3time either of them had enjoyed it, and he had given himself to her more completely than anywoman since. Far from being an unqualified good, though, their passion had made everythingintense and difficult. There was drama every week, some small slight magnified to an insult.They'd argue, and sulk, and cry, and make up and have terrific sex, and for a few days would feellike two ends of the same rope, and then there would be another slight and it would all fall apartagain. When they were happy they were delirious; when they fought they were vicious.He hadn't planned on reaching forty unmarried. Back then, at seventeen and eighteen, he'dassumed every love affair would be like the one he'd had with Jessie only more so, until finally,someday, he'd find a girl who made him just as happy but with all the jagged points knocked off.It hadn't happened that way.After he checked the order form he spent hours sitting on his stool, facing the house. Thestructure of it was finished, except for the roof. He always did the roof last; it locked the twoswinging walls in place and couldn't go on until all the furniture was inside. Without it the houselooked indecent. He could stare right inside, see anything he wanted. He and Jessie had madelove in almost every room.Eventually he opened the shipping envelope and shook out the furniture snapshots. Hedidn't recognize any of the pieces, and the client's name wasn't familiar either. Jessie's parentsmust have sold the place. He wondered if they were still alive. They'd be in their seventies andJessie's father had liked his cigarettes unfiltered and his steaks rare. Even now he wanted tocomfort her if one of her parents was dead. He could imagine cradling her head, the air from hernostrils hot at first, and then cold as her tears soaked his shirt, itching his chest. But of courseshe wouldn't be the girl he imagined holding; she'd be a grown woman. And if her dad had died
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