3in next paragraph it says that “suddenly Sonia was beside him.” Sonia was a frequentvisitor who cared for Raskolnikov but whom Raskolnikov always treated poorly.However, this particular encounter was different. We read that,
suddenly something seemed to seize him and throw him at her feet. He embraced her knees and wept. . . . Her eyes shone with intense happiness; she understood, and she had no doubts at all about it, that he loved her, loved her infinitely. . . . They wanted to speak,but could not; tears stood in their eyes. They were both pale and thin; but in those sick and pale faces the dawn of a new future, of a full resurrection to a new life, was already shining. It was love that brought them back to life: the heart of one held inexhaustible sources of life for the heart of the other.
And what impact did this treasure have on Raskolnikov? We read further,
And what did all,
all
the torments of the past amount to now? Everything, even his crime,even his sentence and punishment appeared to him now, in the first transport of feeling, a strange extraneous event that did not seem even to have happened to him. . . . Life had [had filled him], and something quite different had to work itself out in his mind.
The treasure uncovered in the midst of his filth had taken hold of him, transformed him.Everything was now seen in the consuming light of this treasure. As we read in the parable, “for joy he sold everything.” Raskolnikov had nothing tangible to sell butinstinctively began to give himself over fully to it.The second parable is a little different. It is a pearl-hunter finding a pearl of tremendousvalue. It is the story of another conversion. This conversion flows from search anddiscernment. This parable may be a little bit like the story of the author C. S. Lewis.Lewis was a committed atheist by the age of 13. In this time Lewis is said to havenurtured a longing and desire for literature and myth.His seeking led him through extensive studying and later teaching at Cambridge andOxford. In his search for meaningful and moving literature the author GeorgeMacDonald began to have greater and greater impact on him. It was through
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