Chaotic Love

Holding me close as if it would cure our problems

But the chaos still exists…
I throw out my arms,
Half in insanity,
The other half in helplessness.

You hold me closer,

and for a moment I give in completely.
Slowly we embrace,
our emotions entangled.
I forget where you begin and I end…

More chaos…
I beg you to keep me, to love me.
Only to be thrown again,
into this world of chaotic wonder.
I watch as you allow your demons to torment you.
I want to hold you in my arms,
protect you from your past, from yourself.

You envelope me once again

In arms that I feel could conquer the world.
I revel in the glory of a new found “us”
but … it is short lived,
for as you reach your hand out to touch your past
I pull your hands close… to save our future.

One last attempt to save us,

I give you all I can.
I envelope you in my love…
But it isn’t enough, it’s never been enough.
And my love…I am so tired.