mAP JI BO,l1;JIEP (1821-1867)

BO~JIepOB cny=ra] npe~aBJba aa MCTOPl1jy KIbIDKeBHOCTH peztax nprorep iIIo,ll.po6HOr M Tparwmor nonynaparsa je,ll.HOr necnnxxor ~eJIa H je~He Jby~cKe cYA,6J1He. Hapaano, OBa rrocnezusa pex, cyo6uua, o~aBHO He Ayryje caoie 3Ha"Iea.e EM aHTM'IKoj TPareA'MjM HM nOToa.MM AorMaMa: OTKaKO je npecrana na 3HatIH Cl1iHOHMM sa BOJby oorOBa, oaa MMeHYje yKynHe OKOJIHOCTH je~Hor OMTHcaa.a, IIOJIOJkaj KOjM "10- aexa o;a;peljyje npexa CBeTy M ,ru>ynITBy, concTeeuy 'KOJICY H3 Koje nOCJIOBH"IHO He H3JIa3MMO. lI13BecHa, KaTKa,ll. O;a;JIytIyjyha aecnaraa,a Meljy BO,ll.JIepOBMM 6Horpac:PHMa 6J1JIa cy CBa,KaKO YCJIOBJbeHa ynpaao pa3JIM"IHTowhy a.MXOBMX CXBaTaa.a 0 ,ll.eTepMMHH3MY, 0 cy;n;OHHiJ1. 'llMJbeHJ1I:(e, MeljYTMM, OTKpMBajy Boztnepon mMBOT zto HajcM'NI'MjHX iIIoje~mocTM xoie ce Be3yjy y u;eJIOBMTY, :ae06M'IHY npM"IY. He 3HaM na je HeKO rrcnpnsrao Ty npH'Iy ca amite nonrroaarsa npexa a.eHOM rJIaBHOM jYHaKY u ca BJ1llJeOOa3pMBOCTM npexra BJIaCTHTOM KIbMmeBHOM napy Hero lIlTO je TO y'IJ1HJ10 AHToaH BJIOHAeH: sa rsera, Bonnepoa "npo6Jte.M. je TY, y TOJ( oouocy U3Me?)y JlCU8Jbe1ba u neea1ba - oouocy tuTO ce J(oJICe jaBUTU U 'Kao pac~opa'K - y 'KoJ(e nuca~ naJta3U ceoje concraexe pa3.,ltepe, 6JtuJlCe csa'Ka'KO onOMe tuTO ou 'Ka3yje ne'lO O,){OMe WiTO ou y CTsapu jecTe; jotu 6oJbe: y TOMe nYTY ua 'Kpajy 'Koje'l 3aSptuaSa U ou caM (nuca1{), TUJ(e liTO ce 'Iot3- jeoua"tuo ca. onUM tuTO je pexco". Ifopeherse BOp;JIepOBa :>KI1BJbea.a M rreaarsa aaxehe HaM HM3 a'HaJIOrHj a, BJiAJbHBHX J1JIH ~OKa3J1BJ1X sesa xoje aacrrocraarsajy TOK je,ll.He 'IeMBPHe CBaKOAlHeB~e, iM1Cnya.eHe Jby6SBJbY, YMOB8a.C'M, CTBapaa.eM, rpH1KOM, nMjaHCTBOM, CHOBHMa: L{Beh.e 3..4a je

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TaKBa noeanja xoja y CBOjOj YMeTHJ.1qKoj BepO,Zl;OCTOjHOCTJ.1 rrpeztcraarsa 11 [enao J13Y3eTHO CBe,Zl;OqaHCTBO, IIrnXOJIOIlIKM noprper rreCHMKOB.

IIOqeTaK BO,n;JIepOBa 1KMBOTa, pexao 0J.1 ~O'H,Zl;eH' nonceha na noserax aexor ,11;l1'KeHcOBOr posraaa. HaJ.1Me, xana ce IIIapJI-IIjep BO,Zl;JIep PO,Zl;HO, 9. anpnna 1, HoerOEOM Ol.\Y, ~TJIe.DlHoM ,n;p1KaBHOM ;J1HOBHJ.1KY ¢paHcoay BO,Zl;JIepy, OHJIO je mesnecer zme, a MaJIllH KapOJIJ1HH, poheno] ApIUeHoo-,1J;IJ1cl>a]J1,CaMO ,D;Ba,n;eceT ocaa rO,Il,'HHa. IIIapJIy je 6J1JIO inecr ro,n;J1Ha xazta My je OTaQ YMPO, a cenax xana ce MajKa n:pey,n;aJIa aa Majopa 2KaKa Orneca rca KOjYVM cy Y osa] "poMaH" ymne CBe rJIaBHe JEJ1"tfHOCTJ1. BeJIHKa pa3JI'WKa y ro~HHaMa M3Meljy. PC?AJ1TeJba, paHJ1 ry6HTaK ona 11, uaisan, nojaaa o=ryxa KO]J1 je, no peqJ1MaCBOra rrpe'NIOCTaBJbeHOr xaesa XOeHJIOXe, oOAapeH CBJ1M BpJLl-lHaMa npasor BOjH11K~ - ~B~ TO. yqwm:he na Bo,zvrep nocraae HeOOWIlHO npxapncen CB<;>JOJ Ma]l.\H a na TY iIl!Pm;JP:m:eHOCT 3aYBeK nparn He CJIaOYl]e ocehan,e JbYOOMQPe;' erpaxa J1 aenpnjarerscraa npeera TyljJ-1Hl.\Y cyrrapnnxy. B<?~OAeTJ1HoCTBO 1M ,n;eqaw'!'BO, IlIKOJIOBaHoe J1 caapesarse J]PO'ro1qy y 3HaKY Te ,ziooryoe OCeTJhMBOCTJ.1 npesra MajQYlM o=ryxy, qe1Klbe aa MajKoM M ornopa npesra OqyxY,OTIl'opa KOjJ1 he KaCHlJ1je AOBecTH AO rrornyaor paCKJ1,Il;a Meljy IbHMa ,n;BOj'11qOM, aJIH KOjJ1 HlJ1KaAa aehe BO,Zl;JIepy .n;OHeTJ1 OJIaKWaHoe, HanpoTVIB: BO,Zl;JIep he ca~o OCehaTJ1 CBe aehy M C'Be HeYTa:m:'J1BJ1jy rrorpeoy aa MaJ':J1HOM JbyoaBJby, na 6J1 IlITO crpoxce neano OHO WTO MY Je OJ1JIO yaspaheao J1 WTO MY ce yonnrre MOrJIO yaapaTJ1TH.

)J;a ce OOJhe 'W !paID1je OLUYl'a ra] '3a'iapaHJ1 xpyr lbcroBJ1X oceharsa ztorrpaneo je qJ1TaB TOK nopoznomor :m:HBOTa: oopaBaK y JIJ10HY, rzte je oxyx YOP30 npeneurrea aa CJIy}ROY, rne no-nnse Boanepoao WKOJIOBaHoe, y naaerroay ,11;eJJOpM; 3aTHM, rrocne nOHOBHor npesseurraja OrrJ1lWBOr y IIapJ13, HaCTaBaK WKOJIOBaHoa y KOJIe:m:y JIyj BeJIJ1KH, J1HTepHaTCKJ1 JKJ1DOT y KOMe Bonnep crnapa J1 narpahyje CBOjy JIWUlY Al1Cl.\VfrrJIMHY npeanpa, mpxoca J1 n06YHe rrpesra CBeMY TpaAJ1L\J10Ha.nHOM, TBP,ll;OKOPHOM, ,lfHCTJ1Tyu,MOHaJUf30'BaHOM. Ty OR AOOJ1ja CBOjy je,Zl;HHY. npexna WKOJICKY, necaaxxy JIOBOPHKY: npyry narpany aa TaKMJ1~elby y naTWHCKOM cacTaBY Y ·CTJ1XY, C'Ol TeMOM Q>uJloneJte'H, 'H,a He.Mejc'Ktut uzpa.MU (1837); y roj cpa.n;MHJ1 ~O:m:J1BJbyje IIPBO nOHJ1)KeHoe: HCKJLY-

"Iyjy ra 3601' HeAJ1C~MnJIJ1He, .n;OCJIOBHO 360'1' O,Zl;OJ1jaHoa na rrpeaa H3CTaBHwKY Qe.n;y.JblJ1lzy KOjy MY je ~o.n;ao ,lllpyr H3 paspeaa (1839), 'raiKO na je npMBa'DHO nonarao 3aBpwHH HcnHT 11 TJ1Me OKOH'iaO WKOJIOBaHoe.

Ynpaoo y MCTO BlPeMe je YI HoerOB oxyx, Y BpTorJIaBOM yenony lHa xsrjepapxrrjexoj JIecTBJ1qJ1 JYJICKe MOlHapXJ1je, HallOKOH ynanpehea y 'iJ.1H OpMra,n:Hor renepana. Tlpen MJIaA'J1M Bonnepox ce Hana3J1 BJ1We MoryhHOCTJ1 na ,n;06J1je cJIym6y, y3 nO,IJipwKY o-ryxa KOjM y lbeMY B't1.n;l1 oy,n;yher ,lI;T1TIJIOMaTY; BO;D,JIep o.n;ouja CBe J{ J13jaBJbyje .n;a je lberoB lf300P Hoon03HB: OH he ce nOCBeTHTJ1 KlbJ1JKeBHOCTl1. Bell Ta.n;a je 33 BO,Zl;JIepa zryx nycTOJIOBJ1He ,n;parou,eHYljJ1 on caera WTO MY npyzsa OCKY,Z];H3 CTBapHOCT. OH ce oceha CJIo6o,n;HJ1M J1 xohe He3aBYfCHOCT, orncxyie ce y JIaTJ1HCKH KBapT, Mei)y Jby.n;e caora HapawTaja; aJIH, o,n;pJ1qyhu ce OYAyJ:iHOCTl1 xoja 6M ra O'ieKJ1BaJIa y KlpJ1ny rpahaacxe nopoznrne M qJ1- HOBIHJ1QKOr CJIy:m:ooBalba, OH je MHoro MaHoe OCeTJbYlB npesta nO.JIJ1Tl1~KOM POMaJHTM3MY CBOjJ1X npnnsaxa Hero WTO je yrropaa y OTKlp11B3HoyconC'l1BeHe JLJ1'lHOCTM. Hseroa ,n;eH,I\J1- 3aM, CKJIOHOCT xa HeoOJ1'iHOM, OnCe;z:uIYTOCT cMphy, CXBaTaHoe It A01KY1BJbaBaHoe nopoxa xao Haj.n;yOJber y:m:JoIBaH:.a - YKpaTKO, 'I'J1TaBa HoeroBa "eCTeTJ1Ka 3JIa", xopean ce y OBOM BpeMeay JIYTaHoa IIIO OYJIeBapJ.1Ma M Kacl>alHaMa IJ1 npyroaarsa ca HoJ1XOBHMCTaHOBHJ1l.\J1Ma J1 CTaHOBHJ1u,aMa: Mel)y OBJ1M IIOCJIe.n;HoJ1Ma, rrpoCTJ1TYTKa Capa, ta Louchette, crrOMHHoe ce y Be3J1 ca TeWKOM BeHepJ1'iHOM oOJIewhy xoja je YlMaJIa ,n;a OCTaBJ1 CBOj rrexar na "'IMTaB HoerOB Oy,n:yhH ]KJ1BOT.

Je,Zl;He aexepa, rrpJ1JlY1KOM cnexanor ooe,rr.a sa nopoznorHJ1M CTOJIOM, BO,Zl;JIep lie zrpaax npesra reaepany O"lyxy, osa] ra OWTpO onoMMHoe,' AOJIa3M no KpY'rrHJ1X pe"'IM J1 ra ce pacnpa OKOH'iaBa waMapoM KojH Bozraep rrpmra xao lHeJ13- OPHCJ1BY yapeny: HO "nonpaBHe Mepe" TeK cnezte: man-y ra Ha ztyro rrYTOB'Ube Kbje Tpe6a na ra oxnana J1 Y'iJ1.HJ1 nOCJIywHMM. O,Zl; [yna 1841. ,Zl;O cl>e6pyapa 1842. rty-ryje TPOrrCKHM IIO.n;He6JbeM xoje he KaClIJ1je .n;aTM uOCe6HO ooeJIe]Kje rseroaoj rrOe3J1jH. Ilecxa AJl6aTpOC npencraarsa je,II;HY OA ycnoaeaa ca Tor nYTOBaHoa, je.IJ;<liH on CTyOOBa aa KojJ1Ma he nO'iJ1BaTJ1 I.,{aefie 3Aa: rOp,Zl;OcTyrrom1:m:eHoY je HaYK HOBe rrOeTJ1Ke KOjy BOAJIep 33CHHBa aa BJIaCTJ1TOM YlCKYCTBY, aa ropqJ1H11 KOjy cy)l.OMHa MyqeHe nTJ1u,e J1333J1Ba y lbeMY aanopeno ca cehan.ex, 3arnpenawhyje TO ,n;a je Taj

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ltBa~eceTOrO~mmDaK aeb rOTOB "'IOBeK, 60JIecTaH O~ EliBOTa, KOjH xohe ~a jaw JE:.nEn'I casro aa noesxjy.

ilYHOJIeTaH, OH IlPHMa cao] ~eo ()qe:B:~me: yKynHY CBOTY o~ 75.000 OH~aII.IH.IiX cppaHaKa, saa-rajao 60raTCTBO, IlITO he y6P3o - y Il;l1rJIe ~Be ro~J1:He - ~a cecaene aa rrOJIOBIDiY. BO~JIep rrpoaanasx crape ~pYl'OBe, aacraisyje ce aa .neaoi roaJIe . Cene, onesa ce l]lpeMa nOCJI~j IMO,zJJH, yYIa311 Y KH.IDKeBHe KPyroBe. Yrr03Haje Hepaana, HavlJIa311 - Ta'iHHje, Ha6aca Y je~HOM MaJIOM BO~BI1JbCKOM rr030pHIlITY - aa MYJIaTKmby )KaHY ,lJ;HBaJI, cyopezy xoja he ra CBOjOM rpy60M JIenOTOM, EHBOTHlbCKOM npHBJIa"lHoIIIhy Ii crrpesnrowhy ~a y~OBOJbH CBHM H.eroBHM lHaC'l1POOfOCTHMa, aanyro Be3aTJf Y3 ce6e. Ca 1J13Y3eTKOM rJIyMm:J;e Mapxje ,lJ;oopeH J1 qyJIHe, aJIH 06pa30BaHe MOH~eHKe AnOJIOHHje Ca6aTje - Koje cy, nOCJIe a.eroae MajKe, ABe je~e lKeHe y KojHMa je OH TPalKHO H HaJIa3HO HeIlITO 113BaH UYTH - )KaHa je H.erOBa je~CI: TPajHa CTpaCT. )KeRa 0e3 ,I\Yxa, caBeCTH H xacra, OHa Je OBaJlIJIohHBaJIa y cefia n.eroay TBP~H.y ~a "je,n;J:tHCTBeHa VI BpXOBHa CJIaCT Jby6aBH rro-nma y Vl3BecHOCTH ,JJ;a ce 'iJiHI1 3JIO". BO~JIepYlKJ1Ba Y aJIKOXOJIY, 3aTHM H y OIrnjYMY, KOj.H Y3HMa Y Kpyry rra,plfCKHX YMeTHHKa, aa Ce~eJbXaMa KO,n; CJlIlIKapa Boaoapa, nae he ce oyrcpecTlf ca TeoqlHJIOM rOTjeoM, n~HKoM xojer BHCOKO Il;eHH J1 'KOMe, xao lHe,JJ;OCTYDKHOM MaJCTOPY, liMa ,n;a nOCBeTH I.{Bef1.e 3.na.

TaKo OH 1KJ1:BH, mrnre, YJKIlfBa, 3a)OT1Kyje ce CBe BHWe, nara, noayurana caMoyfiHcTBo (1845) ... - ,lJ;OJIa3V1 rrpeaparID1'iKa. rO~Jfiia 1848, H BO,JJ;JIep je lia 6apHKa,n;aMa, y panHH'iKOl OJIY3H, ca :QpBeHoM zpaaarox: TO je npmum:a ,JJ;a OH jow je~oM YCTaHe npOTHB rroperxa OJIHQOOOr y oxyxy, To je, MCTO TaKO, ronaaa y KOjOj OR OCHHBa KpaTKOBeQHH JIHCT ca KapaKTepI1CTHq}IHM VI naTeTH"IHHM MMeHOM: JaB'HU cnac, y capa,n;FbH ca lliaMcpJIepHjeM H IIIapJIOM Ty6eHoM; rrpHMep KO}H 011 M01K,JJ;a Morao ,JJ;a nOTBp~ npJfcYCTBO nOJlHTH'iKHX aM6J11.ft1ja. Mel)YTHM, nOCJIe ~plKaBHor y,JJ;apa on 2. zteQeMopa, OH H3jaBJbyje ,JJ;a je nOTnYHO ,rH3BaH IIOJIHTHKe": rseroa O'iYX noeraje aM6aca,n;op y TYPOKOj, 3aTUM y tttnalB1jH. ,lJ;PYWTBeHa nenpasna je, CMaTPa Bonnep, KOHa'IHa H nerronpaarsxaa: OH ce jom BHIlIe nOBJIa'iH Y ce6e, Y OIIHjYM, jom ce 'iBpwhe npmmja Y3 ci30jy MYJIa:TImFbY, Ka~ [e Bell MajKa TaKO ,n;aJIeKO. BO~JIep 'iHTa M IITpeBO~H ~rapa AJIaHa Iloa, xpehe ce rOTOBO nCKJby'iJ1BO y CBOM necHH'lKOM cBeTY, HcnYlbeHOM CnJl.U'HOM., CTpaXOM O)J; CMpT.J1 If CJIHKaM8

CMPTH, l(Behe 3.11.a ce oraapa •••. r.Ol{JnIe 1857. KlbHra 113- JIa3J1 y H3.n.albY Orrrcra IIYJIe-MaJIacHja, 11 ~BON1 csora ayropa rrpezt cyn: BO,JJ;JIep je ocybea ,n;a nJIarn 300 <ppanaxa rJI06e 360r napymaaarsa [aanor 'MOpaJIa 11 p;06pHx 06HQaja, OCHM Tora IlIeCT necasra je ~ocrreJIO nozt 3a6paHY sa o6jaBJbHBaFbe. Ocyhen, npozaacea, BO~JIep je 3aTBOpHO KI>yr caoie cy,n;oHHe: OH ca nOHOCOM, xax ca pa~ornhy, npHMa HOBJ1 nrasrap KOj'H MY o6e36el}yje KpajIbJ1 paCKH,lJ; ca epeMeHoM, ca ~pywTBOM H cpe~HHoM, ca CBJ1Me IlITO je OH TaKO crpaeao o.n;oHjao na YCBOjJ1 HJIH nOCTaHe. BO~JIep BHWe HeM a norpeoe ,n;a rJIYMH OTna,n;HHKa: OH TO [eere, qHTaBI1M 6MheM H ~eJIOM, ca o,n;lterOBaHHM OpeOJIOM csoie HeraTHBHe CJIaBe.

