You're a good God's creature.

°I trade you for Rm380.

Having you is like having the greatest present ever. Once you step into my house, I always tell myself that you are mine for now on.

I promise at the same time that I'll take good care of you. The first day of your presence, you hide yourself right under the sofa cause you were shy.

But I know, I could change you since you are living with me. I feed you with what your older master gives to me to. I pour your drink into your green container.

I have to lock you up in your cage cause I don't want you to run away for me. I want you to know me better.

Better than your old master even you knew him for almost 1 year, and because I don't think that he's a good master to you.

And me, as your new master that you just know about couple of hours feel that it has been so long since I hold you.

You give me fierce face whenever I drag you to be in my arms. You are a good God's creature and I know you won't bite, because I know what's inside your heart.

You will sit under the sofa for so long until I pick you up and bring you towards your cage. You won't move for an inch if I never come to see you.

You rarely throw your 'meowing' to me when I call your name. You just give me no response.

I'm still okay because I am sure that I could make you as my best mate.

I like to see your bushy tail's waving in the air whenever you move your feet. When I try to catch you, you always try to run at the fastest speed. Whenever I get you, you stay right there and try to escape.

I never touch for you to hide from me because I know that you are feeling new to this family. In the night, I'm anxious to wake up for a better day tomorrow.

Knowing that you are always there in your cage, always make me feel happy inside. Because I know that I might be seeing you again the next day.

That I could feed you again, pour you some water and brush your fur. You eat what you were eaten. But, it was only a few. You don't drink too much water.

After you have your meal, I would let you go. I would let you to run under the sofa again. I would let you stay for hours alone.

You would come back once you either feel hungry or thirsty. Yes, back to your cage.

Whenever you head the place, I could hear your bell is jiggling. Once you're done, you would get back to your quite spot. You become more friendly each days.

I could see into your big, pretty eyes that you want to be close to me. Whenever I hold you, you refuse to be unhold.

You stay quitely in my arms and let me to touch your head to your tail. You were so soft, just like you are.

I was in the movie mood that evening, I invite you to my room to accompany me watching it.

You were there, staying on my lap, right where I lay on my bed. You are asleep. That's the cutest thing ever.

Well, I do snap your pictures tho because I just can't stand with the adorableness.

Once you hear me open the door, you would awake and run to the door to get out. You might just get bored with the movie maybe.

I don't really mind because I just have a little time sitting with you. My mom would smile to see you are getting to love this home. You are getting to love your new family.

You are getting to live with your food filled green container. It is priceless to see you are belong here.

Everything goes dull and worry when the day you neither don't want to eat your meal nor drink your water.

I do feel weird. I told my mom that you refuse to eat. We don't know what happen to you.

I wish you could talk and let everything that goes into your mind, and what you are feeling at the time.

You no longer can pee or run your excretion.

You would sit in your litter container for more minutes than before. Once you feel that you can't let it out, you just roughly burst the sand in the container.

I could see in your eyes that something is just not right.

I get more worry each day till I get you to the Veterinarian.

It's far away from our house but don't worry, we do it for you. We don't want to see you in pain.

We don't want you to burst the sand again. We want you to eat your food again.

We want you to have some water again. We want everything goes normal.

I'm shock with what the veterinarian says about you. You get a very hard-to-recover disease.

It get worst when she says that you might die.

I keep thinking about you on the way we go home.

I keep thinking what if you would totally disappear from my eyes. What if your cage would be empty. What if I could no longer feed you.

What if I couldn't find you under the sofa again. I don't want those thing to be happen. I seriously don't.

One night, I come to see you and bring your food but you ain't eat it. I promise that you are going to be fine and you won't die. I give you a kiss before I go to bed.

I'm in a class the next day, I can't wait to get home to meet you again. To see that you are alive. To hug you.

To kiss you.

I give you the medicine with the help of my mom.

It is so hard because I know you may hate medicine.

But you have to open your mouth cause I still want to have you. Later, I let you go under the sofa again. I walk to my room.

But then, I start to miss you again even we just meet for minutes ago. I look for you at the corner where you always hide your pain, right over there, I find you.

I hold you and bring you to my mom's room.

You give me the weirdest meow ever that I never heard from you before, I tell my mom what happen to you.

I put you on the floor but you just can't stand. My mom won't feel your heartbeat later. You were gone. You are done.

You are out of the world.

You are going to have your own grave. It's the time where I feel so so lost.

Deep inside, I try to be okay and stop tearing myself. But I just can't when I see you aren't alive anymore. I wish you could come back.

But someone tells me that you are in the heaven now.

I thank god for giving me a chance to know this beautiful animal in my life. Even I have you almost only a week, but it seems that I know you even longer.

And from now on, I promise to set you in mind.

I promise to make you a permanent, important thing in my heart. I promise to ever not forget you. Even for a moment. I love you, Dino. I really do.."