from the neck to the collarbone and further down... The thought just made me blusheven more.
“Tell me what’s on your mind; I don’t want you to feeluncomfortable”.
Psst, how could he even think it?Like it was possible for me to feel uncomfortable with him lying here next to me. Andthen, I felt his cold hand as he lifted my chin. I shivered.
he whispered with the most melting expression in his eyes, while hebreathed his sweet breath in my face and dazzled me completely. Like I was able totell him anything when he did that to me! I had to blink a couple of times to bringmyself back to present.
I stopped. How could I ever tell him this! I knew he would immediately sayno, and I would feel rejected and hurt.But the thing about Edward is that he always wanted to give me things and presents. Iknow that whatever material thing I would wish for, he would give it to me the exactmoment I asked for it. The only problem is that I’m really not the material kind of girl.However, now there is one thing I want. No, not just something I want, it’s one thing I
. Edward.I need to be physical with Edward. The only thing he will never give me is the onething I crave for.
“Edward, I… I….”
Oh, god I can’t tell him this! Ugh, I just have to give it a try.
“I have been thinking about something and
…” I blushed again.
“Love, don’t be afraid or embarrassed, you can tell me anything. You don’t have tokeep secrets from me
” he said and leaned forward and kissed my nose.And only that little physical contact had made my heart sound like I’d been running 10kilometers non-stop. Off course Edward heard my heart changed. And I know that heloved how such small things as a kiss on the nose, could light a fire inside my body,which because of my easily blushing and uncontrollable heartbeat was impossible forme to hide.3