Ho OH je, Y3a cae TO, n03HaT H npI13HaT neCHHK. Or.lre= )~J1 0 YMeTHOCTH, npeBaCXO~HO 0 CJIMKapCTBY lberOBHX caBpeMeHHKa, npeBO~J1 H3 Iloa, MHOIlITBO H3BaHpe~Hx 'iJIanaxa - CBe TO ztonyesaaa 11 06jamIbaBa, oap y HaQeJIHJ1M CTaBOBHMa, H.erOBO necHJ1'iKO ,n;eJIO, xoje npJ1BJIaQJ1 6pojHe o6o}Ka'Bao~e, !HapO'll1JTO Mei)'y MJIal}uMa, KOJIMKO CB'OjOM Heo6-J1'iHornhy TOJIHKO J1 y6e,llJbt1BOIlIliy je,1JJHe HOBe H neo-reKHBaHe rroermce. Tloztpaacanajy MY, n03J1Bajy ce na H.era. OH He ocraje paaaonynran npeMa THM 3HaU;J1.Ma KOjH rrpenCTaBJbajy HecYMJbIJ1BY 3aJIOry 6y,n;yliHOCTJ1; 'iaK ce, no 06- jaBJbJ1BaFbY ,n;pyror H3,n;aIba Iieena 3Jta y xoje YHOCM 35 HOBJ1X necana, nana npT1jeMY y cI>paHQycKY aKa,n;eMJ1jy. Kana je CBJfiI6epH 06jaBHo y Cne')l;TejToPY nOXBaJIY rse- 1'OBOj ITOe3J1jH, OH XHTa ~a. Taj 'i.rraHaK nonrarse CBOjOj Maj~H. AJIJ1 OOJIeCT 113 MJI::',_p{X ,n;crHa Y3HMa Maxa, OH ce xarxana ryOJ1, oceha "seTap 'Koju CTsapa ?<:PUJ/,O Oe3Y.MJba", nocraie xpaja,e pa3APa:>KJbHB, CBa~.'hJ1B; xpyr FberOBMX rrpirlaTeJba CBO,qHCe IIa ABe~TP.M J!J1"<!HO~TH. Teexo6a, npaheiia CBe BeliMM ,I\yrOBHMa H CBe HeCTprrJbJ1BHjHM rtosepxonnxa, rCllHH ra HaIIYT: OH O,llJIa3H y BeJIrMjy, y BpJ1ceJI, rzie he ,lIpm:arn HM3 npeaaaassa 0 YMeTHOCTJ1. Hpeztaaarsa cy BeOMa cJla60 nocehena J1 HCTO TaKO npJ1MJbeHa. BO,lJ;JIep, McrrYlbeH Mp2KIDOM npeMa <l>PaH~YCKOj. a npe3J1pOM npexa BeJIrHjJ1, KpHje Y nJ1CMHMa MajQH rrpaao CTalbe CTBapH: OH xone ~a ce "CJIaBHO BpaTH" y cPpaH~ycKY, a, OCHM rora, y BenrHjH ra, TBP~H OH, 3a~p}KaBajy lberOBe KlbHlKeBHe 06aBe3e. 3.n;p<:tIJJb~_~aj~..:..c.flC::~~~'!'BBMJI_OL rvranofio.n,e M aprornaaxna He ~ecTajy ~a ra Myqe. Y MapTy 1866. OH je y HaMHPY, ca npHJaTeJbeM CJIJ1KapOM q,eJIHcHjeHOM Poncox, y nocera

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~PKB'J1 CeH JIy, rne ,l\oOHja MOlK,!:(aHJ1 y,n;ap: OAY3MMa My ce ,n;eCHa CTPaHa TeJIa 11 I'y6J1 Moh rosopa. ,n;OBo~e ra y IIapJ1.3, cMeIlITajy ra na KJI11JU1KY y illajoy, rne [e Jlumeo jom OKO I'O,D;HHY zrana, HeM, HaTMypeH, :H rAe je yMpO 31. aBI'YCTa 1867.

rrpeM~a je nOCJIYlK:HO xao craapaa OCHOBa n03HU]0] JIereH,D;J1 0 "YKJIeT:HM neCH:HIlJ1Ma" MO,D;epHOI' A06a, BOAJIepOB np:HMep He Ca~lK:H tH:HIlITa <J:HMe 6:H ce ra .nerenna MOrJIa yonWT:HT:H :H 0AiP2KaT:H: npocro 3aTO lIITO je Boanep, 2K:HBOTOM J1 nOe3'J1joM, npsu :H jeounu nOCT11I'ao TO IlPHlO je,l\:HHCTBO. Mel)y neC,lum,l1Ma, OH [e npsa lKpTBa ura JIOMa<J:H rpal}_allcKor 3aKoHa, nourrersa 11 YRyca;,.. MeljYKlb:HI'aMa rroeasrje, l{sehe 3Jta Y caoste nJIaMeHY O<JYBaJIO je CaB orars re JIOIvIaqe. Aaanoraje ca HeK:HM neCHI1Il:HMa C:HMOOJI:H3Ma J1Majy :HHa<Je CMMCJIa YTOJI:HJW lIITO OTKp:HBajy ocOO:HTO ooeJIe}Kje cser AeBeTlHaecror, na H aamer sexa y OAHOCy Ha YMeTHocT: rpar:HKy :HCTJ1iHCKOI' eraapaona KOj:H ce paha tranopeao ca CBOJOM cneuihy 0 TOMe ,n;a je CBaKa Haro~6a nesroryha,

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SJ1TO cPPaHllYCKY noeanjy. 11Ma snanana KOj11 fie =tax A3TI1 npezmocr OBOj zrpyro] 36VIPU;:H, - na ce OBOM npVIJIVIKOM I1 He YJIa311 y lbeH ~aJIeK:OCe1KH:H aaaxaj sa TeopVIjy noesnje. 11 D;setie 3J.a 11 CnJtun Ilapusa, Mel)YTVIM, q11He npYlpOAHO jeAWHCTBO v.1 zionyreaaajy ce, CTVIJIOM 11 TeMaMa, AO nyae Mepe BOAJIepOBOr neaaa,a VI SJ1i)eIba CBeTa.

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OSAe ce He Mo:me 3ao6J1hJ1 HM n.eroa ApaMcK11 nOKYuraj, je~YlR11 KOjJ1 je .u.ocrreo AO Hac xao AeJIJ1MYl<JHO OCTBapPR, UoeoJl,Yc, AP3Ma y CTMXY: aHTJ1qKJ1 OKBI1P, y KOMe je TpeOaJIO na 3a3BY'9iYl ocooeaocr BOAJlepOBOI' CTJ1Xa, YOqJbHBa 11 113 T11X OCKYAHJ1X OAJlOMaKa. Ilcw XyauoB Kpaj 11 IIujauU1l;a cy TeK OBJIalliHYl Hau;pTYl. CBe OBe aenocarsaae 3aM:HCJIH, aKO J1 He rrpeaasnnaae lIIKPTOCT ,!:(OKYMeHTapH11X nonaTaKa, ,n;parOU;ElHe cy rrpn noxyurajy 6JII1:mer npncryna CJIo:meHOCT11 BOAJIepOBe creapana-nce npnpone 11 H>eHOr aa-

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Tlocefiao rrororaan,e Bo.n:JIepOBOr neoroxyrnror nena rmeztCTaBJba 'KlbHI'a 0. BeJIrMiM, 3aM'J111IJbeHa nO;1I HaCJIo.BOM JaQua Be.lI/wja. Floncrrmai Bell 3HaMO: HE'3ai.n;OBOJb8H rrpJ1ljeMoM 11" 60paBKOM y BeJIrYf.i-J1. BO,Z:(JIetp ce D.n:JrY"lyje '.n:a aarrnme CBo.jeBpCHY MOHOI1paqmjy 0 TOj 3eMJbM, HeKY BPCTY nYTOTI'J1Ca KDjW C8.n;p:m.l1 6po.jHe eJIeMeUTe aH'TpOIIOJImllKe 't1 CO:U;J1IOJIO-

WKe CTY\DiMje, ca HeI10WTe,I{H0M aHaJIM30M ~pynITlBa,. noaaTHKe, KYJITYpe M YMeTHOCTM. BOAJIep ce caersro Y CBOJe, anx MeTo. T8iKO !M Y HMe cfJpaHIJ;Y'CKe - ORe xoje ce :rnryrnao, M3 xoje ce caM 6HO l1I3rHaO, a KOjy je, eTO, !M!IIClK iMOjpao ~a rrpaarma, 6ap nopehersa pazm, Ta "Iy;n;Ha J1' ~y~a KffiJ1ra, ,n;o y noje,n;mIOC"l1J1' paepaherra !Kao HRQ.pT sa ]e,:u;aH "i'y,Il;OBHllIaJH naMcpJIeT, Y HaIWTY je caseo H OC'l1aJIa. Ho 3aTO je saapmeHa ossarsa 36J@Ka C&JI~H~X enserpaxa HalI1lHlCaHJ1X y HCTOM :qJ1Jby H HaCTaJI'J1X 1H8rropeAo. tea JaQuo.M. BeAzujO.M., C'mXOBa rra "I'J1jy npMpOl1.Y y:rryhyje 'BeB H:MIXOB JllaTMiHCIm HaCJIOB: Amo.enitates BeZgicae (iWTO 6HX Hajpa~je rrpeneo ca J{u8DTe 6e.!l.zujc'Ke). ,II,eJIMMJ1t-IHO 06jaBJbeHM sa Bonneponor JK'Vl'BOTa, OBH eII11"!1p8MM "Iysajy y Ce6M CBY CoqHOCT 'l'J1!IIJ1qge 6o,n;JIepoBCKe iMpoHJ1je, am! IHHa"le HeMa'jy HJ1"Iera 3ajeAI1J1t:IIKor ca a.erOBOM IIlOe3l1jOM.

Haj'3a,n;, ;rrOCJIe.rI'WY l1PYIIY BO,IVIepOBYlX TeKCTO'Ba MOI'JIYl OM Ca~BaTJ1: aerDBM JIwrHlM )J;HeBHIJ1I:V1: Bapuu"4e, XUZUje'Ua, Mo;e o.zo.Jbeuo. cP"4e - 6eJIeIIlKe 0. caaxozareamn«, Hepenomre M 3arnfCYfIBaHe oe3 ~ID1X Klb}[JKeBHJ1X MJIH neCHWIK'Ii1X HaMepa. .uDAajMo TOMe J:[ CBY C8-qyBauy rrpemrcxy, I1M.C1Ma Majqli, pe'DKlHM IIJipMjaTeJbmla, jow rpel)MM n!J»fjaTeJbl1I.l;aMa, J1 IIonHC l1.o.KYMeHaTa xoje je OH ~aM o.CTaBJ1o. 0 CBOMe JI!H'<l!HOM JKJ1BOI1Y oMhe 'I1MMe (ZJ;O 'KlPaJG yrrIOT!IIyIbeH.

lIOCOOaJH KlbIDKeBHM no,n;YX'BaT Bo,n;JI~OB jecre :a.eroB rrpeBo,n;HJIa"IlKl1 pa;n; 'KOjM ce 6e3MaJIO l1ICKJb~O OAIfOCM aa ,n;,eJIo E,IJJrapa AJIaHa lIoa. Bo.,lVIep je npeaonno Hoa ca tra;n;aXJHYheM o6o:m:arBaOlla M ca H!aKJIOHowhy oaora KDjH y TyijHIH'M npOHaJI83H jeAJmOIr cpo~a; crora 'lmje rrperepaHO ~ ,n;a je oao ;n;YXOBIIO l1CKYCTBO, OCJ1IMWTO je AaJIo J13BaIHIPe,I{HO npeBOAl1JIa"lIKO ,u;oc~r1Hyhe, nJIOAOHOCHO YTH:u;aJID Ha ocmapea.e Bonnepoae :m:tNJOTHe IIo.pylKe, caapscaae y I.{Behy 3Aa.

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"w,Ta je npouatuao BooJlep y Y,AteTUOCTU WTO 'la pa3JlUKyje 00 H'loa" l1 YTBpljyje ;n;a ,cy TO "UCTa cpeocrea, aKO cy CBeCT yueTa y oeAO U OCTBape'HU 1I,UJbeBU 6e3 3ajeO'nU1l,Ke .M.epe", OH je Y npasy caao Y ,[IpyroM ;n;eJIY csoie TBp,ll;Ibe. Jep, 6y;n;yhl1 .n;a nofax neCHJ1QKJiX "cpe,n;CTaBa" npeBa3l11JIa311 OKBYlpe CBaKe HopMaTMBHe noeraxe JiJIJi peropaxe, ynpaao ce aa TeMeJbY TliX "ope.n;c'l'aBa" J1 noeryrnca y KOMe ce OHa ~fCnOJba'Bajy, xao sa TeMeJbY je,n;J1'H'HX KOHKpeTHJ1X ,[IarocTIII J13BecHe noeaaie, ztaje YCT3iHOBJiTM pa3JIHKa H3Meljy Bonnepa YI CB11X cppaH~ycKl1X pOMaHTYI'Iapa na YI Mroa. Ta~HO je na ce BOJ\JIep HYlje onpennro .0 KOHBeH~OHa.nHJ1 CTHX; no OH ra ocseacaaa .J1 npeotipaxcaaa y pe1l,e'HU1l,'nu TOK, Y ,n;yxy KJIaCYI't{He c:PpaHIJ;YCKe nposonaje, YHocefi'J1 y ,Ji3pa3 paU;MOHaJIYICTJi'IKY Ta"IHOC'r, [acaohy M je):{HOCTaBHOCT [emror Maneptia J1JIl1 PaCl1Ha: TO je je3J1K je,D;He pecnpcse 0 .M.eTOOU noessrje KOJIH'KO jeJ1 ,ll;eKaproB je3J1iK nacnehe ,CBOj nororsoj cppaHU;YCKOj CPUJI03ocPaK0j Pe<IJ1·

PaOKl1,[1 ca poMaHITJ1"3MOM, OC'11B3Ipea y je3J.1lKY, 6JIHJKe o~peljyje 'CBPXY H8IC'lIaHKa OBe noeaaie M ynyhyje H3 npaPOJlliY Bo.n;JIepOBOr CTBaJpaJIa~KOr nOCTYIlIKa: "Huje OBa K1bU'la uanucaua sa .M.oje xe'He, 'Khepu U cecrpe, uu sa xeue, 'Khepu '1£ cecrpe .M.OZ cyceoa. IIpenymTa.M. TO OUU.M.a 'Koju tt.M.ajy tt'HTepeCa oa cnajajy oo6pa oeAa ca Jtenu.M. je3uKoJt", rmcao je OH y Ha1l,pTY 3a npedzoeop ll,Behy 3Jla. "He'Ku cy .M.U pe'KJlu oa 6u OBa noe3uja .M.ozJta na1teTU 3Jla: uucaJt ce TO.M.e o6paoosao. ,lfPY'lU, oo6pe oymU1{e, oa 6u oua JtOMa 1.£UUUTU oo6pa; U TO .M.e uuje pacTyxUJlO." 'Y BO,[lJIepOBOM neCHJiQKOM onpenersersy nehe ce nponahi« TeJKIba na ce no CBaKY IJ;eHy jeAHa HOBa 3aMYI'CaO, HeO'IeKYlBaHa OpJirHHaJIHOCT cynpOTCTaBYI JIaMapTHHY, MMcey J1JIJ1 BYllbJijy; aKO IIOJI BaJIep11 He 15M anao nrra ,n;a pann nOCJIe BMKTopa Mroa, Bonnep 6M, 't{HHJ1 ce, J1MaO urra ,n;a pa,[lJi ~ IIOCJIe Banepnja. .,lliTa je noe3uja? Ka'KaB je 1beu t{UJb?" rrrrra ce Bonnep Ji O,[lMaX Aaje ozrroaop: "Y pa3AUKOSa1-bY ,lfooPO'l U Jleno«, U Jlenore y 3AY; oa pUTa.M. U CJlUK odaosope y 1.£OBe'KY 'Ka 6eC.M.pTUY nOTpe6y 3a yjeo'Ha1l,e'Hom'tiy, CU.M.eTpujO.M. U U3ueua-

~e1be.M."; jep "neCUU11.Ka pe1.£euut{a .M.oxe oa noopaxasa (u TU.M.e ce 'lpaUU1l,U ca .M.Y3U1l,'KOJt Y.M.eT'Homhy u .M.aTe.M.aTU1l,'KoJt 'HaYKO.M.) Booopasuy Jtuuujy, npasy ySJlasuy U npaBY cuJla3UY Jluuujy; .M.OJICe oa OXO.M.UTO CTpe.M.U 'Ka ueoy, 6e3 seouxa1lOcTu, UJlU oa OKO.M.UTO nouupe Ka naXJlY, ca 1.£UTaBU.M. y6p3a'H>e.M. YCJleo TeJICe; .M.oxe oa cJleou cnupaJly, oa' onuwe

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napa6o.ay, U./l.U. ~u'Ku,a'le ea 'UU30.M. yz.aOBa"... TIpaTehH, ,Zl;aKJIe, TIO 06JIWKY ff Pl1TMY Haa·a1]CTpaKTHMje H 'HajCT!pOJKe 06pac~e, noearria ce no CMPlKl1ID1 YCKO iI11pOO.JIll1J1mBa H3- aecno] CPl1JI03cxPCKOj rpaH'H !l1 lheHO je .n;ejlCTlBo 'Y o6.n:acTIH eTJ1QKOr 'H eCTeTCKor; !BHWe lHerOJIH .n;a ce casro T)"Ma'l'l1 110- cpe.n;CTBOMOBHX HayqHJ1lX ,!J;l1cD;l1IIlJU1lIJa, noeaaia [ecre BJ1~ COKl1 o6mfK: caaaaa,a "'D1j'l1 je ~eT JbYAcxa .n;yma Y CBOj CBOjOj CJIOJKeHOCTl1. A aa T.aKBOM IIIOCJIY llecHIKIK jeMopao Y MCTH: Max 6ffTl1 "CTpac'Uo 3aJby6Jbe'U Y CTPaCT caMY, U x.aaihtO oo.aY1ia'U Y Tpa:JlCe'tby epeocraea oa je U3pa3U Ka 'HajBUOJbUBuju ua1iun": KaKO je Mapcen PejMoH neh narnaCHO, BO)1;JIep je, xao raopau OBe .D;ecpJ1H~l1je, ltCTO TOJIliKO lbeH rrpeztaer KOJIl1KO je TO IH ,z:t;eJIaKpOa, lherOB OMl1JbeHl1 CJIHKap, llOBO,Zl;OM xora OH H mnne OBe pe"':IH.

Ta BO,Zl;JIepO'Ba C'l1PaCT je OJIJReHa YKlpajHOCTltMa, y )1;BOCMJ1iCJIeHOCTl1 J1 ~Ha"IHOC'llH ocehassa, y HetnJPeCTaHoM pa3~alby J1'3Mei}y cPH311"IIKOr H .n;YXlOBHor, y XOH'l1>alIIY'HIKTY Y1K8'ca rrpen JK,J1)BOTOM IJ1 TeJlUbe xa CMtpTH. ORa j e .n;a ra y HeKOJll1KO KJbytlHJfX TeMa. 'I'esre n06YH!e 11 6eKCTBa npoH:C"IM"tfY 113 pOMCIIHT.J1lqapcrKor HHlCJIelja, a.Tlli cy TeK y BO,Zl;JIepoaoj tIIOe3J1ju CTeKJIe eaojy ~eJIOBl1Ty 'l1P8lI'WlHY Mepy; Jby- 6aBHO If HapKOTJ1'n:lO fll1jaHC'l1BO casro cy flYTeBH, HcnpeKI1- )1;aHH J1JU1 nPJ1'B~, Illla ce malje 113 CnAUffa H na ce .n;oCeI'He )1;0 arrCOJIYTHor, )1;0 CMptrl1. Crora Po6ep BHBHje Bl1.D;H y BO.D;JIepy lHaCTaBJba"':Ia OHVlX enexeaara pOMaJHTH3Ma KOj!J1 ,Zl;OTJIe jow HMCY 6V1JIl1 nocrrenn )1;0 csoje nyae norspne; aaaenena 'HMeHa caspexreaaaa, xoia 6V1 Tpe6aJIO ,Zl;a Y"':IBpCTe VI orrpaanajy H>erOBO MJ1WJbeH>e, rmax mmre rosope 0 MOrybJ1M YTH~ajJ1Ma HerOJIVI 0 ormrress ;zyxy apexeaa Y KOMe je - nacrajano ~Behe 3Jta: J13rJIe,I:(a npltXBaTJbUBMje carnaCVlTVI ce ca PejMoHOM, ynyheHMM zta xopeae Bonaepoaor CnJIVlHa VI CKJIOHOCTVI xa HHWT8BVlJIY TpaJKM, npe caera, y caMOM necHHKY. CJ1ryPHO je ,Zl;a cy OKOJlHOCTVI JIVI"':IHOr JKHBOTa, 0 KojltMa je OB,Zl;e neh IDt:JIO nOHewTO pexeno, yCJIOBHJIe y H3BeCHOM H 3HaTHOM CTeIIeHY BO,Zl;JIepOBY npVlCHOCT ca HJ11I1TaBHJIOM l1 JKy,Zl;H.y sa cMphy. J1naK, TlCIJ1XOaHaJIHTJ1QKO npanaacerse OBOM nJ1TaH.Y (xao WTO je TO 6V10 cnyxa] BJ1We ca CTYAHjOM Kojy je IIl1CaO JIacpopr a Malbe ca O'HOM Kojy je nneao Caprp), OAJIVlKOBaJIO ce, VI )1.0 najcxopnjax apesreaa, je,Zl;HOCTpaHowby na H IIPOVl3BOJbHOwhy. ITYT xa HJ11I1TaBHJIY, KaJKe H cax BO)1;JIep, HUje 6eKcTBo seh ncrpa:tCJ,1BaQKM nonyxaar KOjVl BOAM ,,00 oua ?teno3uaToz", y OT-

KpOBeH>e. CMPT je Y lheroBoj noe:mjH nPHCYTHa xao "dpyzu ZAac", KaKO 6J1 pexao BOHcPoa, raac KOjH oMol'yhyje ,Zl;a aano-rae pacnpaaa, ,Zl;a HaCTaHe .n;paMa; OHa je npe caera YCJIOBHa GPOTJ1BTeJKa, a HCTO TaRO J1 jeMC'rBO, oaor peaJIVIrera 11 onor TOTaJIHTeTa aofe Ta noesaia c060M IHOCH H npencraazsa. To He 3HaY.JJ1 )l.a ce Bonnep pOMaHTJflIBO Hl'paO cMPhy Y pe~HMa; HanpOTJ1B. OR je TPaJK110 J1CTJ1Hy peQH J1 y TOM Tparalby cyo'tfllO ce ca HCTl1HOM CMPTH. OH HJ1je xreo na CBOjy U030pHHIzy y"':IHHH je3HBoM Y "l'OTCKOM CTJ1JIY" na 6H OHa TaKO 1H3rJIe,Zl;aJIa YBepJbHBHjoM, Beli je caxo nperao Aa je OCBeTJIH lbeHOM HajTaMHHjoM CBeTJIOwhy H Aa je OIlP8B,ZJ;a lheHOM correraeaosr :mroKOOHOmhy. Pej'MOH ce mrra 'l1pooa JlJ1 YBex l13HOBa HaBO,lJ.J1TH Hen06ffTHe peq{J{ ca KOjlfMa HaIM je BoAJIep3aBelIlTao coojy 3I6JfPKY IU1'CaMa: "Y oay 2P03UY 'K'Jhuzy yueo caM CBe caoje CP'4e, cay CBOjy UeJICUOCT, CBY CBOjy pe.auwjy (npepyme?tY), cay CBojy .M.p:JlC'tby. l1cTuua je oa hy ja ffanUCaTU cynpoTuo, da hy ce CBU.K 6o?Oau.M-a

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'KAeTU oa je TO 'Ie'Jhuza 1iUCTe Y.M.eTHocTU... JIJ1 zraaac je

Malbe HO J1Ka;n;a Morybe 6paHYfTH L{eehe.M. 3Aa apryMeHTe '[mcTe noeaaie.

