Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Broome
Street
Review
N o. 1
Apo(phonic)
SPRING 2009
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©2009
Contents
Disease Du Jour… 4
Editor’s Note… 5
Nikki Lee… 6 Untitled
Holly K. Artz…7 Heet.
Elisa Granados… 8 012309
Rachael Hess… 8
Sam Pizelo… 9 get.to do.ll
Jerimee Bloemeke… 10 Transient Truncation
Raphael Ellis… 13 Baruch circa 2008
Andrew Colarusso… 14 & on Alto, Mr. Ornette Coleman
Rachael Hess… 15
Steven Benathan… 16 Reunification
Meb Byrne… 27 IHOP
Michael George… 29
Raphael Ellis… 30 If you die…
Amanda Killian… 31 Orion Says Hello
Andrew Colarusso… 32 noise
Nikki Lee… 32
Ryan Krill… 33
Elena Vigil… 36 And On and On
Rachael Hess… 40 Artist’s Statement
Amanda Levendowski… 46 Lenguaje Romantico
Tehmina Brohi… 49
Mahalet Dejene… 50 On Inadequacy/On Discontent
Nikki Lee… 52 Chinatown
Elisa Granados… 53 pancakes, beer, & stardust
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Andrew Colarusso… 54 illfits
Michael George… 54
El Gajiev… 55 Ode To Brooklyn
Sida Li… 62 Carnivore
Rachael Hess… 65
Sam’s Blues
Talking Jazz & Travel with Sam Greenlee… 58
Sam Greenlee… 59 Be-Bop Man/Be-Bop Woman
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Exploring
Subjectivity
& the dream state
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Editor’s Note
Traditionally, western culture has not been the friend of dreams or
dreaming. This is different from the American dream: an idea founded on
financial frontier fiction. You may believe, as I believe, that dreams are a
channel to a figurative reality. Dreams exist in something of a spiritual
realm where the artist’s extraordinary metaphors are alchemically
transfigured into sensory experience. Freud would say dreams are
manifestations of subconscious sexual impulses. But we are more than
sexual; we are more than simply biology.
The soul speaks in dreams—the last bastion of subjectivity.
Hopeless romantics are those whose wishes go unrealized. They
wear their dead dreams on their cheeks, in their hearts and in their eyes.
We’ve all made a wish; on a star, in a fountain, on a candle. Keep your
wishes with you. Don’t give them away; dedicate time to making them
come true. Your wish is your dream and your dream is what you build
your life around. When you’ve made your dream come true, share it.
The weight of a dream is relative to its dreamer. The Little Red
Hen, for example, dreamt of bread. It may sound simple, but Hens don’t
have thumbs. It’s really quite impressive if you think about it. So the
Little Red Hen dreamt of bread and no one was willing to help. She
made it anyway. It is true that no dream is impossible. Where the mind
muses our hands must follow.
So I dreamt of this collection. But, unlike the lovely Hen, all of the
contributing writers and supporters were willing to be a part of my
dream.
In the words of brother Langston: hold fast to dreams
&
Proceed with caution.
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Heet.
Holly K. Artz
she bit into the rib of the edamame, its cousins’ swooping shells of dead
green skins brimming in the plastic bowl
the delicate thread of a membrane cupped and oozed on the hitch of her
teeth
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012309
Elisa Granados
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get.to do.ll
Samuel Pizelo
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Transient Truncation
Jerimee Bloemeke
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was fate. And then imagine the pointer
the teacher
would use.
We created a mantra
of alien philosophy and whistled
cadences, wishing everything was much
cacophony, or ideally a sacred syllable
being hummed infinitely
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to mask the bombings and the gunning
downs, which sounded
like our initial limbo––
When I break through / I'm gonna do /
Everything / You
ask me Please, now, Do––
but different…
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Baruch circa 2008
Raphael Ellis
Rubber-band lips
and small, sharp hips
gyrate softly
above me, God,
and there are sheets
of womb-like mesh
draping my flesh—
and there is heat,
and scented hair
pumping the air
with Eve, God:—
so do you think
I’d ever leave,
and dip my pen in ink
for you?
