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the journey within - part 2

the journey within - part 2

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the gift of forgetting
the gift of forgetting

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Published by: sam iam / Salvatore Gerard Micheal on Feb 12, 2011
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the journey within - part 2
the gift of forgetting
You know, i really don't care anymore some of you label me 'crazy'; i've been fighting this war against Satanic forces for generations of past lives. In this life, around 45 years - ever since mygrandma whispered in my ear (at 3 years old) the 'secret of life': God Is Love. Since that time,demons have attacked me in: night terrors, character attacks, morale attacks, 'seduction attempts'(such as when a 'friend' invited me to give him a blow-job as a child), sibling attacks (such aswhen my middle-brother forced 'gay sex' (not actual anal intercourse but bad enough) on me),(and if you can believe it - i truly have nothing against gay or lesbian even after all that shit), andcontinuous tormenting by peers when i was a child. It took me years to forgive those tormenters.But in a sense - really no time at all because they were
all 
being Satanically manipulated. As itold you before:
the enemy is not the person hurting you - it is the idea/force manipulating them
 .. My earliest past-life memories were as Moses' dog (so i was joking in one essay but serioushere) Samuel "Sam" for short (any wonder my nickname in this life is sam?) .. At that timeMoses promised me "Sam, you'll have your chance - I promise you." (he was referring to the war against Satan). i cannot guarantee that was word-for-word because past-life memories are a littlefuzzy and get confused with imagination but i'm fairly certain that 'conversation' with Moses took  place. (If you can consider a dog's whining, barking, and sympathetic tones 'their side' of theconversation.) Fast forward to WWII where i was a gas chamber operator for the Nazis. Don'tautomatically say "Sam! You're an evil person!" because i was the only operator to openly objectto what we were doing, get stoned (beaten in the head) by Jewish women who did not believe iwas a Jew-sympathizer in a concentration camp (this was after a coworker informed on me), andleft for dead. Someone dragged my body out or i crawled through barbed wire - but somehow imade it to a train station where i believe i was shot in the head by a Nazi border guard .. So youcan see now why i subtitled this essay "the gift of forgetting". If we all remembered our past livesin this detail, the mental hospitals would be overflowing with patients (as in one excellent newer Twilight Zone / Outer Limits (i cannot remember which)). Perhaps if we were all as emotionallydetached to our past-lives, we could handle remembering. i haven't used any hypnotherapy - justmust be the right time in my life (this life) or perhaps a direct result of previous meditation (or  both). Again, if you can believe it, i have nothing against Jews (even being stoned in the head ina past-life by Jews) or demoralized by them in this life (i've encountered too many arrogantmaterialistic Jews). After all, Jesus was a Jew and get this - i was his sandal maker! (He liked mysandals!:) i'll never forget his smile when he picked up his last pair. How
could 
you forget thatsmile! Now many of you are reading this presently for pure entertainment value and delight inmocking me - but i assure you - you are employed by Satan if you do this. i cannot guaranteethese 'memories' are valid but i Guarantee you
i am fighting a war with Satanic forces
. Their 'psychic' attacks on me are becoming more frequent. They must feel threatened by my essays..You see,
they feed off fear, mistrust, envy, greed,.. - all 'negative' emotions
- this is 'orgasmicmaterial' for them. Any time you're afraid, they 'get off' on this. If you're a masochist and enjoy pain, you're basically working for Satan because you're providing energy for Satanic forces. If you continually go to theme-parks for roller-coaster rides and enjoy the thrill and fear of therides, you're working for Satan (for the same reason). Talk about 'battery' in the Matrix; you're asuper-lithium / generator for Satan! i know this all sounds totally
wacko
for many but if you've been haunted by demons your entire life, you'd understand.

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