Ka'l1Ka)l. ce xohe l,D;a KaJKexaKO j e Hepa3YMeBalheM caoie .QPeIlIJJ1He VI O,D;6J1j'81beM CBOra ,n,06a ~OBeK "cBeoen 'Ua ua1- 60Jbe - najTa.M.Huje - y ce6u, yo6.au'lte'Ko Y c)yxy": Y TOMe je, RaaMe, BOHcpoa xreo )1;a BJ1,ItH je,Zl;J1HM J13JIa3 H cy.n;- 6HHY Bo;a:JIepoBY. MOOKID;a je 6aw TaJXO M 61J.1)JIO. 3aY3BPaT, H'Hje cyBJmIHo HanOMeHYTH ;n;a Wf Bo,qJIep IJrnje UMao cnyxa aa ,tzy6Jbe TOROBe y Bpes'H 11 MeTeJKY eaora tapexeaa; If.py~o naperao fumo je M OCTaJIO CaMO ,Zl;exop ,a.eOOBe rroesare, mAI-IH J1lHTepecvr H He'l1PIIeJhllBOCT 'ryIPHYIIDf cy ra aa 6apHKS,Zl;e 1848, ,nPYll'a pel1y6mm:a yupe,D;'J1JIa ra je mwre xao nacropxa yI1JIe~or o-qyx_a a !Malhe xao rpal)amma rrpesscpaaor ~PJ'lllITBa. Ileetu: SAa je TeJKaK nporecr npOTHB TaRBOl' ;n;pyW'r03a y xoxe -ce 1P8I3rapajy npoTJ1Bpeq}IDcm IJ1 monaqyjy BPE!!AHOCTJ1, EO TO je OIlTY1mHJ1~a ~Vljy 6~ ~ nory61zy' pe~ Hmrap;a neC}U1!K lrHje CTaBHO y Ty!)a ycra, MoJlt,Zl;a, rrpe caera OCT a noe, rseroeo cxearasse 0 JbY~KOj ~ H HenpaB,Zl;'J1 ~03'BOJba(8a ~al'a CMa'l1paMO 6JI~ ,pOMa'HTJ1GMY Hero peaJ1J13My. Hajnocae, BOAJIa}) IDfIje Morao J1Jm HVlje xreo na OOB01»1 HH Y 'tU:Ije ,zwy:ro ~O y ICBOIje COIliCTBeHO MMe; iH 3aTO jecBaKa nesozsa, Iljpe HO IIITO 6J1: !II'OCTaJIa OTIWTa, 6HlJ1.a lberOBa JIJ1'tlHa HeBOJba; IJ1 3aTO je c:eaKl1 60JI, nOCTajyhH lberOB COInCTBeHH, ocrajao OBe'OOKl1 6oJI. "HeMa.M. xeJbY

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jeauua xeJba. )KeJba cpa..w.a U 'l'HYC'H.a, aJl,u uC'lCpeua. aKO

ce BO,l:vrep oxpeayo hYTaIbY H 'M3je~HaqHO ca cMphy. xao WTO je HMeHOBaO csoly aJIX8MHjy, Moh ~a rrperaopa MyJb caaxonaeanne Y zrparoneay KOBmIY C'l1HXa, a ~a HaM smax HHje onao CBOjy TajHY.

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Moryhe yOKJIa,n;wrn: MepHJIO Bpe~HOCTH caMHX rrpeaona H orrpes lIPH napymaaarsy je,n;He TaKO yje~Ha'1eHe IleJIJfHe KaKBY .l.{Behe 3J1,a npencraarsa y je:nm:y OpHrHHaJIa. 'YCJIep; Tora, OBaj H360p HeMa aa :O;HJb ~a ce HaMeTHe xao HeKaKBa "aHTOJIOrHja" Bonnepoee noeanje, a jow Malbe xao aHTOJIOrHja nalycnenraajax npeaona: osai H360p 'rpe6a CXBaTHTlH xao npeMea KOjHM ce xreo p;a 06yxBaTH ULTO BeJi.u 6poj npe800UJI,au,a, IIOJ1MeH:u;e 3aCTYITJbeHHX Haj60JbJiM OCTBapelbHMa YIOOJIHKO ce OBa HYilCY O,ll;HOCJ1JIa na J1'CTe rrecxe oPHrrraana.

'Y pa3HOJIHKOCTJ1 CXBaT3lba xoja cy noje,n;mIH OB,ZI;e saCTynJbeHJ1 npeBO,Zl;HO:U;H HCIIOJbaBaJIH y IIOrJIe,Zl;y rrpeaohersa J1JIH rrperreeaaarsa Boztnepoae noesxje - Y TOj HenO,ZI;Y,ZI;apaocm TPe6aJIo 6H, '1lHHH Ce,carJIe~aTH He TOJIHKO Hep;OCTaTaK KlOJIHKO npeHMyhcTBo oaor H oaaxaor rrpernena. THM npe WTO cy Ta CKOPO cynporna cxaararsa CBa 3aCHOBaHa aa H-CTOM, H3BO})HOM TeKCTY Ileena 3J1,a. Orpana je yqHlbeHa casro y ozrnocy na nposae, YOCTaJIOM BeoMa MaJIo6pojHe npesone OHHX KOjH cy ce YHanpe,n; oztpexma 3BYKOBHe H PHTMH'1KO-MeTPH't{Ke CTpYKType CTHxa zra 6H o't{YBaJIiH ,ZI;OC,JIOBHOCT anaxen,a. 3aTO cy, rraz, Y3eTH y 063'HP CBM npeBO,n;H y CTJ1Xy, npesrna Ii OHH xarxazta HMajy MaJIO aafenHJ1qKHX o,ItJIHKa, KaKO Y snaxersy 11 lJ.YXY TaKO H y norJI~Y <popMaJIHOr npncryna. HJ1je HaO,ll;MeT onacaa ,n;a je Beh:HlHa npeaonnnana, rrosonehx ce aa HCKJbY'1HBO KBaHTHTaTHBHOM cpaaaepox npesra 0pJ1rHHaJIY, rrpeneaana y ,ZI;BaHaecTep:u;y HaWHX napnacoaaua, y CTHXY KojlH Bo,n;JIepOBY crpory npo- 30,Zl;l1jy rrpernapa MaXOM y rresymerse, y rrapaWI'H K&C, Y CTHXY 'Ufja OIIITPa nesypa nOCJIe mecror cnora HaMehe npapomra YTHcaK zta je y IIHTalbY 1.UeCTepa~ KOjl1 fiH JIaKiO npeaapno OKO aJIH He H CJIyx; ,n;OK je CaCBJ1M He3HaTaH 6poj nperepnaarea ,ZI;pyre BpCTe, xoja ce nonerzre rpamrse ca CJI06o~HM CTJ1XOM. 'YonwTe Y3eB, aKO 6M ce Bonnepos ,ZI;Banaecrepan npeaozmo HaWHM Qe'I1pHaecTep:u;eM H aKO OM ce TaEBa pa3Mepa CnpOBeJIa 11 y OCTaJIJ1M ,n;y:m:l1HaMa errrxa KDjm.1 je rnrcaao Ileene 3J1,a, Mo:.m:,n;a OM ce BehMa osyaana H BepHOCT Pl1TMY H ,ll;OCJIOBHDCT TeKCTa: TaKO casr MHCJIHO xana caM rrpxrrpesrao npao H3,n;albe ose KlbHJKJ1:u;e, rrpe HeKOJ1J1KO romraa; naaac 'caM y TO y6eljen. Ho ocraie zta 0 TOMe o,n;JIyqyjy OHM KOjM 6y,Zl;Y l1CTpajaJIl1 na OBOM nocny.

BQPJ1JCJIaB PA,IJ;OBI1'11

IIDCBe 1J13Y3eTHJa Y 1IIecHlJ1"t£KOM macneby rpal)aHCIKOl' ~a, Boanepoaa pea je MaJIO ,l',zJ;e y CB:r'Y HawJI~ TaKO Henocpenaor o,IUeKa Kao IllTO re cnyqal. na IbOl y 'MHO,rD qeMY O11P3'HOM - ,c~OxrpBaroKoM - Je3W"IKOM n~yqlY· ro~e 1886. Xp8aTC'Ka je zroaena npBe npesone BortnepoBJ1Xe necaxa Y nposn, J13 rrepa Mapnaa Cafinha; aa OBJ1Ma cy YCJIe,n;HJIM noxymaja Paxapna KaTaJIHlH'Hha J eperoaa (1887), MMJIl1Boja Iflpenerra .(1889), AHreJIHHe O~aBHh (1904); a y ,l.{nes'Ho.M Jl,UCTY cy 1904. nOqeJIH ,ZI;a H3JIa3e IlPBH np03HH npeao.,ll;H J13 .l.{8eha 3J1,a, aoje je ,ZI,30 BOpJ1Boje rpawMh. O,Zl, rana MHo.ro6pojHM, BHwe YlJIH Malbe ycnemnn IIIPHJI03H - ca M3Y3eTKOM y rO,Zl;HHaMa zrpyror 'CBeTCKOr pa ra - CTaJIHO yaehasajy OBY 6H6mwrpacPCKY JIHCTY. ITa rrnax, ,n;o ztanac CMO ,n;06l1JIHC3MO naa HHTerpaJIHa npeeona .l.{eeha 3Aa: npan '7THMHTpHja JOBa'HOBMfia, o6jaaJbeH Y pe,u;aK~jM Bo-

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:>K:H,ZI,apa Konaxearrha, y H3,n;aIbY 6eorpa,n;cKe " pocaere=,

1956; H ,n;pym, ,1J;Ylbe Po6Mh M AHTe JY'PeaYIha, y H3~aIbY "MaTJ1Qe xpsarcxe" y 3aI1pe6y, 1961. 'Y OCTaJIHM. IIo]e,n;J1- HaqHHMlloKywajl1Ma, YKYCJ1 npeaozmnana cy ce ~o Te Mepe carnauraaann ,n;a 6poj IbHXOBMX MMeHa CK:OPO npeBa3HJIa3H crmcax rrpeaohemrx necasra: caao je AJI,6aTpOC, na npHMep, rrpesobea ocax HJIM zteaer nYTa, Y3 [our HeKOJIHKO xapaxrePl1CTHqHHX rrecasra M3 IIIpBor H Haj06HMH1Hjer ~HKJIyca 36l1pKe, KOjJ1 HOCH HaCJIOB CnJl,un U uaea.fl,; ,ll.OK je 113 OCTaJl!MX rrer :O;HKJIyca (II apUC1Ce CJI,U'Ke, BUHO, .l.{Behe 3Aa, Ilo- 6yua H C.MPT) H M3 nOCMPTHO o6jaaJbeHHX rrecasra 6Y1paHO PeTKO. WTa, na H TO ce y H300PY BehMHOM nOHaBJbaJIO. Ozy,tta je OpJ1 CSCTaBJbalbY OBe KIbM:m:~e OHOO yrrpaao He-

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rJIynOCT, rpex, 3a:6JIy.n;a H WIq)TOCTH MaRe 06y3MY HaM lJ,yx 11 TeJIO lGflbe 'CJ1J]}lO;

IHamy Jb yrrxy 'rp11JKy XipaIDfMO 1()16HJIHO

xao 1IITO rtpocjaat« OBOj y raMa.n; XPaJHe.

YIITOIpHO ICe rpensr, a ITIO~Jl'O Ice Kaje,

sa TIpH'3HaJ-be ,!l;O'opa erarpana ce fiepe; CBaJK MHCJm na MipJbe 6~a cyaa nepe, na BeCeJIO 'OIIeT rra xarsaa nyr'craje.

Ha jaCTyKY 3·JIa HaJM zryro YJbYJblKaBa COTOHa TpHcMeI'J1JCT zryx Haffi3aJHeCeH'YI, ITa 11 lHa'llIe .BOJbe MeTaJI ~parOIJ;etH:J1

Taj aenrr aJIXeMWlap Y 3PaJK 11iOOapaBa.

Bpar :J1 lJ.PJKJ1 KOH'IJ;e IITI'O urac iMWIy j aJI:He! ~pa'I'lHJ1 Hac npe\ZJiMeTIIpJ'rBJIa-LB1 J1 MaM'Yl, eBaKOIT lJ,a<lHa KOPaJK ,CJ1JIaI3J1lMO ca:MJ1

6e3 rpoae rry-r naacna xpoaa TMlJ1He 'CMpa,Il,He.

Ko crrpoerax 6JIY~K lIITO ~a'qe, Mp~ap~ Y zrpesae 6JIy~e J13MyqeHe I:PY)JJJ1, ~o'LlerraJMo Y3rpe,r{CJIaJC'lM TajlHe :mYAH,

naJ1X J{cu;e~o xao JIIHMYH ICTapM.

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a K8.A YAaxHe:MlO, CMpT Y rnryha 6o'Ha

KO lHeBH,D;Jb:HIB ~3'aJI ce C MyrKJIIHM jeKOM CJIM'je.

OnJIOBMbe, OTpOB, !HOOK H 'DBa 3JIa ztena aJKO xpaiOHHX cJIlH'Ka caa jOII.I 1Be3 lHe )l;aUIe aa <mp1l;aH lJepljecp 6e,z:QHJec~e naare, - 3Ha'lJIM', IHHj e ztynna, aJBaj ,IJiOCTa OMeJIa.

EJIArOCJIOB

Ho H ~ !UI3!KaJIa, naarepa iITOIMalMlrnX, clWpIllJ1'ja, MajMYJHa, OPJIywHJHa, 3111,rnja, IpA06e mTO nY3H, IIlIKI.I.l'l"H H l3aBHj a,

y r~OM 3BepHlb11;y nopoxa HaM cpaMlHMX

K~ iBpXOIBHiHX 'C!HJIa O,lVlyKa ce 36y.u;e

re Ice IIjeCHlHK po~ y 'tJ:eMepHy csajery, YJKa!OlIyra MaTH 'C lKpMKOIM illOOBKe JIy.u;e ~}Ke K oory neC'I1H, a He XlB,aJIY csery:

rpl)er razta iJiIMa, mrYCHMjer CTO rry-ra!

H MaJJ;a He cxaxe, YJPJIa, 1H'J1T' poeaopa,

Y JIYiCTOlII On. pono 3eMJby zta TIlpeTBOpM

H Y jeroroM 3eBY caa OBeT zta nporyra;

TO je "tJarMa. - IbeH!e ()'tm nna=ry caese, nymehM HapmJIe caesa ryfu1mrurre. "tJ~a-qy, '1M 3HauI TO He}KJHl() 'tJ:yr.z(OBM'llITe, - ,mw;eMepe, 'Nf, MOj 6paTe, lHaJUfIK lHa Me!

,,0, 1II'ro IHlHCaM eprna (!'K:op:rmje H 3lM.J1je, HO ,ll;'a cana ;n;aj'J1!M OBO PYfJIO esojel

0, !IIpOKJIeTa Hoh K~ erpaer HaM yaaapxje, re yrpo6a 38 qe tMlOl1amTaIbe MOj e!

KaJI; O,D; cmrjy xceaa aa Me mL8B csojcaana na ce My}KY j a,IJJHOM 3Ifa.nJHM xao KY}KIHa,

11 Ka,IJ; He MlO:me y OIUDY ,ll;'a ce IwaJIM

EO Jbyt6aBHO n:J1lCMO Ta HaKR3a p)'2KHa,

IIlPeH'J1'jeT i'i:YCiBY MpJK:ffiY, IKOj.OIM C'l1 Me CxpBO, fia npoKJIeTO ~CTBO 'I1BOra 3JIa H Ka3He, Ta:KO \l{06po 'C:smryT hy TO fuij9AHO ,D;pIBo,

.u;a 1HIm{a,IJ; He nycrn rrynose IIpOO{a3lHe!"

TaKO jojce yera nneBoM iKJIeTBe arjeae, H, !He ,cXBahajyhiH cYllPY OHIOOeMHY, C3JMoj 'Ce6H enpexa y rpoTJIY Ilexeae

JIOMaqy sa 3JIO'llJ1lH rpennsrx IMaj KlH crrpexay.

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J1nax, ,n;OK iHeBJ1',lI;JbmB a'Hljeo ra Il.ITJ1'NI, aecperao ,n;1J1jeTe spaxe eymta nIJ1je,

H CBe !UTO OKYClI,CBe nrro Y'3:Me ~, OOBa cpx rrexrapa, TPYH8iK a:M6po3Mje.

C Bj~M ~ace J1 c 06JIa~Ma ~a, OIIOj 00, ca nj eCMJOlM KpIDKIHHM nYTeM XO;:Vr; MOTpeID:r ra, neztpa 1II000YT uzyMOKor IIlmlia, J1 ,nyx rma=re l.I.ITO ra y POMaJIb'y BO\Z:~IJ1.

Kao IMJI~ [[rJ1J1't{e, I1ITO nrraxo TPooepw, 'I'pTHYT hy M)7cpn;e cscpnerao H3 npea,

o,n; zrparocrsr, ClBOjOj Haj~HJ1Mjoj 3IDfj epn 6aD;J1T hy ra, CM!p:mlbOM, nexa Ice 0iMpCJ1!"

K HOOY, r,n;je My ORO 'BM,Z1;J1 rpoa Y 'CB1J1JIIY1, rrjeC!HMlK Be,IWO ,DiJDKe pyxe y BJWHlHe, 6Jbe'CaK CBeBIH,!JJHOIr My ztaxa ymre KlJ»1JI'YI, .n;aJIeK ,CBeMY O!HOM lllTO 3JlM Jby~ LfHlHe:

"BJIarOCJIOBJbeH, BOJKe, IIITO :HaM rrarrsy ~jeJIHIII, KO OOJKaHlCIrn' JIJ1j ex sa !Harne ,rmreKe CJIaCTH, Haj6oJbY, Hajqmnfhy xpaay ~mjoM 2KemruI

[axe OI1!peMHn1 sa na~J1Ir 'OBe'I1J1X CTPalCTJ1!

Cm1 xoje OH BOmf, iKJIOHe ra ce, CTpaIHYr, HJl'H, lIIaaroOHH '360r rserose W!pHohe, Ha,n;Meh.y ce TK'O he Jhyhe ~a ra 'PaIHlJ1,

J1 Ha aeMY apme IH{lfIIHT 'CBoje3JOO·he.

Hseros xpyx MBmro, 6e3 !lpIDK'lbe lHeM!H!pHe, nenenox H CJIJ1IHOM 'tIeCTO onorane:

JIIHIIl;eMjepHlO 6an;e 0lID lIlTO OH ,ll;MIpHe, erpaxyjy zta TKO !My Y Tpar 'CTOIle craore.

3a IIjeCI:H!H'Ka, 3HalM zta je~m MjeCTO M'Mam y npecperay xpyry caojnx cepadmaa,

aa B'je'tflITY rO'316y ~a ra 'K ee6n IJIpt1IMaIIl, Bj·e'tJ1HlJ1 6JIar,n;aH BmiIC'lM, Tpoaa 11 Bpmma!

