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To A.P.B. Nayar, Esq. M.A. (Assistant Military Accountant General) NEW DELHI
This book is dedicated with every sentiment of respect admiration, love and gratitude
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[habw }]nXw . }Knaot ]rFnKq IqqI DZbhrcyt tNXocqI Xo aooojqq . u\cob Hcq arSam. N}oIbqtS au\niciyot aqefq \SnXbodrtS caW BSqIujbqw tXjoqtInq ecqq. N}oI DZy\o ]r]loqtInq \oqq . caWt\ Ian}Xbo AejqtS aqJw ana[qcanb Hcq ainhn eoIhoqq Ae DZyn\o\q Nqqw tIoboq AcaXodot hap]um Sotm, Hcq ]\o\p]qgm]w caW\q hn\oqq.]
N}oI
FnWopeo[uaI\nen? Fqu]ntb ,qu]nbmrqInc?
caW
Ce auuXn uPndoardw eo ; Rn\oq u]nq ueKw.
N}oI
In\\nbbodnSquabmn Rn\qwectubn \ot IrtS? B e\epYoIjp eh}fpeodnhotjoocoqw; CunjeoSt anac
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]qgm]tInq \olocoqw; AounujnaqbodoWI hwKpXwt]qIbnbocoqw; ]qgm]I\oIqjnIan\w X]Xd eocoocoqw; tInq]rundI te\qcbntnoocoqIbnbocoqwCn e\otdnkmNInWnt\tbqwIrtSnq tInqu]nIr!
caW
BcWynoudttIrtSunuc ,u]nuc N}ouI, \p; \oIqkrtnSo ]rfo\on, fbo ,n e\aia ! Ftun XqcnanoSb tNoSn\qXnW}]uZfw. teBqjoeocoqIjn IBnSobo \odq \ptj, tN\o\pcd Noooocoq \o uNeSoI Iodqw aqodqw eo\yhon\o , Rn hXuaIqIo! aWouaSbo eof|nKyhpa eunjw Xqjqo\ou, BUw_c \o\q \oXyan\aadcou , \oesXor \o\q Nqqw ey]coajw epfo\ou, Bh|nZ\ \o enXododn}fbottnkqw Ine \ot, u]ncqtXo\q , N}ouI, \p ]nlI Nrkqan\\o?
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N}oI
aWouaSbotdeo]qdu}]ahaq}ZtanXqqIo; Cojorotd ne\Xh|\hn}anPyaSqIo; \n eof|}]IsXoanXo cayeofndanw aloSo, Hoocqq Iqlqu\cw \hn] \oFionw
caW
]nSo , ]nSo , \t \ ]nuS altnqw tNbmXqIrSn!
N}oI
BudndeoItj}Xbon \pdadIjo ]rqInWqw!
caW
Cjouno \p IoSnuntcnru]ndqaon e\o
N}oI
Aoun]nSolpSqtXtnw ]oIjnbocoqw!
caW
Cqgm]enSobotdoSnuntcnojobqaon e\o
N}oI
Ft eBotncq ]nq]nSnt\nn aqcjotbXor!
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caW
\otqloq Kn\anXopaqcjobotdnqao .
N}oI
Fndon \ ]nq uIn \ounSqIrSo ecqq Rn\qw!
caW
FqatXodocoXu ? Fq uetWodqw uIcquX!
N}oI
FndXop eojw_tao;\tbqwIrSoq tInqu]nIr!
caW
\ottbnco Rn tInqu]nIn,aoq ueoqueunadnuj!
N}oI
Fu]oodq ,atntkntaot\unSoStanw?
caW
Iqtjnt Rnu\qtInnw; tXococqtXodqw \p. \oodq]cobnbotbnqw aotd\ott PpeoXo!
N}oI
\jo u}]aw IojXoootncq egw XoIqanbo. A}Xbm\LanWp Zoehw! Xqwo tanoXnWp Zoehw! Ctu]tbttteSobntXnttrSq tInqu]nIr!
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caW
Cq aqkqe Rnu\I\nbqotNcqeodocqq ]nSqw; Dbmq ]acWdo h|]m\eqw Iq IoSqlqw; Cq Rn InWqw Io\ntjnw t]noqjoqXnbocoqw; \o_n[w Rn\on \oesXobolooSoqen hXor! GI\nbmonnoudq u]nIu ,u]nIu , N}ouI, Rn!
