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In the eye of the beholder
 He was in his 70’s, even so, he had worked hard, often most of his waking hours. While many of hisyounger competition might have felt they had more energy, more vigor, and in fact did as his body wasold, and his joints stiff – still they could not begin to compete with his 50 years of experience. They alsocould not compete with his uncanny knack of finding loopholes in almost any contract. He was not merelya contracts negotiator, he was the best of them, and his clients paid him well for his skills. They neededhim, perhaps he needed them more, needed them for the most fundamental of reasons - to havepurpose.The day had been uncharacteristically stressful, he seemed off his game. The contract he was reviewingwas well written, there on first glance appeared to be little that would provide his client the upper handwhich often in the end, gave them the advantage in the deal of the day. He walked up the cobblestonepath to his well maintained, Victorian style house. The house was envy of the neighbors who lived innewer homes, but which had much less personality. He did not have time to actually maintain the house,he paid others for that, and they did a fine job, not that he had noticed much anymore. He tossed the fileon the desk in his home office, pulled out the wheeled leather chair, sat down and scanned each pageseeking the one sentence that would provide the opening he sought. He had not realized how late it was,he leaned back in his chair and took a deep breath, he was tired, but nothing a cup of coffee would notaddress. Rolling his chair back the man tried to stand, at that moment his chest felt tight, he leaned backinto the chair and closed his eyes momentarily – this was not the first time. Breathe easy, relax, he knewthe routine, he opened his eyes which he knew would be blurry, but they would clear soon. After a fewmoments he started to move again, but his body and his mind were not playing nicely. His arms, legs, hisneck, all felt like concrete, all he could move were his eyes, and his mouth, which opened wider as hestarted to fight for each breath. His vision blurred again and his field of vision narrowed until all he couldfocus on was a painting which hung over his desk. He loved that painting, and many of the others thathung around the walls in his house, all bought at various galleries or street vendors he used to visit whenhe was young, when there was more to life than work. His mind did not recount one contract he workedon, or the clients, or his fancy car. What his brain did recall was each of the wonderful pieces of artworkwhich he found he could picture in his mind, and he recalled the wonderful escape that the artwork hadgiven him many years ago. He felt comfortable, warm, and knew his heart had stopped. His vision faded,and blurred, until all that remained was a wonderful mix of colors run together in an incrediblekaleidoscope of pigments, light and shadow. The last thought that his brain would generate was regret,there was so much he had not bothered to see.The man was young, in his late 20’s, single, well on his way to a long solid professional career, he madesure of that, working long hours so he could surpass his contemporaries, be successful, the best. Hestood at the end of the path that led to the art gallery reconsidering his decision. It wasn’t like he could doany work while waiting for the next bus, another hour or so wait, having to wait, precious time being lost -did not make him happy. In fact he was angry; his day had ended prematurely and oddly. He had lockedhis keys in his office along with his briefcase. This was one instance where his working late, as he oftendid, worked against him. No one else was in the office to give him a spare key so he had no choice but toleave for the day. He tried again to figure out how the door had closed, it was not on a spring, and heknew it had been opened fully to the wall, how it closed, slammed actually, was beyond him. Almost asodd was the flyer landing at his feet at the bus stop indicating an art show. The show was still going at anart gallery a block from where he had been sitting. At one time art had made him excited, a lot of thingsused to make him excited, he wasn’t even sure if he cared at this point that nothing excited him, he haddifferent goals now as an adult than he had as a carefree youth. He knew once he achieved a level ofsuccess he felt was acceptable, he’d slow down, get married, raise a family, he told himself that often, butfor now it had to remain someday. He decided seeing the show wasn't that much of a waste of time, andwalked up the path to the door. The door was locked, but the sign said to ring the doorbell, which he hadtwice, he didn't have time for this, and started thinking it was actually a waste of time; he began to turn toleave when the door started to open.“I am here to see the art show” he said, the young man standing in the doorway. "Please, come in" the oldman motioned. He walked in and looked around at the large, long room with white walls, bare, except for
 