A >KeHa !MY B'Jll'tIe no MjecTlHMa jaBHlHM:

"Ka;n;CClM ,1l;'O'CTa Jruj ana ,n;a 'My '3ClllroC 6y~oM, >KeJl!HM 6H'N1:CJIiH'tJ1Ha lK'paJhHn;BJMa ,n;a'B!H!J1M, ypec 't{1J1CTa 3JIaTa KO 11 OHe 1KY',lJJJ1'M;

3!HaIM, TeK 60JI je rrpana nJIeMeH'Y1TOCT, KOjy He earsrpe Moh 3eMaJbCIKa HlJf rrasoreaa,

sa MMlCTW-IHY XpyiHY IIDTPe6HO joe MOjy

,n;a 33AMB!WM ,aseMHp caa HCBa :speMetHa.

}KeJmlM n'jaHCTBO MHprra, T8!MjaHa M ocazta, M~Ca'Bl1X yzsa, [Ia'CKe, !Yteca, 1B11IHa,

,n;a :nraM ~a JI' MH O'CMJijex 'tID1jecpQe CBJIa,n;a ,n;a no6o~ nrryj e ,lJ;jpa2K IMOjHX BPJIiJ1lHa!

.AJm IH'Jf naJIlMiHpcK;Q 6aOHOCJIOBHO 6.rraro, Hl£{OOfCepj e IMDpCIKO, He3'HaJHJ1 MeTaJllJf, ztjerra lBaIID1X 'P)I1KY, IHJ1 ,KaMelbe ,z:r.paro, aa TOj ~ja;n;eMJf cjajaoj He 6H cjann;

A Ka,D; MH Ta Hrpa iIIaiKOCHa ,n;~j a,

CTaBlJ1T h!y My Ha P1Yy,z:r.KPXKY, oaascay PYKY; MOjH IHOKTJ1, OIIITpH', irO HOKTH xaprmja,

3HaT he cae l1.0Cpn;a ,n;a My Ice saayxy.

[ep oaa TeK CoBMjeTJIOM lHaj'tIHCTHjMM '3paJqJJ1, IlIpCHY JIIt1M H3 H'CKlpe j e~or j acaor [lIp~a, Jh!y~ClKO OKO, xpaj caer cjaj a, Y3a lb3IHalt{'H Te!K cjaj orvrenana Ma'rJIeHa 1J1 ja,n;:Ha!"

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Y3JIET

,l(OKOIH'H MOpHapH O.n; aafiane JIOBe 'tIeCTO aJIi6a1'pOCe, 'CIJ1:J1IHe lMopCKe IITJfI.J;e, na rryry HeMapHe, TJ1Xe npaTJ1J]J1:u;e

JIalja IIITO HaJ:{ JbYrfflM IBpTJI03J1Ma IIJIOBe.

J.13Ha,ZJ; mfCKMX ,DPJba, 113HM Mpa'tlIHlJ1X BOAa, !H3Ha,n; IIIYMa, ropa, ofiuaxa ~ MOpa,

rrpexo cyana, CBeTa 11 nJIaB11y': I1pOCTopa, rrpexo Melja aaesna 11 3:Be3,!1;aJHOr ICIBO.n;a,

Ha .n;aCKe. O~:tq)OBa crryere HX 'CIIyTaHe. KpaJb~ffi3~H aeypa, HeBeIIr'f1J1, 00 yIb eHIJ1,

6eJIJ1lM 11 ()rpoM!HIHM KlpJ1JE1Ma. OXYlDeHlJ1 MaIIIY KO BeCJIlJ1TMa' HaOOa.,IJiBeC'I1paHe.

l1.YXY MOj, TJ1 JIeTJ11II, JIaK, Hap; npenemora,

'J1 KO ,n:oi5ap n.JlJ1Ba-q xazt ce Y BaJI ,BWHe,

on saaoca ID1j aa, '.rn1 6pa3,lJ;aIlI .n;y6J1He npocropa, ca CTpaIIIhy MyrnKOM mTO rrposemaa.

Manoxac rrpexpacaa, a caa 'CMeIIIaH, ja.n;aa, ~p11JIaTJ1 ce TIyrH'J1lK 6op11c OKOBJ1lMa;

C JIYJIe [enaar IMopHap .n;YlBa !My A:J1!M rMaJH y K.1DYH, l1.pyrJ1 My ce pyra CtKOtKOBJ1.Ma.

IIoJIeTJ1 .n;aJIeKO J13IHal1. KY:mIHor !BliIpa,

xa BJ1COKOlM, CB-eTJIOM 't£HCTJ1JImIIry 6Mha, 11 IIJ1j IIDnYT oocTPor If 60)K3lHI~KO'I' [lMha sarpy IIITO ircnyrsa Be~p:vmy 'CBeMMpa.

TOM KHe'3Y o6JIaKa IJ1 neCH1J1K je 'CJ1IH'l:IaH; OR ce c i5YPOM ,DJ>YJKM, MYlDOM noja o:tm, amr aa TJIY crryraa 11 3eMJbH lHemftlaH, ,rt;J1'BOBOKa My KpJ1JIa csreraj Y, zta KPO:tIH.

IIocJIe zryre 'tlalMe, MyKa 11 )KaJIOCTH,

IIITD IIpJ1TJfIIihy HrpOM :HG1BOTe HaM TaUITe, cpehaa j e KO Mo:m:e na ropMJIJ1Ma MamTe

zia ce xwrpo B'WHe y rrorsa ·CB eTJI DC'IlH.

Oaa] KOIM ce MJ1'CO xao JI3ICTa ICTYIIlTJ1

K He6eCiJ1Ma, [yrposr, Xp11JmMa mTO III yxe , KO .a:a,n;JIehe )KJffi'OT H JIaKO paayere

HeMJ1 je3HK tmeha H CTBapM HeMynrmx!

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BOJIECHA MY3A

ilpY1lpo.n;a je OIHaj X1paM r,n;e \J1I3 ICTy601I3a )lGffiIfiX noaarxana no lHeKa Hej acaa pes M3Jlehe; xoaexce TYAa no nry1MaJMa ImmooJla xpehe, [IO,Il; norJIe,n;OIM lliY:IXOBIDC OtfHjy [JOBep.l'h(WBJiX.

Kao fJJyrn OmeIzyr nrro ce ztanexo crroje

y HeKaKBY :M'pa'lllHy 1M ,zzy60KY !IIIlCTOBe'I1H'OcT, H€M3MepHy xao III'OO je 'HaB. 1M KOO 'CBeTJlOCT, roaope Meljy oo6oM 31ByrzyI, ~C<J1, 6oje.

illTa je Te6J.i jy-rpoc, jazraa My30 Moja? IIYHe ICy TJ1 O'tJM lHoB.lHIHX namBJrljelba,

Ha ~y 'N1 'B~ rAe ce Melba 60ja JIy~JIa 11 crpaxa, XJI~ nonyr crerea.

3eJIeHIJ1 P;eMClIHH :JrI ~yXOBM 'HolilHM

crpax M Jby6aB 'CBOjy HHCY JIlH TM ~a.ID1?

A crpax HOh!lmx oaoea ,n;eCI1!OTCK'J1 !J1 MoliIDf Mo:ac,n;a TH jonr OIroM yxO"tJeHHM 1IIaJIlJ1?

l1Ma MHpMlca 'CBeJK J1X xao ,n;eTJflbe lIIyTH, 6JIaI'1J1X xao o6oe, xao IJIOJba 3eJleHiVIX,

- a zrpyrn cy n06e)ljHVI, pa'C~OIII1lH!J1, H3BpmyT'J1,

X Teo 6J1X p;a TOi60M nej e ~C szrpaan,a, zia ce MlOhiHoM 1\UfCJIH neztpo TJ1 OOHaBJba,

zta xpJ1'II1haHlCKa KipB 'TH Y PJf'I1My 3aCTPYjH,

nrro HMajy Moli ICTBapH Y 6eoKpaj pannrpenax, C Aa~OM aM!6pe, 'MOIII),!ca, TaMjaHa H H3MHpHe, KOjlJ1 rreaajy 3aJH!O'CKa,D; "tJy;ra ;zyx ~OAJ1PHe.

KO lIlTOCJlOI'OM ~PeBH'.J1M 3BYK 6eCIMp'I1ml 6pyj.vr, rAe xac cl>e6yc, iH'3Bop necasra, IT'OBOpH

a xac IIaH, IIlTO }KeTBY y 3J1aTO npereopa.

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ITPO,n:AHA M'Y3A

HE,n:OCTOJHM MOHAX

My30 opna MOra, Jb~e MOhiHMx,

.u;a JIM hem lJ1lMaTH K~ cenepan .z:cyIHe,

sa 'CHeJKHJ1X lBe'tlepH <J1 ztocazta IHOhHMX, je~HY J1ICKiPY MaKap OrlbmIITeM .n;a eyae?

lIo 3lH~BlWMa MatHaJc-mrpa ~peBIHJ1X nrapane ce 'cJJtHKe Caerora Casaaa,a,

a cjaj TOIIJIH lD!J1XOB, :lOOP; ztyxoaa CMeplHHX, oJIa}lG11() je crporoer TernK'Or noaajaa,a.

Mpaeeopaa rn rIJIeB!a p;a JI' hem orpejarsr na !IIJIalMeHY }K',J1B()M mTO JIaKO -rperrepx? Ca a3Y'PHor csona .n;a JI' hem '3JIaTO 6paTH, KaJ,ll;ce3l1Ma 'CroOM, nyerom I,IeJIOM n;ePJ1?

'Y TO .n;aBHO speere, ca nepoer y XpHCTa, MIHOl'J1 Ka.rryl}ep je CMepHO H 6ea nnaca CMpTCJIJ.1IKaO, cpua no601K:Ha H 'tlHCTa, H y no602KIHoc'N[ HaIllIO IOe6H cnaca,

Mopahenrzra xJIe6 ICBOj H1acY'JI1IHH aapammr, K'O ,D;eTe y xpasry, 1J1'~ zta namnn,

.u;a rreaaur tMOJllJ1TBeKoje ICy "rnf erpaae,

,n:yma MH [e rpo6Jhe y KOM, ~aj:K'alltta,

ja cranyjesr M rne rryercurerpauma anana: a Hl1IIlTa He xpaoa l'HY'CHM osa] npasop •

MJI', roo rrajau rJI~aJH, ,n;a <l1I3JIa:mem 'tlapu H caoj 'OMex mTO 'CY3Y H~y 3aJpJ1, .n;a TJ.f cxex npocraxa TBP.n;O opne raae.

0, 1Ka,D; JIH hy H [a, 1M000ax .He,ZJ;OCTOj1HTlil, rta npascpe :ao1lBe 6e.n;a .MIJ1 6 e36poj HIH' y rrJIO~OCT IIIP~BOpJ1M ¥1 3a:HOCa H3BOp?

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"tJEPr APJ1 HA ITYTY

MJra~O'CT Moja 6eme KO Mp~a o.nyja, Kp03 'Kojy je ~e-rlZJ,e 2KapK'O cyane IcjaJI'O; rpoer MM fiaurry carpe IKBJJ; n.n.ycax rrpoxyja, Te TIJIO,ZJ;OBa pyjlHJHX npOOCT8 IMH MaJIQ.

To npoposnco [lJIeMe ea 3eHa'Ma IIIJlIaiMIHIKM KpeHyJIO je jyqe, c .n;e~M 'Y H1apyqjy; HlajMallDY, zta OMIHpe lbm{OOY TJIap; ayxjy, rroaene cy IMajKe lHa ,u;oj!KalMa TaMIHMM.

EBO hy y [ecea \Y,tID;eja ,1J;a 'CBpHeM,

TIa rronary XBaTaM 'VI rpafirse y IIIaKe rta JroHO'Ba 3eMJbe TI101IIJIaBJb~e 3rpHeM, Ky~ sona II1pOJIOlKa j.aJMe xao paece.

c PJ1roOM ara opyacjy I~y ya lb'mC Jb~, YG '1e.Jba,z:r, ICKyTKaHY Y TIOB.O~ IKQ-JIa,

IIITO IJ1IM aa 2Ky~aMa TIlOrJIe.z:t iHOOoIM 6.rry~ M o~ Tor yMOPaH TIyIH je ceraa 6oJIa.

A ,KG '3Ha zta rraehe llITO \M1H 6y.u;e QBaJIO He lHalje TJIOIM OBHM onpam1lM aoo JKaJIO

Taj alHCTBeHY xpany nrro IMJJ1OH8Iry eraapa?

3p'H}{a'Bau; 11'3 caora 10000'BmnTa Y necxy 'tlJ1IM IHX crraaa, rreceay ormo-re ;n;a BMje; KmeJIa .Jb yfumu;e )J;o"tJeKa y 6JIec'KY:

o 6oJIe! 0 6oJIe! Bpeere :>KlJfBO'T MJPBM; nerrpn] arecs TaMIHM lIITO IH3iM cpne napa OHroKM ce J1 pacre CBe 'OlD; uraaue 1q)IBM!

360r lb'J1X IJ;BeTa lCT€IIIa, BMp M3 cresre &rj e, 3i6or TlHX JIYTaJI:wu;a IIITO ~M3ffiIe II1JIaMHe onaapajy II;apCTBa 6y~yilJHo~ TaMHe.

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JbEIIOTA

CJIo6o~ 'llOlBje"tle, 'rn1 'B:J1IjBK hem JbYOOT Mope, TO caoje 3pIJ;aJl'O. 'Y 6:Jf6aIEbY, nrro MIHlHe,

Wi JJ.ymy IMOTpJ1llIl CJ1 Y 6eompa:jy nyrrmme.

YI l1.YX TBoj rrosope sap HeMa jOIlI M rope?

'll1: BO.rn11II 'poilm1'I1H Y lb~pa csojoj -c~,

lb y rpnanr o~a M pya<:.QM, xeero !KynIaIII 3arJIymJ1T cpue CM, .n;a IKYU;a:j My !He cnynranr

y ~Jbe Tyx6e -re lHeympoheHojpYllJlH.

JIajenaCaJM, 0 Jh Y,lJ;H, xao oaor o,rr; xaesa

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MOJa rpyn, rrpezt KOjOM OBa'JIKIO ClBJIa\l={aH nane,

CTBOpeHa je Jhy6aB njecasncy zta .n;a.u;e

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BJetNIy, HHJeMY xao MaTepHj:a caora.

BJIa(ZJ;aM HaJJ. asyposr, TajlHY 'e<l»mre IK'PMjetM, cae:»Gto cpne ~aM, JIa6yi)y I6je~HY; Mp3IJ1IM rroreper, J ep HapYillaBa lljHJ eJllJ1lHY, ImiKa:,D; He rIJIa"tleM M IHMlKB.ID; ce lHe 'OM'J1jeM.

IIjeOHM'lllM rrpezt 'MojJ1:M Y3lImllIeHlMlM 'CTaCOM

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1II'I10 J1X cjena craaa rOMJ1x an OM eHMKa ,

y npe,ll;aHolM pazry He anxprape qaCOM;

[ep ja, .u;a osapaer sjepaor Jby6aBImKa, ororeztana MlMaM urro ,n;PaJK OBeMy ztajy: 0'tfl1, KpyIJIHe O'tJlJ1, K)ojeBjerqHlO cjajy!

YI BJ1 CTe, o6oje, !YfTaMlHlJ1 J1 ,ZJJJ1JOEpeTHM, 'llOBjeqe, TlKO je )JjHO 'I1J1 6oo,lJjHa )JjHpIHO rposaa. 0, MOpe, OKPJfBetHa 60raTCTBa 'DKO TJf [J!03Ha? BM TajHY 'l!yBaT 'CTe Jby6oMopHH 1M QPe'I1HJ1.

l1naK ce 60pHTe IC'OOJIeBa are6pojeHa

Meljy ,CroOM ,6e3 MMJIOC'TJ1, 6e3 rroxajaesa, 0, 'IlaKO lKeJbHJ1 ICTe M ICMpTYI BH 1M KJIa:!ba, 0, ~ BjeqJHM BJ1, 0, 6paiio HeClM!J1'JbeHa.

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Y 'BpeMe Ka;D; 3eMJha y eaaaxy crane ,n;a 'CBe 'l!y,n;OBJ1:IIITa pal)a ropoeracaa,

0' 3aiUlTO' He :>K:WBeX Kpaj J.,1!HHOBKe MJIa(ll;e,

KO ys ~aJbwmH OKYT -MarqJKa cnazrocrpacsa.

Crsracem JIM C Hooeca ~JI' 113 lBertrHMX TaMa, Jlerroro? ".DBO'j TI'orJIe,D;, 'CBeT IJ1 Kpu:aT TMlJ1'HDM, H3iMemaHO 'CJillTa3JIO H ,z:r;06po lHaMa,

na re 3a".OO Mory III~ C BJ1iH'OM.

I'rreno furx joj TeJIO rne 'ca ,rzymO'IM :QBeTa J1 'C.JIi060,qRO pacre y mpH mopoxa; 0WOIHeTaO 6Hx: .n;a JI' Jhy6aBIHaceTa eraapa BJIamHY MaJrJIY OKO lbeHOT OIKa;

Y TBOM orcycyane GaJIOOJ1 !lit cmrhe; xao 6ypHo aexe '.m1 O)llH'IIIenI 3paKOM; YOHe TH aMq,opa, a nOJh ~ mrlie urro xepoj e CJIa6J1, zterry ~ jaIKOM.

rrponrao OiMX lbooa rrpOCTpaJHCTBa roneera, nerso ce y3 rOJIeT roJIeMIHX ~JIeHa;

a xarxana, JIeTJ1, iKa7J; je ICylHlW C.rry,n;H

J.13 6ro.n;ClIHa KPQlt!:J1,HJI' caaaeazta nane? Y3 TBO'j CKyT Ice Y.n;ec MOTa Ka'O TIlCeTO; Hla'CyMn;e paCMIIIam ip~OC'I1J1 !lit jazte, BJIa,n;ajyl=iJJ1 :HlagJ; 'CBWM, CHexajlHa aa OBe TO.

na j e 'J.1'3MOtpeHy npoerpe npeso TpaBa, CHEmlO 6J1x Y IC~lDeHJ1X 6yjlHJ1X rpyznr, KaO' ':NfXO ceno 1lITO xpa] 6p.,n;a enaaa.

ITo lMp'I1B:MlMa raJ3J.Wl !J1 pyram ce lbHMa; rron 1HaJK'WI'0IM 'I1BojY1lM H I'posa je JhynKa,

a ITopOK, Ta'j ~aryJh najnpaxor Mel) CBM'Ma, no CTO'MaKy TBOIM,e3aJbJ716JheHO uyrnca.

03apelH1J1 CMp'NIlHK JIe"l'iM TBojlJ11M T{>al'DM, OBe'I1Y1:JbKO, 11 KJI1J1'tIe: BJIaJ:10CJIOB TOM IlJIaMy! .IJ:axTa'BM Jh y6aBIHMK nOBMj ell Ha~ ,IWaroM CJIJ1'tJM C3!Mp'l1HiWKy mTOMHJIyj e j axy.

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Ca He6eca HJIM J1'3 maxna, nrra M'apH, JIemYI'o! rpnofio rposaa H iIIpOKJleTa! am 'M'A 'IlBoj IIDrJIe,n;, OCMex IH C1Be 'lIapH nrape nparra ~aIZJ; HeJIOOHaTOll' Caeral

Bor HJm: Caraaa? AHljeo, CHpe!Ha,

IIITa MaPH, 'lIlI1IHIJ1lll JIlJ1 - '0, lM'J1lPM'Ce, cjajy, CBHJIlOOKa BH.oo, KlpaJlMIJ;e Jby6JbeHa! - CBeT Malbe O,lJJBpa'mUllM ,n;OK HaM :,rtaJIm 'Ilpajy?

HAKMT

,l(para 'Moj'a Hara',:nrajyli epne (Moje, je~o HB.!KiHTe tmyqHe 1m ce lMefie, ITOIHOOHTO aa tlbOj 'm1: ~ JbIJ1 C'l'O j e,

xo MaIBapCllOOlM po6Jhy y ,ztamfMa epehe.

K~ ce TIO,DjpyrJbMBO In }KlJ1IB() y3Myrn

Taj OBeT OA KaMffiha M 'MeTaJI TIYH cja] a, WHXQIB .Il1y'M 1M 6JIecax IMeHe OIllaMyTH, BOJDUM IC'r.BtaIPH IVJ;e 3BYlK H ·OBeTJIOCT ce enaja.

)KeJblH'a ,n;a ce 'BOJDI, JIe>KM ORa rope

Ha ~Hy, cxora lbeH JlIalK OCMex C'NOKe Jby6aB'MH .n;y6cxK:y H THXy XO lMope,

llITO ce IW1 IKO :xpH,Izy BHOOK1OlMe ,lJ'M1Ke.

K'O yxpohetH TMraip rJIe,lJ,a H.a Me JKY,u.HO, na, xao zta caesa, 'CTaB TeJIa ·OBOT Melba, 3.nPYJKe!HM iHem1lHOCT H 1KeJblK8Ilbe 6.rryAHO HOBOIM .t(paJlm KpaICe om npeo6pa1Kelba.

