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We Need to Talk about Live Art
is a writer-led initiative made possible by support from
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We Need to Talk about Live Art
are: Tim Atack, Rachel Lois Clapham, Mary Patersonand Theron Schmidt.
We Need to Talk about Live Art
is an independent project and is not afliated with the National Review of Live Art.
off this static gure like leaves, memories andimages oating to the ground around his feetlike an autumn blanket of everything you thought
about every church you ever went to, every
shrine, pagoda and dagobah, every homily
you made, every time you took your hat off and
walked backwards from the cross, image uponimage, the sing-song monk in the undergroundtemple outside Matara, the amplied distortedcall to prayer wafting across Chinatown inSingapore, the candles and offerings bobbing
in the water off Copacabana beach as new
year strikes, the serene icons regarding you
inscrutably, the portals to the places you’ll neversee, because you were not of it and you werenot in the loop, because instead you were on
the phone, or down the pub, or watching TV,or driving down the motorway listening to theradio and whilst you were doing that, he was
here
, under the light, the speaker in his mouthand the intertwining tones gently distortingupon his prone tongue, whilst you were ridingyour bike, kissing your boyfriend / girlfriendor having a laugh or at the bar or queuing to
see some other show or whatever the fuck it
was you were doing, Judge was here, carryingthe sermon, suffering for it, whatever, but notin that self-aggrandising agellant way, not in
that fakir way, not in that forty days in the desert
way you keep hearing so much about, no, thisis the quiet suffering, this is the downtime when
your voices are not your own, when you’re just
another cog in the machine, because that’s the
ritual, that’s what the ritual does, wheels within
wheels, one cog turning another, ritual makes it
look easy, makes it look simple, a simple action
to keep the sun rising, a simple action to stopyour soul from dropping off the edge, becauseit’s just something that has to be done isn’t it,bricks in the wall, shoring up against death, andyou wonder how long he can last up there, youwonder if the breathing is exponentially difcult,phlegm and saliva coagulating around the littlemagnet where his wordsshould be, oesophagusheld open, eyes blinkingin the heat of the light
above, do the tinnydistortions of each word
begin to hurt more, doeshe feel it as the night
wears on, feet rooted, amonolith, a blue-facedstatue worn by the windof the stare from every
pair of eyes in the room, shaving off his edges,blurring his boundaries, making him somethingelse, then, like a sigh, his head tilts forward, thetones on his face darkening purple and grey,and gobbets of liquid trail the length of that cable
like ectoplasm and you know it’s done, you cansee the milk-white footprints as he returns to
the void, but you also know he’s going to returnonce you’re gone, because if there’s one thing
you’re certain of it’s that he does this all thetime, and he does this all the time, and he doesthis all the time, and he does this all the time.
written by Tim Atack
Feeling Queer
Qasim Riza Shaheen,
Queer Courtesan
(Stable 4)8 February 2008
As I stand in the waiting area for my one to one
with Qasim Riza Shaheen, I watch a live relay of
the person in front of me currently having his one
to one inside the darkened performance space.He doesn’t know I can see him. He doesn’tknow his session with the
Queer Courtesan
isnot so private, not so one to one. His face is a
picture of wonder and surprise and through it I
Photo: CharlieLevine
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