N EW SLET TER

NEWS!
New Ocean Discovered in the Solar System! Direct Portals to the Suns Atmosphere Discovered! New Kind of Physics Being Invented! Inte"igence of Cuttlesh! Hi#s Boson Discovered!

2
2 3 3 4 4

Personal!
Tantra! Seduction! Listen carefu"y!

6
6 7 10

newsletter!

NEWS
a" the most important news you dont see on tv
thecast by Mac Davis July 2012

Medication Invented Allowing Humans to Live Without Air

Kheir began investigating the idea of injectable oxygen in 2006, after caring for a little girl who sustained a severe brain injury resulting from a severe pneumonia that caused bleeding into her lungs and severely low oxygen levels. Despite the team's best eorts, she died before they could place her on a heartlung machine. Frustrated by this, Kheir formed a team to search for another way to deliver oxygen. "Some of the most convincing experiments were the early ones," he says. "We drew each other's blood, mixed it in a test tube with the microparticles, and watched blue blood turn immediately red, right before our eyes."(Link) The nal product is an injection that can be injected into any vein, that causes the patients blood-oxygen level to just be four times higher than normal. The trick used is to make microscopic fat particles that just contain a lot of oxygen inside them. You cant really inject air into a vein, or bubbles, but you can inject fat. I would like to oer this underground to Olympic athletes. Imagine telling them it would be like having four-times the lung capacity, for the next thirty minutes.

New Ocean Discovered in the Solar System

Titan is a moon of Saturn that is the second-best known candidate for life in our solar system, after Europa and Earth. Titans atmosphere is composed of nitrogen and the climate of wind and rain create surface features similar to those of Earth, like sand dunes, rivers, lakes, and seas. Titan has tides and a hot silicate core (similar to melted beach sand).

newsletter!

Several cryovolcanos (volcanoes that erupt with freezing cold magma) have been identied, and new data from NASAs Cassini spacecraft which is orbiting Titan implies that Titan may have an underground liquid water ocean. (Link)

Direct Portals to the Suns Atmosphere Discovered

Observations by NASAs THEMIS spacecraft, European Cluster probes and some theories describe the idea of Earths magnetic eld in certain spots coupling to and merging with the Suns, larger magnetic eld. These portals are extraordinary openings which are uninterrupted paths connecting areas of space approximately 20-50 thousand kilometers above Earth, to the Suns atmosphere. Most portals are short-lived, others are larger and longer sustained. These portals can cause a heating of the Earths atmosphere, altering the Earths magnetic climate, and creating bright aurora borealis ignitions. A video is included in this NASA news article. (Link) In long term future, this may be a way to tap directly into the Sun as an energy source without ever having left home.

New Kind of Physics Being Invented

In order to nd discover the next major theory of physics, we need to push experiments to limits we could never before imagine. Both quantum theory and relativity explain (and create) seemingly impossible paradoxes in space, time, and philosophy, and are widely known to be seemingly contradictory steps in the right direction. Physicists have as of yet never seen what happens when they pit Einsteins theories against quantum behavior, and humanity has as of yet, never seriously done quantum physics in space. Theres no reason why we cant do the double-slit experiment or quantum teleportation in space, just to see what happens. The record for teleporting quantum objects is increasing exponentially, as all vital numbers do. A couple weeks ago it was that limit that increased to 150,000 km by a European research team. One of the important things about relativity is that it is only known to have noticeable eects at scales signicantly larger than our
newsletter! 3

perception. But as this number gets bigger, the closer humanity gets to creating quantum phenomena that can only be explained by theories of Einstein. (Link) Practically, if quantum teleportation is possible at Einstein-level scales, it would mean that we could communicate across spacetime, circumventing the inherent limitation of having to pass through spacetime. Instead, communication would be like creating a wormhole between two places or times in space or time, and causing them to be the same place, and the same time. In addition, this would open up new avenues to energy collection, by extracting directly from the zero-point eld.