Hseae pyxe, aore, xpcTmIe IH 6e.D1pa BHjy Ice KO JIa6yp;, xao YJbe rJIQ'NOI,

na ce Ilq>ehy Honpe,n; IMlOra OKa Be.D;pa; a Tp6yx J1 rpy,$'f, TH rpo~BHCJIaTKH,

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Jhyn:KHje ce IHO 3JIa aJdjeJ11H iIipM'BJIa"t:[e, MMp ,zr;a nopesaere IIITO IMlH zrynra XTeJIa, H C KpHCTaJIHe CTeHe ~OJIe .n;a [e CBJIa'tJe, aa mjy je .MHpIro Y ICBJMoM ICeJIa.

Ko Y lHO'Boj C.1I!H~ cje,ZJ;mbeHM ,Il;a cy fie,u.pa AH"IlM()[1e M nexaxa 6J1,CTa, TaR'O ce iH'CTJ1'IlY KipCTa lHIa TOM cracy.

A MPKOM joj Te.rry IIllMl1HKa ,L{HBHiO npJ1ICTa!

~ J1 6JIe.n;a caersusxa 1rI!0K!0pH ce !Mp€TH, lID KalMHHa caeso CBeTJm cjaj o~ xapa,

J1 Ka].l; IIJIaM'HM Y3,ZI;ax ol\~e H3JIeTYI, KipBJI,y lKyna TeJIO 60j e bMJm:6apa.

,11;OK y,DJJ1llIeM !MJ1PJ1'C TBOjMX TOIIIJIMX rp'YlAM, CKJIOIIJbeH'J1X O"tID1'jy, Y [ecen.e aexe,

ja rroOOBO BJ1~ Te 06a.n:e cpehe

r,ll;e jeWIDJI'VPI'HOTa 'cY,HtI.J;a oraIn py.z¥1;

JIeH:M:B'O OCTpBO rrte rrpapona IHY~

CBOj e ~BJbe aohe H 'tJ:y.zvro JWBehe; JbYl1.e "tJIHje TeJIlO !BHTK'O Ice 1ll000elie, 2KeHe ~jlJ1 nornen lHoKpeHOIII.h:y -qy,z:QH.

Bohen TBOjrtil'M ,n;axOM Y !llpe,n;eo 2K"apKM BJ1,1J;HlM JIYKY nYiHY je,n;apa M 6apKM

[om yseK CMOpeHHX MOPCKMM TaJIaCIHMa,

,D;mcca TB.lMap11iH\Aa 3eJIem!Xce PynIH ~pMc ~oj'M KpY2Keh H03,!ljpBe Ha.AHMa

H c rreCMOM MopHapa Mema ce Y .u:YIlllH.

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J A TE BOJIJ1M KAO

DE PROFUNDIS CLAMA VI

J a Te DOJ.lMM IKao HOMr .DJPYro JIm.J;e, o lIOiCY,n;O Tyre, 0- TH liYTa.mm;e,

M ese BlMille 'IIBOj 'CaM IIITO 6e~J.1lIII 0)1; !MeRe, M C IrO,Dl.CMexOM BeliHM, lca3BeJKijy, onceae, YlMH01maBaIII npoerop 'EOj.H MM ~a:ja OIIpYJKeRe pyxe 0)); nJIa'BiJ1X 6eOKpaj a.

nOJIa:3JfM Y lHaJlIa.n;, na jypmue 'J1MypHe,

xao lHa JIenI ,zwam Ka,n; '3OOp IWBa j ypae,

11 'CBe OOOOKaJBaM, 0 3BepM .rnmpena!

~o xJIa;z:{Hohe ~ojOMBehMa 'CJ1 iM!H JIena!

Ja npeKJImbeM Te6e, je,zzymiY nrro BOJI~M, c ~a 6e3,U;8JHa ooor rne IMlM opne 'tJaMl1. nY-CTa je TO 3eMJbaOa BlH,ZJ;J1:K:OM PO.IDlM rne yscac If KJIe'I1Ba nJIJ1Bajy y T'a:M'Y1.

IIIecT Mece~ cyane y BHOJmiM ,l1;peMJbe, lIIeCT ztpyrsrx MeCeII;M HOB 3eMJbY rroxprraa; Taj npezteo I!I)l1CT je KO [10JIapHe 3€IMJbe:

- 'lflfr.n;e sone, mysre, IHIJ1rp;e craopa )KJ1Ba!

.0, lHeMa iHa CBeTY ~aJca HIYI je,D;'HOlr

C OKPYTHlOilihy .BelIDM ozrrorcyaua .neneaor o,n; iHOh.M llITO 'C Be'lfllHM xaOClO'M ce MeplYl;

ja 3aBl11,!J;H'M 'cy,n;oo Haj6~Hje 3BepM xoja Y (CRY fJIynOM MO:>Ke ,n;a ce OMOTa, TalRO cnopo Te'tJe nOBeC'MO )Km3OTa!

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JE,lJ;HE HOnJiI KA,lJ; BEJ AX KP AJ JEBPEJKE Y)KACHE ...

JIETA

Je,lllHe HOB.H xazt 6ejax Kpaj Jespejxe Y2KaCHe, lHaJllJ1X JIeIIIY lliTO JIe2KJil ztyac JIeIIIa onpyaceaa, omoxex ,ll;a caa.aeerepajvena npozraaa lbeHa T~ JIenoTY KOjOIM JKY)l; MJ1: janona racae.

IIYHl1,M Me cjajexr MHHy pacxour joj ypoheaa,

lbeH nor JIe,n; llITO ce IClHarO'M :J1 CBJilIM "lJap11lMa xpaca, y TeIIIKl1 IIIJIeM crmereae IbetHe orrojae BJIaCJil

Ha Koje Me sa Jby63JB O)KJJilBH YOII(w:eHa.

Cmrpen H rJIYX eraope, ilia rpy,u; MJ1 ce npMBM, rp,Llo6o trexajaa, TI1l11>e nrro Te Jb y6JitM,

,n;aj ,n;a ce ~XTaB!HM !EpCTHMa y,n;,yfuw

M pOlHMM [10 -rmoj,Qlj T~Oj, rycroj rpJilBM;

J ep paCHO 6Jil'X TM TeJIO JbyOHO acapxo csyna, 'Yi ozt ,CTOOaJIa cseacer zto BpaHe 'I'Jil BM~e ,n;y6oK'MX MJ1JI'QlBalba 611X HM'3aD ptH3'HlJ1n;e,

Y TBOj e hy CKYTe MMpHCOM onojH: ojal)eHy rJIaJBY zta 'OllJ71CTJillM H ,OKl!»1]eM,

11 xao Jf3 nsera yaenora ru::r}eM

CJIap;aK saztax MOje Jby6aB'M norcojae.

Pahe HO )];a JKHBH'M, crraaao 6Mx CJIa~KO! ycay HeJ1'3BecHOM, 'mao H 1000PT nrro Je? 5e3 rpcrsce ipa1cyhy 'ORY)]; IIlIOJbynu;e ICBo~e aa JI€!I10 TJ1 TeJIO eeo 6aKlpeH Ilmm1 rJIaTK'O.

xan 5M, C ne-repa, 'CY30M nrro lHaBMpe 6e3 TPyp;a, T.J1: caxo y:nmrJIa, 0 KpaJblJ1!IJ;e OEpJ"'l'lHMl1;a!

,n;a 3aMpa"lJ1J1lII 'I1aj 6JIeCaK XJIa,zvHlJilX CBOjJ1X 3e~a.

Hsrrne OOJbe HO Y TIOO:llOP 'I1B'or xpeaera YTOHyhe MlOjlM j~ajM 'C"IMIllQm1;

ira TBOjMM YCTJ1JMa3a60paB ce ICTaJHlK,

a Iq>OO rrorsyrme Ta Te'l!e pexa JIeTa.

Ilpen y)];eooM OBOjJ1M, O,lllC~ MOjOI'M CJIalCm, norayay ce :KO )];Ia aarrpen (MJ1 Aocyi}eH, MY'lleHJ1lK 1II'00000p8lH, IlIe~aH ocyhea,

KIOM rIaJKJIeHe MJl'Ke pacnana :>Kap CTpaCTH.

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IDoca·hy, ~a 60JIe cp:r.r6e AABJ1:M TyJKHe, XYK'jTY 11 6HJbe IK:Oje jaAe 6JIaJKH,

C BipXOBa THX <lIIlITpl1'X rpy~, fl)"HMX .z:tPa:H01', lI1TO !HH1J:Hje cpue IHIJ1'KaJ:( He sacyaorel

rpl12KIhA CABJECTM

Cnasana Ka.;J; fiyztenr, JbenOTJ1'u;e Mpa1JHa, Hla AHy CnOMeID1Ka O,D; upaa 'MpaMOpa

ITa TI1 CTalH J1 xpeser 6y,D;y javra IJIJIRIfHa o~ KHIlIe M pyrra T'jeCHa, 6e3 oraopa;

KaJ]; he K3lMeH - THIIlTeh IIIJIaurJhMBe TH rpy p;n :VI: ooKoBe, xoje aa MeKohY3iffajy -

rrp'[essrr opu;y TBQMe ,TIia ce, )KeJIe:h, 6y,n;u,

a H03H zta Tp'lIJ1 iIIyreM, K ~oral)ajy: _

. .rp06, raj nOY3p;alHHK caa.e MM 6ecKpajHe (pssa .pa3yMJ1je njecassxa), Y eajae

HQlfiH 66'3 caa, p'[er he: ",lJ;a JI' '1M sp'jezracane,

KYPTl138.HO jazraa, IlITO He ynoaaazte

aa qHM MpTBH llJIa!1JY?" - M aa re 'IWB he cjecrn }f xoacy TJ1 rpacrsr KO rpnacrsa caajecrrr,

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3HaM nayx )J;a 6Y,Z:V1M re Qapor5He xace M O:3H1iBMM npOIllJIOCT y KOJI8HY ,IliparOM,

j ep HaillTO .nerrore TpaJK'J1T IllTO Te xpace rrpyrsie cex y TeJIY M cpuy TM 6JIaI'OM? 3Ha!vI nayx na 6Y)1.t1'M re Qa'P06He xace.

EAJIKOH

3aKJIeTBe, Mt1PMCt1, nOJhynn;H ,6e3 xpaja, aparahe JI' c' Yt3 6e3,IJ;aHa 'KOj,M HeMa JKaJIa, KO IllTO Hs6y xPJIe cyana :MJIa~orcjaj!a Ka)1. ce oxynaj y na zmy MOPCKYtX BaJIa? 3aKJIeTBe! Mt1Pt1CM! nOJhY:II~ '6e3 xpajal

Majroo ycnosreaa, ztparaao Aparalha,

TH, CBe MJ1CJIa)1,OCTM! TYt, CBe Mlil zryacaocrn! 1M hem ce JIenoTecefia T MliIJIO:Balha, 6JIarOCToM Orlht1IllTa, Be'lleplhUX HeJKlHOCTM, Maj KO ycnoraena, p;paraHo zrparaa,a!

Be-repx urronx je JKapt1JIo yrcsean.e,

M OHJ1X C 6aJIKOHa Y pyoreaoj ITa-PM: rpyzi TM fieure MJ1JTa! Cpue 6eme sen,e! He3aJoopalBIHeCMO -qeC'J10 peKJLJ1 C'I1BapJ1 aexepa Ill'I10 'J1X j e }KapliIJIO yr JheBJbe.

Ilfro cy CyHn;ap;J1BHa YTOIIJIe aexepn! Ill'ro je npOCTOp ,n;y60K! KaKO cpue BPBIJi1! Ha,lJ;HeCeH Ha,n;To6oM, najnpaaca iMliI xhepa, MM'IllJbaX zra y,IJ;J1IlleM MMplilC TBoje 'KpBM. III TOCy cynua ,IJ;liIBHa 1iI TOIIJIe BeLIepM!

HoB. 6MB arne ryueha xao HeKM nOKpOB, M IKp03 TMt1HY ,CJIYTMX aerraua TM 6oje, 11 ztax TM ncrrajax, 0 6JIaJrOCT! 0 OTpOB! Y nraanr MM fiparcxoj CITI1llIe Hore TBoje:

Hoh 6vmame ryruha xao HeKM IIOKpOB.

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SEMPER EADEM

LK11BA EYKTJ.1IhA

"OTy,n;a, Ka3aCTe, Tyra IIITD ce ocpnra

KD MDpe '0 LI.PHY CTeHY ca 'CBHX C'I1paHa?" - Kana Harne cpne j e,n;HOM 6ep5y cspnnr, ~l1BOT ja,n; je. TO' je TajHa 'CBaKOM 31HaHa,

Crynajy rrpezta MH10M O'llJ1 rrvae 5JIeCKa, KO A1Hl)eo ,n;a J1X MarHeTJ1'tJIH'HM CTBOPJ1; crymajy, Ta Moja zrsa 6paTa Hei6ecKa, JIJ1j)llh MJ1 Y O'llJ1 oraa, HeCaI10pHB.

liITJ1TSh Me on rpexa J1 aeepehe ztpyre, xopaece MJ1 aozre no CTa3aMa JIenor;

ja CaM IlhHXOB cy~alh, i()HJJ1 lM:oje cnyre; TOj 6YK'IMlhH JKHBOj Il'OKOpaH casr ICJIeno.

na Tlha j e,ZJ;HlOCTaBHa J1 He 3arOHeTHa, H, KO panocr Barny, Hoy CB11 ocermne. He TIJ1TajTe 3aTO, paztoaaamoo cperaa!

11, lM:a,n:a j e r .nac BaM 'I1aK'OCJIa,n;aK, TJ1Jlle!

Trrnre, He3HaJUl'lW! nymo xoja .n;prnhe!

YaRO C ,n;e-qjMM CMerllIiKOM! On LKJ1BOTa "llBpillhe cnyraj y Hac 't{eCTO CMPTH Ta,HKa rxaa,a.

0, npexpacae Osx, 6JIJ1ICTaBe KO csehe K1a,n; MHCTJ1't{HJ1 cjaj l1lM ycpezt ztaaa ropn; cymiecja, aJI' HoHXOB nJIaM sracirnr Helie;

,1:(ajTe na ce cpue tOIU1:je o6.Mano.M,

Y O'llJ1Ma BalliHM KO y CHY JIaI'aHOIM: na y CeHLI.J1 BallIHX rperrasmra caa,a!

~OK ORe CMPT CJI,aBe, BH nea are 30pJ1; cT)'1IIaTe, noj yB.J1: 6yl)elbe y MeHH, aseane 't{HjH nJIaMeH cyane He 3aC6ID1!

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YCAMJbEHA, JA.IJ:HA .IJ:YIIIO, IIITA nEll PEnM ...

REVERSIBILITE

YCaJMJbeHa, jaznra ;:J;YIIIO, IlITa hem peha, IIITa hem pehx, cpue, III'I10 MH ,Zl;aBHOCBeHY, iBeqepaC 'npeM11JIoj, rrpenotipoj, ycpena "ll'J1je OKO refie Y HOB }KJ1BIQ'T rrpeay?

AHljeJIe PaAOCTJ1, zta JIM aaanr aa Tyry, jeuaje, ztocaztyvcpaacry J1 rpJ1:iKY,

M aejacae crperm,e IIITO ce Y noh .n;:J12Ky rrcpue HaM CTe2KY y porrraa.y ,n;yry? AHljeJIe PaAOCTM, zta JIM 3HaIII sa -ryry?

~ GaMO aa IhY XHMHe nesabexo EMIlIe, BJIa'CT n.eay HYI j ezraa CJIa,n;OCT IRe nosspaan, .n;YXlO-BiHO j oj !MeCO a:HljeJIOKM MMpJfIIIe

M n.erro Hac OKO cner.nomhy o6JIaqu.

ITa 6MJIO TO aohy, y caMofiu rrycroj,

na OMJIIO TO ,n;aIh y, y rOiMJ1JIM rycroj, AYX rsea xao n.nasrea y apaxy TperrepH,

.IJ:06PM ~YIlIe, 3HaIlI JI,M KaA ce Mp2KIha PO'AJ1, ,CTIfCKaJY necanue, TeKY cyse 2KY"llM,

Ka,n; OCBeTa 30Be M ztyury HaM MY"llU,

11 CBe cnoco6HOCTM 11 CMJIe HaM BO,n;M? .IJ:06PM ,Zl;YIIIe, 3HaIII JIlif KaA ce Mp2KIha pozta?

"Ja can .nena, KaTKaA nporoaapa ona, J1 caxro JIenOTe xnarsaj re ce sepn,

ja Ca:M Balli anheo, MY3a M Ma,n;OHa."

AiHljeJIe nYH 3ApaBJba, zta JIU 3HaIll sa sarpy, xazta, .n;Y2K 3J1,n;OBa CyMOpHMX 60JIHJ1u;a,

M,Zl;e TlPOMUM XO,n;OM 6JIe,Zl;MX 'M3'rRaHlifu;a,

IIITO aa cyaueer xcyrre, )J;OK TeJIO He caTPY? AHljeJIe nYH 3.n;paBJba, zta JI,M aaaur sa BaTPY?

Aahe.ne JIenOTe, .n;a JIM 3HiaIII aa 6ope,

M crpax ozt crapea.a, M rpoaae 2KaJIOC'l'M xazta "lIMT.am MPCKY Ta}HY O,Zl;ClIHOCTM

Y O'tfMMa crpamhy Il1TO 0AYBeK rope? Arrhe.ne JIenOTe, zta JH1 3HaIII aa fiope?

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AHljeJIe CBeTJIOCTYI, cpehe Jf MMJIJfHe, .naB~ tra ysropy HallIaJO 6J1 snpaan,a 113 MYlpMCa IIiTO ce Y TBOM TeJIY jaansa; <HeK 'MOJIl1'IlBa TBoja Y HooO ce BJ1'He, aHljeJIe CBeTJIOCTYI, cpehe Jf MMJIMHe'

XAPMOHJ1JA BEt:IEPA

EBO cy ,ZJ;o6a xan ca ,n;pIIIKe xojy ztax xynra CBaKM U;BeT 11CIIapaBa ryc~ o6J1JbeM 'Ka,n,a; 3By~ MMJ1PJfCl1 KpY}Ke Be-qepOM nrro mazta; BprorJIaBHQa CTpaCHa ,n,OK 'CeTHJ1 BaJIC ce c.nyura!

CBa'KM :U;BeT ncrrapaaa IryCT11:M 0I6MJbeM: Ka,n,a; BMOJLHHa .n,PXTM xao nanaheaa ztynra; BpTOrJlaBJ1'I~ CTpaCHa i~OK ceTRM BaJIC C€CJIYllla! He60 je rpznao O~MopHIllTe ryre H ,OKJ]a,n;a.

BHOJm1'Ha ,n;PXTH xao aarrahena }J;yrna,

6JIaro opne, nrro 6H .n,a !WHy irrpaG:HHHYCBJIa,n;a! He60 je rp,DiHO O,n,MopMlllTe Tyre ,M CKJIa,n;a; y'l101IJ1JIO ce cyaue y KpB IIITO My ce rpynra.

Brraro cpne, llITO 6M zra :U;PHy npa3HJ1HY 'CBJIaAa, yrraja cjaj npOIIIJIOCTM KOj'H ce jOIII neHYIIIa! YTOITJ1JIO ce cyane y KpBIIITO MY ce rpyanal OrroMeH raojxao nyrcrp y MeHH 6JlHCTa canal

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3AMY'BEHO HEBO

II03J1B HA ITYTOBAlhE

Kao zta TJ.1 je IIOrJIe.n; nozt 'MarJIJ.1QaCTOM MpeHo.M; y 'DKy HerrojlMHoM (TIJIaBOM, CJ.1BOM, 3eJIeaOM?) HaM3IMeHI.J;e TJ.1 nYHOiM 6JIaJIIQICTJ.1,CHa J.1 fieca, ozrpacaaa ce aexaj VI 6JIe,Zl;'Y1JIo nefieca.

o cecrpo, ziere IMoje, caesaj IlI'I10 6J.1 Hac zrsoje .n;a LKYLBYfMO raero 'T8K 3HaJIJ.1!

BOJIeTJ.1 p;OKJIe XTeTJ1, BOJIeTY1 'J.1 MpeTJ1

y xpajy KOj'J.1'l1Y1 je HaJIJ.1K!

Ta cyana pacxsanreaa ca He6a38JM)lIfieHa p;yxy MJ.1 ayne J.1'CTe QapY1 xao rajaa zryfioxa J13.n;ajHJ1"LfKOr TJ.1 ,OKa IlITO y 'CY3J1 CBOjOj ce 3apY1.

