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Onward to 2012 (or Wild Taxi Ride)

Onward to 2012 (or Wild Taxi Ride)

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Published by Theresa-Ann
2nd Journal 2010-01-03
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2nd Journal 2010-01-03
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1:41 pm, Sunday, 1/3/2010 2nd (after P’s speak), 13 Earth Mayan day
(Enter the journal date, birth date, or
any
ONWARD TO 2012
or 
WILD TAXI RIDE
Video here(Too long for YouTube :)
Wow, yep, now it’s getting
hourly
, the changes. Can hardly keep up with it, but that’s okay. It iswhat it is, and I’m
loving
it. Boy, ain’t life grand?!
Just spoke with a dear friend. Shared with her my latest journal entry, the earlier one from this same day,January 3rd, 2010. The one where I actually felt
called
to issue
an invitation to Light to speak
.That, itself, was unusual enough, but to be answered, now THAT was neat.THE NO-MIND-FRIENDLY REALM
Anyway,
not ready
to reveal that, just yet, except to someone so close to me, for I know thatshe, at least, will
understand
. I don’t want
anyone
making anything great out of me, so, asmuch control as I have of that, I’ll use. It gets rather challenging, though, to step into
power and control
when one is in
the no-mind-friendly realm
.
No, I
don’t claim to be in the no-mind at all fully anymore
. That is, if I ever was (therefully), which I probably wasn’t. One just can’t know these things, I guess. Anyway, I am stillnot ready to try in any way to take over the reins from
heart
, from Source. To the best of whatever ability I have, I am
completely given over to Source
.
Now, I know that’s not true, either — well, no words can be true, anyway — but beyond that, one
merelydoes the best s/he can; no more is required
than that. It is mind who always wants to beperfect at things. Poor mind, it is not possible, anyway. Talk about chasing your tail!
We’ve
all
done that, though; and are doing it, now, to one extent or another, as well. We
can’tknow
 
what it is we
don’t 
know 
. We just do our best; no more than that.TO PUT LIGHT IN CHARGE
It is beautiful, though, how
lovely and special
our best sometimes turns out to be, when we’veput the
Light in charge
(or Source, or God, Allah, the Great Spirit...whatever your flavor).We just
stand back, and marvel
, sometimes.
Disidentification
so helps, here, becausethere is
no ego
in this;
 
it is
not that.
This is all from
heart space
.A TRULY MAGICAL KINGDOM
I say it’s
a magical kingdom
, and I don’t lie; it is. But the magic is
particular 
and
specific
toeach one, and must be
innerly experienced.
There, I’m inventing a new word – or 
 
massacring it. Anyway, it is
experiential
, so to discover this,
each one
must find their way,within.USING DRUGS
Some people use or have used
concoctions found in nature
to “expand their mind,” as it wasonce called. This is not that, either, for we’re
still training mind
as
observer 
, so though wehaven’t quite abandoned it, entirely, we surely
don’t want
to go
in
and try to expand
it
.
No, this is a high, that is true, but it is
a heart high
, and it’s different. No drugs required. Drugs getin the way, actually, for they often have or invite
little attachments
to the aura; things that, if we could see them, we would
not
care to mess with. So, no drugs, at least for me (thoughI’ve done that in the past; I’m not innocent of this, and know whereof I speak).
I guess
“getting high” is relative
, relative, perhaps, to
one’s
conception
of 3D reality.
Compared to
it,
one is high, or at some distance from that (regular 3D) perspective, when one
does drugs
. I can see that, even as a (current) non-user. And yes, maybe this compares, abit; I don’t know. I’ll leave that for others to answer, elsewhere. I
don’t find it relevant
or too
useful
just now.MORPHING INTO THAT -EXPANSIONS OF BEING
It is what it is, and
for its
own
sake
. It
need 
not be compared 
with anything 
else. Besides,
what to compare it to
, anyway? (Being in heart) It is
to become more fluid
, somehow, for in a certain
losing of identity
, or of 
one’s prior concept 
of identity, one begins to
morph
,sometimes even in one’s (internally) perceived form. One can be water, or a planet, a sun, asolar system, a galaxy...or take it
as far as imagination will carry
. You can be that, for 
youreally
are
that. 
All is one.
Yes, I can see how there is a certain “high” to that, the ability to
flex and flow
in one’s self-conception.It is so much, so very much
more
than that, though, for these (other) forms are also
beings
.One discovers that
absolutely
everything 
is conscious
, and in that discovery, one’s
mentalmind is so blown
as to sit down, quietly, for the duration, at least of the meditation, lol.
These things, too, these
expansions of being
, or meditations,
take one so far 
beyond 
what oneonce considered to be “normal reality” as to
leave one speechless
.TO COMMUNICATE
It just does not fit well into
words
.That is my challenge, as a
communicator 
, to share with you.That is one of the main reasons I am here, on the Earth. To communicate.Just that.
So, if you are listening, and from the
heart
, then
you, too, can come along,
and discover,
within
,the
keys to this
magical kingdom
, to one of 
your own
,
for each one is unique. It is yours,and only yours, and you rule there, you reign —
as long as
you remain within
heart
.
 
