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DELAYING
GRATIFICATION FOR THE GREATER GOOD
WHAT DOES COLLEGE PROVE ? WHAT IS THE
SIGNIFICANCE ? WHY IS IT IMPORTANT ? Re DELAYING
GRATIFICATION; IQ INTELLIGENCE versus EQ
INTELLIGENCE.
And then you have other careers that involve more education time such
as becoming a nurse or doctor or lawyer or various other professional
vocations. Most professional jobs require FOUR YEARS of college for a
bachelor’s degree plus several more for the doctorate or masters. In
MOST CASES, but not all, THIS entails sacrifice and delayed
gratification.
BUT ONCE AGAIN, if the eyes are on a PRIZE of money and the so-
called good life then delayed gratification is less significant or is
somehow circumvented , and less idealistic and the trip thru higher ed is
less virtuous. Nonetheless, for those who RUN THAT RACE and
COMPLETE THE COURSE they have sacrificed more than the high
school or college drop out who became a clerk at the grocery store or
Starbucks; and on a purely secular level DESERVE more, because they
CARE more by what they do—whether or not it is in their heart.
I just didn’t know HOW that higher calling would transpire into
practical reality. And so I first tried LAW SCHOOL—thinking that I
could make a BIG DIFFERENCE as a truly idealistic, caring, lawyer.
But during that first semester at Wayne State Law School I had a BAD
EXPERIENCE with my roommate, Slim BAAT (not real name) with
whom I lived right there on the Wayne State campus for almost a
semester before realizing that LAW is not my calling—or at least NOT
at Wayne State and NOT with Slim BAAT nearby.
It’s not always clear what factors lead to what. Did I leave Wayne State
Law School because I didn’t like law or have a calling to be a great
lawyer or because my roommate made the experience so terrible? The
more I think about it I think it was the roommate experience. To make a
long story short—one day I walked into our apartment and found him
having a homosexual relationship with some fellow. I never imagined
that Slim was homosexual and am just glad that he never made any
advances in my direction. I don’t know what I would have done--- I
might have become VIOLENT.
Only a few days after that experience I left Wayne State. Slim stayed
there in the apartment that I had pre-paid for the entire semester. He
had it to himself and his homosexual friend. It RUINED my hopes of a
law career—at the moment anyways. And I wonder if GOD uses
UNUSUAL circumstances TO test our character. I ended up heading
WEST to California around October of 1990 with NO notion of what I
was going to do when I got there.
And GOD kept CALLING ME. I came back to the USA got in my car
and headed back to Grand Rapids where I intended to enroll in
seminary—and SO I DID, but after less than a quarter there I decided
to go back to the college and work on a teaching degree. I spent two
years getting another BACHELORS DEGREE—English/education, and
my teaching degree, all the while DELAYING GRATIFICATION.
While I was there Amy Jonkers a beautiful female friend from Grand
Rapids Christian whom I met in Grand Rapids came and visited. It
could have been something, but I was still headed west and Grand
Rapids girls have a hard time not only going much further than the
Mississippi River but out of Michigan itself. That she came as far as
Wyoming to visit me was a miracle—a brief miracle. While there I also
just happened to run into Rachel Sytsma—who was visiting for a week.
She is NOW Rachel Reed—married and a professor at Calvin College.
We went hiking and camping together—a great experience—could have
been something, but she went east and I went west.
As you know I originally attended Calvin College, and some of this was
due to TRADITION. Coming from GRCH and being Dutch-American it
was the traditional thing to do. I still had to take the SAT or ACT and
show signs of decent academic intelligence to be accepted at Calvin but
LESS SO than Harvard or Yale, ALBEIT more so than a junior college.
Calvin is rated as one of the BEST private liberal arts colleges. That
means something.
College is four years. For those who go beyond—it’s another two, three,
four or more years-of putting “ammunition” in the clip. The difference
between those who stick with it versus those who don’t is that the
ammunition obtained is, or can be, LIFE-GIVING AMMUNITION—or
in Christian lingo—the SWORD OF THE SPIRIT ! Our
AMMUNITION gives LIFE & LIGHT—IT enlightens and edifies
people as well as GOD.
“…take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the
flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the
sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on
all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests.”