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& on Alto, Mr. Ornette Coleman
Andrew Colarusso
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Reunification
Steven Benathan
Molly, mid to late 30’s, possibly even early 40’s but she certainly doesn’t
look it, lies face down on the center of the bed.
She is sleeping but she has collapsed with frustration and exhaustion in
such a way we are relieved to see her defeated breathing.
She stirs slowly, fingering the covers, tossing and turning until she
finally rises.
She walks to the bathroom and returns with a bottle of water and a jar.
She sits down before the low dressers and the dressing room mirror.
She flips on the light, and downs a pill with a slow gulp of water.
She takes some lotion onto her hand, wipes her face over with it and
pauses for a second as if meditation were a necessary step in its
application.
She tries again, again and again, poses, smiles, frowns, surprised faces.
Her appearance disgusts her each time until she finally erupts in a
frustrated shriek and collapses with her head on the dresser.
We hear the sound of someone racing across their home as she sits there
sobbing.
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Her husband, James enters.
This is not the first time this happened. He makes his way to her and
puts his arm around her.
JAMES
It’s ok, shhhh.
She turns to face him and we see clearly the scars and burn marks on
her face and she sobs on his chest.
JAMES
Molly.
He rocks her for a bit before reaching and taking the jar.
JAMES
Oh Moll. This, this isn’t going to do anything.
JAMES
And this too.
He pauses.
JAMES
Have you just been in here all day? You were supposed to go out for a
walk and sit in the park, it was a sunny day, the sun would make you
feel nice.
MOLLY
No.
JAMES
No? Well that’s no good.
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MOLLY
I slept, I lay in bed.
JAMES
You told me this morning when I left; you’d take a little walk today
after work.
MOLLY
Well I didn’t. I started to, I got up, I put on my jogging pants and I
looked in the mirror and I couldn’t.
JAMES
You can’t do that, you can’t stay in everyday, it’s no good for you.
MOLLY
The skin regenerates when you sleep… your cell turnover rate is
doubled and maybe if I sleep everyday-
JAMES
Do you really think that?
MOLLY
I don’t know. I can’t look like this; I buy cream after cream that claims
the world and down more Vitamin E than is healthy and-
JAMES
You’re beautiful.
MOLLY
I was beautiful.
JAMES
Are.
He slides down the side of her shirt to reveal her scarred shoulder. He
goes to kiss it but she pushes him away.
MOLLY
No.
JAMES
Let me.
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MOLLY
No!
JAMES
So you’ve cut me off too.
He gets up.
MOLLY
James.
He turns back.
MOLLY
I am ugly. I am not myself. I prided myself on 37 years of beauty and
facials and all this stupid shit that got undone and then Michael…
JAMES
You’re his Mother.
MOLLY
He lied and said that I was in a play. That’s why Mommy’s face looks
strange.
JAMES
Little kids are assholes; I was an asshole as a kid.
MOLLY
I don’t work with clients anymore. I’m hidden… I make phone calls to
the press and everyone wonders what happened to me, and what they
tell them I don’t even know. What? That they’re publicist is a monster
now.
JAMES
Moll, you’re not a monster.
MOLLY
James, please. I love you and Michael I do, but if I’d been crushed in
those towers
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JAMES
Stop it.
MOLLY
And for what? I went back because I didn’t see Anita and who’s Anita?
She’s no cripple, she could’ve walked down those steps, probably faster
than me but I didn’t see her and she worked on accounts with me and
we got drinks sometimes and I couldn’t bare the thought of her burning
to death in our office.
JAMES
You’re a hero.
MOLLY
I went back because she didn’t leave because she sat by the air
conditioner and it caught fire. So I get back to find my work friend
fighting to put out a fire on her blouse and I get burnt in the process
and we just run out of the building with skin pouring down her
shoulder
JAMES
Moll
MOLLY
All this time and you can’t stand hearing it.
JAMES
It hurts me to hear it.
MOLLY
Well you’re the only one. The office gives me a plaque I get some medal
from the city and the two of us are sitting now, in the back like wild
animals making phone calls to Cipriani’s to reserve tables and sure they
give us our pay because if they didn’t they know we’d really bitch-
JAMES
And you spend it on creams and vitamins.