one small plaque at the end of the long room. "Did I miss the show?" he asked. "Not at all, but it is not alarge show, it is made of one simple piece" the old man smiled, "I'll take you to it". The young man startedto open his mouth to speak as he glanced around the bare walls. "So", the old man said interrupting, "youlove art?" the young man contemplated what the man said and was trying to determine how to answer ashe turned to follow his elder guide. "or at least used to" the old man added. The young man knew thatwas true, but still it was an odd thing for the old man to say. The walk was slow for the old man seemed towalk with stiff legs, and slightly bent as if with a sore back, still he managed to speak with ease "Yes, it isa beautiful thing to see art, but that is only what has been captured by the artist, as they say, beauty is inthe eye of the beholder - and if one opens his eyes wide enough, even a dark room can have beauty – much like life wouldn’t you say" the old man inquired. ‘Perhaps” he said, humoring the old man. The twomen reached the sole piece of art on the wall, a simple wood plaque, on which was carved – “Art is not just that which you go to see in a gallery, it is in fact life itself, yet the art of life is not merely in living, butin finding art in every glance, in every smell, in every breeze, and with each day. Denied of this, an entirelife can pass without ever having been lived."The young man stood frozen, ashamed that as he read tears welled in his eyes, in some way the wordsbefore him hit him like a blow to his gut, not just words but a reflection of what he had allowed his life tobecome. Glancing around he searched for his companion, who was nowhere to be found. The room wasempty, he turned to read the simple plaque again which now appeared to him to be a much more brilliantmix of browns, hints of red, yellow, he could even detect a mild scent of the wood. He gazed inamazement at the plaque whose words had changed and now read “Choose to not just live but toembrace the art of life, and so now begin.”He stepped back amazed, what a fantastic piece of art! Spinning around to look again for the old man stillnot in sight, he turned back towards the wall again to find the plaque now gone, only the white wallremained. He startled, and stepped back, fearful for a moment, then he smiled – the message, and theday’s events became clear. The plaque was gone, but he did not need it, nor pondered where it went, hegrasped its message, and he knew his life was never to be the same. He still had goals, he still hadaspirations, but he now knew how empty life had been when those same aspirations were not just a partof his life, but became the whole of his life. The old man was gone, and he somehow knew he would notreturn, the lesson was taught, and for the young man the learning just beginning. He now saw that thesetting sun cast the most beautiful shadow on the wall, his eyes looked around the room , on the wallswere wonderful shadows, reflections, the floor a beautiful maple wood, glowing warmly. He walked to thedoor, slowly, admiring every shadow, every knot in the wood, every reflection. His hand felt the brassdoor handle, and he felt the coldness, and smoothness of the brass, as he opened the door. Before himwas a world that had not changed, a world still full of light, of darkness, warmth, cold, compassion, loveand hurt, but it remained within him to see the art and beauty in everything life would bring forth. Indeedto seek out the beauty life had to offer even when that beauty was reluctant to be found. Certainly hewould not always succeed; after all he was just beginning to learn the art of living. He took a deep breath,making certain to detect the various smells the fall air had to offer. He staggering a bit from dizziness andrealized he had been taking many deep breaths. He grinned when he noticed the path he had passedover on his way in was built of cobblestones, with grass growing between the stones. He reached downand ran his hands over the grass, stood, and stepped onto the stones, he felt as though he was a childagain, and started to laugh, he walked down the path admiring every flower, the settings sun, the breeze,and grass, and as he reached the end of the path he turned and looked back. The house was old, andbroken down in many ways, but he saw that even the peeling paint was beautiful. "Thank you old man" hewhispered. He turned not towards the bus stop, but the other way, today, he would walk home, for therewas so much yet to see.As the young man walked away the suns final rays for the day shown through the window of the emptyold house devoid of any living occupant. Still a shadow was cast upon the floor of a very old man, theshadow of a man many years since past, a man whose passions were lost to his desires, a man withmany left to teach. The old man’s shadow faded along with the sun’s rays - tomorrow the sun would shineagain, and he would also return, for he happily chose to do so, to stay, for awhile longer. He had notlearned the lessons he now taught in his own life, but he was content that even in death, he could teachthe value of life, and so tomorrow, for another lost soul, a new lesson would begin.
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