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John St. John
 
The Record of the Magical Retirement of
 
G. H. Frater, O.’. M.’.
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NOBODY is better aware than myself that this account of my Retirement labours under mostserious disadvantages.The scene should have been laid in an inaccessible lamaserai in Tibet, perched on stupendouscrags; and my familiarity with Central Asia would have enabled me to do it quite nicely.One should really have had an attendant Sylph; and one’s Guru, a man of incredible age andferocity, should have frequently appeared at the dramatic moment.A gigantic magician on a coal-black steed would have added to the effect: strange voices, utteringformidable things, should have issued from unfathomable caverns. A mountain shaped like aSvastika with a Pillar of Flame would have been rather taking; herds of impossible yaks, ghost-dogs, gryphons. ...But my good, friends, this is not the way things happen. Paris is as wonderful as Lhassa, and thereare just as many miracles in London as in Luang Prabang.I did not even think it necessary to go into the Bois de Boulogne and meet those Three Adepts whocause bleeding at the nose, familiar to us from the writings of Macgregor Mathers. {3}The Universe of Magic is in the mind of a man: the setting is but Illusion even to the thinker.Humanity is progressing; formerly men dwelt habitually in the exterior world; nothing less thangiants and Paynim and men-at-arms and distressed ladies, vampires and succubi, could amusethem. Their magicians brought demons from the smoke of blood, and made gold from baser metals.In this they succeeded; the intelligent perceived that the gold and the lead were but shadows ofthought. It became probable that the elements were but isomers of one element; matter was seento be but a modification of mind, or (at least) that the two things matter and mind must be joinedbefore either could be perceived. All knowledge comes through the senses, on the one hand; on theother, it is only through the senses that knowledge comes.We then continue our conquest of matter; and we are getting pretty expert. It took much longer toperfect the telescope than the motor-car. And though, of course, there are limitations, we knowenough to be able to predict them.We know in what progression the Power to Speed coefficient of a steamboat rises --- and so on.But in our conquest of Nature, which we are making principally by the use of the rational intelligenceof the mind, we have become aware of that world itself, so much so that educated men spend nine-tenths of their waking lives in that world, only descending to feed and dress and so on at theimperative summons of their physical constitution.Now to us who thus live the world of mind seems almost as savage and unexplored as the world ofNature seemed to the Greeks. {4}There are countless worlds of wonder unpath’d and uncomprehended --- and even unguessed, wedoubt not.Therefore we set out diligently to explore and map these
 
untrodden regions of the mind.Surely our adventures may be as exciting as those of Cortes or Cook!It is for this reason that I invite with confidence the attention of humanity to this record of my journey.But another set of people will find another disappointment. I am hardly an heroic figure. I am notThe Good Young Man That Died. I do not remain in holy meditation, balanced on my left eyelash,for forty years, restoring exhausted nature by a single grain of rice at intervals of several months.You will perceive in these pages a man with all his imperfections thick upon him trying blindly, yetwith all his force, to control the thoughts of his mind, so that he shall be able to say "I will think thisthought and not that thought" at any moment, as easily as (having conquered Nature) we are allable to say "I will drink this wine, and not that wine."For, as we have now learnt, our happiness does not at all depend upon our possessions or ourpower. We would all rather be dead than be a millionaire who lives in daily dread of murder orblackmail.Our happiness depends upon our state of mind. It is the mastery of these things that the Magiciansof to-day have set out to obtain for humanity; they will not turn back, or turn aside. {5}It is with the object of giving the reins into the hands of others that I have written this record, notwithout pain.Others, reading it, will see the sort of way one sets to work; they will imitate and improve upon it;they will attain to the Magistry; they will prepare the Red Tincture and the Elixir of Life -- for they willdiscover what Life means.{6}
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IT hath appeared unto me fitting to make a careful and even an elaborate record of this GreatMagical Retirement, for that in the first place I am now certain of obtaining some Result therefrom,as I was never previously certain.Previous records of mine have therefore seemed vague and obscure, even unto the wisest of thescribes; and I am myself afraid that even here all my skill of speech and study may avail me little, sothat the most important part of the record will be blank.Now I cannot tell whether it is a part of my personal Kamma, or whether the Influence of theEquinox of Autumn should be the exciting cause; but it has usually been at this part of the year thatmy best Results have occurred. It may be that the physical health induced by the summer in me,who dislike damp and chill, may being forth as it were a flower the particular kind of Energy ---Sammav yamo --- which gives alike the desire to perform more definitely and exclusively the GreatWork, and the capacity to achieve success.It is in any case remarkable that I was born in October (18-); suffered the terrible mystic trancewhich turned me toward the Path in October (18-); applied for admission to G.’. D.’. in October (18-);opened my temple at B---e in {7} October (18-); received the mysteries of L.I.L. in October (19-);
and obtained the grade of 6ø = 5ø; obtained the first true mystic results in October (19-); first landed
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