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eliade, mircea - incognito la buchenwald

eliade, mircea - incognito la buchenwald

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Mircea Eliade
INCOGNITO LA BUCHENWALD
Pentru Sibylle

Se adunaser\u0103 to\u0163i \u00een fa\u0163a ferestrei. T\u0103ceau, ca \u015fi cum s-ar fi silit s\u0103
par\u0103 indiferen\u0163i, privind ninsoarea. \u015ei deodat\u0103 tres\u0103rind, Maria da Maria
\u00eencepu s\u0103 \u015ftearg\u0103 geamul cu palma st\u00e2ng\u0103, apropiindu-\u015fi fruntea \u015fi clipind
repede din pleoape ca s\u0103 vad\u0103 mai bine. Cineva se trudea s\u0103 deschid\u0103
poarta. Atunci o v\u0103zu \u015fi F\u0103g\u0103d\u0103u. C\u0103lc\u00e2nd anevoie, dar f\u0103r\u0103 \u015fov\u0103ial\u0103,
printre troiene, \u00eenainta o femeie \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 \u00eentr-o manta de ploaie, cu
cizmele \u00eenalte p\u00e2n\u0103 aproape de genunchi. Un \u015fal a c\u0103rui culoare nu se mai
putea distinge \u00eei acoperea aproape \u00een \u00eentregime figura. Cur\u00e2nd o auzir\u0103 pe
verand\u0103, ciocnin-du-\u015fi cizmele milit\u0103re\u015fte, ca s\u0103 le scuture de z\u0103pad\u0103.
Ieronim deschise larg u\u015fa \u015fi, pentru c\u0103 necunoscuta r\u0103m\u0103sese nehot\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103
\u00een prag, \u00eei apuc\u0103 bra\u0163ul \u015fi o trase \u00een\u0103untru. Apoi \u00eenchise u\u015fa \u00eemping\u00e2nd-o cu
piciorul. Femeia \u00eel privi z\u00e2mbind, cu o nea\u015fteptat\u0103 lumin\u0103 \u00een ochi.

\u2014 Dumneata e\u015fti Ieronim Thanase? \u00eentreb\u0103.
\u2014 Eu sunt.
\u2014 E adev\u0103rat c\u0103 ai un c\u00e2ine savant?
Ieronim \u00eencepu s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103.
\u2014 Nu unul, spuse. Am doi!
\u2014 Atunci, \u015ftiu cine e\u015fti, relu\u0103 femeia \u015fi \u00eencepu s\u0103-\u015fi scoat\u0103 atent, f\u0103r\u0103

grab\u0103, m\u0103nu\u015file. Ast\u0103-var\u0103 veneai la Spitalul Colentina, la pavilionul

copiilor, ca s\u0103-i distrezi...
\u2014 A\u015fa e. Ba chiar, o dat\u0103...
\u2014 Ieronim! \u00eel \u00eentrerupse Maria, apuc\u00e2ndu-i bra\u0163ul. Nu e nevoie s\u0103 intri

\u00een am\u0103nunte...
\u2014 Purgare non est necesse! ad\u0103ug\u0103 cineva.
Necunoscuta \u00ee\u015fi scutur\u0103 de c\u00e2teva ori, cu gesturi scurte, pletele \u015fi

z\u00e2mbi din nou.
\u2014 Te cunosc bine, spuse. De aceea am \u00eendr\u0103znit s\u0103 te caut pe o
vreme ca asta, de\u015fi nu \u015ftii cine sunt. Eu sunt Marina Darvari.
\u2014 Nu. Nu cred c\u0103 ne-am cunoscut.

\u2014 Dar nu e vorba de mine. E vorba de o feti\u0163\u0103, un fel de nepoat\u0103 de-a mea. O feti\u0163\u0103 bolnav\u0103, \u00eentr-o od\u0103i\u0163\u0103 \u00eentunecat\u0103 \u015fi umed\u0103, \u015fi nici o p\u0103pu\u015f\u0103, nici un ursule\u0163, nici o juc\u0103rie, din toate c\u00e2te i-au d\u0103ruit rudele \u015fi vecinii, nu o mai face s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103...

