As I sit here pondering how I am going to pay $10,000 for my Kidney operation Jan 7, 2009, Knowing that this is just the beginning., Dialyses is going to cost about $8,000 to $12,000 a week, prescriptions another $1,000 or more I probably won't be able to work my current job much longer. So to me health care cost is of significant importance. I need help, I need affordable health care, and I need common sense fair and balanced fees for my medical expenses. The cost they present to me to stay alive and vibrant to provide for my family and pay just my utilities is almost unbearable leaving me no room for self pity or procrastination. As I sit here and ponder my fate, it almost makes a person contemplate doing something crazy just to survive. Especially when you see drug dealers and corrupt officials living high on the hog... What's an honest man to do? Honestly!