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I wanted to go home and sleep and pretend nothing happened. We walked in and these man were bussingconvo. I mean like proper laughing and ting. Dre cleared his throat and some next ugly punk looked up. Hesmiled at me and I nearly hurled. His face was not the only ugly thing on him. Judging by the colour and erodingstate of his teeth, he didn't know what toothpaste was. I didn't even wanna smell his breath...I was scared itwoulda brought back my cancer. We went and I was forced to sit down whilst they did some next hand shake,code taking bullshit. "Allow this nonsense" I said. Priceless forced himself not to laugh and it worked. From thecorner of my eye I saw Dwayne's smile. I laughed. These people made me laugh. This was supposed to be scaryand to me it was like some next beg of American Gangster movies. "What next? Scarface is gonna jump out of the shadows and say 'Say hi to my lil friend?" I said in mock Italian and laughed at my own joke.I was actually funny. Price laughed aswell. Shit I was actually a joker for real! I was still laughing and every onewas staring at me. "You guys are begs!" I mumbled under my breath once I'd calmed down. "What do youwant?" Dre asked. "Her" the ugly guy said licking his lips at me. "Sorry boss, I don't do fairytales" I said smilingat him. "Huh?" he asked. "You beast, I beauty, nah babes I don't do that..." I said to him laughing hardcore. Iwas on a role! I was hitting hard with my jokes. Dwayne lightly punched me to tell me to be serious.I cleared my throat. "What did I do?" I asked. "Mandy..." he stated. "WHAT ABOUT THAT BITCH?" I asked. "Youtook something from her" "No... I didn't." I replied back. "She said you did." "Well I didn't. I swear down, if I'mhere because of her I will kill her...I wanna go home now please" I ordered. They all looked at me like I wascrazed. I weren't joking. I wanted to go home and hug my babies. Get our passports and move to new countryand start over again. With or without De-Andre. My children were my HEART and SOUL and my number onepriority. I would sacrifice my happiness willingly any day to make sure they were safe. It was just like that. "Notso fast" Ugly said. "Sorry what's your name?" I asked him. "Don't watch that" "I am doh, what's your name?" Iasked. He continued like I wasn't there and that hurt me. I didn't like being ignored. "Oi prick!" I shouted.Everyone went silent and he attempted to hit me but my baby blocked it jheeeze! The way De-Andre's openhand felt the impact of this guy's punch was kinda painful to hear. "Your gonna try and punch MY CHICK. Infront on ME?" I got happier. I was his chick! I was his chick! In my head I was doing some celebrations mentally."Okay, what did Mandy claim I took?" I asked. "A number" "HUH?" "You've got the sort code to an account" hestated. "No I really don't...go ask her again" I told them. "She's on holiday" they stated. "When she comes back""I never knew it was possible to resurrect from the dead" Ugly said grinning. "Close your mouth please" I toldhim honestly. His teeth were rotten to the core. "So Mandy's dead?" I asked. He nodded. "Okay. cool, I aint gotyour stupid number." I told them. "I'm going now have a nice life" I said. "OI SIT BACK DOWN!" He shouted. Istopped dead in my tracks. Not because I was scared but because he shouted at me. No-one shouted at me. That was just rude! He weren't