Cehanr ceo'HJ.1X 6eJIJ.1x, MJIa..n;YfX, 06JIarQIHJ1X naaa Ka,D, rpuaj y y [lJIa"LfY cpna oMaljJ.1j ana,

xazt, y He3HaHOiM DOJlY ~oj'J1 J.1X npocapnaasa, npe6y;U;HJ.1 ce :>KJ.1BU;J.1 pyrajy .n;yxy IlITO cnasa.

Karxazta CJ.1 HaJIJ1K Ha OHe JIeTIe .n;aJbJ1iHe

1llI'I10 YfX sanane cynrua yp;o6a MarJIYillTJ.1He •.• Karoo 'TI.JIJ.1Helli y cjajy, pasaeruo IpaCKBallieHa, Rap; Te 'pa36YKTe aparm ca netia 3aMyhe'Ha!

o :>KeHO rrorJo1J6eJbHa! 0 3aBop;HYr"LfKe KJIl1Me! Xohy JIM BOJIeTM J.1 TBOj caer Yl 'BaIlIe 3J.1Me,

Yl HaBeCTJ1 CKpyTHy cryzrenna MYl ce npezra Y:>KJ.1BaI-heM OIlITPJ.1jJ.1M on raoxcha J.1 ozr .nena?

TaMO j e CBe'T pezia iJ1 CKJIa.n;a, paexonr, CTIOK!O j C'l1BO J1 aac.nana.

Haxeuiraj 6J.1, Y cjajy KOjYl My I'Op;J1IHe ztajy, KJ1TJ10 Harne 'coifiHe xyre; 'Ji1 najpebe 6Ji1 uaehc QJ1j'J.1 ce 'MJi1PJ1C cn.nehe

ca BOI-he'M aM6pe paCITJIJ.1HYTe, 60raTJ1 CBOp; TaBaHa,

or .nerrana fieazraaa,

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CBa npezrecr lfCTO"lflhaYfKor cjaja, CBe 6M 360PMJIO rrpa TOM

aa zrynry TajHOBHTOM

M 6JI,aroM pexj y 3aBiJ1"'la}a.

TaMO j e CBeT pezra M CKJI a,n; a, pacxom, CITOKO'jCTBO M IHaCJIa,n;a.

Ilor.nenaj 'HH3 KaHaJIe na 6po,n;OBe aaonane

nrro HX rrapas cxrrraxxn I1orHf; ,n;a YCJrJ:IllIe UITO 60Jbe CBaKoM lMMr TBoje ,BOJbe,

C xpaja CBeTa ,n;OJIa3e OHJ!.

CYHI.¥tMa rooja TPHY rrozsa ce aaorpay,

no KaHam-Bra, rpany u;eJIOM, 3YM6yJI H 3JIaTO ITJIl1He; cae HlMa ~a n(RJ1lHe OKYIlaHO CBeT JIoillhYBpeJ]OM.

JECEfuA ITECMA

I

3apOHMfieMO' CKOPO Y XJIap;He lfIoMp""1fJ11He;

3'6oroM )KJJ:IBa CBeTJIOCTH HailIIl1X mpesparxax JIeTa; qyj eM 'Befi KaRO, xao TIorpe6HJi1 6aT mTO ~He,

ca ,lJiBopHlllIHlor JIJIO"'lHMKa o,n;3Balba ILa;ZJ; zrpaera.

Tasro je ;OBeT pezra H CKJI,a,n;a, pacxour, cnoxojcrao H nacnana.

Cser lIlTO je 3HMa 6Hhe oner Y MeHM: raeaa, Mp~lbe, crpaxa, yacaca, npWCJ1JLHor My.'t!Hor TPy.n;a, H, xao cyane na!{JIlO''M TIOJIapHl1lM xan .J:I3rpeBa,

6Hfie MIJ.f cpne casco pyjaa c.neheaa rpyzta.

CJIymRIM ca je30M CBaKY nenaesrny nrro nana; Ka)1; ,rYOJ1JIMll1Te rpane jexa je TaKO' r.nyaa.

,IJ;yx MJ1 je CJlW{aH ,KYJIM xoja CBeBMllIe 'CTp~ ,n;OK OBaH tHeY'MopaH 11 TeJKaK y a.yrpyaa.

ITo.MJ1CJIJ1IM TaKo, 6aTO'M YBeK J1lCTHM 33JHeCeH, na ce rrorpetiax KOB'Ier y JKyp6H aerzre xyje. 3a xora? - Berne jy=re JIeTO; a eBIO, [eceal

C TajB!HC'moM ror 3BYKa HeKM ce o,n;JIa3B!K xyje.

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BOJUIM BaM rryre 0':111 ca 3£JIelIKaCTor cjaja,

JI£lIlOTO 6JI'a,ra, aJIM ztanac caM mya rop=nrae,

II Eli11IITa 'MM, HM Jhy6aB HJ1 TOIIJIa BaM ozraja,

He Epe~J1 xao cynnte nozt KOjt1M Mope IIIJIiJ1He.

Ho EOJIMTe Me, cptre H€lKlHO! 6y.n;J1TeMaTYf

':IaK !J1 sa 'He3aXBaJIHOr, ':Ia:K 'J1 aa naKOOHMKa;

~paraHO J1 ceerpo, rpea 6y~J1Te 6JIaJr urro rrparn Je,l(HY CJIaBHY j eC6H M cynue rrpn ztny 'BM~J1Ka.

Kparxa .n;Y}I{HOCT! I'pof «rexa; OH je JI3!KOMocTc'aMa! A I .

x . zraj-re, ~o!K M11 ':Ie.71O aa BaIIISM ~pJ1JIy JIe}K11,

zta ce HalllaJ aM,TY}KaH sa .71eTOM 6e.71o'r iIIJIaMa }KYTHM 11 UJIarnM apaxora oaor ~o5a IIITO 6e2Kd!

MOESTA ET ERRABUNDA

}.La .71' T11 ce, Araro, BHHe cpne TBoje Ka'f1~3~ ea nY':I11lHe MpaQHe I1HyeHa rpana IHa~ oxeaa ~yl'11 rne Be'l!lH,11 ci aj BJI3p;a,

IIJIaB, npospasaa, Ay6C1K KO H€BMHOCT IIITO je? ,l.(a .71' T11 ee, Araro, IB11He cpue TBoje?

o Mope IIIJ1POIW! YT,J1IIIaj MJ1 jane! Koj' TO ,n;eMOH MOpy, neaaxy CYPOBOIM rO.718:Me opry.rse Xy':lHMX 6ypa ,n;a.n;e

zta ,n;a,n;11Jha 6y,n;e, rta Hac JhYJbKaCHOM? o Mope IIIMpoKO! Ynflllaj MJ1 jane!

Hexa Me 6po,n; HOCM, HeK Me B03e KOJIa, IllTO p;aJbe! Ozt cyaa oazre HaCTa 6JIaTo! Pexe .71YI TM [anao cpne, 0 Araro:

urro ziarse on rpexa, xajan,a !H 50.71a, aexa Me 6po,u; HOCM, HeK Me BOGe KO.71a!

KaKO CM ztanexo, .MMpMCaBM pajy

rzte pa,ztoCT H .n.yfias IIO,n; CBO~()IM ce CKpJ1Ba Yl: y ':Ie,n;Hoj CJIaCTI1 opua .pacrarrajy

M rne CBe IIITO Jby6I1, BOJb8HO 'H 6I1Ba; KaKO err ,n;aJleKO, MI1pMCaBI1 pajy!

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Taj paj 6e3a3JIeHil1 p;etta~Kl1:X Jhy6aBl1:, lIIeTIhYI J1 necaora, IlOJb yfiana, nseha, BYIlOJlI1He IlITO Ice J13 ,n;aJb'J1IHe j aBM, Betleplf ys Bl1.HO, Y cean ,n;ps eha ,

Taj paj 6e3a3JIeHJ1 p;ettaqIGIX Jby6aBM,

ra] paj TIY'H -qep;iHo~rn If csrhynrae cpehe sap je p;aJhYf Hero 11H,Z\YIj a UJI' KYI'Ha? ,D;eTMIhoKo j enan.c sap ra ,n;03Ba T Helie, ~oqaJPaTJ1 rJIaOOM Cpe6pHJ1!M ,n;aB.HJ1JHa

Taj paj rrya -qe,ltHOCTM J1 'ooliynme cpehe?

ABET

Ko aaheo pJ1i)J1X sjeaa nOHOBO liy, zrpara, ~Qih.J1,

TBOM xpesery, C npaTIhIOM cjeaa y TJ1illiHHl1 Mpa"tfHe HOBJ1.

11 nj eJIOBe hy 'rn1 ,z:r.aTH XJIa,n;HYIj e ozt Mj ece-nsae, xo 3MJ1ja hy Ml1JIOBaTM

y rMJ13aIh y ~a.u, ce BYI:He.

A Ka,D; CBaHe jYTPO Mpa3Ho, Moje MjeC'IlO '5J1T lie npaaao

cse ,DlOK 3BJ1je3,n;e HM IHe jane.

J e,n;HYl ananajy .n;o5P<?'VO:M TBOjJfMTl1j eJIOIM H JKHBOTOIM, ja hy BJIa,n;aT je30M crpanel

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Jby6am"I'J1ll;J1 2KapKJ1 11 My,n;pa~J1 BOJIe CTpOrJ1 rroztjezmaxo, 3a Boh 3peJHIX zraua, ztefie.ne J1 TJ1Xe Ma"9:Ke, ll'OHOC craaa, xoje, xao J1 lbJ1X, 'Mpa3 J1"9:aMaCICOJIC.

OOBe ,cy ce JIJIaxo <C'J'JlICJIe ncrroz; TlII)Ce, lHerrOMJ1'QlHe, 'l!y,n;HliI:M 6oI'oB'J1'Ma CJI]il'qHe, 6y Jbe aerpeseme. M11CJIe.

Ilpnjare»,n 3iHa:lba J1 mac.aane, OHe JKeJIe ztanx IMJ1P J1 jeaa MpaKia rrpare; Epe6 611 11X Y30 aa norpefiae xa're,

xazt 6J1 MOrJIe l'Op.n.OCT ripen PClI1CTBOM zta CKJIOHe.

Mnpyjy ,n;o cjenaor rpeaa IlITO Ira rrpezrsesepja noce, ,11lQiK cya=raae spaxe iooce ne vcaanazta Hlolma cjeaa.

IIJIeMeHlHTe JHfKe y3My AOK caa.ape KO rro.ner JIe c<pJ1iHre y caMol1J1 crape,

IlITO xao zra pone )J,HOM CRa He,n;O~BaTHVfrM;

Taj CTaB sa onosreay CTOj11:

My,n;ap -rpefia rta ce 6oj,J1 xperaesa liI paarosopa;

'llJIOAHa J1M ce KJpCTa 'l!y,n;HJ1M 6JIeCKOM nene, :t1 KO CYfTaIH necax, :CBe 3pHeBJbeM 3JIaTlHlfM, aaesnajy J1JM MyTHO rajaacreeae sene.

jep, yTBapOM 3aHMjeT, QeC'IlO, 'tJOBjeK oxajarx Mopa

JKeJhY zta npOMJ1j'eHJ1MjecTo.

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PA)J:OCHM MPTBAIJ;

MY3MKA

Y J.WIDf~H MacHoj r,lJ;e nyxcesa MMa ,lJ;y:60KY hyce6H zta ;J1iCKOmW jassy,

,lJ;a npenycnorcsojecrepexocrsr OHWM1a KO ajxy.na MOpCK:a yporsen Y TaMy'.

Mp3M:M onopyxe J1MP3HIM rp06HmJ;e!

Ilpe IHer'm'I100,D; CIBeTa CY3Y 6.HX zra MOJH1'M raspaae 6ax pahe aaao, JKHB, zta rrnrue xpaaa TPj'lIT :MJ1 KJbyjy KJbYHQlBJ1Ma TOJI'J1lM!

U;PBl1, rJI)TrBa, crrena, J.WHa rrparreo rposaa, eBIO BaM MpTB'~a 'CJI060~Ha, pazrocaa; qmJI030qJJ1: paCKaJIamHJ1 J13 TpYJIeJKl1,

MY3J1Ka 'LIecTO nrvena cre xao nexo MOIpe!

Ka CBOjOj 6JIe~oj 3Be3W1,

1]'0)]; MarJIOBJ1'I1HIM -CBO,Z:~\QIM J1JlJ1 xpos nJI3iBeT rope [ezrpo Moje aajeszta;

xan rronacr aanpezt rpyzer J1 O,D; HaneTI1X n.nyha xazt MH j ezrpazse 6MBa,

CaBJEai)yjeM fp6HHe TaJIaCa uaznrpyba

KOjJ1M'J1 rroh caxpaea;

ocehaM ,D;a y MeHH CJ1J]HO TpenTe OBec1'paCTJ1 Koj.e J1 I5pa)];oM JrOMHHM; rroaozsaaeerap, 6ypa J1 iseae OBe Il'aIIJaCTM

'ITJIa3MTe, eBO BaM pyuresmra Maja, J1 pemrre - J1Ma 'M)IIKla Jl'J1 jam Kojia

3a TeJIa 6e3 ztynre ~Ta C MpTBJ1lMa JIeJK'J1!

Ha.,rJ; nOHopOM OrpOMHJ1lM

fblHlIy Me. A J1HaQe, MaYfHa, rpzma CJH1Ka Mor ztyxa o=rajnmoa!

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CIIJU1H

A MeIrn: je ztynra lHanYXJIa, 11 xazra xohe aanj eBaTJ1:, ,!l;OK 'HiOh. XJI~Ha rrazta, no CBOM CJIa60M roracy rseaaaa jenaxa

JIyflfJ1M na xparsa 3eMJbe r,u;e !KJ1ma CTaJIHO nana, fiorara a HeMofiHa, Bell rrpecrapa a 1M .nazta,

III TO, npeaapyhn HaKJJOH aacnsrraxa !My CMepRJ1X, 'lla!MJ1 xpaj CBOjJ1X rraca Ka'O ncpaj ,!l;pyrJ1X 3sepu. HJ11IITa zta ra pasramr, HM,!l;J1BJba'l, HM COKOJlJ1, HIJ1 YMHpyh"J1 aapozr UITO iJIiO',D; 6aJlKlOIHOM MOJIJ1. .Il'PaJror .naxpznrj aura 'RJ1 6aJla . .n;a HJ1 CJIJ1Ka

He iBe)J;ipJ1 EMIlIe xerro Tor renraor 60JlemU1Ka; rrocrezsa My KPMHOM KIJ1heHa rpoI6HM~OM 6 y,!l; e, a rocrre on yxpaca, 'InTO CBHKor KHe3a )KY,D;e, IRe anajy KaKO zra ce 6eCTI1,Zl;HJ1je 06Y1KY,

.n;a '110M K'OCTYPY MJIa!)J;OiM 6ap ocsrex JOIll 'J13ByKY· HJ1 npBJ1 aJIXeMiMT.fap me yone .n;3.J1'3JIyT.fM

1t1'3 iseroaa 6J1ha Ty 60JbKYKoj,a ra 'MyT.f.Yf,

H'M K)'IrralbeM y KPBJ1, IllTD cy P:~1:MJbaHM 3Hiam1 J1 CMJlHlvt':QJ1 'K~a J1X crapa-nca ,HeMafi CBaJlJ1,

He srpeja Ty JIelIlYflHY oryne.ny 0')]; cere,

T.fiMj vtM )KJ1.JIaMa CTpyj J1 3eJIeHa sozsa JIeTe.

CJ]aTKO je .J1 ropxo Y 3J1'MCKMiM HofiJ1iMa CJIyrnaTJ1 xpaj sarpe IllTO ,lliPXTJ1 i1 .ITJIaMTJ1, 'KaRlO ycnoueaa njeosty mjeaa 'CB.Yr.Ma

ya npa'Tlby asonsaae IIITO ce TaKO rrasrra.

Cpenao JI'J1 j e 3BOHO crsrypaora rpna IllTO Y3a CBY CTClIpoCT aeceno cecmrje,

J1 Ino6o)KHOKJIYfT.fe xao nojcxa 'BpJ]a

aa )'ICTa iBojHJ1Ka 'llITO iRa cTPa)KM 6,lJ;'J1je!

HaJIJ1K IRa aarraj e crapor patseamca xpaj j esepa K'PBJ1, non ToplbeM iMpTBan;a, IllTO Y3eT yMl1pe ycpen KOBJ1TJIan;a.

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2KEJbA 3A HMIIlTABJi1JIOM

Kazta He60 HJ1'CKO, KiO OJIOBHJ1 aeo

xa ztyx HaMCe onYCTM janaa y caMoltiH, J1 BJ1,ll;J1K na oxpyr 06YXBaTJ1IJ;eo,

re ztaa IWIbl1 '"lfVIRM OJ]; Hajr.q>lbe HOft,J.1;

Y he.mrjy BJlaLKHY 3eMJhY Rap; nperaapa Y KOjOj Ice HaJ,ZJ;a KiO MHIII ;CJIenJ1B1J1ja,

JiI KpI1JIYfMaCJIa6J1M 0 3Ji1,n;OBe napa

11 rJIaBOM 0 TPYJIe ,ZJ;J1peKe yfiaja ;

C)lMopHlW:le, HSKa,n; 6H'llKOM 3aHeC8HJ1, He 60IJ;Ka Te CTpeMeH J1 EJ1IIIe Te Hana Helie Ha~J1IlhaTH! ITa JIe3H on ja.;::(Ja,

CTapH KOIbY, CBaIOOM rpaacoa npecrpameaa,

Ozrpeua Ice opne, MHpHO OKaMeHJ1.

xazra Kl1IIIa ztyre IKOHlI..l;e HOIIpenJIeTa xao Y peIIIeTKY 3Ia TaMH11~Y CHOBa,

Ka~ y M03ry HameM rro=say zerpy orinera pOJeB11 6e36pojHJ1 fa,zllHMX naYK!OIBa,

oztj e,lliHOM 3a3BOHe 6ecHo 3BOHa HeKa 11CBOj JIa'Be1K IIIaJhY He6y HeYM'OpHO,

KO ,ZJ;YCJ1, .nyraese KOJ' e Be1.fHO =rexa

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xazr IITOLIlHY jenasse Ty~OH ynopao,

- J1 n0I1pe6M .n;yrJ1, 6e3 lMy3YfKe, cnopo xpehy MOjOM ,zr.yrIIIOM; lITo6ei)ooa Hazia

rr.na-re, ,zr.OK crpax cnrrpen H,ll;8CIITOTCKH OK'Opo y TeMe mt :U;PHH CBOj 6apjaK 3aOa.na.

IIopa1KeH, ca1'pB8H!OHaj KOjJ1 nazta

He Tpe6a liJ1 Jhy6aB HJ1 60j pasnpaacerra. 3601fOM njecxe IMjeAIJ1, 3By~J1 pa3lbe:aceHl1, He MaMJ1'Te, crracrsr, cpne xoje crpanal

,n;J1BlHO j e npozsehe 6e3 MJ1pHCa canal

J1 BpJ1jeMe Me ryra, ,n;OK TpeH)TiIJ,J1 JIMjeH'J.1 naztajy KO CHiJ1jsr rrpexo 'MpTBa rpana;

C BMC'J1lHe j e 3'eMJha oxpyrna J1 MJI,a,n,a, MeHlf CyCYBH'llIHl1 CBM 3aKJIOHJ1 lbeHJil!

Ca 'MHOIM, 0 JIaBJ1HO, HJ13 CTPMJ1HY KpeHJ1!

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JIAEY,ll;

Xohy ,n;a sa Jby6aB 'tJe,n;HMX <MM ex.nora JIel1ReM rropezi IRena, nonyr acrporrora, H, cycen 3BOHJ1lKa, eaIbaPJ1lM ,lJ;'OK lfyjeM KaK'O rnac YI'M caesaa iBaTpOM oztjexyje.

Ca 'MaHcarp,n;e MOTPMM, C PY'KOM IJ1lcno,n; fipane, Jby,n;e lIITO rrenajy, hacxajy iJ1 pane; ,n;MMIbaKe, 3BORYlKe, Te xa'rapxe rpazra,

M 'DO HeiOO lIITO HaCCHOM 10 Be"tfHOM CBJIa,n;a. I'oznr Ka,rJ; Kp03 MarJIY lHM'qe xao i6MJbKa

y 'IIJI,aBeTM saeana, npoaopy csernzsxa, yrrseaece pexe yomea.y zro csona,

Meceu; rpazty 6JIe,n;y =rapo.mrjy nona.

r JIe~ahy npo.neha, j ecemr YI JIeTa,

a Ka,D; 3Y.tMCKa ,ZJ;olje ztyra CHe1KHa cera ye apara 'fI.O,n;pe30'M, ucanxe 3a'KOBaHe, rpannhy Y HOBM BMJIMHCKe zraopaae.

