said writing was wicked unless you are teaching children about God and then all you need is a bible which has already been written (and edited by men I might add)
The man who taught me all I know of music
said some music was evil. It made you want to take all your clothes off unless it was Beethoven. Even Liszt was questionable. But we made beautiful music nonetheless, A German Requiem Opus 45, and it made me want to scream. I didn't. Ever. I never screamed. But I did take all my clothes off to the chorus of crickets and circadas and frogs, and laid there wondering how to fall into the sky.
The one who really taught me about love
gently guided my mouth towards his penis. I cried. He said it was okay. He meant it. It was okay. He taught me that its okay to be a child at age 20 when I wanted nothing more than to play house. I didn't understand though. I thought being a child with a child was irresponsible, so I chased him away and remembered how to live on fear and lie in bed with a stomach ache because eternity was too baffling a concept.
(and then wonder why the sound equivalent
of a metal rod through the center of my head screams the scream I never screamed)
The woman who taught me nothing
is dead. She won't talk to me and this makes me angry. She said I was everything a baby ought to be and then died and won't listen anymore.
Never mind then. I'll teach myself.
Its easy. Murmur nonsense, utter profanities you don't really mean and ask for whipped cream with a bit of coffee on top then pay in pennies, never screaming the screams of the living.