tk fhda" f.dfydghg wekak
whf.a uqyqKg f.dv Tyqf.a weiq;a" lkq;a imd l;s' tfia
jqj;a fu jeks ksiqkag ;uka je isk wudrej ;ju;a
fkd fmfkhs'
ta flfia jqj;a thska f isu wmg wmyiq fohla fkd
f' nqka jykafiaf.a foaYkdfjys i|yka we;af;a hlsisjl
we;s wka;rdh l,ska oekf.k ;snqj fyd;a th fl;r fyd|
fohla f,i fmkqk;a th wka;rdodhl fohla f,i oel.kakd

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njh' wka;rdodhl f,i ;ju;a oel ke;s l=ula jqj;a wm

l,amkd lrkafka th fyd| fohla f,isk's hul we;s wka;rdh
oel fkdue;s k wmg thska f isug o fkd yelsh'
jevh fl;r wm;% tlla jqj;a ksik
q a thg leue;a;la
olajk nj Tng fmkS f.dia ;sf o@ ta wdldrfha wm;%
jevlsu i|yd ksiqka ish leue;af;kau bm;ajk ksid
ta fjkqfjka Tjqkg h f.ula mjd lsu wjYH ke;'
fjk;a wdldrfha wm;% jev i|yd fyd| f;khla f.jQj;a
ksiaiq tajd fkd lr;s' kuq;a f wdldrfha jevj,g k
Tjqyq ish leue;af;ka u bm;a fj;s' ta i|yd f;khla
f.u jqj o wkjYHh' th msis jevla k ldhla ke;'
kuq;a th le; jevls' tfia jqj;a Tjqka thg leue;a;la
olajkafka ulaksido@ Tjqkaf.a yeisu f wdldrfha tlla
k Tjqka nqoau;ah" lshd lshkafka flfia o@ f .ek Tn
l,amkdlr n,kak'
fuu wdY%u N+fha .ejfik n,a,ka .ek Tf wjOdkh
flkl fyda fhduq ;sfo@ fuys n,a,ka .ejfikafka rxpq
msks' tlsfkld imdlka i;r jfg u jk Wkaf.ka
iuyrl=g fldr.ika hEug mjd is fjhs' Wka tu fi,a,u
;j udihlska fyda follska muK mgka .kq we;' rxpqj
;=<g l=vd tll= x.d .; fyd;a f,dl= n,af,da Wf.a weg
lvd mks;s''' W! t;ekska bj;g mek .kafka lE fudr
foka ll=,l=;a weo weoh' kuq;a rxpqj jk g W!;a ll=,la
fldr .ika tu rxpqj miq miafia u jhs' l=vd tll= jqj;a
W! l,amkd lrkafka hlsis ojil W!g;a wjia:djla ,efnk
njh' W!g ta fjkqfjka ,efnk foh wksla n,a,ka Wf.a
ll=, imdlEu muKh' /,g je isk uq ld,h ;=< W!g
tl u wjia:djla j;a fkd,e hEug ms<sjk' Tng fuys
we;a; ke;a; f wdY%u N+h ;=< u oel.; yelsh'
fuu n,a,ka lEfudr foka rxpq mska yeu me;a;lgu
jka hkg ug isf;kafka Wka ksiqka jQjd k ;=gq .S
lshk njh! Tjqka ta wdldrhg isx lshkq we;af;a th t;r
fkdaod;aul fohla f,i is;ks' kuq;a Tjqka ta i|yd

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fm<fUkafka l=ulaksid o hkak .ek Tjqka ;=< lsisu yeSula

ke;' Tjqka lrkafka ;ukaf.a iyc fm<U miafia uhs'
oeka Tn f .ek m%fifuka is;d n,kak' Tng ienE
f,i mqyqKqug wjYH k Tf yeS f;aare.; hq;=h'
WodyrKhla jYfhka NslaIQ" idufKar hk fudjqka w;=ka
Tn wdY%h l< hq;af;a ljqreka iu o@ nyq, f,i l:d
lrk wh wdY%h lsug .sh fyd;a Tjqka iska Tn nyq, f,i
l:d lrkakl= njg m;alrkq ,eug ms<sjk' Tn ta w;ska
oeka l:d lrk m%udKh jqj;a fyd|g u iEfyhs' Tjqka lrk
m%udKh Bg jvd jeh' ta fol u tl;=jQ g msmsula
we;su isl=reh! ksiqka i;=gq jkafka f.dvla l:dlrk
tfia u jeo.eulg ke;s foaj,a .ek l:d lrk wh wdY%h
lsugh' Tjqkg t jeks foaj,aj,g k meh .Kka jqj;a
ijkaf.k ish yel' Ou_hg ijka fok g fyda mqyqKqj
.ek l:d lrk g Tjqkg ta ;=<ska wid k.ekSug lsisjla
ke;' g ksoiqkla jYfhka Ou_ foaYkhla mj;ajka isk
g isjk foh fmkajd h yelsh' ud kfuda ;iai N.jf;da
lshd lSug mgka.;a ieKska Tjqka kskaog je yudrh' tu
foaYkfhka lsisu fohla Tjqka ;=<g fkd hhs' tajx hhs
lshk ;ekg <d fj;au Tjqyq yeuflfkla u ;ukaf.a weia
wer wj fj;s' Ou_ foaYkhla mj;ajk yeu wjia:djl u
ksiaiq kskaog jefg;s' tfia jQ g ta ;=<ska Tjqkg hym;la
w;a jkafka flfiao@
Ou_h ienE f,i mqyqKqjkakjqka k foaYkhlg ijka
ka miq ;uka is ;ekska msg hkafka m%fndaOu;a yeSulska
yd hqKq lr.;a ukilska hq;= jh' Tjqyq h fohla bf.k
.ks;s' mqyqKqj ;jrg;a jO_kh lr.ekSu i|yd Tjqkaf.a
.=rejrhd iska k yh y;lg jrla ;j;a foaYkhla mj;ajkq
,nhs'
Tn oeka me isk ksid Tng fuu wjia:dj ,e
we;' Tng ,efnk tl u wjia:dj;a fuh jk ksid f .ek
fydka is;d n,kak' yeu fohla .ek is;d n,d Tn f;dard
.ekSug hkafka l=uk ud._hla o lshd is;d n,kak' Tn oeka

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iskafka ksoyia whl= f,isks' fu;ekska msg .sh miq

hEug woyia lrkafka fldydgo@ Tn isg f.k iskafka
f,!lsl ud._h yd Ou_ ud._h hk mdrj,a fol yriajk
;ekh' ta foflka fldhs tll fyda hEug yels jQj;a ta i|yd
;SrKhla .;hq;= ld,h fuhhs' f;dard .ekSu Tn i;= ldhH_hls'
Tng wjYH uqla;sh k th ,eh hq;af;a fuys h'

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ysiqKq /hla
Tn ;=< we;s Th h olskak'''''? fnda ug Tkak
fukak lshd ;=nQ tla iekaoEjl lsis u fya;=jla fkdue;sj'''''
tfia u lrkakg hk foh inkaO fyd| krl ne,Sug .sfha
k th lsis odl fkdlrk ksid" uu tla Wmia:dhlhl=;a
legqj tu .uk hEug msg;ajQfh'
h hEug ld,h meK we;ak Tfya h .shdfj"
uki ta;r ys;=jlaldr f,i yd w{dk f,i mej;Sug
hkafka k ud Tfya h .shdfj' ud l,amkd lf<a ta
wdldrhgh' we;a; jYfhka k tys hEu i|yd ug lsis
jqjukdjla fkd ;snqKs' tu ksid tu .uk hEug uu uf.a
ukig n, lf<' fu jeks fohla lrkakg hdf yeu
fohla u y hk f;la n,d ish fyd;a th lsis kl
fkdflfrkq we;' ta fjkqfjka Tn yev .efikafka ljodo@
ud hEug msg;a jQfha wkak ta ksidh'
ud lsiskl fidfydka mshl ,e.= f.k ke;' tys
.sh miq ug we;s jQ yeSu l=uk wdldrfha tlla o lshd
jpkj,ska ia;r l< fkd yelsh' uf.a Wmia:dhlg;a wjYH
jQfha ud is wdikakfha u kej;Sughs' tfia jqj;a uu thg
bv kqks' Tyq ug wE;ska isu i|yd wjYH lghq;= Tyqg
i,id ks' we;a; jYfhka k ug wjYH jQfha;a uf.a
;kshg Tyq uf.a <ska u isgqjd .ekSugh' kuq;a ta i|yd
bvla fkd;nd uu Tyq wE;g hejQfh' ud tfia fkdlf<a
k" iuyr g ud Tyqf.a Wo Wmldr ,nd .ekSu flfrys
Yajdihla ;eug bv ;snqKs'
th t;r ysiqKq tlla jqj fyd;a ud wo ?u jqj;a
h .shdf
uu fhka is kuq;a th .Kklg fkd .;af;' tfia
fhka is kuq;a ud ;=< ffOhH_hla ;snK
q 's fldhs iehlska kuq;a
Tn wka;sf urKhg m;a h hq;=h'

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fyd|hs" oeka b;ska wre jef.k tk g uf.a wjia:dj

Wod f.k tk nj olakg ,enqKs' Tjqka tys wdf kshla
lr.y f.kh' f k uf.a u jdikdj i fjk fudllao@
tfia jqj;a uf.a fomd u .Efjk njla j;a ug fkd oekqKs'
t;ekska msg hEug ;o jqjukdjla we;sjQ nj oekqKs' Tjqka
ud is ;ekg wjq;a mdxY=l+, lghq;= islrk f,i uf.ka
b,a,d is kuq;a ta i|yd ud ;=< leue;a;la fkd ;snqKs' ta
ksid ud lf<a yqfola t;ekska bj;a j hEuhs' Tjqka msg j
f.dia kd lsysmhlg miq h<s;a t;ekg msh ke.+ ug
olakg yelsjQfha Tjqka ud kej;S is ;ek wi<ska u" tu
ksh j< oud" Ksh /f.k taug md l< WK nnqj,ska
ud i|yd we|la ms<sfh, lr f.dia ;=nQ njh'
oeka b;ska lrkakg ;sfnkafka l=ula o@ wy< my<
.ula j;a olakg fkd ,enqKs' t jekakla ;snQfha k th
lsf,da g folla fyda ;=kla wE;ska u h hq;=h'
fyd|hs" uefrkakg kshu k ud thg;a iQodk
ud ta wdldrhg t;r fkdjQfha k th l=uk wdldrfha
tllao lshd ud lsis kl oek fkd.kq we;' th ud ieneka
u ,enQ w;aoelSula h'
wkaOldrh l%ufhka je f.k tk g fidfydka
msh ueoaog is ud t;ekska j hd hq;af;a fldydg o
lshd ug u is;d.; fkdyels h'
wd! talg lula keye' ud Tfya h.shdfj' fldfydu
Wk;a flkl= Wmkafka h hEug u muKls'
br nei .sh ieKska t<Uqk tu rd;s%h ug mejiqf
uf.a l+vdr l=h ;=<g hEugh' ilauka Ndjkdj lsu ug
lsisfia;a u wjYH fkd jqKs' ug wjYH jQfha l+vdr l=h
;=<g isuh' ksh j< oud ;=nQ ;ekg hEug W;aidy l<
kuq;a" th je<elau i|yd h fohla uf.a msgq miafika isg
ud wdmiaig wkakdla fuka oekqKs' th yhg fhka ;e;s
.;a uf.a is;s,s yd ud ;=< ;snQ ffOhH_h ud iu igkl
fh iskakdla fuka h' kuq;a uu th bgq lf<' Tn

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mqyqKqfjys fhfokafkys k th l<hq;= jkafka fukak f

wdldrfhks'
wre jegqk miq uu uf.a ure oe< ;=<g x.d .;s'
ug yeS .sfha ud i;a uy,a m%didohla ;=< iqrlaIs; j iskd
wdldrhls' mfil ;=nQ uf.a md;a;rh olsk g merKs ;=rl=
oelSf we;sjk yeSug iudk yeSula ug we;s h'
md;a;rh jqj;a iuyr wjia:dj, Tf ;=rl= ug mqjk!
th ud <ska u ;su tla;rd wdldrhl wiajeis,a,la h'
ug ;=rl= jYfhka wvq ;rka fuu md;a;rh fyda ;snqKs'
uu ure oe< ;=<g uq /hu tu ksh j< oeuQ ;ek
foi n,d f.k isfh' uu u .d ksod .ekSug fkd
.sfh' ks lsrka o fkd isfh' ud lf<a ksYaYo f,i
jd isuhs' ksod .ekSu i|yd wjYH;djhla ;snqKq kuq;a
th l< fkdyels jQfha ud t;r u hg m;a is ksidh'
we;af;ka u T! uu ta ;rug hg m;a isfh' tfia
jqj;a ug th l< yels h' uq /hu jd isug yels h'
oeka fujeks mqyK
q j
q la is lsu i|yd ffOhH_hla we;af;a
ldgo@ Tn;a W;aidy lr n,kak' ,efnkafka fu jeks w;aoelS
k fidfydka mshla lrd f.dia tys kej;Sug ;r
ksNS;lula we;s jkafka ldygo@ Tf mqyK
q j
q f wdldrfhka
ienE f,i fkdlrkafkys k m%;sM, ,eula is fkd f'
th ienE tlla njg m;ajkafka o ke;' ud f j;df k
lf<a th kshu wdldrhg u is lsuhs'
miq kg t<sh je f.k tka ;=nQ g ug is;=fka
wfka wfmdhs" uu fkdue ;ju;a j;a is hkqfjks'
tu fudfydf;a ug we;sjQ i;=g fl;r o lsj fyd;a rd;%s
ld,h lsisfia;a fkdue;s j jd ld,h muKla ;snqfKa k
th fl;r fyd| o lshd is;=ks' ug jqjukd ;snqfKa
rd;%sh uqukska u ke;s f.dia jd ld,h muKla b;s
;sugh' f f,df ud ;=< jQ i;=g ta ;r u buy;a
tlls' ug fkdue j;a ug yels jQ nj is;=Ks' ug bkamiq
l,amkd jQfha wfka we;a;g u fuys we;s fohla ke;' fuys

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wef;d;a we;af;a uf.a u h muKhs" fjk lsisjla ke;'

hkqfjks'
bkamiq msKavmd;fha f.dia odkh je< miq uf.a is;g
iykhla we;sh' ta f,df .,d f.k wd ysre /iaj,ska
ug WKqiqula yd iqjhla ,enqKs' fl flhla .ekSfuka
miq uu l rla weoafo' ta w;r ud ;=< my< jQfha fu
jeks is;s,a,ls' tk wo iekaoE cdufha k ud uf.a
mdvqf fyd|g Ndjkd l< hq;=hs" Bfha rd;s%fha isjQ foh
fyd|g u we;s' iuyr g Bg jvd je hulaa ;j;a is
fkdjkq we; hkqfjks'
g miq uoaoyk f. hkjd;a iu u isjQ foh Tn
okafkyso@ Th tkafka ;j;a tlla' tal k Bfhag;a jvd
f,dl= tlla' Tjqka th f.kjq;a wdoykh lf<a ud isk
;ek wdikakfhka uh' yhg u uf.a l+vdr l=h bmi
uh' fl k Bfhag;a jvd ne?re ;;a;ajhla! fyd|hs"
talg lula keye" f ksh fu;ek u wdodykh lrkakg
f.k wd tl ug uf.a mqyqKqj i|yd Wmldrhla fjhs lshd
is;=fj'
flfia jqj;a" uu Tjqkg u<jqka fjkqfjka is flfrk
lsiu
s wd.l pd;%hla bgq lsu i|yd Wmldr fkd flf<'
ta foi ne,Sug mjd fmr ug wjYH jQfha uq,ska u Tjqka
t;ekska msg hEuhs'
ud jd uq /hla ;siafia tu ksh ms<siafik wdldrh
foi n,d f.k isu l=uk wdldrfha tlla jQfha o lshd
lSug wmyiqh' th jpkj,ska k ia;r l< fkd yelsh'
ud ;=< we;sjQ h fudk u wdldrhlska j;a ia;r lsug
fkdyelsh lshd isf;hs'
;j o" fuh uyd rd;%sfha isjqjla nj o wu;l fkdl<
hq;=h' oefjk u< lka ke=k .skaor r;= mdgg;a" fld<
mdgg;a yqrej oe,a fjka ;snqKs' ta f w;g jefkka u;=jQ
.sks ,a yska iSref tlsfkl je<| .kska ;snqKs' ug ta
u< ksh bhg f.dia ilauka Ndjkdj lsug wjYH jQ

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kuq;a ta i|yd uf.a is; fhou b;du;a wiSre h' bkamiq

uu l%u l%ufhka uf.a l+vdr l=h ;=<g x.d .;s' uf.a
keyehg ms<siafika ;snQ tu kSuiaj, .|" rd;%sh uq,af,a
u oefkkakg h'
fuh fufia jQfha tla;rd wdldrhl is ieneka u
mgka .ekSug fmrh'''''
.sksoe,a yska iSref Tfya oe,afjka ;=nQ w;r ud
isfha tu .skakg msgqmdks' ug kskao hhs" lshk foh
wu;l f.dia ;snqKs' ta .ek is;Sug mjd fkdyels h'
uf.a oEi o NS;fs hka we,,S f.disk's uf.a msyg
s i|yd lsifs jla
fyda fkd ishy' tfia isfha k ta ud u muKls' ug is
;snqfKa ud flfrys u Yajdih ;eugh' fu;ekska msg
.sh fyd;a hEug yels fjk ;ekla .ek o l,amkd fkd
jqks' ta lg ljr rd;%sfha j hEug ;ekla fkd ;snqKs'
oeka b;ska uu fu;ek u ys| h hkafk" f isk
;ekska fkd fi,afj'
oeka idudkH wdldrfha is;la f.k nej fyd;a t jeks
is;lg f wdldrfhka lghq;= lsug wjYH fjhso@ fu jeks
;;a;j
a hlg uqyK
q mEug th leue;a;la olajhso@ fuu lreKq
.ek is;d nej fyd;a Tn lsis kl fu jeks .ukla fkd
tkafkysh' fu jeks fohla lsu wjYH jkafka ldygo@
nqka jykafia flfrys mj;sk wl Y%oaOdj ksid jqj fyd;a
i fu jeks fohla Tn lsiskl is fkd lrkq we;'
oeka rd;%s oyh muK jk f;la ud jd isfha tu
.skakg msgqmdks' ta l=ula o lshd yjegySula we;s fkdjqj;a
.skak oe,afjka ;snQ uf.a msgq mi foiska tk h Yohla
wefikakg h' lvdf.k jegqfka tu kS fmh j;a o@
tfia fkdue;s k n,a,l= ksh weo f.k hEug W;aidy
lrkjdj;a o@ ke;" th tfia h fkd yel' weiqk wdldrhg
wkq j k th yrll= nrg mdo ;nd tydg fuydg hk
fgl kef.k Yoh jeks Yohls'
yd b;ska talg fudlo@

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ud tfia is;=j;a th oeka k tkafka ud isk idjgh'

yrll=f.a mdoj,ska fuka nrg k.sk tu Yoh - th t
jeks fohla k fkd f' bhg tka ;snQ mdoj,g mE.S"
fld< fmdfjk y~ weiqKs' ud ka k iQodk isfha
kE u fohla isug bv n,d isugh' tfia fkdlr ud
fldfya hkako@ flfia jqj;a th ud bhg u fkdmeK
;rula ka jfg lerlS uf.a Wmia:dhlhd is foig
.uka lrkakg h' bkamiq ;o ksYap,;djhla mej;sks' ta
wd foh l=ula o lshd lSug fkdyels h' tfia jqj;a ta
wdldrhg is h yels fndfyda foaj,a .ek ug tu f,df
u;la jQfha ud ;=< ;snQ h ksidh'
bkamiq isjQ foh ug isf;k wdldrhg wkq j isjQfha
Bg meh Nd.hlg muK miqjh' tu w Yoh Wmia:dhlhd
kej;S yqka me;af;a isg ud foig kej;;a tkakg h' th
yhg u ksil=f.a w Yohg iudk h' th f j;df
k tkafka yhg u ud fj;g uh' ud hglr f.k hEug
tkakdla fia ud fj;g u ths' uu uf.a fofk; jid .;s'
tajd jD; fkd lf<'
jid.;a fuu fofk;ska hq;= j uu h hkafk
flka l ud fj;g <xjQ th .,a.eiqkdla fuka ys
yefha u k;r h' oeka ug oekqfka th ms<siaiqk ;u w;a
fol ud mshjd f.k is fofk;a bfha biairyg;a" miaig;a
jkk njh'
wfmda! f k we;af;ka th u ;uhs' ug yeu fohla u
wu;l h' nqoaO" Ou" ix> hk yeu fohla u wu;l h'
yeu fohla wu;l jQ ud ;=< b;sj ;snqfKa .egg u
ms.;a h muKs' uf.a is;s,sj,g fjk;a fohla lrd hEug
fkdyels h' is; ;=< mej;sfha h muKh' ud Wmkaf;alg
fu jeks hla lsis kl w;aoel ke;' nqoaO yd Ou
w;=reoka ;snqKs' tajdg isjQfha l=ula o lshd fkd oekqks'
;kslr fhka ms ;snQ uf.a mmqj fnr weilg ilsu
i|yd ;ka weo.;a iula fuka h'

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ud oeka b;ska th tfia ;sug bv yefha ta .ek fjk

lsisjla l< fkdyels jQ ksidh'
ud jd isfha uf.a we u .Efjk fkd.Efjk
;rugh' tfia is uu is jk foh iksgqyka lr .kska
isfh' j;=r msrjQ nkla wdldrfhka uu Yd, NS;shlska
ms isfh' Ndckh imQKfhka u msfrk f;la j;=r
mqrjd thg kej; j;djla j;=r msrug .sh fyd;a tu
nk msgdr .,hs' ud ;=< jO_kh fjka ;=nQ h;a ta ;rug
u Yd,jQ fyhska th lrfm;a;g u ke. ta ;=<ska msgdr
.e,Sula ish'
ta flfia fj;;a ud fu;r Nh jkafka l=ulgo@
fuu m%Yakh wik ,oafoa ud ;=<ska ke.=k h y~lsks' ;j;a
y~la Bg ms<s;=re jYfhka mejisfha ud Nh urKhghs
hkqfjks'
wd! tal tfyu k flda tu urKh@ ta .ek fu;r
ika;d% ihla we;slr .kafka l=ulgo@ urKh ;sfnkafka fldfya
o lshd n,kak' th ;sfnkafka fldfya o@
wehs" th we;af;a Tn ;=< u fkdf o@
th we;af;a ud ;=< u k thska fu i|yd ud mek
hkafka fldydgo@ ud j .sh;a h hkq we;' kej;S ish;a
h hkq we;' urKh mj;skafka ud ;=< uh' tu ksid ud
fld;ekl .sh;a th ud miq mi tkq we;' j f.dia thska
f isug yels ;ekla ke;' ud hg m;ajQj;a ke;;a
urKh isjk wdldrhg u isfjhs' urKfhka fu i|yd
mekhEug yels ;ekla ke;'
ud f wdldrhg l,amkd l< iefKlska uf.a oDIah
iEu w;lska u fjkia jkakg h' flkl=f.a w; f.k th
me;a; fmr,d gqjdla fuka uf.a h b;d myiqfjka yd
uqukska u w;=reoka h' we;a; jYfhka u th mqudldr
fohla h' t;r Yd, jYfhka ;snQ tu h ta wdldrfhka
w;=reoka u! ta ;=<k
s a my< jQfha lsiu
s hla ke;s ;;a;j
a hls'

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oeka ug oekS .sfha uf.a uki by<g by<g f.dia ud

j<dl=,a w;r / iskakdla fuks'
ud h mrojd ch.%dyl f,iska is f wjia:df
jI_djla m;s; jkakg h' ta ;r oe iq<la o meje;s
fyhska th l=uk wdldrfha jI_djla o lshd lsj fkd yelsh'
kuq;a oeka ud urKhg k Nh ke;' .iaj, w;= kud Wvg
lvd yef,k njla fmkqk kuq;a ug ta .ek hla we;s fkd
jqKs' uu tu foaj,a .Kklg j;a fkd .;af;' wl,g
jefgk jeiaila fuka tu jeiai lvd yef,kakg h' we;a;
jYfhka u th ta ;r ;o jI_djls' yeu fohla u f;
;=nqK ne tu jeiai kj;skj;a iu. u oel .kakg
yelsh'
uu ksfid,aufka jd isfh'
jeiai ksid fyd|g u f;; n; is ud B<g lf<a
l=ula o@ uu y~d jegqfk' uf.a foluq,a f.a my<g
l rErd niskakg h' ud tfia y~k .uka l,amkd lf<a
fufiah(
ud ta ld;a ljqre;a ke;s wkd:hl= fuka" tfia fkdue;s
k w;ayer oud .sh orefjl= fuka jd" lsisjlg whs;shla
ke;s msgqjy<l= fuka jeiaig f;fukafka l=ula ksido@ ug
;j rg fufia;a l,amkd h' oeka f f,df iqj myiqfjka
;u ksfjia ;=< isk wh k f wdldrhg jd ? mqrd
jeiaig f;fuk NslaIqjla is;shs lshd isysfkka j;a fkdis;kq
we;' ud f lrk fofhys f;areu l=ula o@ hkqfjks' f
wdldrfhka l,amkd jQ ug ud .ek u lk.dgqjla we;s jQ
fyhska uf.a fofk;ska l lvd yef,kakg h'
ta fldhs ye fj;;a fuu l k t;r fyd|
fohla fkd f' tu ksid tajd bjr jk f;la Tfya .,d
f.k .shdf'
ud mqyqKq jQfha Tkak Th wdldrhgh'

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oeka <g isjQ foaj,a .ek ia;r l< hq;af;a flfia

o lshd uu fkd oks' uu jdjqfk' jd wjOdkfhka
hq;= j isfh' ud uf.a yeS mrdchg m;a lsfuka miq
yqfola jd ud ;=< my< jQ Odldr foaj,a foi n,kakg
h' t;r Yd, m%udKhla jQ tu foaj,a fudkjd o hkak
.ek k .ekSug yels jQj;a tajd ia;r lsug wmyiqh' ug
oeka k f .ek u;la jkafka nqka jykafiaf.a u jpkhs'
mp;a;x f ;fnda [a[QyS;s - m%{djka;hd ;uka
iska u oek .kq ,nhs hk jpkhs'
uyd jI_dj uOHfha ud tu l w;aoelSug ud iu
tys isfha ljqo@ th oek .; yels jQfha ug u muKh' ud
;=< t;r Yd, m%udKhlska meje;s h w;=reoka ;snqKs'
th oel .kq ,enQfha ud iska u i fjk ljqreka iskao@
th k.rfha ;u ksfjiaj, / yqka whg oel .; fkd
yelsh' tu w;a oelSu ud iska u ,enQjls' ud th mejiqj;a
Tjqkg th ienE jYfhka oek.; fkd yelsh' tfia jkafka
th tla tla mqoa.,hd iska ;ks ;ksfhka u w;a oelsh hq;=
fohla jk ksidh' f .ek ud l< fufkys lsu je jQ
;rug th jvd;a meye,s h' ysre Wodjkjd;a iu u uf.a
Yajdih ;j;j;a oe njg yd Yla;su;a njg m;ah'
wreK jeu;a iu ud weia yer ne g ug olakg
,enqfKa yeu fohla u lymdgg ye we;s njh' uq;%d lsug
hdf wjYH;djhla ? ld,fha ;=nQ kuq;a ta .ek yeSu
l%ufhka bj;a f.dia ;snqKs' WoEik ud jd is ;ekska
ke.S is g ug oel .; yelsjQfha iuyr kj, Wfoa
mdkaoka u oelSug yels ysre /ia fuka ud gq yeu me;a;la
u lymdgg ye we;s njh' uq;%d lsug .sh g uq;%dj, f,a
olakg ,enqKs!
f fudlo@ uf.a uq;%d kd,h me<S f.dia j;ao@ ke;ak
thg fjk;a fohla isfj,do@ ug tla;rd wdldrhl hla
we;sh' T" tys we;=<; we;a; jYfhka u b f.dia ;sug
ms<sjk' oeka b;ska tfia jqj fyd;a ud ula lrkako@ th
bf.dia ;sf' oeka tu foh is yudrhs' ta .ek fodia lsj

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yelafla ldgo@ tg u ud ;=<ska keS wd y~la ug tlajr

u mejiqf th b we;ak th is yudrhs' h hEug is
jqj fyd;a uu h h' ud lf<a fu;ek jd isu muKh'
uu jrola lrka fkd isfh' th mqmqrd hkakg wdikak
k tfia jQjd f tu y~ kej;;a mejiqf ta f,isks'
uf.a uki ta yd iu u jdo lrka" igka lrka
we;s njla olakg ,enqKs' tla me;a;lska wd y~la mejiqf
fl k uyd Nhdkl fohla@ hkqfjks' Bg reoaO jQ
;j;a y~la mejiqf th wNsfhda.hg ,la lrkak" tfia u
ksYam%Ndlr oukak hkqfjks'
uf.a uq;%d ;kslru f,a meyefhka hqla; h'
oeka b;ska ud fnfy;a fidhkafka fldfykao@
uu tajd .ek lror fkd fj' fldfydu Wk;a fnfy;a
i|yd me,E lemSu NslaIQkag weje;la isjk fohls' ud
uefrkjd k uefrhs' b;ska talg fudlo@ ta .ek lrkafka
fjk l=ula o@
f wdldrfhka mqyqKq jk g ud h hkafka k ud
Bg;a iQodk' h krl fohla lrka isk g h .sh
fyd;a th krl fohls' kuq;a f wdldrhg mqyK
q fq fhfoka
isk g h hkafka k ud Bg iQodk'
Tn Tf ufkdaNdjhka miqmi fkdhd hq;=h' th tfia
ug k Tn mqyqKqf fhh hq;=h' fuu mqyqKqjg ;h
mrjg ;nd ls%hd lsu we;=<;a fjhs' ta i|yd Tn wvq;rka
fojrla fyda ;=ka jrlaj;a y~d ;sh hq;=hs' T! tal y" ta
;ud kshu mqyqKqj' Tng ksu; .;shla oekS we, isug
wjYH jqjfyd;a tfia fkd lrkak' we,ug m<uq tu ksu;
.;sh m<jd ykak' tfia jqj;a Tn yeu fokd foi n,kak'
mqyqKq jkafka flfia o lshd lsisfjla fyda fkd oks;s'
msKavmd; pdldf fh wdmiq ;a" odkh je<ug
fmr m%;HflaIdf fhfok fndfyda wjia:dj, Tng Tf
uki ixiqka lr .ekSug fkdyels jkafka th msiaiq jegqk
n,a,l= fuka mj;sk ksidh' id.skak ta;rug n,j;a ksid

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lka fl< mjd je.sfrhs' Tn iuyr g m%;HflaIdf

fkdfh fl<ska u j<|kafkysh' th k kdYld
;;a;ajhls' uki ;ekam;a fkdjkafka k bjiSfuka hq;= j
md;a;rh mfil ;nd fkdj<|d iskak' Tn Tng u mqyK
q j
q la
,nd fokak' wNHdihla ,nd fokak' mqyqKqj hkq thhs' Tn
yqfola Tf ukig wjYH jk wdldrhg lghq;= fkd lrkak'
md;a;rh me;a;l ;nd t;ekska ke.sg hkak' odkh je<f
wjYH;djhg bvla fkd fokak' je<u i|yd t;r
wjYH;djhla ;sh ;a uki ta wdldrhg ;ju;a ys;j
= laldr
k" thg je<ug bvla fkd fokak' ta i|yd we;s jk
fl< je.su kj;skafka tgh' wdydr i|yd lsisjla
fkd,efnk nj oek .kakd laf,aYfhda hg m;afjhs' tajd
B< kfha Tng lror lsug ;r t;r fkdjkq we;'
tfia jkafka wdydr msKsi lsisjla fkd,e hEug bv we;s
ksidh' Tng f inkaOfhka ud Yajdi l< fkdyels k
Tn u W;aidy lr n,kak'
ksiaiq fuu mqyqKqj flfrys Yajdihla fkd ;n;s'
th ienE wdldrfhka is lsug Tjqyq ffOhH_u;a fkd fj;s'
;ukag l=i.skafka isug isfjhs" h hEug isfjhs hk
h Tjqka ;=< mj;S' fuu mqyqKqj .ek W;aidy fkdlr
isk g th fudk wdldrfha tlla o lshd oek .; fkd
yelsh' wm w;f isk fndfyda fokl= ta .ek W;aidy
fkdlrkafka;a" th w;ayod fkdn,kafka;a" Tjqka ;=< we;s
fuu h ksidh'
je<u jeks foaj,a .ek l:d lrk g ud tajd
inkaOfhka >_ ld,hla fndfyda la | ;sf' tu ksid
uu t jeks foaj,a .ek fydka oks' tfia jqj;a th t;r
.Kklg fkd.; hq;= iq fohla muKs' tu ksid fuu
mqyqKqj h flkl=g t;r myiqfjka bf.k .; yels
fohla fkd f'
oeka fukak f .ek;a is;d n,kak' yeu fohlg u
jvd jeo.;a foh l=ula o@ ta ;ud urKh' ta i fjk
lsisjla fkd f' f,dalfha mj;akd foaj,a w;ka b;du;a u