even my mum and he shouted at me. I was upset. "Nah, who the fuck do youthink you are with your eroded teeth! I've had enough of you! I don't care if you're a fuckin murderer, don'tfucking shout at me you wasteman! I don't care if you killed 2pac, don't fucking shout me! I cant believe it, yournot even my mum! Watch when I tell her you prick! ARGH! I'm so upset" I commented. I watched them allsilent. Then some one laughed. Everyone turned to look. My jaw dropped. This boy. "Erm what are you doinghere?" I asked him. "I own it" he said smiling proudly. I walked over to him and straight up slapped him. "Raynewatch your self" he stated. "YOU! LIED TO ME!" I shouted. "Lemme talk to her a sec" he said to everyone andpulled me into some next dark whole. "Rayne I was gonna tell you..." "YOU WERE GONNA TELL ME WHAT?" Ishouted in anger. "There's some things about me you don't know" he said. "Oh, I wouldn't have guessed.""Don't do that" he said lifting my chin. "Rayne, you know I hold nuff love for you" "SO YOU LIED TO ME YEH?" Iasked him. I felt so damn betrayed. "Jordan I trusted you!" I began crying. "DON'T CRY" "You basically playedme... acting like you liked me...when all the time you were tryna get some stupid sort code for an account. Ifuckin hate you!" I said to him. "Nah, Rayne it was wayyy before that. When I met you I liked you as you butthen the news came through and I found out it was you. I didn't mean to hurt you" he said. "So who the fuck isthat white guy?" I asked. "My dad" he said. "SORRY WHAT?" I asked in shock. "I am mixed raced" hecommented. I nodded. "But that's Sky's uncle" I said. "I know." "SO YOU AND SKY AND DWAYNE ARE RELATED?"I asked. He nodded. "I think I'm gonna be sick" I commented. "Rayne I'm sorry" "Go away. I don't wanna knowyou any more Jordan...I hate people lying to me and you did, see my instinct was telling me to tell you to fuckoff... something inside me was telling me to tell you to go away. I should have listened" I said. "Rayne I amsorry" he said. "So what do you want from me?" I asked. "They want the sort code" he said. "They?" I askedbaffed. "I don't understand what the hell is going on." "Okay, I'm just a mail man here... I get the message and Ideliver... okay?" I nodded. "But unfortunately this time round I didn't deliver" he said looking into my eyes. "Sowhat's gonna happen now?" I asked still clueless as to what was going on. I didn't understand any thing. My lifewas the weirdest life to live. I get pregnant, have the children, get my man's ex's tryna kill me... then WHAM I'mkidnapped by some next cult who's bad guy has eroding teeth. I thought about it. Some next fantasy...somenext fairytale shit...it wasn't possible. It just wasn't. It was... o wow. I thought about it and actually realised thesignificance of the situation I was in. Someone was actually dead. I decided to maybe watch my mouth cuz Iwanted to hug my babies. "Rayne..." he said. "Don't talk...you disgust me you fool!" I said to him. "Rayneplease..." "No Jordan! I've had enough of people taking me for a prick! Enough of people telling me what tothink, how to breathe. I'm sick and tired of it! All my life I've been played like a puppet! I AM NOT A FUCKINGPRICK! YOUNG YES. UN INTELLIGENT NO! I can make it!" I said to him. "I know you can" he commented. "Don'tyou dare say that Jordan! you don't know shit about me!" I said to him, "Rayne..." he said attempting to touch
 
