Anki Rocks

A silent road A silent night I have travelled back in time... Yet again I am standing here for a chance to see you again oh! just one glance... I weep and wait... But you didnt come, You never will... Still I will keep returning in pain, walking across the meadow... Longing to see you again, I am calling your shadow... 

I wished I were dead I wished you could smell my grave I wished I gave you my ashes that burnt a million flashes My life is full of tears but death will come in joy torn apart in myself my love for you.. I wished I were dead And now that death is So near to feel at home so close to take me there I give my heart to him and he takes and tosses it off will he even know how I feel? will he ever for...

I have a emotional attachment to this piece I wrote some months ago

Stories of friendships and lost relationships Surronded by lockers, broken pencils Our remembrances of freshmen laughter Hallway chases with tennis balls. Year two without a skip in lifes rhythm Little girls by the name I cant remember Games of Risk with peoples hearts A chance for confession better left alone. One more summer down to another try Thoughts of a future with or without... 

Writing words because I'm bored needing to see black ink on these sheets the connection between head and heart outlayed for all to peer and wonder about their opinions are voiced as if I have no ears or wits with which to understand their words they criticize and belittle yet they themselves will not dare to put their soul on display they will not tear a hunk of themselves away and give it to a...

What do I do with this confusion of mine I keep misreading sign after sign Its all backfired on me and now I see Everything I have ever done has backfired on me I think I know why its because I moved to slow Now I just sit here and go with the flow You get what youre given and so you must play Thousands of paths and no right or wrong way So what do you do with the cards in your hand? 

In and out the sands of time Theres only one thing that I want to call mine Its close but so far away Why does it keep moving why wont it stay Backwards and forwards round and round I think its time to keep my feet on the ground And stand here and wait for it to come to me But it might never come... it might never see..