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My Dearest KAT

My Dearest KAT

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Published by: Kat Muro on Nov 05, 2010
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11/5/2010 2:34:00 PM
 
My dearest KAT, when you read this letter, I will probably be dead, just know it¶s not your fault. I wrote this letter long ago but I am justadding this here so you can understand why I did what I did. You willprobably be shocked what I am about to tell you just know its comingfrom the heart.I just cant live with myself anymore.. anywaysHERE ITGOES«
 
There are some things that I really want to say to you... to express toyou... but I don't know how. Aside from simply coming up to you andsaying them, there really is no way to tell you how I feel. So I won't.My ideas, due to the poor means of communication words provide,might be misunderstood and cause our relationship to becomeuncomfortable. So, I've decided not to tell you. And I'll compose andpublish my letter. I love you. I always have, and I always will. My lovefor you is deep and permanent, and while non-sexual, it is true love. Icould never sleep with you... it would destroy and alter something thatI can't specifically name... But I could curl up next to you and
fall 
 asleep quite easily... My love is boundless. I love you despite-- no...
Because
of your faults and unattractive behaviors. They are spicy andreal and they make up part of who you are. Your character isfascinating, and I can only hope to continue to be an important part of your life for as long as you are an important part of mine. Youhave always been such a wonderful protective and supportive personto me... you have been with me and been there
for 
me ever since Imet you. You were there for me when I was in love, in pain, inconfusion. You've had more faith in me than I have
ever 
had inmyself... and I am endlessly grateful for that. You've provided me withan anchor of support, if not always sanity. With you, I feel that thereare emotional things that will not change, even if our two separatelives do change on their own. I feel like there is something real andpermanent about my love for you. It is like the sky when themountains may crumble. It is like a background in front of which I willassume the various characters and personalities that this world directsme to. There is nothing in this world that I would not do for you. Itrust you with everything I have, and everything I am. So here I go totell you, I have depression issues I always had. I was just good athidden them. I was rape by my uncle when I was 10 and since than
 
nothing been the same. I feel sick to my stomach just thinking aboutit. I lived a hard life before you came along. I wanted to be a differentinfluence for you. I once over heard you saying you look up to me.That meant the world to me. I remember when we meet I saved youfrom that bullied of yours. I loved watching you play basketball youwere so good at it. I remember I cried my eyes when u injuredyourself and all the blood was on the floor, I though u were going todied. After that I hated basketball.I believe that you know almosteverything there is to know about me..I just never wanted you toworried about me. See kat, I liked you and I couldn¶t do that too you,you are too puresometimes I imagine that you are a kind of soul-sibling... and that we've been together for multiple lives. I can createelaborate theories and stories about our past lives together... the onewhere we
ere
lovers... in Japan perhaps... or the one where I wasyour beloved pet bird... or some other silly nonsense. But the storythat seems to be most
true
is one that places us as protector andpartner to each other. Mutual and equal trust... as if we wereemployed to do the same task, and to do it together. In a world of liesand deception, you were the only one I trusted, and I was the only onethat you could trust. Images and ideas similar to this have struckhome with me and reminded me of you. I'm not your soul mate... andyou are not mine. But I believe that we have known each other for aninconceivably long time. I want to tell you these things. Perhapssomeday I will tell you. Perhaps someday you'll see this, and I'll neverknow. However it happens, I want you to know that I love you, andthat I'll always be there for you above any other person, be it lover,boyfriend, dream or depression. I count myself among the luckiestsouls in the universe for meeting you. Thank you for being here for meI love you my kitty kat
 
Lexy<3
 
 
 
11/5/2010 2:34:00 PM
 

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