Numai rou\u0103 dac\u0103- ar bea,
Cu cenu\u015f\u0103, scrum de stea...

recit\u0103 melancolic un t\u00e2n\u0103r cu fruntea larg descoperit\u0103. Apoi,
\u00eenclin\u00e2ndu-se, ad\u0103ug\u0103: Numele meu e Petru Lorin\u0163. Student \u00een anul III.
Conservator \u015fi Facultatea de Litere.

Marina \u00eel privi ad\u00e2nc, cu gravitate, ca \u015fi cum \u015fi-ar fi cump\u0103nit bine
r\u0103spunsul, apoi \u00ee\u015fi plec\u0103 fruntea.

\u2014 E adev\u0103rat, spuse. Poate c\u0103 nici nu-\u0163i dai seama c\u00e2t este de adev\u0103- rat!... Dar nici m\u0103car ninsoarea, chiar acolo, la fereastr\u0103, nu o mai impre- sioneaz\u0103. St\u0103, de zile \u015fi nop\u0163i, st\u0103 cu ochii deschi\u015fi, usca\u0163i, pironindu-\u015fi privirile \u00een tavan. Nici o lacrim\u0103... \u00cen c\u00e2teva zile va \u00eemplini opt ani, ad\u0103ug\u0103 dup\u0103 o clip\u0103 de t\u0103cere.

Dintr-o singur\u0103 privire, \u00eentreb\u0103tor, Ieronim \u00eei cercet\u0103 pe to\u0163i. Apoi se
hot\u0103r\u00ee.

\u2014 Va fi greu, spuse. C\u00e2inii nu-i \u0163in aici. E prea frig, \u015fi n-am ce s\u0103 le
dau de m\u00e2ncare. Ar trebui, deci, s\u0103 m\u0103 duc s\u0103-i iau, \u015fi apoi s\u0103 g\u0103sesc o
sanie sau vreo ma\u015fin\u0103, sau poate un camion de la teatru. Pe z\u0103pada asta,
\u00eei omor sigur, \u015fi-i omor degeaba...

Marina \u00eencepu s\u0103-\u015fi descheie, absent\u0103, nasturii de sus de la manta. \u00cei
privi pe r\u00e2nd, oarecum la \u00eent\u00e2mplare, apoi \u00eentreb\u0103:
\u2014 Darvoi ce crede\u0163i? Doctorii, ei, nici m\u0103car nu \u015ftiu ce are. Dar voi?
Voi crede\u0163i c\u0103 va sc\u0103pa cu via\u0163\u0103?
Se str\u00e2nser\u0103 \u015fi mai aproape unul \u00een altul \u015fi izbucnir\u0103 to\u0163i, ca o singur\u0103
voce, puternic\u0103, stranie, profund\u0103:
\u2014 Va tr\u0103i! Va tr\u0103i! Va tr\u0103i!
Maria \u00eentoarse capul spre Ieronim.

\u2014Corul! exclam\u0103 solemn Ieronim. Ei alc\u0103tuiesc Corul. Singurul Cor
autentic pe care-l avem azi \u00een Bucure\u015fti. Singurul care ar putea fi
comparat cu Corul tragediilor grece\u015fti...

O clip\u0103, Marina p\u0103ru c\u0103 lupt\u0103 s\u0103-\u015fi \u00eenece un suspin, dar, \u00ee\u015fi d\u0103dur\u0103
seama, nu era dec\u00e2t respira\u0163ia ei curioas\u0103, aritmic\u0103, \u00eentret\u0103iat\u0103 de pauze
lungi, \u00een care parc\u0103 \u015fi-ar fi re\u0163inut r\u0103suflarea. Se \u00eendreptase spre jil\u0163ul cu
sp\u0103tar \u00eenalt, rezemat de perete.

