I dreamt of you last night.There was a gentle breeze and the sun beatdown on your smooth skin. I watched you from afar. It’s like there was aninvisible wall between us. I pushed and pushed but couldn’t reach you. Iwoke up trembling from what you did to me.The thought of you leaving seeps into the pit of my stomach and I canhardly breathe. I get dressed and I can hardly wait to have the seams of mypants rubbing against your perfect skin. I fantasize what it would be likewithout them. Would you like it? Would you like the feel of the smoothinsides of my legs and a soft cotton t-shirt? I would squeeze your corebetween my knees until you begged me let go... but I know you never would.I always tire before you. I feel drained but a moment later I want more. Iwant to push faster and lean into you even more. I would hold on tight andpull you up against my chest. I would feel what fuels you slap against your ribs- just inches away from hitting me. I know it’s there and it’s like you’retrying to spill your insides over me.There is only one way to turn you on. When it rains I still feel satisfiedbecause I can see it everyday. They are a transport for me to get that muchcloser to what makes you purr. I roll it around knowing what’s going tohappen next. All I have to do is put it in and turn. Hit the right spot and Iknow you’ll come to life. I close my eyes every time.You’re just sitting there. You’re so patient and I’m dying on the inside. Igrab your arms, squeeze and sing my leg over you. My toes tingle withanticipation as I see the buttery leather beneath me. I tell myself I’m incontrol, but I know it’s a lie.It takes everything I have to not completely lose it. I long to go full-forcefrom the moment I straddle you, but you grab me and tell me to wait. I feelyou gently pulsing beneath me and I beg for more. I scream for you to pullme closer. It feels so good, and I want you even more.