Intelligence of Cuttlesh
Cuttlesh are one of the most interesting animals in nature. They live in water and move both by waving membranes and by squirting jets of water. They can physically feel their physical existence changing when they express emotion and communicate with other cuttlesh. They can see types of light that humans cannot. Cuttlesh have the largest brain-to-body ratio of any invertebrate. Recently, it was discovered that cuttlesh change their appearance to trick male cuttlesh into thinking they are female, and use a male appearance when interacting with attractive females, sometimes this happens even at the same time, with one side of their body appearing male, and another appearing female. This behavior is thought to be learned, indicating the species complex social intelligence. (Link) Cuttlesh are great deceivers, she says. Thats what they do to hide from predators; they pretend to be coral, they pretend to be eel grass, they always deceive.

Higgs Boson Discovered

The Higgs boson was the last particle in the Standard Model of particle physics to be discovered. This has physicists feeling pretty good about themselves, though the discovery itself does not actually imply any deeper understanding of physics has been gained. Note in the video where it says basically, that we still dont know anything about the underlying structure, just that there is one. (Link)
newsletter! 4

Standard Model physics and the particle physics culture of our time is very closely tied with government and centralized organization of energy, matter, resources, and ideas. The so-called greatest success of particle physics is ironically useless for anything but categorization of data. It is a way for us to feel like we know what is going on even that we have identied the God Particle, when really all weve done is named it. The Higgs boson, or God Particle is associated with less than 1% of mass in matter. The other 99% is accounted for by Einsteins theory of special relativity, which was actually a major step in our understanding of the universe. One part of the theory of special relativity describes how energy (E), mass (m), momentum (p), and light (c) relate through the Pythagorean theorem:

The kinetic energy of gluons and quarks inside protons and neutrons account (correctly), by Einsteins theory for greater than 99% of the mass of objects in the world. Pursuit of the completion of the Standard Model took billion of dollars and the centralized eort of tens of thousands of people, to build the worlds largest machine, and consume the worlds largest amount of energy, to account for 1%. Einstein as a single person who had a part-time job while going to college accounted for all of the rest.

newsletter!

P ERSONAL
inner stimulations

Tantra
The rst thing is your body. Its denitely there, right? Trust in your body. It is your base, it is your ground. When you run, do your feet hit the oor? When you are stabbed, do you feel it? Your body is where you are grounded. To make you antagonistic toward the body is to destroy you, to make you turn against yourself, miserable, a worried disharmony. You are the body. Of course, you are more than body, but that more will follow later on from what you know of the body. Body is the basic truth, so do not be against it. Whenever you are against the body, you are going against yourself, and existence. Happiness is the realization of complete harmony with all of existence, and is begotten through respect for its nature. When you are disrespectful to the body, you are losing contact with reality, because your body is your contact, your bridge. It is where your spirit is becoming what you think it is not. You are the physical existence of your mind. Your body is the temple at which any religion should pray to and from, and acknowledge as a temple directly built by God. The body is a creation of God and by praying to it, and from it, you have realized that you are experiencing God by having a body. There is no temple of man that is as comparable, sacred, ancient, or divine. Sex upheld in a manner which is used to experience self-growth and unite the two into one is to orient the body towards the greatest and most ancient of living experiences. Spiritually aware sex teaches naturally through the most basic, concrete, and direct instrument, love, respect, and gratitude.

newsletter!

Seduction
Apparently, now that within the next year or two I will be ready to have sex, one of my main interests has become men and women. Gender: the personal internal experience, socially, culturally, and through history and evolution. Manipulation, seduction. How to play and break gender roles. I think my skill of creating a space outside of culture and tradition still may not apply to gender, and I am not sure if I want to break that (gender as a concept), or exalt my own (becoming a complete and well-developed person drawing as deeply as I can upon my masculine nature). In my life, Ive found that I have been manipulated not once, but many times. Still, greatly few fewer than I think most endure, due to the commitment I have to my singular, public motive: to become the most intelligent and upstanding person I am capable of (and therefore: the world has ever seen). The reason there was any amount of time in which I felt my relationship with a girl was wasting my time was because they had manipulated me, and I had not truly specically chosen them. As one girl who manipulated me once commented, so you fall in love with any girl who gives you a little bit of aection? The comment resonated in me at the time, when I was 15 or 16. I will, similarly, not allow myself to be manipulated by the police anymore. That is the entire game, with fear, guilt, shame, and anger. Police, government, and rulerships success rate is entirely based on their ability to manipulate these emotions in people, (and they are very good at it, as their lives depend on it). And now, what I know about seduction. All of it, I am inducing from Colleen, the only girl to date that has actually achieved an honest desire of me to have sex with, though I have no concept of the degree or type of personal knowledge she has about my motivations of self-transcendence and coming to terms with pain and personal trauma through sex. I also may have reservations about her perfection, my lack of knowledge of her personality, her own motives, and her relationship with spirituality. I view knowledge of her to be something of an achievement.

newsletter!

