Perhaps you do, too. Then you would understand the strangeness of it if suddenly, out of theblue,
God didn’t seem so present
anymore. What if suddenly, you called out, and
Okay, I know that a lot of people live in this state. I do know. I spent a lot of time there, too. It’s just that, oncewe find and enter the
Kingdom of Heart
, once we begin more and more to reside and abidethere, that
feeling-alone state becomes a thing of the past
. What is really, really present inheart is this
sense of the Presence of Divinity
, of God, Source, whatever term. It’s there.Always.So what happened the other night?
That night was actually the culmination of about a week wherein I had not so much felt this Presence. It wassubtle, but I just seemed
more and more left on my own
, without guidance. My intuition did notseem to be so present. Not absent, either; just not so easily functional.
Then I had that whole experience where I
, to try to find out what was going on, only I got
THAT was a first
. That’s part of what journaling
to me: a way to findanswers. It really rocked me back on my heels, and set me on my own resources. It wasstrange.
And no, I don’t do drugs. I don’t even drink, aside from a friendly glass of wine or two on vacation, or the like. Idon’t alter my consciousness artificially because I don’t need to do that. My
consciousness getsnaturally altered
on a pretty regular basis, just in the process of living and Loving and goingHome to Source.
To continue, I was left on my own. There is a really
high and holy group of beings
I am familiar with, and friendly with, called the
Sirian High Council
(SHC). They are always there for mewhen I call. So I called on them, that night, to get some answers.~~~Phone call interruption~~~I feel so lost, here. Am I repeating myself? Am I in my intuition at all? What is acting, here?Okay, I will at least jot down some notes, so I don’t lose the precious thing.~~~~~~~~~~Another call~~~~~~~~~~More phone call interruptions~~~