!if 'CHJ1'Bafiy Ta.n:a TIJIaBe'I1Ha 0I630pj a, jenaj BO,n;OCK;OKaM Bp'DOIBe 6poja, IJIOJbY'IlIu;e I~f jyrpa, CYTOH, U;BpKyT JIaCTe, M,ZJ;MJIWiHe 6ajKe CaCBYfM ,n;eTl11lbaCTe.

Ozt Byne lIITO 6YPHO rpece Moja CTaKJIa He 6Y1 IMH ce fJIalBa HM CTOJIOM rrOMaKJIS; jep aapossen 6Mily YBOJbY, Y CJIaCTM

zta rrpo.nehe 6Y,D;MM no Ibe3YrHloj BJIaCrn,

~a 'M3 cpna Ba,lJ;J1'M cynue, zta 'OIZJ; JKapa MOjYlX 'MHCJI'M 6JIaI1o rro,ZJ;He6Jbe ce craapa.

BU1eTOPY H'lOY

I

AHJ,ll;:poMaxo, MYI'CJIJHM ja rta Te6eea,n;a! Pexmta, 3pu;aJIJO y KoOMe je ,cjaJI~ Y3iBYllII€lHOCT rnora y:,u;OBJ11fKOr jana, lIIT'O O)J; TBOjtMX cyaa 6yjam je c'I1aJI,a,

ra] CYI,MlO'MC Ty>KHliI rraxhea,e MJ1 IIJIO,n;M Ka,z:J; Kapyce,n npohox, cazt y HOSOM JI'MKy. Baj, crapn ce II8!p113 :rrOHOBO He pO~M! (I'pan ce 6p1Ke 'Melba HO cpue CMPTHHKY.)

Y ,n;yxy jour BHlJ,MM TO IrrOJbeqaTpJha, O,lJ;JIOMKe cTY'6oBa YI 6ypa,n;H xpne, 6aJIBCme 3eJIeHe 0):\ sozte ,YI 6pJba,

ITO nJI01fiHYlKY crapeac M roMYlJIa xpne,

Kazt rron XJIa,z:J;HMM 'HOOOM Pan IIIpo6y1jeH xpehe, y JIYI'tJRM 't{YlCT.a'tJH xazt y jYTPa paaa

xao BYlXOP 'TYlXM'M 3PaJ~OIM pacny OMefie, rzre 3BepJflbau; l6elIIe OIIa3MX je,zJJHor naaa:

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,!Iia CTMJ1He aa TIOO'OiK ycaxao, 6e3 ,~e.

Ty lHeMHp}IO KpHJIa xyrra CMBJ1M npaxox, sa jeaepoer pO,D;HRM }Ky,n;M, na ce IIJ1Ta:

"KaJ,l:{ he rpOIM zra rpMHe c KMiliOM 6yjHOM, nnaxoer?" I' JIe,n;aU\i TOr ja,n;HJ1K:a, KOM3 KooHor MIJ1Ta

Ha UpHKHlbY MMCJIM'M, cyuncsaay, speny IIlTO no 6JIaTY ra'3iH MII.JTaIIlJbMBa BH)J.a TpaJKl1 KJO'KJOC-naJIMe <Y1 ACPPHKY speny 'H3a orpoMHiora, srarneaora 3HAa;

HJa caaxor KO ry611 zra He Hal)e Bl1IIIe

HHKa.,rI;! HHK'a;D;! Ko )Kei) ropxcor CY30M ryml1 H nara-y KO )J.o6py Kypja'tfl1lI1,ycJfiIIe!

Ha cJf'POrq~ c.nafiy urro ce KJO U;BeT CyUH1!

Y1 Y IlIy"MH, Ky,n; ce OKJIaIbaiM, 't!yjeMCTape yarroMeHa 3BYKe 'KO M3 pora ,n;yre!

MJ1cJIJ1IM IRa 6a-qeHe aa rrycr xpm 'MopHape, :vi aa n06el)eHe, cY)Klbe! ... lil CBe ,n;pyre!

OKJOM OBU)J; nesa KalKO 'ORa crpora He6y csrrperroeay, TIo)J;pyrJb11:BO TIJIaBY

rra ,n;pXTaBOM apary )Ky.n;HO rrpyxca r.naay xao na 6J1 xreo na rrpesopa 6ora!

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I'zre, na'PJ13 ce Melba, MOja Tyra Tpaje! ROBa 3,n;arha, CKeJIe, U;J1'r JIe M rrpeztrpaba, xoaneropxja CBe M3rJIE~,u;a na je, 'OOOlMeH11 M11 xao IIO'I1OlHYJIa JIalja.

A Ty Me mpen JIYBPOM TMIlITMCJU1Ka )KJ,1'Ba

Mor JIa6y,n;a C 6eJIJ1IM KPMJIOM y IITpallIJ1HJ1 cxrenraa M Y3BMIIIeH roo M3rnaIH IIITO 6J1Ba, CTaJIH'O M~eH qe)KfuO'M. - MMCJTMM Y ~aBHHHM:

Aanporeaxo! IToCJIe ,n;J1BHOr MY)K'a p060M ropzror Ilxpa HOCTa, xao zteo rmena

xazr ce y 3ia'HOCY CBM Ha,D; IIIpa3HHM rp060lM y)J;OBa Xexropa, aaj, }KeHO XeJIeHa!

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JE,I1;HOJ I1POJIA3HJ1IJ;J1

rOBOpYfMCe6J.1: rvrezta] J.1X; OHJ.1 'CY Y:>KaCHlf, 36YfJba! ~pBeHJ.11M JIYTKlaMa ICJIWIIHlf ;OMenIlHJ.1 J.1 n'O~H8l,ZI;Y JIJ.1; Je3YfBJ.1 -qy,lJ;a~H H IIyCTH COMHaM6YJ1IJ1;

CY'Mpa-qae J.1M ,ZI,yIIJbe cprsajy Y rrpaarry ICO 3Ha KOT ~HJba.

YJIHll,a [e 3arJIYIlIHa YPJIaJIa OKO MeHe. ,I1;yra,TaHKa, Y ll,PHJ.1IHJ.1, BeJIJ.1QaHCTB10 6oJIa, rrpouma je lHeRa xceaa, a pYKa }oj OXOJIa rrpJ1,lJ;H3arne, lliJ.1XarneCKY'DOBe J.13Be3eHe;

Teo~ rne 60tJKaHCKa MCKpa sracay, KO na

- 3aTJIe,n;·aIHe ,n;aJIeKO - OCTarne rtyr Hooa ,lJ;:J.1THyTe; Jf HlfK1a,!l; HUKlO He Bl1,lJ;e IbJ1XOBe T .naae KpYTe

na ce 'CaJlbHBO 3,!l;pYJKe ca o,n;jeQJ1Ma xozra.

I1poJIa3e 'I\aKO 'Kp03 U;PHY 'HQlIi 6e3 aane

lIl'I'O je cecrpa se-nroj TJ.1UIHHJ.1. 0 rpanel

OKO erac ~OK rreaanr H yPJI anr , )J.OK JIeIIH

XUTpa,oTMeHa,C HorOM xao y 'KaKBa KHIla. A j a ce nanaj ax, y rp-ry 'Oc:06elbaKa,

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JiJm1 eco .n;y6oKa nrro ocraae -npara 6e3,n;yruHa IW,IIDifTa. Ko TeII1K.eK()IlfM!j e ... Oxpean MM J]J1l1W, X'mIO.IDrTlO, Plpara

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MJ1JCJlM MOja, TaKO He r.nezraj Me zrarse,

ja Te BOJTI.1M, cect-po ITO. J1350py, MOMe,

na .n;a CJ1 'J1 MaMalJ, llITO ra nax 0 nra.n,e,

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J1 'I'pO!HOIillu;eM TPeGHY, KOI5HMM OKOIM rO'pYI, •

ITa rpy6YfM, ,n;eanOTCKMM r JlaCOIM rHeHHiO ocy: ? _ Ko OMe rrp·€\ZJ, Jby631BJby 0 HaKJlY zta 360plt1.

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VI ycnasahy Te Y 'N1X'CaIH 6ecKpajlHJf!"

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Taj K'OjM 6IJ1 xreo ,n;a cj e,llJlifiHM ICKJIa,lI,1HO TaMY ca Offfie1lliM 1KapO!M:VI iH~h IC ,n;a1:I!OM, Taj ure srpeja TeJlO yKO'~elHO, Ja,rJJH0,

HMKa,rJ; Ha u;pBeHOM CyHU;y JDy63IB 3BaH'OMJ

Ocehasr .n;a rposae crpase cpay lHa Me, OBY,n; yrsapa 'MJpaqjHVJ:X ill1JIlHa sojoxa BPBU, na KJI.J1J3aBe CTa3e OHlii sreae M3'Me,

OBY,n; QiKO ffiMX BJ.1.,1J,IJ1lK OI1pe30 y iKpBM.

xazraeh xohenr, TPa~H :KOf l~y::tKa r~ynaHa; csoje qe,n;IHo Icpu:e .n;a]cypOB.O] )I{y~, 3rpO)KeHa, IIoKa}Ha, 6JIep,a, :Ie,TI;Hor .n;aH~ BpaTMfieIlI 'MM 'CpaMOM OKaJbRHe rpynx;

Ty ce CaMO je,n;3LH rocnonap ITO;ZJ;MWPYI!" - OCe'l1l1BlllVI 'CTpaII.l!HM 60JI ,u,a ce pa3JIJ1Ba, KJ)JfKiHlJ .n;eBa: - "Ee3,n;Ha y MeRYl ce unrpn, cpue Moje TO je O:Ba 6e3,n;Ha 1KMBa,

RaTO r JIaBY ,1J,IJDKe XMlilOJIlJfTa !MJI~a:

- "HJ1iCaM He3aXlBaJIHa, IcaMO lHeM3IM MMiP'l, He xajesr ce, aJIM TffiKRK 60JI Me canazta, TemlCo MH KOIl'OCJIe crpannror Ho.hHor lJJ!J1pa.

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KO BYJIKa'H pacrtnazehea, ClIP; rrpa3\HMlHe .n;y6Jba! Ta ce rpoaaa HeMaH IHH"<l!J1lM He 3aCHTYl,

H'J1T' )Kel) EBMeHJ1p;e raone, qjJ1ja 3y6Jba

saarrr JIaHa fiecao 'IlJIaM Y 'Kp'13 :MIJ1 XMTM.

Ta eaaeca zremsca HeK HaM 'CBeT 3aTBOpH,

a YMop nO"tID1HlK:y Ml1PHOM zta Hac BOp;u!

Y IHe.n;pJ1'Ma TBOjlJ1lM HeK MeOMpT YMO pJ1 ,

TY hy IHaID1 XJIC¥ijHlJ1 I1p0l6 KOjJ1 MH I10~H!"

OJ:IJIa3J1Te TaKO, BJ1 2iq)'ImeK:YKaBHe,

y naxao Be"{lHJ1 rrOCTpM8Hoj 'CTa3lH;

Y Hajp;y6Jbe 6e3p;lHe YTOHJ:ITe TaBHe

r.n;e, II.IW6aIHH Be'I'pOIM IlITO C ReBa \He CJIa3oI1,

KPBABA "9:ECMA

'tJJJ1H'J1 (MJJ1 ce KaTKa)J; zta jcpa 'Moj a npua

y 1MJIa3Y KO "t!eCMa IIITO pH'I1MWlKJ1 rpna, qyjeM je :n.n;je c WYm1lM MpMOpOlM ce JIMje, aJI' Y3aJIY.n; 'I'pa»rnM - paae BMp;jeT HMje.

~B11, 3JIO'1J)M'HIJ1 KJ1IITe ca XyK'OM OJIyj e;

JYIJ re ceHiKe .nyzte, nra lJ,lHJb :HCy.n;1he 'CTlHhJ1; CTPaCTtYI saane Helie HJ1Kap; zta rrpoxyje,

113 HaCJI~a BarnJ:IX Ka3Ha he BaM HlHB:J1.

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HJ1'Kap; BaM ja3i5Jm1lOlM CBeJK 3P3JK cjara aehe: a KJImJ;e rp03HJm;e lITpOMlJ.PIy ~O rrpaxosr

KP03 :rrYKJlIJ1JHe 3Jf,n;a zra 6YKlHY KO caeha

J1 Y TeJIO rrpoPlPY r~HMM KY}K'HHM p;aXOM.

Ta rpy6a j aJIOrBOCT sanrer Y:HCMBaJha

CBy 'HCliM KO:HCY l~pyTJ1 'J1 JbyTY )Kel) craapa, a rra .n;MBJbeM BeTPY -qYJlJHOr JIyp;OBa1ha nyincapa :saM Meco 'K'O 3aCTaBa crapa.

BJIY,lliHe, .ocyheae, ,n,aJIeKO o,n; ICBeTa

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JypJ1Te rrYCTJ11hOM ~O llITO asepan 6e)J{M;

pa3Y3,ll;'aHe nynre, Ko6 'sac npa'I1J1 KJIeTa, Be:>KJ1Te M3 !IIaKJIa llITO Y sasea JIe)KJ1!

Tpa)KHO 'caM -qecTO o,n; BY1lH'a napasa

zta aa )J.arH Y'ClIIa'Ba CTpaBY 'Mora zryxa; aJI'BIJ1!HO 6p:vrcy B'J1,ZI; M OIlI'I1pHll.Y cnyxal

Y Jby6aBH 'HCKax MeJIeM safopaaa;

HO Jby6aB je sa MeRe ,n;YIlIeK on J1rJIHu;a HalfJflbeH zta raJOH JKel) TJ1X OKpJTHHu;a!

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Ty )KeHY 'CBa rOMOCT 11 .nerrora xpacn; no BHHY [lOBJIa-qM 'CBOj e ~MBHe BJIHCiH:, J1 KalH1,Ia Jbv6aBlJ1 iJ1 OT'pOB ja300me

C VpaH'MTRe joj rryrn CKJIiJ13Re ce :J1 'CKMHe. CMPTM ce no,IJ;CMena, Pa3BpaTY :rrPKOCIM, urana TMX axcnaja, WTO =ryrra 'J1 IKOOM,

Y pa:3OPHOM fiecy ITYlCTM HeTaKH"y'TO

IbeHOr xapcror TeJIa lBeJIJfqaHC'VBO xpyro. Ko 6oI1J1fbJa xozra, KOCYJITaJHlKa JIe)Ke; YLK'HBaIba C BepQIM IIIPOPOIKOBOIM aeace.

Y aarp.n.aj mapoer rra 16yjHe joj rpyznr JbY,ll)CU{M port n03V1Ba OIKOIM ll)71HlWM JKy,n;11. Bepyj e 11 '3Ha,n;eTa zresa 16 eCllJIO;D;Ha ,

IIIll0 j e na XOI,D; ,CBeTa HIraK HeouXO,zJJHa

,n;a rrerrora TeJIa ztap HajBM~ ::ma"llJ1,

IlI110 sa CBY 6eC11J1,!1;HOCT onpourraj M3BJIaql1. 3a Haxao He 31Ha, 1HJ1 aa qMC'rnfJIiMlIITe,

xazr xac ,D,olje zta j e upna HOB 3aMIlITe CMpTIM he y J]Mu;e zta nor JIe,n;oa 6JI,M)Ke

KO nonopohea-re - 6e3 MpJKIbe l1 rp!J1JKe.

.l(a JIM I'ocnozt raj HaJI aHaTeMa =ryje KOjl1 sanrsycxyje alHljeJIe He6eca?

Ko 'I1J1PaHMH, 'lIpeOHTH B'Y1'Ha 1M Q\.ie;ca, HaIlIJ1JM ce KJIeTBaMa rp03HJ1iM yonaan.yjel

ITaJ]J1X MytIeHlJifKa j enaj ca CTpaTHIl.ITa 6e3 CYMIbe 3aJHOCHaOHMcpOHYija zta j e, xana HM KpB, xojy 'CTParCT IbM"XOiBa craje, He MO)Ke JKei) Re6a na Y'6JIa:Ea1 IHM'IlITa!

- CeTY1ce, J1cyce, BP"IIa -Ma.c.mrnolBa! BE:3a3JIeR KJIeqeh!J1 M0JU10 CJ1 Tora xoja rope C He6acMejao ce csora,

xazt :lrpBHHK y Meco KJIJ1HIJ;e 'I1J1 3aK!OBa,

xazt CTaAe zta nrsyje Ha TBoje 600}KaHICTBO cam IIIJhaM cyziorrepa 11 OJIOIII xyaapa, xazt TJ1 TPHOB H8HlaIJ; CT8I,n;e ,n;a sanapa

r JIaBY r,n;e }K:YfBJbame U;eJIO "lJIOBe-qaHCTBO,

M xazta Te}K'J1IHa TeJIa pasanera pacreace 11M PYKe, M" Ka,IJ; TJ1 KpB npe.na M 3HOj norexonre ca fineziora =rena,

Ka,IJ;a 0J1 rrpea CBMMa rrOCTaBJbeH KO MeTa,

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zta Jm:[ eM T~ 'CiHeBO OHe cjajae ~aHe ,u;a lfOTI)11HJ1llI 'B(NHJ1 3aBeT xana ,n;ol)e, H xana j anryha KpOTKOr OCJIa rrpohe ~eheM !J1 rpaaaeea ITy-Te saerenaae?

1'13 xpasra rproeue cean OOqeM pasjypx, ztyme rryae iHa.;ZJ;e !H xpaopocna 6o)J;pe,

xana xpaJbeM IIOCTa? ,n:'a JIH rpaxca rrpozrpe yopne TJ1 npe HO IllTO' 'CeK!OIIJh'e cjypx?

JB1TAHMJA CATAHM

- Ta j a 6Y1x QTHIlIO 3~BOJbaH TaKO ca ,CoB era rne ,!I;eJIo ca CHOM ce He IDpO,n;'H,

aJI' '5J1X !Ma'tl 'I1lDHYO, na iMaq lHeK Me I3rO,ll;H! OBe'l1Y1 I1eTCl!P XpMCTa onpeae ce ••• AKO!

Ilpeyeora aHl)eJIe orxpassea na ,n;OjKl1 3JIe cy,n;6JfHe, E01Ke JIHIlIeH 'CJIaBonojKM,

CaTaiHO, C'MJ1JIyjce 'Mojoj CMJ1IHOj 6e,lJ;.l1!

o J13fHaJHIJ1 IIpHH'Lle xor KJIeBeTaTJIa"9!M J1 rrofiehea, TY1 ce ycrrpaan.anr cae ja'LlM,

CaTaHO, C1WJ1JIyj ce MOjOj CJ1JIHIOj 6eWf!

Cne3HaJI'Lle nOA39M.1ba, TJ1, KyhiH:J1 ,1J;OK'IlOpe rnxe H CKpHBeHe onurrersyzrcxe Mope,

Y3 TBOj 'HayK IJ1 ITyIG1 cnpocrax, 11 ryfiaa, CJIYTe yxyc Paja xynrajyhn Jhy6aB,

Ca Cerphy, ,Oaa:m.HOM ztparanoxr, y 'tIy1l.Y " TJ1 IJlOpO~H HaAY, Ty ztpaxceoay JIY1l.Y!

CaTaIHO, CMYlJIyj ce MOjOj CYlJIHlOj 6e,ll;Yl!

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CaTaHO, OMMJIyjce MOjojoM.mroj 6e,lP1!

TM IIITO Y ()'lIIYI IJ1 opna ztenojaxa y.1IM

KYJIT paae 'M Jby6aB crrpasr zrpoesaxa 'l'pYJlIHX,

Caraaro, OMHJIyj ce MOjOj OM.ITHOj6e.,n;M!

'TIM 3HaIII r,n;e cy TaMHHBJ!IJIaje'TII1, OIm r,n;e ztparo xaxen,e EoI' cypearsxs C·KJIOIHJ1,

Ca-raao, CMMJIyj ce "Mojoj OMJIH10j 6e,ll;M!

Jlasrno yq elba xa , J13I'HaHJ1Ka .uJPY2Ke, -rajnscse OHoraKOIM !HaMWIY YJKe,

Ca'I1aIllO, CMHJIyj ce MOjOj {U1J]HOj 6eAH!

CKJIa,n;l1IllTa l]lOf];3eM:Ha 3Ha 'IlBOj fuI'CTpM nor.nen rzre ycnasaa MeTaJI 6JIeIlITH y neztornen,

CaTa:H!O, CMJ1JIyj ce MOjOj CMJIlHlOj 6e,n;J1!

HOBJ1 oxe OHIMX. xoje, rrpenya JKy"tlM,

M3 3eM!aJbCKO'r paja Bar Oran HIOKJbyqM,

CH'llOO1!O, OMl1JIyj ce MOjOj OMJIHlOj 6~M!