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jeo.;a foh urKhhs' f .ek is;d n,kak' mqyqKqf fh

n,kak' uYkh lr n,kak' we| .ekSu i|yd jia;%
fkd;snQj o Tn h fkd hkafkysh' g iemSug mqjla
fkd;snqj o" bu i|yd je fkd;snqj o Tn h fkd
hkafkysh' kuq;a n;a yd c,h fkdue;s k Tn h hkafkysh'
f f,dalhg ke;sju ne foaj,a f,i ud olskafka fukak
f folhs' Yr fmdaIKhg n;a yd c,h wjYHfjhs' ud ;=<
fjk;a foaj,a flfrys ie<ls,a,la fkdmej;sfha ta ksihs'
fjdhska fl;r m%udKhla ,enqK;a uu yqfola iEySug
m;ajQfh' n;a yd j;=r ,efnk ;dla l,a th uf.a mqyqKqj
i|yd m%udKj;a h' uu thska iEySug m;a jqfk'
Tng fuh m%udKj;a fkdfo@ Th wfkl=;a foaj,a
jeuk;a tajdh' tajd ,enqK;a" fkd,enqK;a th t;r jeo.;a
ke;' tajd imhd .ekSug yelsjqj;a fkdyelsjqj;a th .Kka
.; hq;= fohla fkd f' ienE jYfhka u jeo.;a jk foaj,a
n;a yd c,h muKhs'
f wdldrhg j;ajqj fyd;a uf.a mK .eg .id
.ekSug yelsfjhso@ uu uf.ka u m%Yak flf<' f ,efnk
foh ;h .eg .id .ekSu i|yd fyd|g u iEfyhs' ug
fldhs .ulska jqj;a tla f.orlska wvq;rka n;a ms~ ne.ska
j;a fkdwkqudk j u ,efnkq we;' idudkH m c,h ,nd
.; yelshs' ug f fol yqfola u m%udKj;a fjhs' ug
fYaI wdldrfha iuDoau;a Ndjhla ,eug wjYH fkd
jqKs'
fuu mqyqKqj .ek i,ld n,k g fyd| yd krl
fol idudkH jYfhka iu;djfhka hq;= j mj;S' tu ksid
th islsug yd mqyqKqug Tn ;=< t;r njla ;sh
hq;=h' Tn flkl fyda iqidk N+hlg f.dia ke;ak ta
i|yd yqreh hq;=h' rd;%s ld,fha hEug fkdyels k oj,a
ld,fha hkak' bka miq wre jegqkdhska miq mjd kej;Sug
yels jk m tys hk f,dj flka l m%udo lsug
mqre jkak' fuu mqyqKqf m%;sM, oel .ekSug;a" ta .ek
wjfndaOhla ,nd .ekSug;a yels jkafka tgh'

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f uki f jk g ; jdr fl;r .Kkla

uq,djg m;ajQfha o hkak .ek okafka ljqrekao@ wmg wjYH
jkafka wm wleue;s fyda wdorh fkdlrk l=ula fyda fjd
u.yer isughs' tfia jkafka wm ta .ek h jk ksidh'
tfia lrka mjikafka ;uka mqyqKq jk njh' fuh mqyqKqj
hkqfjka yeka h fkd yel' ienE mqyqKqj i|yd Tn Tf
;h jqj o mrjg ;nkafkysh' mqyqKqu i|yd ienka
u ksYaph lr f.k we;ak" Th iq foaj,a flfrys ;elSula
lrkafka l=ulgo@''''ug ,enqfKa iaj,amhla muKhs" Tng
Bg jefhka ,e ;sf' Tn ud iu. onr lr .;a ksid
uu Tn iu.;a onr lr jeks lsisjla ud ;=< fkdjQfha ud
tajd .ek fkd;el+ ksidh' wkqka l=ula l< o th Tjqkaf.a
jevls' uu fjk;a wdY%u fidhd hEu jeks foaj,aj, meg,Sug
fkd .sfh' uu wkqka mqyqKq jkafka fl;r Wiia ugulska
o ke;fyd;a my;a ugulska o hkak .ek ;elSula fkdlr
isfh' uu ud lrka is foh .ek u j. n,d .;af;'
uf.a mqyqKqj ud fkdhj is lf<a ta wdldrfhks' tu
mqyqKqjg m%{dj yd oYkd {dkh ud ;=< my< lrug
yels jQfha ta ksidh'
Tf mqyqKqj ksis ;ekg wj;SK_ jqj fyd;a Tn we;af;ka
u mqyqKq jkafkysh' Tn ? oj,a fkdn,d mqyqKq jkafkysh'
ud lrkafka rd;%s ld,h ksYap,j mj;sk g jd Ndjkd
lsuhs' bkamiq uu thska ke.sg ilaufka fhfo' fuh udrefjka
udrejg wvq ;rka /hlg fo;=ka jdrhla j;a lr' uu
ilaufka fh isg jdfj' kej; ;j lla jemqr ilauka
lr''''ug th tmd fkd jqKs' uu thska i;=gla kafo'
iuyrg fmdo jeiaila mj;sk g ug u;la jQfha ud
l=Uqre jevj, fh is ta merKs jljdkqjhs' uf.a we
fmr k meje;s jeiafika ;ju;a f;; n; ;snqK;a" uu
B< kfha WoEikska u wj tu f;; we kej;
j;djla we,d .;af;' bkamiq uf.a ksji ;=nQ ;ekska
my<g .sh ug .df,a ne| is yrld bka msg; .ekSug
ish' ug ta f,df oel.; yels jQfha yrldf.a fn,a,

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muKh' tfia jQfha tu ia:dkh uv f.dfydrejla ;=nQ

ksidh' yrldf.a lUh we,a g th f.duj,ska keye
f.dia ;=nqKs' ta ujdg W! Wf.a j<s.h .id oeuQ g uf.a
we mqrd u f.du is h' Odjk lS%vlhl=f.a mdo fuka
uf.a mdo fokakg jQ g ud weo .sfha ;h fu;r
lgql we;af;a ulaksid o hkqfjka l,amkd lrks' ud
oeka fu;ek f lrkafka weka Ndjkd lsuh' ta ksid
f fmdo jeiai fudllao@ uu uf.a Ndjkdj .ek ffOhH_u;a
jQfha fukak f wdldrhg l,amkd lrks'
mqyqKqj Ou_ m%jdyh yd inkaO we;ak th lsisjlg
iu l< fkd yel' Ou_h mqyqKq jk whl= k lg iudk
wka lsisu lla ke;' tfia u t jeks whl= ;=< mj;sk
i;=gg iudk fjk;a lsisu i;=gla o ke;' Ou_h mqyqKq jk
whl= ;=< mj;sk Wkkajg iudk lsisjla ke;' tfia u
mqyqKqj flfrys olajk lue<slug iudk lsisjla o ke;'
wm w;r iskjqkaf.ka by<skau iskafka Ou_h mqyqKqjk
whhs' Tn ienE wdldrfhka mqyqKq jqjfyd;a th oel .ekSug
;r wdYaphH_u;a fohla h" lshd ud mjikafka ta ksidh'
kuq;a wm fndfyda fokd mqyqKqj .ek l:d lrkafka ta
;=< fhfuka miq fyda th id:l lr .ekSfuka fyda fkd
f' th;a yhg wr ;ukaf.a f.hs jy<h tla me;a;lska
f;fuk ksid f.hs wksla me;a;g ksod .kakd ksidf.a
ls%hdjg iudkh' ta me;a;g br wj jefgk g Tyq kej;;a
wksla me;a;g udrefjhs' Tyq ks;r u l,amkd lrkafka
wksla whf.a ksfjia jeks ksjila ug;a ,efnkafka ljodo
hkqfjks' jy<fha yeu me;a;lska u f;fukakg mgka .;
fyd;a Tyq lrkafka ;uka isk ;ekska ke.sg ksjiska
neyer hEuhs' fldhs u fohla jqj;a f wdldrhg fkdl<
hq;= kuq;a fndfyda ksiqka ls%hd lrkafka ta wdldrhgh'
oeka wfma fuu uki tfia u laf,aYhka''''tajd u.
fmkajk wdldrhg lghq;= lsug .sh fyd;a wmg lror
we;sfjhs' tajd wkq.ukh lsu jejk ;rug mqyqKqf
msySu;a jefjhs' mqyqKqj ienE wdldrfhka is jk g Tn

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;=< mj;akd ffOhH_h .ek Tn mqu jkq we;' wksla wh

mqyqKq jQj;a fkd jQj;a ta .ek fkd;ld Tn Tf mqyqKqj
fkdlvjd lr f.k hkak' Tn lrk foh mqyqKqj hhs
mejiSug fmr Tn Tn foi ne,sh hq;=h' mqyqKqj ienE
wdldrhg is jkafka k Tf uki ;=< .egq fkd mj;S'
ta ;=< we;af;a Ou_h muKs'
Tng ;ju;a yqre ke;s fyda wvqjla f,i oefkk h
;ekla we;ak Tf ie<ls,,
a fhduqh hq;fa ;a wkak t;ekgh'
tu ;;a;ajh ;ju;a ksrdlrKh fkd we;ak Tf jEhu
w;a fkd ykak' Tn tla fohla wjika l< miq ;j;a tll
ysr jkafkysh' tu ksid th o wjidkhlg m;a jk f;la
Tf ldhH_h .g u lr f.k hkak' Tn ysr jkafka
fld;ekl o" th ksrdlrKh jk f;la jEh lrka iskak'
tu jEhu w;afkdyka tys wjidkhla olsk f;la iEySulg
m;a fkd jkak' Tf uq wjOdkh tu lreK flfrys u
fhdojkak' jdfjka ish;a" we, fyda weka fyda
ish;a" ta foi u n,d iskak'
th l< hq;= jkafka yhg wr ;ukaf.a l=Uqre jev
;ju;a wjika lsug fkdyelsjQ f.dhl=f.a wdldrfhks'
Tyq yeu wjqreoaol u f.d;eka lrk kuq;a f wjqreoafoa
tfia lsug Tyqg fkdyels h' tu ksid ta .ek ks;r u
l,amkd jk fyhska Tyqf.a is;g iekiSula ke;' jev
wjika l< hq;=j ;=nQ kuq;a ;ju;a wjika ke;' ;ukaf.a
;=rka iu isk g mjd Tyqg lsis biamdiqjla ke;'
Tyqf.a is;g ks;r u tkafka wjika fkd jQ tu jev fldgihs'
;j;a wdldrhlg lsj fyd;a ksjfia by< ud,h ;=< ;u w;
orejd ;kslr oud my< isk i;=kag lEu oeug hk
ujlf.a isf;ys mj;skafka ta orejd .ek isyshhs' ta Tyq ug
weo jefg;ehs hk h ksidh'
th ta wdldrhg u wmg yd wfma mqyqKqjg;a wod< fjhs'
wmg lsis fkl wfma mqyqKqj wu;l fkd fjhs' wm fjk;a
jevj, ksr; isug yels jqj;a wmg wfma mqyK
q j
q lsi
s fgl
wu;l fkd f' fjk;a jevj, fhug yelsjqj;a wfma

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mqyqKqj wfma u;lfhka wE;a fkd mj;shs' th ? ld,fha

jqj;a" oj,a jqj;a wm iu. ksrka;rfhka u mj;S' Tn ienE
wkaoka Tf mqyqKqj hqKq lsug hkafkys k th is
l< hq;= jkafka fumoafoks'
mqyqKqj wdrNfha u Tng lreKq lshd ug;a" wjjdo
oSug;a Tn Tf .=rejrhd flfrys Yajdih ;eh hq;=h'
tajd jgyd .ekSfuka miq mqyqKqj is lrkak' .=rejrhdf.a
Wmfoia ,enqKq miq ta wkq j lghq;= lrkak' mqyqKqj .ek
wjfndaOhla ,enQ miq .=rejrhdf.a b.ekau ;j rg;a wjYH
ke;' Tf mqyqKqj Tn u lrkak' isysh hym;a f,i
fkdmj;sk g fkd tfia k wl=i,a is;s,s my< jQ g ta
nj Tn u k .kak' tmuKla fkd j Tn u ta .ek Tng
u b.ekafuys fhfokak' mqyqKqj Tn u lrkak' fuhg
idlaIslre" oekSfuka hq;= j mj;akd Tf u ukihs' Tn
;ju;a fndfyda fihska uq,d iskafkyso@ fkd tfia k
iaj,am jYfhka uq,d iskafkyso lshd okafka thhs' Tng
;ju;a jrk ;ek oek .kska yhg u t;ekg Tf
mqyqKqj fhduq lsug fjr orkak' ta .ek wjOdkfhka ish
hq;af;a Tn uh'
fuh tjeks mqyqKqjls' th yhg Wu;= njg m;a
iskakdla fuks' ke;fyd;a Tn Wkauka;lhl=h lshd lSug
o yels fjhs' ienE wdldrfhka mqyqKq jk g Tn iskafka
Wkauka;lhl=f.a wdldrfhks' Tn ienka u mqyqKq jk g
laIKhlska Wu;= jkafkysh' Tf oelSu wmeye,s jQ ksid
Tn th ksje/ lr .kafkysh' th tfia ksje/ lr .kq
fkd,enqjfyd;a th fmr m u yq lrorld wjdikdjka;
tlla jkq we;'
tu ksid fuu mqyqKqj ;=< fndfyda fihska l mj;S'
tfia jQj;a Tng fuu l .ek jegySula we;s fkdjqjfyd;a
laLdhH_ i;Hh hkq l=ula o lshd oek .ekSug fkdyels
fjhs' l f;are .ekSug fuka u th ke;s lr oeu i|yd
Tn uq,ska u l< hq;= jkafka th oel .ekSuhs' fj;eu
i|yd l=re,a,l= fidhd .sh miq W! uqK fkd.eiqkfyd;a

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W!g fj ;eh yels o@ l'''l'''' nqka jykafia b.ekajQfha

fuu l .ekh' bmf l" crdf l''''''th w;aoelSug
wjYH fkdjqjfyd;a th oelSugo fkd yelsh' oel fkd.;fyd;a
f;are .ekSug o fkd yel' f;are .ekSug fkdyels jqjfyd;a
th ke;slr oeug o fkd yelsh'
tfia jQj;a ksik
q g
a fuu l oelSugj;a" th w;aoelSugj;a
wjYH ke;' fu;ek la ug isjqj fyd;a Tjqyq ;j;a
;eklg j;s' Tng fuh jegfykjdo@ Tjqka f lrkafka
tu l yqfola Tjqka iu u weo f.k hkq i th ke;a;g
u ke;s lsu fkd f' Tjqyq l .ek fufkys lsula fyda
ta .ek uYkhla fyda fkd lr;s' fu;ek l mj;sk nj
fkk g Tjqka lrkafka fjk;a ;eklg hEuhs' t;ek;a
l we;s g Tjqyq kej;;a fuydg u t;s' ;ukaf.a Yrfhka
m,d hEu ;=<ska Tjqyq l ke;s lr oeug W;aidy lr;s'
Tn ;=< ;ju;a woHdj mj;sk ;dla l,a Tn fld;eklg
.sh;a Tng oel.; yels jkafka l uh' m,d hEug wyia
hdkdjlg ke=k;a Tn iu. tu l;a tu wyia hdkdjg
f.dv fjhs' j;=r hg lsk;a Tn iu. th;a lsfohs'
fufia ug fya;=j l Tn ;=< u mj;sk tlla fyhsks'
kuq;a wms ta nj fkdoek isuq' th wm ;=< u mj;skakla
k thska fu i|yd mek hd yelafla fldydgo@
h ;ekl la we;s g ksiaiq ;j;a ;eklg m,d h;s'
t;ek;a la we;s g Tjqyq fjk;a ;eklg j h;s' Tjqka
l,amkd lrkafka ;uka flka mek hk njh' kuq;a th
tfia is fkd f' tu l Tjqka iu u hhs' Tjqka tydg
fuydg hk kuq;a ta hkafka ;uka l /f.k hk nj j;a
fkd oekh' l .ek oek .kq fkd,enqj fyd;a th yg.ekSug
fya;=j oek .ekSug o fkd yelsh' tg thska .e, h yels
u.la o fkd;sfnkq we;'
Tn Tf iel rejk f;la l,amkd iy.; j f
;=<g t ne,sh hq;=h' Tn mqyqKqj .ek t;r h hq;=h'
lKavdhula jYfhka ish;a" ;ks ;ks j ish;a Tn th
meyer fkdyer l< hq;=h' wksla wh WodiSk jqj;a th .Kka

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fkd.; hq;=h' ilauka Ndjkdf fh je jYfhka mqyqKq

jk whf.a m%;sM, .ek uu iy;sl fj' wksla wh meK
wdmiq .sh;a" fjk fudk u fohla fyda l<;a Tn Tf
mqyqKqj fkdlvjd is l< fyd;a ta i|yd tla jia ld,hla
jqj;a iEfyhs' th l< hq;= jkafka ud Tng fuys lshd ka
wdldrhgh' .=rejrhd mjik fohg ijka fokak' fndrejg
ijka fkdh hq;=h' ys;=jlaldrl w;aykak' .=rejrhd
lshkafka l=ula o th fl<ska u lrkak' Tn fuu mqyqKqj
.ek hla we;s lr fkd.; hq;=h' i;H jYfhka u ta ;=<ska
{dkh my< jkq we;'
fuu mqyqKqj yd m%;smodj hk fol u tlls' m%;smodj
lshd lshkafka l=ulgo@ th iunrj yd ia:djr f,i mqyqKq
uhs' th wr uy fmda yshka l< wdldrhg fkd lrkak'
Tyq tla jiald,hla ;=< ;SrKh lf<a l:d lsfuka je<lS
isugh' Tyq th fydka l< kuq;a lvodis fld<j, igyka
,su wdrN flf<ah'''ug fyg fok n;a fn lr fokak'
Tyqg fn l< n;a lEug wjYH ;snqKs' l:d lsu keje;ajQ
kuq;a" igyka t;r m%udKhla ,su ksid Tyqg isjQfha
Tyqf.a uki fmrg;a jvd wjq,a lr .ekSugh' Tyq tla
fudfyd;l h lsisjla ,shhs' B< fudfydf;a ;j;a fohla
,shhs' f fudk ysjlao@
l:d fkdlr isu .ek Tyq lror jQfha l=ula ksido
lshd uu k fkd oks' Tyq fuu mqyqKqj l=ula o lshd
fkdoek iskakg we;'
fuu mqyqKqj ;=<ska we;a; jYfhka isjk foh k
iaj,amhlska iEySulg m;auhs' yqfola iajdNdl wkaoka
j;a uhs' w,i njla oekqk;a" WfoHda.Su;a njla oekqk;a"
ud w,ih ke;ak ud WfoHda.u
S ;ah hkqfjka fkd lshkak'
fndfyda wh mqyqKq jkafka WfoHda.Su;a njla oefkk g
muKh' lue,s njla oekqk fyd;a Tjqyq ;u mqyqKqj .ek
lror fkd fj;s' ksiqka ;=< mj;sk idudkH iajNdjh
fuhhs' kuq;a NslaIQka l,amkd l< hq;af;a ta wdldrhg fkd
f' Tjqka WfoHda.su;a njla oekqk;a mqyqKq h hq;=h' wksl=;a

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foaj,a .ek lror fkdh hq;=h' tajd ish,a, lmd yeh

hq;=h' islr oeh hq;=h' Tn Tf mqyqKqj l< hq;=h' th
fkdlvjd tfia u .g u lrf.k hkak' jd ld,fha
fyda rd;s%fha jqj;a" f jif fyda tk jif fyda jqj;a"
f fudkh ld,hl jqj;a Tf mqyK
q j
q fkdlvjd lrf.k
hd hq;=h' WfoHda.su;a Ndjfha fyda lue,s Ndjfha is;s,s
flfrys ie,ls,,
a la fkd olajkak' ka WKqi
q " oeka iS;,hs
lshd .Kka fkdf.k yqfola Tf mqyqKqj ;=< u / fh
iskak' iud m%;smodj fyj;a ksjer mqyqKqj hkqfjka
yekafjkafka fuhhs'
iuyr flfkla k 6la fyda 7la mqyqKqjg ienka u
lrf.k is;s' bkamiq ;uka n,dfmdfrd;a;= is m%;sM,
fkd,e hk g Tjqyq mqyqKqj uqukska u w;ayer oud"
j,am,a fou" ;%ix. meje;au jeks foaj,a mgka .kska
imQK_ jYfhka u fmr is ;;a;ajhg m;afj;s' bka miq
;ukaf.a mqyqKqj kej;;a u;la ;j;a k 6la 7la tys fh
isg th w;ayer ou;s''''Tjqka th lrka iskafka iuyr
mqoa.,hka ;ukaf.a jev lghq;= lrk wdldrhgh' Tjqyq
jevla mgka .ekSug hk g tlajr u thg nis;s'''jevh
keje;afuka miq jev lsu i|yd .;a WmlrK l j;a
tla;eka fkdlr tajd t;ek u oud h;s' bka miq fmdf<dj
f,S b;e,S .sh g ;ukaf.a jevh .ek kej;;a u;la
;j lla jev lr kej; j;djla th w;ayer ou;s'
Tn f wkaoug lghq;= l< fyd;a fyd| l=Uqrla fyda
wiajekakla fyda lsiskl fkd,nkq we;' wfma fuu mqyqKqj
o t jeks fohls' m%;smodfjys jeo.;alu .ek fkdi,ld
yeh fyd;a mqyqKqfjka lsis m%.;shla w;afkdjkq we;' iud
m%;smodfjys mj;akd jeo.;alu .ek lsis u m%Yakhla ke;'
ksr;=rej u tys fhh hq;=h' Tf ufkdaNdjhkag ijka
ug fkd hkak' ufkdaNdjh fyd| fyda krl fyda jqj;a
thska ulafjhso@ nqka jykafia t jeks foaj,a .ek lror
fkd jQfial' Wkajykafia fyd| foaj;a" krl foaj;a" y
foaj;a" jer foaj;a w;a l f.k ;=nQfial' Wkajykafia

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mqyqKqj islf<a ta wdldrfhks' ;uka leue;s foaj,a Ndr

.ekSu yd wleue;s foaj,a m%;slafIam lsu mqyqKqj jYfhka
.Kka fkd .efka' th .Kka .efkkqfha kdYh f,ih'
thska is jkqfha Tn fld;ekl .sh;a iEySulg m;a fkd
uhs' fld;ekl ish;a t;ek l mej;Suhs'
f wdldrfhka flfrk mqyqKqj nuqKka lrk ,s
mQcdjka nh' Tjqka tajd lrkafka l=ula i|yd o@ hula ,nd
.ekSug wjYH ksid Tjqyq tajd lr;s' wfma iuyr wh mqyqKq
jkafka;a ta wdldrhgh' Tjqka mqyqKq jkafka l=ula i|yd o@
mqkre;am;a;h
s la" ;j;a Njhla ,eu i|yd mqyK
q fq j;s' Tjqkg
a
wjYH h ;;a;ajhlg m;augh' n,dfmdfrd;a;= jk foh
fkd,e hk njla olakg wef;d;a Tjqyq mqyqKq fkd fj;s'
Tjqkq;a lrkafka wr nuqKka lrk wdldrhgh' Tjqka f
wdldrfhka ls%hd lrkafka ;DIaKdj ksidh'
nqka jykafia W.kajd jodf<a tjekakla fkd f' tu
b.ekaug wkqj mqyK
q j
q is l< hq;fa ;a w;ayer oeu i|ydh"
hEug bv yeu i|ydh' kj;ajd oeu yd uq,skqmqgd oeu
i|ydh' th lrkqfha tla;rd fYaI;
s ;ekl mqkre;am;a;h
s la
,eu msKsi fkd f'
tla l,l uq,ska u uydhdksl ksldfha me jQ tla
f;r kula iQy' tu ksldh ;=< jQ kh m%;sm;a;s t;r
;o fkdjQ ksid Wkajykafia Ouhqla;sl ksldfha me nj
,enQy' tfia l< Wkajykafia ;u mqyqKqj wdrN l<y'
iuyr wjia:dj, k 15la muK ksrdydr j isg odkh
je<ug mgka .;a Wkajykafia fld< j._ yd ;DK j._
muKla je<y' Wkajykafia l,amkd lf<a i;=kaf.a uia
wkqNj lsu wl=i, lu_hla nj;a" tu ksid fld< j._ yd
;DK j._ wkqNj lsu Bg jvd fyd| nj;ah'
l l,lg miq ya! NslaIqjla jYfhka j;au fyd|
fohla fkd f' tu ;h wmyiq tlls' NslaIqjla jYfhka
iska ksudxYj isf mqreoao .g u mj;ajd .ekSu
wmyiqh' isjqre yer Wmia:dhlhl= jYfhka isu Bg jvd
fyd| h yelsh' hkqfjka Wkajykafia l,amkd l<y'

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Wkajykafia tfia is;ka isjqre yer Wmia:dhlhl= njg

m;ajQfha ;uka iska u fld< yd ;DK cd;s tl;= lr
.ekSug;a" uq,a yd w, j._ ydrd .ekSug;a yels jkq msKsih'
l l,la tfia lrka is Wkajykafia wjidkfha th
w;ayer oeuQfha B<g l< hq;= foh l=ula o lshd fkdo;a
fyhsks' ta yeu fohla w;ayer oeuQfha ta ksidh' NslaIq ;h"
Wmia:dhl ;h hk f yeu fohla u w;ay<y' Wkajykafia
f kj, l=ula lrka iskafka o lshd uu fkd oks'
iuyr g h hkakg we;ehs is;Sug ms<sjk' kuq;a ta .ek
uu yhg u fkd oks' Wkajykafiag fufia jQfha ;ukaf.a
is;g yhk hula fidhd .; fkdyels jQ ksidh' ;uka
.sfha ;ukaf.a u flf,iqka miq miafiys nj Wkajykafia
fkdoek ishy'
nqka jykafia;a Th wkaoug isjqre yer Wmia:dhlhl=
njg m;a jQ fialao@ Wkajykafia mqyqKq jQfha fldhs wdldrhg
o@ Wkajykafia iska lrk ,oafoa l=ula o@ by;lS f;reka
jykafia iska ta .ek is;d ne,Sula mjd lr fkdue;' nqka
jykafia;a .jhl=f.a wdldrhg wdydr i|yd fld< j._ yd
;DK j._ je< fialao@ we;a; jYfhka Tng;a tfia lsu
wjYH k" Tng l< yelafla;a th u muKla k" Tn;a
tfia lr n,kak' kuq;a tfya fufya f.dia wkqka fpkh
fkd lrkak' Tng iqiqh lshd isf;k fldhs wdldrhl fyda
mq y q K q ugula jq j fyd;a ta fjkq f jka fjfyi jka k '
jqjukdjg jvd yEug fyda legh oeug .sh fyd;a
Tng ,S gla b;s fkdjkq we; hk ;dhs lshukg wkq j
b;s jk lsisjla ke;s ksid wjidkfha Tng;a is jkafka
Tf ldhH_h w; yer oeugh'
fu jeks mqoa.,fhda mqyqKqj .ek fkd oks;s' Tjqyq
mqyqKq jkafka l=uk ldrKhla uq,a lr f.ko lshd fidhd
fkd n,;s' Tn mqyqKq jkafka l=ulgo" lshd Tn u l,amkd
lr ne,sh hq;=h' fuu mqyqKqj Tng W.kajd we;af;a
w;ayer oefuys fhu i|ydh' ukig wjYH jkafka tla
whl=g wdorh lsug;a ;j;a flkl=g oafY lsug;ah''''uki
;=< fu jeks foaj,a my< h yels kuq;a tajd ienE foaj,a

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f,i Ndr fkd .kak' ka b;ska th tfyu k wm f

mqyqKq jkafka l=ulgo@ flfhka lsj fyd;a wm th lrkafka
t jeks foaj,a w;ayer oeu i|ydh' isf;ys ixiqka nj we;s
jqjfyd;a th is lr oukak' {dkh my< jqjfyd;a th;a
is lr oukak' h oekSula we;sjqjfyd;a th tfia mj;skq
we;' kuq;a th ;ukaf.a u tlla jYfhka i,ld .kq ,enqj
fyd;a ud ;=< oekSula we; lshd Tn l,amkd lrkafkysh'
tg Tn lrkafka wkqkg jvd Tn fyd|h hkqfjka l,amkd
lsuhs' f ksid je l,la hEug u;af;ka Tng lsis ;ekl
j;aug fkdyels fjhs' Tn fld;ekl j;a jqj;a Tng
m%Yak we;s fjhs' jer wdldrhg mqyqKqu hkq th lsisfia;a
fkdlr isug iudkh'
Tng ord .; yels Yla;s m%udKhlg wkq j mqyqKq
jkak' Tn wl f,i ksok flfklao@ tfia k Tf tu
idudkH iajNdjhg tfrysj ls%hd lsu i|yd jEh lrkak'
Tn wl m%udKhla j<|k flfklao@ tfia k oeka Tn
l<hq;= jkafka wvqfjka je<ug W;aidy lsuhs' YS,h"
iudh yd m%{dj moku jYfhka ;nd .kska wjYH hhs
yefk ;rka Tf mqyqKqj is lrkak'
ta w;r thg Oq;dx. m%;sm;a;s o we;=<;a lr .kak'
fuu Oq;dx. m%;m
s ;a;j
s ,ska flfrkqfha flf,iqka ydrd wjqii
a d
ne,Suhs' flf,iqka uq,skqmqgd oeu i|yd mqyqKqjg wod,
wfma uQ,sl l%u muKla fkdiEfyk nj oel .ekSug ms<sjka
fjhs' tneka mqyqKqu i|yd Oq;dx. m%;sm;a;s o we;=<;a lr
.; hq;= j we;'
Oq;dx. m%;sm;a;s we;a; jYfhka u m%fhdackj;ah' iuyr
flkl=g YS,h yd iudh hk uQ,l
s m%;m
s ;a;s ;=<k
s a flf,iqka
keiSu l< fkd yelsh' thg Wmldrhla jYfhka Tjqkg
Oq;dx. m%;sm;a;s fhdod .ekSug is fjhs' Oq;dx. m%;sm;a;s
;=<ska fndfyda foaj,a ke;s lr oeug yels fjhs' .ila uq,
jd isu YslaIdjkag reoaO jkakla fkd f''''iqidk
N+hl j;a u;a YslaIdjkaag reoaO jkakla fkd f'
kuq;a iqidk N+hla ;=< j;a u i|yd wIaGdk lr" th

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fkdlr isu je/oaols' fuh w;ayod n,kak' iqidk N+hl

j;au fldhs jf.a tllao@ th iuqyhla yd j;aug
iudk fohla o@
Oq;dx. hkafkys woyi ms<m
s eug Ialr m%;m
s ;a;s hkakhs'
fuu m%;sm;a;s wdhH_hka jykafia,d iska o ms<smkq ,enQ
tajdh' wdhH_ Ndjhg m;aug leue;s wh flf,iqka keiSu
i|yd fuu Oq;dx. m%;sm;a;s fhd .; hq;=h' fjd ms<smeug
Ialr ldhH_hla jkakdla fuka u tajd ms<smeu i|yd lem
isk mqoa.,hka fidhd .ekSu o Ialrh' ulaksid o tajdhska
is jkafka idudkH iajNdjhg tfrys ula jk ksidh'
isjr
q e w;ska nej;a th tfiah' Oq;dx. NslI
a k
Q a mjikafka
Tf isjqre uQ,sl jYfhka ;=klg muKla iSud l< hq;=
njh' hemSu is l< hq;= jkafka msKavmd; kfhka njh'
tu odkh jqj;a md;a;rfhka muKla je<h hq;= njh'
flkl= bka miq f.kjq;a ms<s.kajkq ,nk odkh fkdms<s.;
hq;= njh'
uOHu ;dhs,ka;h jeks fmfoil k fuys wjidkfha
i|yka jQ m%;sm;a;sh ms<smeu myiqh' ta ulaksido" odkh
mskuk wh md;a;rh ;=<g fndfyda m%udKhla odkh fnok
fyhska th fyd|g u m%udKj;a jk ksidh' kuq;a ;dhs,ka;fha
jhU . fmfoiaj, k fuu Oq;dx. ms<sfjf;ys ishq
fjfkila mj;shs' tfia jkafka tu fmfoiaj, n;a muKla
,efnk ksidh! fuys mj;akd idudkH im%odh md;a;rh
;=<g n;a muKla fnuhs' uOHu ;dhs,ka;h jeks fmfoiaj,
odkh mskuk wh n;a iu tajdg wjYH wfkl=;a
wdydr j._;a fno;s' kuq;a fuu fmfoiaj,ska ,efnkafka n;a
muKh' tg fuu Oq;dx. ms<sfj; ienE ;jqia o ms<sfj;la
njg m;a fjhs' n;a muKla j<|ka isk g ms<s.ekau
i|yd fjk;a odkhla f.k tkq ,enQj;a Tn th m%;slafIam
lrkafkysh' tfia u tla klg j<|kafka;a tla f,la
muKls' tu je<u is lrkafka;a Tn i;= ta tl u
md;a;rfhks' j<od wjika jQ miq wdikfhka ke.sk Tn
tu oji ;=< kej;;a fkd j<|kafkysh'

