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Pondering Prayer - Connecting with ETs

Pondering Prayer - Connecting with ETs

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Published by Theresa-Ann
4th Journal 2010-02-20
[Renamed from "Cotton Wool cont'd — Interrupted Journal," which I think you will agree is a lousy name :]
♥ On YouTube here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPUZdfUuKCQ ♥ Pursuing some unfinished business about the other night, when my intuition seemed to turn off, as if I was wrapped in cotton wool. I reached out to connect with Light, and there was nothing. It was so strange... Anyway, as I shared in an earlier journal, that night I rediscovered what it is like to pray.
4th Journal 2010-02-20
[Renamed from "Cotton Wool cont'd — Interrupted Journal," which I think you will agree is a lousy name :]
♥ On YouTube here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPUZdfUuKCQ ♥ Pursuing some unfinished business about the other night, when my intuition seemed to turn off, as if I was wrapped in cotton wool. I reached out to connect with Light, and there was nothing. It was so strange... Anyway, as I shared in an earlier journal, that night I rediscovered what it is like to pray.

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7:31 pm, 2/20/2010 4th, 9 Serpent Mayan day
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PONDERING PRAYER - CONNECTING WITH ETs
(Renamed from COTTON WOOL, Cont’d - INTERRUPTED JOURNAL - what alousy name THAT was, ho ho :)
Video here on YouTubeYou know, it’s rather amazing, how these journals come into being. As I sit down to write, Ireally have no idea, about 95% of the time, what is going to come out; what the subject matter will be.Every now and then a series will get started, and I will be able to feel into the flow of thatenough to have at least an idea of what might be coming in the next one. Generally, though,all I have within me when I take up the keyboard is an energy, an inner connection that’stelling me there is something wanting to come out, to be born.Okay, so that’s apropos of nothing, but I thought I’d share it. Remember to be in heart,please. I am sharing all of this live, as it’s happening, so you are just coming along with meas I make these discoveries. Like that one. I hadn’t thought of or about that, before.
Onward. What flows, what arises? Well, there is some unfinished business about the other night, when my
intuition seemed to sort of turn off 
, like I was wrapped or insulated in cotton wool. Ireached out to connect with Light, and there was nothing. It was so strange, so unlike whatreality is like for me almost always.
Anyway, as I shared in an earlier journal, that night I found out, I
rediscovered
what it is like
to pray
.Since I have been more or less living my whole life as a prayer, reverently being aware andpresent in each action, I have
not
felt the need for any ‘
reaching out
.’ Heaven, or divinity,God, Source...whatever,
seemed always present
.
Yes, I would say certain prayers throughout the day, but there was no real reaching out in them. The
connection was there
, instantly, do you see? I really believe, for instance, in
consecrating
each day in the morning. Then, on going to sleep, I do the same, the same prayer at night. It just makes sense to me. So it’s not like I don’t pray.Gee, words can be challenging. Getting across a meaning is no chance thing, and even withthe best of training and effort, it is still challenging, especially once we begin to try to putwords around multi- or other-dimensional things and experiences. Okay, nuff moaning.So, yeah, I pray. I don’t drink a glass of water, either, without first blessing it. If you haven’tyet heard of Masuru Emotoand his research work with water, I highly, highly recommend youGoogle him. Actually, you could probably just Google water and he would come up. And Ibless my food. That uses prayer.
So I pray, yeah. There’s just no reaching out to it. I have such a
sense of God as everywhere
present.
 
Perhaps you do, too. Then you would understand the strangeness of it if suddenly, out of theblue,
God didn’t seem so present
anymore. What if suddenly, you called out, and
no oneanswered
?
Okay, I know that a lot of people live in this state. I do know. I spent a lot of time there, too. It’s just that, oncewe find and enter the
Kingdom of Heart
, once we begin more and more to reside and abidethere, that
feeling-alone state becomes a thing of the past
. What is really, really present inheart is this
sense of the Presence of Divinity
, of God, Source, whatever term. It’s there.Always.So what happened the other night?
That night was actually the culmination of about a week wherein I had not so much felt this Presence. It wassubtle, but I just seemed
more and more left on my own
, without guidance. My intuition did notseem to be so present. Not absent, either; just not so easily functional.
Then I had that whole experience where I
 journaled
, to try to find out what was going on, only I got
no answers
. Now
THAT was a first
. That’s part of what journaling
is
to me: a way to findanswers. It really rocked me back on my heels, and set me on my own resources. It wasstrange.
And no, I don’t do drugs. I don’t even drink, aside from a friendly glass of wine or two on vacation, or the like. Idon’t alter my consciousness artificially because I don’t need to do that. My
consciousness getsnaturally altered
on a pretty regular basis, just in the process of living and Loving and goingHome to Source.
To continue, I was left on my own. There is a really
high and holy group of beings
I am familiar with, and friendly with, called the
Sirian High Council
(SHC). They are always there for mewhen I call. So I called on them, that night, to get some answers.~~~Phone call interruption~~~I feel so lost, here. Am I repeating myself? Am I in my intuition at all? What is acting, here?Okay, I will at least jot down some notes, so I don’t lose the precious thing.~~~~~~~~~~Another call~~~~~~~~~~More phone call interruptions~~~

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