N}oI
Ppuef , \oekoncIjo reocot Xcq\ocI DWdotd \oqlw h|]m\tInq ao\qoSt. Cq \o NoIjnIan\w hwKpXhn}jnboSt! ne\nudnd\nubI\nbm \p u]neqI ,u]neqI , Ppe\nY!
[caW u]nIqq . Zswo]Yo\oq albqXqetc N}oI Aet\t u\notnq \oqq . AItd ]SqIoSbo, B hqIqanccr]w A}]XyanbuXnSqIrSo AejqtS IBqIjo\oq cq IBpW ASq \odw ]Xoqq.] [AWoblbo]
N}ouI !. . . N}ouI. . .
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cnwnKw
D]}IacwKw
(KnbIhwLw) Hnat KnbI Hcq \ehqcodne\tb a\ouna\onoSb A\q]ahqdjoXe\Xdodn\udnd\nbnKaor ! cnat KnbI Ae\qtS eceodcq\ocbodnudndacaqcor ! arnat KnbI Ae\qtS Iqjo\pdfodnXdodncWyeoI ]rt]nkor! Hnat KnbI Hcqaoq \oehouncPtjnw ucn ekobnbXn ]ocoq!
[AWoblbo a[qcanb Hcq Sqk eojo]
cnat KnbI aqcjobqtaSqe e\Xd NncqhwKpXo aqoSqq. arnat KnbI DdIot\ al\qZoXcnK \nZ}_1oddooSqq.
[u]nIqq]
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Hcq ]racot XWqeo, aXsW eoco ]o Ia\pbantbncq IeoXu]ntd, caW\qlooSoSqq! Hnat KnbI
[ASqqtNm AWoblboudq u\nobom]
cnat KnbI
Hcq]u ,beu\na}]Wbh|]m\uanucnq InWqIbnboconw!
Hnat KnbI
Ae\ounj\qcnK]cefbnanucna}oIubnSqIrSo, hqcod\\e\oIIjo tth|cw eoicobnboconw!
[u]nIqq ]
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[e\ot Hcq nKw }]XytSqq. N}oI eodnhdndhbnbo }]uefom, cwKot alqnKm e\o A}]XybnIqq. ]qltI BZyt KnbIhwLw }]uefoqq.]
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[KnbIhwLw Hcqaom]
A\q]Z ,a\q]Z ,aXoasZqen anudndfooXw epfoepfo, aZcXcjoXX\qdXbo anjorqhnco Nno, akaqIotdXotcnjoqjoIqkdo andXpandoI uNq NrSo, ejtcnjocoejbWo ttIbo enhorjotqanbo, ]eokttnSojocItnucnar\odnqoco teepfo, e\XdaoXodW[oehoqw enhuZeXtbu]ntd, FeouSntW ,eouSnWaoXuanZuaIbnbmuneXq t]nIXouc?
[u]nIqq]
(cnat KnbIhwLw)
Hnat KnbI
AXq telqtancq hqJhqgq]mXob, uNX\narX anbb; hIdXqw altun ]lquauXn hnbqPyhw}]n]mXobnbocqq!
cnat KnbI
AXo t]nqXocqIjqXoqeptWncndendwNaqhor ! AXo\qotdncq tInqIqaoju]ndp }_1n7tanqtnXqo \o]r! AXo\Ie InaXetjan}Xw; aqtXntbqtaq u]nbo?
arnat KnbI
NolIontncq ]nloldnWooocon neuZw!
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Hnat KnbI
t]nSqt\oSnZneqWq Iren u]neqatXo }]nXenXw?
cnat KnbI
[AWoblboudq hroqu\no]
arnat KnbI
Ae\ounjn dh}]WbcwKw telqtancq Io\nenbounoubnw.
Hnat KnbI
AacqoXecqtS focq, u\nr, Bucnadnjo aSoSo!
cnat KnbI
eocdo\nde anSotcqoSor ]nlol Xqj!
arnat KnbI
Hcq u\ ]qjIrqXo\qo ucnucn Iney}]uNnZ\ \qcboq \qcboq ecoIbnInw \rX\X|o \odneq epfo!
