Settling In: My First Year in a Retirement Community
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Richard L. Morgan has carved a niche as a bestselling author and an authority on older adult ministries and concerns. Now, he chronicles his own transition to a retirement community.
Morgan speaks frankly about the losses and realities as he approached his own not-yet-frail "fourth quarter" (after age 75). Drawing from his journals of those sometimes-agonizing months, he takes us through his decision to move to a long-term facility and the first year of settling in.
"The retirement community became my home, and I must confront the inevitable illnesses of old age … every day," Morgan writes. "While I could not minimize the difficulties and issues I faced in this new lifestyle, it gave me a view of this life as an insider. I became a participant, not an observer [as before in my ministry]."
Morgan addresses the fears of life after 75: loss of health, cognitive ability, short-term memory, independence and status. Fifty-two scripture passages, meditations and prayers offer hope for those along this intense pilgrimage.
As one reviewer says, "Settling In speaks loudly of the continuing call of a God with hands outstretched, who is always challenging us to further horizons, larger concerns and constantly surprising us with news to love and be loved."
Morgan's soul-baring reflections are invaluable for those considering a move to a retirement community, current residents, their family and friends, and staff of facilities.
Richard L. Morgan
Richard L. Morgan is a retired chaplain, pastor (PCUSA), and professor. He most recently served as a volunteer chaplain at Redstone Highlands, the senior living community where he resided near Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. He holds a bachelor of arts degree from Davidson College; a master of divinity, master of theology, and PhD from Union Theological Seminary; and a master of counseling from Wake Forest University, Richard was named the 1987 Man of the Year by the city of Lenoir, NC; awarded the 2013 Presbyterian Older Adult Ministry Award; and honored as the 2015 Volunteer of the Year at Redstone Highlands Senior Living Community.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5"Getting older is not for sissies," Bette Davis memorably quoted on Johnny Carson. She was correct, but who helps us deal with the vicissitudes of old age? It turns out that COMMUNITY can play a leading role in a happier tomorrow, if we allow it to become our neighbor.Many today claim they want to "age in place," assuming, I think, that the "place" will remain the same, that their neighbors won't move to Florida or in with their children, or heavens! predecease them.Morgan and his wife leave their community in North Carolina, to move closer to their daughter in a retirement community in Pennsylvania that will care for them through to the end. It was a tough transition. They knew no one except their daughter and her family. They were not needed by these strangers who walked in the same hallways. But slowly Morgan (he writes only of his own transition, not his wife's) finds his way. First within the independent living section, then in the assisted living, finally making his way to the dementia care unit. He and his wife, through patient hunting, found a church home for themselves. And, at the end of his first year, Morgan had branched out into the wider community.This book gives good guidance. Not that all of us should follow exactly in Morgan's footsteps, but that we each need to "get over it." We need to "get out of ourselves" (our aches and pains, our diminishments, our woes) and find ways to increase the happiness quotient in the community we find ourselves in. Listen and look for where our gifts may be valued. We each have them. Look for what brings us joy. This is probably God's call to us!
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Settling In - Richard L. Morgan
PREFACE
At age seventy-four, I left my home in the state of North Carolina, which I dearly loved and where I had lived for fifty years, to come to a retirement community in Pennsylvania. In a real way, I left my identity, forged over years of hard work and experience, to start a new life as a relative nobody. At times I endured sleepless nights, worrying if I had made the right decision.
Although I had worked as a chaplain and volunteer in retirement communities and nursing homes, becoming a member of the community was a far different experience. Formerly I could walk out the front door of these communities and return to my home. I could push aside the sadness and struggles of older people and withdraw to the sanctuary of a warm home—but no longer. Now the retirement community became my home. Now every day I must confront the inevitable illnesses of old age as I walk the halls and talk with residents.
While I could not minimize the difficulties and issues I faced in this new lifestyle, it gave me a view of this life as an insider. As a resident I became a participant in this life, not an observer who only sees from the outside. I kept my credentials as a clergyperson and counselor, but before long my real identity had been linked with this community.
These meditations grew out of my journals that I wrote for a year. At times I wrote them in the quiet of my apartment; at other times I would scribble notes on napkins, recording bits of conversation I heard in the dining room. In other settings I would try to recall experiences of working with people with Alzheimer’s disease or other forms of dementia. All of these notes in my journal served to help me understand this new life experience.
Reflecting later on my experience, I discerned three major stages of this spiritual journey:
1. Initial excitement and euphoria, which lasts several weeks.
2. Second thoughts and regrets that plunged me into depression lasting several months.
3. A time of discernment about my life in this particular community, which took almost a year. I discovered a new ministry in this community; it began to feel like home.
At first, it was an exciting transition. Everything went exceptionally well. We sold our house in two days, and my wife engineered a smooth move, even though it meant downsizing two-thirds of our possessions. We loved the scenic beauty and new buildings of Redstone Highlands. Although it felt strange to live in an apartment, we adjusted and spent much of the summer exploring a new state and a new area. A new world awaited us. That sense of adventure didn’t last very long. Soon regrets and second thoughts moved in.
