In this way God judges the wicked while they are yet alive, even if outwardlythey are full of joy – as selfish, unconscionable people often are. ‘
God is angry with the wicked every day’
, the bible says and until now no one hasguessed how some of this anger is expressed, through the laws of nature, sothat where sin is abundant so is spiritual misery.There is an interesting verse in the bible that says, ‘
they judged themselves unworthy of eternal life’,
referring to those who did not believe at thepreaching of the Apostles. The Apostles knew that in their spirits sinners areoften so disgusted with themselves that they will not allow themselves theopportunity to receive salvation. Self loathing is a hallmark of the
spirit
ofevery sinner.What I am telling you of course comes by the Holy Spirit and you cannotread about it unless you read this... ‘
The mystery of evil’
that the Apostlerefers to also has an element of this in it: Sinners are not those who lovethemselves too much as is often preached but those who not having real selflove have self hatred. This is unconscious of course but effective in shuttingout the light of Christ. Often an obstacle to be gotten over by sinners whohear of Christ is the pride that won’t allow them to accept His love.I hope therefore you are beginning to see something of the secret but powerfulnature and influence of the inner spirit. Also, how much like demons thewicked become as they progress through life. For this reason some people intheir spirits are so evil that they are almost demons and it is very hard, butnot impossible, for God to save them.This is one of my themes, given to me by God, to reveal the secrets of thehuman heart. As it is up to me to write what has only been shown me, asthere are no more Apostles, and having that revelation that has beenconstant throughout my life I am not theorising but relating the reality of the