MOLLY
I have a right to want to change this.
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He kisses her shoulder in the split second.
MOLLY
James.
JAMES
I’d do it again without a second heart.
MOLLY
Just stop placating me, you’re allowed to say it bothers you.
JAMES
It doesn’t.
MOLLY
Not a bit?
JAMES
I don’t see the scars, I just see you.
MOLLY
You took that from a movie I bet.
JAMES
No movie, just me.
MOLLY
(Laughing faintly)
My friends always said you were a bitch.
JAMES
So did mine.
He inches in closer and puts her arm around her.
JAMES
So here’s a story.
MOLLY
James, please.
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JAMES
When I graduated from Penn I went on a tour of Europe with a few
friends. So we went to a concentration camp outside of Berlin.
MOLLY
I know this one.
JAMES
Didn’t say I was done did I? So our tour guide gives this dignified,
thorough, wrenching story of the camp and we’re all thinking how do
you do this everyday? And he told us, because someone had to because
people had to know.
MOLLY
I see. And?
JAMES
Everyday you walk around, you are a heroine. You are celebrating life.
MOLLY
I’m scarred.
JAMES
You are beautiful. You’re life, you know you gave someone life.
MOLLY
This is not a fix, like I get it James. Thank you. You’re a good man but
the world is not gonna think that.
JAMES
Well maybe this happened for a reason. You know you get out there and
tell your story or you make people feel something, you motivate them.
MOLLY
No.
JAMES
I’m serious. That tour guide, I mean think about it, he was the
grandson of a murderer and he committed himself to telling his story
and educating and-
MOLLY
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I didn’t ask to educate people. I’m not special.
JAMES
Well you are now. Whether it was a split second and you saved Anita or
you saved me or the President or whomever have you, you are marked
now.
JAMES
Moll, we all have choices you know you can take Vitamin E every day
and lie around or you can claim your life.
MOLLY
Where are you going?
JAMES
I have to get ready for bed, I have work tomorrow, I want to grab a late
snack, shower, shave and then I’m hitting the sack.
MOLLY
Oh.
JAMES
I’m sorry Moll.
MOLLY
Sit for a second.
JAMES
Moll please.
MOLLY
Just for a second.
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After sometime she puts her arm around him and nestles into his chest
and they lie there for a bit in silence.
Finally…
MOLLY
Are you going to speak to Michael’s class next week about being a
lawyer?
JAMES
Yes.
MOLLY
Can I go instead?
JAMES
(Kissing her forehead)
Yes.
MOLLY
James?
JAMES
Yes.
MOLLY
Do you want to go out?
JAMES
Now? It’s late-
MOLLY
Get my coat. I’ll be there soon.
He goes out.
Molly gets up slowly. She sits again at the mirror. She takes the cream
and opens it and goes to apply more but sets it back down.
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JAMES
(O.S.)
Molly?
MOLLY
Be there in a minute.
She returns the lid to the cream and wipes a tear from her eye before
collecting herself and exiting.
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luci.d was here
She made it rain.
maybe, someday, you’ll find this federal reserve note.
if you do: say hi to luci.d for me. —a.cola
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IHOP
Meb Byrne
If English was the staff’s first language, maybe the titles of the dishes
would be more precise.
You still have to say Rooty Tooty Fresh ’N Fruity when you order it,
though,
even though you know what you’re really getting isn’t very fruity,
not particularly fresh,
and mostly void of rooti- and tootiness.
You still have to say it.
Otherwise, it doesn’t count.
I’m not bothered that the Rooty Tooty Fresh ’N Fruity isn’t a fizzy
drink.
Sometimes, words just can’t convey intended meaning.
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I say Rooty Tooty Fresh ’N Fruity, not
twoeggtwosausagetwobacontwopancakewithfruittopping,
because there’s no better way to say it
and the staff knows what I mean.
That’s a hyperbole
(a tiny one)
and I don’t think they’d understand hyperbole
at the International House of Pancakes.
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If you die…
Raphael Ellis
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Orion Says Hello
Amanda Killian
I’m flying
between two states
of sickness, of reason and love
on a night
made with shattered
bits of restless potential.
