19/2/99
(
The Hat
(alt. title:
jehovah
) (no 27).
(
Monday
3/12/01 (no 67)
))
.
LeftSaltwater at 7.30. Stopped before Genoa to dig out 27 Formosa lilies. Drove non stop. Plantedthe lilies. Had rung Helen from Genoa to arrange to go to Brunswick st. Its 7.30 pm & Ive beenflatstick for the duration. Before leaving, when H is out of the bedroom, I am going to spreadluminous mushrooms about for when we get back. I picked them in the morning at Saltwater.Am restricting myself to 4 drinks tonight: 3 sangrias & one drambuie. Its my new limit. I dontwant to go through the experience I had last year where after 5 drinks I had a torrid session of sex & had to be told about it the next day. I realized, after Ben pointed out that the name LeeKernaghan on the hat I found is of a country & western singer, that it must belong to one of thewitnesses. Warren Willman I reckon as its almost too big for me & he looked as if he had a bighead. He was the short fat one.
21/5/99
(
Port Germein
(no 58)
)
.
Forcast was for rain on the weekend so I drove500ks and am back in Port Germein. Stopped for a shower in the BP service station in Port Augusta(10/10/09. & wr
n nth@
rekshn darf 2moro). I had not had a wash, brush of teeth or change of any clothing item since I was last here. Felt good too till today. The knowledge that I probably smeltdid the trick. Took the final shots of the graffiti tanks I had fotographed on 12/5/99. That finishes it for the project: 7½ reels of film, one poem (10/10/09:
The Giftsearching for a shadow in a deep forestits already twilight …. and there are only shadowsI stumble, I look for signsa quivering in the air, a mistyness, a pulsea quickening in the heartI see a pale, pale lady bearing gifts(excuse the gothic)she looks familiar as from a previous life, or loveor poem“these are for you, why are you herehave you been searching long?”“I cannot tell …. Awhile or since, hereafter or before,it seems a little like forever in the air I think that I am searching for a shade or shadow(shadows inside shadows in this darkening forest)and soon it will be night and I must hurryif I am to find her”“you are mistakenit is always night hereand there is no one in this forest except you and I,you must be hungry, take these”
), 6 ‘meditiations’ (10/10/09.
O
g
no 5
). Will go to the pub later, ring Helen; am anxious to findout how Dan has gone in the new job. Time now to rewrite one of the ‘meds’.
12/5/00
(
DANYO RESERVE
(no 53)
)
.
(25/1/05. I ddnt put in jrnl ntriez on frdy 12
th
– thrzdy19
th
but th poem ‘The Room’ (2gthr wth 3 uthr poems: ‘The House’, ‘The City’, & ‘Masks’, woz put out
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