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fuu m%;sm;a;s ykajkq ,nkafka Oq;dx. m%;sm;a;s

jYfhks' oeka b;ska f ld,fha k fjd ms<smk wh
ljfrlao@ fuu m%;sm;a;sj,g uqukska lemjQ mqoa.,hka f
ld,fha fidhd .ekSu wmyiqh' ulaksido oeka lrkafka
fokakg lshd nf,ka b,a,Suhs' ksiqka f ;r m;Hd.YS,Sj
lghq;= lrkafka ta ksid h yelsh'
ksiqka mqyqKqj hkqfjka f ld,fha ykajk foh
ienE mqyqKqj fkd f' Tn ienka u mqyqKq jkafkys k
th ta ;r myiq ldhH_hla fkdjkq we;' fndfyda ksiqka
;=< ienE wdldrhg mqyqKq ug ;r t;rlula fkdue;'
Tjqka ;=< idudkH iajNdjhg reoaOf t;r iajNdjhla
ke;' Tjqyq ;ukaf.a is;eshdjkag wkql+, fkdjk lsisjla
lsug wleue;s fj;s' Tjqka ;=< laf,aYhkag reoaOug
;r wjYH;djhla ke;' tajd ydrd wjqiaid bj;alr oef
jqjukdjla o ke;'
wfma fuu mqyqKqfjka wmg lshd fokq ,nkafka ;ukaf.a
is;eshdjkag wkqj lghq;= fkdlrk f,ih' fuu uki
wmg wh;a tlla f,i Yajdi l< ksid wm oekgu;a
fl;r ; jdr .Kkla uq,djg m;a ;sf o hkak .ek
i,ld n,kak' we;a; jYfhka k fuu uki wmg whs;s
tlla fkd f' th yqfola t jeks fYhlska fmkS isk
fohla muKs' th iska wm ;DIaKdj fj;g;a oafYh yd
uq,dj fj;g;a weo oukq ,nhs' fidrlug;a" uxfld,a,hg;a"
wdYdjg yd ffjrhg;a fmd<Ujkq ,nhs' tu ksid fjd
wmg whs;sh lshd lsjyels foaj,a fkd f' ka Tn f
fudfydf;a Tfnka u wikak' Tng hym;a whl= ug wjYHo@
Tn yeu flkl=g u wjYH jkafka tfia ugh' tfia k
Tn fu jeks foaj,a lsu fyd|o@ ka n,kak' ksiqka Iag
foaj,a lrk kuq;a Tjqkg
a wjYH jkafka hym;a f,i isughs'
ud fuu foaj,a jxpdld foaj,ah lshd lshkafka ta ksidhs'
tajd k jxpdjkauh'
nqka jykafiag wjYH jQfha wm wfma fuu uki mjik
wdldrhg wkq j lghq;= lsu fkd f' th mqyqKq lsuh'

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th tla foilg .uka lrk g fjk;a foilg weo oukak'

th tfoig .uka lrk g kej;;a fu;ekg weo oukak'
meye,s wdldrfhka lsj fyd;a th fufia h hq;=h( ukig
wjYH fudk u fohla jqj;a tu foh thg ,nd fkd fokak'
th;a yhg wr jir .Kkdjla ;sifa ia ;=re isg wjidkfha
wfma woyia ;j rg;a iudk fkdjk ;;a;ajhlg m;au
nh' ;=relula wjika lr oud wmg leue;s ul wms
.uka lruq' wfma ;=relu wjika jkafka wmg tlsfkld
f;are .ekSu ;j rg;a l< fkdyels ksidh' th tfia
jkafka we;a; jYfhka wm w;r jdo jdo mjd we;s jk
ksidh' wdkak y" Tf uki mjik wdldrhg wkq j
lghq;= fkd lrkak' uki msgq mi hkakl= jqj fyd;a Tyq
;ju;a lsisfia;a u mqyqKq fkdjQ wfhls'
fjk;a wh mqyqKqj hhs lshk foh we;a; jYfhka u
mqyqKqjla fkd j m;a;sodhl fohla nj ud mjikafka ta
ksidh' kej;Sulg m;aj ne,Sfuys fkdfhfokafka k" mqyK
q
q u
i|yd W;aidy fkdlrkafka k" Tng Ou_h oelSugj;a" ta
yd tla ug j;a fkd ,efnhs' fl<ska u lsjfyd;a Tn mqyqKq
h hq;fa ;a Tf ;h thg lem lsfuks' ud tfia mjikafka
th Ialr ldhH_hla jk ksid u fkd f' ta ;=< h la
ula .e we;s ksidh' fYaI jYfhka uq,a wjqreoao ;=<
fyda tu wjqre fol ;=< la u nyq, f,i mj;S' fuu
ld,h ;reK NslaIQka jykafia,dg;a" idufKar NslaIQkag;a
we;af;ka u Ialr ld, iSudjls'
uu o l,s k a .; l< ; ld,h ;= < fndfyda
Ialr;djhkag ue isfh' fYaI jYfhka ug wdydr
inkaOfhka Ialr;d we;sh' Tn l=ula lshkafkyso@ wdydr
yd kskao fyd|g u wjYH jk jhi iafia NslaIqjla njg
m;au''''iuyr kj, ud ;ksj u jd iska lf<a
wdydr .ek isysk lSuhs' ug meKs oeuQ flfi,a f. lEug
is;=ks' ke;ak i,do l< mefmd,a lEug is;=ks' tajd u;la
jQ g uf.a lfgys fl< Wkkakg h' fuh;a uf.a mqyqKqf
fldgila njg m;a ;snqKs' f wdldrfhka ld,h .; lsu

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myiq fohla fkd f' wdydr fuka u wdydr .ekSf fuu

lsh
% dj ;=<k
s a flkl=g wl=i,a isug bv ;sf' Wia uy;aug
Tkak fukak lshd isk tfia u wdydr yd kskao yqfola u
wjYH jk flkl= f wdldrfhka isjqrla ;=< nf,kau r|jd
;nk g Tyq hre jegqk yeSj,ska hqla; jkq we;' th
yhg .,d f.k hk c, Odrdjla yria lrka f,a,la
neug iudkh' iuyr g tu f,a, yqfola mqmqrd hEug
jqj o ms<sjk' Tfrd;a;= f Yla;shla thg we;ak th
fyd|h' tfia fkdjqkfyd;a th le hkq we;'
Ndjkdj mgka .;a m<uq jk wjqreoao ;=< ud l<
Ndjkdj fjk lsisjla .ek fkd j wdydr .ekh' ud isfha
ta .ek t;r wiykhlsks' ud h lsis ;ekl jd is
fndfyda wjia:dj, ug oekqfka uf.a lg ;=<g flfi,a f.
Tnd .kakd wdldrhhs' flfi,a f. lE,sj,g lmd tajd
lg ;=<g oud .kakd wdldrhhs' ta ish,a, mqyK
q fq fldgila
h'
tu ksid fuu mqyqKqj .ek h fkd jkak' .Kka
lsug mjd fkdyels ;r jI_ .Kkdjla ;siafia wms
uq<dfjka isfhuq' tu ksid f wdldrfhka mqyqKqu;a"
ksjer Ndjhg m;au;a t;r myiq ldhH_hla fkd f' th
wmyiq ldhH_hla jk ksid u th is lsu j' wm wmyiq
foaj,a .ek lror jkafka l=ulgo@ wm l<fyd;a l< hq;=
jkafka wmyiq foaj,auh' myiq foaj,a k fldhs ldyg jqj;a
l< yelsh' wmyiq fohla lsug k ta i|yd mqyqKq h
hq;h
= '
nqka jykafiag jqj o tjeks ;;a;ajhla ;sfnkakg we;'
nqka jykafia ;uka jykafiaf.a mjq, yd kEoE ys;j;=ka
.ek;a" jia;=j yd .; lrk ,o ldufNda.S ;h .ek;a
yqfola u la jQfha k Wkajykafia lsis kl nq flkl=
fkdug bv ;snqKs' fjd iq fldg ;elsh yels foaj,a o
fkd f' fjd yqfola ksiqka iska fidhkq ,nk foaj,ah'
tu ksid ;reK ld,fha u uyK fjd w;ayer u
urKhg m;au yd iudkh' tfia jqj;a iuyr wh ud fj;

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wjq;a mjikafka wdpdhH_ yshks" Tn jykafiag |la fyda

orejka fkdis ksid <;eug ;r fohla ke;' tu ksid
th myiqjls hkqfjks' ud tg Tn t jeks foaj,a lSug ud
<.g tkag tmd" Tn tfia l< fyd;a Tf ysig fmd
myrla t,a, ug ms<sjk lshd mji' ud tfia mejiqf
ug ys;la mmqjla ke;sjdla fuks'
ksiqka .ek is;k g fuh iq fldg ;elsh yels
fohla fkd f' f f;a ye tfyuh' tu ksid Ou_h
mqyqKq jk wh th wm%udo j l< hq;=h' ta i|yd ieneka u
Wkka h hq;=h' fjk wh Yajdi lsug fkdf.dia nqka
jykafiaf.a Ou_hg ijka fokak' Tf yoj;a ;=< iduh
Wlr .kak' je l,la hEug fmr jegySu we;s fjhs' ta
i|yd mqyqKqf fhfokak' is;d n,kak' fufkys lsf
fhfokak' m%;sM, oel .; yels jkafka tgh' fya;=j yd
M,h hk fol wkqmd; f,iska mj;S'
Tn Tf ufkdaNdjhkag hg;a fkd jkak' uq, k
Tng wjYH kskao m%udKh mjd fidhd .ekSug wmyiq fjhs'
Tn h ksh; f,djl kskaog hEug ;SrKh lrkq
we;' kuq;a th .g u lr f.k hEu wmyiq fjhs' Tn ta
i|yd l< hq;=j we;af;a mqyqKq uhs' h f,djl wjug
;SrKh l<fyd;a yhg u tu f,df ke.skak' iuyr
wjia:dj, Tng tfia lsug yels fjhs' kuq;a iuyr
wjia:dj, Tn wj jQ ieKska Tng u mjid .kafka
ke.skak" ud fy,af,kafkj;a kE hkqfjks' Tn oeka f
i|yd l< hq;= jkafka tl" fol" ;=k'''''wd jYfhka .Kka
lsuhs' ;=k lshd lshk g wj fkdjqjfyd;a ud wmdfhys
jefjd Tn wkak ta wdldrhg Tng u mjid .; hq;=h'
tg ;=kg .Kka lsu;a iu u Tn ke.skafkysh' tfia
jkafka wmdfhys jeug we;s h ksidh'
Tn mqyqKqh hq;=h" Tng th w;a yer h fkd yel'
th yeu w;ska u is l< hq;=h' ta i|yd ksrka;rfhka Tf
.=rejrhd" ;%hka fyda lKavdhu fj; fya;;
a = fkd iskak'
tfia l< fyd;a Tng lsis kl m%{djka;hl= ug fkd

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yel' f i|yd t;r Wmfoia f.dvlg ijkau wjYH

ke;' b.ekaug jrla fyda fojrla fy` ijka foka mqyK
q fq
fhfokak'
mqyK
q q l< uki ryiska mjd jrola lsug fkd fm<fUhs'
mqyqKqj ;=<ska ksmqK;ajh ,enQjkaf.a uki ;=< ryiska
fyda m%isoafha fy` lshd fohla ke;' wdhH_ mqoa.,fhda
;ukaf.a yoj;a flfrys Yajdih ;n;s' wm o ish hq;af;a
ta wdldrfhks'
iuyr wh uyK jkafka myiq ;hla .; lsu
i|ydh' tu myiqj yg .kafka fld;ekskao@ Bg uQ,sl jk
fya;j
= l=ula o@ yeu myiqjla mej;sh hq;fa ;a l fmrgqfldgh'
tu ;;a;ajh yeu fohla ;=< mj;S' uqo,a ,eug m<uqfjka ta
i|yd jevla l< hq;=h' th tfyu fkao@ n;a ,eug l,ska
Tn Tf l=Uqr iS iE hq;=h' Tn l=ula l<;a uq,ska u
Ialr;djhka w;a oelSug is fjhs' ;j;a flkl= uyK
jkafka lror lsisjla fkdue;sj fl iqjfhka isugh'
Tjqka mjikafka yqfola jd l l,la fl iqjfhka
isug wjYH njh' fmd;aj,ska bf.k fkdf.k" ,sug;a"
lshug;a yelshdjla ,efnhs lshd Tn is;kafkyso@ th l<
yels fohla fkd f'
jemqr bf.kSula ,nd NslaIQka njg m;a jQ fndfyda wh
mqyqKqj ;=<ska lsis hqKqjla ,nd fkd.kafka ta ksidh'
Tjqka ,nd we;s oekqu fjk;a ud._hl hEu i|yd we;s
fjkia wdldrfha oekquls' Tjqyq mqyqKq ula fkd lr;s'
;ukaf.a is;a foi ne,Sula o fkd lr;s' ixiqka nj ,eug;a"
ixjrYS,S ug;a ys;lr fkdjk fohla u fidhka Tjqyq
;ukaf.a is;a le<ug;a" wjq,a njg;a m;a lr .ks;s' nqka
jykafia ;=< jQ oekqu f,!lsl tlla fkd f' th Bg
yd;amiska u reoaO jQ wdldrfha tlls' tu oekqu f,daflda;;
a r
oekquls'
.sys f.h w;ayer oud fn!oaO NslaIqjla njg m;ajk
ljqreka kuq;a ;ud l,ska orka is ;;a;ajh fyj;a ;k;=re
w;ayer oeh hq;= jkafka ta ksidh' NslaIqjla njg m;a jk

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rcl= jqj;a" ;uka l,ska oerE ;;a;ajh wu;l lr oeh

hq;=h' tjeks f,!lsl foaj,a ;ukaf.a Wcdrej fmkau i|yd
NslaIQ;ajh ;=<g /f.k fkd wdhq;=h' Tyq me ug tk
g ;ukaf.a jia;j
= " ;rd;sru" oekqu fyda n,h fuu NslI
a ;
Q j
a h
;=<g /f.k fkd ths' mqyK
q j
q ie<ls,,
a la olajkafka w;ayeu"
hEug yeu" uq,skqmqgd oeu yd kj;ajd oeu jeks foaj,a
.ekh' fuu mqyqKqj ksis m ls%hd;aul lsug k Tn
fuu foh jgyd .; hq;=h'
wikSm jQ g thska iqjh ,eu i|yd fnfy;a fkd.kafka
k tu wikSmh iqj fjhs lshd Tn is;kafkyso@ tu ksid
hEu i|yd Tng h isf;k ;ekla we;ak Tn hd hq;=
jkafka t;ekgh' h fYaIfhka u mj;sk fidfydka mshla
fyda iqidk N+hla jeks ;eklg Tn hd hq;=h' isjqre ye|
fmrjd f.k t jeks ;eklg f.dia Ndjkd lrkak' wkspd
j; ixLdrd''''''tys isg f.k iska tfia u ilauka lrka
Ndjkd lrkak' Tf wNHka;rh ;=<g t" h ie we;af;a
fldfyao lshd n,kak' tg th t;r fyd|g;a meye,sjg;a
iafjhs' ixialdrhka yd ne mj;akd i;H iajNdjh .ek
jgyd .kak' hdka;ug wre jefgk f;la yd >kdkaOldrh
l%u l%ufhka me;sfrk f;la tu iqidk N+fhys u kej;S
iqmlaIdld j iskak' bkamiq Tng uq rd;%sh u jqj;a tys
kej;S isug yels fjhs'
nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a Ou_h olsk flkl= we;ak
Tyq ;:d.;hka jykafia oel .kshs' ;:d.;hka jykafia
olsk flkl= we;ak Tyq ksjk oel .kshs hkqfjks'
Wkajykafia iska fmkajd ka fuu wdoYhg wkq j lghq;=
fkdl< fyd;a wm Ou_h olskafka flfiao@ Ou_h .ek fkdoek
ish fyd;a nqka jykafia fln flfklao lshd oek .kafka
flfiao@ nqka jykafia ljfrlao lshd k fkd.;fyd;a
Wkajykafiaf.a .=K fudkjdo lshd oek .kafka flfiao@
nqkajykafiaf.a foaYkdj uqukska u ksiel nj;a" mrfuda;;
a u
i;Hh th u nj;a oek .ekSug yels jkafka wm Wkajykafiaf.a
msh igyka Tiafia hka mqyqKq jqjfyd;a muKs'

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bkash iamY_h - mqyqKqf W,am;h

fuu Ydikfha NslaIQka yd idufKar ysjreka u i|yd
wm ieu fokdf.a is;a fhojQfha iekis,s iqjh ,eu i|ydh'
tfia k ienE iekis,s iqjh hkq l=ula o@ nqka jykafia
foaYkd lf<a ienE iekis,s iqjh mj;skafka t;r wE;
rl fkd j yhg u f wm ;=< njh' tfia jqj;a wm .ska
.g u keUqre iskafka ta .ek fkdi<ld yeugh'
iekis,s iqjh fidhd .ekSu .ek ksiqka ;=< h woyila
we;s kuq;a Tjqka ;ju;a keUqre iskafka wjq,a iy.; nj
yd le,,s iajNdjh w;aoelSugh' Tjqka wYajdih foig
nr isk ksid ;ukaf.a mqyqKqj ;ju;a id:l lrf.k
ke;' th;a yhg wr fkdfhl=;a ;ekaj,g hEu i|yd wm
wfma ksjiska msg j hEu fuks' wm fudfgda hlg ke.=K;a"
fndagqjlg f.dv jqj;a" fld;eklg .sh;a" wm ;ju;a wfma
ksjig meK ke;' wm wfma ksjig fkdmeK isk ;dla
l,a wm ;=< ;Dma;su;a Ndjhla fkd mj;shs' ksu lsug
fkdyels jQ jev fldgila wmg ;ju;a b;s we;' tfia
jkafka wfma .uk ;ju;a ksud ke;s ksidh' hdhq;= ;ekg
;du;a meK ke;s ksidh' uqla;sh fidhka wms yeu
;ekl u weuq'
fuys isk ish u NslI
a k
Q a jykafia,dg fuka u idufKar
ysjrekag;a wjYH jkqfha iekis,s iqjhhs' ta ld,fha ;reK
fha is uu o iekis,s iqjh fidhd yeu ;ekl u weoafo'
ug ta fld;eklskaj;a i;=gla fkd ,enqKs' fkdfhl=;a
.=rejreka iuq jqj;a" Tjqkaf.a foaYkhkag ijka kak;a ug
i;=gla we;s fkd Ks' th tfia jQfha ulaksido@
tfia ug fya;=j - rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri yd iamY_ hk
foaj,a ;=<ska ndOdjla we;s fkdjk ksixi, mirhla ;=<"
wm wfma iekis,s iqjh fidhk ksidh' tfia lrkafka ta
wdldrfhka j;au ;=< ;Dma;su;a Ndjh we;s nj l,amkd
lrk ksidh'

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kuq;a we;a; jYfhka is;d nej fyd;a lsisjla my<

fkdjk ;ekl" b;du;a ksYal,xl f,i j;a u ksid
m%{df my<ula isfjhs o@ wmg lsisjla .ek oekSfuka
isug yels fjhso@ f .ek l,amkd lr n,kak' weig
rEm fkdfmkqK fyd;a th fln ;;a;ajhla fjhso@ kdihg
.| iqj| fkdoekqKfyd;a tu ;;a;ajh l=uk wdldrfha tlla
fjhso@ jg ri fkdoekqKfyd;a" Yrhg lsis iamY_hla
fkdoekqKfyd;a tu ;;a;ajhka l=uk wdldrfha tajd fjhso@
t jeks ;;a;ajhlska isu wxYNd.fhka uq Yrh u ysje
.sh" tfia u kdih yd j .s,syS .sh" wkaO yd f.d,q ksil=
fuka isu jeksh' t jeks ;;a;ajhla ;=< ;sfnkafka l=ula o@
tfia jqj;a ksiqkaf.a is;a ;=< keUqrej mj;skafka lsisjla
my< fkdjk ;eklg hEug yels jqj fyd;a iekis,s iqjh
,efnkq we; hkqfjka l,amkd lsugh' tla l,l ud jqj
o l,amkd lf<a ta wdldrfhks'
ud ;reK NslaIqjla f,i mqyqKqj wdrN l< ta wjfha
jd Ndjkd lsug .sh g Yo ksid ug lror we;s h'
f Yo ksid uu uf.a uki ixiqka lr.kafka flfia o
lshd l,amkd flf<' tfia l,amkd lsfuka miq b
iaj,amhla f.k uf.a lkaj,g lsisu Yohla fkd wefik
fia uu tajd uf.a lka ;=<g Tnd .;s' tg uf.a lka
;=<ska wefikag jQfha ueiaika kxjk .=uq .=uq kdoh jeks
y~la muKs' ud l,amkd lf<a tfia lsu ;=<ska iekis,s
iqjh ,efnk njh' kuq;a th tfia fkd jqKs' ud ;=< ;snQ
ish u l,amkdjka yd wjq,a nj lka ;=<ska fldfy;a u
my< fkd jqKs' tajd my< jQfha uf.a uki ;=<sKs' tu ksid
iekis,s iqjh fih hq;= ;ek t;ekh'
fjk;a wdldrhlg ls j fyd;a Tn kej;S u i|yd
fld;eklg .sh;a tys lsis jevm,la fkdlr iskafka th
Tf mqyqKqjg ndOdjla jk ksidh' Tn uj weuu jeks
lsis u jevla fkd lrkafkysh' Tng wjYH jkqfha Tfya
ksl ksYap, f,i jd iska iekis,s iqjh ,eughs'
tfkod jevlghq;=j,g fyda ffoksl nej,ska tllg

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fyda Wmldr jk f,i Tf .=rejrhd Tfnka b,a,d isk

kuq;a Tn ta .ek is; fhduq fkd lrkafkysh' Tn tfia
lrkafka th mqyqKqjg wod< fkdjk ndysr fohla fia is;k
ksidh'
ud fuhg WodyrKhla jYfhka ks;r u fmkajd
we;af;a w;ayer oefuys fh iekis,s iqjh fijQ uf.a tla
YsIHfhls' Tyqg ud w;ayer oeu .ek W.kajd ka g
Tyq th jgyd .kq ,enQfha yeu fohla w;ayer oeuQ g th
we;a; jYfhka u iekis,sodhl fohla jk njh' kuq;a ta
;=< jQ i;H me;a; k Tyq fuys meKs m<uq kfha isg lsis
jevla lsug Tyqg wjYH fkd uhs' Tyq kej;S is l=fhys
jy<h iq<ska y wvla .id f.k .sh kuq;a Tyq ta .ek
lsis u Wkkajla fkd oelah' Tyq mejiqf th yqfola
mqyqKqfjka ndysr j mj;skakla njh' Tyq th ms<silr
lrug lror fkdjQfha ta ksidh' l=h ;=<g jy<h fkdue;s
me;af;ka br wj jefgk g fyda ta me;a; f;fuk g
Tyq lf<a wksla me;a;g udre uhs' ta .ek lror u Tyqg
wh;a ldhH_hla fkdh' Tyqg wh;aj k=nQ ldhH_h uki
ixiqka njg m;al
s uh' fjk;a ldhH_hl fhu is; fjk;lg
fhduq lsuls' tneka Tyq thg yiq fkd jqKs' Tyq ta .ek
jgyd .;a wdldrh tfiah'
uu Tyqf.a l=h miqlr hka is tla wjia:djl tu
l=fha le .sh jy<h gqfj'
yd" fl ldf.a l=ho@
tys whs;slre ljfrlao hkak h flkl= iska mjikq
,enQ g uf.a is;g ke.=fKa yd" y mquhs hkqfjks' bka
miq uu Tyqg l:d fldg fndfyda lreKq meye,s lr ks'
jdiia:dk ms<sn| ms<smeh hq;= j;a we;=<;a fiakdik j;
.ek meye,s lr ks' wmg jdiia:dkhla ;sh hq;=jd
muKla fkdj th /l n,d.ekSu o l< hq;=h' w;ayer oeu
hkq tjeks foaj,a u. yer isu fkd f' th tjekakla fkd
f' thska woyia jkafka wfma j.lSu meyer yeu fkd f'

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tfia l< fyd;a th fudavhl=f.a lsh

% djls' tla me;a;la jeiafika
f;fuk g Tn lrkafka wksla me;a;g udreuhs' ta me;a;g
br wj jefgk g lrkafka kej;;a l,ska is me;a;g u
udre uhs' Tn tfia lrkafka l=ulgo@ Tf Th w;a yer
oeu fuhg;a wod, lr .ekSug Tn lror fkdjkafka
ulaksido@ uu Tyqg f .ek >_ jYfhka lreKq myod
ks' uf.a l:dj wjika jQ miq Tyq fufia mejiSh'
wfka wdpdhH_ ;=uks" Tn jykafia ug tla fgl
W.ka j ka f ka ;ka w,a , d .ekS u ghs " ;j;a fgl
W.kajkafka w;a yer oeughs' Tn jykafia ug lrkakg
lshkafka l=ula o lshd fkd jegfyhs' uf.a jy<h lvd
jefgk g" ud f ;rka j;a w;a yer oefuys fhfok
g" Tn jykafia lshkafka th jerhs lshdh' tfia jqj;a
oeka Tn jykafia u W.kajd fokafka w;ayer oeu islrk
f,ih' Tn jykafia uf.ka n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka l=ula o
lshd uu fkd oks'
Tng oeka fmakjd fkao@ ksiqkaf.a ye" Tjqkag f
;r u wkqjK h yelsh'
weig oDYHudk jk foaj,a mj;skafka wei ;=< uo@
msg;ska ta lsisjla fkd ;sfnkafka k tajd wfma weiaj,g
fmfkhso@ msg;ska tk Yo wfma lka yd fkd.egqK fyd;a
tu Yo wfma lka ;=<ska wefihso@ msg; mj;sk .| iqj|
tfia fkd;sfnkafka k wmg tajd oefkhso@ ri jqj;a tfia
fjhso@ ri oekSug m%:ufhka th wfma j iu. .eh hq;=h'
fjd fufia jkafka ulaksido@ f .ek nqka jykafia
foaYkd lf<a l=ula o lshd n,kak' Wkajykafia foaYkd
lf<a yeu fohla u my< jkafka fya;=jla ksid njh' wmg
lka fkd;snQfha k Yo wefihso@
weia fkd;snQfha k rEm oelSug yelsfjhs o@ tu ksid
fya;= jYfhka oelafjkafka wei" lk" kdih" j" isrer yd
ukihs' iEu Ou_hla u my< jkafka fya;+ka ksid nj;a" tajd
ke;s jkafka k ke;s jkafka my< u i|yd fya;= jQ

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lreKq ke;s jQ gh' M,hla bmug fmr tu M,h bmu

i|yd fya;=jQ lreKq my< h hq;=h'
iekis,s iqjh mj;skafka bkashhka ;=<ska yeS my<
fkdjk ;eklskah lshd wms l,amkd lruq k" m%{df
my< ula isfjhs o@ ta ;=< fya;= M, kshduh lshd fohla
mj;shso@ wmg wfma mqyqKqj i|yd lsisjla mj;shso@ wms
Yoj,g fodia mjruq k" wmg Yo we;s ;ekaj, iekis,s
iqjfhka ish fkd yel' tfia jkafka tu ia:dk fyd| ke;s
;eka f,i wm is;k ksidh' h ia:dkhl rEm we;ak wm
mjikafka th iekis,s iqjh fkdmj;sk ;ekla f,ih' tfia
k iekis,s iqjh ,eu i|yd wm ish u bkashka wm%dKsl
jQ" w| fy` ys fy` njg m;ajQjka h hq;=h' f .ek ud
l,amkd lf<a fufiah''''
fl k y mqudldr fohla" l my< jkafka wei"
lk" kdih" j" Yrh yd uki ksidh' tfia k" wm w|
njg m;ah hq;o= @ lsij
s la lsifs ia;a oelSug fkdyels jqjfyd;a
th jvd fydo ;;a;ajhla ug ms<sjk' flkl= w| nka
fyda ys nka ish fyd;a Tyq ;=< flf,iqka my< fkdjkq
we;' ta ;=< mj;skafka t jeks ;;a;ajhlao@'''''''
kuq;a ta .ek l,amkd lr ne g th uqukska u
jer woyila nj fmkqKs' ta ;=< mj;sk ;;a;ajh tn
tlla k" wjfndaO;ajhg m;ajkq we;af;a wkaOhka yd
ysrkah' tfia jkafka flf,iqkaf.a my< u isjkafka weia
yd lka ;=<ska k Tjqka ta w;ska imQK_ we;s ksidh'
fya;+kaf.a my< u i|yd uQ,sl jkafka fuu bkashhkah'
foaj,a my< jk g tajd my< jk uq,a ia:dkfha u tajd
keje;ah hq;=h' fya;=j my< jkafka h ;ekl o wm
fufkys lr ne,sh hq;af;a t;ekh'
we;a; jYfhka lsj fyd;a bkash wdh;khka jk wei"
lk" kdih" j" Yrh yd uki hk fjd m%{dj my< u
i|yd Wmld h yels foaj,ah' tfia jkafka wm tajdfha
h:diajNdjh jgyd .ekSu ksidh' wmg tajd .ek ienE
jegySula fkdue;s k" rEm oelSu" Yo weiSu jeks foaj,a

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wmg wjYH fkdjk nj mjika wm tajd m%;slafIam l<

hq;=h' tfia l< hq;= jkafka tajdhska ysyer we;s jk ksidh'
fya;= ldrlhka lmd yer oeuqjfyd;a wm fufkys lsug
hkafka l=ula o@ ta .ek l,amkd lr n,kak' wm tfia l<
fyd;a fudk u fya;=jla fyda M,hla fy` mj;shs o@ f
wdldrfhka l,amkd lsu wm iska lrkq ,nk je/oaols'
wm ixjr Ndjhg m;ah hq;= hhs lshd fokq ,en we;af;a
f ksidh' ixjrh hkq YS,hhs' wei" lk" kdih" j Yrh
yd uki ixjr lsu bkash ixjr YS,hhs' wfma YS,h fuhhs"
iudh fuhhs' idmq;a; yshkaf.a l:d mqj; .ek is;d
n,kak' Wkajykafia me nj ,eug fmr tla wjia:djl
msKavmd;fha jka is wiai uy ry;ka jykafia gy'
tu uy ry;ka jykafia gq idmq;a; msjefhda Wkajykafia
.ek fufia is;+y(
fuu NslaIQka jykafia k widudkH mqoa.,fhls'
Wkajykafiaf.a .uka ,dYh t;r blauka fyda ysysg;a
fkd f' isjqre jqj o ukd f,i ye| fmrjdf.k iskfial'
Wkajykafiaf.a bh jqj o b;du;a Ydka;h' Wkajykafia
flfrys meyek idmq;a; msjefhda Wkajykafiag f.!rj
kuialdr olajka fufia uiQy(
ug ludjkak iajdks - Tn jykafia ljqo@
uu o@ uu Y%uKfhls
Tn jykafiaf.a .=rejrhd ljfrlao@
uf.a .=rejrhd Nj;a f.!;uhdKka jykafiah
Wkajykafia iska W.kajd fokq ,nkafka ljr oyulao@
Wkajykafia iska W.kajd fokq ,nkafka yeu Ou_;djhl
u yg .ekSu isjkafka fya;+ka ksid nj;a" tajdfha ksfrdaOh
isjkafka fya;+kaf.a ksfrdaOfhka miq j nj;ah
idmq;a; msje f;u wiai f;reka jykafiaf.ka Ou_h
.ek fufia uid is g tu f;reka jykafia flfhka
jodf<a nqka jykafiaf.a fya;=M,jd oyu .ekh' Ou_h my<

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jkafka fya;+ka ksidh' m<uqfjka u fya;=j my< fojkq j

