Emotions running high

Resisting temptations never worked

The disease is too strong
Too powerful
Withdrawal symptoms
The cracks are showing
An airless inhale
Desperate for breath
Screaming pains
Cry in my head
My eyes fill up
My hand shakes
This stream is flowing
Determination breaks
On the floor
On the edge
On my own
Submission begins
I reach for my fate
Begging for some other way
I get my release
But for how long?
For come next week
I know I won't
I know I can't
Be so strong