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ed, and refuses to speak about it. (ash’s subconscious was repressinghim at the time, so other than a general feel-ing of dread he has no idea of what went onthen.) This is also why brock keeps comingback to the series....Usually AFTER Ash meetsa new girl aspect of himself.Misty is an imagethat Ash had of a girl. This is why she playsso prevalently in the series but is ultimatelyunattainable because he never really knew herbefore the coma. Likely the one that helped gethim to a hospital. I have a theory in line withthis: Since Misty was his initial love inter-est (if only subconsciously), he needed herto reach a level of womanhood. He felt thatpeople could only have relationships whenthey’ve matured. But in practice, it turned outhe couldn’t cope with it and just wanted thenormal, pushy, arrogant Misty he knew, andwouldn’t let her keep Togepi anymore.Misty is Ash’s
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rst attempt at a girl hecould love, however, being a girl from thereal world, all he really he knew of her washer anger, as a result she ended up quite hotheaded in his mind. Constantly berating hissexuality, but eventually mellowing out untilshe had faded into the background. This wasalso traumatizing to him, being attached to it.Since then, the thought of anyone around himmaturing to adulthood has been blocked, andanyone who shows signs of it will quickly endup leaving for another, more naive
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ll-in.Max came with May, she played the Id withgreat aspirations, and he played the sensibleEgo that “Session”. They worked for a littlewhile but Ash, being a teenager, eventuallyhad his sexuality had to come back into play.He kept reinventing himself and eventu-ally wrote new aspects, but his mind slowlybrought back the old ones as a crutch to makethe transition easier.Dawn is Ash giving himself a chance to love.since he already established Misty as someonehe’s not likely to go anywhere with, he createda new super female, one that was more likehim, and less violent all the time. (One willnote that both May and Misty had no tolerancefor Brock whatsoever whereas dawn seems totry and shrug it off.) .Tracey, The Breeder was a possible future forAsh that he discarded. It was one that he sentoff to work with the Professor (the professorsbeing Ash’s ultimate ideal of a father
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gure)when he disrupted the dynamic Ash had withhis other possibilities. Ash’s mind is
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ghtingthe coma and since Ash viewed this one asa companion he was quickly replaced with amore threatening Rival.Pikachu obviously represents Ash’s Humanity,hence the episodes where they get separated,and ash wants desperately to
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nd him, even tothe point of working with the rockets ( aspectsof himself he woould never normally associatewith) but for some reason cannot. They wantto steal Pikachu (Ash’s humanity) and hand itover to his father, Giovanni. Jesse and Jameswill always oppose ash because ash is terri-
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ed of the thought of his humanity lying in thehands of his father. However this is the samereason that he will work with those aspects of himself in order to save his humanity from justbecoming
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at out LOST. He couldn’t evolvehis Pikachu without challenging his concept of who he was, something he wasn’t comfortablewith while he was still working through hisoriginal issues.Another thing is the narrator. The narrator isAsh’s higher mind, recapping and explainingthe progress he’s made and the tribulations hewill face allowing itself insight into how best
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(continuing from my previous comment) ... a model of human subjectivity as organized around the main character. It is rather naïve of you to assume this would only be true if it were LITERAL and Ash were in a coma. You have great insights, perhaps you should take up some Lit Crit studies?
You do realize that all this can be true and not really in Ash's mind? All that you mentioned is just basic storytelling, psychoanalytic, Bildungsroman elements. This is part of textuality and narrative as our culture understands it. It could be said that ALL stories ever since the 19th century are strucuted like this - all the elements are supposed to represent a model of human subjectivity.
tl;dr
"I WILL be the very best!" at the end ... tears
12 yrs old...Childhood ruined. Can never be repaired. i'm positive this wasn't the intention, but pages 8 and 9 made me nearly shed tears, and now, all the wonderful pokemon dreams i had as a younger child have been shattered. Twisted into a cruel mockery of this very theory. Overall, i do not regret reading this, as it has been written extremely well. Congratulations.
And Ash is himself the dream of an autistic boy in a hospital.
i have something to add on. Since you said that Pikachu is his humanity, it could explain why Pikachu is so fond of Misty and of course not to forget the ketchup
I love pokeman....my favorite.