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Jnan
A.
Blau
There
it
is,
right
in
front
of
me,
as
if
confronting
me.
Fucking
with
me.
Messing
with
my
state,
post
film
screening.
Fuck
you,
faux
diamonds
on
a
license
plate
holder.
Go
back
to
the
fucked-up
values
from
which
you
sprang.
Take
your
conceits
elsewhere.
Your
distortions,
your
false
promises,
your
damagetake
it
all
far,
far
away
from
me.
The
world
of
bling,
counterpoised
with
revolution
itself.
Shallow
conceits,
masking
deep
insecurity,
meeting
up
with
intensity,
with
deep
injustice.
The
hopes
and
dreams
of
a
people,
of
The
People,
living
in
the
same
world
as
the
hopes
and
dreams
of
the
Very-Self-Important
People.
The
ones
who
isolate
themselves,
even
as
they
surround
themselves
with
things,
things,
things.
As
if
their
fortress
of
crap
stands
a
chance.
As
if
the
edifice
of
their
own
self-delusion
can
sustain
itself.
As
if
the
enemy
lies
without.
The
messy,
bloody
affairs
of
the
destitute,
the
struggles
of
the
disenfranchised,
the
cries
of
the
marginalized,
they
present
themselves
to
me
as
a
collage.
A
collage
of
parts
and
metaphors
and
juxtapositions
and
overdeterminations.
The
post-modern
world
is
a
world
too
disjointed
for
me.
Too
facile.
Too
unmoored.
Like
a
sick
lung
seeking
clean
breath,
like
a
flower
searching
for
sun
in
a
sunless
landscape,
like
sugar
cane,
imploring
to
be
left
alone.