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Returning to Our Native Divinity - Standing in That — How to Unplug From the Matrix

Returning to Our Native Divinity - Standing in That — How to Unplug From the Matrix

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Published by Theresa-Ann
2011-05-28 1st Journal, Mayan day 3 Deer or Hand

♥ This video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TNVP_Nmyx8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

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Being without a voice, just now, this journal must be written. It has been a number of days with no journaling at all, and that is unusual. Still, with the body feeling so rotten, it was best to just nurture it. Also, it’s amazing how, when the body is out of sorts in some way, the spiritual focus is narrowed. Interesting.

The body still feels fairly rotten, but the spirit has been moving along, and I want to touch bases with that - to “Find out where I am,” so to speak. It amazes me, how much we can lose touch with Inner Self if we don’t journal, or have some meditative practice to keep that link and flow going strong - to bring conscious awareness along to ‘Keep up’ with spirit. I guess maybe we’re all a bit bipolar, this way. ;)

While I don’t want to get too off into physical things, I will mention that the old cancer became a concern during this time. It was lymphoma, and throat lymph nodes have been quite swollen for some time. They got worse, and really uncomfortable, so I wondered. In working with Ken,* he says the body is still eliminating elements of the cancer, especially from that area. So, so far, so good. It’s going out, not returning. I’m for that :))

The other thing that arose is determination to live - to stay in form. Did I have it? Once upon a time, and for most of this life, the answer was no. I wasn’t interested in leaving, either. I had no overt desire for that. Rather, I simply didn’t care. I am so aware of how death is an illusion - you cannot die. Well, combined with the intense Joy and Beauty of the other side, there is nothing to fear in death...
2011-05-28 1st Journal, Mayan day 3 Deer or Hand

♥ This video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TNVP_Nmyx8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Intro:
Being without a voice, just now, this journal must be written. It has been a number of days with no journaling at all, and that is unusual. Still, with the body feeling so rotten, it was best to just nurture it. Also, it’s amazing how, when the body is out of sorts in some way, the spiritual focus is narrowed. Interesting.

The body still feels fairly rotten, but the spirit has been moving along, and I want to touch bases with that - to “Find out where I am,” so to speak. It amazes me, how much we can lose touch with Inner Self if we don’t journal, or have some meditative practice to keep that link and flow going strong - to bring conscious awareness along to ‘Keep up’ with spirit. I guess maybe we’re all a bit bipolar, this way. ;)

While I don’t want to get too off into physical things, I will mention that the old cancer became a concern during this time. It was lymphoma, and throat lymph nodes have been quite swollen for some time. They got worse, and really uncomfortable, so I wondered. In working with Ken,* he says the body is still eliminating elements of the cancer, especially from that area. So, so far, so good. It’s going out, not returning. I’m for that :))

The other thing that arose is determination to live - to stay in form. Did I have it? Once upon a time, and for most of this life, the answer was no. I wasn’t interested in leaving, either. I had no overt desire for that. Rather, I simply didn’t care. I am so aware of how death is an illusion - you cannot die. Well, combined with the intense Joy and Beauty of the other side, there is nothing to fear in death...

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7:41 am, Saturday, 2011-05-28 1st, Mayan day 3 Manik/Deer or Hand
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RETURNING TO OUR NATIVE DIVINITY - OWNING& STANDING IN THAT — HOW TO UNPLUG FROMTHE MATRIX
SMILEY SUN This video Being without a voice, just now, this journal must be written. It hasbeen a number of days with no journaling at all, and that is unusual.Still, with the body feeling so rotten, it was best to just nurture it.Also, it’s amazing how, when the body is out of sorts in some way, thespiritual focus is narrowed. Interesting. The body still feels fairly rotten, but the spirit has been moving along,and I want to touch bases with that - to “Find out where I am,” so tospeak. It amazes me, how much we can lose touch with Inner Self if we don’t journal, or have some meditative practice to keep that linkand flow going strong - to bring conscious awareness along to ‘Keepup’ with spirit. I guess maybe we’re all a bit bipolar, this way. ;)While I don’t want to get too off into physical things, I will mentionthat the old cancer became a concern during this time. It waslymphoma, and throat lymph nodes have been quite swollen for sometime. They got worse, and really uncomfortable, so I wondered. Inworking with Ken,* he says the body is still eliminating elements of the cancer, especially from that area. So, so far, so good. It’s goingout, not returning. I’m for that :)) The other thing that arose is determination to live - to stay in form.Did I have it? Once upon a time, and for most of this life, the answerwas no. I wasn’t interested in leaving, either. I had no overt desirefor that. Rather, I simply didn’t care. I am so aware of how death isan illusion - you cannot die. Well, combined with the intense Joy andBeauty of the other side, there is nothing to fear in death. Thus, I was ambivolent. Back in 2000 or ’01, at the darkest hour for
 