M,h yg.kS' M,h ksfrdaO ug m<uq j fya;=j ksfrdaO h
hq;=h' Wkajykafia jodf<a tmuKls' kuq;a idmq;a; msje
;ekg th m%udKj;a h'
oeka fuh Ou_h my< u i|yd fya;=jla h' idmq;a;
msjehkayg f wjia:df weia follao" lka folla o"
kdihla o" jla o" Yrhla yd ukila o ;snqKs' tajd ish,a,
hym;a f,i mej;=ks' tu bkashka Tyqg fkd;snQfha k"
m%{dj my< ug ;r wjYH jQ fya;= my< h yelsj
;snqfKao@ Tyqg lsisjla .ek k .ekSug yelsj ;snqfKao@
kuq;a wms fndfyda fokd bkash iamY_h .ek h fjuq' tfia
fkdue;sj bkash iamY_hg leue;a;la we;s jqj;a wms ta ;=<ska
m%{dj hqKq lr fkd .ksuq' wms ta fjkqjg lrkafka wei"
lk" kdih" j" Yrh yd uki h<s h<s;a mskjka" ta
;=<ska i;=gla ,nka" bkashkag f.daprjk foaj,aj,g uq,d
uh' mj;sk idudkH iajNdjh thhs' fuu bkah
s wdh;khkag
i;=g yd bkashhka msku flfrys wm fm<Uug yelsh'
fkdtfia k {dkh yd m%{dj Wodlr .ekSu i|yd wmg
u. fmkajd ug o yelsh'
wm ;=< mj;sk m%{djg wkq j tajd ;=< hym; yd
whym; hk fol u mj;S'
wm me nj ,nka mqyqKqj i|yd meK isk ksid
fuu ldrKh .ek f;are .ekSug n,uq' wm wfma mqyqKqj
i|yd yeu fohla u fhdod .;hq;= fjhs' krlhhs lshkq
,nk foaj,a o fhdod .; hq;= fjhs' wm ta ish,a,la .ek u
o; hq;=h' ta l=ulgo@ wm tfia lrkafka i;Hh hkq l=ula o
lshd jgyd .ekSug yelsjkq msKsih' mqyqKqj .ek l:d
lrk g wms thska i;=g f.kfok fyd| foaj,a .ek muKla
l:d lsu woyia fkd lruq' kshu ;;a;ajh th fkd f'
fuu f,dalfha mj;akd iuyr foaj,a wfma i;=gg fya;= fjhs'
iuyr foaj,a tfia fkd f' fjd mj;skafka fuu f,dalh
;=< uh" fjk;a ;ekl fkd f' idudkH jYfhka k is
jkafka wm leue;s jk fudk u fohla jqj;a wmg wjYHuhs'

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tlg j;a jk NslI

a k
Q a .ek jqj;a" idufKarjreka .ek jqj;a
th tfia fjhs' wm wleue;s fldhsu NslI
a j
q la fyda idufKarjrhl=
jqj;a wdY%h lsu wmg wjYH ke;' wm leue;s jkafka wm
leue;s wh yd tla isugh' fuh wfma leue;a;g wkqj
flfrk f;dard .ekSuls' wm wleue;s l=ula fyda jqj;a th
oelSug j;a" ta .ek oek .ekSugj;a wjYH ke;'
we;a; jYfhka k nqka jykafiag wjYH jQfha wm
fjd inkaOfhka w;aoelS ,nd.ekSuhs' f,dal -f,dalh
foi n,ka ta .ek meye,sj oek .kak' wms fuu f,dalh
inkaOfhka mj;akd h:d iajNdjh fkdoksuq k" wmg
fld;eklg j;a hEug fkd yelsh' f,dalh ;=< j;ajk wm
f,dalh .ek oek.; hq;=h' nqka jykafia we;= w;S;fha
iQ wdhH_hka jykafia,d f,dalfha we;s foaj,a iu;a" uq,djg
m;a jQ ksiqka iu;a j;a jQy' Wkajykafia,d i;Hh
fidhd .;af;a f f,dalh ;=<ska i fjk;a ;eklska fkd
f' i;Hh fiu i|yd Wkajykafia,d fjk;a f,dalhlg
fkd.sh fial' kuq;a Wkajykafia,d ;=< m%{dj mej;=ks'
Wkajykafia,d ;ukaf.a bkashhka ixjr lr .;ay' kuq;a
mqyqKqfjka flfrkafka yeu fohla ;=<g t n,d tajdfha
h:diajNdjh .ek oek .ekSuhs'
ia m Y_ h ,nk ia : dk tk" bka s h wdh;k .ek
oek.kakd fuka nqka jykafia wmg foaYkd lf<a ta ksidh'
wei rEm iu. .efgka wei ;=<g tajd hjkafka oelS
njg m;a lru i|ydh' lK Yo yd .efgk ksid" kdih
.| iqj| yd .efgk ksid" j ri yd .efgk ksid" isrer
iamY_ Ihl ixfokhka yd .efgk ksid oekSula my<
fjhs' oekSula my< jkafka h ;eklska o" foaj,aj,
h:diajNdjh .ek oek.ekSu i|yd wfma ne,Su fhduq h
hq;af;a o t;ekgh' tu foaj,aj, h:diajNdjh fkdolsuq k
wms tajdg tlaflda wdorh lruq' ke;ak oafY lruq' fu
jeks ixfokhka my< jkafka fld;eklskao" wjfndaO;ajhg
m;aug;a" m%{dj my< ug;a yels jkafka t;ekska uh'

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kuq;a iuyr wjia:dj, foaj,a ta wdldrfhka mej;Su

wmg wjYH ke;' nqka jykafia bkash ixjrh .ek W.kajd
ka kuq;a thska woyia jkafka lsisjla fkdoel isu" fkdwid
isu" wd.%yKh fkdlr isu" .| iqj| fkd| isu" lsis
yeSula fkdue;sj isu fyda l,amkd fkdlr isu fkd
f' thska woyia jkafka t jekakla fkd f' fuh jgyd
.kq fkd,nk Ou_h mqyqKqjk h whl= fjf;d;a" Tjqyq h
fohla olsk g fyda Tjqkg h fohla wefik g fhka
yels,S fjk;a ;eklg jh;s' Tjqka tfia j hkafka tajd
;=<ska we;s jk n,mEu l%ufhka wvqfjhs lshd is;ks' ;uka
tajd l%ufhka ch .kakd nj o is;ks' kuq;a th ta wdldrfhka
is fkd mj;shs' tajd ta wdldrhg ch .; fkdyels fjhs'
wm i;Hh fkdoek mek.sh fyd;a tajd kej;;a meK ysi
Tijkafka tajd .ek kej;;a l%shd lsf wjYH;djh we;s
lrks'
WodyrKhla jYfhka wdY%uhka ;=< fyda fjd" le,E
fyda l uqkaj, fyda fjd" ;Dma;h
s la lsi
s fgl ,nd fkdf.k
isk Ou_h mqyqKqjkakjqka" tal fl fyda ;j;a fohla
fidhka Oq;dx. jkaokdf fh iskafka ta ;=<ska fyda
;Dma;shla ,ef wfmalaIdfjks' tfia hk Tjqka kej;;a
wdmiq tkafka lsisu fohla oel fkd f.kh' Tjqyq l
uqkla fj; hEug W;aidy lr;s' yd! fl ;ud kshu
;ek" oekak y Tjqyq iekis,s iqjh ,nkafka k lsysmhla
.; jk f;la muKs' bkamiq thska fjfyig m;afj;s' yd"
b;ska talg lula kE" uu uqyq fjr<g h' yd" fu;ek
k fndfydu fyd| isis,a ;ekla" fu;ekska k fyd|la
isfjhs' Tjqkg l l,lska u tu uqyq fjr<;a tmd fjhs'
le,Ej;a" l;a" uqyq fjr<;a" wksla ish,a,;a tmd fjhs"
fuu tmd u iud h jeks kshu oelSula ;=<ska my<
jk tmd ula fkd f" th tla;rd wdldrhl jer oelSula
jQ kslu ksl tmd uls' Tjqkaf.a tu oelSu foaj,aj,
mj;akd h:diajNdjhg wkql+, ke;'

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bkamiq fuu wdrduh fj; kej; mefKk fudjqka'''''''

oeka b;ska B<g lrkafka l=ula o@ Tjqka yeu ;eklg u
f.dia wdf ysia w;sks' tu ksid Tjqka oeka lrkafka ;ukaf.a
md;a;r;a" isjqre;a w;yer oud hEuh' Tjqka tfia isjqre yer
hkafka ulaksido@ Tjqka ;=< mqyqKqj .ek ksis wjfndaOhla
ke;s ksidh' lrkakg ;j;a b;s we;af;a l=ula o lshd
fkdokakd ksidh' Tjqyq ol=Kg .sh;a" W;=rg .sh;a" uqyq
fjr<g .sh;a" l uqkaj,g .sh;a" le,E ;=<g .sh;a lsisjla
fkd ols;s' oeka ta yeu fohla u wjika lr we;' Tjqyq oeka
h h;s' foaj,a isfjka mj;skafka ta wdldrhgh' tfia
jkafka Tjqka tajd fj;ska .ska .g u mek hk ksidh'
Tjqka ;=< m%{df my< ula is fkdjkafka ta ksidh'
oeka ;j;a WodyrKhla f.k n,kak' f wdldrfha
mek hEula fkdlr" foaj,a iu u kej;S isug ;SrKh
lrkq ,nk NslaIqjla is;shs lshd is;kak' Tyq ;uka .ek u
ie<ls,af,ka miq fjhs' ;uka .ek oek iskakdla fuka u
;uka yd kej;S isug jk wh .ek;a oks;s' Tyq .eg
inkaOfhka .ska .g ls%hd lrhs' f i|yd WodyrKhla
jYfhka wdY%uhl wm;slu bis,Su .ek n,kak' tjeks
wm;slula Wiq,k g ksrdlrKh lsu i|yd ks;r u
m%Yak mefKhs' ta ulaksido@ ta wksla wh ks;r u m%Yak
wik ksidh' tajdfha wjidkhla olakg fkd,efnk fyhska
Tn ksr;=re j uis,af,ka miq h hq;=h' Tn ksr;=re j u
Tf m%Yak;a" wksla whf.a m%Yak;a i|ka iskafkysh'
thska woyia jkafka Tn ksr;=re j u wjfhka ish
hq;= njh' uola kskao hdf.k tk g Tjqyq ;j;a m%Yakhla
f.k;a Tn wj lr;s' fuh foaj,a .ek fufkys lr
ne,Sug;a" f;are .ekSug;a tla;rd fya;=jla fjhs' f ;=<ska
Tn ksmqK;ajfhka mmQK_ whl= njg m;a jkafkysh' th
Tn inkaOfhka muKla fkd j wksla wh inkaOfhka
jqj o isjkakls' Tn fkdhl=;a foaj,a w;ska ksmqK;ajhla
,nkafkysh'

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fuu ksmqK;ajh we;sjkafka foaj,aj,ska mekhEu ;=<ska

fkd j tajdg uqyqK foka tajd ksrdlrKh lsu ;=<sks' wms
Yrfhka mek fkd huq' tfy;a m%{dj Wmfhda.S lr.kska
uki ;=<ska mek huq' wm lsisjlska mek fkdf.dia ldrKh
yg .;a ;ekska u ta .ek jgyd .ksuq'
fuh m%{dj my< u i|yd .; hq;= ls%hd ud._hkaf.ka
tlls' flkl= h jevl fh ish hq;=h" fjk;a foaj,a
iu.;a tla ish hq;=h' WodyrKhla jYfhka fujeks Yd,
wdY%uhla ;=< j;a jk g wm ta ;=< we;s foaj,a /l n,d
.ekSu i|yd Wmld h hq;=h' tla w;lska n,k g Tn t
jeks foaj,a flf<iqka ys lrk foaj,a nj lSug ms<sjk'
NslaIQka yd idufKarjreka rdYshla iu. tlg j;a u" .sys
mqoa.,hkaf.a hd B fndfyda jYfhka we;s u hk fjd
;=<ska flf<iqka rdYshla ysug bv we;' T! uu o th
ms<s.ks' tkuq;a wfma m%{dj hqKq lsug yels u msKsi;a"
woHdj re lsug yelsu msKsi;a wm ta wdldrfhka j;a
h hq;=h' wm hd hq;= jkafka l=uk u.lo@ wm j;a ug
hkafka woHdj ke;s lsu i|yd o" fkd tfia k" th
jelr .ekSu i|yd o@
wm fufkys lr ne,Sf fh ish hq;=h' wei" lK"
kdih" j" lh yd uki hk fjd h lsisjla yd .efgk
g wm ixiqka nka hq;= j ta .ek isys mlaIdfjka ish
hq;=h' lla my< jQ g th ka iskafka ljqrekao@ th
my< jQfha ula ksido@ wdY%uhl m%Odk ys kulg YsIHhka
rdYshla md,kh lsug is fjhs' oeka" wkak th jqj o lla
h yelshs' lla my< jk g ta .ek oek ish hq;=h' ta
ksid ta .ek oek.kak' lg h thg uqyqK ug wleue;s
jqjfyd;a th yd igka lsug wm hkafka fld;eklgo@ l
my< jQ g ta .ek fkdoek ish fyd;a ta .ek ls%hd
lrkafka flfiao@ fuh w;sYhska u jeo.;a jkakls' wm l
.ek oek.; hq;=h'
flka ksoyia u hkq thska fok l%uh .ek oek
isk njh' lla my< jk fld;eklska kuq;a mek hEu

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thska ksoyia u fkd f' tfia mekhk g Tn tu l Tn

iu. u /f.k hkafkysh' fjk;a ;ekl jqj o l my<
jk g Tng kej; j;djla ug isfjhs' l ch .ekSu
hkq fuh fkd f' fuh l .ek fkdoek isuh'
l .ek jgyd .ekSug wjYH k Tn fuu fudfydf;a
mj;akd ;;a;ajh foi ne,sh hq;=h' nqoaO foaYkdfjka W.kajd
fokq ,nkafka m%Yakhla my< jQ g th t;ek u ih
hq;= njh' l ie we;af;a fld;ekl o@ ksla nj my<
jkafka yhg u t;ekskah' l ksreoaO jkafka th my< jQ
;ekska uh' lla my< jQ g thska mek fkdf.dia ta .ek
ta wjia:df u fufkys lr ne,sh hq;=h' u;= we;s .egj
ta fudfydf;a u ih hq;=h' lg h thska mek hk
mqoa.,hd f f,dalfha isk ksiqkaf.ka b;d u wkqjK
;eke;a;dh' Tyq fl<jrla fkdue;sj Tyqf.a wkqjKlu
ksl u jelr .kshs'
l hkq fjk lsisjla fkd j p;=rdhH_ i;Hfha m<uq
jekak nj wm f;are .; hq;=h' th tfyu fkao@ Tn
lrkakg hkafka th krl fohla jYfhka oel .ekSug o@
la L i;Hh" iuq o h i;Hh" ks f rda O i;Hh" ud._
i;Hh''''fjdhska mek hEu ienE Ou_hg wkql+, f,i
mqyqKqula fkd f' tfia mek hkafkys k Tn laLdhH_
i;Hh .ek wjfndaOhla ,nd .kafka ljodo@ flka mekhEu
.ska .g u is l< fyd;a Tn lsis fkl l .ek oek
fkd .kafkysh' l hkq ykd .; hq;= fohls' ta .ek
fi,af,ka fkdishfyd;a th lsis kl ykd .kafka
flfiao@ Tn fu;ek ;Dma;h
s la fkd,nk g ;j;a ;eklg
jkafkysh' t;ekskq;a ;Dma;shla fkd,nk g kej;;a
jkafkysh' Tn lrkafka ks;r u uhs' Tn Tf mqyqKqj
is lrkafka ta wdldrhg k Tn lrkafka rg jf jka
hld keuhs'
nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a m%{dj Wmfhda.S lr .kska
ta ;=<ska mek hk f,ih' oeka f i|yd WodyrKhla
f.k n,uq' Tn wek g Tf mdofha ,S m;=rla fyda

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lgqjla fy` wekqKdh lshd is;kak' tg Tn wek g

Tf mdoh iuyr fgl fohs' iuyr fgl fkd fohs'
h fgl Tn .,la u; fyda uq,la u; md ;enqj fyd;a th
we;a;g u fokakg mgka .kshs' Tn tg Tf mdoh
w;.dkafkysh' fmfkkakg lsisjla ke;s ksid tu u
.ek fkdi,ld Tn ;j l rla wekafkysh' wka;sf
Tn fjk fohla u; md ;enQ ieKska th kej;;a fokakg
mgka .kS'
oeka b;ska fuh fndfyda g isfjhs' tu fokdj we;s
jkafka ula ksido@ thg fya;=j mdofhys lgqjla ke;ak ,S
m;=rla wekS ;suhs' fokdj oefkk yeu j;df u" Tn
Tf mdoh foi n,ka" ta jgd w;.dka" tys we;s ,S m;=r
fyda lgqj fkdoel" ta .ek olajk ie,ls,,
a w;ayer oukafkysh'
Tn kej; j;djla Tf mdoh foi n,kafka th kej;;a
fokakg jQ gh'
Tn l< hq;af;a fokdj oefkk g ta fj; Tf
ie,ls,a, fhduq lsuh' Tn th .Kka fkdf.k fkdish
hq;=h' ya" ,S m;=r ;ju;a we;' th bj;a ke;' tu ,S
m;=r bj;a l< hq;h
= hk yeSu Tng fokdj oefkk yeu
j;df u we;s fjhs' th bj;a fkdl< fyd;a miqjg isjkafka
tu fokdj ;j ;j;a wl uh' lgqj bj;a lsf wjYH;djh
mj;sk f;la fokdf oekSu kej; kej;;a we;s fjhs'
wjidkfha th | ord .ekSu lsifs ia;a u l< fkdyels jk
g" Tn ;j;a n,d fkdisg tu ,S m;=r bj;a lr oeug
;SrKh lrkafkysh' tfia lrkafka th fok ksidh'
oeka wfma mqyqKqj ;=< wm lrk jEhu;a fun tlla
h hq;=h' fokdjla we;s jkafka fld;ekl o" .eula
mj;skafka fld;ekl o" t;ek wfma uYkhg ,la h
hq;=h' m%Yakh we;s ;ek fidhd fl<ska u t;ekg uqyqK
fokak' ta ,S m;=r Tf mdofhka weo oukak' Tf uki
hul isr we;s g th ie,ls,a,g .kak' Tn ta ;=<g t
n,k g ta .ek oek.kafkysh" tys mj;akd iajNdjh oel
.kafkysh" ;j o th w;a olskafkysh'

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kuq ; a wfma mq y q K q j .s k a .g u is flfrk"

fkdfi,afjk wdldrfha tlla h hq;=h' th yekafjkqfha
hdrNh fyj;a ks r ;= r e jEh ls u hkq f jks '
WodyrKhla jYfhka Tf mdoh fok nj oekqk g tys
we;s m;=re lene,a, bj;a lsu .ek u;la lrkak' ta i|yd
we;s lr .;a wIaGdkh Tn w;ayer fkd oukafkysh' ta
wdldrhg u wfma is; ;=< lla my< jQ g wfma flf,iqka
uq,skqmqgd oeug;a" tajd bj;a lr oeug;a wm ;=< ia:Sr
wIaGdkhla ;sh hq;=h' wIaGdkfha wvqjla fkdue;sj" th
ksrka;rfhka mj;sk g tajd wfma w;g u yiqfjhs' tg
tajd t;ek u wjika lsug yels fjhs'
oeka i;=g yd l inkaOfhka wm l< hq;= j ;sfnkafka
l=ula o@ fjd fkd;snQfKa k m%{df my< u blaukau
i|yd fya;=jla jYfhka wm fhdod .kq ,nkafka l=ula o@
fya;=jla fkdue;sj M,hla yg .kafka flfiao@ yeu
Ou_;djhla u my< jkafka fya;=jla ksidh' M,h ke;s
jkafka k th tfia jkafka fya;=j ke;sjQ ksidh' th
lsh
% d;aul jkafka ta wdldrhgh' kuq;a wm w;r isk fndfyda
fokl=g th fkd jegfyhs' ta wmg wjYHjkafka flka mek
hEu muKhs' f wdldrfha oekSula ;nd .ekSu ;=<ska"
n,dfmdfrd;a;= jk foh bIag fkd f' we;a; jYfhka lsj
fyd;a wm j;ajk fuu f,dalh .ek wm oek.; hq;=h'
thska fld;eklg j;a mek fkdhd hq;=h' Tn ;=< mej;sh
hq;af;a kej;Su;a fyd|h''''hEu;a fyd|h jeks wdl,amhls'
f .ek m%fifuka is;d ne,sh hq;=h'
i;=g yd l mj;skafka fldfyao@ hula fkdmj;sk
wdldrfhka th ;ka w,a,d fkd.ekSu yd thg fkdwe,S
isu ;=<ska l my< fkd f' th my< jkafka Njh
fya;=fjks' Njhla we;s jk g W;am;a;shla o we;s fjhs' l
my< u i|yd mQj_ wjYH;djhla f,i mj;skafka Wmdodkh
fyj;a ;ka w,a,d .ekSu fyda we,S isuhs' l my< jkafka
h ;eklska o t;ekg t n,kak' ta i|yd t;r rla
fkd n,kak' f j;_udk fudfyd; ;=<g t n,kak' Tf

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fuu uki yd isrer foi n,kak' l my< jk g th

tfia my< jkafka ulaksido@ th my< we;s fudfydf;a u
ta foi n,kak' my< we;af;a i;=gla k th my< ug
fya;j
= l=ula o@ yhg u wkak ta foi n,kak' tajd fld;ekl
my< jqj;a tajd .ek wjOdkfhka iskak' i;=g yd l
hk fol u my< jkafka ;DIaKdj fyj;a ;ka w,a,d .ekSu
;=<sks'
fmr is fhda.djprhka ;ukaf.a uki oel .kafka f
wdldrfhks' ta ;=< we;af;a my<ula yd ksreoaO ula muKs'
ta ;=< ia:Sr jYfhka mj;akd lsisjla fkd ue;' yeu w;lska
fufkys lr ne Tjqkag oel.; yelsjQfha fuu uki ;=<
t;r .;hq;= fohla ke;s njh' ta ;=< mj;akd lsisjl
ia:Sridr fohla fkdmj;akd njh' ta ;=< we;af;a my<u;a
ksreoaO u;a" ksreoaOu;a my<u;a muKh' Tjqka wek
g;a" jd isk g;a fuu foaj,a oel .kq ,enQfha ta
wdldrfhks' / is yeu ;ekl u Tjqkag ,enqfKa l
muKh' th u muKh' tys iajNdjh yqfola Wkl ,d
.sksh l< h.=,shla nh' tys yeu me;a;la u .sksh
we;' uqk; w,a,d nej;a t;ek .sksh we;' wksla yeu
me;a;la w,a,d nej;a tu me;s .sksh we;' uq h.=,sh u
.sksh we;' isis,a nj mj;akd lsis u ;ekla tu h.=,sh
u; ke;'
oeka fuu foaj,a .ek i<ld fkdnejfyd;a wms tajd
.ek lsisu fohla fkd oksuq' wms meye,sj u oel .; hq;=h
foaj,a ;=< fkd bmfokak" W;am;a;shg fkd jefgkak'
W;am;a;sfha ls%hdld;ajh .ek oek .kak' tg wd ug
thd k reiaikafku kE" Tyq hula l<fyd;a th lrkafka
jer wdldrhghs' lrk yeu fohla u lrkafka jer
wdldrhghs jeks is;s,s ;j rg;a my< fkd fjhs' fkdtfia
k ud thdg k we;af;ka u leue;shs jeks is;s,s my<
fkd fjhs' leue;a; yd wleue;a; inkaOfhka b;s jkafka
f,dalfha mj;akd iuq;s ug muKs' kuq;a flkl=f.a
l:dj tla fohls' uki ;j;a fohls' tajd tlsfklg fjkia

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foaj,ah' tlsfkld iu. woyia yqjudre lr .ekSu i|yd

wm iska f,dalfha mj;akd iuq;Ska fhdod .kq ,eh hq;=h'
kuq;a ta lsisjla wfma wNHka;rh ;=< ;nd fkd.; hq;=h'
uki tjeks foaj,aj,g by<ska meje;sh hq;=h' wm wfma
uki f,daflda;a;r ;;a;ajhg f.k hd hq;af;a ta wdldrhgh'
wdhH_hka jykafia,d jdi N+ lr.kakd ;ek t;ekh' wfma
b,lalh o th h hq;= w;r wm Bg wkqrEm jk f,i
mqyqKqf fhh hq;=h' ielhkag yiq fkd jkak'
mqyqKqj mgka .ekSug fmr ud ugu is;d .;af; ish
fokdg u oek.ekSug yels jk m nqoaOd.u f oekq;a
mj;S' tfia jqj;a ksiqkaf.ka iuyr flfkla mqyqKq jk
kuq;a wksla wh mqyqKq fkdjkafka ulaksido@ hkqfjks'
tfia fkdue;s k" Tjqka mqyqKqf fhfok kuq;a th l
l,la muKla lr bka miq w;ayer ouk njh' tfia;a fkdue;s
k mqyqKqf fhfok wh jqj;a th jqjukdfjka fkdlrk
njh' th tfia jkafka ulaksido@ tu ksid ud wIaGdk
lf<a fufiah" tk" y" uf.a uq ; ld,h ;=< u uu
fuu lh yd uki w;ayer ouka nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h
wl=rg u ms<smeug W;aidy lr' uf.a wjfndaOh fuu
; ld,h ;=< u ,nd .kafk' tfia fkdl<fyd;a ug
;j rg;a fuu flysu .e,S isug isfjhs' fudk ;r
wmyiqjla fyda la fokdjla we;s jqj;a" uu wIaGdkfhka
hq;= j yeu fohla w;ayer oeug jEh lr' ta fjkqfjka
oe f,i W;aidy lr' ud tfia fkdl< fyd;a ug jqj o
isjkafka yqfola iel lrka Tfya ksl u ksl isugh
hkqfjks'
uu uf.a mqyqKqj wdrN lf<a f wdldrhg is;ks'
fudkh wdldrhl i;=gla" fokdjla fyda Ialr;djhla
ug is jqj;a uu uf.a mqyqKqj is flf<' ud uf.a uq
;h foi nef th tl u tla oj,a ld,hlska yd
rd;%h
s lska hql;
a jQ tlla f,ih' uu uf.a ;h w;a yefh!
uu nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h ms<smkafk' th wjfndaO
lr.kakd f;la ms<m
s kafk' fuu udhdld f,dalh fu;r

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wjdikdjka; ulaksido@ - ug fuh oek.ekSu i|yd nqka

jykafiaf.a Ou_h imQKfhka bf.kSug wjYH h' tu
ksid uu uf.a is; Ou_h mqyqKq u flfrys fhduq flf<'
fu jeks fhda.dY%uj, j;a jk wmg wh;a f,!lsl
;fhka wm fl;r m%udKhla w;ayer oud ;sfo@ wm
me jQfha tu ;h .g u .;lsug k thska woyia
jkafka wm ish fohla u w;ayer oeh hq;= njh' wm
w;afkdyeh hq;= lsisjla ke;' .sys mqoa.,hka i;=g lshd
N=la;s k ish u f,!lsl foaj,a tk" rEm" Yo" .kaO"
ri" iamY_ hk f yeu fohla u bj; oeh hq;=h' wms ta yeu
fohla is lr ouuq' tfia jqj;a wmg ;ju;a tajd w;aoelSug
isfjhs' Ndjkd mqyqKqjk wh iaj,amhlska iEySug m;a
we,Sfuka f;dr j ish hq;af;a ta ksidh' l:dj inkaOfhka
jqj;a" odkh jeks fohla inkaOfhka jqj;a wm myiqfjka
iEySug m;a h hq;=h' je<u" ksod .ekSu" j;au" fjd
pd wkaoug lrkak' pd wkaoug j;ajk mqoa.,hdg
idudkH mqoa.,hd lshd lshkq ,nk wdldrhg u j;a
jkak' mqyqKqf fhu jejk ;rug Tng ta ;=<ska i;=gla
,efnhs' Tng Tf yojf;a we;=<; oelSug yels fjhs'
Ou_h mp;a;x hkqfjka ykajkq ,nkafka th Tn
iska u oek.; hq;= fyhsks' th Tn iska u oek.; hq;=h'
thska woyia jkafka Tn iska mqyqKq h hq;= njh' .=rejrhd
flfrys Yajdih ;eh hq;af;a ud._fhka ishhg mkyla
muK m%udKhls' wo k ud Tng lrk ,o b.ekau mjd
wid .ekSug ;r jkd tlla jqj;a" th;a uqukska u
ksIM
a ,h' th ud lshd ka wdldrhg u Yajdihg .;fyd;a
Tn nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h kshu wdldrfhka fhdod .kafka
fkd f' ud lsjQ foh yeu w;ska u Yajdi lsug .sh fyd;a
Tn wkqjK wfhls' Ou_h wid" tys hym; oel" ta wkq j Tn
u mqyK
q fq jys fh" th Tn ;=< u oel .ekSu - jvd;a u fyd|
l%uh fuhhs' Ou_ rih Tng u oek.; yels jkafka tgh'
mqyqKqfjka ,efnk m%;sM, .ek nqka jykafia t;r
ia;rd;aul f,i foaYkd fkdlf<a ta ksidh' tfia fkdlsug

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fya;=j th jpkj,ska ia;r l< fkdyels ksidh' tfia

ia;r lsug hEu Wm;ska u w| jQ whl=g O mdg j._
.ek ia;r lsug W;aidy lsu jeksh' WodyrKhla jYfhka
t jeks whl=g tal y iqhs ke;ak tajd ;o ly mdghs
hkqfjka lSu nh' w| whg mdg j._ .ek wjfndaOhla ,nd
ug fkd yel' W;aidy lr ne,Sug wjYH k th lr
n,kak' kuq;a thska jevla is fkdjkq we;'
nqkajykafia lrkqfha meye,s j oel .ekSu tla tla
mqoa.,hdg u Ndr lsuhs' Tn iska u oel .kq ,enqj fyd;a
thg idlaIsh meye,s f,i Tn ;=< u mj;S' isgf.k ish;a"
weka ish;a" jd fyda ydkais ish;a" Tn ielfhka
f;dr j iskafkysh' Tf mqyqKqj fyd| ke;' th uqukska
u jerhs lshd hul= mejiqj;a Tn th .Kklg fkd.kafka
mqyqKqj ksis m is we;s nj Tng u Tmamq we;s ksidh'
Ou_h mqyqKqjk wh fld;eklg .sh;a ish hq;af;a ta
wdldrfhks' wkqka l=ula lSj;a Tn .ek oekqula Tng u
;sh hq;=h' Tn ;=< iud h fyj;a y oelSu ;sh
hq;=h' jia iSfuys jdr myla fyda oyhla jeks ld, iSudjla
w;=ka tla udihla fyda f wdldrfhka ienka u mqyqKq
u r, fohls'
wfma bkash wjhjhka ksrka;rfhka u ls%hd;aul j
mej;sh hq;=hs' iEySulg m;au yd fkdiEySulg m;au
.ek oek .kak' leue;su yd wleue;su .ek wjOdkj;a
jkak' f,!lsl iajNdjh yd f,daflda;a;r iajNdjh .ek
oek .kak' f,!lsl iajNdjfha fuka u f,daflda;;
a r iajNdjfha
wjfndaOh tlg u ish hq;=h' fyd| yd krl hk fol
mj;skafka iyNdjfhka hq;= jh lshd oek .kak' tajdfha
my< u isjkafka tlg u nj;a oelsh hq;h
= ' Ou_h mqyK
q
q u
;=<ska w;ajk M,h fuhhs'
oeka b;ska" Tng;a wkqkag;a m%fhdackj;a jk l=ula
jqj;a" Tng;a wkqkag;a hym;la w;alr fok l=uk mqyqKqjla
jqj;a" th ykajd fokq ,nkafka nqka irK hEu hkqfjks'
ud f .ek ks;r u mdfya l:d lr ;sf' mqoa.,fhda l<hq;=