I’m listening
to the voice and rhythm
of clustered light
some under city clouds
planned and gridded
some amorphous
in my raw asymmetrical heart.
I’m measuring
degrees
of the long-
dead stars.
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noise
Andrew Colarusso
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And On and On
Elena Vigil
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“This is Julie,” my dad said, indicating this tall figure.
She took my hand. Hers was dry and too big. “This is Star,” she
said in rather deep voice, motioning with her head to the small child
with her hands in her pockets. Star was a few inches taller than me, with
uncombed hair and a strange smile on her face. She was not wearing a
dress. “I’m sure you two are going to have lots of fun together.”
My dad gave me a reassuring shove. “We’ll be inside. You two
stay here and play.”
I stood and watched as he put his hand on the lady’s waist and
the two of them walked into the house, whispering things to each other
and slamming the screen door behind them. Star turned to look at me,
eyebrows raised.
“We’re going to play ‘Keep Off’,” she told me, running to the
monkey bars and climbing on.
“What’s that,” I followed her, slowly.
“KEEP OFF!” she yelled, now sitting at the very top, legs
swinging below her, positioning herself well above me.
“Oh.”
I took a seat on a red lawn chair, hoping it wouldn’t break with
the weight.
“So how old are you?”
“Seven,” I timidly replied.
“Oh, well I’m almost nine, so I think I win.”
We said nothing for a while, or rather, I said nothing and she
showed off the multiple things she could do on the monkey bars. “I
learned this yesterday,” she said, edging herself to the very end of the
bars and standing up, arms outstretched. “I bet you’re too chicken to try
this.” She wavered a little in the soft wind, and I had a strange and
excited feeling she was going to fall. She didn’t.
Since I wasn’t allowed to touch or try anything on or around
her sacred playground I sat quietly, minding my own business, hoping
at any minute my dad would walk through that screen door and we
would leave this little girl and this little house behind.
And then the music started.
It came from inside the house, through the half opened
windows, a quiet, almost soothing melody accompanied by an inaudible
voice to a tune I’d never heard. It was oddly hypnotizing, and the sound
gently washed over me and I imagined I was somewhere else,
somewhere wanted, with my mother, rocking on our porch swing on a
cool summer night. Hearing the final chirps of the birds as they made
their way home. Breathing in deep the sweet smell of sprinklers and
newly cut grass.
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Suddenly the music began to build, the rhythm getting louder
and the voice more distinct. It shook me out of my trance and grew
heavy and trembling until finally it was beating in my ears and the
image of my mother and the swing and the grass was pulled from my
mind. The music came over us like a wave, rolling and vanishing into
the miles of empty fields that lay beyond.
It was only one song. Playing over and over and on and on.
“Yup,” Star shouted over to me, “the song is on. They must be
having sex.”
I quickly turned my head from the noisy house to the nine-
year-old girl sitting on her monkey bars. Sex. I had nothing to say so I
whimpered an “Oh” and let Star continue.
“That’s what always happens. Mom puts on the song and I wait
here until it’s over. I’ve heard it millions of times. Don’t think your dad
is so special.”
I did think he was special, that I was special, that this
specialness was the reason he had dressed me up and brought me over
here.
“You do know what that is, right? Sex? My mom told me all
about it. I’m almost nine so she says I’m a big girl now. You’re only
seven, so you probably don’t know anything.”
“I know a lot,” I protested.
“Oh yeah…”
It didn’t really matter anymore what Star had to say. I had to
figure out what it meant to be left in this yard while things happened
and I waited for them to end. I repeated the word in my head slowly,
breaking it down by the mouth formations. But still, I drew nothing of
its meaning but a long slithering ‘s’ and a throat tickling ‘x’.
Sex. There was nothing. All I had was a sense of my father’s
abandonment and a song on repeat.
“This is my mom’s favorite song, you know. I know most of
the words by heart now,” and she began to sing.
Star’s voice screamed in my ear and I wanted to tell her how my
mother listened to better music at a better volume. How my mother had
small, soft hands. I wanted to tell her how my mother had an actual
fence made of wood. I wanted to tell her that my mother would never
have taken another child’s father away and left her all alone with a
rotten stranger, a know-it-all little girl who thought she was better
than everyone and did the kinds of things on monkey bars that a two-
year-old could do.