\u2014 V\u0103 cred, spuse a\u015fez\u00e2ndu-se. Sunte\u0163i to\u0163i tineri, \u015fi tinerii nu se \u00een\u015fal\u0103

niciodat\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd e vorba de via\u0163\u0103...
Maria apuc\u0103 iar bra\u0163ul lui Ieronim.
\u2014 Ai auzit ce-a spus? A spus: c\u00e2nd e vorba de via\u0163\u0103l Am putea \u00eencepe

a\u015fa. Ieronim, chiar a\u015fa cum s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat...
Ieronim \u00een\u0103l\u0163\u0103 din umeri.
\u2014 Ar fi prea frumos, spuse. Adic\u0103, ar p\u0103rea prea frumos...
Ceilal\u0163i se str\u00e2nser\u0103 din nou l\u00e2ng\u0103 el, turbura\u0163i \u015fi totodat\u0103 \u00eensufle\u0163i\u0163i.
\u2014 Ar putea avea dreptate, spuse F\u0103g\u0103d\u0103u. \u00cen orice caz, s\u0103 \u00eencerc\u0103m...
\u2014 Am s igur dreptate, exclam\u0103 Maria. \u015ei spectatorii ar descoperi,

treptat, c\u0103 nu e vorba de o feti\u0163\u0103 bolnav\u0103, ci de altceva, infinit mai grav, c\u0103
e vorba de...
Se \u00eentrerupse brusc, ro\u015find vinovat\u0103. \u00cen clipa urm\u0103toare se afla l\u00e2ng\u0103
Marina.

\u2014 Doamn\u0103, \u00eencepu, lu\u00e2ndu-i m\u00e2na. Vre\u0163i s\u0103 ne face\u0163i un serviciu? Un foarte mare serviciu? O s\u0103 v\u0103 explic \u00eendat\u0103 despre ce este vorba. Doar o clip\u0103...

O trase u\u015for dup\u0103 ea, \u00eendrept\u00e2ndu-se spre u\u015f\u0103. O ajut\u0103 s\u0103-\u015fi \u00eencheie
nasturii de sus ai mantalei \u015fi \u00eei \u00eenf\u0103\u015fur\u0103 \u015falul deasupra capului.

\u2014 S\u0103 nu r\u0103ci\u0163i, spuse. De\u015fi nu va dura mai mult de un minut. Ie\u015fi\u0163i pe
verand\u0103, v\u0103 scutura\u0163i cizmele ca \u015fi cum le-a\u0163i scutura de z\u0103pad\u0103, apoi
intra\u0163i. \u015ei c\u00e2nd Ieronim v\u0103 deschide u\u015fa, \u00eei pune\u0163i acelea\u015fi \u00eentreb\u0103ri.

\u2014 Ce fel de \u00eentreb\u0103ri?
\u2014 Ce-a\u0163i spus adineaori: Dumneata e\u015fti Ieronim Thanase? E adev\u0103rat

c\u0103 ai un c\u00e2ine savant?... \u015ei celelalte. Nu sunt multe...
Deschise u\u015fa \u015fi o \u00eempinse cu emo\u0163ie pe verand\u0103.
\u2014 T\u0103cere! \u015fopti f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eentoarc\u0103 capul. Apoi, c\u0103tre Ieronim: Acum,

Ieronim, fii gata. U\u015fa!...

C\u00e2nd o deschise, ninsoarea r\u0103bufni cu putere \u00een odaie. Iritat, pentru c\u0103
Marina r\u0103m\u0103sese \u00een prag, Ieronim \u00eei apuc\u0103 bra\u0163ul \u015fi o trase \u00een\u0103untru.
Sco\u0163\u00e2ndu-\u015fi absent\u0103 \u015falul, Marina \u00eel privi, z\u00e2mbindu-i cu nea\u015fteptat\u0103
c\u0103ldur\u0103, aproape cu dragoste, \u015fi totu\u015fi, parc\u0103 silindu-se s\u0103-\u015fi p\u0103streze o