Seduction is itself something which naturally happens from the aspiration to step outside yourself and into the perspective of another person. You develop a cool eye, which is a right-brained ability to step outside of your personal self to exist within the moment, seeing things as objectively as possible. Seduction may be about setting up a story. Not a story that is pre-written, (dont think three steps ahead) but one that is co-written. It constantly needs the power of fascination, like electricity to a motor. Its about getting inside someones head, and in their skin too. Stepping close and stepping away, alternating pleasure with pain, existence with nonexistence. And the people who cant handle this contrast leave, feeling angry, spiteful, and manipulated. When really, it was just them all along their own heads, that they couldnt be comfortable with. Injecting the right amount of doubt and uncertainty creates obsession. But thats not winning the art is to wrap your presence in poetry and fascination. And its less about stimulating them, as allowing them to cause themselves to become sensitive, and to open themselves to you. You slip yourself gently into someone elses world... and guide them slowly into your own. A presence is like a manifolded eld around a person. It pulls you in gently, without appearing to do anything dierent than it is normally. You come to it, it doesnt come to you. A lot of people think seduction has an endpointconsummation, you might say. Perhaps this is what separates the technicians from the artists. Colleen is a person I would like to learn more from, and I have a sneaking suspicion that my ability to learn herself and her craft has to do with how much she will let me learn about myself. I need to be able to oer her something and create my own presence if I am to draw her in. The seduction concept I describe is something of a noble one, there are obviously lower quality seductions that can be of negative benet to both parties. People that do this are called selsh. The problem is not actually in acting for yourself. You are

newsletter!

a self. It is in the fact that they have small, undeveloped selves and therefore havent learned to understand respect, human potential, and the value of life very well yet. Perfection is something that happens when the other person has very well employed themselves to your concept of what you like. The most beginner way to do this I found in self-help books for business peopleask the target questions so that they can talk about themselves more. Dale Carnegie once wrote, the most beautiful word in any language to hear is your own name. People love hearing about themselves and talking about themselves. It reinforces the idea that they exist and are real. People would give anything, just to feel real. One of Colleens abilities is to make a person feel special. I have felt this before, and want to try to dissect it, understand it, or do it myself. I know it has to do with stepping outside yourself and into the perspective of another person. Feeling special is, I think, a really developed form of feeling real. I have several good abilities, and a presence myself. I have a mastery of voice in my eld (intellectual and psychological navigation; teaching; care). Colleen has a mastery of voice for her personality. If you care to notice, she has replaced her normal speaking voice with the intimacy voice. There is something people (unconsciously) change about the way that they speak when they are engaged in intimacy. It is in the tone, depth, added texture, and careful pauses. Listen carefully.

What we seek, at the deepest level, is inwardly to resemble, rather than physically to possess, the objects and places that touch us through their beauty.

newsletter!

Listen carefully
When for the rst time something starts happening which is beyond words, life has happened to you, life has knocked at your door. And when the ultimate knocks at your door, you have simply gone beyond words. When will you realize life is happening to you? Right there, alone in the bathroom? Lying on the oor in your room, looking at the ceiling? Running for your life through a suburban neighborhood. Sitting in a chair, drawing in a sketchbook. Witnessing your own hands for the rst time, and realizing what you truly are. It speaks to us of endless days hiding in plain sight. Always learned for the rst time every time. Are you who you want to be? When you run, do you run for your life? Do you speak from the core? Do you listen from the heart? Do your feet touch the ground when they hit the oor? We can block it out with culture, but you can never stop feeling the greatest secret of the world. Your entire life is contained within every moment. Washing raspberries, letting the water and bubbles ow through your hands. Seeing the sunset in Big Pine Key, Florida. Walking through the forest with a friend. The poetry of seduction. Are you too busy to notice?

newsletter!

10

newsletter!

11