Star had her legs entwined in the metal bars and let her hands
swing free. Her messy brown hair swayed below her and with every
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ounce of confusion and anger I had I stood up from my lawn chair and
pulled that mass of hair.
“Ahh—“ and her legs loosened and she fell to the ground.
Then the music stopped.
Stunned by the silence that rang in my ears I started from
where I stood, surprised at the little girl lying in the dirt, and ran to the
door, my heart beating in excitement.
There was movement inside the house and like a dream my
father emerged through the tired screen door with his tie in his hand.
“Are you ready to go home?”
I took dad’s hand and hurried him back to the car. He gave a
small wave and a smile to Star and I, not wanting to stay any longer
than I had to, mumbled a short goodbye and avoided eye contact. Once
through the broken gate I looked back and saw Star standing at the base
of the monkey bars, in the growing shadows of the evening, alone and
defeated.
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Artist’s Statement
The images hint at something lost and unadulterated. The frank inner
monologue of children is often overlooked and undervalued, as is the
phenomenon of a natural landscape. I seek to align the two with
personal relevance and deep memory.
I do this with a cinematic focus, a sort of soft film noir glamour that
compliments the paradox between vulnerability and strength native to
my subjects. Found in everyday environments, these subjects belong to
a world of magical realism, where nostalgia becomes a necessary
psychological function.
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Lenguaje Romántico
Amanda Levendowski
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book in tiny letters. He began to notice the way her hair curled at the
temples, the way her bangs were a little crooked, and the way she
smelled like Spring Break, a combination of tequila and ocean and lime.
He discovered that he liked the way she turned d’s and t’s into soft lisps
when she said them in Spanish.
He lay awake at night trying to imitate those sounds. Es-thas.
He asked her out several more times, and though she tested out
of Spanish II in the Spring, she continued to help him with
pronunciation and memorization. Instead of meeting at Pedro’s, they
practiced in art galleries, or little bookstores, attempting to carry on
conversations about a contemporary installation or best-selling novel,
groping for adjectives and verbs. Sometimes he came over to her
apartment, and watched Spanish films. The movies were very beautiful,
usually sad and filled with sex. She tried to distract him from the girls’
bodies by making fun of the poorly translated captions.
He always looked away and laughed.
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Márquez in Spanish, and listened to her translate for him, trying to
capture the poetry of every sentence.
When she looks into his face, she sees herself tomorrow
morning, rolling over with sleepy eyes to squint into his ear. She might
suggest they go to a poetry slam uptown tomorrow night; she cannot
imagine too far into the future. She still shows him she loves him by
burning CDs in Spanish, and letting him translate for her. Sometimes
his mangled attempts capture the essence of the lyrics; sometimes they
mean nothing.
For now, they are satisfied with their love: they have not yet
watched every Spanish film, or heard every Spanish song, and he does
not know the conjugation of every verb tense. But it is possible that one
day, one of them will wake up and realize that they are only together
because three years ago, she helped him pass Elementary Spanish, and
the only thing they have in common is a shared knowledge of a romance
language.
Neither of them knows it yet, but it will be her.
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On Inadequacy
Mahalet Dejene
You asked me to explain how I have been feeling lately, I told you: "I am
a lion and I roar insecurities." I am a girl and you are still a bird. How
can we defy Mother? Sometimes I reunite with my vision of you in the
dark and I steal the truth to make songs. This is my hook: I see you and
I see the end. Peel my skin and out fly moths. If I bleed heterocera then
you shit light posts. All of this talk about high fives makes me feel
incomplete. I am not a bird today, so here, if you want it, you can take a
low five.
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On Discontent
Mahalet Dejene
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Chinatown
Nikki Lee
Skin pulled taught in defense of the chill in the air. Puffs of smoke waft.
From people and manholes. Clouding the vision of red street lights.
Light beams bounce from snowflake to snowflake. In hues of blues and
yellows.
Time weighing down on eyes and spine, curled over, almost to crawling,
down the street. Carrying bags that carry the weight of a hundred years
of guilt.
