There was many thing that kept me going but mostly on the internet like: kh13.com, reddit.com, Youtube even though I hate it now, James Rolfe, Mike Matei (I t
hink that’s how you
spell it), Hideo Kojima, Threedogg, uKnighted, trihex, CosmoWright, Siglemic, Steam (mostly my friends on there) Tetsuya Nomura, and Scooter Magruder. Easily the best YouTuber, AngryJoeShow. I probably forgot a few. The people that kept me going so far in the real world are: Ken, Roger, Ben Ramsdell (I think
that’s how you spell it), Lukas Telfer, Family, Cameron Schaller (where ever the hell he is today).
Don’t someone ever try to profit over this EVER. I would absolutely hate that. I
don’t want a
depressing funeral. I would rather just be buried and that is that. The thing I love he most is the state of Ohio and the thing I love the most in that state is Ohio State Football. I have always wanted to go play for them but I know that will never happened because we moved to this absolutely awful state called Connecticut. Happiness over money any day. I have no hope left in this world. I have done nothing but take from it and never given back. I always wanted to be remembered for something big like what MLK Jr did but I will always be remembered as that kid who ended his own. I always hated when someone said suicide was selfish. If someone wants to take their life then
they should be allowed to do it. I am not saying that you shouldn’t
stop I am just saying you
should not call them selfish or cowards. It doesn’t help them. It just makes them feel worse.
I hate religion. It is obviously ruining the world but all the religious people say ‘’Video games cause mass shootings’’. What causes
mass shooting is someone being depressed over a stupid government because they care more about gay marriage then actually our terrible economy. We are like a beaver hacking on a tree that or family lives on. We are all tearing it down ourselves. I hate it hate it hate it. The hypocrisy in the US Government today is unbelievably stupid. I would like to call myself a
proud American but I can’t.