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By Ilan Herman
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ilanherman@msn.com
I first noticed the fly on the wall three days ago, while dining at Ming’s, a Chinese
restaurant I frequent daily. I smiled at the fly, whom I’d decided to name Ernie, and
proceeded with breakfast. Ernie watched quietly, motionless, but I sensed that he craved
When I arrived for lunch the next afternoon, I happily noticed Ernie still
comfortably perched on the wall. A doubting spectator would insist it was my fertile
imagination, but I saw Ernie wink at me. I winked back and sat at my favorite spot, by
the window, seat B at table D, as defined by the seating chart Mister Ming had been kind
enough to show me. He did so only once, and declined my request to copy it. His eyes
narrowed, and he shook his head. “Chart secret,” he whispered, bony fingers clutching
the page as if it held the secret formula to the crunchiness of Kentucky Fried Chicken.
My hungry eyes followed his trembling hands as he reverently slid the laminated sheet of
While enjoying vegetable chow mein that only the masterful Mister Ming could
explained to him that I was eating lunch, not breakfast’s buttered toast, but Ernie squinted
Later, in my room, I felt remorseful. What thoughtful person could judge a fly for
preferring toast with melted butter to a noodle dish? The noodles came in a bowl filled
with broth: what to me seemed like a pacifist stir with organic chopsticks was, to Ernie, a
Arriving at lunchtime the next day, I hoped to satisfy Ernie’s need for buttered toast,
and dared to ask Mister Ming if he’d be kind enough to serve me breakfast.
“No serve breakfast,” the rotund Asian sternly said. “Breakfast till eleven. Now
lunch.”
“You’re right,” I conceded with a nod. “Times and schedules are in place for good
reason.”
My shoulders sagged, I shuffled away, when I heard him recant, “I make you
My frame straightened with redeemed honor as I thanked Mister Ming and took
my place at table D, where I waited for my food while reading news reports concerning
man's wars. I puckered my lips and shook my head. “What can one do?” I said to Ernie.
“Man’s wars are nature’s way of riding the Darwinist rollercoaster of survival.”
him, like a slice of cheese filled with ambiguous holes, an empty argument absolving
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man of his responsibility to transcend his amebic roots and discontinue the indiscriminant
came to ambiguous holes, ninety-nine percent of the universe, as clearly and objectively
“Atoms, the building blocks of life,” I whispered, “are far less than one percent
When breakfast arrived, I suggested Ernie leave the wall and dine with me, but
the fly indicated that he preferred to eat alone. I appreciated his honesty, and took
comfort in the fact our friendship had come to the point of allowing our idiosyncrasies to
coexist peacefully.
afternoon reading about the migratory process taken by early humans as they ventured
out of Africa. Humanity, its proverbial tentacles cautiously emerging like those of a snail
Mister Ming gave his customers the privilege of ordering until 9:59:59 pm, but
would budge no further. When someone barged in at 10:00:01 and cried, “Please, Mister
Ming, I’m hungry!” the tired cook would growl, “Go Safeway!”
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I entered the restaurant and groaned in agony: the clock above the counter—one
still occupying the analog hands of time—displayed 10:01:32, more than two minutes
ahead of my digital wristwatch, which is always synced with the atomic clock in New
York City.
Standing over the overworked grill, Mister Ming squinted and snapped, “Go
Safeway!”
all hours proved a prime example of man reaching too far, much too far, in trying to fill
the bottomless pit of desire lurking in his soul. I walked away dejected, but took a glance
“Is okay,” I heard Mister Ming mutter. “I make you food. You good customer.”
Having Ernie’s welfare in mind, I turned to face the consummate cook. “But I
want breakfast,” I brazenly said, and winced in anticipation of a black hole to open and
swallow me alive.
Mister Ming’s face turned crimson; his dark eyes narrowed to tiny slits. He took a
very deep breath and waved his spatula toward table D. “I make you breakfast,” he
Busy cracking eggs on the grill, he ignored me. I sat at my table and winked at
Ernie. I could tell by his shifting eyes that he, in his silent way, lauded my tenacity.
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In a deeply reflective and gentle tone, Ernie said, “Few life forms are weaker than
a fly on the wall. But even so, like you, I see the injustice.”
Taken by his inflection, I felt our intimacy deepen. “I know you do,” I replied
soothingly and flitted my eyelashes. “That’s why I’m eating breakfast at ten at night. I
could accept the occasional noodle dish and refrain from reacting hysterically to the
ocean brewing in the bowl, all the commotion with Mister Ming wouldn’t have been
necessary.
Perhaps, by insisting on buttered toast, I help Mister Ming and you become more
About to respond that Ernie was cunningly trying to use my relationship with
Mister Ming as an excuse not to face his own aqua-phobic tendencies, I observed the
Chinese cook emerge from the kitchen, a steaming plate in his hands. He set the plate on
The golden toast glistened with butter. I could feel Ernie’s joy.
Mister Ming turned to leave, but stopped short when he noticed the fly on the
“Fly on wall?” Mister Ming asked and looked at me. His forehead wrinkles rose
so high that I feared the skin would peel away to reveal a bony skull.
“Dead!?”
Mister Ming reached into his shirt pocket, brought out a business card, and gently
scraped Ernie off the wall. He returned to table D and showed me the dehydrated shell.
My heart squeezed with sorrow. Tears rose in my throat as I stared with disbelief
at the dead fly. “Then how come I can hear him buzz?”
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The buzzing alarm clock reached deep into my sleep to awaken me. Emily, my
five-year-old, heard it too, and came skipping across my bedroom to join me in a morning
cuddle.
I chuckled with relief. “I had a nightmare. I dreamt I was talking to a dead fly.”
“That it’s not easy being a fly. How about I cook scrambled eggs and crunchy
“Sure.”
Breakfast cooked and ready to be served, Emily joined me at the kitchen table.
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“Ernie would’ve liked pancakes,” I said, watching her pour the maple syrup.
She laughed. “His name was Ernie? That’s a funny name, like Bert and Ernie
“Ernie, the fly on the wall,” I said, and was caressing Emily’s golden curls when,
on the wall above her head, I saw Ernie, motionless, quietly staring at the buttered toast.