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LIVE - Divine Magic of Water - Strange Earth Sounds - Fooling Self About Understanding

LIVE - Divine Magic of Water - Strange Earth Sounds - Fooling Self About Understanding

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Published by Theresa-Ann
2012-02-12 1st journal, Mayan day 3 Deer

Video Journal http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRpvJth9ulI

Intro:
It's the first live journal in a number of days. I've been off into an odd space, and not really in good shape to journal – or so I tell myself, anyway. Just kinda lost – I bet you know what I mean, here.
Anyway – well, I'm feeling lost again, waiting for the words to come and not knowing what to say. That's the thing when you do journals from the heart like this – your mind isn't there to rescue you during the blank spots. They stay blank. Well, that's okay for me, since it's real, it's sincere – ya know, not faked. I'd much rather have a real silence than some insincere words covering the gap.
It's the shift to getting down deep, and experiencing life from there, I suppose. It just keeps going deeper and deeper. Sometimes you're tempted to think, “Gee, that's got to be the deepest thing, ever – I don't see how things could go deeper.” Well, while it may feel that way, it's a sure bet that's incorrect. It can ALWAYS go deeper. At least, that's been my experience.
It's so very strange, as more and more of us are spending more and more of our “time” in this in-between “space” - where the words, themselves seem to either fall away or just not be very useful at describing things. I know that part of this is because we lose more and more of the object sense – the whole subject/object thing falls apart. More and more it gets to be just subject – you ARE that, whatever it is.
It's like blessing the water – that's something that really takes me deep, at times. When living from heart or from a deeper “space,” you're very aware that everything is connected – that all water is one, for instance. Thus, when I hold my glass in my hand, I also hold all the water that exists, everywhere – if I choose to be aware of it. That floors me, sometimes, and with water being so divine, anyway, it can get overwhelming. Magical...
2012-02-12 1st journal, Mayan day 3 Deer

Video Journal http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRpvJth9ulI

Intro:
It's the first live journal in a number of days. I've been off into an odd space, and not really in good shape to journal – or so I tell myself, anyway. Just kinda lost – I bet you know what I mean, here.
Anyway – well, I'm feeling lost again, waiting for the words to come and not knowing what to say. That's the thing when you do journals from the heart like this – your mind isn't there to rescue you during the blank spots. They stay blank. Well, that's okay for me, since it's real, it's sincere – ya know, not faked. I'd much rather have a real silence than some insincere words covering the gap.
It's the shift to getting down deep, and experiencing life from there, I suppose. It just keeps going deeper and deeper. Sometimes you're tempted to think, “Gee, that's got to be the deepest thing, ever – I don't see how things could go deeper.” Well, while it may feel that way, it's a sure bet that's incorrect. It can ALWAYS go deeper. At least, that's been my experience.
It's so very strange, as more and more of us are spending more and more of our “time” in this in-between “space” - where the words, themselves seem to either fall away or just not be very useful at describing things. I know that part of this is because we lose more and more of the object sense – the whole subject/object thing falls apart. More and more it gets to be just subject – you ARE that, whatever it is.
It's like blessing the water – that's something that really takes me deep, at times. When living from heart or from a deeper “space,” you're very aware that everything is connected – that all water is one, for instance. Thus, when I hold my glass in my hand, I also hold all the water that exists, everywhere – if I choose to be aware of it. That floors me, sometimes, and with water being so divine, anyway, it can get overwhelming. Magical...

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