My Secret Life By Walter
Table of Contents
1.Earliest recollections • An erotic nursemaid •Ladies abed • My cock • A frisky governess •Cousin Fred • Thoughts on pudenda • A female pedlar • Baudy pictures • A naked baby2.My godfather • At Hampton-Court • My aunt's backside • Public baths • My cousins cunts •Haymaking frolics • Family difficulties • Schoolamusements • A masturbating relative •Romance and sentiment.3.A big servant • Two sisters • Armpits • A quietfeel • Baudy reveries • Felt by a woman •Erections • My prepuce • Seeing and feeling •Aunt and cousin • A servant's thighs • Not manenough.4.My first frig • My godfather • Meditations oncopulation • Male and female aromas • Maid andgardener • My father dies • A wet dream • Bilked by a whore.5.Our house • Charlotte and brother Tom • Kissingand groping • Both in rut • My first fuck • Avirginity taken • At a baudy house • In a privy •Tribulations • Charlotte leaves • My despair.6.At the Manor house • Fred's amours • Sarah andMary • What drink and money does • My secondvirgin • My first whore • Double fucking •Gamahuching • Minette • A Belly up and down.7.Charwoman and daughter • At a key-hole •Cutting corns • A shower and a barn • A fatrumped Devonian • Suggestive pictures • A bum-hole offered • Erotic madness • Remorse.8.Preliminary • My taste for beauty of form • SarahMavis • Midday in the Quadrant • No. 13 J***.sStreet • A bargain in the hall • A woman with awill • Fears about my size • Muck • Cold- blooded • Tyranny • My temper • Submission • Arevolt • A half-gay lady • Sarah watches me • Aquarrel • Reconciliation.9.Sarah's complaisance • Mistress Hannah • AboutSarah • Sexual indifference • After dinner • Stark naked at last • Her form • The scar • Hannah'sfriendship • The baudy house parlour • TheGuardsman • Sarah's greed • A change in her
manner • A miscarriage • Going abroad • I ammadly in love • Sarah's history.10.Poses plastiques • Sarah departs • My despair •Hannah's comfort • Foolscap and masturbation •Cheap cunt • A mulatto • The baudy houseaccounts • Concerning Sarah • The parlour • Thegay ladies there • My virtue • Louisa Fisher • Ashow of legs • The consequence on me • Effecton Mrs. Z**i.11.A friends maid-servant • Jenny • Initialfamiliarity • A bum pinched • Jennycommunicative • Her young man • An attempt, afailure, a faint, a look, and a sniff • Restoratives.12.When are women most lewd • Garters, money,and promises • About my servant • Theneckerchief • Armpits felt • Warm hints • Lewdsuggestions • Baudy language • Tickling •"Fanny Hill" • Garters tried • Red fingers •Struggle, and escape • Locked out • I leave •Baudy predictions, and verification.13."Fanny Hill" sent to Jenny • My next visit •Thunder, lightning, sherry, and lust • A chaseround a table • The money takes • Tickling andmicturating • A search for "Fanny Hill," • Achase up the stairs • In. the bedroom • Thunder,funk, and lewedness • Intimidation and coaxing •Over and under • A rapid spender • Virginitydoubtful • Fears, tears, and fucking.14.My soiled shirt • Jenny's account of herself •Fucking and funking • Poor John! • Of her pudenda • Its sensitiveness • Erotic chat •Startled by a caller • Her married Sister'sunsatisfed cunt • How she prevented havingchildren • Doubts her husband's fedelity • jennytaught the use of a French letter • Hikerypikery,and catamenial irregularities.15.A sailor, a whore, and a garden-wall • Thenewly-made road • Windy and rainy •Bargaining overheard • Offer to pay • Against agarden-coal! • A feel from behind • A wethandful • Blind lust • Into the sperm • The policeman • A lost umbrella • A new sort of washing-basin • Fears of ailment.16.A big maid-servant • A peep up from below •Home late, dusty and stupid • Chastity suspected• Consequences • Dismissed • My sympathy •The soldier" lover • Going to supper • At the
Cafe de'PE*r**e • In the cab returning • Wet feet• On the seat • Mutual grasping and gropings.17.The next day • At the Tower • In tears • "Thewretch is married." • At T******d Street • After dinner • On the chamberpot • My wishes refused• An attack • Against the bed • A stout resistance• I threaten to leave her • Tears and supplications• On the sofa • Reluctant consent • A half-virgin.18.The big servant's history • The soldier at therailway station Courting • In the village lane •On the grass • At the pot-house • Broached partially • Inspection of her privates refused •Lewd abandonment • Her first spend • A nightwith her • Her form • Sudden effects of alooking-glass • The baud solicits her • Sexualforce and enjoyment • She gets a situation • Wecease meeting • The butcher's wife • Anaccidental meeting • She was Sarah by name.19.A gap in the narrative • A mistress • A luckylegacy • Secret preparations • A sudden flight •At Paris • A dog and a woman • At a lake-city •A South American lady • Mrs. O*b***e •Glimpses from a bedroom window • Hairyarmpits • Stimulating effects • Acquaintancemade • The children • "Play with Mamma likePapa" • A water excursion • Lewd effects •Contiguous bedrooms • Double doors • Nights of nakedness • Her form • Her sex • Carnalconfessions • Periodicity of lust.20.Frantic coition • A priapus • Purging and resting• Priapus humbled • Carnal exercises resumed •The governess • A peep through a key-hole •Bathing • The after-frig • My politeness • Thesilk mantle • Travelling resumed • The new hotel• Felt, and all but • Unproductive seed • A thin partition • Scared by a laugh • Unsuccessful •The mantle given • Still no success • I leave.21.Camille the second • Stripping • The divan •Cock-washing • Camille's antecedents • Face,form, and runt • Mode of copulating • Avaricious• Free fucking offered • Gabrielle • Cunt, form,and face • Minette • My daily dose of doxies • AtM**g' *e • Lodgings at the greengrocer's •Louisa the red-haired • The lodging-houseservant • The shop-boy • My friend's daughter •Piddling, and presents • Loo's bum pinched • Theservant kissed • A stroke on the sands • With Loo