employer doesn’t offer health insurance.
For me - this moment holds many conflicting emotions and realities
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being onstage with inspirational leaders of faith like Rev. Rebecca Voelkel, Rev. ElderNancy Wilson, Bishop Yvette Flunder and Rabbi Joshua Lesser
–
is deeplyhumbling. There was a time in my life when I literally thought that I was the onlyMuslim who was gay. In my struggle to find other people who were like myself, Iwas astonished to find religious denominations that were welcoming to lesbian,
gay, bisexual and transgender people. Could it be that God really didn’t hate
me?
Fifteen years ago I couldn’t fa
thom the concept of a loving God
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a Divine figurethat created queer people like myself. Not to hate them or to deny them a happylife. But a Divinity that blessed them with special gifts and special insights that themajority of human beings did not possess. Today
–
I sit amongst this group of leaders
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to testify that Allah
–
the Compassionate, the Merciful
–
has indeedcreated me
–
exactly as I’m supposed to be.
But here’s something I didn’t know when I thought I was the only gay Muslim on
this planet. Queer people, sexual and gender minorities have played a vital role insocieties across the globe
–
and throughout history. We were the shamans, thegate-keepers, the mediators, the ones who embodied both genders of male andfemale. We were recognized for our ability to see beyond gender and in some
cases we didn’t have a gender at all –
making us even closer to the Divine.In the Muslim world - our names vary. We are the
waria
, the
calabai
and the
bissu
of Indonesia, the
hijras
of Pakistan, the
kothis
of India, and the
khaanit
of Oman.We have always played significant spiritual and ceremonial roles in our societies.And it is only in the recent past
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with the advent of colonization, the rise of
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