Hnat KnbI
HXqqotnXqqoqdIotdquanjwXqjqqaet Now.
cnat KnbI
AXot\nq \od\on\o\obqw ueWw Bboca7ISniI .
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arnat KnbI
A\e[o NcoXjeujnuSnXn \nfbonbmIbtq tNnw? Ikobqoet\nq Noconundqw \n\neoInch\n!
Hnat KnbI
HSqeo ,tdunau\ , tbqa}Xw Xobet\nq \of|hor!
cnat KnbI
AlooSnXe\qtS Ic tNon cnKeotbqoSqq .
[Fnecqw Hcqaom]
Hcodqw alqIop e\nw u\coq Itncp cnKcwKw tNlqadqSwuXnlqaXo ainw uNuXnicX|w \olqu]nbo! Iqjo]rundIuXnlqaXot Kn\w uNdotduqw ]Iqu]nbo! adbod}]Wbo }]fnnew an\w tXnSqanlqbqu]nbo! aIca[qcanaXo cihyw ancqXa}odnbounbo! C\o aloSqIbotncodqaon\\w Itncp cnKcwKw!
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cwKw Hm
[HbSonX . AXot A}KnKnbo Hcq u}Xw N}oIbqw n\qaXobqw uZeZf\w Ikom lqqIujnSqIrSo aSqq. Nqq]nSqw au\nicanb }]IsXoeodnhw. arS aq }IuaW \po\po CjwInq epfqqm. ]oIjqtS IjIjw \n\nnKq\oqw uItSqq .]
n\qaXo
N}ouI , hwKpXuZeXbntancq KF\nWtnnoSb! Ge\qw IntnXo uXnqantlncq ]re\nWtnnoSb! AVqXaot\o]eqw \pbe\]WwtNbmXXo \ot Now.
N}oI
aeJo , anaIPpeoXnot\ncqeeanWtnnoSb! ucnaig eoXqtInpekon aZu\n]a u]nboSqun Ftncn\an ,tWq \oFnWanW ,cwKotnSotXun!
n\qaXo
Beu\neqIan ueWqhwKpXaneogmIcoquXXq udnIw?
N}oI
aXyt \pXoX aqquedoItnqtanXqn ZoeycnKw InWooSunc]ncXbnW,XonWo InanIncudfw.
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n\qaXo
FodqaqXou\uXn \oKrVanw hSot aqJnecWw.
N}oI
ftbqtncq ]nkm\okudtXncq w ,AhmaoXtbqw arSotebmn.
n\qaXo
IqtSqqen\oXo; \ntanttb}Xbnbndqw a\qgycu?
N}oI
Fodqtanq Rn XpqtNnn,tat h]taqaoXnbocoqw. _qP\ aqkqe\qaou}]a_otduntSXoq\or. }]nWt _eqw Xrou\nqXq \nWbqqIjnWqu]ndqw! ]qntW\ooW ,aeX tInq]qnqkdqanbm u\noSqun!
n\qaXo
Au}]ahooeInfuanXqen\}XbmXot\nSSqquen \p?
N}oI
hrXau}]ahooq ]odqojqw uIno Rn ]otXnw; ueWodn cnKueZoboteq a}]nWt\rSo Rn hyPonw; Fndq ,aun !aln\cqtX\ott enkmpSqaunIodt! FaqodWw tNqIbnWXq
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n\qaXo
hweN}Iaqcqqcqt\ hweeucn|dhy\ ucnIq albqun ,jou}]a ancoeoqw h|bw anqu]nInw! IqtSqn\qaoXo ;\ntanttb}Xbnbndqw a\qgycu?
N}oI
Fndqtat \pbneo[w foutqw Rn RnXtbnbocoqw. \nIodnZoXyZp] ,tancq]u, \ntjtnSqt\tqu]nInw; eo ecqu]nubnw h|baXocq IoSqw haq}Ztanw; Fndqaou}]ataqaoXqeo[w aooojqw XocbSoqw!
n\qaXo
BIt , \o\tatqaoodnIWtantW\oq uaniw! No}XeuBn|d]}Xhanw No}X]XwKo Zf\o NudnZ|ol}]hr\w WodcpIt alqu]nInw! udnIKXobnW ,XqtInq tNnXn;WnIt , IqWmToXw ue uXnko!