me. I moved away. "I don't know you...I never did" I said to him with tears in my eyes and walked away back tothem. I couldn't believe it. The betrayal I felt hit my heart so deep it stung. Dwayne gave me that "What'swrong?" look but I wiped my tears and smiled. "Let her go" Jordan said. "But-." Ugly said. "No don't questionme...I said she can go" he said looking into my eyes. He looked sorry but I screwed him cuz he had betrayedme. "I wanna see my babies" I said to De-Andre talking off the bullet proof vest. I walked off. I was exhaustedand needed to see the twins. That was the only thing I wanted to do. To see them and tell them that mummywas back and everything was going to be okay. I wiped the tears that continued to fall from my face. "Raynewhat's wrong?" Dwayne asked. I hugged him hard. "You need to see Jade" I told him. "I will as soon as we getback" he said. "Hurry up please, something's not right" I said. It was just this weird feeling I got. Something wasNOT right. I couldn't figure out what it was but it wasn't right. I sat in the car as Price and Dre came in anddrove. It was silent and they asked me questions I just didn't answer. "I just wanna see my babies" I said tothem . About an hour later I was running down the road and knocking rapidly on De-Andre's door. "What's allthe ra-." Indya stopped in her tracks. I barged her out of the way. "Where are they?" I asked shaking her."Who?" "My children you moron!" I shouted. "In the front room" she said. I run into the living room and startedbawling. There they were watching TV. "De!" I said. He turned around and smiled. "Leshhaaa!" I said also. Theyboth smiled. I went and picked them up. "You've gone heavy haven't you?" I asked smiling at them still crying."Daddy's been feeding you good...and you got fresh crep De! Lesha! Omygosh, I like your dress" She giggledand I held them both tighter. De kept staring at me like "where the fuck have you been" so I explained. I knewthey understand. "Basically, your dad yeh, kidnapped me...don't worry, I'm okay...but yeh he kidnapped me fora good 6weeks, but guess what? Mummy's back and not leaving you ever! I love you soo much!" I said to them.I saw Indya standing in the door way watching. I turned to her. "Thank you for looking after them" I said to her."Its okay" she said smiling. "I enjoyed their company! Lesha likes Maury a lot!" she said. "I know... she used tosit in front of the TV and just sit there watching. I was thinking do you understand what's going on." I said. Shelaughed. "I think she does. She threw her dummy at it when they were showing the 'Who's the father' episode"I laughed. Lesh reached out to Indya and she hesitated. "Nah, come take her then" I said to her. She reluctantlycame and picked her up. "Mummy" Leesha said to her. She looked at me scared. I just stared and pretended Inever heard. The front door opened and them man came in excluding Dwayne. He had gone to see Jade. I hopeshe didn't have a heart attack. "So you two are getting along" Priceless said. De nudged him and I laughed."We're in the play room yeh?" Price said. I nodded. They walked off and I had to watch De. He was just sofucking sexy it was unbelievable. "You love him don't you" I asked her. The way her eyes lit up when she lookedat him told me everything I needed to know. She was proper sprung on him and I felt for her. Somewhere in myheart, I knew what to do...I had to do it. Some things weren't meant to be. "Yeah" she said shyly. "I'm so sorryfor all the trouble I've caused, I feel so damn bad" she said. Her accent was a lot! "It's cool..." I said back. Iplayed with the twins for some time and we all agreed I would leave them and go home by myself. Pricedropped me off and I watched from their living room as Indya played with De and Andre with Leesha. I smiled. They looked like the perfect couple. I walked to Price's car and we sat in silence. "What's up?" he asked."Nothing" I replied back. "Just thinking." "You scared?" he asked me. "NOO!" I replied. He laughed. "You are theweirdest person I know" he said. "Why?" "You are scared of spiders." "AND MY MUM!" I said. "Yeh, but yet,people are getting killed, your wanted by a drug dealer, you've been kidnapped, abused and what not and yourstill not scared" "Well, erm...nah, I'm not!" I said. We got to my yard and he came in. I went to have a showerand when I came back this guy had cooked. Until then, I hadn't realised the extent of my hunger. Shit! My bodywas weak with the lack of food. I munched with him in silence. We were sitting talking about life and everythingwhen I started falling asleep. "I'll leave you to bed yeh?" he asked. I nodded. "Good night Rayne" he said. Ikissed his on the lips and he opened his mouth to accept. "Bye..." I said. He nodded and bopped off. With meand Price there would ALWAYS be something. It was like something I couldn't deny. It just was... I slept andthought about my extraordinary life and yet. Something still tugged in the back of my mind. I didn't wannaadmit it but it was there. I could feel it...I really could. I tried to avoid it. But it there.A month after the whole fiasco I'd been jammin with Indya a lot and I could tell she proper loved De. It wasnight time when I took my house phone and called in a favour. "Thank you soo much!" I said to her. "Its okay,you know your basically my child...I'd do anything for you" "Omygosh! thank you so much!" I kept saying. Shelaughed. "Its okay..." she said. I started going college, can you believe? I'd missed so much shit it wasunbelievable but I was catching up cuz Rayne was academically gifted like that. When I saw Jordan I would turnthe opposite direction etc. V was back and the feds were baffled. I'd been called to the station so many timesI'd lost count. They kept asking questions and I told them straight, I didn't remember. Jade had given Dwayne ablack eye cuz he hurt her so much but they were still pretty much as solid as rock. I decided that I'd waited longenough. I dropped by after college to see De-Andre."Hi!" he smiled and hugged me. I smiled back. "Wassup?" he asked. "I'm leaving" I said to him. He laughed. "Soyou came here to go home?" he asked. "No, De-Andre, I'm actually leaving..." I said to him staring at him deadin his eyes so he understood I was serious. "What about the children?" he asked. I took a deeper breath. Thiswas hurting me so much. I promised myself I wouldn't cry but I did. "You can have them...take care of them forme..." I told him. "RAYNE? WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO YOU?" he asked looking over shocked. He looked like he'dcaught me in bed with someone. "De-Andre I've been around you for a whole month and I see the way youwatch her..." I said to him. "Who?" "Indya...don't lie to me...you love her" I told him. "No." he said. "Look me inmy eye and tell me you haven't fallen in love with her" I told him. He didn't. "See..." I said crying harder.
 