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foh w;miq lr;s' WodyrKhla jYfhka fuu wdY%uh ;=<

bgqlsug ;sfnk jev lghq;= .ek;a" mqyqKqj inkaO j
mj;ajd .; hq;= ug .ek;a n,kak' ud fjd .ek ks;r
u mdfya l:d lr we;s kuq;a fndfyda wh tajd .ek Wkkajla
fkd olaj;s' iuyrl=g fjd .ek oekSula ke;' iuyr
flkl= ;ukaf.a lue<slu ksid lror fkd fj;s' ;j;a
wfhla yqfola iqreK yd wjq,alr .;a ukilska hq;= j
is;s'
kuq;a fuh jqj o m%{dj my< u i|yd fya;= fjhs' f
wdldrfha lsisjla my< fkdjk ;ekl iSug .sh fyd;a
wmg tys olskakg ,efnkafka l=ula o@ wdydr fuhg
WodyrKhls' wdydrj, fudku rihla j;a fkdue;s k th
m%;o@ flkl= ys k Tyqg lsis fohla wefihso@ Tn
lsisjla m%;HlaI lr fkd.kafka k fufkys lsug hula
;sfo@ .eg ke;ak ksrdlrKh lsug we;af;a l=ula o@
Tn mqyqKqj .ek fufkyslr ne,sh hq;af;a f wdldrfhks'
uu tla l,l W;=f mxhg .sfh' tl, ud j;a
jQfha NslaIQka msila iu.h' ug jvd jhiska je ta ish
fokd w;ska u uyK jQ" jia folla fyda ;=kla fy` muK
wjika l< wh jQy' ta jk g ud jia oyhla muK wjika
lr ;snqKs' tu NslaIQka jhia .; mqoa.,hka jQ ksid uu
Tjqkaf.a md;a;rd ms<s.ekSu" isjqre fiau" mlal Y=oaO
lsu jeks foaj,a lsug ;SrKh lr .;s' ud th lf<a
mqoa.,hl= fjkqfjka lrk fohla jYfhka fkd j" uf.a
mqyqKqj wLKav f,i lrf.k hEula jYfhks' wkqka l<
hq;= jQ j;a Tjqka bgq fkdl< g tajd ud iska bgq lrk
,' ud th gqf l=i,a /ialr .ekSf wjia:djla f,isks'
ug thska hym;la isjQ nj oekqk w;r h i;=gla o
,enqKs'
Wfmdai: kj, ms<smeh hq;= j;a .ek uu oek
isfh' uu Wfmdai: Yd,dj fj; f.dia th Y=oaO m;%
lr" u yd fiau i|yd meka fjk fjk u ms<sfh, lr
;enQfh' fu jeks j;a .ek oekSula fkd;snQ wksla wh

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lf<a yqfola n,d isuhs' Tjqkg uu fodia fkd lSfj' tfia

lf<a Tjqka ;=< ta .ek oekSula fkd;snQ ksidh' tu j;a ud
iska u bgqlrkq ,enQfha ta ksidh' tajd bgq l< miq ug ud
.ek u i;=gla we;s h' ud ;=< mqyqKqj .ek h m%fndaOhla
fuka u ffOhH_hla o we;sh'
uf.a l=h muKla fkd j fjk;a whf.a l= mjd
wmsis j ;snQfha k uu tajd o msis flf<' wdY%uh ;=<
hula bgq lsug ;snqfKa o uu th bgq flf<' ud hula
lf<a th h flkl= fjkqfjka lrk fYaI fohla jYfhka
fkd f' lsisjl= i|yd lrk weula jYfhka o fkd f'
ud th kslug fuka lf<a uf.a mqyqKqj hym;a f,i mj;ajd
.ekSu i|ydh' l=hla fyda fikiqkla msis lsu Tf u
uki ;=< we;s l=Kq lkao,a bj;a lsu nh'
oeka fuh Tn yeu fokl= iska u u;l ;nd .;
hq;a;ls' Tf tluq;=lu .ek Tn lror h hq;= fkd f'
th bfg fuka mj;skq we;' ixiqka nka yd ixjr nka
hq;= j Ou_h iu. j;a jkak' ta wdldrfhka j;au i|yd
Tf uki mqyqKq lrkak' tg .eg we;s fkdjkq we;'
lrkakg ;sfnk jev fldgi nrm;, k" thg yeu
flkl=f.a Wmldr ,efnk g th l,a fkdhd wjika fjhs'
th ksujkafka;a b;d myiqfjks' fjd inkaOfhka ls%hd
lsug we;s fyd| u l%uh fuhhs'
ud th hqKqjla we;slr .ekSf wjia:djla jYfhka
ie,l+ kuq;a g fjkia wdldrfha mqoa.,hka o isk nj
oel ;sf' WodyrKhla jYfhka Yd, wdY%uhla ;=< j;a
jk NslaIQyq yd idufKaarjre isjqre m~q oeu ksh; kl
islsu i|yd ;u ;uka w;r iuq;shla we;slr .ks;s' ud
lrkafka m~q iEu i|yd fldia ,S ;euhs' oeka wm w;r
isk iuyr flkl=ka lrkafka m~q ;efnk f;la n,d
isg" tajd ;efnk ;ekg meK" ;u isjqre m~q oud .kska"
tajd ;u l= fj; f.k f.dia f,Su i|yd t,a,d ;nd"
fl kskaola ,nd .ekSu i|yd hEuhs' Tjqyq .sks fu,ula
;nd m~q oeu isl< miq lrkakg we;s wiamia lsula fyda

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fkd lr;s' Tjqka is;kafka ;uka lrk foh fyd| fohla

nj;a" ;uka olaIhka nj;a h' fuh k wkqjKlf Wp;u
wjia:djhs' fu jeks wh lsisjla fkdlr tajd wkqkag b;s
lsfuka lrkafka ;ukaf.a wkqjKlu ;j ;j;a jehqKq
lr .ekSuhs' Tjqka lrkafka yeu fohla lrk f;la n,d isg
t;ekg wjq;a tajdhska m%fhdack ,euhs' tfia lsu Tjqkg
myiqh' hul= fu jeks ls%hdldrl ;=<ska lrkafka ;ukaf.a
wkqjKlug ;j ;j;a foaj,a tl;= lr .ekSuhs' fu jeks
ls%hdjka ksid Tjqkg lsis hym;la is fkd fjhs'
iuyr wh ;ukaf.a wkqjKlu ksid l,amkd lrkafka
f wdldrhgh' ;ukag wh;a j;a meyer yka Tjqka l,amkd
lrkafka ;uka olaIhska jk njh' kuq;a we;a; jYfhka u
th wkqjK ls%hdjls' wm ;=< mj;akd wdl,amh ta wdldrfha
tlla k wfma meje;au flfrys Yajdihla ;eh fkd
yel'
tu ksid Tn l:d lrk g;a" wkqNj lrk g;a"
fjk fudkh fohla lrk g;a" Tn .ek u is;d ne,sh
hq;=h' myiqfjka j;a u" myiqfjka je<u" myiqfjka
ksu jeks oE wjYH h yels kuq;a Tng tfia l< fkd
yelsh' wm fu;ekg meK we;af;a l=ula i|yd o@ ksr;=re
j u fuu ldrKh .ek u;la lr .; fyd;a wms ta .ek
m%fi fjuq' th wu;l fkd lruq' ta .ek wjfhka isuq'
ta .ek wjfhka isk g Tn l=ula lrka ish;a jEh
lrka iskafkysh' jEh fkdl< fyd;a foaj,a fjkia
wdldrhlg isfjhs' tg Tn jd jk g jd jkafka
k.rfha iskakl= f,isks' wek g wekafka;a k.rfha
isk flkl= f,isks' Tng k.rh fj; f.dia tys isk
.sys wh iu. fi,a, lsug wjYH fjhs'
mqyqKqj .ek jEh fkdlrka isk g Tf uki
keUq r e jka f ka tjeks foa j ,a j ,gh' ;uka f .a ukig
reoaO;djhla fkdolajd" th uev mj;ajd fkdf.k" Tf
ufkdaNdjhka miq mi ug Tn Tf ukig bv yer
iskafkysh' fuh ufkdaNdjhka miq mi hEu hkqfjka

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yeka f jhs ' <uhl= f.k nejfyd;a Tyq f .a is h u

jqjukdjkag uey;a lghq;= lsug .sh fyd;a Tyq fyd|
<ufhla fjhso@ uq, k h m%udKhl uey;a ula is
l<;a" Tyq l:d lrk ;;a;ajhg m;a jQ g fldagqjla f.k
Tyqg b| ysg ;,kafka Tyq wkqjKhl= njg m;afjhs lshd
hla we;s jk ksidh' wfma uki mqyK
q q lsu;a f wdldrfhka
ish hq;=h' Tn Tn .ek u oek ish hq;= jd muKla fkd
j Tn mqyqKqjk wdldrh .ek;a oek ish hq;=h' uki
mqyqKq lrkafka flfiao lshd fkd k Tn fjkqfjka th
;j;a flkl= iska islrk f;la n,d ish fyd;a Tn
lrorfha jefgkafkysh'
tu ksid Tn fuu ia:dkfha isg mqyqKq ug fkdyelsh
lshd l,amkd fkd lrkak' mqyqKqjg iSudjla ke;' isg
.kska jqj;a" weka jqj;a" jdfjka fyda ydkais iska
jqj;a Tng ks;r u mqyqKqf fh ish yel' wdY%u N+h
w;=.dka isk g fyda ysre /ia lonhla olsk g mjd
Tng fuu Ou_h wjfndaOlr .ekSug yels fjhs' kuq;a ta
i|yd ksrka;rfhka u mj;akd i;sh ;sh hq;h
= ' ta ulaki
s do@
ta Tf Ndjkdj m%n, njg m;aj we;ak" fldhsu fudfyd;l
fyda l=uk ;ekl fyda Ou_h wjfndaO ug yels ksidh'
tu ksid isysfhka f;dr j fkd iskak' mlaIdld
nkq;a" wjfhkq;a iskak' msKavmd;fha hk g Odldr
fokdfjda my< fj;s' ta ish,a, fyd| Ou_hg whs;sh' wdY%uh
fj; fmr,d meK odkh j<|k g;a oelSug ;r fyd|
Ou_h Tn ;=< iEfyk ;rka mj;S' Tn ;=< tldldr f,i
hH_h we;ak" f yeu fohla Ndjkd wruqKq njg m;afjhs'
ta;=<ska m%{dj my< Tn Ou_h oel .kafkysh' fuh
yekafjkqfha Ouph fyj;a Ou_h wdjckh lr ne,Su
hkqfjks' th ima; ifndCOx. Ou_hkaf.ka tlls' i;sh
mj;akd g tys m%;sM,hla jYfhka Ouph my< fjhs'
f fol u fndCOx. Ou_hkah' wm ;=< i;sh mj;akd g
wms ksl u ksl fkd isuq' Ou_h .ek uika isuq'
tg tajd Ou_h wjfndaO lr .ekSf idOl njg m;afjhs'

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wm f ;;a;ajfhka isk g wfma mqyqKqj i|yd ?

fyda oj,a fyda lshd ld,hla ke;' f,dj l=ula jqj;a ndOdjlska
f;dr j wfma mqyqKqj .g u isfjhs' th IKh lsug
iu;a lsisjla fkd mj;shs' t jeks fohla is ug hk g
wms laIKhlska ta nj oek .ksuq' Ou_h .ek uYkfha
fhfok Ou_ph wm ;=< ksrka;rfhka mej;Su i|yd bv
i,iajkak' wfma uki Ouph kue;s m%jdyh yd tla
we;ak th keUqre jkafka ta wdldrfhka mej;Sugh' th
fjk;a foaj,a miqmi fkd hhs' ug isf;kafka t;ekg hkaghs"
ke;ak wksla ;ekg hkaghs' ta m<df;a wr wksla ;ek k
fyd| we;s" f wdldrhg l,amkd lsu f,dalfha mj;akd
iajNdjhhs' f ;=<ska Tf mqyqKqj je l,la hEug u;af;ka
wNdjhg hhs'
tu ksid Tn l< hq;= j we;af;a Tn ;=< wIaGdkhla
we;s lr .ekSuhs' Tf mqyqKqj hqKqjg m;a jkafka fofk;a
mshjd f.k jd isu ;=<ska fkd f' fuu wei" lK"
j" kdih" isrer yd uki ksr;=re j u mj;skafka wm
iuh' tu ksid Tn .ska .g u wjfhka iskak' ksr;=re
j u bf.kSf fhfokak' Tf bf.kSu i|yd .ia fyda
i;=ka fy` oelSug mjd h wjia:djla h yelsh' ta ish,a,
Tn ;=<g fhduq lrkak' Tf u yoj; ;=<ska meye,sj u
oel .kak' Tf yoj;g h ixfokhla u.ska n,mEula
we;s jqjfyd;a ta .ek ;elSula fkdlr Tn u oel .kak'
f i|yd iq WodyrKhla jYfhka .fvd,a ms<siaiSu
f.k n,kak' Tn flkl fyda .fvd,a fmdarKqjla oel
;sfo@ Tjqka thg .sks o,ajkafka th bfhka w 2 la fyda
3 la by<sks' tg ta ;=<ska k.sk u uqukska u hkafka
Wk ;=<gh' fuu WodyrKh foi ne,Su ;=<ska Tng mqyqKqj
.ek h meye,s wjfndaOhla ,nd.; yelsh' .fvd,a
fmdarKqjla ksjer wdldrhg f.dv ke.Sug k th l<
hq;= jkafka lla fyda msg fkdjk m thg .sks
;eug yels jk whqks' tg WIaK;ajh uqukska u Wk
;=<g we;=,au ksid .fvd,aj, ms<siaiSu blauka fjhs'

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Ou_h mqyqKq jk wh o" foaj,a w;aoelsh hq;af;a f

wdldrfhks' wms wfma ish u yeS ksjer njg m;a lsu
i|yd tajd wm ;=<g fhduq lruq' uki iska rEm" Yo"
.kaO" ri" iamY_ hk f ish,a,la wfma wNHka;rhg fhduq
lrkq ,nkafka tajd ksjer njg m;a lsu i|ydh' fuu
yeS f wdldrhg wm ;=< m%{dj my< u i|yd wfma
w;aoelS njg m;a fjhs'

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wdhH_ mqoa.,hkaf.a ugu .ek

ielhla
ug tla l,l uf.a u YsIHhl= jQ ngysr cd;sl yskula
ishy' ;dhs cd;sl NSlaIQka yd idufKar ysjreka isjqre
yer hk yeu wjia:djl u Tyq mejiqf f fudk
wmrdOhlao@ fudjqka fufia isjqre yer hkafka ulaksido@
;dhs cd;sl NslaIQka yd idufKaarjreka Th ;r m%udKhla
isjqre yer hkafka ulaksido@ hkqfjks' Tyq fuhska lmdjg
m;ah' tu ;dhs cd;sl NslaIQka yd idufKarjreka tfia
isjqre yer hEu .ek Tyq la jQfha ;uka nq oyu yd tla
u;a iu u Tjqka tfia hk ksidh' Tyq iqf Wkkafjka
yd wIaGdkYS,Sjh' Tyq l,amkd lf<a flkl= l< hq;= jQ
tl u foh .sys f.h w;ayer oud uyK u njh' tu ksid
;ud k isjqre fkdyk nj Tyq is;d isfhah' tfia u
isjqre yk hul= fjf;d;a Tyq fudavfhls hkqfjka o is;d
.kska isfhah' Tyq f oel .;af;a jia ld,h wdrN u;a
iu. isjqre fmdrjd .kska NslaIQka yd idufKarjreka njg
m;a " jia wjidkfha isjqre yer hk ;dhs cd;slhkah'
Tjqka tfia lrk nj gq Tyq mjikafka wfka" wfmdhs!
fl;r lk.dgqodhl o@ ug tu ;dhs cd;sl NslaIQka yd
idufKarjreka .ek we;s jkafka yu lla" Tjqka Th
lrk foh lrkafka fudk ys;lskao@ hkqfjks'
oeka b;ska ld,h f. h;a u ngysr NslaIQ kula o
isjqre ykakg jQy' isjqre yeu t;r ie,ls,a,la oelah
hq;= fohla fkdjk nj oek .;af;a bka miq jh' mqyqKqj
wdrN l< uq, k f jeks fohla is u Tyqf.a
lmkhg fya;= h' Tyq l,amkd lf<a NslaIqjla njg m;a
u ienka u jeo.;a fohla njh' tfia u th myiq tlla
njh'
me u flfrys Wkkajla we;s jQ g ksiqkg
fmfkkafka th yeu w;ska u fyd| yd myiq tlla f,isks'

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Tjqkaf.a yeSj, fyd| krl ueK ne,Sug l%uhla ke;s

ksid Tjqyq tla jr u ta .ek ;SrKhlg nis;s' kuq;a me
jQ miq lrkakg ;sfnk mqyqKqj .ek Tjqyq lsis fohla fkd
oks;s' ta .ek wjfndaOhla we;s whf.a yoj;a ;=< k ta
inkaO j ia:sr w;d,ula we;s kuq;a th m%isoahg m;a
lsu Tjqkg wjYH ke;'
oeka ud .ek u i|yka l< fyd;a uu uyK jQ w;
t;r m%udKhla mqyqKqf fkd fhfk' kuq;a ud ;=<
wl Y%oaOdjla ;snqKs' th tfia ;sug fya;=j uu fkd
oks' iuyr g th uf.a W;am;a;sh;a iu. wd tlla h
yelsh' ud yd tlg me jQ yeu NslaIqjla yd idufKar
kula u jia ld,h wjika jQ miq isjqre yer .shy' ud ta
.ek is;kakg jQfha pd#" f whg f is we;af;a l=ula
o@ hkqfjks' tfia jqj;a ta .ek Tjqkg lsisjla lshkakg
fkd.sfha le<,s iys; is;s,sj,ska hq;= j is ug ud .ek
jqj o Yajdihla ;eug fkdyels jQ ksidh' kuq;a uf.a
wNHka;rh ;=<ska ug oekqfKa Tjqka wkqjKhka njh' .sys
f.h w;ayeu wmyiqh' isjqre yeu myiqh' f whg t;r
mskla fkd;snqKd h yelsh' Tjqka is;kakg we;af;a Ou_hg
wkq j j;a ug jvd f,!lsl ;h fyd| njh' ug f
wdldrfhka l,amkd jQ kuq;a uu Tjqkg ta .ek lsisjla
fkd lSfj' uu uf.a u is; .ek yqfola fi,af,ka isfh'
ud iu tlg uyK jQ wh tlsfkld isjqre yk nj
olakg ,enqKs' bkamiq Tjqka fuu wdY%uhg wdf we
wdhs;a;j,ska fyd|g ieriS tajd m%oYkh lsug fuks' ug
Tjqka gq g l,amkd jQfha Tjqka uy ldrldrhska njh'
kuq;a Tjqka k l,amkd lrkakg we;af;a ;uka y cekahka
njh' isjqre yer .sh g Tng f wdldrfhka tal fl
lsug isfjhs''''kuq;a tfia lsug l,amkd lsu jerh
lshd ug is;=ks' tfia jqj;a uu Tjqkg ta njla fkd lSfj'
tfia fkdlSf ug ud .ek jQj;a ;ju;a Yajdi lrkakg
fkdyels jQ fyhsk's uf.a Y%oO
a dj ;j;a flf;la l,a mj;skfa ka
o lshd ud ;=< jqj;a Yajdihla fkd ;sKs'

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uf.a ;=rka yeu flkl= u mdfya isjqre yer .sh miq

inkaOl meje;a ug ;r flkl= fkdis ksid uu
yeu inkaO lula u w;ayer uqfj' m%d;sfudlaI fmd;
w;g .;a uu th lshfuys fhfk' uf.a wjOdkh fjk;lg
fhduq lrjka ld,h kdia;s lr oeug ;r flkl= fkdis
fyhska uu uf.a is; uqukska u mqyqKqj flfrys fhduq
flf<' ud tfy;a ta .ek lsisjla fkdlSf flkl= iuyr
g jhi ye;a;Ej" wiQj fyda wkq j jk f;la miqnEulska
f;dr j" wIaGdkh ke;s fkdlrf.k ;ukaf.a uq ;
ld,h ;=< mqyqKqf fh isu ta ;rug u Ialr ldhH_hla
f,i olskakg jQ fyhsks'
mejk wh mejQy' isjqre yer hk wh tfia .shy'
uu ta yeu fohla foi n,d isfh' Tjqka /kd fyda .shd
fyda uu ta .ek ie<ls,a,la fkdoela jQfh' ud isjqre yer
hk uf.a ;=rka foi n,d is kuq;a ud ;=< Tjqka .ek we;s
jQ yeSu Tjqkg meye,s oelSula fkd;snQ njh' iuyr g
wr ngysr NslaIqj jqj o fkd wkqudkj u is;kakg we;af;a
ta wdldrfhks' Tyq gqfha ksiqka tla jia ld,hla muKla
me isg bka miq ;u is; fjkia lr .kakd njls'
bkamiq Tyq jqj o wm iska l,lsu hkqfjka ykajkq
,nk tu ;;a;ajhg m;a h' me h flfrys l,ls"
mqyqKqj w;a yer oeuQ Tyq isjqre yefhah'
oeka Tn;a f wdldrhg isjqre yer hkafka ulaksido@
g fmr ;dhs NslaIQka isjqre yk g Tn mejiqf fl
y wmrdOhla" th fl;r lk.dgqodhlo@ ixf.d;aulo@
hkqfjks' oeka Tn u isjr
q e yk g Tng ta .ek lk.dgqjla
we;s fkdjkafka ulaksido@ lshd uu Tyqf.ka uiqfj'
g ms<s;=rla .; fkdyels jQ Tyq ,cdjg fuka o;a
,siaidf.k isfhah'
ukfiys mqyqKqj .ek l:d lrk g" Tn ;=< ta
inkaOfhka idlaIs oeug yels ;r fohla ;ju;a jO_kh
fkdue;s k" th ueK ne,Sug yels fjk;a fyd| ugula

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fidhd .ekSu wmyiqh' fndfyda ndysr foaj,a inkaOfhka

k" tajdfha fyd| krl oek .ekSu i|yd h ug yd
mQj_doY_hka mj;sk ksid Tng wkqka flfrys Yajdihla
;eug yels fjhs' kuq;a Ou_h .ek ugula fhdod .ekSug
hk g''''''Ou_h flf;la rg wm ;=< my< ;sfo@ wm
l,amkd lrkafka yhgo@ jerhgo@ th y jqj;a tu y
nj w;ayk ie wms oek isuqo@ fkdtfiak wms ;ju;a
tys t,a,S f.k isuqo@
tu ksid w;ayer ouk h ;;a;ajhlg m;a jk f;la
Tn fufkys lsf fhh hq;=h' jeo.;a jkqfha fuhhs''''fyd|
fyda krl lsis fohla b;s fkdjk fia Tn fufkys lsf
fhh hq;=h' Tn tajd islr oukafkysh' fuys woyi yeu
fohla u islr ouk njh' ta yeu fohla bj;a .sh fyd;a
;j lsisjla b;s fkd fjhs' b;s jk hula ;snqK fyd;a
tajd uqukska u bj;a ke;'
b;ska" fuu mqyqKqj .ek n,k g wm th myiq fohla
nj iuyr g mejiSug mqjk' lSu myiqh" kuq;a lsu
wmyiqh' th wfma wdYdjkag wkql+, fkdjk fyhska wmyiqh'
iuyr g wmg fmfkkafka ta msgq mi udrdfYh mj;sk
njh' yeu fohla y wdldrhg isfjhs' wm l=ula l<;a"
l=ula lSj;a th yqfola y nj fmfkhs' tg wm lrkafka
tu y nj flfrys we,Suhs' je l,la hEug u;af;ka th
jer njg m;a jQ g yeu fohla krl w;g yefrhs'
wmyiqj mj;skafka fukak fu;ekh' foaj,a uek ne,Su i|yd
wmg ula fkdue;'
wl Nla;shla we;sj" Yajdih yd weoySu odhdo lr
.kska isk" m%{dfjka wvq mqoa.,hkaf.a iudh hym;a
jqj;a Tjqka ;=< t;r oYkd {dkhla fkd ;sfnhs' yeu
fohl tla me;a;la muKla oel .kska Tjqyq ta miq mi
h;s' fufkys lr ne,Sula fkd lr;s' fuh wkaO Yajdihhs'
ioaOd wfudlaL fyj;a
oyfuys oelafjk m fuhg ioa
wkaO Yajdi hhs lshuq' Yajdih Tjqka ;=< b;d fydka
mj;sk kuq;a th mqyqKqj ;=<ska cks; jQjla fkd f' kuq;a

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Tjqyq f wjia:df th fkd ols;s' Tjqka Yajdi lrkafka

;uka ;=< m%{dj we;s njh' tu ksid ;ukag jer we;af;a
fld;ek o lshd Tjqyq fkd ols;s'
ioaOd" h" i;s" iud" m% hkqfjka n, myla .ek
W.kajd ;sfnkafka f ksidh' ioaOd hkq wp, Yajdihhs'
h hkq wk,ia hH_hhs' i;s hkq isyshhs' iud hkq
ukfia tald.%;djhhs' m%{d hkq yeu fohla flfrys me;s
mj;akd mmQK_ oekSuls'
m%{djka;hka iska fuu mshjr my wmg ,nd we;af;a
ieug m<uq tajd bf.kSf Ihla jYfhka oelSug;a" fojkq
j tajd wfma mqyqKqj iu ii|ka mqyqKqf j;_udk ;;a;ajh
uek ne,Sf kq oKavla jYfhka tajd foi ne,Sug yels
u i|yd;ah' WodyrKhla jYfhka wp, Yajdih f.k
n,kak' wm ;=< tu Yajdih ;sfo@ th oekaj;a hqKq lr
f.k ;sfo@ h( wm ;=< wk,ia h ;sfo@ fkd tfia
k fkd;sfo@ wm ;=< we;s tu h y tllao@ fkdtfia
k jer tllao@ wm f .ek i,ld ne,sh hq;=h' yeu
flkl= ;=< u h wdldrhl hH_hla mj;akd kuq;a tu
hH_h ;=< m%{dj .e ;sfo@ fkdtfia k fkd ;sfo@
i;sh .ek jqj o th tfiah' n<,l=g jqj o i;sh ;sf'
W! ;=< th mj;skafka hl= gq g tu hd w,a,d f.k
lk wruqK u; ;u is; msysgqjd f.k isk gh' W! Wf.a
is; tla;rd wruqKl msysgqjd f.k we;' n<,d ;=< we;af;a
o tla;rd wdldrhl i;shls' iudh( ;uka lrka isk
foh flfrys is; msysgqjd .kska isu - W! ;=< th;a mj;S'
m%{dj fyj;a oekqu W! ;=< mj;S' kuq;a th ksil=f.a
oekqu fuka mq,a wdldrfha tlla fkd f' W! oek .kafka
i;l= oek .kakd wdldrhgh" wdydrh i|yd hka w,a,d
.ekSug ;r m%udKj;a jQ oekqula W! ;=< mj;S'
fjd ;=<ska yekafjkqfha n, myla .ekh' fuu n,
my my< jQfha y oelSu ;=<skao" keoao@ ioaOd" h" i;s"
iud" m%{d-fjd my< jQfha y oelSu ;=<ska o@ fuu y

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oelSu hkq l=ula o@ y oelSu uek ne,Su i|yd we;s kq

oKav l=ula o@ wm fuh meye,s j jgyd .; hq;= j we;'
y oelSu hkq yeu fohla wks;H jYfhka jgyd .ekSuh'
nqka jykafia iy ish u wdhH_hka jykafia,d foaj,a ;ka
w,a,d fkd.kafka tu jegySu ksidh' Wkajykafia,d tajd
w,a,d .kakd kuq;a ;ka w,a,d fkd .ks;s' tu w,a,d .ekSu
hula fjkafldg w,a,d .ekSula njg tk wkkH;djhla
njg m;a lr fkd .ks;s' Njh we;s ula lrd le|jdf.k
fkdhk tu w,a,d .ekSu ;DIaKdfjka IS; jQ w,a,d .ekSula
fkd f' ta ;;a;ajhg f ;;a;ajhg m;a ula fkdfidhk
ta ;=< we;af;a yqfola mqyqKqj muKls' tla;rd fohla w,a,d
f.k isk g Tng ta ;=<ska we;s jkafka i;=gla o@
ke;ak llao@ thska we;s jkafka i;=gla k Tn th
w,a,d f.k iskafkys o@ we;s jkafka wi;=gla k th;a
w,a,d f.k iskafkys o@
wfma mqyqKqj .ek jvd;a ksjer j uek ne,Su i|yd
iuyr ldrKdjka kshuhka jYfhka fhdod .ekSug ms<sjk'
flkl= wkHhkag jvd fyd|h' fkdtfia k tl iudkh'
tfia;a fkdue;s k wkHhkag jvd w{dkh jeks woyia
jer woyia jYfhka oek.ekSu tjekakls' wmg f wdldrfha
yeS we;s jk kuq;a wm m%{dfjka hq;= j tajd .ek jgyd
.kafka yqfola my< ksreoaO jk foaj,a jYfhks' wm
wkHhkag jvd fyd|h hkqfjka oelSu o jerh' wkHhka yd
iudkh hkqfjka oelSu o jerh' wkHhkag jvd my;ah
hkqfjka oelSu o jerh'
f ish,a, kso olskq ,nkafka y oelSu ;=<sks' tfia
k wm isk ;;a;ajh l=ula o@ wm wkqkg jvd fyd|h
lshd is;Su ;=<ska Wv= nj we;sfjhs' wm ;=< th we;s kuq;a
wms th fkd olsuq' wkHhka yd iudkh lshd is;Su ;=<ska
iqiq wjia:dj, f.!rjh fyda hgy;a my;a Ndjh oelaug
wiu;a fjuq' wkqkag jvd my;ah lshd is;Su ;=<ska tu my;a
;;a;ajhg je we;af;a krl oidjlska jeks fohlskah lshd
is;ka is;a ;ejq,g m;a fjuq' wm ;ju;a lrkafka fuu

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m[apialkaOh ;ka w,a,d f.k isuh' ta ish,a, yqfola

Njh yd W;am;a;shhs'
by;ska oelajQfha wm .ek uek ne,Sug wmg we;s tla
kq oKavls' ka ;j;a tlla f.k n,uq' i;=g f.k tkq
,nk w;aoelSula ,nk g wm i;=gg m;afjuq' wi;=g f.k
tkq ,nk w;aoelSula ,nk g wms wi;=gg m;afjuq' leue;s
yd wleue;s hkqfjka k lr we;s fohdldrfha u foaj,a ;=<
we;af;a tl u w.hls lshd tajd foi ne,sh yelso@ Tn f
kq oKafvka Tn .ek u uek n,kak' wfma tfkod
;fha " wmg ,efnk fkdfhl=;a w;aoelSj, " wm
i;=gg m;ajk hula wikakg ,efnk g wfma ufkdaNdjh
fjkia fjhso@ wfma i;=gg fya;= fkdjk we;aoelSula ,nk
g;a wfma ufkdaNdjh fjkia fjhso@ fkdtfia k th
fkdfjkia j mj;shso@ fukak fuhg t ne,Su ;=<ska wfma
kq oKav olakg yelsh'
yqfola Tn u oek .kak - thhs idlaIslre' Tf wdYdjkag
hg;a ;SrK fkd .kak' h ;;a;ajhlg m;a ke;;a" tjeks
;;a;ajhlg m;a we;s njla yqjd olajk l,amkdjka we;s lr
ug fuu wdYdjka g yels f jhs ' tu ks i d ta .ek wm is y s
mlaIdfjka ish hq;=h'
f .ek i,ld ne,Su i|yd fkdfhl=;a fldaK yd me;s
we;s kuq;a ksh u l%uh Tf wdYdjka yqneu fkd j
i;Hh yqneuhs' wm fyd| yd krl hk fol oek .kska
tajd w;ayer oeu .ek oek .; hq;h
= ' w;ayer oefuys fkdfhk
fyd;a wm ;ju;a iskafka isk ;ekuh' wm ;=< ;ju;a
meje;au we;' ;ju;a ;nd .ekSu we;' meje;aula we;ak h
lsij
s la b;s we;' Njh yd W;am;a;h
s bhg;a we;'
wkqka fl;r fyd| fyda krl fyda jqj;a Tjqka ksYaph
lsug fkdhka ;uka u ksYaph lr .kakd fuka nqka
jykafia foaYkd lf<a ta ksidh' nqka jykafia lrkqfha
i;Hh fuhhs mjika ud._h yqfola fmkajd u muKh'
oeka wfma uki mj;skafka;a ta wdldrhg o@ ke;fyd;a
fjkia wdldrhlgo@

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WodyrKhla jYfhka h NslaIqjla fjk;a NslaIqjlg

whs;s foaj,a .;af;ah lshd is;kak' tu foaj,a whs;s NslaIqj
wksla NslaIqjg Tn uf.a foaj,a fidrd .;af;ysh lshka
Tyqg fodaIdfrdamkh lf<ah lshd;a is;kak' ta wksla NslaIqj
uu fidrl fkd flf<' ud lf<a tajd kslu ksl
.ekSu muKls hkqfjka mjik nj is;kak' fuh iu
wms ;=kafjks NslaIqjlg mjruq' Tyqg isjkafka pQ; NslaIqj
ix>dlrKh bhg meK uhs' T uu th .;s'
kuq;a fidrl fkd flf< t;ek lshefjkafka;a th
uh' tfia;a fkdue;s j mdrdld fyda ix>dfYaI jer
inkaO wksl=;a kS;s .;fyd;a lshefjkafka T tal l<
kuq;a ud ;=< ta i|yd f;kdjla ;snqfKa kE hkqfjks' Tn
th Yajdi lrkafka flfiao@ ta .ek m%fi jkak' th
Yajdi lsug fkdyels k" Tng l< yels tl u foh ta
.ek j.lSu th is l< whg u Ndruhs' tys j.lSu
mejfrkafka Tyqg uh'
kuq;a wfma is;a ;=< my< jk foaj,a ieh fkdyels
nj wm jgyd .; hq;=h' lrk ls%hdj fyd| jqj;a krl
jqj;a tajd .ek ie<ls,a,la fkdolajd isu ;=<ska tajd bj;a
fkd f' ulaksido" tajd iska u fy<sor jk keUqrejla
tajd ;=< mj;akd ksidh' tajd ie .kafka;a" fy<sor
jkafka;a tajd iska uh' tajd bfg u fuka ls%hd;aul fjhs'
foaj,a ls%hd;aul jkafka ta wdldrhghs'
fuu foaj,a .ek wkqudk jYfhka ne,Sug fyda is;d
.ekSug jEh fkd lrkak' woHdj fyj;a fkdoekSu mj;akd
f;la tajd wfydais fkd mj;S' j;djl w.ksilre
uf.ka uid isfha were yshks" wkd.d flkl=f.a
uki ;ju;a imQK_ jYfhka msis ke;so@ hkqfjks'
T" th uqukska u msis ke;
ta l y jevla " wkd.d ;eke;a ; d is h u
ldudYdjkaf.ka fjka jQ flkl= ksid Tyqf.a uki ;ju;a
msis fkd mj;skafka ulaksido@