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N}oI
anaIPpeoXanIunodn anYuInaj\nXncqw uX t]qw Kn\w t]nkoWbotncq ZnXyandyeqw ttIboudo; Aqgm]_nWu\ntSnoq uNo\o au}]areo ]roSner!
n\qaXo
\oodngw h^danbmpcqent\qaYoquenjnWub, Rn! \o u}]ahn}anPy\nY\nbpSqen h\nWtnnoSb!
cwKw cm
[N}oIbqtS DZyn\w . ]reoSqIjqtS Hcq alem. u\cob arS am. uiaotd hqcanb ]r\odnem . habw Acn}Xo. BInfw \oltb \}X. N}oIbqw caW\qw tXnqtXnm Hcq fodnXdo Ccoqq. caWt CSXqttI N}oIbqtS uXnujnSquXn ]qlIqefqIrSo Nqobocoqq. caWt eXqttI Xt CcqIcjodqw FSqm N}oI eocdqItj u}]a]ncefyuntS Xnudndoq tInocoqq.]
N}oI
N}ouI , ]dunkqw ]lbnlou: fq}hqchqanIpBa PpeoXan\w! F Nqqtacobqr hXahrbXe\neogqI eaoqw Xp|ndI! ]oubncehcw InqInocoqq IwaoetbttnXobn, t]noqen! FqRn tNqw , \ot Ppe\qaXqu]ntd t\nqt\nuincn}Xw ankmIotnocoqun?
N}oI
hncaothn] ,aeoSquXn}fq[ncboqjotnu ,isZbw ]qBntnu!
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hn}Xw ]oSott edor _qjnXyenSoqo eo}faoon\nbo. AkIo Xp|ndIjntX Inapd Rn\eotS , _ment\untSnootnIo! atncnttn\wtNbmXuXnjqtat ]Sbe ueKw IrqIbu uZw?
caW
eo[w \ofoXanw enqIjuu\ndqw \neo\oqXonudn ? \pboZw unonudn? enedy\o[oIjna\qcqXu\q artbntjncq enqtalobn]nSon \p! \onc Rnt\ ,Incytaqanbounu; tNqaoXnujnSioXw neotnu! I\oenoncyo IBbbmqenan}Xw Ikobqweo[tanw bnNon an}Xw u\nq.
[N}oI hncobqtS Do HjoqteocoIq Hcq aqand FSqq \oeo hqhmuaceZ\bnbo caWt Ikqo AWoboqq. AuX \oaogwXt IqlItdbnbo, FuXn A]ISodItu]ntd Hcq ]obqtS Zb\pbucnZ\w Wu\cw AeotS aqkqe eyn]oqq . BZyw caWt aqJw eoIhobqw ucnZ\w uIq DSt\ GuXn Hcey2 pXobo B eoInhufnWoa \oubgw A}]Xyanbo, \ohmuXPanbopcqIbqw tNqq. caW fodXdo\oq ]oSotkquqq; Hw N}oIbqw. caWt fcpcw eolbmqq . N}oI ASqq tNm caWt Ikqo ttINqo aqJw anlo uNq \oqq. A\cw aqJaqbo }]hXubntS]
N}oI
Btcqw ]lunt, Rn\oXn haoq NncqPpeoXandyw anaIw en\nbo. C\o Rn\\ytbo ,nqa[oIncao\ouatdo2Znhobnbmen\q Rn! adandyot hqKw \aqtkqw u}]ao ]cofqotbnSqw ]cqq. AXn u\nr , aqrtenjo\odneu Xo\o]Xq Nqqw , \qtS igw u]ntd? cnqbo ]nSonSobqlp, \}X u\no\oqr en\o hnobnboXot\nt eof|}]IsXoX ]qWyu}Xoteq
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]ne\nw KnFeoeniw \Sp \nw! GXqhn]ot \pnuncocqjodqw uPynXotntXouc \nw IoSqw eoStqw! aqJw uZynXooqw n\Xan}Xw InWn in , a\o\q Icqot\oWqu]ndqw!
