The struggle between your heart and soul really can take its toll For it leaves me out

in the open, Allows your all to become vulnerable through a small but visible hole My sanity screams violently as my mind begins to disintegrate, As the encouraging whispers be evil and as dark as coal.

One whispers they all deserve it for they let your heart burn in wild flames While all you could do was run in an endless circle, As they laughed at your misery, while you were a pain in their repugnant game. My pride soars as it calls out for revenge, but another angered cause speaks, Forgive and forget those who have tried to keep you tame For they may be left without guilt now, but one day they will surely feel at blame While you have long healed and found someone who truly cares.

My ambivalence shakes my all into tears As I state at the foul whisperer Ive never known and the light one that portrays who I am, Unable to choose between the avenging path and the I chose for years For our of all the agony I have faced nothing has scarred me this way, Let my mind full of doubt and my heart struck with fear

Now I comprehend that I need support

Someone to reach out and guide me through this maze, So I can gradually rebuild the walls of my demolished fort For nothing is more destructive than a lost mind, Unable to choose between an endless raging sea and a tranquil port.