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Tyq ldudYdjka w;ayer oud ;snQj;a Tyq ;=< hula

;ju;a b;s keoao@ woHdj ;ju;a mj;S' hula ;ju;a
;sf k thska fmfkkafka hula b;s ;sfnk njh' th;a
yhg wr NslaIqjlf.a md;a;rh fuks' f,dl= tajdfha f,dl=
m%udK md;a;rd o" uOHu m%udK md;a;rd o" l=vd m%udK
md;a;rdo" kej; uOHu tajdfha f,dl= m%udK md;a;rd o"
uOHu m%udK md;a;rd o" l=vd m%udK md;a;rd o" kej;;a
l=vd tajdfha f,dl= m%udK md;a;rdo" uOHu m%udK md;a;rdo"
l=vd m%udK md;a;rdo ;sf' md;a;rh fl;r l=vd tlla
jqj;a th md;a;rhls' th yo@''''''fida;dmkak" ilDod.d"
;;a;ajhka ;=< we;af;a;a t jekakls' tjeks ;;a;ajhka hgf;a
isk yeu flfkla h wdldrhlska flf<iqka w;yer oud
we;s kuq;a th islr we;af;a Tjqkg wod, ug f;la
muKs' b;s we;s hula we;ak tu wdhH_ mqoa.,fhda th
fkd ols;s' th l< yels jQfha k Tjqka ry;a njg m;ajkq
we;' Tjqkg yeu fohla oelSug ;ju;a fkd yelsh' oelSug
fkdyels jkafka woHdj ksihs' wkd.d whl=f.a is; uqukska
u Rcq njg m;a j ;snQfha k Tyq wkd.d flkl= jYfhka
fkdiskq we;' mQK_ wjfndaO;ajhg m;a jQ flkl= jkq we;'
oeka fu;ek is we;af;a h fohla ;ju;a b;s
;suhs'
Tyqf.a uki msis o@ T th h m%udKhlska msis
we;s kuq;a ishhg ishhla u fkd f' tu mekhg ud
ms<s;=re h hq;= j ;snqfKa f wdldrfhka i fjk;a ljr
wdldrhlskao@ Tyq mejiqf kej;;a meK ta .ek uf.ka
;j rg;a m%Yak lrk njh' f i|yd kq oKavla we;s
fyhska Tyqg ta .ek mlaId lr ne,sh yelsh'
isysfhka f;dr j fkd iskak' wjfhka iskak' nqka
jykafia iska wmg wkqYdikd lrk ,oafoa wjfhka isugh'
is; mqyqKq lsug hdf ud ;=< jqj;a h fm<U we;sjQ
wjia:dj,a ;=nQ nj Tn okafkyso@ fndfyda foaj,a w;ayod
ne,Sug ud ;=< fm<U ula we;s jQ kuq;a ug tajd fmfkkakg
jQfha ud._fhka msg mek hk foaj,a jYfhks' we;a; jYfhka

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lsj fyd;a th yqfola flkl=f.a uki ;=< mj;sk idvnrh

ke; fyd;a udkakh jeks yeSuls' uki ;=< h;a"
udkakh;a mj;S' f fol .ek yqfola wjOdkfhka isu
iEfyk ;r Ialr ldhH_hls'
fuu wdrduhg meK NslaIqjla njg m;a ug wjYH jQ
tla ksfila h' ;udf.a h .sh uEKshkag lrk Wmydrhla
jYfhka me ug ;SrKh lr .;a Tyq fuys meKsfha ta
i|yd wjYH isjqre mslr o /f.kh' ;uka f.k wd isjqre
mslr mfil ;nd Tyq fuys isk NslaIQkag t;r .reire
oelaulaj;a fkdlr m%Odk Yd,dj bmsg ilauka Ndjkdj
lsug mgka .;af;ah' Tyq tydg;a" fuydg;a" kej; kej;;a
tydg;a fuydg;a mshjr ukska Ndjkd lf<a ;uka okakd
foh fmkaug fuks'
fuh gq ug wfka wfmdhs wm w;r f jeks ksiqkq;a
iskjd fkdfo@ lshd is;=ks! ioaOdwfudlaL fyj;a
wkaO Yajdih lshd lshkafka fuhgh' Tyq ;SrKh lrkakg
we;af;a ysre nei hEug u;af;ka wjfndaO;ajhg m;au jeks
fohla h yelsh' th t;r myiqfjka l< yels fohla f,i
o l,amkd l<d h yelsh' Tyq lsisjl= foi fkdn,d ;u
ysi yqfola my;g kjd .kska ilauka lf<a ;ukaf.a uq
;h ta u; u / we;s wdldrfhks' ud Tyqg th lr f.k
hEug yqfola bv ka kuq;a ug l,amkd jQfha wfka" ukqii
a fhda"
Tn is;d f.k iskafka l t;r myiq fohla f,io@
hkqfjks' wka;sug Tyq fl;r f,djla tys / isfhao
lshd uu fkd oks' tfia u Tyq me jQfha o lshd j;a fkd
oks'
ukig hula .ek l,amkd jk g wms th ta fj;
msg;a lr yuq' th ks;r u lruq' th yqfola ukig iqmqre
m%mxp ys lsula nj wms wjfndaO lr fkd .ksuq' m%{dj
f,i fjiaj,d .kska mefKk th ishq foaj,a mjd ia;r
lsug hhs' ukfika is flfrk fuu m%mxp f.dv ke.Su
b;d olaI wkaoka isfjhs' wms ta nj fkdk ish fyd;a
th m%{dj f,i jrojd .ksuq' kuq;a tys we;s i;H iajNdjh

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oek .;a g th m%{dj fkdjk nj oek .ksuq' wm ;=< la

my< jkafka k Th ;sf hhs lshk m%{dj ;sfnkafka
fldfyao@ tys we;s m%fhdackh l=ula o@ wka;sug ne g th
yq m%mxphla muKs'
tu ksid Tn nqka jykafia iu iskak' ud g fmr
fndfyda wjia:dj, m%ldY l< m wm wfma mqyqKqj ;=<ska
l< hq;af;a wfma u wNHka;rh foi ye nqka iskafka
fldfyao@ Wkajykafia f kq;a jev isk ksid Tn Tf
wNHka;rh foig ye Wkajykafia fidhd .kak' Wkajykafia
jev isk ;ek fld;eko@ Wkajykafia jev iskafka wks;Hh
;=<h' wNHka;rhg f.dia Wkajykafia oel .kak' Wkajykafiag
je| kuialdr lrkak' mgka .ekSula jYfhka Tng t;ek
k;r ug ms<sjk'
ud oeka fidajdka mqoa.,fhls lshd lSug Tf uki
W;aidy l< fyd;a Tn f.dia fidajdka mqoa.,hl=g je|
kuialdr lrkak' Tng Tyq iska mjikq ,nkq we;af;a
yefullau wks;Hh hkakhs' ilDod.d mqo.
a ,hl= uqK .eiqk
fyd;a Tyq <g f.dia f.!rj olajkak' Tn gq .i u Tyq
mjikq we;af;a ks;H fkdf hkakhs' wkd.d whl=
ishfyd;a Tyqg o je| kuialdr lrkak' Tyq mjikq we;af;a
tl u tla fohla muKls' tk wksYa;hs hkak muKh'
ry;a mqoa.,hl= fyda uqK .eiqk fyd;a Tyq <g;a f.dia
je| kuialdr lrkak' Tyq ;ka u lshd iskq we;af;a wr
yeu tlg;a jvd wks;Hh hs hkakh' Tng ta wikakg
,efnkafka yeu tlla u wks;Hhs" lsisjlg fkdwef,kak
hk wdhH_ W;=ukaf.a jpkhs'
Tn nqka jykafia foi ne,sh hq;af;a yqfola ksjghl=
n,k wdldrhg fkd f' foaj,a w;ayer fkdoud ;ka w,a,d
.kska tajdfha t,a,S fkd iskak' mj;akd fuu foaj,a
u;=mska muKla oelSfuys l%shdld;ajhka f,i oel .kak'
bkamiq tajd h:d:h oelSu fj;g fhduq lrkak' Tn m;a
h .; hq;af;a tu ;;a;ajhgh' Tn ;=< u;=mska muKla
oelSu fuka u h:d:h oelSu o mej;sh hq;=h'

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uu Tng nqka jykafia fj;g hkak lshd lshkafka

ta ksidh' nqka jykafia oelsh yelso@ nqka jykafia hkq
Ou_hhs' f,dalfha mj;akd ish u b.eka f tl u b.eka
u jQ wks;Hhs hkakg we;=<;a l< yelsh' f .ek l,amkd
lrkak' NslaIqjla jYfhka wjqre 40 lg;a je ld,hla
.fYkfha fh is ug fidhd .; yels jQ tl u foh fuu
wks;Hhs" th fuka u bjis,su;a j | ord .ekSuhs' nqka
jykafiaf.a b.eka ug <xh yelafla wkspx - tk
ish,a, u wks;Hhs hkak ;=<sks'
ksiel njg m;a u i|yd ukig fl;r wjYH jqj;a
Tn thg yqfola u mejish hq;af;a Yajdi l< fkd yelsh
hkqfjks' ukig h fohla Yajdijka; f,i w,a,d .ekSug
wjYH jk yeu fglu Tn thg th Yajdi l< fkd
yelshs" wks;Hhhs hkqfjka yqfola u mjikak' tu l%uhg
wkq j th fmdmg lr oukak' nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h
fhdod .;a g ish,a, wjika jkafka fuhsks' th tfia
jkafka tla fudfyd;l muKla isjk fohla f,i fkd
f' isg f.k ish;a" weka ish;a" jd fjka fyda
.d fjka ish;a Tn yeu fohla olskafka ta wdldrfhks'
;uka ;=< leue;a;la my< jqj;a' wleue;a;la my< jqj;a
Tn tajd olskafka ta wdldrhg wkqjh' nqkajykafiag;a"
Ou_hg;a <xu hkqfjka yekafjkqfha fuhhs'
oeka fuh ug yefk wdldrhg wkqj Ou_h mqyqKq u
i|yd w.kd l%uhls' udf.a mqyqKqj;a ta ld,fha isg f
olajd u meje;sfha ta wdldrhgh' ud we;a; jYfhka msgl
.%ka: flfrys u Yajdih ;ndf.k fkdis kuq;a tajd
.ek fkdi,ld yeula o lf<a ke;' ud .=rejrhd .ek
Yajdih fkd;enqj;a mqyqKqj ;ksfhka lrkq ,enqf;a ke;'
uf.a uq mqyqKqj tal fyda fl fyda fkd jqKs'
fkdj,yd lsj fyd;a th ksudjla oelSf ldhH_hla
muKla u h' tys woyi mqyqKqjg fhduq fjka u;=mska
muKla oelSu fuka u h:d:h oelSu imQK_jk f;la
wjidkh olajd mqyqKq uh' ud fkdfhl=;a l%u u.ska fuh

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oekgu;a mjid we;s kuq;a th kej; j;djla wid oek

.ekSug Tn ;=< leue;a;la ;sug ms<j
s k' fkdlvjd mqyK
q fq
fhfoka foaj,a .ek b;d fydka i,ld n,kq ,enqj fyd;a
Tn l%ufhka f wruqK fj; <.djkafkysh' Tn uq,ska
bhg hEug blauka jkafkysh' wdmiq taug;a" kej;Sug;a
blauka jkafkysh' bka miq y njg m;ajkafka fmrg
hEu;a" wdmiq tau;a" kej;S isu;a fkd jk fohla nj
fmfkk ;ekg <x jk f;la Tn Tf mqyqKqj lrf.k
hEuh' th ksud jkafka t;eksks' f ;ud tys ksudj' fuhg
jvd lsisjla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkd jkak' th t;ekska u
wjikah' laISKdY%jl - mmQK_;ajhg m;a ;eke;a;d - Tyq
bhg hkafka;a" wdmiq tkafka;a" kej;S iskafka;a ke;'
Tyqg bhg hEula" kej;S isula yd wdmiaig hEula jeks
fohla ke;' ta ish,a, wjika we;' f .ek i,ld
n,kak' Tf u uki ;=<ska meye,sj wjfndaO lr .kak'
ienE jYfhka mj;akd lsisjla fkdue;s nj Tn yhg u
olskafka tgh'
fuh Tng merKs fohla o" w,q;a fohla o hkak r|d
mj;skafka Tn u;h' Tf m%{dj yd oYkd {dkh u;h'
m%{dj yd oYkd {dkh fkdue;s whl=g th f;dard frd
.ekSug fkdyels fjhs' wU fldia jeks .ia foi yqfola
n,kak' tajd tl f.dvlu yek fyd;a uq,ska tl .ila
f,dl=jg ye wksla tajd tu f,dl= .iska wE;a msg;g
isk fia ke mj;S' fuh fufia jkafka ula ksido@ tajdg
tfia ug lshd fokq ,nkafka ljqreka iskao@ iajNdj Ou_h
hkq fuhhs' fyd| yd krl hk fol o" y yd jer hk
fol o iajNdj Ou_h ;=< u wvx.= we;' thg l< yels
jkafka tlaflda y fohg fyda jer fohg nr uhs' fudku
.ia j._hla jqj;a tla f.dkaklg b;d <ska u isgjQ g
miqjg f,dl= jk .ia uq<ska f,dl= jk tajdhska wE;a fjhs'
fuh fufia jkafka flfiao@ tajdg tfia lsug ;SrKh
lrkq ,nkafka ld iskao@ iajNdj Ou_h hkq fuhhs' ke;
fyd;a Ou_h hkak;a thhs'

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oeka wfma ;DIaKdj f wdldrhg wm l lrd /f.k

hkq ,nhs' fufkys lsf fhfok g th bj;a hk ksid
wm tu ;DIaKdj hgm;a lrf.k jefvuq' uYkh lsu
;=<ska wms ;DIaKdjg ysyer lruq' th l%ufhka ySk f.dia
ke;a;g u ke;sjk f;la tfia lruq' th;a wr .iaj, isjk
ls%hdj,sh fuks' tajd ta jefvk wdldrhg jefvk f,i
ljqreka iska fyda wK lsula lrkq ,nhso@ l:d lsug;a"
tydg fuydg hEug;a fkdyels kuq;a tajd ndOlj,ska
jefvk wdldrh .ek oek f.k ishs' ;o no h
iuQyhlg uejk ;ekla we;ak t;ek jeug wmyiq
;ekls' tu ksid tajd jefvkafka msg;g kef.kh'
Ou_h oelSu i|yd foaj,a Yd, m%udKhla foi ne,Su
wjYH ke;' yhg u fukak fuh ;=< Ou_h mj;S' kqjKska
fy ;eke;a;d f ;=<ska oel .kshs' .iaj, iajNdjhg
wkqj tajd lsis fohla fkd okS' iajNdj Ou_fha u kshduhkag
wkqj ls%hd lr wk;=rej,ska f jefvkakg yd ksoyia
me;a;lg yer jefvkakg ;r tajd ;=< oekqula mj;S'
Ndjkdfhda.S j iskakjqka o lsh
% d lrkafka ta wdldrhgh'
wm me ug we;=,a iskafka l ch .ekSu i|ydh'
tfia k wmg tu l f.k fokq ,nkafka l=ulskao@ th
t<fUk ux i,l=Kq fidhka wm wfma wNHka;rh ;=<g .sh
fyd;a th fidhd .; yels fjhs' la we;s jkafka wm leue;s
yd wleue;s foaj,a ksidh' tajdhska la we;sjkafka k tajd
imhg fkd hkak' Tng ixialdrhka iu. wdorfhka ne
isug wjYHo@ fkdtfia k tajdg oafY lsu wjYHo@'''ta
yeu ixialdrhla u wks;Hhs' wm nqkajykafia fj;g keUqre
jQ g ta ish,a,la u wfydais fjhs' fuu ldrKh fuka u
bjis,sjka; f,i | ord .ekSu o wu;l fkd lrkak'
yqfola f fol muKla m%udKj;ah' Tn ;=< mj;skafka f
wdldrfha jegySula k th b;du;a hym;a fohls'
ug we;a; jYfhka u uf.a mqyqKqf " Tn f uf.ka
,nd .kakd b.ekau ;r b.ekaula ,ndu i|yd
.=rejrfhla fkd isfhah' ug .=rejre rdYshla fkd ishy'

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uu .f idudkH mkai,l uyK .no mkai,aj,

wjqre .Kkdjla u j;a jQfh' uf.a is; ;=< mqyqKq f
woyila my< h' ta ;=<ska ksmqK;ajhla ,nka mqyqKqf
fhug wjYH h' tu mkai,aj, mqyqKqf fhfok lsisjl=
fkdis kuq;a ud ;=< mqyqKqf woyi my< h' uu
mqyqKqf fhfoka uf.a jgmsgdj foi nefj' ug lka
;=nQ neka uu ijkafuys fhfk' weia ;=nQ neka ne,Sfuys
fhfk' ksiqka mjik l=ula weiqk;a ud ug u mjid
.kafka th wks;Hh hs hkqfjks' fudk u fohla gqj;a ud
ugu mjid .kafka th wks;Hh hs hkqfjks' hul .|
iqj| wd.%yKh lrk g;a" jg meKs ri" weUq,a ri"
ys fyda wys ri fkk g;a" isrerg iem fokdjla
fyda la fokdjla oefkk g;a ud ugu mjid .;af;a
tajd lsisjla ia:Sr ke;s foaj,a jYfhks' ud Ou_h iu.ska
j;ajQfha ta wdldrhgh'
i;Hhg wkq j ish u foaj,a wks;Hhhs' kuq;a wfma
wdYdjkag wjYH jkafka foaj,a fjkia fkd mej;Sugh'
tfiak wmg f .ek l< yels foh l=ula o@ wm bjis,su;a
h hq;=h' b;du;a jeo.;a foh jkqfha laIdka;s Ndjh
fyj;a bjiss,sjka; j | ord .ekSuhs' Tn nqka jykafia
w;a fkd ykak' ud iska wks;Hh hs lshkq ,nk tu foh
w;ayer fkd oukak'
ksudKlrejka iska ie,iqlr" Ys,amSka iska idod
ksu lrk ,o" merKs mkai,a f.dvke.s,s msysgd ;=nQ iuyr
;ekaj,g ud iuyr wjia:dj, uf.a ;=rkq;a legqj .sfha
tajd oel n,d .ekSu i|ydh' iuyr ia:dkj, jQ f.dvke.s,s
foord f.dia ;snqKs' iuyr fgl uf.a ;=rkaf.ka h
whl= mejiqf fudk wmrdOhlao@ fjd foord f.dia ;sf
hkqfjks' ud thg ms<s;=re kafka th tfia fkd jQfha k"
nq flkl=ka lshd fyda Ou_h lshd fyda lsisjla fkd;sfnkq
we; hkqfjks' tajd f wdldrfhka foord f.dia we;af;a
nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_hg wkq j th ksh; jYfhka u ish
hq;= ksidh' we;a; jYfhka k tu f.dvke.s,s foord hEu
.ek uf.a uq yoj;ska ug;a lk.dgqjla we;s h' kuq;a tu

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yeSu bj; oeuQ uu ug fuka u uf.a ;=rkag;a m%fhdackj;a

h yels hula u mejiqfj' th lk.dgqjg ldrKhla nj
ug jqj o yeS .sh;a" ud ;ju;a lf<a Ou_h foig u
keUqre isuh'
th ta wdldrfhka foord fkd.sfha k fudku
nqflkl=ka fyda fkdiskq we;' ud fuh uf.a ;=rkag
;ka u mjid isfha Tjqkaf.a hym; ;ldh' tfia jqj;a
Tjqka iuyrg thg ijka kqkakd h yelsh' tfia jqj;a
uu k thg ijka foka isfh'
foaj,a .ek f wdldrfhka i,ld ne,Su b;du;a
m%fhdackj;a l%uhls' WyrKhla jYfhka h flkl= j
wjq;a wdpdhH_ yshks" wij,d f ka meK Tn jykafia
.ek mejiQ foh okafkyso@ fkdtfia k" Tyq Tn jykafia
.ek f f foaj,a l:d l<d hkqfjka mjid isfha h lshd
is;kak' Tn ta ;=<ska fldamhg m;a ug ms<sjk' f joka
weiQ ieKska Tf woyia m%ldY lr isu i|yd Tn l,yhlg
iQk jkafkysh! ka fu;ek isjkafka Tn ;=<
ufkdaNdjhla my< uhs' wm fuu ud._fhys .uka lrk
yeu mshjrla mdid fu jeks ufkdaNdjhka .ek k ish
hq;=hs' fu jeks jpk wefik fudfydf;a isg wm ta .ek
m<s.ekSug iQk jkjd h yelsh' kuq;a fuu ldrKh
inkaO i;Hh ;=<g ls nej fyd;a lSug yels jkq
we;af;a" th tfia h hq;= ke;' wka;sug n,k g Tjqka lr
we;af;a hula m%ldY lsula muKls hkakhs'
oeka fuh jqj o wks;H;djfha wjia:djls' tu ksid
l,n,hg m;a wm foaj,a .ek Yajdi l< hq;fa ;a l=ulgo@
wkqka lshk foaj,a .ek ta;r Yajdihla ;nkafka l=ulgo@
wm l< hq;fa ;a wmg l=ula weiqko" th iksgy
q ka lr .ekSuh'
ta .ek bjis,u
s ;a uh' Tn tu ldrKh .ek b;d m%fifuka
is;d ne,sh hq;=h' Tn Rcq h hq;=h'
th" Tf ysig we;=,a jk yeu fohla i;H jYfhka
Ndr f.k fmd;aj, ,su jeks fohla fkd f' wks;H .ek
fkdi,ld lrk fudku l:djla jqj;a uqksjrhl=f.a l:djla

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fkd f' fuh u;l ;nd .kak' wm .ek i,ld ne,Sf

wms wks;H;djh w;ayer ouk g ;j rg;a m%{djka;hka
fkd fjuq' ;jrg;a mqyqKqf fhfokakka fkd fjuq' wmg
l=ula fmkqK;a" weiqK;a" th i;=gqodhl fyda wi;=gqodhl
fyda jqj;a th yqfola wks;Hhhs hkqfjka mjikak'
fuh b;d ;ka Tng u mjid .kak' isf;ys f.h f
;=<ska w;aysgqjd oukak' tajd Yd, m%Yak njg m;a u
i|yd bv fkd ykak' tajd fuu ;;a;ajhg f.k tkak'
jeo.;a ;ek jkqfha fuhhs' flf,iqka kefik ;ek o fuhhs'
Ndjkd fhda.Ska ta .ek fkdi,ld fkdish hq;=hs'
fuu ldrKh .ek fkdi,ld yeh fyd;a Tng
n,dfmdfrd;a;= h yelafla l muKh' Tf mqyqKqj i|yd
fuu w;d,u oud fkd.;fyd;a Tng jer hEug ms<sjk'
tfia jqj;a miq j Tn kej;;a ksjer njg m;ajkafkysh'
tfia jkafka fuh ienekaa u fyd| m%;sm;a;shla jk fyhsks'
we;a; jYfhka lsjfyd;a ud wo k mejiQ foaj,aj,
idrdxYh .;a g ta ish,a, kshu Ou_hhs' th t;r wNsryia
fohla fkd f' Tn l=ula w;agqj o ta w;aolsk foaj,a yqfola
rEm" fokd" ix{d" ixialdr yd s{dk muKls' tajd ;=<
mj;skafka fuu uQ,sl .;s ,laIKhka u muKs' tfia k"
tajd ;=< fudk wdldrhl fyda ks;H;djla mj;skfa ka flfiao@
wm f wdldrfhka foaj,a ;=< mj;akd ienE iajNdjh
f;are .kq ,enqj fyd;a lduh" fudayfhka u;au iy ;DIaKdj
hk fjd l%ufhka ke;s hkq we;' tajd ke;s jkafka
ulaksido@ tfia jkafka wm tajd .ek f;are .kakd ksid;a"
oek .kakd ksid;ah' wms woHdfjka wjfndaOh lrd huq'
jegySu my< jkafka woHdj ;=<sks' oek .ekSu we;s jkafka
fkdoekS u ;=<sks' msis nj we;s jkafka flf,iqka ;=<sks'
tajd ls%hd;aul jk wdldrh tfiah'
wks;H;djh fyj;a nqkajykafia ms<s.ekSu - nqka
jykafia ;ju;a judk j jev is;shs lshkafka fuhgh'
nqka jykafia ksjkg jefiala hhs mejiSu wjYH jYfhka

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u ienE h hq;= ke;' .eUqre w:hlg wkq j n,k g

Wkajykafia ;ju;a jev is;s' th;a yhg wr NslaIqj hk
jpkh i|yd wm fok w: l:kh yd iudkh' th ms~q
isd hkakd jYfhka w: l:kh l<fyd;a tys woyi b;d
mq,a tlls' th ta wdldrfhka jqj o w: l:kh lsug
yels jqj;a th jqjukdjg jefhka Nd;d lsu t;r
fyd| fohla fkd f' tg wfma b,a,d .ekSu kj;ajd
oukafka flkl o lshd wms fkd oksuq' fuu jpkh Bg
jvd .eUqka .%y l< fyd;a NslaIqj hkq ixidrfha Nh
olskakd hkqfjka mejish hq;= fjhs'
fuu w:h jvd;a .eUqre jQjla fkdfo@ th l,ska
oelajQ w: l:kh fuka tla me;a;lg muKla nr fkd f'
tys w:h jvd;a .eUqrg .uka lrhs' Ou_ mqyqKqj hkq f
wdldrfha fohls' Ou_h uqukska jgyd fkd.;fyd;a th
iajkafka tla wdldrhlgh' kuq;a uqukska u jgyd .kq
,enqjfyd;a fjkia wdldrhlg iafjhs' th jkdlula lSug
;r wmyiq fohla njg m;a fjhs' th iekis,s iqjfha W,am;
njg m;a jkq we;'
wm ;=< i;sh mj;S k wm iskqfha Ou_hg im jh'
i;sh we;s g ieu fohla ;=< u mj;akd wia:sr iajNdjh
olsuq' wms nqka jykafia oel .kska wfma l f oeka u ch
fkd .ksuq k" wkd.;fha h kl fyda th ch .ksuq'
wm wdhH_hka jykafia,df.a;"a nqka jykafiaf.a yd Ou_fha;a
.=K .ek fkdi,ld ish fyd;a wfma mqyqKqj M, rys;
tlla njg m;a fjhs' wm jevl fh ish;a" jd fyda
ksl u ksl ydkais fyda ish;a mqyqKqj ksr;=re j u
mj;ajd .; hq;=h' weig rEmhla fmfkk g" lkg Yohla
wefik g" keyehg .| iqj|la oefkk g" f fldhs u
fudfyd;l jq j ;a nq ka j yka f ia w;a fkd yka k '
nqkajykafiaf.ka wE;a fkd iskak'
nqkajykafiag im j iskafka;a Wkajykafiag .reir
olajkafka;a tjeks whhs' nqkajykafiag f.!rj oelau i|yd
wm iska Wohg wryx iud inqoafOda N.jd mdGh

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iCOdhkh lsu jeks mQfcdamdydrhka mj;a jkq ,ef' fuh

nqkajykafiag f.!rj oelaf tla l%uhla kuq;a th ud
fuys ia;r lr ka wdldrhg .eUqka lrk f.!rjhla
fkd f' th wr NslaIq hk jpkh .ek mejiQ m fuks'
tu jpkh b,a,d .ekSfuys fhfokakd jYfhka .%y l<
fyd;a Tjqyq .ska .g u b,a,d .ekSfuys fhfo;s' ula ksid
o th .%y lr ;sfnkafka ta wdldrhg ksidh' th b;d
fyd|g .%y lsug k lsjhq;af;a NslaIqj hkq ixidrfha
Nh olskakd hkqfjks'
oeka b;ska nqka jykafiag f.!rj oelau;a f wdldrfha
u fohls' mQfcdamydr oelaula jYfhka Wfoag;a" ijig;a"
md,s .d:d ksl u ksl iCOdhkh lrka f.!rj oelau
NslaIq hk jpkh b,a,d .ekSfuys fhfokakd hkqfjka
w: oelaug iudkh' weig rEmhla iuqjk" lkg Yohla
wefik" kdihg .| iqj|la oefkk" jg rihla oefkk"
isrerg iamY_hla oefkk" is;g is;=,s oefkk" fldhs h
wjia:djl jqj o" wm ksrka;rfhka u wks;H" laL yd
wkd;au hk ;s,
% laIKh fj;g fhduq jqj fyd;a" th ixidrfha
Nh olskakd hkqfjka .%y lsug iudkh' th fndfyda
foaj,a kso hk jvd;a .eUqre w:hls' fuu b.ekau
jgyd .kq ,enqj fyd;a wm m%{dfjka fuka u wjfndaOfhka
o jefvkq we;'
fuh ykajkq ,nkafka m;smodj hkqfjks' Tn Tf
mqyqKqj ;=<ska fuu wdl,amh hqKq lr .; fyd;a Tn .uka
lrkafka ksjer uf.ysh' Tn f wdldrhg l,amkd lsfuys;"a
fufkys lsfuys;a fhk fyd;a Tf .=rejrhd Tng wE;ska
iqj;a Tyq ;ju;a iskafka Tn imfhka uh' ;u .=rejrhd
iu. ldhsl jYfhka im jqj;a" Tyq ;ju;a Tf ukig
uqK .eiS fkdue;s k Tn fuf;la lr we;af;a Tyqf.a
wvqmdvq fiu yd Tyq wkqlrKh lsu i|yd Tf ld,h
fhouhs' Tyq Tng .e,fmk hula lrk g Tn mjikafka
Tyq fyd| whl= njhs' Tyq Tn wleue;s fohla lrhs k Tn
lshkafka Tyq fyd| ke;s whl= njhs' Tn Tf mqyqKqj

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inkaOfhka hefjk r fumuKls' fjk;a whl= foi n,d

isfuka Tf ld,h kdia;slr oeu ;=<ska Tng lsisjla bgq
lr .ekSug fkd yel' kuq;a fuu b.ekau jgyd .ekSug
yels k Tng f fudfydf;a u" wdhH_ mqoa.,hl= njg m;a
ug ms<sjk'
ud f jif uf.a merKs Ys I Hhka f .kq ; a w;a
YsIHhkaf.kq;a wE;a jemqr nK oy b.ekafuys fkdfh
isfha Tn iEu flkl=g u foaj,a foi yels ;r f,djla
n,df.k isug yels jkq msKsih'
ud uf.a kjl YsIHhkag k" fuu wdY%uh ;=<
ms<smeh hq;= jemqr l;d nfya fkd fhfokak' jeks l%shd
moaO;shla yd kS;s ud,djla kgu;a ilia lr we;'
wjfndaO;ajh i|yd mj;akd ud._h o" ud._ M, yd ksj_dkh
,eu i|yd mj;akd ksh; ug o W,a,x>kh lsug
fkd hkak' fuu ug W,a,x>kh lrk ljrl= fyda fjd
Tyq kshu wdldrfhka mqyqKq jkakl= fkd f' tjeks whl=
we;ak Tyq fuys meK we;af;a mqyqKqj i|yd m;%
f;kdjlska hq;= j fkd f' t jeks mqoa.,hl= ish fyd;a
Tyq flkl fyda oel .ekSug n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka l=ula o@
Tyq ud imfha yeu kl u ksodf.k ish;a Tyqg ud oel
.ekSug fkdyels fjhs' mqyK
q fq fkdfhk fyd;a nqka jykafia
imfha u ksod ish;a Tyq nqka jykafia fkdolskq we;'
tfia k" Ou_h .ek k .ekSu fyda th lSu r|d
mj;skafka mqyqKqj u;h' Tn ;=< Yajdihla we;s lr .kak'
Tf yoj; msis lr .kak' fuu wdrdufha isk yeu
NslaIqjla u ;u ;u;ukaf.a is;a .ek wjOdkfhka ish
fyd;a Tjqkaf.ka lsisjl=gj;a fia mejug fyda m%Yxid
lsug wjYH;djhla Wod fkd jkq we;' lsisjl= .ek iel
lsug fyda lsisjl= .ek fyd|la lSug wjYH;djhla we;s
fkdjkq we;' Tn ;=< flkl= flfrys ;ryjla fyda
wleue;a;la we;s jqjfyd;a th yqfola uki ;=< u ;sug
bv yka meye,s f,i oel n,d .; hq;=h!

