Look, this is getting out of hand. I understand what you are saying. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. The Soul and Spirit are of the Father will go back to him, but if it isn't clean it will be rejected or cast out. Sin has to be gone. Because we are of God, He knows everything of each of us. Jesus washed those sins with his blood. He paid that price, without him you can not be Saved. I'm not an orphan, Jesus said so, That Part of God Jesus wanted us to find in each of us is the Holy Spirit. Our Guide. I've always been thirsty For the Word of God. Reading some Gnostic, is part of that drive. John 3:16, John 14:6 and the others are all part of a path we eather accept or decline. Good day Sr.