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pancakes, beer, & stardust
Elisa Granados
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illfits
Andrew Colarusso
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Ode To Brooklyn
El Gajiev
brooklyn, where the nostalgic scent of philly guts rides with the cool
summer breeze
where the greatest are either born, bred, or inspired
where i was hired to work at astroland, the last remnant of the glowing
empire of coney island which is just another piece in the puzzle that is
brooklyn, where trains hum you a lullaby of dreams in which you're not
in
brooklyn, where god is thought and thought is
brooklyn, where respect is communicated by "ay, how ya doin"
where you learn real quick or lose all you've got to
brooklyn, where the moon is just a giant spotlight and the main
attraction is
brooklyn, where the sun is the all-seeing eye of
brooklyn, where streetlights replace stars because we’re that much
closer to reaching them in
brooklyn, where we need something to believe in and that something is
brooklyn, where friends form bonds that go beyond the borders of
brooklyn, where stuck up chicks only pay notice to stuck up pricks when
what they really need to pay notice to is my stuck up dick, but shit, it's
only in
brooklyn, where the deli's stay open 24/7 and at times seem to resemble
the gates of heaven but heaven itself is
brooklyn, where the devil reigns supreme and the brooklyn in you
knows what i mean
brooklyn, where you trust no woman and fear no man
brooklyn, where we hitchhike trains to get even deeper into the heart of
brooklyn, where a tough walk and a tough talk can make you feel new
yawk, but it's in
brooklyn that you truly find yourself immersed in yourself and maybe
something else but that's besides the point; i point to
brooklyn on the map because i could never forget where the fuck it's at
for in
brooklyn, we feel guilty for not feeling as guilty as we should be feeling
for
brooklyn, where the guineas, niggers, kikes, spics, commies, chinks and
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arabs stand proud and loud, with their eyes open and their hands ready
to take what middle america is too slow to realize and too dumb to
appreciate
brooklyn, where the silence of sirens coincides with the silence of crying
for
brooklyn, when a tree sprouts a branch then a boy has become a man
because in
brooklyn we are all intertwined
mothers, fathers, daughters, sons
muslims, jews, christians, bums
me and you are connected through
brooklyn, so don't hesitate to call on
brooklyn to come save your soul from
brooklyn, yes i know this must be getting odd and old but it’s this
feeling of
brooklyn that's got me speaking this way and preaching my love/hate
for
brooklyn where we cry:
dear world,
don’t give up hope
we haven’t
love,
brooklyn
aka the home of the latest, the greatest, the phattest, the baddest, the
best, and the rest of
brooklyn, where old men roam, spewing their nonsense philosophy to
the youth of
brooklyn, the soul of america that greets each day with a real dash of life
and an ideal glass that's halfway full until you drink in all the
brooklyn, where money may not buy happiness but it sure as shit eases
troubles in
brooklyn, where lifetimes are spent just trying to figure out what it
means to be
brooklyn, bk, crooklyn, buck town, kings county, home
with fists raised high enough to teach the pigeons in the sky not to mess
with
brooklyn, where we baptize our eyes in the east river and turn back to
the streets of
brooklyn, where a passing car has more than one grill as soon as you
look within it because in
brooklyn no one ever strives to be the beta male
brooklyn, where is my mind?
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in brooklyn love hates hearts that beat faster than
brooklyn, where a beer, a blunt, and a blowj is all you need to take that
broken escalator to heaven, or as we've established before, to
brooklyn, where admitting your insanity is the only way to make sure
you’re sane, for in
brooklyn normal is fearful and fucked up is the status quo so pass this
note around
brooklyn, where angels sing hymns of biggie and gods relinquish
immortality just to bathe in an open hydrant
where it begins and where it ends and where the middle simply is
brooklyn, where you can go down the wrong street and find drugs,
booze, and sex and then go down the right street and find drugs, booze,
and sex because it's only in
brooklyn, where perception is everything and nothing at the very same
time for we perceive
brooklyn to be nothing but a borough but it’s something more,
something alive, something that'll enlighten you past your limitations,
desires, or beliefs. something that’ll teach you god and crack and how
they are one and the same except for the difference in
brooklyn, because we’re in it for life yo, since life lasts for a brief
moment, and if you’re with me for this next one, then you’re with me for
brooklyn, where every day is a struggle and every man, woman, and
child is a muscle in the heart of
brooklyn, where jesus rides the f train decked out in the warriors colors
because its only in
brooklyn, where i get me and that's all i need, so if you're on your way
just remember that all roads lead to brooklyn
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Sam’s Blues
Talking Jazz & Travel with Sam Greenlee
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“I went through a period of anger and bitterness and came out the other
side. I paid my dues. I’m cool.”
