I seek the remains of what I once thought he felt Looking through them I see all my attempts of gaining a love

I know did not exist, A hope that burned my mind and made my heart melt "He is what I am looking for" I once told myself, "For he sought up the remains of my pain and threw them away, but as he did so created a new wreck One that I thought I could heal on my own or with his support, Circumstances that I painfully realized I could not tempt.

The remains create themselves into complete memories and events How I used to crave his smile on that perfect face, How my heart used to pound heavily by the thought of his scent But now as I look back I see the truth; I see the precious time that was taken from my own youth, How I burned myself over and over for a lost hope, like wind pushing on a destroyed tent For my heart saw a hero but in reality he was nothing of a sort, yet my mind was still confused,

Over a man I once thought to be perfectly safe and humble, while he could actually kill in his own rest.

I lack the sense of returning to my mournful life For within myself I'm still convinced that all is perfect, That I really am sane and that nothing is worth this constant fight But nothing shatters my heart and mind more when I see his apathy towards me, How he could watch me burn a thousand times over and then end my own life with his smile that was shaped as a knife For I have fallen for a man I now comprehend to have been an angel, While in reality he struck my heart with an unrequited love and threw it into the depths of a deep and dark night.

My all falls toward the mercies of regret I ask myself how I could've loved such an abomination, Saw him in my eyes to be a saint that wanted to save me, while all he did was plan my untimed death All this was caused inside me and without his intention into mind, For that, I call to my heart and soul, is the consequence of an unrequited love; a slow but agonizing death threat.