Eph 6:16-18
If SUCH IS THE CASE then how can we be accountable for our actions
? I myself can attest to one moment telling a person to “watch your
language” and the next moment occasionally using the same language
myself (albeit the primary difference being that I don’t use offensive
language in front of people).
But I can ALSO attest that the MORE we pray and put our faith and
trust in GOD and SUBMIT to the HOLY SPIRIT the more we can
TAME THE TONGUE and the tongue can become TRULY PLEASING
TO GOD, in which case our words EDIFY HIM and lead others to do
good things for GOD likewise:
The Christian schools are ONLY AS GOOD as the people around you. If
you have non-Christian classmates at the Christian school who are NOT
edifying GOD or the Christians around them—you merely have a school
providing a Christian structure for both Christians and non-Christians
alike. And those who NEVER acquire the SPIRIT will leave knowing
“buzzwords” of the Christian community but NOT the SPIRIT itself.
Some go on to practice law and NEVER submit to CHRIST. It’s the
submission that’s lacking, not the education.
What bothered me the most along the way were the homosexuals—even
when I got out of college and beyond the brief stab at law school—there
was more of it at CVHS (Coachella Valley High) where I taught for two
years. I won’t mention any names but it was one reason I left—that’s
the secular world. And I learned from it. And I’m still seeking a female
partner for a life relationship.
For many years and still today to some extent albeit less so, HIGHER
EDUCATION, especially amongst the “hard sciences’ believed it was
part of their job to REMOVE the emotional senses from the student—
and instill facts and data in the brain. A good doctor, therefore, would
be one who analyzes, deduces, examines, etc—ANYTHING, essentially,
but FEEL or EMPATHIZE or SYMPATHIZE. Anything that has to do
with feelings, they believed, interferes with science.
Back when I was just graduating from college a high school friend of
mine, Steve Korhorn, who worked as a police officer for a few years
before something happened that led to him leaving that career or
occupation; and he suddenly showed up on my doorstep wanting to
“hang out.”
I don’t know what he expected to hear from me. Did he want me to start
waxing poetic about Socrates or Plato ? Did he want to hear me give a
profound analysis of current economic issues ? You can’t speak
“intelligently” to those who are of less intelligence or of less education.
You can only speak to them at their level and that’s what I stuck with. If
I spoke in terms he didn’t understand he would say, predictably:
“That’s a bunch of bullsh-t”
In fact somewhere along the line it seems clear that entry level cops are
told to NOT TRUST college kids or college graduates. It might even
come from their superiors, college grads themselves. Not sure why—
maybe it’s self-serving in some ways. But he was a PERFECT
EXAMPLE of the OPPOSITE OF WHAT COLLEGE PROVES, or the
opposite of delaying gratification for the sake of the greater good. Here
he was, having worked for a few years as a police officer and already
had a beautiful speedboat. And not much later came a beautiful home in
Cascade, Michigan with two nice dogs and a big backyard with a
doghouse, among other things.
Likewise, McDonald workers not only flip burgers but they prepare
foods, they preserve foods, they store food, they run a visa/mastercard
machine, a cash register, take orders on a headphone from drive-thru
customers, they have to be patient, polite, stay busy, keep clean…and so
on and so forth.. Likewise, doctors are obviously very intelligent, but if
they are just chasing money it makes all their “dedication” meaningless
and ultimately patient care will obviously be lacking. It’s the emotional
investment and amount of genuine care for the individual that makes
the difference.
“For many are called ,but few are chosen.” Matt 22:14
When we think of GOD calling people , I think there is a good parallel
to us being called in life—and the education system that has been
provided. Each and every person have the opportunity to go to school
and have the opportunity to stick with the education—be it public or
private. But predictably some drop out early others drop out later—and
only a FEW stay in it to the end. Likewise it is with the KINGDOM OF
HEAVEN, God may have given everybody (depending upon how you
interpret the Bible and predestination, etc). an EQUAL
OPPORTUNITY to follow HIM and inherit, not earn, eternal life.
Like Esau they will sell their inheritance for a “bowl of stew” so to
speak.
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things
there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the
sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let
us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking
and envying each other. Gal 5:22-26
vander KOK
JOHN THE EVANGELIST FOR CHRIST