Dear My Jaanmeri What should I do being the unlucky fellow in this world. Should I die for being the unlucky husband. You know my dear PRM the the depression I am passing through. Still you are in contact and you are loving which creates great tension for me. I can accept any body as your friend. But I dont want any body as a friend in this way which is very painful for me. I wont compel anybody. But I prefer to leave this world if you would like to continue in this way. If u feel that I am the most unsuitable person please let me know. I wont compel you for anything. I am very happy for the love and passion that you showered on me during the past years.and I will live with that forever and I will not come in front of you if you deccide so. I am the most unlucky fellow in this world if you decide so. But I cannot accept you liking somebody in this way. Best regards MCM