what that text did to me

i told myself i'm prepared

i can handle this truth

even thou i wish to deny it

i steeled myself

said i would be strong

always there

for you to lean on

i said no matter what the outcome

we would laugh and cry together

that this was not a lone battle

we are all at war

fighting for your life

i told everyone

let's not cry

let's rejoice our joy's

i thought i could do this

but it's just a fat lie

what is the point of tears

if we won't

cry

by linglang