One could not miss these starving people even if one wanted to. They were everywhere,lying very quiet.They did not chant any slogans. They did not demand anything from us. They did notcondemn us for having delicious food in our homes while they lay down quietly on our doorsteps.There are many ways for people to die, but somehow dying of starvation is the mostunacceptable of all. What a terrible way to die. It happens in slow motion. Second bysecond, the distance between life and death becomes smaller and smaller.At one point, life and death are in such close proximity one can hardly see the difference,and one literally doesn’t know if the mother and child prostrate on the ground are of thisworld or the next. Death happens so quietly, so inexorably, you don’t even hear it.And all this happens because a person does not have a handful of food to eat at eachmeal. In this world of plenty, a single human being does not have the right to a precioushandful. Everybody else all around is eating, but he or she is not. The tiny baby, whodoes not yet understand the mystery of the world, cries and cries, and finally falls asleep,without the milk it needs so badly. The next day maybe it won’t even have the strength tocry.I used to get excited teaching my students how economics theories provided answers toeconomic problems of all types. I got carried away by the beauty and elegance of thesetheories. Now all of a sudden I started having an empty feeling. What good were all theseelegant theories when people died of starvation on pavements and on doorsteps?My classroom now seemed to me like a cinema where you could relax because you knewthat the good guy in the film would ultimately win. In the classroom I knew, right fromthe beginning, that each economic problem would have an elegant ending. But when Icame out of the classroom I was faced with the real world. Here, good guys weremercilessly beaten and trampled. I saw daily life getting worse, and the poor getting ever poorer. For them death through starvation looked to be their only destiny.Where was the economic theory which reflected their real life? How could I go on tellingmy students make-believe stories in the name of economics?I wanted to run away from these theories, from my textbooks. I felt I had to escape fromacademic life. I wanted to understand the reality around a poor person’s existence anddiscover the real-life economics that were played out every day in the neighbouringvillage - Jobra.I was lucky that Jobra was close to the campus. Field Marshal Ayub Khan, the thenPresident of Pakistan, had taken power in a military
coup
in 1958 and ruled until 1969 asa military dictator; because of his strong distaste for students, whom he consideredtroublemakers, he decided that all universities founded during his rule had to be locatedaway from urban areas so that students would not be able to disrupt the centres of population with their political agitation.Chittagong University was one of the universities founded during his regime. The sitechosen was in a hilly section of Chittagong District, next to Jobra village.I decided I would become a student all over again, and Jobra would be my university.The people of Jobra would be my teachers.
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