anumit\u0103 gravitate.
\u2014 Dumneata e\u015fti Ieronim Thanase?
\u2014 Eu sunt.
\u2014 E adev\u0103rat c\u0103 ai doi c\u00e2ini savan\u0163i? Pardon! E adev\u0103rat c\u0103...
\u2014 N-are nici o importan\u0163\u0103, o \u00eencuraj\u0103 Maria. Continua\u0163i!...
\u2014 E adev\u0103rat, spuse Ieronim.
\u2014 Atunci \u015ftiu cine e\u015fti... Ast\u0103-var\u0103 veneai la Spitalul Colentina, la

pavilionul copiilor...
\u2014 E absurd! izbucni Ieronim. N-are nici un sens!
Corul rosti \u00eencet, aproape \u00een \u015foapt\u0103, dar mustr\u0103tor: Sensul \u00eel cre\u0103m

noi, Ieronim. Sensul \u00eel revel\u0103m noi, prin spectacol. Prin Spectacol, Ieronim,
f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eenceput \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fit!
\u00centorc\u00e2ndu-se c\u0103tre Marina, Ieronim \u00eencepu s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103:
\u2014 A\u0163i ghicit c\u0103 e vorba de \u00eenceputul unui spectacol experimental.
Dar...
\u2014 A\u015fa \u00eencepe \u015fi acolo, \u00eel \u00eentrerupse F\u0103g\u0103d\u0103u. Mai precis: a\u015fa ar putea
\u00eencepe \u015fi acolo, dac\u0103 vom \u015fti...
\u2014 \u015ei mai precis: dac\u0103 vom izbuti s\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegem ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat acolo,
continu\u0103 Maria.
\u2014 Eu, personal, \u015ftiu ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, relu\u0103 F\u0103g\u0103d\u0103u. Am trecut \u015fi eu
pe-acolo.
\u2014 B\u0103ie\u0163a\u015f, \u00eel amenin\u0163\u0103 Maria, purgare non est necesse! Spune ce ai de
spus, scurt \u015fi concis. Arat\u0103-ne!
F\u0103g\u0103d\u0103u se dep\u0103rt\u0103 c\u00e2\u0163iva pa\u015fi, apoi se \u00eentoarse brusc, \u00eencruntat, cu o
privire s\u0103lbatec\u0103, \u00eenfig\u00e2ndu-\u015fi pumnii \u00een \u015folduri. P\u0103rea un alt om.
\u2014 Tu e\u015fti \u0103la care, a\u015fa \u015fi pe dincolo?! strig\u0103 el cu un glas s\u0103lbatec,

izbucnit parc\u0103 din g\u00e2tlej, \u00eengro\u015fat de tutun \u015fi alcool.
\u2014 Eu sunt, r\u0103spunse Lorin\u0163.
\u2014 Este adev\u0103rat c\u0103 ave\u0163i aici, la num\u0103rul 18, unul care se pretinde

f\u0103c\u0103tor de minuni?
\u2014 N-a spus niciodat\u0103 c\u0103 e f\u0103c\u0103tor de minuni.
\u2014 Dar atunci ce m\u0103-sa pretinde c\u0103 este? Fakir? \u00eembl\u00e2nzitor de \u015ferpi?
\u2014 El spune c\u0103 e Boddhisattva...
Ieronim ridic\u0103 exasperat am\u00e2ndou\u0103 bra\u0163ele \u00een sus:
\u2014 Nu! Nu! Nu! Pur \u015fi simplu, nu poate \u00eencepe a\u015fa! Deocamdat\u0103, uit\u0103m

tot, \u015fi apoi \u00eencerc\u0103m altceva.
Maria o ajutase s\u0103-\u015fi descheie nasturii de sus ai mantalei, silind-o apoi
s\u0103 se a\u015feze \u00een jil\u0163.

\u2014 Numele meu este Maria Daria Maria, dar mi se spune Maria da
Maria. Eu nu fac parte din trupa lui Ieronim, eu sunt muzicant\u0103.
Violoncelist\u0103. Dar m\u0103 fascineaz\u0103 ideea lui. \u00cenchipui\u0163i-v\u0103 c\u0103...

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