"Rayne..." "Shhh...its okay...don't worry, I aint got a hard heart...I'm cool with it...I know you love me and I loveyou too but I know now that you love Indya and she give you loads of things I cant..." I told him. He stared atme blank. His eyes heavy with hurt. I cried harder. O wow. It was hard. I was giving up my WHOLE LIFE. "I'mgoing and I want you to know and I know you do but I love you! You're the 1st and last man I'll ever love likethis. I cant describe to you how much pain I'm feeling...I can explain it but you need to move on with your lifeand so do I." "So where are you going?" he asked me. "Mums the word" I said smiling at him. "Rayne tell me!"he commanded. I shook my head. "Better you don't know...I want you to have a fresh start... tell the twins ILOVE THEM WITH-." I broke down crying as my heart continued to shred in pieces. "I love them" I concludedlooking at the wall. I wiped my tears. "Rayne don't do this" "Nah, I have to." "But the twins..." he said. "I weren'ta good mother to them I tried and I failed. They love Indya." I told him straight. "They see her as mummynow...its cool" I said. It wasn't cool but I had to go away. For everyone's sake. I needed a fresh start. I neededthem to forget Rayne. They had to.I kissed him and he began to kiss all my tears away. I felt his heart. "I-love you" he said. For the 1st time sinceI'd known him, De-Andre cried and knowing I made him cry hurt me far more than any other thing. I walked outof the house not looking back. I got to my house and called a cab. My suit cases were packed. I left the keyunder the mat and wrote Dwayne, Sky and Jade a letter and posted it. The cab came minutes later and the guyhelped me get my suitcases in."Where to Ms?" he asked. "Heathrow airport please" I said with tears in my eyes. "You okay?" he asked."Yup...hay fever" I saw his face but he didn't say anything after wards. I looked outside the window as mychildhood played in my head like a movie. I wanted the best for my children and even though tough, I had to doit. They were better off with De-Andre. For now, I would concentrate on my education and get a good life...I justdidn't wanna hurt anyone anymore...My phone rang and it was De-Andre. I didn't pick up but he kept calling and I picked up eventually. "Hello?""Rayne, listen to me...come back so we can sort this out please" "No, its okay...stay safe baby" "No Raynelisten. You leaving is just gonna cause everyone more harm than good. You'll hurt Jade more..." "She'll live.""But will she forgive you? Or the twins...what if they grow up and want mummy?" "Indya will be good enough" Isaid with tears in my eyes. "Rayne your not thinking straight! Please just come back so we can sort this out.What are your parents gonna say?" "There's nothing they can really say is there?" I asked. "Please don't do thisplease don't." "Dre I have to" "You don't Rayne! Just please come back" "I love you" I said and locked off. I thenswitched off my phone. A few hours later, I was at Heathrow airport waiting to board a plane to Canada. Yes.Very far away from the UK. Going to stay with my aunt and start my education all over again. She knew what Ihad done and thought it was very brave of me. I knew it would come back to haunt me but I just needed to doit.After 9hours on the plane, I landed and shit, I was tired and my eyes were swollen from constant crying. I cameout of the airport looking like someone just died. Someone really had died. My whole life. Everything that mademe me. It was all gone. It felt like I'd lost my memory and had to start learning English from scratch. Oh damn."Its okay dear a new life?" she asked. I nodded and she hailed a cab. She explained to me what I would bedoing and that I'd be in grade 12 which was equivalent to college in the UK. She's arranged everything as shewas a teacher at the school I was going to. I landed on Friday and was starting school on Monday. Everythingwas moving so fast, I didn't mind doh... New Life right?We got to her house and the taxi driver helped with my suitcases and stuff. She smiled at me and I smiled back.I got into the house and everyone was bare making noise. I laughed. There was this big banner that said"Welcome home Rayne..." I nearly cried. I hadn't seen them in 8years. She had two children both were boys.One was 20 and the other 18 so I would be in class with him. Marcel and Devawn. I was introduced to mybedroom and I unpacked, still crying. I had pictures of the twins but didn't put them up. New start! I almostslept throughout the day because of the jetlag. I woke up confused then remembered where I was. I began tocry. I eventually wiped my tears and went downstairs to find them all waiting for me smiling. I smiled back. Ineeded to get on with life... my life...One month later.I'd settled in good but had to start the curriculum from scratch but with my auntie being a teacher everythingwas kinda running smoothly for me. I'd stopped the crying. Not really. But I didn't cry as much as I used to.Devawn's bredrins were amazingly funny and I always laughed when they cussed each other. It was absolutelyfunny. I was in the "hood" jammin with my "gang" when a car rolled up. We all watched, obviously them manknew who he was cuz they were spudding him and ting. I just watched. O wow. He was beautiful. I could see meand him becoming very close friends. I laughed as I thought about it. I went into my new house and soon theyall came in making up bare noise. It was weird because my accent was just THERE! Every time I spoke theylooked confused because I used words like "innih" and they always stayed baffled as I laughed. "Sup?" the guysaid to me when he came in the kitchen. "Nothing much..." I replied back smiling. "I'm Snow Man" he said. I
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babiixx

wot happenedz after diis ??

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3llsz

is there a fourth part to this??

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mizz19944

is there a part after this 1 ?

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