This paper was not in fact about psychology except as a secondary subject. What about the archaeology, what about the many prophets who died because of angering the establishment, whose words were only kept preserved because parts of their words were fulfilled later on? What about the history, and the historical fact of words which were written a thousand years before their exact occurence? I myself have never been influenced by peers in religion, in fact held it in the highest regard from being born and ostracized a few times, but have come to be only Messianic, not Messianic Jew nor Christian. There are many many lies, but there are also truths. I've hunted it down from each side. Kings and Kingdoms compiled by me Shoshannah on Scribd is a good read, as is several others on there. It'll blow your mind, but if anyone can answer any of my questions dammit, then you win and my Elohim is nothing. The truth is knowable when you seek it out with logic and a clear mind.