I ask Greenlee about black militancy and contemporary race
relations. He doesn’t hesitate in responding: black militancy is dead. He
has lived through racial strife and has been an active participant in the
movement against it. He sees how far we’ve come in a supposed “post-
racial” world, but mentions that “…we’ve still got a long way to go.”
Greenlee’s writing is quite often poetic in description. He paints
scenes infused with jazz imagery, blues and somber tones. Every great
artist has been influenced in some way. Greenlee’s greatest literary
influences are Chester Himes and Langston Hughes. On jazz we speak
next. I ask what music he’d keep with him on a deserted island. Lester
Young on tenor sax is one of his favorites—“the most underrated
musician.” and Billie Holiday. He responds quickly and without doubt.
Music, jazz, is a part of who he is. His knowledge on the subject runs
deep. I tell him of my affinity for McCoy Tyner and he counters with
Earl Hines. The conversation is easy and, at times, humorous.
Andrew: Mr. Greenlee, how did you feel about being the Illinois Poet laureate
in 1990?
Sam: I was never the Illinois Poet Laureate…
Andrew: Oh... Misinformation…?
Sam: I don’t know how that got up on the Internet…
Andrew: Does that bother you?
Sam: …No
Andrew: When you were in college, did you write poetry for the ladies?
Sam: Nah. In college I was kind of shy…
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Be-Bop Man/Be-Bop Woman
From: Ammunition! : Poetry and Other Raps
Sam Greenlee
ASHANTI MAN
I am a be-bop man; I used to dance to Charlie Parker and
we slid light and cool to Dexter’s rough-edged tone; rubbed bellies to
Jug’s soft-edged tone; tapped toes to Prez dancing “Taxi War Dance” on
tenor sax. We mamboed to Diz, Chano Pozo, Machito and Candido and
knew there was another Perez named Prado. I cried rivers with Dinah
Washington; saw red sails in the sunlight sounds of Lady Day and Nat
king Cole; sat through sad and muted moods to Miles’ mute-melded
microphone musings.
FULANI WOMAN
I am a be-bop woman; I used to dance to Charlie Parker, Duke, Diz and
Count Basie and he told me he loved me on that soft, sultry summer
afternoon while dancing the Bop at Al Benson’s Battle of the Bands at
the Pershing Ballroom when Jug played Red Top and won again. We
scatted Donna Lee on the way down Cottage Grove Avenue and past
the Trianon Ballroom, very up-tempo and Moody’s Mood. I did Lady
Day and he laid behind me scatting obbligato like Prez used to do on
Fine and Mellow and I was fine and mellow on that fine and mellow
summer day, with him smiling love on me and we were as young and
immortal as the music we worshiped. We did the Walk while waiting
for the stoplight to change with him humming in my ear and as we ran
across Sixty-First Street; I started as Sarah and ended as Ella at the
other curb.
ASHANTI MAN
I am a be-bop man. I used to dance to Charlie Parker, Erroll Garner,
Oscar Peterson, Little Jazz and Howard McGhee and they danced with
us through the South Side streets and into Washington Park. We took
off our shoes to run barefoot through the grass, shunning the hot, black
asphalt paths. Winos sat surrounding a paper bag-clad bottle; lovers
lounged on the grass near the lagoon; a junky nodded in the sun-
dappled shade of a tree; somewhere a baby cried and another laughed
and night people sat and waited for their sunless day’s work to
begin. Old men and women fished at the edge of the lagoon with
grandchildren at their sides; broad-brimmed straw hats shading their
faces from the sun; their bamboo poles held gently in work-hardened
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hands, legacy of the south that had bred them and abandoned decades
ago, its memories lying light and faded on their shoulders like a hand-
woven shawl. They watched the bobber for the sign or a nibble but the
bluegills,
sunfish and perch that would not blot the memory of the sweet taste of
catfish, freshly caught and fried. A kite bobbed on the sunny breeze and
we bobbed our heads in time with it, bopping Dexter’s Deck. She took
my hand and clothed me with her smile and Sonny Rollins ran through
my head and out my mouth and she gave me back Moody’s flute.
