"It's not my fault. He's there father and they want to go see Tristin too. I asked them if they wanted to go and they saidyes." She pleaded me with her eyes to understand."Couldn't you have convinced them to not want to go and don't you think I want to see Tristin too. At least you havegotten to see him in the time that he has live with that douche. I can¶t ever see him cuz his douche of father won¶t lethim see me. Probably thinks I will convince him to stay and I so would. And I would succeed too.""Princess, it's going to be okay. Anyways since you¶re going to visit your grandma there is no one to watch them whileSeth and I are at work." She said with a shrug."Tylor is 14 can¶t he baby-sit Kyle. I started babysitting when I was like 12.""You know your brother is not capable of watching him. Anyways it might be good for them to go somewhere else for a while.""How the FUCK would living with an ASSHOLE like DAVID," I yelled emphasizing the fuck, asshole, and David. Ipractically spit his name out."I don't really know princess. I don't want them to go either but I can¶t do anything about it," she said while trying tocomfort me but I pulled out of her grasped and started walking towards the stairs.I turned around and looked at my mom and said, "Yes you could've forced them not to want to go or refused to letthem go. I HATE YOU for allowing them to go." I emphasized the three words I have never spoken to my mother before and then ran up the stairs.*******************30 minutes later*******************I am so mad right now I can't even explain how mad I am.Why does she keep doing this to me?I never get my way ugh.She makes me seem so much like a 5 year old.Why can¶t I just stand up to her?It¶s not like I can¶t it¶s just that I won¶t because she would get mad and then I would feel really bad.Why does she have to be an awesome mom all the time and then just change randomly?Then I heard some footsteps on the stairs and then two knocks at my door.