When I was a child I was sexually and physically abused by family members. That led to my teenage years of promiscuity and drugs. I'm older now and I realize just how much of my life I wasted, all because of not wanting to remember the past. I now suffer from fibromyalsia, buldging discs, and degenerative arthritis. I have been going through it for so long that I have become depressed with no purpose in my life left. Everyday I wake up and dread the fact that it's another day.. I hate myself for feeling like that when every day is a gift from God, I just can't seem to shake it. But tonight I watched your interview with Diane Sawyer. I haven't cried like that in years. How in the world can I keep feeling like this when I see a man like you that has brought so very much to the lives of not only his family but of strangers. People you will never meet. Your legacy is so encouraging. I know you are going through alot right now. It's important that you know that you ran your race!!! You did ALL that you were put here to do. And you will be affecting peoples lives for years and years to come.. God Bless You Randy!! Please know that my familyis praying for your family..