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tajd foi n,d ysu .g u lrkak' tajdhska lsisjla

;ju;a ;sf k wm ydrd ne,sh hq;af;a t;ekh' wfma
mY%uh fhoh hq;af;a;a t;ekgh' iuyre mjikafka ug
th lmd oeug fkd yel' th l< fkd yelsh hkqfjks'
wm fu jeks foaj,a mejiSug .sh fyd;a fuys b;s jkq
we;af;a uefuda,a nqre;a;la muKs' ulaksid o Tjqkaf.ka
lsisjl=g ;ukaf.a flf,iqka lmd yeug wjYH fkdjk
ksidh'
Tn ffOhH_u;a h hq;=h' Tng th lmd yeug ;ju;a
fkdyels k ;j;j;a we;=<g ydrkak' flf<iqka ;sfnk
;ek ydrkak' tajd W.=,j
a d oukak' tajd tfia lsug fkdyels
;rka ;o ;snqK;a flfia fyda W.=,a,d oukak' Ou_h hkq
wdYdjka miq mi hEu ;=<ska <xh yelalla fkd f' tfia
lrk g Tf uki tla foil;a" i;Hh ;j;a foil;a
mj;S' b mi n,k .uka u miq mi .ek;a fi,af,ka
iskak' lsisjla .ek Yajdihla ;eh fkd yel' ish,a,
u wks;Hhhs lshd ud mjikafka ta ksidh'
fndfyda wh keUqre jkafka" wks;H;dj .ek i;Hh"
yq~q yd meye,s" tfy;a .eUqre nka" ksjer nka" ta;a
fuu i;Hh-.Kka fkdf.k isugh' Tjqka keUqre jkafka
foaj,a fjkia wdldrhlska oelSugh' hym; jqj;a" whym;
jqj;a oe fia w,a,d fkd .kak' fuu .;s ,laIK fuu
f,dalhg whs;s foaj,ah' wm mqyqKqf fhfokafka f,dalfhka
ksoyia u i|ydh' tu ksid fuu foaj,a wjika lr oukak'
ulaksid o" tajd l i|yd fya;=jk ksidh'

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h:d:h lSu
miaj. ;jqika iska w;ayer oud hkq ,enQ isoaOd:
fndai;dKka jykafia Tjqkaf.a tu ls%hdj" ;uka jykafia
fjkqfjka f.k ka jdikdjla f,i l .;ay' tfia jQfha
Wkajykafiag ndOdjlska f;drj ;uka jykafiaf.a mqyqKqj
.ska .g u lrf.k hdf yelshdjla ,enqK ksidh'
miaj. ;jqika iu tlg iSu Wkajykafiag t;r
iekis,sodhl fohla fkd jQfha bgq lsu i|yd h j.lS
;uka j yka f ia fj; mej ;= n Q ks i dh' mia j . ;jq i ka
fndai;dKka jykafia w;ayer oukq ,enqf Wkajykafiaf.a
mqyK
q j
q ksis wdldrhg is fkdflfrk nj yd lduiqL,a,l
s dkq
fhda.h fj; Wkajykafia keUqre we;s nj olakg jQ
fyhsks' fndai;dKka jykafia Bg m<uq j ;jqia oyu yd
w;a;ls,u:dkqfhda.h ;=< jqjukdfjka u ksr; yqkafial'
wdydr mdk .ekSu" ksod.ekSu jeks foaj,a inkaOfhka
Wkajykafia b;d f,i mSvdjg m;a ishy' tfia jqj;a
ta .ek wjxl j is;d ne Wkajykafia tjeks mqyqKq
M,la fkdue;s tajd jYfhka jgyd .;ay' udkh yd ;ka
w,a,d .ekSu ;=<ska is flfrk t jeks mqyqKq yqfola
oDIakaj,g u wod,jk ldrKhla h' f,!lsl jkdl
.ek jer wdldrfhka jgyd f.k ;snQ Wkajykafia i;Hh
hkak;a tajduh hkqfjkq;a jgyd f.k ;snqKs'
WodyrKhla jYfhka h flkl= m%Yxidjla ,ef
f;kdfjka hq;= j ;jqia o jeug ;SrKh lrkq ,enqj
fyd;a th f,!lsl fm<Uula ;=<ska fuka u m%Yxidj yd
lS;sh n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka u lrkq ,nkakls' fujeks
f;kdjlska hq;= j is lrkq ,nk mqyqKqj f,!lsl ud._hg
wh;a lghq;= i;Hhhs hkqfjka jgyd .ekSula f,i ykajd
h yels fjhs'
mqyqKq u i|yd we;s ;j;a l%uhla jkqfha ;ukaf.a u
oelS i;Hh f,i jrojd .ekSuhs' Tn Yajdih ;nkafka
Tn .ek;a" Tf mqyqKqj flfrys;a muKs' wkqka l=ula

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mejiq j;a tajd flfrys Tng we;s mlaImd;s;ajh ;=< Tn

me,mh iskafkysh' tmuKla fkd j ;ukaf.a mqyqKqj
.ek i,ld ne,Sula o fkd lrkafkysh' fuh i;Hh
hkak jer wdldrfhka jgyd .ekSuls'
fuu f,dalh i;Hh fjhs" ke;fyd;a Tn i;Hh fjhs
hkqfjka Ndr .kq ,enqj o ta ish,a, yqfola w| nj ;=<ska is
flfrk w,a,d .ekSuls' f nj gq fndai;dKka jykafia ta
;=<ska i;Hh oel .ekSug mqyqKqu i|yd Ou_fhys msysula
fkd mj;sk ne oel .;ay' Wkajykafiaf.a mqyqKqj ksYaM,
tlla jQfha;a" flf,iqka w;ayer oeug ;ju;a fkdyels
jQfha;a ta ksidh'
Wkajykafia wdmiq ye" ;uka jykafia iska uq, isg
u islrkq ,enQ tu mqyK
q j
q ;=<k
s a ,nd .kakd ,o m%;M
s ,j,g
wkq j ;uka jykafiaf.a mqyqKqj .ek kej;;a is;d ne
fial' ;uka jykafia iska is lrk ,o tu imQK_ mqyqKqf
m%;sM,h l=ula o@ ta .ek .eUqka is;d ne Wkajykafiag
oel .; yels jQfha th lsisfia;a ksjer tlla fkdjk njh'
th udkfhka yd f,!lsl iajNdjhkaf.ka ms\ .;a tlla
njh' ta ;=< Ou_h fyda wk;a; iajNdjh tk mqoa.,hl=
ke; hk ix{dj ms<sn| oYkd {dkh fuka u Y=kH;djh
fyda w;ayer oeu fkd ;snqKs' ta ;=< tla;rd wdldrhl
w;ayer oeula o ;=nqjd h yel' kuq;a th w;ayer oeu
;ju;a is fkdl< wdldrfha tlla h'
fuu ;;a;ajh .ek m%fifuka i,ld ne fndai;dKka
jykafiag olakg yels jQfha miaj. ;jqikag fjd .ek h
meye,s lsula l< o Tjqkg th f;are .ekSug fkdyels
njh' tu ;jqika mqyqKq u yd foaj,a oelSu inkaOfhka
wkq.ukh l< ta merKs l%uh ;=< ;ka isr is ksid
Tjqkg th myiqfjka wjfndaO lr .ekSug fkdyels h'
h hk kh f;la" iuyr g id.skak ;=<ska urKhg
mjd m;a jk f;la Tjqkg ta wdldrfhka mqyqKqf fhug
yels jqj;a" thska lsis m%fhdackhla fkd,e hkafka tu

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mqyqKqj f,!lsl w.hkaf.a;a" udkakfha;a fm<Uu ksid

isjkakla jk fyhsks'
fuu mqyqKqj .ek .eUqka i,ld ne Wkajykafiag
oel .; yels jQfha( uki k ukiuh" isrer k isreruh
hk ksjer mqyqKqj fyj;a iud m%;smodjhs' isrer hkq
wdYdjka fyda flf,ia fyda fkd f' Yrh kdY lsug
yels jqj;a ta ;=<ska flf,iqka kdY l< yels fkd f'
flf,iqkaf.a yg .ekSu is jkafka ta ;=<ska fkd f' Yrh
yels,S f.dia" /,s je u< fm%a;hl=f.a ;;a;ajhg m;a jqj o"
l=i.skafka fyda ks j; j ish o" flf,iqkaf.a wjidkh
ta ;=<ska is fkd f' tfia jqj;a ta wdldrfhka flf,iqka
m,jd yeh yel hk w;;a;ls,u:dkq fhda. Yajdih tu
miaj. ;jqikaf.a is;a ;=<g ;ka u ld je ;snqKs'
fndai;dKka jykafia Bg miq idudkH jYfhka islrk
wdldrhg wdydr jemqr .ekSug;a" tfia u mqyqKq ug;a
mgka .;ay' Wkajykafiaf.a mqyqKqj ;=< olakg ,enQ fuu
fjki ksid miaj. ;jqika iska is;d .kq ,enqfha Wkajykafia
;u mqyqKqj w;a yer ouka lduiqL,a,sldkq fhda.h fj;
kej;;a keUqre we;s njh' fuu mqyqKqj .ek fndai;dKka
;=< we;s jQ woyi k u;= mska muKla oelSu wNsnjd ta
;=<ska Wiia ugula lrd hefjk njh' wksla whf.a woyi
jQfha th msySula yd iqL yrKh fj; wdmiq hEula njh'
w;a;ls,u:dkq fhda.h miaj. ;jqikaf.a is;a ;=<g ;ka u
ld jeug fya;= jQfha Bg fmr Wkajykafia ta .ek Tjqkg
W.kajd ;snQ ksid;a ta wkq j mqyqKq jq ksid;ah' Wkajykafia
iska oeka lrk ,oafoa ta ;=< jQ jro oel .ekSuhs' Wkajykafiag
tys jro meye,sj oel .ekSug yels jQ ksid th w;ayer
oeug o yelsh'
fndai;dKka jykafia iska is lrkq ,enQ tu w;ayer
oeu gq miaj. ;jqfida Wkajykafia mqyqKq jkafka jer
wdldrfhka nj;a tu ksid Wkajykafia wkq.ukh fkdl<
hq;= nj;a is;ka Wkajykafia w;ayer oud .shy' ;j rg;a
wjYH ;r fijkla ,nd fkdfok .ila w;ayer ouka hk

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l=re,a,ka fuka tfia u l=vd yd wm;% ksid;a" isis,a njla

fkd;sfnk ksid;a" ;ukaf.a h l;a; w;ayer oud hk
udka fuka tu miaj. ;jqfida fndai;dKka jykafia w;ayer
oud .shy'
bkamiq fndai;dKka jykafia Ou_h .ek fufkys lr
ne,Su i|yd ;ukaf.a is; tl njg m;a lr .;afial'
Wkajykafia ta i|yd jvd;a iqj myiq wkaoug wdydr .kska"
jvd;a iqj myiq wdldrfhka j;a jQy' Wkajykafia ;ukaf.a
uki yqfola uki jYfhka ;sug;a" isrer yqfola isrer
jYfhka ;sug;a bvyer isfial' Wkajykafia f,daNh" oafYh
yd fudayfha .%yKh ,sys,a lr .ekSug ;r m%udKhlska
i ;uka jykafiaf.a mqyqKqj Bg jvd islsu fjkqfjka
;u Yla;sh fkdfh fial' Wkajykafia Bg m<uqfjka .uka
lr ;snfQ ha wka; follh' thska tlla lduiqL,a,l
s dkq fhda.h
h' th i;=gla fyda leue;a;la we;s jk g thska m%uq;
thg u we,S isuhs' Wkajykafia iska lrk ,oafoa ta yd tla
th w;a fkdyer isuhs' Wkajykafia i;=gla gq g th
;ka u w,a,d .;afial' lla gq g;a th o ;ka u w,a,d
.;a fial' Wkajykafia iska lduiqL,a,sldkq fhda.h yd
w;a;ls,u:dkq fhda.h hkqfjka ykajd fokq ,enQfha fuu
wka; folh'
fndai;dKka jykafia ixialdrhka ;=< isr isfha
f wdldrfhks' Y%uKhl= i|yd jk ud._h ;=< fuu wka;
fol u fkdmj;sk nj Wkajykafia meye,s f,i u oel
.;ay' i;=g ;ka w,a,d .ekSu" l ;ka w,a,d .ekSuY%uKhl= tfia lrkakl= fkd f' Wkajykafia t jeks foaj,a
;ka w,a,d .;a ksid fuu f,dalh ;=<;a" mqoa., ix{dj
;=<;a isr is fial' Wkajykafia tajd ;=< .g u isr
isfiala k f,dalh .ek meye,s j oel .kakl= fkdjkq
we;' tfia jQfha k Wkajykafiag is jkafka ksr;=re j u
tla wka;hlska wksla wka;h lrd jka isugh' tu ksid
Wkajykafia oeka lf<a uki .ek wjOdkh fhduq lrka
th mqyqKq lsug ;ukaf.a is; fhouh'

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iajNdj Ou_hg wh;a me;s ish,a,lau ls%hd;aul jkafka

ixialdr fya;+ka u;h' tajd ta mj;akd wdldrfhka u ;su
.ek lsis u m%Yakhla ke;' WodyrKhla f,i Yrh ;=<
we;s jk f,v frda. .ek n,kak' Yrh fokdjka yd
WK" m%;Y
s Hdj jeks wikSmhka w;a olsh's f ish,a, iajNdjfhka
u we;s jk tajdh' ksiqka we;a; jYfhka ;u Yrhka .ek
jqjukdjg jvd lror fj;s' Tjqka ;u Yr .ek t;r
lror jkafka;a" tajd ;ka w,a,d f.k iskafka;a jer
f,i oelSf fya;=j ksidh' w;ayer oeug fkdyelsf
fya;=j ksidh'
oeka fuys ;sfnk fuu Yd,dj foi n,kak' wm fuu
Yd,dj b lsfuka miq mjikafka th wmg whs;s tlla
lshdh' kuq;a lgqiafida o meK ta ;=< j;a fj;s' fhda yd
yqkakqo j;a fj;s' wm ks;r u lrkafka Wka t<jd oeuhs'
ulaksid o wm is;k wdldrhg wkq j fuu Yd,dj whs;s
jkafka hkag;a" lgqiaikag;a fkd j wmgh'
wfma Yrfha frda.dndOhka .ek nej;a mj;skafka t
jeks ;;a;ajhls' wm fuu Yrh Ndr f.k we;af;a wfma
ksji f,ih' th we;a; jYfhka u wmg whs;s tlla f,ih'
wmg ysi recdjla fyda nf ula we;s jQ g wms lkiai,a,g
m;a fjuq' tfia jkafka tajdhska we;s jk fokdj yd l
wmg wjYH fkdjk ksidh' fjd wfma ll=,ah tu ksid
wmg tajdfha ula wjYH ke;' fjd wfma w;ah tu ksid
wmg tajdfha ula wjYH ke;' wm fuu ysi olskafka;a
wfma ysi f,ih' tu ksid wmg ta ;=< jrola ;su wjYH
ke;' f fokdjka yd frda.dndOhka ish,a, wm fldhs
wdldrhlska fyda ke;s lr .; hq;= j we;'
wm uq,djg m;a i;Hfhka mek hk ;ek fu;ekh'
wms fuu Yrhg ksl u ksl wd.ka;=lhka fjuq' fuu
Yd,dj fuka u fuu Yrh;a wmg we;af;ka u whs;s ke;'
lgqiaika" hka yd yQkka fuka wmo yqfola tys ;djld,sl
mxlrejkah''''' kuq;a wms ta nj oek fkd isuq' fuu
Yrfha ;;a;ajh tjekakls' we;a;gu lsjfyd;a nqka jykafia

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foaYkd lf<a ;ud hhs lshd .kakd flkl= fuu Yrh ;=<
fkdue;s njh' kuq;a wms th ;ud hhs lshd .kakd flkl=
jYfhka o" wm yd Tjqka hkqfjka lshd .kakd flkl=
jYfhka o f.k th ;rfha w,a,d .ksuq' Yrh fjkia jk
g th tfia u wmg wjYH ke;' f .ek fl;r lreKq
lshd kak o wmg tajd fkd f;afrhs' ud ta .ek Rcqj u
m%ldY l< fyd;a Tn oeka f iskjdg;a jvd /jug
m;ajkafkysh' ;ud hk flkl= ke; lshd mejiqj fyd;a
Tn ;j jefhka fkdu. hEug mjd ms<sjk' ;j;a jefhka
wmeye,s ;;a;ajhlg jeug mjd ms<sjk' Tf mqyqKqj
;=<ska mqoa., ix{dj je hqKqfjhs'
tu ksid fndfyda fofkla fuu ;ud hkak .ek fkd
oks;s' th oel .kq ,nkafka fuh mqoa.,hl= fyda mqoa.,hl=g
wh;a fohla fkd f hkqfjka oel .kakd flkl= isks' Tyq
iska ;ud hkak oel .kq ,nkafka th iajNdj Ou_h ;=<
mj;akd wdldrfhks' mqoa., ix{dj ;ka w,a,d .ekSu ksid
we;sjk Yla;sh ;=<ska my< jk oelSu kshu oelSula fkd
f' ;ka w,a,d .ekSu ksid wm lrk fuu uq ldhH_hg u
ndOd we;s fjhs' fuu Yrh mj;akd wdldrh .ek wjfndaOhla
,nd .; fkd yels jkafka Wmdodkh u.ska ish,a,la oe j
w,a,d f.k we;s ksidh'
tu ksid m%{dfjka hq;= j meye,s f,i oelSu i|yd
wm mqyqKqf fhh hq;= nj W.kajd ;sf' fuhska woyia
jkafka ixialdrhkaf.a kshu iajNdjhg wkq j tajd .ek
uYkh lr ne,Suhs' f i|yd Wmfhda.S lr .; hq;=
jkafka m%{djhs' ixialdrhkaf.a ienE iajNdjh .ek oel
.ekSu m%{djhs' Tn ixialdrhkaf.a ienE iajNdjh fkdk
ish fyd;a tajdg ks;r u reoaO fjka tajd iu. m%Yak
idod .kafkysh' tfia k jvd fyd| ixialdrhka w;yer
oeu o" fkdtfia k tajdg reoaO u fyda tfrys uo@
tfia jqj;a wm tajdhska ;ju;a b,a,d iskafka wfma me;=
bgq lr fok f,ih' ta wkq j tajdfha ms<sfj,la we;s lsug
fyda tajd wfma jdihg yrjd .ekSug wms fkdfhl=;a Wml%u

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fidhuq' Yrh frda.S njg m;a fokdfjka fmf<k g

th tfia u wmg wjYH ke;' tu ksid wm lrkafka
fndCOx.h" Ouplalmamj;a;k" wkka; ,laLK jeks
fkdfhl=;a iQ;% foaYkdjka lshjd .ekSu i|yd lghq;= lsuh'
wmg fuu Yrfha fokdjla ;su wjYH ke;' wjYH
jkafka th wdrlaId lsug yd md,kh lsugh' fuu iQ;%"
;DIaKdj ;=< wm ;j rg;a meg,S isug fya;=jk h
wdldrhl .=ma; Ydka;s lu_hka njg m;afjhs' tfia ug
fya;=j wm iska tajd iCOdhkh lrkq ,nkafka f,v
frda. m<jd yeu" wdhqI lalr .ekSu jeks foaj,a i|yd
jk ksidh' we;a; jYfhka nqka jykafia fjd foaYkd
lf<a meye,s f,i oelSu i|ydh' kuq;a wjidkfha wm
lrkafka wfma uq,dj jelr .ekSu i|yd tajd iCOdhkh
lrjd .ekSuhs' rEmx wkspd" fokd wkspd" ix[d wkspd"
ixLdrd wkspd'''wm fuu jpk iCOdhkd lrkafka wfma
uq,dj je lr .ekSu i|yd fkd f' tajd fuu Yrh
inkaO j mj;akd i;Hh oek .kska fuu Yrh w;ayer
oeug;a" ta flfrys we;s jk wdYdj ke;s lsug;a yels
jkfia wfma u;lh wj lrf jpkhs'
fuu iQ;% iCOdhkdj foaj,a fl lr .ekSu i|yd
flfrkakla nj i|yka jqj;a" wm keUqre iskafka ta
ish,a, la lr .ekSugh' tfia;a ke;ak" tajd . je hhs
is;kafka k iCOdhkh u.ska fl lr .ekSug fjr
oEug;a" iajNdj Ouh wfma leue;a;g wkq j meje;Sug
thg n, lr isug;ah' f yeu fohla u uq<djls' fuu
Yd,dj ;=< t;ek ta jd isk whf.ka tla flkl= fyda
fkd yer yeu flkl= u uq<djg m;a we;s whhs' ta
iCOdhkh lrk wh;a" thg ijka fok wh;a uq<djg m;ajQ
whhs! Tjqkg l,amkd l< yels tl u foh l u. yer
isug yels jkafka flfiao@ hkakhs' tu ksid Tjqka mqyqKq
u i|yd flkl fyda hkafka fldydg o@
f,v la we;s jk g ta .ek oekSula we;s wh tajdfha
lsis wuq;a;la fkd ols;s' f f,dalfha bmu ;=< f,v frda.

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w;aoelSu o we;=<;a j we;' th flfia jqj;a" nqka jykafia,d

we;= wdhH_hka jykafia,d foaj,a isfjka mj;akd w;r
jdrh ;=< frda.S njg m;a jqj fyd;a ta i|yd ms<sh fhdo;s'
Wkajykafia,dg k th uQ,Od;=kaf.a ls%hdld;ajh yqfola
ksjer lsf ldhH_hla muKla u h' Wkajykafia,d iska
ta ksid u fuu Yrh wkaOdkqlrKfhka hq;= j ;ka w,a,d
.kq ,enqfj;a" .=ma; Ydka;s lu_hka is lf<a j;a ke;'
Wkajykafia,d frda. i|yd ms<sh fhfha ylSu ;=< iska
u i uq,djg m;afuka fkd f' th iqj jkafka k iqj
jkq we;" iqj fkdjkafka k iqj fkdjkq we; Wkajykafia,d
foaj,a oel .kq ,enQfha ta wdldrhgh'
f ld,fha ;dhs,ka;h ;=< mj;sk nq oyu hqKq
fjka we;s nj iuyre lsh;s' ud k th olskafka msySf
wka;hg u f.dia we;s f,ih' Ou_ Yd,d k Ou_hg ijka
fokakjqkaf.ka ms we;' kuq;a Tjqka thg ijkau is
lrkafka jer wdldrhgh' NslaIQka w;r isk m%Odk iajdka
jykafia,d jqj;a tjeksh' tu ksid yeu fokd u tlg tla
lrkafka tlsfkld oeka isk ;;a;ajhg;a jvd uq<djka lrd
/f.k hEuhs'
kshu mqyqKqj mj;skafka ksiqka fndfyda jYfhka keUqre
isk me;af;a fkd j Bg yd;amiska reoaO me;a;l nj
fuh olsk flkl= jgyd .kq we;' fuu me;s foflys u
.uka lrk whg tlsfkld f;are .ekSug yels jkafka o
uo jYfhks' fndfyda ksiqka keUqre isk foig .uka
lrk wh l ch .ekSug woyia lrkafka flkl o@
Tjqkg i;Hh wjfndaO lr u i|yd fuu iQ;% mej;sh;a"
Tjqka reoaO me;a;g fhduq tajd fhdod .kq ,nkafka ;u
;ukaf.a uq<dj je lr .ekSu i|ydh' Tjqyq ksjer ud._hg
msgq mdka is;s' tla whl= .uka lrkafka kef.kysr idjgh'
wfkld .uka lrkafka ngysr idjgh' Tjqka fofokd tlg
uqK .efik kh ljodo@ tla wfhla wksldg wy<lskaj;a
fkd is;s'

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Tn f .ek i,ld nej fyd;a kg mj;skafka fu

jeks ;;a;ajhla nj jgyd .kafkysh' tfia jqj;a Tjqkg ta
nj okajkafka flfiao@ yeu fohla u pd;% bgq lsula" mqo
mQcd meje;aula yd Ydka;slu_ is lsula njg m;a ;sf'
Tjqka iQ;% iCOdhkh lrk kuq;a th is lrkafka keKj;a
nka f;dr jh' ta il m%{dfjka hq;= j k fkd f'
bf.kSfuys fhk;a th o lrkqfha keKj;a nka f;dr jh'
foaj,a .ek k ish;a th keKj;a nka f;dr j flfrkakla
i m%{dfjka hq;= j flfrkakla k fkd f' tu ksid
Tjqka wjidkfha lrkafka keKj;a nka f;dr j u bhg
hEuhs' keKj;a nka f;dr j u j;auhs' keKj;a nka
f;dr j u okska isuhs' kg is jkafka fukak fuhhs'
Tjqkaf.a b.ekau''''ta ;=<ska Tjqka f kj, lrk tl u
foh w{dkhka u i|yd ksiqkag W.kajd fok tlh' tfia
kuq;a Tjqka lshkafka olaIhska u i|yd ksiqkag W.kajk
njhs' oekqu ,nd u i|yd Tjqkg W.kajk njhs' kuq;a
i;Hhg wkqj n,k g Tjqka ksiqkag we;af;ka u
W.kajkafka fkdu. hEug yd uq<djka ;ka w,a,d .ekSug;ah'
nqoaO foaYkdf kshu moku jkafka w;a; fyj;a f
ud hkak ksh; wkkH;djhla ke;s" ysia fohla jYfhka
oelSuhs' f ud lshd lshk foh ;=< ffki.sl jYfhka
iskakd jQ mqoa.,hl= ke;' kuq;a ksiqka Ou_h bf.kSug
fhduq jkafka f ud fyj;a ;ud hk yeSu hqKq lr
.ekSu i|ydh' tu ksid Tjqkg l fyda Ialr;djhka
w;aoelSu wjYH fkd f' Tjqkg wjYH jkafka yeu fohla
u iqjmyiqfjka ;sugh' Tjqkg flka w;au i|yd
wjYH;djhla ;sug o ms<sjk' kuq;a ud hkafkla isk
;dla l,a Tjqkg th lsis kl bgqlr .ekSug yels fjhso@
oeka Tn ks l ug fuka fufia is ; ka k '''''b;du;a
jkdlulska hq;= h fohla wmg ,enqKdh lshd is;kak'
th wmf.a ika;lhlg m;a jQ fudfydf;a isg wfma is;
fjkia jkakg mgka .kS' fuh ;eug iqiq ;ek fld;ek
o@ t;ek ;enqj fyd;a th fidre f.k hEug ms<sjk' th

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;eu i|yd ;ekla fiug wm lrk tu W;aidyh ;=<ska u

wms lkiai,a,g m;a fjuq' tu lkiai,a, we;s lr .kakd
,oafoa wm iska uh' oeka wfma uki ;=< tu fjkia u we;s
jQfha fldhs ff,ao@ th fjkia jQfha wr jkd foh ,enqK
fudfydf;a uh' l my< jQfha yhg u tu fudfydf;ah'
ta jkd foh fld;ekl ;enqj;a wfma is;g iekiSula ke;'
tu ksid wm oeka f ys lr f.k we;af;a lrorhls' wm
jd ish;a" weka fyda ydkais fyda ish;a wm
iskafka lkiai,af,ka hq;= jh'
fuh yekajkqfha l jYfhks' th my< jQfha fldhs
f,df o@ wmg hula ,enqK nj oek .;a ieKska th
my< h' l ie we;af;a t;ekh' ta ,enqK foh ,eug
fmrd;=j lla fkd ;sKs' th tf;la my< fkd ;snqfKa
w,a,d .ekSug fohla fkd;snQ ksidh'
f w;a; fyj;a ud hk foh o tjekakls' uu hk
NdIs;h ;=<ska l,amkd l< fyd;a wm yd mj;akd yeu fohla
u uf.a njg m;a fjhs' wjq, we;s jkafka tgh' th tfia
ug fya;=j l=ula o@ tfia ug fya;=j ud hkakl= isuhs'
h:d:h oelSu i|yd wms u;= mska muKla fmfkk foh
bj;a fkdlr isuq' f ud hkak;a u;=m
s ka muKla fmfkk
fohla nj wm oek ish hq;=h' h fohl yrh fyj;a
h:d:h oelSug k u;=mska muKla fmfkk foh bj;a
l< hq;=h' h:d:h lSug k wm u;=mska muKla fmfkk
foh lK msg yrjd ne,sh hq;=h'
oeka fuu ;;a;ajh fkdflgQ j,g iudk l< yelsh'
flkl=g lE yelso@ we;a; jYfhka mqjks' kuq;a ta i|yd
uq,ska u tys we;s fmd;a; fldgd bj;a l< hq;=h' fmd;a;
bj;a l< miq ta ;=< we;s OdkH wegh oel .; yels fjhs'
oeka tu fmd;a; bj;a fkdl< g yd,a ,nd .ekSug
fkd yel' f.dvla u; ks isk n,a,l= fuka wms th
fkd olsuq' n,a,df.a nv fcdala" fcdala .dka fmrf,k
kuq;a W!g l< yels tl u foh lEug fohla fidhd .kafka
flfiao lshd is;ka f.dv u; u ksod f.k isuhs' W!

