The Death of GrassJohn ChristopherFirst published byMICHAEL JOSEPH LTD26 Bloomsbury StreetLondon, W.C.l1956Set and printed in Great Britain by Unwin Brothers Ltd. at theGresham Press, Woking, in Times type, ten point leadedOn Paper made by Henry Bruce at Currie, Midlothian, and boundby James Burn at EsherProdromeAs sometimes happens, death healed a family breach.When Hilda Custance was widowed in the early summer of1933, she wrote, for the first time since her marriage thirteenyears before, to her father. Their moods touched-hers oflonging for the hills of Westmorland after the grim seasonsof London, and his of loneliness and the desire to see hisonly daughter again, and his unknown grandsons, before hedied. The boys, who were away at school, had not beenbrought back for the funeral, and at the end of the summerterm they returned to the small house at Richmond only fora night, before, with their mother, they travelled north.In the train, John, the younger boy, said:'But why did we never have anything to do with Grand-father Beverley?'His mother looked out of the window at the tarnishedgrimy environs of London, wavering, as though withfatigue, in the heat of the day.She said vaguely: 'It's hard to know how these thingshappen. Quarrels begin, and neither person stops them, andthey become silences, and nobody breaks them.'She thought calmly of the storm of emotions into whichshe had plunged, out of the untroubled quiet life of hergirlhood in the valley. She had been sure that, whateverunhappiness came after, she would never regret the passionitself. Time had proved her doubly wrong; first in the con-tentment of her married life and her children, and later inthe amazement that such contentment could have come outof what she saw, in retrospect, as squalid and ill-directed.She had not seen the squalidness of it then, but her fathercould hardly fail to be aware of it, and had not been able toconceal his awareness. That had been the key: his disgustand her resentment.John asked her: 'But who started the quarrel?'She was only sorry that it had meant that the two mennever knew each other. They were not unlike in many ways,and she thought they would have liked each other if herpride had not prevented it.'It doesn't matter,' she said, 'now.'David put down his copy of the Boy's Own Paper.
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