[\}aeZ\\nbo \oq caWt focq ]oSom Dbotnm Hcu]nh|co]
caW
N}ouI ! an\hepWbotdkqw u}]aX}ouI , \pbott atncnjnopq. Bbocw PwtInq u\Sqen Ikobneqn\ano]r Rnt\ncqan}XXqo. AXqu]n ]cuInSo Pn hiouqw isZbeyYtbtnq\oqr Nnuc BbXo aqJw IntI eolq u]nIqq Rn;\nucnadnuj , ]\prunan udnIw! Nd\w , Nd\w-in , an}Xbmq an}Xbmqnw Nd\w}]]t aqunq \boqq. AXotdtnw an ,tatnw ]coWnaKXotteNo}Xw eqIrSoSn,anudnNor! \oinbn , telqw ]qkq, aXyn \nw \ogmTrceo[oubnSq aoSn\f2n! \ntanq \ocr]oqw , atnnbmpcqw ^dw; \naXq Incnbm \ogm^dw eod]oqw; PpeoXtancq ISYbn ,uWnndnqaneo fcobntbncqcw n]oqen! AfqnhoXneohrN\bnbot\oIXncotd ,un ,uXnqIbnWn \Zw aKjodn adand epWXqw; ZqxJalan \nZw ]qlt]Xqtanou? FqtInnuen neo Nobn }]q_m[anbm i , a\aoXn uaqua XqSoqq! uIr Rn\nZtantodp \nSIw XpbnWehn\w c2odntW nbo. AfqodnWXo }]ncww; IdfeqafqodnenXtbneWw ubnKw!
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N}oI
arSaodntun, Zrco,dey2anbm arjotnocoqaen\otbuqwu]qw Nooq Noounucn \eanw eognZot\o\q eou[banpSqr esYn Now? ueWq\nZodoXq t]nXobr; \uenugufnWanw Nnbw tXnq ao\qr }]nuI}w! Afqw hrNooXnbocqono ]ofq\}]Info \noubnXobtXuy. Atbnudndon InqInocoqqoIotb}Zbnw ]qucnKXo! Kn\hn}anPyotdnFva\nabmn\w NcnNctantbqw eojqun, AeoSqhwXs]mX\nIqen\Wqu]ndqaeInfaoue-anf|hoqen u\nr! lnKybnw Rn\nw \punjardw en\lo]FXw Nqato\q Zioqq? Bf|hoqen u\nr !-\ujna\oqaobnf|Xhmu\iw \Iqw \aqq huFnXmIgw!
caW
[N}oIbqtS ]qlq XudnSotnm]
[ej}]anao}oInhcoodoeoSw teonlq ]rfotnocoodqw Aunq ,Zrcun aWoqqw InSqw XooSqw cwKoudtnq \p IuBnSor! BesXw XoaocndnIan\an cwKanedo NolISotbnbn }]IoXw; AXqu]n ,do\otbt neobqanXanak XooSqtannWo ,q Rn Nocoodqw. \ohmXqud , \ottnt PpeoXw a[qcon \ob]cohcaXot\eoqw! haqZnbanw }_1cq ]ntqr hcjhmu\in}Zanw isZbq ]ou.
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cu\Sqen aineogaahrbX]o]pUbo\oq ; Zq{danfnu]nXw! Fntodqanu ]coWnaw Rn \ottbnZu}Xotduqw }]XogmToq Rn\Xo ZioqentWo Ziot, Kn\udndqu] , ]coXyPoop cnKw Rn. AXn , uInko IrIoqSp! u]nIqq Rn;\oo\o \onuadtejqnlnbp u\cw.
N}oI
[Fkquq caWt\ epqw ]oSoocqobom]
caW
Hq \p Iokunq u\nqI, ZrcnWqw Iqot ]oo ufnWnbI t]nSoun.
N}oI
tN\ \}Xo XcfmaoI XoobXnWn eBhcw Ioktnw.
caW
A , ]qdInd I\yX InfmapcnouXnh]Z]ZhwKaZyqXobu}X.
N}oI
]qdcn\o\obqtncnlq \nkoIIrSo;qXq]r\odneotXnhmXaount-u]nInw!