'Th1: ura 'TI1j y 6paTClKY pyKy ce OCJIaIba MeCe"tfap ,n;OK nrera OanvIMM py60'M '3;::J;aIba,

MOJU1TBA

TeOM XBaJIa IlITO KOOTH nOH-OfiHOI' fEHjaHIJ;a mUKoce J13BMjy TIO,ll; lWIn1TOM apaana,

CaTaiHO, HeK TYf je 'CJIaBa Ha Hetieca rzte arexana BJIMa, H y TIaKJIY, r,n;eoo no6el}eH, YTOHYO y TJilmJ1!Hy can-a!

Ca'TaHO, CMMJIyj ce lMojoj OJ1JI1H1Oj 6ep;M!

,I{orryCT.Y1 zra TIOP; ,npBeTOIM caaaan.a V3 Te6e iIT<RJ1IHe MOj a ztynra npeora i.t .Dia ce pa3Jl'MCTa OK'O TBora xena!

CJIa6!MB.aKOr MpJKIba HeMOB..Ha 'HaMyqM

zta ICYMITOP lea manrerposr 'CMellia - TJiI HayqM,

JIYKaB.JiI opraxe UITO Ha6Mjaill J-Ke3.TIO rra KP{:!,30BO "tfeJIO Y IHJ1CKOCT Orpe3JIO,

CaTaIH'O, OMMJIyjce MOjOj CMJIlHlOj 6e~M!

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CMPT JbYBABHI1KA

CAH PA,l.1;03HAJIA LIOBJEKA 4>(EJIHKCY) H(AJ{AM)

,n;~BaHIH he HaIIE1 6J1T iMHpJ1lca rIY'HM, .n;y60KJ1 KO paxe, IC JIeJlra_jlJifMa MeKlJ1lM,

HR CTaJI~Ma ~!J1jeheIIITo ce TI1XO TPYHH, npOlll,BjeTa.JI.O sa Hac non He601M .n;aJIeKlJ1M.

PaCHITJDyhJ1 C'I1paCHO nOCJIe,rone TOITJIJ1lHe, HaIlIacpI:(a ,lJ)Ba he K!OO 3Jl6JDe cjarsr, ~BOCTPy:KJ1 he TpaJ..V1 ozt CBj err JllO'C'I1J1 lhmIe aa 3p:qa.rry ztynra j enan onpas ,lJ;IaTH.

crpax H 2KMBa Ha,n;a Ha'lMeHe 'ce pynnr. GEe 'KaKO 'KJIffiIlCMJ];paCJ1na 3pHIJ;a .narca, MyKa CJIa,IIjJ1 YCTa npestzra MX ~ cynm; OJ]; lIIo:maTJilX ICTBapYl ztanerca je IOBalKa.

A Y sese MOAPo H~apa:BHa cjaja [enaa heMo 6JIlJ1jeoolK U3MIJ1jeH'J1T je~11lHM xao ,u;yrn [ena] y 3HaK orrponrraja:

BI10 caM 'KO ,lJJJ1j ere ~eJbHO K3I3aJIMnrra lllTO 'OITyIIIITeHJ1 3alCTOp MP3'U !KaO lH'WIIITa! Koaasrao je xJI'a,ZJ;iHa J1CTJ1'Ha rrpezra M!H'01M;

O,lJ;lIIKIpJ1IHyBillrn: npara, Ta,n; AlHi)eJI he yhu p;a paztocaoea iKpeTlDolM OlKHBM y TMJ1'HM ornenana MyTHa J1 yracne JIY"tfl1.

MpTa'B 6e3 -qyljelba. CTpanuroOBjeTJIIO IIlaJDe 30pa. - E ITa OH,Il;a? 3ap Ice mane ca MHOM? no~rJrJ1 cy sacrop :n ja -qeKaM zrarse.

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i AJl' nYTHmJ,l1 nrpam-r ()HJ1 cy lIITO xpehy 360r rryra; ~ JIaKa cpua, KO 6aJIo.HlYf, mma;n; C rrpasua OBOra ycyzta He 'C'~pefiy; xaacy: nanpen! 3amTo? To 'He '3HaJY OHl1.

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Olm: "IIJ1je xcen.e naror cy '06JDJ1Ka, IIITOOaflhajy, xao perpyT TYTalb para, orpomre aacnane npOlMeHJbl1B'Or .mrxa 'tJJ1ja cy JfMeHa ll.YXY nencaaara!

IIYTOBAIhE

MaKCU.,w,y au Kau'!}

,ll;eTeTY IIITO SOJIJ1 Mane M ecrasme CBeMMp ce ca 'ropyrOM )KeJha H3jeMIaqu. KaKO oaer je BeJEJ11K y 'CBeTJIOC'm1 JraMIIe! y oxy C1TJiOMeHia KaKO MaJIO 3Ha"lIDi1!

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J1 ropeHeMO 30POM, C M03rOM lIJyrHMM ITJIaMa, ~OK J13 cpna IIIM3Ma 'Yr }Ry}J. I10pKa Ky Jha,

Yr Yr,Zl;eMO PHTM'OM BaJI'a IIITO ce ICJIaJMa,

aanry 6eCKOHaQoHO'CT KOHa"tJJHOCT My JbyJha.

)J;yx HaM, 0 yxcacal LJurpy OITOIHarna

y rrJIOCy 11 'CKOIcy; 't'ia'K 11 Kp03 ·CaJH My'I'ZH narsa Hac J1 MY't.ID1 pa,n;03HaJIOCT nama, KO 6aTHHalllI cYH'IJ;a, aHljeo OKpYTaH.

"lly.n;ClH je TO yc yp, , rne I1J11Jh 'MeCT:) M,eH>a; KaKO mrr,n;e HYrje, MQ.)Ke OYr'I'J1 ~B yrne:

LJoBeK JKOMe IHa~a iHMKa,ll;a He J elba, zta TTp~al)e ICITmmj jyPJ1 norryr .nyzte!

Ee~ o,n; aexe oTaI,1!6MlHe ,cpaMHe, yxcaca KOJIeBKe I1}J.e je YlorraBaHlKa,

YrJI' 3Be3~apYr TOITJhe:mr y OqYr TalMHe xceae llITO j e K'Y1lpKa, 'MJ1pJ1CHa 'DYrpaIHKa.

RaUIa ztyura 6po~ je, MKapYrjy TP·a:rKJ1; .

nrrac nra IMOCTY: "II030p!" ,IJ;pyrJ1 r.nac, nrro JIy,n; Je I1 rrytr sa-rpe, mrqe 'C j ap60JIa, na crpaxca: . , "Jby6aB ... CJIaiBa ... cpeha!" DctBOJIa, TO crrpyzt ]e.

,l'(a He 6y,n;y C'J1OII{,a, OOIOj'CTBO Yrx,n;P:>K'J1 rrpocropa :J10BeTJIa, iHe6a llITO xcap 6a:u;a; JIe.z:{ IIITO MX yjezra, cymre llITO J1X np}KJ1 6pmne IIDJIara'HO 3H1aK o,n; IIo.1hy6au;a.

CBaKO j e ocrpsne y CTpa2ImpCKOM r rracy E.J1,lI;Dp8J}J.o j e,n;alH J1 Y'Cy.n;OB :fiiaJIor;

MaUITa, neh aa l1Oi36y orrpeeeaa y TQlM qa':.::y, orraaa jyTPO'M CalMO JI(~'1K rpe6eHa MaJIor.

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J~ 3aJby6JbetHlMJK XJ-!Mepe, zta .11' 'C JIalje 6arzyt'I1li! ra, l1Jrn rBO:>KljeM caner y,n;e rrn:j3lHI .. W IlITO YBeK AMepHKY HaJ)e,

3100r 'tfl1je OOMaae IT(»IQP ropqlJ{ 6y,n;e?

CjajCYHIJ;a l13iHa,n; ny=neae Jby6Hl..J:aCTe, cjaj I1pMOIBa KaJ,U,a aexe cymte Mpal..J:H l..J:JfH:>arne na opnex :>KaJP iHeMMpa pacre zta pOHJ1JIlI y oztcja] He6a !IlITO ~BJIa'tJ:J1 ..

TaKO M 'CKHTHm.J;a 'C 6J11aTHHM cronanaraa calha 3a'ReCeHO paj 6JI1J1jCTaBe cpehe; oMaljl1jaJH B~ cjaj Jep)l10a.ID1lMa

xazta crrasn hYMe3 y CBeT JIOC'N1 oaehe.

BoraTCTBO rpaztona, nejaaxoa, BM}J;iV1!Ka, HeMame ycetOMTajHy lHe,n;oc'NDKlHY onora mTO cnyxaj ol6JIa~a CJllJ1lKa. qe}K:}ba ysex 'MlM'C'O paljaJIa je 6pJOKHY!

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- On Ha:CJIMe :>Ky.n;lba caxo OHBa ropa. LKy,n;,lbO, CTapOCTa6.mo l)y6peHo Y2KIJ1TKOIM, ,n;OK ,n;e6Jba IV! ompl)a l6HBa rsoj axopa

Cj'1HU;y xohenr 6J]J1:>Ke rpaaoa ICBOjOM BMTKOM!

3a'tJy,lJ;lHlJ1 [JYTHIJ1~! Ca )J;lHa BaJillJ1X3eHa JIe'l1:0IIlJ1lC Y3lBmneH 't.J:JfTaJMO M3 MpaJKa! Pacrrpocrprere 6JIaro namax J71cnOMeH'a, ra] 'tJ)II,n;8CiHlJ1 HaKMT o,n; 3Be3,L(a ,M spaaa.

3ap hem YBeK pacrx, cJIaJ50 6e3 rpaaana HeMJ1ipa! - Ho eE'O, zta sac :>KeJba IMlHHe, aa Barn rJIa~ a.rr6Y1M ireKlOJ1l~O OKlWn;a, 6paho IKOjOj .nen je OBaK'H ,ZJ;.3Ip .n;aJbl1JHe!

Be3 nape M [eztpa nyryje ce ,HaMal Hexa .zzyX'OM Harr.IliJ1IM rrpchy xao 'lIJlMMa

- y 3aTBOpy lHa'IlI8M ,n;:a Hac npolje 'LlaMa yonoerene same 'C 6pojlHJ1!M 0630pMMa.

IV

MM 'CMO 'TI03,n;paBJbaJl'J1 cyprrare 'M,lIlOJIe, npeCTOJIe y ,cjajy 6e3:Opoj ~l)3lpa, BIJ1JUfHlCKe rranare 'IlITO 6M ce 3:a60JIe pacxonnro YHeMWp ICHa BaI.IllJ1X 6alHlKapa; XaJIMlHe lIITO '3pa'LIe IfDMjaIHcTBo sa (RM, xceae C H'OIKT:J11Ma 11 OMeXOIM 50je OJiMa'CTe, spasa xora 3Mwja He:>KHOllihyonTO"till."

P~Te, IIITa BM,!l;eJ]J1 'CTe?

aaeaaa, 1M ranace, M lIIetC8lK IHOMa,z:J;a;

HO Ma,n;a HeH~ 11 nopaa Hac oarpe 'LIeCTO HaM je 6M.roo ,n;oca,n;HlO, 'KO cana.

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fOPKO JlH caaaaa,e 'LIeKa nOlBpaTHHKa! CBeT MOHOT()lH, M3.JI>:lil, 'Bparha CBaK10r xaca

- ,!:(aH8JC, ,cyTpa, YBeK - '06pMlC Hamer JImCa:

Y neOKY p;OC3J];e oasy yacacal

,ll;a me 3aMe'I1H€lMlO O:HO 6wNm 'C ysra; BMljaJlM ,CMO ceyzta, 'M TO MMMO xrea.a, 'O,r( !Bpxa na l1.0 p;Ha JI!eC'I1B~e ¢aT)'lMa AOCa,IJJHe IIpM30pe ae=raor carpemea,a:

)KeHY, pofurn:.y IIlTO IlO.ZJ;JIa je 'M rvryrra, xojo] JIMje raztocr }KiapKaC3JMoJeBaJla, MymKapqa, TMipaIHa aJI3JBaJ1Tyna, p()lfunbMHor po6a, 6J1fie IC AHa KaJHaJIa;

Ornilu,t? OCTaTJ1? AKiO MO'paru, ~; oCTaj,aKo MO}Kenr. Be2!m1 ce :J1 crojn

na ce napa KOOHM ;D;yuIMaJH IIITOCBe ID!,D;11, spesrel Anaj, lHeRM T.pKa'lJ1 cy IKOjM

I,IeJIaTOBe 'CJIa!C'I1J1 :M' [ena] MapTHpa, IMJ1PJ1'C ,OBe't!aHOC'I1l1 J1 wpBM Y KyhM,

011pOB BJIaCm IIITO TJ1ipaHY :»rnJBqe ~pa, RaJPO,r(KOjU .lliy5M 6J1:-q 3arJIy:nJhyjyhM;

rrony-r anOCTOJIa MJIM Axacsepa

HIJf 3eMJbOM rHM BI()~OM sa rpen nehe CTaTJ1, na J1'36eI'Hy Mpe~y IIlTO J1XCBeTOM Tepa; zrpyrsr he ca MeCTa y6J1TM ra 3HaTl1.

MlHOrO peJIu,fJ1ja IC.ITM-'l{HMX Haruoj; 'CBe cy Hs6y yoxepeae, CBeTJIOCTJ1, 6e3Mepjy; TaKO 'J1 MyillKapaq 'calha CJI'aCT Y Mecy, JIe}Kaj €lKCepa - a san,a ce na rtepjy,

Kazt aajaazr Hac MOroM npMTHClHe na arozty po~e ce aana J.I KPJ1lK: y .n;aJbHlHe!

Kao IIlTO 'CMO aexan ,cTajaJII1 IRa 6pOlAY

sa KMHY, C nOfJIe,lJ.OM nrro Y ae-rpy IlJIJ1:He,

On cscr zryxa njarro 6p6Jba 'tJOBetialHICTBO, JIY1l.0Ca,Il;K'O IHe'Kap" M KpMlKOM Ice rJI3JCM, Y IlOiMaMUOM 'Ponqy BJ1'Q·e na B02IWIHlCTBO:

"YqMTeJbY, 'MeHll1 CJIM"tJHIM, npOKJIeT na ,CH!"

MJ1 3aiIIJlOiBJ1heMO caz; no Mopy TMYilla ca pa,n;OCHlJ1M cpneer nY'T1HJ1:Ka MJIa~ha. 0,11. :K'()!{)J1 1M qMH'H rorac 'HeKa ce cnyura urro nesa: "OBy.na, KO je 2KeJbaH Mha

OHM Malhe fJIyrrN1, BepHJ1l~M 1IJ1jaJHCTBa, Te oe}Ke oz; crana xoje YCYA CKipA!H

11 Y onnjysscxa OKJIOHe ce npocrpaacrea!

CBeT j e Be'CfHO TaKaB, TO 1J1:3BeIIlTaj TBPAH-"

JlOTOca MV1pOOHOf! Jep OB,l1.e ce 6epe qy.n;eOHIM nJDO:n; Bofia IIlTO opny j e xpaaa; HeK y Ba>Ma czrarxo 0010joCTBO ce crepe rrorronneaa QiBOr 6eCKOHaqtHl{)r ,n;aHa."

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TIo npl1!CHOMe 3'BYKY 3HaMO K!O TO nesa; n~1JIa~M HaM PYKe unrpe Y 3HaKCJIOre. - "Ka TBOjOj EJIeK1'pM, TO cpne 3aXTeB,a!" - Ka2Ke OHa xojoj Jby6MJI!MOMO aore.

VIII

CA,UP)K.AJ

CMpTI1,KaneTalHe IC'TapM, CM,Z:~pO rope! .n:QiCa~HO je OB,7J;e, CMpTl1! CnpeMMIM'O ce! AK!O 60jeryiIlla He60 je H !Mope,

aama 3HaIHa epna CBeTJIe spaxe Race!

CT[>aHa

IIfapJI EOAJIep (npeo20Bop BOpUC./I,aBa PaooBuha) 5

'tJ.f1Taou;y (J.{U..ItuTpuje JOBauoBuh) ~arOCJIOB (Bvuuru . ..Itup Tepuh) - kJI6aTi;oc) (BoJfCuoap Koeaweeun)

HaC:IU1 !HaM T,BOj OTPOB, p;a IHac xperra C1Ha)KHO! iKeJIMMO, p;OK M03COl.K rramr -qy,n;o OIBO,

y 6e3~alH, )1,0 IIaKJIa, Paja, - HJ1je Ba)K'HO; na ,ZJ;IHlO HenOGHaTOr, na lHaljeMO HOBO!

Y3JIeT (J.{auu./l,O Kum) - - - Canejcrna (Bopucsae PaooBuh) - ~OJIeCHa MY3a (Bopueoje rpamuh) npo,n;aHa MY3a (BopuBoje rpamuh) BeAocTojHM MOHax (MupocJtas fpyju"iuh) Henpajaren, (AUTOU cf>ap1{uh) - - - 'tfeprapVl na ny'ry (Bo:»cuoap KOBa1{eBuh) 'tJoBjeK VI Mope (J.{paZYTUU l{o.M,jauuh) JberroTa .(B./I,aouJ~Up Tepuh)

UI1HOBKa (J{auu./I,o Kuui) --

XMMHa JIeI10TI1 (Ko.n,« MuheBuh)

HaKVlT (l{U.M,UTpuje Joeawoeun.; Er30TJ11mu MI1PJ1C (KoJba MuheBuh)

Ja Te BOJlMM KaQ HohM zrpyrc JU1u;e (Mo.M,up HU'lw./I,uh) De profundis clamavi (KoJba MuheBufi) - - - - Je,n;He HohM xan 6ejax xpaj -Jeapejxe yacacae (Bopu-

C./I,aB PaooBuh) --

JIeTa (J.{U..IttITpuje JOBauo8uh) - - - - - -

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..... ¥.J. cy KYP3HBOM aasaaxeaa I1MeHa npeao-

~J1JIau;a.

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rpmKll>a caajecrn (B.n.UOUMUP Ha30P.l 49

BaJIKOH (JIe.n.u MaTuJt) - - - 50

Semper eadem (KoJba MuJteBuh) 52

)KJ1Ba 6YKTJUba (KoJbu MuJteBuh) 53

'YcaM.1heHa, [amra ,l\YillO, nrra hem peha (Mowa

IIujaoe) - - - - - - 51_

Reversibtlite (30puu Muwuh) ~ - 55

XapMoHMja ne=repa (BOPUC.n.UB Pu008UH.) 57

3aMyheHo Heoo (Bopuc.n.aa PaooBuJt) 58

TI03Jm na rryroaarse (Bopuc.aua PaOoBuJt) 59

Jecea.a necua (Bopuc.n.aa PUOOBUJt) 61

Moesta et errabunda (Bo;JICuoap KOBa'l£eBuJt) 63

ABeT (B.n.UOUC,II.aB Kywau) - 65

Maqg:e OKuBojuU IIeTpo8uJt) 66

COBe (BAaOU.M.Up repuJt) 67

Pa~OCHl'I MpTBau; (Maau JIUAUJt) 68

MY3MKa (BopUCJl.aB PaooBuJt) 69

HarrYKJIO 3BOHO (,l{y1ba Po6uh) 70

Cnmm (Bopuc.ll,Ua PaooBuJt) 71

Cnmm (Morna rrujaoe) 72

)KeJba aa H11IIITaBMJIOM (ll,Y1ha Po6uh) 73

TIej3a2K (MBa'H, JIaAuJt) 74

JIaoy~ (,l{U.M.UTpuje JOBuuoauJt) 75

CJIenUM (MtMOaau ,l{auojAuh) 78

Je~Hoj npOJIa3HMU;11 (BOPUC,II.U8 PaooBuh) 79

CYTOH (Maau JIu,II.uh) - - - - - 80

JbyoaB npexa JIaBCJ1 (30pau Mumuh) - 82

HJ1CaM aafiopaano, neaanexo o~ rparta (BopucAua Pa-

oOBuh) - - - - - - 84

Marne 11 K11IIIe (AuTe JypeBuh) 85

Bsrao YOJ1ll;e (,l{U.M.UTpuje JOBUU08Uh) 86

BJ1HO CaMOTHJ1Ka (,l{Y1ba Po6uh) 89

BMHO Jhy6asHHKa (MoAtup HU'lCOAUJt) ~~HJ1lliTefbe (B.aadu.M.up repuJt) - - JIe300c (30pau Mumuk) - - -

> ITpOKJIeTHUu;e (,l{U.l.tuTpuje J OBuuOBuJi) Kpaasa 'lecMa (AuTe JypeBuh) - - Aneropnja (,l{U.M.UTpuje JOBUUOBUh)

Onpnnatse cnerora Tlerpa (ll,uMuTpuje JOBauoBuh) JIMTaHMja caramr (MUJl.oBan ,l{anoj.auh) -

'CMPT JbyOaBHMKa (AnTe JypeBuJt) -

CaH panoanana xoeexa (,l{Y1hU Po6uJi)

TIYTOBalbe (UBan JIu.n.uh) _. - -

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