I realized I had gilded the lily and relied on cognitive dissonance to make this place seem better than it was. Homesickness for my old community set in; everything seemed strange and unwelcome. My thoughts returned to the year 1997, when we made what I thought was our final move to a quaint little town called Morganton, North Carolina. This was to be our final staying place,
a town whose charm and gentle culture made it Number Ten in the Nation
as a great place to raise a family or spend your retirement years. I remembered days and nights when I could greet friends on downtown streets. In Morganton I was known and recognized as an author, historian, and volunteer—I was somebody.
Now I was nobody,
a stranger in a strange place. There I had so many friends; here we only knew two adults and two children, our children and grandchildren.
After prayer and long conversations with God, I began to realize that my wife’s and my willingness to uproot our lives and move here was a call from God, a way to live out our faith in our later years. One year later I would be nowhere else. There will always be twinges of nostalgia for the home we left. We miss our friends and the relationships that gave life meaning. But this village has become home. The residents here are my family, and a new ministry has made this a good place to be for the duration of my years.
Jane Thibault, an author who writes about later life, thinks that our later years can become a natural monastery.
She claims in the Aging & Spirituality newsletter that in a very real sense, the experience of old age, especially frail elder-hood, is an experience of living monastically.
At first I scoffed at such a thought, but now I realize the truth of her words. It is here that we have pared down to the barest essentials; here that we have time for contemplation; here that we can become the blessed community, bound by love and prayer.
Perhaps you are considering a continuing care/retirement community when you retire. These meditations are for you. No one ever prepared me for this major late-life transition. I hope that my experience will help you in your transition. Henry Simmons, who wrote the Introduction to this book, identifies three stable periods of aging in his book written with Jane Wilson Soulful Aging: Ministries through the Stages of Adulthood, each followed by a transition. I felt good in my Extended Middle Age; but I knew that the Ready or Not stage was just around the corner, since the farther one gets past age seventy-five the greater the possibility of frailty and major losses. I knew full well the day would come for my personal passage into dependence, the Like It or Not stage. I was ready to forge a new identity by living in a retirement community. It is a thin line between feeling not ready to enter a retirement community and the finality of it’s too late and facing the grim reality of being taken where you do not want to go. How much better to own the decision and make your plans.
This book is also for adult children and caregivers who help older parents or relatives consider the possibility of a retirement home. This is a difficult time for families. It can create wounded feelings, heartbreak, and even broken relationships. As you seek to invite, counsel, and persuade your loved ones to consider this option, these meditations are for you. Perhaps it will smooth the rough places and make your task easier. Or, if you are a member of the dynamic baby boomer generation, who in a few years will retire and demand a quality of later life not offered in some communities, this book is for you. Perhaps you will learn from my experience and be pioneers of necessary changes in the continuing care/retirement community industry.
Finally, if you are a person who works in a retirement community, a person upon whom we depend for so much, this book is for you. As you read the first-year experience of this resident on the inside, you may better understand the struggles to make a place a home. We need your expertise and compassion to live here with joy and meaning.
For some time I had pestered my wife about moving to a retirement community, but I never thought it would happen so soon. The story of Abram and Sarai leaving their home in their later years intersected with our own. They had their struggles and conflicts, as have we. Yet God’s promise to Abram and Sarai, ‘I will bless you … so that you will be a blessing’
(Gen. 12:2), has become our promise too. God has blessed us here, and we seek to be a blessing to others. So I can attest that life in a retirement community can be the best years of your life. Now at long last, I begin to know what the poet meant,
Grow old along with me!
The best is yet to be,
The last of life, for which the first was made:
Our times are in his hand
Who saith, "A whole I planned,
Youth shows but half; trust God: see all, nor be afraid!"¹
—RICHARD L. MORGAN
Redstone Highlands
North Huntingdon, Pennsylvania
Note: I wish to thank all of the residents of Redstone Highlands, North Huntingdon, who shared stories and experiences. The stories in this book are based on real people and situations in a retirement community, but names, in most cases, remain anonymous to protect their privacy.
INTRODUCTION
THE THIRD AGE
The years from fifty to death—the third age—are times of promise and of terror, of success and of failure, of grace and of sin. They are the best of times and the worst of times. They call forth the human person to growth and self-transcendence. Aging is a time of probable loss; it is also a time of possible gain.
On a human canvas of this breadth and intensity, Richard Morgan paints a picture of his life’s journey in a retirement community. His word-picture lays out with passionate honesty four great life themes that recur with new urgency in the last third of life: freedom, intimacy, meaning, and death. These themes, which have been part of my thinking for twenty years, resonated with particular depth as I read Richard Morgan’s manuscript.
Freedom. I contend that the human quest to be free, to be ourselves, to be unfettered, to speak forthrightly with our own voice becomes more an issue as we age than in the years when we are bound by the demands of the life of the householder: pleasing the boss, keeping a paycheck coming, gaining status and objects,making it.
This quest for voice might take the form of an insistence on choosing our own roommate or table mate in a nursing home; it might lead into the thicket of choices about whom to support in a custody case when access to grandchildren is at stake; it might lead us to a new sense of self-direction in the use of time.
Clearly the old ways of making sense of the world of personal relationships needs the energy and integrity of freedom—freedom to tell the truth, to forgive ourselves and others, to blame and accuse, to uncover family myths, to claim our own fragile truth.
Intimacy. This is a lovely word; a fleshy, rooted, face-to-face word. Other words like community, friendship, communion may point to the same reality, but they do not capture the