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caW
Rn\oq \on , u\cw tejqn,dncnt\tnWqen\oSen-\pbtXnnudnNor! \qtS ]canQanclopSqw?-Hcq \oyanw IYbu ]cqXq \ntj? aoYyn]enZtnSqnqXpbodqw IrSo]mXan\hw epqw uinaotXonbm \nw? Rn\o\ount ; u\cw tejqnlnbounbo; InWqen \aqoSbo\obqw doou?
N}oI
]XoeonXoo}X u\ct a\x]rFw iXIqqSua , \ptbo\q Ireounbo? AXqtInu u]nIn XoSqw IrqtX isZubf|c-in ! \pbo}X \ogmTrc\nuWn? Hcq Nqw_\anu , t]nbmunjr! InWnw \aqtncq cn}XoborSob]\njqIqo\or , Rnt\ncq Incyw u]qtanunXount IwanWo\obqaoqJalanwnew! FunuSunjw hmu\iaqtoen\o\otbodqtatubnq uJZonXocouW!
[caW u]nIqq] (AWoblbo)
Awanbo ,\onfItjnw eyQanWo\o ,}ouI ! AqaqJ\nanoSbt\ eohmacoqen u\nr \p! XneInadnInfodoXn, Xneqqtncq InaqIo. \oLboqIkoq , \o eoenuineeo hahmXeqw.
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cwKw arm
[Acn}Xo . N}oIbqtS aWobl. uafqltncq aob eojq Iqq . AejqtS aqJw eognZhrBeqw Fn tt]fnNoIanb Hcq neunSqIrSobXqanbocoqq. edXq ttIbo Hcq ITnco]
N}oI
\obudnIua , hn[qentat \p \obaooZw \pqtXou\n? itbunSq \pbpeo[w Inqent\q hnihw \ounSq Ino Rn? t\nqt\nuew Ikoqen\ntWotdot\\ooZw PpBo PpeoXw? uLncITncua , acjotdtncbmqueoqjbqIbo \p A]eqw IrSo aor , \o XsgmWtbs]mXotSqnt\ncqqIbnbo Rn! A\qabqw anaIPpeoXoIrandtbuqanboXn, \nWbnodquuXn Iqco\q InWotebmnt\ncqokoqu]nbm! ]q}Xoenedyw \olqXqjqqao IntI ,jqu]nIqq Rn? Atb Indq]oSou]oqq ]otbqw ]otbq-taqtNt Rn? HqIo ,nXanXntjttteSotqcnKw ]qdqen u\nWw; AtodoqaqXq Rn\ntnq]qnqkdot\nuS alWwA\qabqw Inqan ZnXyaqtSonoddq XjcWwne\nKn\a[qcanbquncq PpeoXwXt alqen u\nWw. Fq Rn tNqw ?-aXo, aXo, \ptbt Nou ,eoSr eoSr . . . t]nqq ... u]nt Rn! hrXanw a\w \pinchn}anw tN\o\pcdu]nd}X uani\w! XooqjqqXqXo, en
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awKjcnKa[qc]coajw . A|\hvcnh|nZ\tuntdncqeew at\otqq raobo HunSetbnt , ubuXn ISYtbu]n , eohmasXo arSojIubn? FotdnooSopSou\ncn Ppet\uqanboloqIjIubn? GXnZsfw Rn }]eootdtncq ]nXI IanbmpcqaXrkobo! udnIw aqkqe ]koqq, Iwap cnKIYI uIn \ogmIjt\ Bclobqq ]canQX|,jncebtodncnoSqq in! Rndo ,Iw ,ap \nfKoudn\bouew NXoXn[qte? F}XtbnkoIpSqen u\noboqanZfh|cr]obnaqan! ]ncodooBobnbo \onr ]ncoPnXtcoqIjq Rn! Foqancqanucn]oXobototdnc]a]cn[taodqw! tXocoqen an}Xalobq \ogmTrc\oy\ofoX}]]ua, AtnqueWquKn]nd\o hF}X Iqeqw teq eo[otbkqXqq \p! \pbqw \\ \o \pXobqw! u]n, \ot \ynbenZX P]\tqanbm! C , \p \neqIotncq \njodqw; ]qqu]n \otbeKWoqq Rn.
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