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Satprem Mother Agenda Vol 04

Satprem Mother Agenda Vol 04

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Mother's AgendaVol. 4Institut de Recherches Evolutives142 blvd du MontparnasseF-75014 Paris
January 2, 1963
My year is off to a dreadful start. And I am afraid it may go on like that.
Some new difficulties?
 No, it's just that everybody wants to see me!They tire me – they wear me out.While I would need ... Oh, at times I withdraw from action altogether – by"action," I mean talking and above all receiving swarms of vibrations ... terrible,terrible vibrations!I feel the work is going fairly fast inside, there are some interesting things(what shall I say?) ... like promises. But the [body's] sensitivity and the possibilityof imbalance have heightened, in the sense that a mere trifle, which in other circumstances would have been totally unimportant and would have just gone bysmoothly, throws the body off balance – the body has grown terribly sensitive. For example, a wrong reaction in someone, a tension or some reaction of a quiteordinary order, causes a sudden weariness in my body, as if it were exhausted.Then I have to collect myself and plunge back into the Source so that ...These are difficult days.There's also that awful habit people have, you know, that democratic spirit: if Ido something for one, why shouldn't I do it for another? They would readilyaccept that I was ill and unable to see anyone (!), they'd say, "Poor Mother, weshould be really nice to her and leave her alone"; but that I am a force and don'tgive this person what I give that one and that other one, that they won't accept!Egalitarianism is in vogue nowadays; hierarchy, or even simply dealing with eachcase differently – that's all outmoded.Anyway, I don't want to start explaining all this, I will do it some other time.But we have a few tough days ahead to get through.
You shouldn't let yourself be swamped.
 No.I don't LET them, but ...
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January 9, 1963
... How people love to bustle about How they need to bustle about in order tofeel alive! Isn't that so?***
(Mother refers to the "Bulletin" and in particular to the Talk of July 3, 1957,in which she narrated her symbolic vision of the "Big Hotel" in perpetual demolition
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But all this seems to me on the outside. I understand it may interest people, butit's still one of the things that make me smile. That's how I see it. Even this vision.I have three or four of them every night, great visions, with all thecomplications,
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all the symbols, all the explanations. And I meet people ... who arenot as they think they are.But it's tremendous! Tremendous how much you can do in a few hours atnight....
(silence)
All that there is to know which we do not know ... (I don't mean outer things).
(long silence)
But it's very hard for the body to change. Because it lives only from its habitof living. And every time something of the true way of living filters in, thenwithout thinking, without reasoning or anything like an idea, practically withoutsensation, almost automatically, the cells panic at the newness of it. So, youunderstand, EVERYTHING has to be changed. It's no longer the heart that has to pump blood and receive the Force, no longer the stomach that has to digest, it's notany of that any more – it all functions in another way. The base must be shifted,the functioning completely changed – but then all those cells are so anxious to seethat everything goes ACCORDING TO HABIT....
(silence)
Terrible. A strange difficulty.If the inner being – the true being – is the ruler, the power of the true beingmakes the body act automatically; but then it doesn't grow conscious of its ownchange, it doesn't collaborate in its change, so for the change to happen it wouldtake ... maybe millennia. The true being has to be like this
(gesture to thebackground, standing back)
and the body has to do everything BY ITSELF, inother words, contain the Lord, receive the Lord, give itself to the Lord, BE the
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Lord. It does aspire – oh, it's intense, aflame – that's very good. But the Lord
(smiling)
doesn't conform to the ordinary habit! So all the habits, the minute He just tries to take possession of one function or another, even partially (not totally),all the interrelationships, all the movements are changed instantly – panic. Panic atthe particular spot. And the result: you faint, or you are just about to faint, or youhave an excruciating pain, or anyway something APPARENTLY breaks downcompletely. So what's to be done?... Wait patiently until that small number or large number of cells, that little spot of consciousness, has learned its lesson. Ittakes one day, two days, three days, then the chaotic, upsetting "big" event calmsdown, is explained, and those particular cells say to themselves (or begin saying tothemselves), "God, how dumb we are!..." It takes a little while, then theyunderstand.But there are thousands and thousands and thousands of them!You can't overdo it, because disruption is no good, of course! I've beenobserving that lately. When you came last time, I was – I was going through aupheaval.
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The consciousness is there
(gesture, standing back),
 but ... it intervenes only if it is absolutely indispensable. It's just that it tries locally to make the cells ... (notunderstand, it isn't "understand" because there's no mind) have the right sensation,the right experience the right experience until they start saying, "Oh! ...Oh! ..."Some panic. Some have already had a few experiences, they know better andsee clearer, they work to adapt to the new vibration. But others have yet tounderstand, and they feel so stupid, so stupid! And from above, somethingwatches it all and finds it both (both at once) very funny, because really it'sexceedingly ridiculous, and at the same time so sad! It's so sad to see thatEVERYTHING is like this: the WHOLE earth, the WHOLE earth! That this bodyis the object of a special concentration, a special effort, a special CHARGE, aspecial concern, a special care – this minuscule fragment, minuscule – and there'sthe whole earth, the whole earth.... And they all think themselves so wonderful, sosmart! ...I could keep talking for hours.Later.Even now I have to proceed very, very slowly – not to go off at a gallop. I amsurrounded by people who say, "Oh, she's seriously ill! What's going tohappen? ..." and they make things difficult for me. Because I still have to sweep itall aside with the Force: "Keep quiet! Don't you go making formations that add tothe difficulty."You see how far we are from those romantic transformations where peopleemerge from their meditation rejuvenated, transfigured, luminous – oh, dear me!That will be mere child's play. At the end, it will be nothing: we'll just have to dothis
(Mother blows one puff in the air),
and it will be there.It's the rest that is difficult.
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