No , I am not on antidepressants and never ever have been and I hope I never will. Your testimony is the sort of one I look for in order to encourage some of my friends... it actually says it all and YOU should write a book. Get out there and say- so- redeemed....... "Then God moved in my life and revealed Himself to me. I flushed my medicine and haven't used any since."...... God moved on your life and you have let go and live free.....that is a wonderful thought and it is possible. Surely that is what we should be trusting God for...not how to cope with life on medication but deliverance from long term dependancy. I have three christian friends who like Sheila, live on anti depressants and it has NOT helped them long term...the side effects are never good, any good doctor will tell you that, plus all they do is mask the underlying problem. I did not realise that by raising the point I have that there would be a response. As I said at the start, my purpose is not to find fault but to express my misgivings regarding the content found in chrisitian 'how too' books like this one.