Those are large words, actually: “within
heart
.” They seem simple, on top, or at surface, but whatlies within them is
so deep as to be stunning
. It will truly
stun the mind
into silence. I kidyou not that it is
magical 
... but these are
 just words
, and we do not yet know one another well enough to know
if we mean the same thing
with our words.REAL COMMUNICATION - HEART TO HEART
That is
the communicators’ challenge
, for, to communicate this sort of a message well, onemust take the
listeners
into
their 
own
hearts
. There lies the challenge.
So, I first work, from
without
, seeking to
meet you where you are
, and to guide you within withthese
symbols
we call
words
. I must leave my kingdom, just a bit, to do this, for 
if I speak toyou straight from there too soon,
my words will make
no sense
to you, and you may missthe
opportunity
that is here,
hidden
, tucked away in the words.
Thus, I
come out, to meet you,
half-way, or a little more, a little less. That’s up to
you
, for yougive me feedback, you know, from inside (so I know). Actually, though, the reality is that
Source knows
, and, being one with Source is how
know, too.SOURCE ASKS PERMISSION TO SPEAK ? :-D
Anyway, this
is
a wild ride, for 
I’m on it, too
, being guided along, flowing with Source. Can youimagine, how
funny
that would be, if Source first came up to me, before speaking, andinformed me what S/he was going to say, and got my mermission (typo for permission), or something? What a hoot! So no,
I don’t know 
at all what’s going to be said 
, ahead. I justwrite, or speak, and out it comes. It’s like
that 
.
Sometimes, if I’m flexible and fluid enough, I can kinda
identify with Source
, and then I speak
as if 
am
 
Source
. That’s pretty neat. But
not 
to people still
caught in their mind
, for then comethe questions, the accusations, perhaps, of arrogance, or blasphemy, or the like. Do yousee? Thus, I must completely and
thoroughly trust in Source to allow this
to flow this way.I cannot try to control, to be in control. It doesn’t work like that. (It wouldn’t do any good,anyway.)LOSING THE SELF - THE IDENTITY
Actually, being
in control
isa dark kind of conceptthat I don’t care for. The
underlying reality 
of the All is that
it is Source, it is God, it is Love
; and creation, all of it, is
the body of God.
Alli
s thus God,
and who wants to or needs
to control God?
What a thought!
No, the concept, rather, if one still
needs
a concept, is rather to
turn over control unto God;
tocompletely
surrender 
. And, in the process, one even
loses one’s
identity 
, one’s old identity.Yeah; did I mention
surrender 
? So, as you can imagine, that is
an interesting space tospeak from.
Yet, for those
still trapped
in mind, they
cannot
see
that. Being only ego,
ego
is all one can

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