the body, when I almost crossed over with the cancer, I came to a realpoint of peace about it. I truly did not care, one way or the other -stay or leave, it didn’t matter. I was ready for either - at least, that’show I looked at it.Our lives are difficult, here in 3D, especially for the more sensitiveamong us. Just the fact that war even exists here is very dark - not tomention the crimes against humanity that are rampant. This is nowalk in the park. Souls get tired from facing that, from living in themidst of it - of that energy. If you think war and these terrible thingsare far away from you, you’re simply wrong. We are all immersed inthe energy of all of it - we are one. It cannot be helped. Anyseparation is a convenient illusion.Anyway, likely many of our souls have grown tired of the seeminglyendless rounds of abuse, down through the recent aeons. It’s beenhard to take. We develop a certain soul weariness, sometimes, thatmanifests in different ways. Some commit suicide. Some aredepressed. Many lose hope and the zest for life. Many are angryunderneath whatever face they show to the world - often not evenknowing why. That happened to me.It doesn’t matter that this sort of thing is purposely fed and nurturedby the dark force. That’s just another condition of the current 3Dchallenges present here. It’s not the cause of anything. It’s one thingto be or become aware of the current conditions, down here (in 3D).It’s quite another to blame them for personal choices we’ve made. That doesn’t fly. We’re just fooling our self that way. You know, it may be that things keep getting (or seeming to get)worse, like they’re doing, is with a divine purpose. This accelerationof darkness - their ‘Coming out of the closet,’ so to speak, may well bemeant to spur us on to wake up, to recognize the darkness for what itis - and to step back from it, instead of just sheepling along one morelifetime, hypnotized.
Come on, friends - we are great divine beings. I promise you that!
We don’thave to endure what we don’t want to
- and yet mind cannotinterpret what that means. I see, more and more clearly, how ourtroubles are eased by stepping up and above mind. Many will arguefor mind’s primacy, and that’s fine.
 
Each one may choose their view on life - and all create. Thus, beaware that your view is creating your reality, there. Choose itcautiously. Why not give this view a fair trial before rejecting it?Don’t be afraid - you truly don’t need the mind. It neither defines younor limits you - unless you believe it does. Beliefs create - or rather,we create through our beliefs. It pays to know that - to becomeconscious, aware of it. Our creative energy flows out through ourbelief structures to create our lives.For those who remain in and loyal to mind, I have no advice for you. Isupport what you’re doing, there. Each one is sovereign under theCreator in my eyes. I champion your right to be and do as youchoose, so long as the Golden Rule guides or informs your ways. Youwill think you understand the words that I offer, but you do not. Youdon’t even hear them - no matter what you think. Thinking is the problem, the issue, you see. Yet, since you do notallow that this is so, you are unaware - unaware of what’s possible,absent your loyalty, your actual identification with the mind. Again,you have the right to that, with which I don’t argue. I want you tohave that right, to make yourown choices. I’m just saying this is notthe best blog for you, for mind, 3D mind, is incapable of enteringheart. It’s just that simple, but there are none so blind as those whowill not see.So, for those in heart, I repeat the phrase in question, here - “We don’thave to endure what we don’t want to.” That’s quite a mouthful - besure not to bring mind to it. Mind will have all sorts of ideas aboutwhat that means. All of them are wrong. Enter heart. Thought kicksyou out. It works like that. Pretty basic, wouldn’t you say?If you have any fear or discomfort, here, look to being still entangledwith mind. It’s no problem. Just observe. As you keep watching, youcan begin to see that it is not you that’s afraid - it is mind. Mind wantsto maintain its position of power and control in your life. That’s all.It’s very natural.It’s also quite natural for the ascending soul to transcend this state -to separate out from mind at least enough to recognize that you havea mind - not that you are the mind. Let the mind have its fears -

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