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nv.sks oefkk g f.dfvka bj;g mek" bj; oeuQ lEu

lla fidhka ta f w; jhs' ;ud ksodf.k iskafka
wdydr f.dvla u; jqj;a W!g ta njla fkd oefkhs' ta ukao@
W!g ta ;=< we;s lEu fkdfmfkk ksidh' n,a,kag lE
yelso@ tajd ;=< lEu ;=nQj;a W!g tajd lE fkd yelsh' wmg
bf.kSula ;sh yels kuq;a ta wkq j mqyqKq fkdjqjfyd;a wr
f.dv u; wkjOdkfhka hq;= j ,e. isk n,a,d fuka
wms;a lsisjla .ek ienka fkdk isuq' n,a,d f.dv u;
ksodf.k isk kuq;a W! ta .ek lsisu fohla fkd okS' W!g
nv .sks oefkk g f.dfvka bj;g mek lEu fidhd
fjk;a ;eklg .dgkakg isfjhs' tal yu wmrdOhla!
tfyu fkao@
n,a,dg n;a ,nd .; yels yd,a ;sf' kuq;a tajd jeiS
we;af;a l=ulskao@ fmd;a;lska jeiS we;' ta ksid W!g tajd
lE fkd yelsh' oeka wm isk ;;a;ajh .ek ne g th;a
t jeks fohls' h:d:h mj;shs' kuq;a th jeiS we;af;a
l=ulskao@ th u;=mska muKla fmfkk fohska jeiS we;'
ksiqka mqyqKq ug fkd yelsj" h:d:h oelSug fkdyelsj"
wr lEug fkdyels j f.dv u; ksodf.k isk
n,a,df.a ;;a;ajh jeks ;;a;ajhlg m;alrjka u;=mska
muKla fmfkk foh iska h:d:h jid .kq ,en we;'
tu ksid Tjqka ks;r u lrkafka u;=mska muKla fmfkk
foh flfrys we,Suhs' u;=mska muKla fmfkk foh flfrys
wek fyd;a tu.ska flfrkafka l Tn fjkqfjka ;ekam;a
uhs' tg Njh ;=<skq;a" W;am;a;sh" uy h" f,v frda.
yd urKh ;=<skq;a Tng mSvd ug isfjhs'
tu ksid ksiqkag wjysr lrk fjk lsisjla ke;'
Tjqkg wjysr we;s jkafka yhg u fukak f ;=<sks'
Ou_fhys ienE w:h kso fkdoel ta .ek bf.k .kakd
ksiqka wr n;a .ek oekSula fkdue;sj f.dv u; ksod
f.k isk n,a,dg iudkh' lEug lsisjla fidhd .;
fkdyelsj W! l=i.skafka isug mjd ms<sjk' n,a,l=g lE
fkd yelsh' W! tajd ;=< n;a we;s njj;a fkd okS' wdydrhla

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fkdue;sj .= l,la isk g W! wr f.dv u; u h

hEug;a ms<sjk! ksiqkaf.a iajNdjh o tjeksh' nqka
jykafiaf.a Ou_h fl;r bf.k .;a; o wms mqyqKqf
fkdfhfouq k Ou_h fkd olsuq' th oelsh fkdyels k ta
.ek oekSula o we;s fkdjkq we;'
mq,a bf.kSula yd mq,a oekSula ,eu ;=<ska Tn nqka
jykafiaf.a Ou_h olskafkysh lshd fkdis;sh hq;=h' th;a
yhg wr weia ;=nQ muKska yqfola lsh hq;= ish,a, l
.;af;ysh" lka ;snQ muKska yqfola weish hq;= ish,a, wid
.;af;ysh hk lSug iudkh' Tn olskjd ug ms<sjk'
kuq;a tu oelSu imQK_ oelSula fkd f' tu lSu yqfola
ndysr weiska olsk oelSula muKs' th wNHka;r weiska olsk
oelSula fkd f' Tn ta wikafka;a ndysr lkska i
wNHka;r lkska fkd f'
u;=mska muKla fmfkk foh lKmsg yrjd n,ka"
h:d:h fy<sor lr .; fyd;a Tn i;Hh fj;g <xfjka
meye,sj olskafkysh' Tn u;=mska muKla fmfkk foh
uq,skqmqgd oud j w,a,d .ekSu;a uq,skqmqgd oukafkysh'
tfia jqj;a th o wr tla;rd j._hl ys m,;=rla
jeksh' ta m,;=r ys rifhka hqla; tlla h yels kuq;a
tys rih l=uk wdldrfha tlla o lshd k .ekSug k th
Tf w;g f.k th ld ne,Su flfrys Yajdih ;eh
hq;=h' oeka ljqreka iska fyda lkq ,enqj;a ke;;a tu
m,;=frys mj;sk rih ta wdldrfhka u mj;S' kuq;a lsisfjla
ta rih fkd oks;s' nqka jykafiaf.a Ou_h;a t jeks fohls'
tl u i;Hh th u jqj;a ta .ek ienE jYfhka fkdokakd
whg th tfia fkd fmfkhs' th fl;r YsIag tlla jqj;a
fl;r fyd| tlla jqj;a Tjqkg thska jevla ke;'
oeka b;ska ta wdldrhg fuu ksiqka l u nodf.k
iskafka ulaksido@ f f,dalfha isk ksiqkaf.ka ;uka
iska ;ukag u la muqKqjd .ekSug wjYH jkafka ldygo@
we;a; jYfhka t jeks lsisjl= fyda ke;' tfy;a Tjqyq l u
fidhkakdla fuka tydg fuydg hka la we;sf fya;=

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ys lrka is;s' ksiqka ;ukaf.a is;a ;=<ska i;=g u

fidhkafka Tjqkg l wjYH ke;s ksidh' th tfia k
wfma fuu uki fu;r la f.dvla ys lrkafka ulaksido@
f ;rka oelSu jqj;a yqfola m%udKj;ah' wms lg wleue;s
fjuq' tfy;a wm la we;slr .ekSug fya;= wm iska u we;s
lr .kq ,nkafka ulaki
s do@ fuh oelSug ;r wmyiq fohla
fkd f' thg fya;j
= l .ek wfma fkdoekSu muKh' wmg
l .ek kSula ke;' thg fya;j
= .eko oekSula ke;' th
ke;s lsu .ek;a oekqula ke;' ke;s lrk ud._h .ek o
oekSula ke;' ksik
q a oeka Th yeisfrk wdldrhg yeisfrkafka
wkak ta ksidh' .ska .g f wdldrfhka yeisug .sh
fyd;a Tjqkg la fkd | isug yels jkafka flfiao@
fuu ksiqka ;=< mj;sk foh :HdIahhs' kuq;a Tjqyq
th fkd ols;s' wfma l i|yd fya;= h yels l=ula mejiqj;a"
l=ula l<;a" ta ish,a, :HdoDIah fyj;a jer oelSu hk
.Khg we;=<;a fjhs' oelSu jer wdldrfha tlla fkdjqj
fyd;a ta ;=<ska lla yg fkd .kshs' tg wms l" i;=g fyda
fudk u ixialdrhla fyda jqj;a lsisfia;a ;ka w,a,d fkd
.ksuq' .,d nisk c,Odrdjla mj;sk wdldrhg fuka wms
foaj,a ;=< mj;akd iajNdjhg wkq j tajd mej;Sug bv yer
isuq' wm tu c,Odrdj yria lr f,a,la neh hq;= ke;'
iajNdl f,i ta .,k wdldrfhka u .,d f.k hEug thg
yqfola bvyer ish hq;=h'
Ou_fhys .e,Su is jkafka;a ta wdldrhgh' kuq;a w{dk
ukila ;=<ska is jk .e,Su" jer f,i oelSf iajrEmhla
.kska Ou_fha .e,Sug ndOd meK ug h;ak orhs' tfy;a
jer oelSu wka wh ;=< olska th rf yeu ;eklg u
mshdir lrhs' tfy;a jer oelSu mj;skafka ;uka ;=< u
nj;a fjk;a wdldrhlska k" l mj;skafka tu fya;=j
ksid u nj;a ksiaiq fkd ols;s' fuh uid ne,Sug ;r
jkd fohls' jer oelSu we;s jkafka h fglo l
w;aolskq ,nkafka;a tgh' th f j;_udkfha is fkdjqj;a
miqjg fyda m%lg jkq we;'

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ksiqka kshu ud._fhka msg mkskafka yhg u fukak

fu;eksks' Tjqkg wjysrhla we;s lr jkq ,nkafka l=ulskao@
foaj,a inkaOfhka ksiqkaf.a meye,s oelSu j<lajd,ka
u;=mska muKla olsk foh iska h:d:h oelSug ndOd
muqKj
q hs' ksii
a q fmd;am;aj,ska bf.kSu lr;s' tajd lgmdv
lr;s' ta wkq j mqyqKqf fhfo;s' tfy;a hdhq;= u. jerk
wh fuka Tjqka mqyqKq jkafka w{dk nka hq;= jh' hd hq;=
u jrojd .;a mqoa.,hd ;uka hkafka kef.kysr idjgh
lshd is;ka ngysr foig .uka lrhs' ol=Kq idjg hk
nj is;ka W;=re idjg .uka lrhs' ksiaiq f ;r
m%udKhlska fkdu. f.dia is;s'
f wdldrfhka flfrk mqyqKqj ;=<ska ieneka u bj;a
h hq;= l=Kq lkao,a fldgila mj;S' th we;a; jYfhka u
wjevodhlh' th wjevodhl jkafka Tjqka fjk;lg ye
jer idjlg hk ksidh' Tjqka w;ska Ou_ mqyqKqf ienE
mrud:_h .s,syS hhs'
mqyqKqj inkaOfhka mek ke.S we;s fuu ;;a;ajh l
my< u i|yd fya;= fjhs' tfy;a ksiqka l,amkd lrkafka
wr foh lsu" f foh lgmdv lsu" tal ke;ak fl
bf.kSu l ke;s lsu i|yd fya;= jk njh' th;a yhg
wr h whl=g foaj,a rdYshla wjYH jkakdla fuks' iEfyk
;r foaj,a ,enqKfyd;a l ke;s jkafka ta ;=<skah lshd
is;ka tjeks wh foaj,a yels ;r /ialsug W;aidy lr;s'
ksik
q a l,amkd lrk wdldrh fuh jqj;a th kshu ud._fhka
msg mek lrkq ,nk l,amkdjls' th;a yhg wr ;uka
hkafka tl u idjlgh hs is;ka ksiqka fofokl=f.ka
tla whl= W;=re idjg;a wksld ol=Kq idjg;a .uka lsu
nh'
fndfyda ksiqka la lkaordjla ;=< ;j u;a ysr
iskafka;a" ixidrh ;=< ;ju;a .uka lrkafka;a yqfola f
wdldrfhka l,amkd lrk ksidh' wikSmhla fyda fokdjla
we;sjqjfyd;a Tjqkg lrkakg yels tl u foh th ke;s lr
.kafka flfia o lshd oek .ekSug leue;a;lska isuh'

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Tjqkg wjYH jkafka yels ;r blaukg th ke;s lr

oeugh' fudk ;rf houla ord fyda Tjqkg th ke;s
lr .; hq;= j we;' Tjqyq ixialdrhkaf.a idudkH iajNdjh
fu jeksh" lshd fkd is;;s' Yrh fjkia jk g th |
ord .ekSug fyda keje;aug ksiqkg kqmqjk' thg fudk
h fohla fyda is jqj;a ksiqkag wjYH jkafka th ke;s
lr .ekSugh' kuq;a i;Hh mrdchg m;a l< fkdyels ksid
Tjqkg wjidkfha w;ajkafka mrdchhs' Tjqka ;=< ;=nQ yeu
n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla u | jefghs' ksiqkag f foi ne,Su
wjYH ke;' Tjqka lrkafka ;ukaf.a jer oelSu .ska .g
u Yla;su;a lrka isuh'
wmg lrkakg ;sfnk foaj,aj,ska YsIag;u foh Ou_h
wjfndaO lr .ekSu i|yd mqyqKqf fhuhs' nqka jykafia
hqKq lrkakg ;=nQ ta yeu mdrd;djla u hqKq lf<a
ulaksido@ tfia lf<a Ou_h ;uka jykafiag;a wjfndaO lr
.ekSug yelsfjka" tfia u nfrka ksoyia u i|yd w;ayer
oefuys fhug yelsjk fia wkqka iskq;a th oel .kska
ta .ek oekSula ,nd mqyqKqf fhfoka Ou_h yd tla ug
Tjqkg;a yelshdjla ,nd u msKsih'
foaj,aj, fkd t,af,kak" tfia fkdue;sj fjkia
wdldrhlska mejiqjfyd;a foaj,a w,a,kak" kuq;a ;ka w,a,d
fkd.kak hkak;a ksjerh' wms hula gq g yd! f tal
uhs mjika th me;a;lg islr ouuq' fjk;a fohla gq
g th;a wyq,d .ksuq''''''th w,a,k kuq;a w,a,d .kafka
;ka fkd f' th w,a,d f.k iskafka ta .ek is;d
ne,Sug;a" ta .ek oek .ekSug;a wjYH ;r ld,hla .;
jk f;la muKs' wms th bkamiq w;yer ouuq' nr w;ayer
fkdoud th w,a,d f.k u iskafkys k tfia u is
fkdlr Wiq,df.k u hkafkys k Tng tu nr oefkkakg
mgka .kS' hula wyq,d .kska th l rla Wiq,d f.k
hk g tys nr oefkkakg jQ miq th is lr oeh hq;=h'
Tn iska Tng u la we;s lr fkd .kak'

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l yg.ekSug fya;=j fuh nj jgyd .; hq;=h' l

yg .ekSf fya;=j l=ula o lshd k .;fyd;a thg my<
h fkdyel' i;=g fyda l fy` my< u i|yd w;a;
fyj;a ud hkakl= ish hq;=h' ta i|yd ud yd uf.a
hk u;=mska muKla oelSu ;sh hq;=h' f ish,a, my< jk
w;r jdrfha uki mrud:_h fj; fhduq jqjfyd;a th u;=
mska muKla fmfkk foaj,a bj; ouhs' th wm wr w.h
lrk fohla ke;s kej; iuq fuka miq wm ;=< mj;sk
lkiai,a, re jkakdla fuks'
wfma ukig wh;a" wefika gqjfyd;a ta ke;sjQ foh
msh weiska u oelSug fmr wfma lkiai,a, re fjhs' uq,ska
k wms th ke;sjQ nj is;ka ta .ek la fjuq' kuq;a
wdkak yhg u y" th t;ek ;snQ nj oeka u;la fjkjd'
hkqfjka isys jk khla o ths' fufia u;la i;Hh oel
.;a ieKska tu foh wfma weiaj,ska kqgq j;a wms i;=gg m;a
fjuq' fuh ndysr wefika oelSu fkd j we;=<;ska oelSu
fyj;a ufkda fka;%h ;=<ska oelSu hkqfjka yekafjhs' wm
tu foh wfma msh weiska kqgq j;a ufkda fka;%h ;=<ska
gqjfyd;a thska we;sjQ flka wm ksoyia jQjd fjhs'
wm f lrka isk foh;a ta yd iudk fohls' Ou_
mqyqKqj hqKq lrka" ta yd tla ta .ek oek .;a g
.egjla olsk fldhs fudfyd;l jqj;a th t;ek u"
tfuka u laIKslj u ksrdlrKh lruq' nr u ;nd thska
ksoyia jQ miq .egj w;=reoka fjhs'
oeka b;ska nqka jykafiag wjYHj ;snqfha Ou_h iu
wfma tla uh' kuq;a ksiqka lrkafka jpk iu.;a" fmd;a
m;a yd msgl .%ka: iu;a tla u muKh' fuu ls%hdj
Ou_h .ek lshefjk foaj,a iu tlaula i wmf.a tu
fY%aIaG Ydia;Dka jykafia iska W.kajd fokq ,enQ tu i;H
Ou_h iu. tla u fkd f' tu ksid ksiqka ksjerjg;a"
fyd|g;a mqyqKq jk nj lshkq ,nkafka flfiao@ Tjqka
isskafka Bg fndfyda ks'

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nq ka jyka f ia f,da l h .ek meye,s wdldrfhka

wjfndaOhla ,nd .;a ksid f,dal hk kka yka jkq
,nk fial' Tn Th ka olska isk wdldrhg jqj;a
f,dalh olsk nj ienEh' tfy;a tu oelSu meye,s oelSula
fkd f' oeka flfrk wdldrhg f,dalh .ek Tf oelSu
jejk ;rug th jid f.k we;s wr o je fjhs' ulaksid
o tu oelSu wre tlla i meye,s tlla fkdjk fyhsks'
th jer iy.; oelSuls' th wdf,dalu;a nka wvq" ma;fs hka
o wvq" wkaOldrh ;=<ska ,nd .;a oekqula" jYfhka yekah
yelsh'
ksiqka lrkqfha yqfola f ;=< u isr isu muKla
jqj;a th iq fldg ;elsh yelalla fkd j jeo.;a lreKls'
fndfyda ksiqkag fyd| nj yd i;=g wjYH jqj;a tajd we;s
u i|yd fya;= fudkjd o lshd fkd oks;s' ta flfia fj;;a
tajdhska isjk wk:_h .ek k fkd.; fyd;a tajd w;ayer
oeug fkd yel' th fudk;r krl tlla h yels kuq;a
thska isjk wk:_h ienE f,iska oel fkdue;s k th
w;ayer oeug ;ju;a u wmyiqh' flfia fj;;a wmg h
lsisjlska ish yels wk:_h wms ielhlska f;dr j ienka
u oksuq k th w;a yer oeug yels fjhs' hulska ish
yels wk:_h;a" th w;ayer oeu ksid w;ajk hym;a m%;sM,;a
oel.;a jyd u h fjkila isfjhs'
wmg wjfndaO;ajhg m;aug fyda w;ayer oefuys fhug
;ju;a fkdyels we;af;a ulaksido@ tfia jkafka wfma
oekqu wre yd jer tlla ksid wk:h ;ju;a meye,sj
fkdfmfkk fyhsk's w;ayer oeu is fkdl< yelafla taki
s dh'
wm;a nqka jykafia ke;ak Wkajykafiaf.a ry;ka jykafia,d
oek .;a meye,s wdldrhg k f.k isfha k w;ayer
oeu we;a; jYfhka u is lrkq we;' tg lsis wmyiq;djhlska
f;dr j wfma .eg uqukska u if|kq we;'
wfma lkaj,g Yo wefik g tu ldhH_h bgqlsug
tajdg bv fokak' weia rEm inkaOfhka tajdg wh;a ldhH_h
bgq lrk g thg bv fokak' kdih .| iqj| inkaO

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ldhH_h bgq lrk g th bgq lsu i|yd thg bv fokak'

isrer iamY_h w;aolsk g Bg wh;a tu iajdNdl ldhH_h
bgqlr .ekSug bv ykak' wfma bkashhkag wh;a iajdNdl
ldhH_hka bgqug yqfola bv yer ish fyd;a .eg ys
jkafka fld;eklskao@ we;sh yels h .eg fjf;d;a tajd
ys fkd f'
ta wdldrhg u" u;= mska muKla oelSug whs;s yeu
fohla u;= mska muKla oelSug b;s lr" h:d:h k foh
ta;a;= .kak' wruqKl / fkdisg" tfia u foaj,a .ek oek
.kska tajdfha mj;akd iajNdjhg wkq j meje;Sug bv
yk" ksl u ksl okakd whl= jkak' yeu fohla u
mj;skafka tajd yqfola mj;akd iajNdjhg wkq jh'
wm myrKh lrk l=ula fyda fjd tajd ienka u
whs;sjk lsisfjla fyda is;ao@ tajd whs;s jkafka wfma mshdg
o@ ujg o@ ke; fyd;a {d;Skag o@ we;a; jYfhka k tajd
lsij
s la ta lsij
s l=g fyda fkd ,efnhs' yeu fohla tfia ;sfnkakg
yer" tajd w;a yer ouk fuka nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a ta
ksihs' tajd inkaO j meye,s jegySula we;s lr .kak'
tfiak tajd w,a,d .kska tajd .ek oek .kak' kuq;a
;ka w,a,d fkd .kak' foaj,a myrKhg .; hq;af;a tajdhska
m%fhdackhla ,efnk wdldrhgh' tfia fkdue;s j l my<
jk f;la wk:ld f,i ;ka w,a,d .kakd wdldrfhka
fkd f'
Ou_h .ek oek .ekSug k Tn oek .; hq;af;a f
wdldrfhks' tk l ch .kakd wdldrhg wkqj oek .;
hq;=h' f wdldrfhka ,nd .kakd oekqu jeo.;a oekquls'
foaj,a ksudKh lsu .ek oekqu" WmlrK Nd;h .ek
oekqu" f,dalfha mj;akd fkdhl=;a oHdjka .ek oekqu jeks
oekSu i|yd W;a;;r {dkhla f,i .; fkd yelsh' Ou_h
.ek oek .; hq;= jkafka ud fuf;la lshd ka wdldrhg
wkqjh' ta i|yd foaj,a inkaO j Yd, m%udKfha oekqula
wjYH ke;' oek .kska w;ayer oukak' Ou_h mqyK
q q jkakl=g
fumuKla oek .ekSu m%udKj;a fjhs'

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fuhska woyia jkafka l ch .ekSug yels jkafka

h.sh miqjh" jeks fohla fkd f' .eg ksrdlrKh lsu
.ek k isk Tn f ;fha u l ch .kafkysh' Tn
u;= mska muKla fmfkk foh .ek;a okafkysh' h:d:h
.ek;a okafkysh' mqyqKqf fh isk w;r jdrfha f
;fha u l ch .kak' th fjk lsis u ;ekl l<
fkdyels fjhs' foaj,a ;ka w,a,d fkd .kak' w,a,k kuq;a
;ka w,a,d fkd .kak'
fuu wdpdhH_ yshka .ska .g f .ek u mjika
iskafka ulaksid o@ hkak oek .ekSug Tn leue;s jkq
we;' i;Hh hkq ud f lshQ ta tlu foh ksid ta .ek
fjk;a wdldrhlska lshd fokafka j;a" l:d lrkafkaj;a
flfia o@ i;Hh hkq f lshQ foh u jqj;a Tn th jqj o
;ka w,a,d fkd .kak! w| nka hq;= j ;ka w,a,d .kq
,enqjfyd;a th fndrejla njg m;afjhs' th n,a,l=f.a ll=,la
;ka w,a,d .ekSug W;aidy lsu fuks' W!g hkakg fkd
Wf.a ll=, w,a,d f.k u ishfyd;a W! wdmiaig ye Tn
imd lkq we;' kslug fuka fuh w;ayod n,kak' fudk u
i;l= jqj;a yeisfrkafka ta wdldrhghs' W!g hkakg bv
kqkfyd;a imd lEu yefrkakg fjk;a l,amhla ke;'
f u;=mska muKla olsk foh;a ta wdldrfha fohls' wm
j;a jkafka iuq;Skaj,g wkqjh' tajd mj;skafka wm .;
lrka isk fuu ;fha myiqj i|ydh' ta il tajd la
we;s ug fya;= jk m ;ka w,a,d f.k isu i|yd fkd
mj;shs' Tn l< hq;=jkafka / ;sug bv fkdyer foaj,a
msg;a lr heuhs'
fjk;a lsis u whl=g fyda lsis u fohlg ijka fkdfok
;rug wm ksjerh lshd is;k fldhs u wjia:djl jqj;a
wmg yhg u jrk ;ek t;ekh' th jer oelSula njg
yefrhs' l my< jk g th my< jkafka fld;eklskao@
th my< jkafka jer oelSu ;=<sks' tys m%;sM,h jkqfha
lhs' oelSu y tlla jqjfyd;a th la ysu i|yd fya;j
= la
njg m;a fkdjkq we;'

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foaj,a ;ka w,a,d fkdf.k tajdg hEug bv ykak

hkqfjka ud mjikafka wkak ta ksidh' yhs lshd .kakd
foh yq is;S ud;%hla muKs' th ksl u ksl hkakg
ykak' jerhs hkak;a u;=m
s ka muKla olsk ;j;a fohls'
th ta iajNdjfhka u meje;Sug bv ykak' Tng ud yhs
hk yeSu we;sjQ g wkqka ta .ek m%Yak l< fyd;a Tjqka
yd jdohg fkdf.dia tu yeS hkakg ykak' yhss hk
yeSu we;sjQ ieKska u th hkakg ykak' Rcqj ls%hd lrk
l%uh fuhhs'
ksiqka iska idudkH jYfhka wkq.ukh lrkq ,nk
l%uh th fkd f' Tjqyq fndfyda g tlsfkldg ijka fkd
fo;s' ;uka .ekj;a oekSula ke;s fndfyda ksiqka" iuyr
g fhda.djprhska mjd w{dk foaj,a u mejish yels jqj;a
;uka m%{djka;hka nj is;d f.k iskafka ta ksid h
hq;=h' Tjqka iska wkqkag wid f.k isugj;a wmyiq
w{dk fohla mjikq ,enqj;a Tjqka l,amkd lrkafka ;uka
olaI njh' wksl=;a ksiqkag k th widf.k isugj;a
wmyiq ;r fohls' tfy;a Tjqka l,amkd lrkafka ;uka
olaI njh' tfia u ksjer njh' ta ksid u Tjqka ta ;=<ska
lrkafka ;ukaf.a wkqjKlu f,dalhg m%ldY lr isu
muKh'
wks;HNdjh .ek fkd i,ld yka lrkq ,nk
l=uk l:djla fyda jqj o th m%{djka;hl=f.a l:djla fkd
j fudavhl=f.a l:djls' l my<jkafka yhg u ta ;=<ska
nj fkdoek isk whl= iska lrkq ,nk l:djls" hkqfjka
m%{djka;hska iska mjid isk ,oafoa tfyhsks' fuhg
WodyrKhla jYfhka Tn fyg k nexfldla hEug ;SrKh
lr .;a miq h lsij
s l= meK fyg Tn nexfldla hkafkyso@
lshd weiQ nj is;kak'
ud nexfldla hEug n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjkqhs iskafka"
ndOdjla we;s fkdjqk fyd;a ud tys hEug bv ;sf fuh
Ou_h;a" wks;H;djh;a isf;a ;nd .kska" f,dalfha mj;akd
wks;H yd wia:sr iajNdjfha i;Hh ie,ls,a,g .kska lrk

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l:djla f,i yekah yelsh' Tn yqfola u ud ia:sr

jYfhka u fyg hkjd jeks fohla fkd lshkafkysh' tys
hEug fkdyels ;;a;ajhla Wod jqjfyd;a Tn lrkakg woyia
lrkafka l=ula o@ Tn tys hk nj Tn iska okajkq ,enQ ta
yeu flkl=g u ta wdrxh okajd hjkafkyso@ thg fok
ms<s;=r T k th ksl u ksl ldr l:djls'
f ;=< g jvd je hula ;sf' Ou_ mqyqKqj jv
jvd;a ishq njg m;a jkakls' kuq;a Tn ta nj fkdoel
iskafkys k Tf yeu jpkhlska u flfrkafka foaj,aj,
h:d iajNdjfhka msg mek jer wkaoug l:d lsula jqj;a"
th ksjer wdldrfhka flfrk nj Tn l,amkd lsug
ms<sjk' Tn ;ju;a l;d lrkafka i;Hh lshd;a l,amkd
lsug ms<sjk' ir, f,i mejiqj fyd;a thska mejfik foh
fuhhs' tk( l my< ug fya;= jk l=ula mejiqj;a"
l=ula l<;a th oelsh hq;af;a :HdoDIah jYfhks' th
uq<djls' tfia u wkqjK luls'
Ndjkd fhda.Ska fndfyduhla u l,amkd lrkafka f
wdldrfhka fkd f' Tjqka l,amkd lrkafka ;uka leue;s
yeu fohla u y f,ih' ta ksid Tjqyq .ska .g u ta .ek
Yajdi lrka is;s' WodyrKhla jYfhka Tjqkg h
NdKavhla" ;=gq m~qrla" fkdtfia k f.!rj kduhla tfia;a
ke;fyd;a m%Yxid;aul jpk lSmhla ,eug ms<sjk' tfia jQ
g Tjqka l,amkd lrkafka th fyd| fohla f,isks' th
Ndr .kq ,nkafka ia:Srj meje;Sug hk fohla f,isks' Tjqyq
tu ksid Wv=lka o" udkakfhka o bfu;s' Tjqyq ud
ljfrlao@ ud ;=< Th lshk ;r fyd| .=Khla mj;skafka
fld;ekl o@ th ug wdf fldfykao@ ta yd iudk foaj,a
wksla whg;a ;sfo@ hkqfjka ta .ek l,amkd fkd lr;s'
nqka jykafia foaYkd lf<a wm idudkH wdldrfhka
yeish hq;= njh' fuu ldrKh .ek fydka ydrd wjqii
a ka"
lka i,ld nej fyd;a thska woyia jkafka ls|d f.dia
we;s f,ilska wr by; lS wdldrfha woyia wm ;=< ;ju;a
mj;sk njh' thska kej;;a woyia jkafka fu jeks foaj,a

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wfma yoj;a ;=< ;ju;a ie mj;sk njh' jia;=j ;=<;a"

ks,;, yd m%Yxidj ;=<;a wm ;ju;a .s,S isk njh' tajd
ksid wms fjk;a whl= njg m;a fjuq' wm l,amkd lrkafka
l,ska ishdg jvd wm fydka isk njh' fYaI ;;a;j
a hlg
m;a we;s njh' tu ksid wm ;=< Odldrfha le<
is;s,s my< fjhs'
i;Hhg wkq j i,ld nej fyd;a ksiqka ;=< ienE
jYfhka mj;sk lsisjla ke;' wm l=uk wdldrhlska ish;a
th iuq;s lafIa;%hg u muKla wh;a jQjls' iuq;sh w;yer
h:d:h oel .kq ,enqj fyd;a ta ;=<ska oelsh yelafla wm
;=< lsis u fohla fkdue;s njh' tys we;af;a yqfola u Yaj
iajNdjhla jQ uq,ska u W;am;a;shl=;a" ueo fjkiaul=;a"
wjidkfha kdY ul=;a muKs' ta ;=< we;s ish,a, tmuKls'
yeu fohla mj;skafka f wdldrhgh lshd jgyd .kq ,enqj
fyd;a m%Yak we;s ula is fkdjkq we;' fuh jgyd .ekSu
;=<ska wmg iekiSu;a" i;=g;a ,efnkq we;'
lror we;s jkafka wr miaj. ;jqika l,amkd l<
wdldrhg l,amkd lrk gh' Tjqka iska ms<smkq ,enqf
;u .=rejrhdKka jQ fndai;dKkaf.a Wmfoiah' kuq;a
Wkajykafia ;u mqyqKqj fjkia l< g" Wkajykafia is;=
foh;a" oek.;a foh;a oek .ekSug tu ;jqikag fkdyels
h' tu ksid Tjqka ;SrKh lf<a fndai;dKka jykafia
;uka jykafiaf.a mqyqKqj w;yer oud kej;;a bkashka
msku fj; fhduq jQ njh'
wm jqj;a tu ;dmihkaf.a ;;a;ajfha isfha k"
fkdwkqudk jYfhka u l,amkd lsug bv ;snqfKa ta
wdldrfhks' wm merKs foaj,aj, u t,af,ka my;a wdldrfhka
l,amkd l<;a ta l,amkd lrkafka Wiia wkaokah" lshd
Yajdi lsug bv ;snqKs' ta miaj. ;jqika is;=jdla fuka
wm o is;kakg bv ;snqfKa fndai;dKka jykafia ;u mqyqKqj
w;ayer oud bkashka msku fj; fhduq jQ njh' Tjqka jir
fl;r .Kkla mqyqKqf fh isfha o hkak .ek;a"

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tfy;a ta ;=<ska fkdu. f.dia" id:l;ajhla ,nd .ekSug

;ju;a fkdyels is wdldrh .ek;a i,ld n,kak'
mqyqKqf fhfok f,i;a" tys m%;sM, foi n,k f,i;a
ud b,a,d iskafka taksidh' .eula mj;sk ksid ne,Sug
wleue;a;la mj;sk ;ek fYaIfhka ne,sh hq;=h' .eula
ke;ak m%Yk
a hla o ke;' foaj,a ksih
s dldr j ta ;=< lsh
% d;aul
fjhs' .eula we;ak" ksishdldr j ls%hd;aul ula ke;'
tfia jkafka wdYdjka lkaordjla jeks foaj,a ;=<k
s a >K;ajhla
ys jk ksidh' ta ;=<ska yqjudrejla is fkd fjhs'
fndfyda ksiqka fuka u Ndjkdfhda.Ska o keUqre jkafka
f wdldrfhka isugh' w;S;fha l,amkd l< h wdldrhla
we;a k Tjqka .g u l,amkd lrkafka ta wdldrhgh'
Tjqyq fjkia u m%;slafIam lrk w;r fufkys lsula o
fkd lr;s' ;uka ksjer ksid Tjqkag jerh fkdyels nj
Tjqyq l,amkd lr;s' fndfyda whg oel.; fkdyels jqj;a
jer nj we;a; jYfhka u ie ;sfnkafka ksjer nj
;=<h' ta fldfyduo@ fl ;ud y'''''kuq;a fjk;a whl=
th jerh lshd lsj fyd;a Tn th f,fyisfhka w; fkd
ykafkysh' ta .ek jdo lrkafkysh' fuh l=ula o@''''''ta
;ud udkh' hkq woyiah' udkh hkq tajdg
we,S isuhs' lsisjl=;a yd tl fkdfjka" ksjerhs hkqfjka
mjikq ,nk fohg mjd we,S ish fyd;a th jer fohla
njg m;afjhs' ksjerhs lshd mjikq ,nk fohg ;ka we,S
isu yqfola uu;ajfha my< uls' ta ;=< w;ayer oeu k
jQ foh fkdue;'
fuu ldrKh b;d jeo.;a tlla nj oek isk
Ndjkdfhda.Skag yer wksla whg k th fndfyda jYfhka
lror f.k fok ;ekls' Tjqyq ta .ek ie,ls,su;a fj;s'
Tjqka l:d lrka isk g ;ka w,a,d .ekSu ta ;=<g j
tkafka ;r.hlg j tk wdldrfhks' th l f,djla
meje;Sug ms<sjk' iuyr g ojila" folla" udi ;=kla fyda
y;rla" wjqreoaola fyda folla jqj;a meje;Sug ms<sjk' th
tfia jkafka Ndjkdj ysysg msysgk whgh' blauka whf.a

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m%;spdrh laIKhlska is fjhs''''Tjqka lrkafka yqfola w;yer

oefuys fhuhs' ;ka w,a,d .ekSula is jQ jydu w;ayer
oeu;a is fjhs' th tu fudfydf;a u w;ayer ouk fuka
Tjqyq ;ukaf.a ukig n,lr is;s'
fuu ldhH_hka fol ls%hd;aul jkafka flfia o lshd
Tn iska oel .kq ,eh hq;=h' oe f,i w,a,d .ekSula is
fjka mj;S' oeka tu oe f,i w,a,d .ekSug reoaOj ls%hd
lrkafka ljqreka iskao@ is;s,a,la w;aolsk fudk u
wjia:djl jqj;a fuu ldhH_hka fol Tf kslaIKhg
yiq h hq;=h' oe f,i w,a,d .ekSula we;s g thg ;yx
ouk wfhla o is;s' oeka kslug fuka f fol foi n,d
iskak' oe f,i w,a,d .ekSu w;ayer oeug fmr ta ;=<
fndfyda f,djla / isug mjd isug ms<sjk'
f wdldrhg fufkys lsf fhfoka ksr;=re j Ndjkd
mqyqKqf fhfok g oe f,i w,a,d .ekSu l%ufhka ,sys,a
njg m;a " tys n,h flka l wvq jkakg mgka .kshs'
jer oelSu l%ul%ufhka wj mlaIhg hka ksjer oelSu
hqKqjg m;afjhs' ;ka w,a,d .ekSu wfydais ;ka w,a,d
fkd.ekSu muKla b;s fjhs' fuh yeu flkl= fjkqfjka
u taldldrj mj;S' fuu ldrKh ie<ls,a,g .kakd fuka
ud Tng mjid iskafka ta ksidh' m%Yak ksrdlrKh lsu
j;_udk fudfydf;a u is lsug bf.k .kak'