FULANI WOMAN
I am a be-bop woman. I used to dance to Charlie Parker and he danced
with me to my apartment. I lit a stick of sandalwood incense while he
checked out my sounds and I had the women all the way to Bessie and
the other Smith girls and Ma Rainey, Ivy Anderson, Sarah, Lurlean
Hunter, Ella, Lady Day, and Carmen MacRae, Lorez Alexandria from
the West Side and Miss Dinah Ruth Jones Washington out of a South
Side Baptist church choir and how many sisters singing Nearer My God
To Thee, including me, dreamed of becoming another Miss Jones. Miss
Jones is what we called her as she swept regally through the Pershing
Ballroom to hang backstage with Prez, Miles, Bird, Max Roach, Clifford
Brown and on down with the crowd parting before her like the Red Sea
before Moses. We knew who Carmen MacRae meant when she sang,
Have you met Miss Jones?
ASHANTI MAN
I am a be-hop man and we danced to Dinah Washington, with her
singing along with the record sounding like Dinah’s little sister. I
talked of college and running track and writing because I could not
separate them in those days and she listened to my searching poems,
searching for a voice my own as much as searching for myself. At dawn
we went to bed. Not my first time for sex, but my first time of making
love and we danced once again in bed in the way she had of knowing
how I was going to move before I did it. We spent Sunday in bed with
the Sunday tapers strewn about us and once made love with the sound
of the sports section crinkling beneath our dancing hips.
ASHANTI MAN
I am a be-bop man; she is a Be-Bop woman and we danced to Charlie
parker, and, in my memory, still do!
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Carnivore
Sida Li
a dream
of going somewhere
nice and warm
where sautéed lambs
run wild
run free
replenish themselves
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a fear
of dying
in flames
the sightsoundsmells
of burning flesh
beef browns
do we
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Contributors
Holly Artz is a sophomore at New York University. She enjoys fashion
journalism and the way Nabokov makes the grotesque seem beautiful.
Tehmina Brohi is a bad influence. She studies at City College and enjoys
Gabriel Garcia Marquez.
Meb Byrne is a sophomore at Broome Street. She has a furry white pet
dragon that resembles a dog (this is probably untrue).
Andrew Colarusso is not too militant these days. He loves his family,
enjoys traveling and sometimes speaks out against injustice. He also likes
poems in little boxes and most of the Blue Note catalog.
Mahalet Dejene was born and raised in Dire Dawa and Addis Ababa,
Ethiopia; having lived in the States for a little over a decade (She loves the
city). She is a proud believer in honesty before guilt and hopes to continue
living life as truthfully as possible. This is her first published poem and she
hopes it to be one of many.
Rachael Hess was born in Ottawa, Canada, 1987. She will receive a B.A.
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from the Gallatin School of Individualized Study at NYU. She is an artist
and life-liver. She loves her Rolleicord and plans to take it to Iceland with
her come Summer.
Sida Li still likes sherbet ice cream and hypothetical situations, preferably
at the same time. He also writes for The Minetta Review, an excellent avant-
garde journal that can be found for FREE on the seventh floor of the
Kimmel Center.
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Poetry Art & Photography
Nikki Lee Rachael Hess
Holly Artz Michael George
Elisa Granados Ryan Krill
Samuel Pizelo Tehmina Brohi
Jerimee Bloemeke
Raphael J. Ellis
Andrew Colarusso
Meb Byrne
Amanda Killian
Mahalet M. Dejene
El Gajiev
Sida Li
Fiction
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Profile:
Sam’s Blues
Talking Jazz & Travel with
poet, author & activist:
Sam Greenlee
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