husband, Phil, to come run with me. He had left the racecourse and had beenworking all day in Bishop. He drove to the course with his son, Richard, a13-year old, who has the desire to be the youngest Badwater competitor in thefuture. I know he can do this. He was so amazing with me. I needed their bodiesnext to me so badly. I began to feel safe. I never thought I would be so excited to see PanamintSprings (146 + 74 miles) the next day. I had all my other landmarks, but I hadto chop this up into little goals. At Stovepipe Wells Village (146 + 95 miles),I found a phone booth and called my son, Maurice. When I heard his voice, Icouldn't stop crying. He told me to go on, that he loved me, and that I can doit. Denise re-taped my feet in the public gas station bathroom as I ate aburrito. A far cry from my Calabasas lifestyle, but so is lying on the middle ofthe asphalt at 4 AM. As I left Stovepipe Wells, the headwinds were fiercewith the heat blowing into my face. I just broke down at this point, but theshuffle kept me moving. The icepacks on my right shin kept the pain down to amild ouch. I had Chris Moon, a double amputee, just ahead of me. He was doinghis second double, this time with a new prosthesis. I knew he was feeling thesame. He gave my crew words to give me to keep moving. He was my inspirationalong with my charity. I know that the children for whom I run are still inpain. [Today as I write this, I am home trying to get my life back to normal,they are not, and they might not]. I can't quit or give up. I wouldn't want thechildren with cancer to give up, so this kept me moving. My crew was socommitted. I still can't believe the love that they have given me during thesedays. As I turned the corner to see the Badwater sign, thiswas the delivery of my third (born). I could not feel any emotion. Although Iwas told it was a triumphant finish, I felt as if I had to detach myself fromthe pain. This left me emotionless. It was 180:15:15-hours later. I had doneit.I did the “double” with Badwater. I had the best crew. I never thought the bodyand mind could do this. I proved myself wrong. I will always have the greatestrespect for the desert, for Jay, Denise and Ben Jones, Kari, Phil, Ashley andRichard Marchant, Luke and Alexis, Scott, Michelle, George Velasco and June, andall those who kept me moving, Chris Moon, Marshall Ulrich, Chris Kostman, MaryCampilongo, Art Webb, Steve Silver, Blade and his elephant sandwich theory, myfamily, and all of the Badwater runners, because we share a special bond. Idon't know if this makes sense, but I'm still a little whacked out. When I wakeup in the morning, I have to think, “Am I making breakfast for my kids, or am Irunning to Darwin?” Each day gets better. The memories are coming back andarefresher than ever. I just wanted to post this, as I want to share my experience.This race has changed my life. It was more of a journey for me on personalgrowth. It validates the beauty of the sport and the camaraderie and justknowing how powerful we are as human beings. My time might not be one to beadmired, but I've never been about that. The destination was almost sad for me,as I wanted to sit down before I reached the finish. In a way I didn't want itto end. The journey was the best, not the finish; yeah ... I say that now.Love,Shannon Farar-GrieferPS: I would like to include in recognize BankcardUSA.comfor their support and Slim-Fast for providing me with the proper fuel to get methrough the 300 miles and New Balance for putting the perfect shoes on my feetto keep me moving.SHANNON’S TIME SCHEDULEStage I: “Delivery of triplet #1”From start of Race at Badwater 135 miles to Whitney Portals= 51:47:00 = total time to
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